Leng Yein

the real proposal

2014-06-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

The first and second surprise of ‘The Real Proposal 0909am, 090909’ and the third surprise where ‘The Real Proposal @ Taj Corner Restaurant 0909pm, 090909’ took place at my mamak slaps me right on my face and wake me up in my dreamy world. I tot i’s long off for 2 years plus, being low profile by just sitting at my mamak without make up everyday, living a simple life that i wanted with the person i wanted.

In this year, Year 2009, i only had a few close friends. Better name it out now … Ken, My Little Princess, Crayven, Joanne, Nelson, My one n only partner Jess Chua, Gary. Well, i guess that’s all that state on my lists of close friends or whom i call – my friends. Not to say that the rest are not, just that if there’s any chance of me blowing my top off n talking to myself, one of them will definitely be there. And that means alot to me. Coz i choose my friend wisely now. If u had been following my blog, i guess you know why.

Well, it had been a long time since i open up myself talking to you, my new friends, beautiful people and strangers in this room who might know me better than others who met me in real, coz what i wrote will only be understood by people who had a past … beautiful people who live their lifebearing burdens and responsibilities and never give up trying, searching and looking for more…

Many people, almost everyone told me that i was the luckiest girl in the whole world, to have such a perfect man. Or some, told me that my husband is the luckiest person on earth to have me. Well, all i can say, and will say, and should say, is, thank you.

Although i always write in my blog that ‘ i guess i am a lucky girl ’ but to tell u frankly, i don’t fully agree on that. I rather say ‘ Each and every single thing that people adore in my life was NEVER given by anyone else besides my life – which is given by my mother. ’ For instants, my guts of striving came from my decision to stop studying to be with my first love. Which causes my mum to throw me out of the house as i were once a top student myself. In regardless of all, i strived for what others tot i couldn’t do. I achieve what i wanted starting from the age of 18. Did i ever regret that i stopped studying to pursue for professionals and ended up being just another girl who finished her Form 5? Yes, and No. All i wanna say here is that, i pay and gain for each decision i made. I gain, i am thankful, to the people who wanted to see me fail. I paid, for a life lesson that i couldn’t turn back time, to be who i dreamt to be. But also, i exchanged both credit and debit, balancing it by being someone else i never thought i would ended up being – A girl with an ego as huge as my fake boobs ( that’s what u call), a girl who decide what is best for herself, and only listen to advice, but never let anyone else make decisions for me no more… A girl who dare to love, and dare to let it all go in just a sec.

If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living. So i guess what you see now is a product of how my life had treated me, and moulded me into - Me. Choose one from the below of what others love to say, and always say about me :

1. A not so simple girl who’re materialistic and only loves the money

2 .A smart girl who get what she wants because she ain’t stupid

3. A bitch who love to show off and only lives on her some guys money

4. A career woman who dare to stand up for what she thinks was right, and knows what she wants

5. Some kinda girl ~ Cool ~

6. Just some chicks with boobs, and fake stuffs all over her body, nothing special

7. She’s hot !

It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad. So i guess i am just living my life like everyone else around me … i am just living my life just like you do … Just that we have different perspectives and different attitude towards life that makes what we are now, different from one another.

There can be no equality or opportunity if men and women and children be not shielded in their lives from the consequences of great industrial and social processes which they cannot alter, control, or singly cope with. But when one is not living in one’s shoes, you will never experience and understand what the other is really going through… So this is what all my blog is about.

What is the difference between someone who achieves their goals consistently and those who spend their lives and careers merely envying or cursing others? The extra mile. What i get today, is what i’ve sacrificed, good enough to get me what i wanted, to happen at the right time, falling at the right place. Things that i planned, things that i didn’t plan which surprised me, i call it - bonus. My life, my proposal, my wedding, my everything in between, besides my death, i am truly grateful and thankful. But after the proposal, i realised that i am facing something new, something i never experienced before, and it is not really something i should be happy of. I am struggling inside myself. Dont misunderstood what i am trying to say, i am just trapped in between. In one hand, it is my personal life which i amperfectly happy with. But in the other hand, it changes my personal life, my career’s direction, and it simply, almost meant, everything…

Am i happy ? Yes,and No. I am just 24, there’s so much more that i wanted to do that i haven’t complete striving. I am currently having 40% of what i wanted at my age. I always wanted more, and i always gets more. People can say what they want, but they will never know how much i want, and i can get. When the whole world sets their eyes on my proposal, they thought my man gave me everything i have, which is the main reason why i wasn’t really happy for the things that i was supposed to be happy for. But i am thankful.

So said.

My man never gave me money. I pay for all my own bills, my own living, my life. Rich is debatable. But it doesn’t mean that if a girl has some results, everything was given by her man. I hate that so much. But i also understand why everyone kept thinking that way. Coz we will always be human. And human never wanna accept what they always refuse to accept – the truth ! Suck loh ! Leng Yein, gulp it in ! Leng Yein gulp it in !

I was with my ex back then, who are commented by others, not compatible with me. From career to gaps and capability. But when things took turn from black to white, my man now is totally of different from my ex, they said it isn’t fair. Why do i always get things others wanted, but i am just a bitch ?

Let me tell u what. Do u think even if ur bf is rich, he’ll just proposed to u tru billboards and flashes it on newspapers and bathing u with luxurious things and flashing diamond as huge as ur thumb ? Dont be STUPID ! Wake up. That this, if u r a man with capabilities, money and all the bestest things in the world, will u marry a girl, doing all the above, proposing in the eyes of the world, to a girl who’re nothing but a gold digger, and nothing much more to elaborate on. Then you are stupid. And u will never be what u call – a rich man. Coz u aren’t smart enough to earn your first bucket of gold. And so said, u will never be able to pay for a single proposal, and what more for the upcoming wedding and so on.

So u think that a ‘not-so-simple’ girl can make a mature man do things beyond what others will do. You are right, and u are wrong. They are reasons behind things, reasons only two person in love could possibly see, know, and understand. My love life back then, well kept in my heart all the time, away from public’s attention. There’s only few reasons for that. First, because it is my private life, not a job, not my bags, not assets. Secondly, to avoid complications, if u r smart enough to understand what i am trying to say. Third, because i don’t like my achievements to be credited to my man. Because he aint the one giving me all this. It is always, and will always be, me myself and i.

Do u think i chose my man because he has quality materials in life ? You are totally wrong. Among all, i only choose what i knew was the best man for me. He has a high quality in his personality. I don’t wish to elaborate on that much. I choose a man who wants a simple life of forever happiness, not a man with cars that will be sold half of the price in months to come. I don’t need an ATM machine when i am already one. Get it ?

So u think all the luxurious things a girls can have has to come from man. What makes u think that a woman cant get what she wants all by herself ? We women marry a man, because YOU wanted to be with us. So it’s fair. But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth. So i do not want to touch on this in details. Those who’re my friend will understand my reasons for writing this blog. I love my husband, and he loves me too. We love each other as much, and we will do anything to make everything perfect for each other.

So said. I hope that this topic will not be discussed upon blogs, comments, in Friendster, Facebook or any chat rooms. I believe that one who doesn’t bless others wont be blessed. I alwaysleave a beautiful comment before i sign off. And i hope all of you who’re in this room, all the beautifull people around the world can do the same. Just bless, and not discuss and make ur own assumption.

Love, without expectation. And you will be loved, just the way you wanted it to be. Learn to give, and never stop giving. Only by then, you will be loved whole heartly by ur man. And stop guessing. My man is no doubt what you guessed and said – to be the sweetest man in the world … I agree. But may i have a say in this, in a more appropriate way – he is ‘The One’, not just anyone. He is – my man. And i am proud of him.

So wish well, and give me a break. Coz ur words are causing me nuts and given me much unhappiness. But i am almost getting over it now. It is the matter of my own pride, for being just who i am, not who made me what i am. So said. Understood. I have my life, so do you.

Well, i guess i will stop here now. May the ending of Year 2009 of yours be blessed with much love and greatest of things. I hereby wishing all of you love, and may u be blessed with the most beautiful things in the world, and may all your dreams come true …

Love Always ,

Leng Yein

relationship is like .,.. a dead shark

2014-06-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

A relationship, I think, is like a shark, you know? It has to constantly move forward or it dies. And I think what we got on our hands is a dead shark ~ Hah ~

Have you ever been in love n it doesn’t work out? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. This is as much as love can get – a broken love.

Some say that there is fairy tale in life. But some say there is none. Well, i agree with both. A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life, to be thankful for a good one. In the end of the day, it is up to us to paint the beautiful picture that we had in our dreams… When our man strayed too far out, it is us to get them back, or let them out. Never underestimate how great n powerful a woman can be. Just look at ur mom. She gave u a life ~

Women marry men hoping they will change. Men marry women hoping they will not. So each is inevitably disappointed. Men have hitherto treated women like birds which have strayed down to them from the heights; as something more delicate, more fragile, more savage, stranger, sweeter, soulful - but as something which has to be caged up so that it shall not fly away. It is because of insecureness that they have, the feeling of losing, the feeling of lost control, taking control…

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you…. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’ I found mine, and i wish that u too, found yours.

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more. Someone asked me why women don’t gamble as much as men do, and I gave the commonsensical reply that we don’t have as much money. That was a true and incomplete answer. In fact, women’s total instinct for gambling is satisfied by marriage. By then, ‘WHY?’ is not the question. There are four questions of value in life… What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love. Agree? Not wealth , not Louis Vuitton, Chanel, Versace, nor Gucci, Prada… When the girls longed for branded n luxury lifestyle, even if they got it, and then u place the luxury beside the man they really love, they will go back to basic with their man. With no make-up, no explanation, just love…

All love shifts and changes. I don’t know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time. It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them. Funny how love turn around n make things happen just the way it is. Love has d power to change a fixed man. True love always makes a man better, no matter what woman inspires it. It always does. The reflection of each person lies 50% on how their partner’s value weight. So if u see someone behaving somewhat ‘B’, their partner may need to bear half of d blame. So sad ~

I think that between men and women there is no friendship possible. There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship. At first i disagree, then when i happen to think it all over again, it is so true. It’s either they have the value we’re looking for, they have something we want or we adore, they can help us, they can calm us down n make us feel better, or they can be there for us when we needed someone around… we adore … and we need them around us …

Take Beyonce Knowles’s ‘If I Were A Boy’’s video clip for example - Why is it that men are permitted to be obsessed about their work (n other women), but women are only permitted to be obsessed about their man? Hmm … that’s a good clip which reflects on everyday’s love ~ I don’t know whether u’ll do that to ur man, but man or woman, we’re all d same. Seen n heard too much don’t u think. Well, we should learn to be thankful , appreciative, n cherish when we still have it. When love’s gone, we can only hope for a new one… the past are far bygone.

Men say they love independence in a woman, but they don’t waste a second demolishing it brick by brick. Especially those women who has their strong financial stability n career. The relationship is harder to handle. When love became a comparison, the feeling of challenged n imbalance between two will break the love u had. My first relationship lasted for years but didn’t work out because the man i love couldn’t handle the stress i’d caused. My career, my lifestyle. Though we were so in love, the second i got my feet into business n the society, it changes everything n tore us apart. We started to see a big difference in our income n stability. Our needs for different lifestyle, different things. My crave for lushness n pleasure overshadowed my love for him. I chose to have a lavish life than to stay by my man n not striving forward.

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something: they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good. In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, a place that you and the other person can take. Chances are that people walked through the same path, only later to find that they ended up in a different direction. Opportunity knocks for every man, but you have to give a woman a ring. And after the ring is given, another door opens. More challenged, more committed, more problems … more love … Or maybe, does the ring fits the woman’s finger ? Or maybe, does ur ring has the C’s …

You can’t stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it’s the best thing in the world. When you’re in a relationship and it’s good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete. Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable, u’re ready for love.

The quality of your life is the quality of your relationships. How u’ll live through life and how u’re going to end it rely on how much love u had n gave. People are dying each day, most of them were loved n remembered, some of them were not. If u know u r going to die today, what r u going to do? Work? Get some branded bags? Go on vacation alone? Hug a bear? Adopt a pet?

Don’t settle for a relationship that won’t let you be yourself. U will suffer later. And then only u realised that u’ve gotten a few years older… In real love you want the other person’s good. In romantic love you want the other person. Which one r u ? When we’re incomplete, we’re always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we’re still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on–series polygamy–until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfilment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.

If our relationship is like a rose, how long it lasts, no one will actually know. Love can erase all the awful past. And love can be yours, but you’ll only realise in the end… To feel that love, it sometimes makes you sigh… But to have it to leave, some of you would rather die. A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person… I hereby hope that you’ve found that special rose, and that you love and care for the one you’ve chose…

Which is right and what is wrong … I hope u have the answer deep down at the bottom of your heart … Well 2009 , i wish u love for eternity …

Love Always … Leng Yein

they say we do it but men does it too

2014-06-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Correct me if I’m wrong, but hasn’t the fine line between sanity and madness gotten finer ? There’s war going on at the other part of d world where ppl were dying everyday but there are more war going on everyday around our lives made by our friends and unknown people around us… It’s not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over…

Are you bored with life? Then throw yourself into some work you believe in with all your heart, live for it, die for it, and you will find happiness that you had thought could never be yours. Heck what others say about u. Hey, at least no one is talking about them ? But they are talking about u ~ U r a subject, how cool can it be ? The paradox of an informed society is that over a period of time, it is susceptible to bias towards the same sources that project powerful information. Let them do it while u r too busy shopping ~ Some people just love to spend their free times talking about other people being a not-so-similar kinda FMs n RADIOs n Walkie Talkies~

Learn to laugh it over when u heard things that others say about you. Remember, nobody can hurt you without your permission. If u don’t like them, then don’t grant them one ! Through humour, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.

I learn to find that not only women ticked backstabbing n gossiping, men does it too ~ Leave them , never degrades your argument. Better be the main role than being the audience who only heard what’s being told n never watched the actual ‘thingy ting ting’. Who knows, if ur role is great, u might be nominated ~ Haha ~

Judging a person after d first meeting is like assuming tat ur neighbour will only wear red, because tat is what you saw her in, the first time. Just imagine if everyone in this world started judging everyone else by their own standards. It would be like a blind person telling everyone else that the world is a dark place. Ppl change all the time. Be careful of who u chose to trust ~

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another, ‘What! You too? I thought I was the only one?’…and then u share, u help, u give, u listen, u laugh… Until one day, they take away their love from u… and they say everything about u differently… It is dangerous to play the sincere game without defence unless you are also stupid. Friendship is always born with love, but it does not always die with it. Moral indignation happens when there is some slight of jealousy in a halo. And when jealousy feeds upon suspicion, it turns into fury or it ends as soon as we pass from suspicion to certainty…and there comes hatred ~

Learn to accept that not everyone likes the things u do. There’s a saying - A successful person makes a habit of doing what the failing person doesn’t like to do. So stick to what u love, stick to the things u do ~ And let the others say what they wanna say. Besides, how many of them can actually do the things u do ? They can’t, that’s why they wanna talk about u. They can’t do the things u do n they can’t have the things u have… therefore they can only talk about u n hope that our lives will be miserable~ Blah ~ People who are capable wouldn’t have time gossiping about what others do, what they have, this n that, so n so. They are too busy doing their own things, taking their own sweet time while others r talking. Those who talk alot, in their mind, they know that words are powerful. But little did they know that only if words are put into actions ~ Duh ! But it is good coz when they put too much of it together, they made us - A highlighted story to tell… and by then we’ve made our mark ~How easy is that ~

For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it. So no matter what others do… there’ll be a place for everyone to belong … u just have to find that right place ~ I’ve foundmine … and im thankful that they’re always there for me as i will be for them …

I believe the single most significant decision I can make on a day-to-day basis is my choice of attitude. It is more important than my past, my education, my bankroll, my successes or failures, fame or pain, what other people think of me or say about me, my circumstances, or my position. Attitude keeps me going or cripples my progress. It alone fuels my fire or assaults my hope. When my attitudes are right, there is no barrier too high, no valley too deep, no dream too extreme, no challenge too great for me. Hey, in the end of the day, who cares if u r in deep shit anyway ?

If you believe that feeling bad or worrying long enough will change a past or future event, then you are residing on another planet with a different reality system. And only minority stays in there. They never move. And when they did, they’re far away left behind. So, do u wanna be one of them ?

There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. I chose both and play around with it. I work very hard n believe that there’s no miracle given to me; and when i splurge, i believe that it is a miracle given. Ya, i guess that’s how i balance my life, hmm …

I’ve met ppl , strangers who came up to me being really friendly n nice… and they ended up being my friend. But i’d never came across any strangers who came up to me being really nasty n ended up being my enemy. Hmm…people who dislike me only talks behind me, never in front. Pity them that they don’t have the guts to. Just like one who never dare to look into the mirror just to see the reality that they have the courage to talk but not to face. Some took time to create fake accounts just to drop me some nasty comments, hmm… but they nvr surface ~ Well, thank u for ur time ~ I love u ~ Muah ~

To all the girls who’ve lived your life as happy as ever but unlucky enough to have friends who never stop trying to bring u down … It is better to have a permanent income than to ‘only be able’ to tell fascinating stories about people to others~ They are not qualified enough to be a story teller as they are classified ‘differently’. And they don’t have the blings, consequently they cant make the stories they tell into movies. Short say, they get no where. So, just let them be. Shallow people ~

Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you … Hate me … and i Love U ~ Muah ~

Love Always … Leng Yein

ppl i wana thank

2013-06-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Kick starting a better *silent* or worst year . Flashing back at those new faces , old faces , familiar faces , and always there – the “wish-not-to-see-them-again faces” ~! Haha ~! God just love us so much sometimes ya ~ Well dear friends , are you happier now or the other way round ? Why ? Plan to make it a brighter one ahead ? You should , you know ? Coz 2007 will be over soon before u even realized it . Just like how 2006 had left us in a glimpse of light *sight* one year by gone … More backstabbers if ur life seemed to be better in their point of view , more friends if u shine among others , more tasks if u r more capable than the rest , more responsibility coz we’re growing up , more cash cash cash coz we worked harder than before , less steps to succeed our dreams n reach our goal , less worries coz we’ve seen more than before , happier coz we don’t care about tiny things happening around us , happier coz we’re a better n stronger person now than before , sad because time ticks away so fast that we cant be able to grab hold every second n spend it worthwhile , sad coz we’d lost our chance due to our mistake , but no matter what’s the outcome , WE are better now … coz we learn from our days … from time to time …
This year , I wish all of you nothing but striking the very best of yourself and achieving all the tough tasks n succumb hard times and downs , ending year 2007 with tears touches ur heart … voice within telling urself that there’s nothing to worry about now , coz you are stronger … I’ll be here in the corner of the world , praying for ur safety n strength alongside u and overcome all the impossible making everything possible … I believe in you … all of you , coz u r my FRIEND …
The sweet ones who’re walking down a rough path in their relationship , have faith in YOUR love … let it lead the way . If it had to end someday , let all of us just pray that the SOMEDAY will come much later … Give a chance to both souls having to pass the test of love … People who ended their relationship recently , pick urself up again , fill those missing pieces by knowing what have u done and not in the past that leads to where u’re standing now and don’t repeat the mistake again in the future … People who felt like it’s time to start a new relationship anytime from now , I’ll ask cupid to aim accurately and shoot ok ? May all the best of luck be with all of you in this very fresh new year of 2007
Im more focused n clear on what I want now . And im very happy coz I have had you people walking alongside me for every step I take … all of you have been so supportive n lovely to me . Thousands of thanks n kisses showered n dedicated specially to YOU , humbly from no other than this lady , me … I know that the economy will be slowing down n reach quite a peak this year but I would like to wish all of u never-the-less than all the best in everything you do and will be very very very lucky ~! Be patient and your time will come to you very soon . Hey , best things always come when u least expected it to ~! Remember this , from me ok ? Girls , I’d moved in to my new condo . If u’d like to join me for a swim in the pool kindly let me know ok ? Then we can go makan makan =)
Kicking start 07 , there’s few people that I would like to thank apart from all my lovely friends who stood by me side-by-side all the time . To these people , I hereby dedicate my words to you …
My dearest Lou Poh Zai a.k.a Apple a.k.a Waiwai a.k.a Lim Kah Hui a.k.a Karena a.k.a My Manager ( fui yoh ~! )
There’s always something about pieces . Soft and sensitive yet wise n smart . Thanks for all your love , your trust , your care , your surprises and your understanding . No matter where I am , I know that I still have someone whom I can count on . Hey , 24-7 on call ain’t an easy task weih ~ My life that im going through now really proves that u’d put in alot of effort n it make a different , a lot sometimes . Sometimes I even wonder , why do we always ended up in Redbox one ? Aiyah *laugh* Eh lou poh u know or not , y we so ‘so hai ‘ one ? Aiyer … now only I know why god create u n me , to wrack the world man ~! We’re fated together forever de ~ Hahaha , u cannot runaway from me ( ngiak ngiak ngiak ) Wei , why we always laugh non stop when we’re together one , weih ah , why ah ? U begin to love ur job eih , wei , fast lah ~ yes yes ~ hehehe ( u guys wont understand what we’re writing coz haha ~ its our SH language ) She’s a very very good singer eih , come come text her n she’ll ended up with u in redbox (waiseh ~! ) yes , I’ll probably be there with u too … we’re unseparatable ~! WUahahahaha ~ Eih , y u always come my house n break my things one ? U cannot find the hole ? Nah , there lah ~ Hahaha ~ My oh my , my dearest lou poh , u’re the best n the sweetest . From the day we came down to kl together n start over our life , hugging together in Petaling street crying ( wah sai ) Aih , shit , u still remember anot ? Until the day we go shopping here n there , having so many same same things , having so many same same stories , same same underwear ( WAH ) , same same experience ( WHAT THE DUT ~! ) , hahaha , always laugh at ourselves , eh nonono , always laugh at yourself ( Wuahaha ) ok lah , I laugh u u laugh me ok ( An Yong Eh Sai Ah ? ) Actually she’s beside me when im half way writing this paragraph of her …But I wanna tell you ( Eh , dun finish my sugus lah weih , what am I suppose to eat later ? ) ok , continue , I wanna tell you ( Yes , Hai Yan ) that u’re the bestestestestestestestestestest ( Ashma , chiak lat ) friend ( Yes , Lou Poh Dai Yan ) I’d ever have =~~~~~~~~~~~( ( Damn Kam Thung ) Muah Muah Muah
My Beloved Geng ( Brian , William , Jesus , Leslie , Calvin , Shaun , Chee Yang , Andy , Tiffany )
Thanks for all your time , effort , forgiveness n understanding . You guys always believed in me in all the ways n everything I do . Helped n accompanied me along the way down my path . Without me noticing it has been a pretty cool 5 months now , although to be precise just for 4 months , this one month of silence changed a lot of things , both ways . It’s sad how it became but some things are eternal … The trust n believe I had in u guys are superb . No matter what’s the outcome , the same saying still goes - Be careful ~! u guys are dear . Not worth to be outta sight , get what I mean ~ You’re the best guy group I’d ever had =) Those party , the gathering , the surprises , Hey , Calvin ! I still remember the puzzle leh ~! And Brian , now im very friendly to the phone already =) but Victoria still remain untouched … The tortoise I duno u chuck where already . William , u’re the man ! Go Go Go ~! God bless u that u’ll get everything u want very very soon . Jesus , Shh … will come one , very fast very fast , u boleh ~ haha ~! Leslie , the caretaker … with u around , everyone’ll be just perfectly fine =) Shaun , u’re always the quiet quiet boy so sweet sweet de ha ~ good good , mui mui zai like like =) U’re a good person in heart … Chee Yang , wei once u touch forever ARE ONE ah , hahaha , cham loh ~ how how ? Tiffany , im very happy seeing u back in line smiling already . Ema is taking care of u hah ~ Must take care of her for me also n i know u already did =) U’re one amazing girl u know that . SKL , our mark mark yah ~ Andy , now kaya already , good good , one day must belanja me eat … No matter how fast time flies , how many things happened , u’re the first n ever group of guys that i am so comfortable being with … everything that u guys have done meant so much to me n will be kept in my heart forever … our stories , unbelievablely crazy ~ Wuahahaha . Dont worry , secrets will be kept , can still kau lui one , no prob , we go kau together gether !

( All Guys Especially : Nic , Jefferson , Colin , Darren , Jeffrey , Brandon )
( All Girls Especially : Lou Poh , Princess , Vivian , Ainsley , Angie ) And to all my dearest friends who knows me ,
Thanks for believing me in every way n everything that i do … All the ups n downs , few of YOU r there for me , standing , eh no , sitting side by side in a big big group teman-ing me in mamaks ( aiyah ) Hehe , n always end up mamak again … ( aisheh ) Haha ~ Sorry lah , wait until IT’S opened then i treat u guys a free meal k ? Muahahaha ( ding dong ! ) Thanks for being a one stop 7-11 station for me , it helps preventing me from going to the cuckoo bird stage =) Aih , what to do … life pranks alot ~ U know i know lah … Whenever i need ambulance u guys will carry ur thongs n rush to me , wah lau eh , so kam thung * sob sob* Aih , such a ma fan also u can stand , pui fuk pui fuk ~ (sleng sleng) Yo maN ! i lap u mAn ~ You know whAt im sAy’in ~ haha ~ Really , from the bottom of mAh hArt , really really thank you for being there … really really thank you <– really REALLY de ~ Wanna say u people ah , long long story loh . Flooding ur phone with my bla bla bla lah u also didn’t report flood at ur place to police , didn’t reply ur sms summore u keep sending then i reply weeks later also u not angry ( if me i give up <– i must learn from u weih Kam Ba Teh ) , Helping me get ticket lah , book place lah , accompany me go buy stuff lah ( n choose for me somemore fui yoh ! <– keng weih ) , my cow drop into my toilet bowl also u come to rescue lah ~ ( from seremban to kl also boleh WAHHHH ) FU la Mak very yi hei Ha , i like i like ( nod nod nod ) Good Good , my good good Heng Dai Ah ~ Mmm , Mmm , i will remember this Heng Dai one ~ Go ur place makan ALL free ( calculator dut dut dut one year i can save hmm … alot also weih , can buy kancil ) Always worry that i stay home become sot sot n try to bring me go sedut some poluted air outside ( good heng dai ) tap tap chest , Hou Yeh , i Salute kao kao , very very impress , proven still got good man outside for my girlfriends ~ ( girls , go grab grab grab ) i dun charge u introduction fee one .
Thanks for checking up on me although sometimes i didn’t reply but u never disconnect our line =) It’s my bad n im sorry , but it doesn’t mean that i ignore or stopped everything there . I remember u DID contact me , i do =) No matter how long we didn’t contact each other , u still call or sms to make sure that im still in one piece . You girls are darlingZ ~ Muah Muah Muah ~ I can save a kontena of SKll seing ur warm warm sms =) ( close eyes eyes n feel the love ) Wah , felt like going naked weih ~ Muah , u girls are bling bling u know that =) The world shine coz of you =) YOU know who u are … thanks for everything =)
To all the coming-soon friend of mine ,
Thanks for taking your time messaging me telling what ppl told u or what u’ve heard from ppl about me . Im truly grateful for everything that u’ve done. Coz from no where , u have faith in me … u r my precious friend =) I believe that no matter how bad it seemed to be somehow u believe in urself , n each second that u took to keep in touch with me means alot … and each n everyone of u are sincere … and for that sincerity , i humblely thank u here … now …
Love ,
Leng Yein
ps :
I notice alot of u switched ur page to secretive mode , hmm … good good …
My first friend acc had been suspended coz someone took over it , aih … to let u girls know how much i love u , i actually spent more than 24 hours paste n cut n create this new Friends getaround account for US =)
add up dears ~
mslengyein@yahoo.com …… ur pic might be in =) hehe

What i learn in a year

2013-06-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Its the end of my new life,new environment,new line,new friends,new home,new challenges,great old 2006 ~! A soon to come new life,new challenges,new friends,new problems … see , one thing about life is,it’s like a donut, like i always tells my frens,it goes around…
U either hate it,or the other way round,like it,but when u happen to understand it,u gonna face it regardless of u liking or hating it.Sad or happy,up or down,its totally up to u urself.there’s never a need to regret,put it this way to feel better,u learn from what u call mistakes.Hey,we’re young eh,no?then y r u still playing friendster? See ?
2006 leaves a great impact n experiences in my life,i’ll never forget this year … everything changes,my life,my job,my views… but im happy tat for everything that had happen in such sudden,i now ended up having my own life here - right in the center of KL . im happy , n i want all of u to be happy too …
Its been months since i last wrote my blog , im really thankful whenever i saw messages regarding my bloggging . Im aint famous blogger , but thanks to YOU , who took ur time reading each n every letter that i type .
Met alot of girls n left them my number , telling me problems from boyfriends to family to everything , surgery , medication , lifestyle … its good to gather together n talk , i love talking … i learn alot from them , reminding myself of my own problems , my past experience , n never forgets how it became n changed things all over , how good n bad times r … ppl always ask me to forget the past, but im like a rock i never tolerate this advice . coz i love to remember every single details so tat i’ll learn from it n carry a better view walking down my path ….
Im happy tat i’ve met almost every new fren of mine n find them good ppl . Back in my hometown , most of the ppl who knows me (by name) coz i grew up there love to backstab alot , try to ask ur frens in kuantan of me , u’ll know what i mean . as though they’re my twins ,, they even can tell u things about me which even me myself doesnt know that . haha ~ they are so cute , i wonder if the circus would love to hire them … clown ~! but all my new frens here , yes ‘YOU’ ~! they are so sincere , everyone is so humble , so down to earth , so patient . And one very important quality , they are very understanding . I love people who respects others …. n i find alot of people in town who actually cares for others , the elderly , the needy , the down ones with problems …
I’ve met different walks of life n i notice a very big difference n i simplified all of them n class them into 2 kinds . The End & The Forever .
THE END :
People who try to hard to impress me saying how rich how famous how many ppl call them how many ppl like them what present or message they get from girls how busy they are how high class they are how successful they are how knowledgeble they are how good they are how kind they are how many house they have what car they drive how many famous ppl they know how big their house r how fast they drift their carcar how cheap this girl is how expensive his watch is when they r gonna get married how many choices of girls they have how many annoying girls texting them how sweet they are to their Ex’s when did they last made out when did he last text or call a girl n when did i actually tell u im interested in all of these above ? Come on , u think by telling me how cheap this girl is texting u impresses me ? Chill out man , why on earth is that girl KEEP texting u IF u didnt text her some sweet things beforehand . u think we’re stupid ? Respect the girls man , u know what im saying ? If i keep telling me the girls r annoying , please remind urself that i’ll not text u coz u might show this to other girls telling them the same thing too . Turn it around , ur gf doesnt want the cute guy overthere to know she’s attached.U text her saying u miss ur baby so much,she show ur sms to the cute guy,u’re dumbo,u dont know.How’s that?Sweet ? This is what u r doing lah brother ~ Im a pain in ur butt yes surely i agree , but its an advice , things r going around babe , one day it’ll U-turn n hit u baqck right in front of ur pretty face SMACK!!!
THE FOREVER :
U r a listener n a talker , u know when to stop when to pull out a tissue when to get other a ketchup when to get the bill when to stop n look whether there’s car coming from right or left when is the time to stop texting the girls when is the time to call up n ask whether we’re doing fine when is the best time to cheer us up when is the time to say u r not free coz u have to go n get a christmas card for us when is the time u finish fixing ur carcar n fetch us for mamak when is ur girlfriend coming back n we’ll go swimming together how many true friends u have in a group how many days u didnt call ur mum n ask how she is how many hours u slept how free u r now n how helpful u can be how patient u r and above all , just do everything that u SHOULD do, we’ll do the rest from there … thanks for everything
The fact of THE W’s :
THE FOREVER - Where(the right place), When(the right time), hoW(the right way), What(the right thing), Who(the right click)
THE END - those smart ones who goes W the way they thought it is WE(tat’s never we until WE say it),WANT(what about what We want?),WOMEN(WE r not ur toy),bmW(a kancil can get me to the same destination too),Wisky & Wine (come on la brother,this is never a good excuse to get naughty),Whistle(i pity ur mum coz her baby doesnt know how to respect women),WHY(simple , because WE dont like u), WOW(love the tits? Want me to smack that on ur face till u choke n die,i’ll b likely to do that if ensure that u’ll really die after i do it,my pleasure)
Lessons learned in year 2006 n will b brought forward to year 2007 :
Independant - When u lost everything,u left YOURSELF to fill up missing pieces
Cherish - Heartbreak if THEY never cherish u,its fine,dont b the same like THEM,Do it differently
Respect - Shut up,think,salute,learn n smile,there’s always a lesson to b learn from that someone
Positive - There’s always 2 sides,black n white.Hey,ur life will not b Grey forever lah ~ Think PINK ?
Grateful - Never forget ppl who helped u,even a small favour,be thankful,they’re LITTLE BABY GOD
Appreciate - Ppl dont owe u nothing to lend a hand eh ? So ?
Remember - Ppl who pins u to death or carry u up.Never forgive urself for forgetting either one of them
Care-Less - Their parents didnt educate them the right way,but urs did.So kindly forgive their stupidity
Care-More - Sometimes somethings might even mean nothing at all to u,but it might be so much to them
Step Out - Step aside,its like a watching a movie,scan the details.Step back in.Everything’ll b clear now
Switch - Dont understand why r things going like this?Imagine u r the other party,this way,u’ll know why
Smile - It doesnt cost u a cent,but it has the power to open up the world to u
Time - Every second is precious,Grab every possibilities n live life to the fullest.u cant go back again
Moody - Laugh when u r happy,Cry when u r sad.Hey,u have a heart,rite? U wont get summoned
Learn - U dont have to make mistakes to learn,take others’ mistakes as ur lessons in life,safer this way
Give - A small favour might turned out to b ur future staircase or at least , a ladder
Talk - If u cant find a nice thing to say about someone,dont say anything…rumours starts here !
People - Catagorize them.Give priority to the special ones or they’ll not b special anymore
Think - Dont listen to what majority says.Sit,calm,quiet,feel,relax,recall n do the math
Party - Loose weight,sleeves,depths,length but never loose urself.Know what u r doing.Respect urself
Test - Analyse all data.Listen.No one can get pass ur lie-detection program
Truth - Trust only what u’ve experienced,not what u heard/saw.Things might not b the way it seemed 2b
Help - U’re not the cupid,stop involving urself in other couples problem.Wanna break up,break la~!
Daring - If u dare to do it,dare to admit it. If not, dont do it lah ~
Right / Wrong - There’s never an answer to this.Look n check at all sides all the time.Chill man ~
Bad girls - U dont need them!Lagi dun need to cry n b sad.Karma does exists
Bad boys - When u r rich but old n dying,i’ll b praying for u that u have a good nurse by ur hospital bed =)
Good girls - They have alot to learn from each other,coloring our life n shines the way through
Good guys - I learn alot from them the reason behind the war of opposite sex,n debate ! Haha
Shhh - If that’s ur darkest secret n u duwan anyone to know,dont tell anyone,dont blame others when it leaks,coz u r the one who let it out in the first place
Well , i guess this would probably be my last blog for this year now coz im flying off again.To every beautiful people in this room,may all your best wishes come true n may all the best things in life are shared … May all the days ahead comes with good chances n changes n may all of you stays pink of health all the time ~!

darkest secret ...

2012-08-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Simple , if u wan2 to do something , no one can force u coz it is ur choice in the end , but if u think the choice that u made will cheate havoc or gossips that u can handle , do not do it then and regret later … i live my own life , didnt hurt urs … coz like it or not it is my life , not yours … i wont reveal ur secrets , only mine which i dont actually agree on these are consider secrets as i dont have any . Whatever u hear about below was never secrets , if u heard about it , it MUST HAVE started it because i told YOU … and YOU tell ppl , and yada yada yada … Anyway , it is my right , u cant sue me for telling ppl what my life was all about … and u know why am i telling , coz YOU ask & this is ur answer …
For the 3 year plus in friendster , I’ve received a lot of questions regarding my business & my personal life . I don’t want to repeat things over and over again so im gonna post this up & answer the same question . I have nothing to hide from u as this is not bout breaking the laws , I have nothing to lose coz if u dont like what i did which doesnt hurt u , it is ur life , ur choice , and i am at no right to brainwash u … if I dare to do it , I dare to admit it . If I say yes , it is a Yes . And if I said no , it’s is certainly a No .
My Businesses :
I wont elaborate on this. Im not that kinda person who goes everywhere telling ppl as though im an entrepreneur … aiyoh , Beh Tahan Nia. Hello , I am just trying to have a life here. Stop questioning me,I hate it ok. If u don’t know how I made it then it simply proves that u r not a sincere friend coz people who knows me, know - my life suck ~ but in a way , sincere friends like YOU popped up & helped me along the way … and ended up like this … Yes, everything that i am today … exist because of YOU (only for sincere ppl la ) … -end-
Ps : All of u r invited to my mamak’s opening around September … if u’d already added me up, kindly keep an eye on the bulletins … Everyone is invited , it’ll be fun ~
Plastic Surgery :
Everyone knows that I did boob lifting , nose job & dimple surgery . Why ? Coz whenever they say ‘ hey I wish I have that boob ‘ and I’ll reply ‘ cheh , it’s fake one ‘ . Girls , even Guys , if u r my real life friend u know lah … till everyone around me tells me ‘ wei , dont go around telling ppl lah’ then i will tell them ‘ aiyoh , if i dont wanna answer them, they think im lansi . If i answer them , they’ll ask me the price coz they wanna do also’ … so , if u r so interested in knowing , why cant i tell . think . but when i tell , u help me free-advertising around , i wanna thank u coz u make me wanna start a plastic surgery one-stop station . HaHaHa ~
Ok , skip skip skip . Plastic surgery is not good for u as it will defect ur body system , u gotta take your own risk . If ur job requires u to do so , let the company pay for you & search for the best & take the lowest risk . Yes , there are still risks … It’s not original so don’t expect it’ll be the same darling .
First, its in my family gene that me & my lil sister have big boobies . So , stop asking why i have big boobs originally even before the lifting … coz I asked my mum so many times & she asked me to ask my grandma so Okay , skip skip skip.
First lessons : Big boobies will sag, yes, because of gravitivity. I don’t like sagging boob so I decide to do it, never because of my profession, fully on my own preference. If u don’t like it, go spend money and do it. Stop complaining. If u like it, message me and I’ll tell u more about it. Mine has no implant , simply just muscles stitching. Second : My nose. Aiyoh , I still can feel my nose la for Christ sake ~ No it wont fall off like Michael Jackson’s lah … tsk tsk tsk … The Process : Just a cut beside & they’ll stuff a bone-like thing in , the surgery – less than 1 hour and I can go shopping oledi. Yes, I witness the whole process coz I requested. Why i did my nose : Originally my nose is doing fine thank you but i am a chinese so i have flat nose lah then I prefer a taller one so i went & get it done loh , simple ~ But it’s my nose not urs so it’s my right and i didn’t offend u coz it’s not tall enough to hide KLCC from ur view la , My GOD ~ . Third : My dimple. Yes , dimple can be done in less than an hour of work. I am not dosed to sleep so this is the second surgery I undergo by witnessing the whole process & trust me it was fun ~ Just by three stitching at each side & the string will break lose by a month & the result - 3 years & yes , if u wanna maintain u gotta pay & do it again . Yes , u gotta pay to do it again. There’s no lifetime warranty on dimple ( if u happen to know one , please tell me Wakakakaka )
Don’t ask me how much all these costs . Prices differs from different countries . Yes , I went all over the world for it . Hey , I love traveling . It’s my money & don’t u dare question how I got it , I work kay … if u think I have rich man all over the place PAU’ing me then *shout* go get urself one ~ Man I tell u , you gotta be crazy . U know why ? We’re a family la ~ YOUR FATHER gave me money hahaha ~! *laugh rolling on the floor* Get that my dear ? Respect yourself , regardless of man or woman they WORK HARD FOR THEIR LIFE . Live with that or die with it ~ How many ladies around u who doesn’t work ends up happy ? And there again , think … U are a woman , we are your kind too … Does it help degrading ur own kind when others doesnt offend u ?
Dinner Jobs :
More than 70% of the models u see in papers , magazines & events deals with it. U get paid having ur dinner with people. Job scope, u attend a dinner with other girls depending on how many girls the agent requires , u sit down & open ur mouth & eat . But u get paid for it . Celebrities & Artists are doing that too for decades . The only thing that is different is the price u’re paid for . No , it is not HOOKING AROUND . Yes , some girls do hook after dinner but that is their choice . Is hooker not a human ? Respect that ok ? If it doesn’t hurt u , u have no right on other’s life . No questions asked , if they wanna do that , who are u to question them ? It is by all mean their life … So , whoever is reading this now , if u r in dinnerjob line too , don’t backstab other girls just to protect urself . It is very selfish . If I ever get to know that u r backstabbing other girls who does it & praising & swearing that u will never do that , come on , it is just a dinner , what r u trying to prove ? u’re so guai guai ah ? If u r not in this line or WAS in this line before how in the world would u KNOW that who or who or who is in ah ? U think we’re stupid & never thought of that point ? Before u even get to ur last sentence the wise ones already degreaded u totally , because u have no respect for others & that u r so selfish … u try to bring others down by draggin urself up , but if u r that good , u dont even need to promote urself … If u just play ur part , no one will tell anyone u’re in it coz 99.9% of the girls who’re doing this never reveals to anyone coz they’re afraid that ppl will have a different perception on them.
I started doing this last year coz something happened and I needed a big sum of cash. To my friends , sorry that I only tells u after I’ve been tru it all but im an aries , I don’t beg ppl . U know me *big big smile* Yes I run my business & I have money but I need not explain further on this issue why do i still need to get extra money by doing this. My friends know the reason behind that . I stopped dinnerjobs long time ago coz I’ve settled all the debts which is not my problem *darn but I have to do it* & carry on my life , yes , back on track straightaway coz I know what im doing & for what purpose .
Girls , if u r new in this line , be mind strong . Know what u r doing & what kind of people are u dealing with . Don’t be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don’t get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ? If not , then ask them to shut up coz u r left with ur self in the battle . If they still bug u , ask them to help u , i bet they’ll runaway faster than the speed of roadrunner … But if u had a hard time going tru this , write to me k . Jie will help u tru all … I promise ~
People who ONLY understand what dinnerjob is all about after reading this , stop degrading the girls , it is a clean job & I am not ashame of admitting it . Not proudly , but honestly … Sometimes in life , it is hard to understand how tough certain chapter can be … u r alone … not been left by others , but u choose to overcome the obstacles alone … and this … is life … coz when u r down with nothing … u r down with no one … (except YOU , my sincere frens who kept supporting me mentally tru friendster & im grateful … )
Message to all of you …
If u ever looked down on someone just because they are doing something which u think u couldn’t accept , then help them … lead them back on track again . But If u cant , it means that u r not even capable of helping them coz u dunno what to do with them , then do not look down on them … They are fighting for their life all by themselves , just like u and me … have u no heart ? Why if ur place was switched … what would u do ? If u have a solution , then share with them … Get my point ? Think …
Quotes for all of you :
Everyone takes on different tracks walking down their life … Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn’t mean that they are lost …

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2012-06-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

economy reccesion

2012-06-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

What do u think about the economy recession ? Will it be worst throughout d year ? Or does it not affect u at all ? Or did it change alot of things about u, on u ? For me, it did affect my business, but not me, not my life, im a secure person, i always have my plan B. But it did changed my perception on people, on things, on some matters, on life. It did changed some facts, and some facts changed me forever … The power of accurate observation is frequently called cynicism by those who don’t have it. So this is what i think, it’s personal … so it’s my story, my view…

Through my observation on what happened around me :

·9 out of 10 people become more self centered. They rather live a comfort life leaving others to suffer n bear their burdens.

I’ve seen really good people who suffered so much lately and they’ve turned evil. They ran away with cash - their parent’s money, their company’s money, their friend’s money, anything but their own hard earn money. And they left the other party to suffer for sins. Pity those who lived under the shadow they left behind. And those who suffer, swill definitely suffer longer than the sinner himself. Karma is like a donut, and u r not letting ur finger go. When u take d last bite, all u can taste is the bite on ur own finger. Beware … have a heart ~

·Money overshadowed one’s life and took away most of the things… their conceit, their trust, their dignity, their manhood, their reputation, their friendship, their smile, their happiness, their relationship, their perfection

At the edge of things we often see the true colour of one’s face right in front of our eyes, and their true behavior distinguished the truth. And we shall easily see who’s who, which’s which, and what’s what. Differentiate n calm urself down. This is a good time that u should be composed and accept the disenchantment. Remember, if everyone was what we thought they are, we would’ve been god ~ It is hard to accept one whom we’d always kept close to our hearts, the trust, the respect, the gratitude and the love we have for them and it turned around so quickly. Keep it to urself, need not feel miserable. The second u know that u could handle the situation better, u r keeping up better than they do. Just let them be, be urself too ~

·More con man and scam company, constructing society downfalls n leap of crimes n cheats

Scams were all over the place. Reload machines, water refill machines, retailing scams, frauds, fast money schemes, Oh ~ u just cant finish writing the list down. When there is a threat, everyone started to do things with little contemplation and overlooked the risk that they are taking. But when things surfaced after awhile n matter got out of hand n financial got worst, most of the people will seek for even more dangerous path for fast money. We can only heard n see that much, we couldn’t help in this case but to give advice. But 9 outta 10 wouldn’t want our advise. Coz everybody only believes in themselves n nobody else. Everybody is the same when u r at the boundary of losing. So just watch, and try not to be like them. Read the newspapers, it should help and prevent u from falling into traps and scams, being one of the victim.

·Living in dreamland

When some of the hardworking people are working 2 jobs a day, some others are still sitting there doing nothing n hoping that cash would just fall and rain on them. They refuse to accept the reality, refuse to believe that their life is not going to be as good as it used to be. They still wanna have their the way it was before, spending and enjoying, taking things easy, afraid that people would look down on them once they see the changes in their lifestyle, on their spending. Living in their dream world, refused to accept the truth and move forward n set their feet on the ground, it is pitiful. But it is also a good time to reflect on urself, what u did, why did it happen, and what u should do and prevent it from happening again. Always plan ahead… always have a plan B. And better still, a plan C too.

·The rise of rivalry and condemnation

When one fall, one will automatically be a step above them. This is a time when a huge differences can easily be spotted among two different individuals. Comparison will take place, rivalry come to pass, once an adore can easily turn to abhorrence, envy and jealousy arise among the groups and everyone will start to fight/mouth fight against each other to prove that they are better. Gossips and backstabbing is common. A curser will curse even more just to show their displeasure and annoyance looking at those who are happy. U r either the one who had to save up, or the one who still go on spending~ But either one, no one cares. If ur life is about everything, just remember that their lives too. U r not that important. So save up ur time n do something meaningful other than wasting it on backstabbing others who does well. It only shows that u r going down faster than u think. A fool gives full vent to his anger, but a wise man keeps himself under control. Be wise when choosing which side u wanna be.

·Which is more important in d end of the day - Career or Happiness ?

The two most important requirements for major success are: first, being in the right place at the right time, and second, doing something about it. But i do believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness. That is clear. Whether one believes in religion or not, whether one believes in this religion or that religion, we all are seeking something better in life. So, I think, the very motion of our life is towards happiness… When the time is tough, never let ur problems shadows the one that u love. When u lose them, u lost the most important thing that money can never even buy.

·Learn to play by the rules

There’s a case, I have a friend who were a model, so my friends were trying to be a good friend and kept forwarding her jobs but she held her nose so high n told my friend off ‘ Oh, didn’t u know? Im a full time model now, i don’t do cheap jobs and low class events.’ And outta no where, yesterday, she suddenly popped up again n called my friend asking her for any kind of payment job, as long as there is a job. This is a lesson to learn - Be nice to people on your way up because you will meet them on your way down.

·It’s so hard to play good people. So, lets just be below-average~

Some of us had lived our lives long enough to help alot of people. But most of them will never remember us when they’re outta trouble. And will only remember us when they got into trouble again. Lately, i got calls from long lost friends. Out of no where they called to borrow money, to meet me up, to have a chat, but it’s all n all about lending money. This is a good question, even if u have it, will u give it to them ? I used to have a habit of not knowing when to stop and not knowing when to say ‘NO’. But i soon learned that people is not treating us as friends, but they are using us as an ATM, worst – an idiot. I’d borrowed money, given my friends my bags, my stuffs, the brands, shelter, a ride, whatever u call it. They nvr greet u during festive seasons or on special dates, they never send u regards, they never calls u up on normal days just to see how u r doing right now, they never remember ur birthday, worst, they dun even know ur name ~ Giving out branded bags n clothes aren’t that bad, worst i still can treat it as though ppl helping me to clear my junk. But when u borrow money to someone n they don’t intend to return, it’s not about the money at all, it is about losing a friend forever. They avoid ur calls, they never return ur smses, they never wanna bump into u… Some were afraid that others would know about the money n they start to turn their back on u. They changed, and start treating u like an enemy. Saying heartbreaking things to ur friends so that they save their pride in front of the public. So hows that for playing good guy ? My Chinese sayings ‘ Hou Yan Nan Zou’ ah ~ So, my new policy is – NO CASH NO TALK in business, n DUN BORROW MONEY FROM ME in friendship. Aduh ~ What happen to the world nowadays ? sweat ~

·Save up. Don’t regret when it’s too late

You might be well off some time ago and u’d never thought that anything would happen and u had to use ur back up fund. But why if u’d used it all up n there’s nothing left to spend ? Never have the thinking that u always have to be better off than ur friends. When u see that they have 1 LV, u dig ur wallet and get 1 too. And when u see that they have 2, u went and buy 3. But when ur bank is empty n they’d bought the whole collection back, u have to sell ur 3 bags just to pay the taxi. No more Starhill n Pavilion for u, even worst, no more Sg.Wang. So why show off when the payoff is just for the price of ur pride ? Know ur limits. When ur friends have it n they flaunt it, it doesn’t mean that u have to have it too. Class n lifestyle is just a state of mind. Everyone has it no matter who they are. It’s just that the rate is different. U might not have a branded bag, but u might have something which a well off person would always longed to have. So the admiration goes both ways. It doesn’t have to always be a competition among ur friends, or ended up being compared, or living ur life all on dead objects and creating rivalry wherever u go. Secure ur future. That is what more important for you. If u wanna be the best, learn to maintain n balance d quality of ur life. Then u can really be the best lo ~

·Kiasu, Kiasi

You either get ur feet on the ground and work very hard ; or can still allow urself to keep on spending until the well dries up and then think about it later. U’ve watched enough movies. So it is time to reflect on urself. Sit down n take some time off for urself. Think deep of what u want, what u need, what u don’t want and set a target for urself n then go for it. It is new year. Let us have a chance to fix our fault and start it new again… Let us get it right…

·Have a heart

As for those who’re financially unshuddered, visit an orphanage today. Visit the old folk’s home. Visit those of u love. Donate. Adopt a pet or do something meaningful. Give some love, care and help. Have a happy heart ~ If u need the numbers of certain centre or outlet, tell me. I’ll be happy to forward it to you. May god bless u always …

Though alot of things are happening around the world right now, I am thankful that I’ve had my wonderful time, but this wasn’t it. I hope that u’ve found what u’re looking for in life. Especially at this point of time when the world is turning n changing at such high speed. Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt represents determinism; and the way you play is absolutely free will. So play it well, and take full responsible on the end results. When u lose the game, it doesn’t mean that u’ll lose everything. U can lose the battle, but never lose the war.

Happy Chinese New Year and may ur year be filled with prosperity, luck, joy and ONG ONG ONG ah ~

Love Always … Leng Yein

Thanks for writing to me

2012-06-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

I had received alot of appreciation messages regarding my blogs and captions . I would like to take this opportunity to thank all these beautiful people for taking their precious time writing to me typing every single letter sincerely especially the girls who attached their message with their numbers at the bottom and the girls who looked up on me as their role model n inspiration . To be frank im shocked for messages like this showering me from girls coz most of the time girls wont write to girls saying nice things . Girls , thanks for everything . Without u girls , my world wouldn’t be as beautiful and i mean it …
Every captions of mine has their own meaning and story behind … It has been sometime every since i wrote my last blog coz i had been writing my diary everyday instead . I’ll never write something for fun and if i were to choose to do it i rather not writing anything at all … so when i write , i REALLY write … i’ll sit down for hours in my home sweet home of mine and jot every letter down , words by words … And very word that i say means alot to me … and hope that my story will help you people in your life … coz it does to mine …

Our 8th Wonders of The World - Leng Yein

2011-08-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

Our 8th Wonders of The World - Leng Yein

Great Pyramid of Giza is well known for the Unique Creation. And here our dearest Leng Yein is also one of the most unique creation God had ever created. Her personality , fame , success , style and etc etc is all unique in her own way. We called it the Leng Yein way. To some she might be a Queen and yes inside the Great Pyramid of Giza there a Queen Chamber inside it.

Then we have the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. This garden is so beautiful. They are sometimes called the Hanging Gardens of Semiramis (in reference to the legendary Queen Semiramis). Leng Yein is our Legendary Queen Leng Yein in all our heart as well. And she is surely as beautiful as the Hanging Gardens of Babylon.

We also have the Statue of Zeus at Olmpia. Zeus is the leader of God. Leng Yein is a leader that motivate , move and inspire almost everybody around her. Is a symbol of Strength and Power. And so far I do not know any lady or women is as Strong as she is. One of Leng Yein strongest trait is her Strength !

Next we have the Temple of Artemis. Is also known as the Temple of Diana, was a Greek temple dedicated to a goddess Greeks. Yes. Most of us worship or I would like to use the term admired Leng Yein as who she is. We learn from her. We get inspired and motivated by her. She is like a Goddess that hold so strong on her integrity and life value.

At the same time , we have Mausoleum at Halicarnassus or Tomb of Mausolus. The builder found this place is because he needed a safe city to guard the safety of his citizen. To protect themselves from harm. There many out there who always came to Leng Yein for help. And most of the times she will give her best to help those she is being able to help within her ability and capability. She a good listener. She a good problem solver. She is a great protector to a lot of people before in her life since last time until today without fail.

Then we also have Colossus of Rhodes. It was constructed to celebrate Rhodes' victory over the ruler of Cyprus. Yes. The word victory here define Leng Yein victory from overcoming all odds from her hard life to became who she is today. She is not born with silver spoon. It take a lot of sweats , energy , tears , blood and sacrifice to build a gold spoon by herself. Also a victory over a great love and marriage. We called it the best fairy tale ever but is a reality . A victory as 1 of the most inspiring public figure around. And the list just goes on. Why? Her forehead there already written Victory. There just too many uncountable victories in her life.

The Lighthouse of Alexandria, also known as the Pharos of Alexandria , was a tower built between 280 and 247 BC on the island of Pharos at Alexandria, Egypt. Its purpose was to guide sailors into the harbour at night time. From all those things and trait I wrote above. If Leng Yein is not going to be the light that is going to guide all of us then what else should it be ?

Therefore she is surely our 8th Wonders of The World. The only difference is those are man made but she is self made.

Yee Aun
Your Hamba

PS : Tuanku Yee Aun ... Thanks for cheering jie up when i was down ... Your article came JUST IN TIME when i was all swollen and bloated and in pain in Korea ... It puts such a big smile on jie's face =~~~~~~~~~~) It meant so much to jie ... Thanks for ALWAYS, AND ALWAYS being such a sweet friend to jie ... A brother ... =~~~~~~~~~~~) You are the sweetest =)

What's winning ... and what's losing ?

2011-05-28T13:34:00.001+08:00

I believe that the true test of character is not how much we know how to do , but how we behave when we don’t know what to do. There’s nothing such as a certain right or wrong , it solely depends on how u want to put it and let it be … does right or wrong really matters anyway ? What do u earn from winning ? Is it worth the part that you’re losing ?

When you’re at the most downside of your life, u tend to see things clearer. Coz each move u make mean so much , so much more than the same move u take during normal days. It can be the same topic , the same discussion , the same joke , the same thoughts , regardless of whether it’s u or others , one wont understand until we’re left alone n stuck in the situation .

No matter what other says , no matter what other does doesn’t seemed to bother or matters to u anymore. Coz the decision that u make lies on nobody else in the world but u … n the pain that u bear , gosh , makes u felt so heartless … dying ? It doesnt matters anymore , my heart dies the second the decision was made final … it’ll be alright soon ? i dont think so . This incident breaks me apart … For these years of my life , i never felt so torn before . I know i could never mend all the pieces back together , it was never meant to be mended … it were never to be accepted … wasn’t given a slight chance to , im sorry , im so so sorry … God ~

I felt as though i have no heart … where have all the love gone ? For all my life i’ve been loving everyone else around me , but why is it so different this time . I am so lost … this is the best for everyone ? But what about me ? What about … oh my god , where is all the love ? Where is justice n fairness ? What about my life ? What about how i feel ? What about my dream ? I really break apart n fall this time , deep n hard …

God bless all of you …

May you find peace , love & care … I will never forget you … never … I Love You so much … so so much … im so sorry … so very sorry …

Love,
Leng Yein

A blog from my dear friend .. Star Aun ...

2010-10-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

By : Shen Yee Aun – The Handsome Guy With A Kind Heart

Journey Towards A Legendary 10 . 10 . 10

A marathon journey of a great Queen

A journey that is never an easy path to walk

With not born with a pair of Golden shoe

She walked with barefoot

She walked her first step

A step that not many people dare to take

A step without knowing exactly where she will be heading

As the journey goes she walked on Fire

Whatever that comes along her way she still right there walking

Persistence and determine

Strong and powerful

Solid and hard

Against all odds

Then she started to climb a mountain

When the whole world is still there hoping for her to fall

She climbed up much higher

People below trying to pull her legs

People above trying to push her down

She injured but then healed and went up even higher

Along the journey she met a Man

A Man that is predestine to be a King

A Man that is there for her

A Man that is a Man in her Life

God Love them

God Bless Them

Baby Dinasour is born when she is still a Virgin

Just like Mother Mary gave birth to Jesus Christ

Then the history of 09 . 09 . 09 begin

A day where every women of earth is hoping for

A day where every women of earth is wishing for

A day where every women of earth is craving for

She the princess of the entire 09 . 09 . 09 in the whole Universe

Soon this Men is going to hold her hand

Together they climbed the mountain

With Baby Dinasour

Predestine to be a Prince of the Univers

They are reaching soon

Astrology predicted on 10 . 10 . 10

They will finally manage to be at the top of the mountain

That is the day

When she officially being the Queen of the Universe

A new King and Prince is Born

The whole world share the joy and laughter

Ps : Thanks Star Aun ~ Jie love it soooooo much =) xoxo It is sooooo sweet !!! AwwWWwWwwWW ~

The Birth of my baby Little Dinosaur ... (The very first three months)

2010-08-01T15:47:00.000+08:00

Hello to all the zai zai lui lui reading this =) Hope that your day is fine yesterday, and will be good too, today.

The weather is crazy. So hot but glad it's not humid or else it'll be like *$)%(#^!@#* already. I only slept merely 4 hours @_@ and im up early in the morning. (Gosh, i slept 'early' too. ) Rushing myself out to finish the task leftover by yesterday *caused by the sudden strike of feeling to start blogging*. Duh ! Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ Ka yao ~ I have a feeling that i had to prepare myself for some sleepless nights already ~

Hmm ... What should i write leh ? I've been thinking and considering and wondering for 30 minutes ... Running to toilet, to the kitchen, to my bed, lying there for awhile and back to my laptop, i still can't figure out what people like you like to read in other people's blog. Any head start ?

OooOOouuuu *hehpiii* Got some head start from Facebook oledi. I'll write the fairytale story *that will probably bore all of you to death* about my baby Little Dinosaur just for Jynee =) Two years ago, when i first posted up Little Dinosaur's picture, alot of strangers messaged me wanting to know what's so special about this little baby of mine because he seemed very very precious to me. Even magazines interview asked me about him but i just pass over coz i wouldn't wanna bore the readers.

Jynee, because of you oh, jie will pen down Little Dinosaur's biography for the first time after 2 long years =) OoOoOoo ... i love Facebook =) Especially the girls .... they are all so true ... and caring =) Muacks **

So this, is my baby Little Dinosaur's Biography... *breath deep deep in*

I see myself as a disciplined person. Both in my work, and my love life. I met my man in 2006 and we started seeing each other on 11th May 06. Things went well for 2 years but i guess you all know that when Boy meets Girl and Girl meets Boy, they fell in love, went on, carry on, quarrel on, blame on, yadaa yadaa yadaa... My love story, fuhh ! Same loh. Some major problem that had been on and off in both our life just KapusSssh like bom atom falls on our fairytale castle. It happened on the 18th May 2008, approximately a week after we proudly celebrates 2nd year of victory in conquering and taking VVIP places in each other's heart and mind *arms wide open*

I am a fighter in life, not verbally though. I sketched out a story about us in cartoon form. There's 20 pages of it with only two characters - The Dinosaur, and The Lovely Other Dinosaur. I couldn't possibly remember words by words and write it out 100% the original version coz it's 20 pages of cartoons and funny pop out word boxes. But this is what i wrote ... *by page*

Page 1/ Once upon a time in a far far away land, high high up on the mountain, there's a Dinosaur.

Page 2/ The Dinosaur lives in his cold cold ice cage from the outside world. Anyway, it's HIS cage.

Page 3/ There along, came the Lovely Other Dinosaur.

Page 4/ And The Lovely Other Dinosaur melted The Dinosaur's ice cage.

*now that's the starting of our journey together from the day we met*

From page 5 all the way to page 19, the Dinosaur cartoon story was about A wondering why B at times seemed so near in the eye, but yet so far away in heart. And B too, had been wondering why A at times seemed so near in the eye, but yet so far away in heart... *story goes on* And in the end, they finally see the problem in them. That they only see others in their own eyes, but forgetting to see themselves in others' eyes. That they were rightfully always right about things, about ways of getting things sorted out and others were all wrong from the start.

Page 20/ The Dinosaur and The Lovely Other Dinosaur lived happily forever and ever ...

The two Dinosaurs character that i drew was hilarious ~ Haha ~ I see when im free im gonna scan it and post it for your pleasure viewing. Hahaha *cant stop laughing* We read it once in awhile, to laugh it over. The book, was like the trailer of the turning point in our life. And our baby Little Dinosaur, is what changes everything. He is our everything.

Here's why. After i finito the little book, i wrapped it up nicely with present wrapping paper and a nice box with some deco on it, and i passed it to him. I guess he brought back home and read it later in the evening.

He came to my house later in the evening with this special Little Dinosaur. He put it on my table and the first thing i said to him was 'What's that?' And at first i thought it looked weird. But i guess what i can say is, that was when i first saw him - my baby Little Dinosaur, and everything was history !

Little Dinosaur was only named a few weeks after he stayed in. The first few weeks was just normal. I have my teddy bears, my bunnies, my flowers and all those dolls lying at the corner. But he was special. He's the only doll that i never chuck aside, like, ever, ever from the first day he was given to me. Maybe because i felt connected to him, abide to the characters in the story that i wrote and drew.

I hug him to sleep every night. Feeling loved, just like the love given by my man. Little Dinosaur is like the replica of my man. Whenever he's not around, he'll be here with me, giving me the care and that bear hug ... always being there for me ... just like him.

Little Dinosaur doesn't have clothes to wear. Nothing. I dont bring him out, i dont feed him, dress him up, carry him everything, taking pictures of him, creating accounts for him, no. Just, nothing. He lye on my bed and he just stays there until i come home at night and i will hug him to sleep and the days go on. Until ...

The 2nd June 08, i was invited to appear in the opening of the Rainforest Sports Bar in Pavilion just few weeks after Pavilion shopping mall was officially open. At this time, he hadn't got his name yet. I brought along the team and models from my magazine to attend the grand opening together with the celebrities and VIPs. That night, right before i left my home, i felt something strange. My man will be having a meeting near by Pavilion so we are having our supper together after we finish what we're doing. I suddenly feel for him. I stared at him, thinking for him. Looking at him lying on the bed alone makes me feel that he might be lonely. So, i took him with me and drove him to Pavilion with me.

And of course, i dare not carry him down with me. Everyone would have thought i am crazy. And i brought the whole troop. Like i said, i left him there...in the front bucket seat. I parked at the VIP parking right in front of the door and start the whole red carpet thingy going on. I spend an hour taking pictures, by medias, my friends, my people. And suddenly i thought of him. I walked to my car and peek into the window. Well, he cant move himself so, yes, he is THERE.

My people are very very caring and loving people. I didn't notice that they were walking me to my car from my back until i turned around and got shocked coz they were doing the same thing i did - peeking into my window. They tot i forgot something or gonna get something heavy from my car or so, so they wanted to help me with what they thought i was going to do. Then when i told them i's just bored so i walk to my car, they asked me at the same time 'What is that?'. Wow. That's a good question. So, where should i start ? Haha =) I just answer something else so they say he's cute and it strike me, it just, strike me.

I asked them whether they can do me a favor, a quick one. To snap a quick picture of me and him, and make it quick before anyone sees me. And that's how the cute Little Dinosaur adventure started. He snapped his first picture. In Pavilion, in front of The Rainforest Sports Bar, at the VIP entrance, with me. And he still hadn't got his name yet. That night, during the supper, he stays in my bucket seat again ...

On the 28th June 08, i's organizing a pre-launch party at Bar Club for my magazine. I didn't take him with me. But the first thing i did when i reach home was carrying him up from the bed, and hugging him tight, and we took this picture ... his second picture ever taken.

On the 12th July 08, he went out together with us. And it was his third time going out, but first time going out with the both of us together.

And this was the first ever fun stuff that he does. Driving us. Our hearts were filled with so much joy when our face is with much joy. The feeling is different from our everyday laughter. Coz this laughter goes deep into our hearts, and are brought by love, sending the message all the way up to our face.

It was then when it inflect into our hearts that we decided to bring baby down from the car that night. We'd decided not to go home early today so we stopped by a mamak along the Old Klang road for TT. And my man strike the first ever pose he ever did. And this, is his first ever pose, in the first ever picture taken with a 'pose'. Cute ma ? Teehee. I think he's waxing a shy 'Hi!' to the world.

Bringing him out is still a choice then. On the 9th August 08, we're going for a Birthday party i threw for my lil sister in KL. And we'd decided to bring him out with us. This time, he went to the steering, and the gear. We didn't bring him down to the party though.

On the 15th August 08, we brought him along to a trip back to my hometown Kuantan. It was his first trip =) and he's still ... waxing his little shy 'Hi!' to all of you.

I seldom smile back then. Coz i guess i am more of a serious person. But with him, i smiled, from my heart. We took a Presidential Suite for 2 nights in Hyatt. And i guess because there's ample of space in our suite, we start to created emotions and movements for him. He is like, living...having his own soul in him. Look at the picture above, i see a baby's curiosity towards the surroundings and the world had begun...

I couldn't remember the specific date that we named him - Little Dinosaur. But the reason why he was named Little Dinosaur is because he is so small in size ... And thru his eyes, i see an innocent child, neglected and chucked aside by the world. With so much care for everyone around him, and so much love to give, and joy to share ... Little Dinosaur is no longer the replica of my man. Little Dinosaur became a part of us... And this picture, somewhere around those time, those month, he was given a soul. He has a new life ...

And from that day on, Little Dinosaur is no longer alone. He has a place to belong to ... and things to look forward to everyday ... He is cared, loved and pampered. Just like how everyone of us is living everyday in our lives, wanting only the simplest and most basic needs of all mankind, which cant be bought, but hard to be fulfill.

So many things have changed from there on. Not only for him, but for us too. We learn to love, forgive and forget. Our life is different there on ... Our views and perceptions to things had been different too.

This blog is about how Little Dinosaur came into life, touches my heart, and touches so many other along the way. Giving only love, care and joy to the world around him. And being there for all the broken hearts and souls that were abandoned by others, hurt, and left alone in this world. Dont be sad. You have Little Dinosaur with you ...

No matter how different you are, it doesn't matter how others think of you, look at you and what they have to say about you. Deep inside, this is who you are ... and this is who you want to be ... Open your heart ... Do what u want to do, and be who u want to be. Create the impossible and let them say what they want to say ...

To all the beautiful people in this room who had been treated unfairly by others and left alone in this world feeling worthless and lonely, dont give up ! There's always someone, someplace there for you. U never know ... maybe coz u doesn't believe strong enough in yourself, deep inside your heart, telling u just what u can do ... and who u can be ...

You will never be alone my dear ... me and my Little Dinosaur will always be here for you ...

Love Always,

Leng Yein

They want to have your life too ...

2010-07-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

Everyday in my life, i kept reminding myself just how lucky i am, to be made someone special by all of you ...

What you see in me today, is what made of all the beautiful people on my page. From Friendster, and from Facebook. They'd never left me. I am never alone. They are the one i would love to thank. And they are the one that i will keep closely to my heart, everyday in my life, with all the gratitude that i could carry with me, and end my day with it.

Beginning with my friends from Friendster. They were the ones who made me someone. When i came to this big city, i came with nothing but that RM600 buck in my pocket. They were there with me, never left me here wondering the unfamiliar city alone carrying my dreams with me on my back. Witnessing my transformation and had always been there supporting me through the whole journey ... until this very day ...

Then came Facebook. They did the same. They made me felt so welcomed just like how the beautiful people in Friendster had made me feel. But my Facebook friends are more active. They're there with me even till late at night *u late people!!!* Haha ~ But i still love u all so much ... Hehe =)

I had met so many good people along the way ... And many of you are those i've known from Friendster and Facebook. All the time, my new friends wonder why i could sustain the 'Me' that i always had been. I told them ' Because i have my Friendster friends, and now i have my Facebook friends too'. Alot of them doesn't understand what i was trying to say. But i hope you do. Because you are one of them. You kept my feet on the ground, and held my head high tru all times.

Alot of them see me as their inspiration. But in fact, i see YOU as mine. I've learn from YOU more than what you could possibly learn from me. YOU taught me life just by asking me questions most of the time. And by answering yours, i found mine ...

It is funny how life lessons can come to a person. Most of the people will only learn when they fall real, real hard. Some doesn't even notice their fault and kept on blaming on life and carry on postponing the consequences that they will be facing very very soon without realizing what they have done to themselves. I often wonder ... Why cant they see it ? How come they dont even seemed to notice it ? It is so obvious !

I always tell my friends that life comes once and let us live the way we want it to be. And they'll tell me that their life was good until this happen, then that happen, then they have no choice but to do this, and to do that. And something came up, and they thought their life would be better from there on. But then this happen again and that happen out of a sudden, and they have to switch it all around but then something happen again. And they have no choice but to do this, and do that. And now ended up with what they're doing currently. They ask themselves how could this happen to them., and they chose to think that their life was less fortunate. And they're not that lucky. Some even believe that their luck hasn't got hold of them yet after years and years of long wait. And some is still waiting for that luck. And they're now facing so many problems that couldn't be solved out and so many problems in life that couldn't be all sorted out. And they dont know what to do, and the story goes on...

Different people have different stories in life. Each i found very study-able and learn-able. This is how i learn my life... This, is how you taught me well ...

Over the years, after reading all the things and questions that people wrote to me *Ha ! Gotcha ! U thought i never take time to read all your writings one by one Ha !* Hehe =) I noticed that alot of people are not happy with their current situation. Most of them were not proud of the conditions they were currently in. They're not proud of what they're currently doing. Not happy for what they're currently having. Not sure of what's best for them, and claiming to not having enough of the things in life for themselves. They expected more... Better quality of life, better things in life, better positions in their job, better pay. A better life - for all said. In their head, they are having this 'God... I Want To Have This Kind Of Life' and it fills the whole of their head. They kept thinking about it, telling themselves that they want to have it so badly. That perfect dream... That perfect life that they've visioned...

They are always two side in a mirror. One that u can reflect urself in, and one that you cant. Do you know that most of the people who claim that their life suck didn't realize that they are living in other's people's dream ? What you are currently having, and what you are currently doing are most probably someone else's dream somewhere in this world. When you are busy looking at somebody else, hoping to be them... Somebody else from somewhere else is looking at you, hoping to have your life and be you, too. When you dream every night wishing your life was like theirs, someone somewhere dream every day and night, hoping their life was like yours too... Why cant you see that ?

They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ?

They see you, living freely without worries and yet you live like everything else in your life is a disaster to you...***

They see you, taking peanut matters and making it so big, as though they're the end of the world when all you have to do is learn to let go... ***

They see you, believing in a dream that Does exists, but you threw it away when it's in front of your eyes but you didn't realize because you never believe in yourself from the start...***

They see you, making a hard time for yourself when all you need is just a little patience, and spend a little more time to figure things out by yourself... ***

They see you, having that pail of smart little brain juice in your cute little head, but denying and rejecting to use it because u claimed that they are all drained out...***

They see you, been able to live such a good life. But still, u want to throw it away because you want to have somebody else's...***

They see you, complaining that you are not getting the best of things in your life no matter how hard you try and u had tried your best. Without realizing the fact that from the start, u chose to believe that that's the best you can do, and that you've done your best and you've done everything. But you didn't realize that you are that close in getting what you wished for, but you stopped just right before it finally had that chance to come true...***

They see you, checking other people's life everyday, adding it all up and mark it as what you want as your own. Yet you wait and do nothing about it but thinking that you've done your very best. And chose to believe that you are just unlucky, questioning yourself why can't you have what they have whereas *** ( Fill in the blank *** ) <--- Wow ~ Classic ! Standard 1 !!!

Do you get the last line my dear ... Try reading it all over again, and replace the *** with the bracketed paragraph below. I purposely make the last sentence half hanged after the 'whereas' hoping that you could catch the point of this blog. *giggle* I wrote it as though im writing a song's chorus =) *Teehee*

*** ( They are just like you. Just like how you hoped to be someone else and have what that someone else have. And YOU, are that 'someone else' to somebody ... As somebody are 'someone else' to you. If you want what they have, do you see what they see ? )

To those who think that all these while, their life is not something that should be proud of ... To those who think that their life isn't good enough compared to others' life that they ought to see, was great enough ... Always remember the ***

This blog is specially written with all my love and concern, dedicated to you ...

... Friends ...

2010-07-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hi beautiful people =) Here i am again, reflecting the values in life and writing it for myself and my friends …

Hmm … Let’s see what should i pick on for today's topic … Well, what about friendship ? Good ? Okay ! Friendship it shall be.

You see, humans have two sides, the angel, and the devil. We’re trying to balance our life by being sometimes an angel, at times a devil. And some of us who managed to sit aside and balance perfectly can sometimes play God *WOW* Watching both sides playing the games by the rules.

From learning ABC and 123 to be able to read the lines that im writing now, I believe we, had been through enough for us to learn. I’ve learn my lessons and i think most of u had too. A friendship sparkles everyday, every time you meet someone new. Then you have a similar topic to talk about, then you tell them your stories, and they tell you theirs. Things were going all well until that day, when everything turns ugly.

When something turned out to be bad in your friendship, there’s no half-singing in the shower. You can be either a rock star or an opera diva. You can leave it (and live your normal life as though nothing happened) or you’ll be the all-or-nothing person and take back what they’ve took from u once and for all. Cutting the friendship off in a go. Chinese people call it 'Sai Lang' in Cantonese. Wah ~

Me ? Hehehe *wicked smile* Try not to mess with me. Im like a mirror you know ? How you've been treating me will be how i am gonna treat you as one. I admit that there will always be ungrateful people around, but Hey ! Who cares. As long as we have more grateful ones that are worth cherishing =) People like you =)

Years ago, i would go all the way elaborating the examples of stories that i've heard or been through myself. But now ? Nah ~ They're not worth my time. I think im just tired of all the nonsense. You should too. Keep it to yourself. God knows what they did. Believe in Karma, coz Karma does exists.

No matter how good you are to others, there will always be a bad egg. Bad eggs cant be sold in pasar or elsewhere so just throw them away and run fast *coz they stink*. Dont keep a bad egg in your heart coz you'll be getting a bad heart, not good for health =) Hehe ~ Well, what im trying to say is, no matter what happen and how hurtful you are, do not let those feeling affect your life. Walk, and carry on your life with other people... your family, your loved ones … Your Facebook and Blogspot !! Hehe ~

To all the good people, forgiving is good. But too forgiving ? Is so not. You have to be sensitive of what's going on. Know, what's going on. Do not allow people to take free rides on us. We're not a roller coaster in Theme Park so why allow others to take us for a fun ride again and again and again and again... If you still think that letting others taking advantages of yourself repeatingly is called - Generosity. Forgive me. I call it - Dumbo-roscity ( Lil Dumbo Fun Ride )*happy*

While you're busy thinking what you want to do to surprise your great little friend, they are busy talking craps about you to people that you dont even know. They call you when they need you and you will always be there for them. What are they there when you needed help from them ? The question is - Will they be there ?

Personally, i dont find repeating self sacrificing praisable. I only imply on relationships but i do not think it works in friendship. Been there done that. I've finally conclude that if someone is really a friend, they are someone who mutually give (out), and take (back). And not take (what we gave), and no give.

Some might debate that love cant be weight by how much you gave out, and how much you should take back. But hey, friendship is not a relationship, relationship. It's a 'I need you/a favor now, are you free?' and 'Yes, i am so free now/Ya, im ok.' situation.

There's so many kinds of friendship if we want to analyze and break it into categories. Business-friendship, friends-friendship, companion-friendship, network-friendship, your-friends-are-my-friends-too-friendship, oh-i-met-her/him-once-friendship ... ta ta ta ...

You can claim that you find the bestest friend on earth just like every one else in this room once had thought. We hope that you wont be affected that much by them. Eventually, friends will be busy or they moved on and your everyday-friend will become you-will-always-be-in-my-heart friend. Good or bad friends, they're good for us. To learn life.

Remember, always remember that you can't own a friend. When it's time for them to leave and move on with their life, let them go. Dont have in mind that they are drifting away. This is life. People come and go. Foot prints stays but the shoes have changed. From slippers to heels to sport shoes and so, people move on, we move on.

From a new path in life, new job, new relationships, new family, new boyfriend, new girlfriend, new groups of friends, new environment, getting married, having a baby, divorced, a death of someone in their family, something you did, something they did, something you're doing, something they're doing ... Every single incident could possibly be the starting point of someone to move on ... Then, move out of a friendship, or should we say in a more polite manner - drifted away.

I think friendship shouldn't be a force field. It should come in naturally. A friend doesn't mean that they need to be there with us all the time, and have to help us out 24-7. They just need to give us that comfort feeling that we're not alone all the time, in our hearts. That we know, someone is there for us ... But not tied up as a responsible, a relationship. Just a simple, free, yet sweet relationship - friendship.

Friendship is very subjective. You can either grab it or throw it away in a short time. And 'Hi' could start one, and a 'Bye' can end one. So what's the fuss worrying so much about what your friend's gonna do or had done ? You life wont end with less of them and wont blossom to max with hell loads of them either way. Quality over quantity in friendship. So ? Why upset yourself so much ?

I've seen so many people getting upset with their friends until the extend where they do really really sad things. What's wrong with these people ? Come on. They're not worth it. Move on. Why waste your life on someone whom you no longer love ? Your life is precious, make it worthwhile. Enjoy the memorable sweet time you once had with that friend, smile, and then get over it. Come on, Friends are everywhere. Here's one though ~ =) hehe ~

To the bad eggs, your friends forgive u because they want to, because they love you as a friend. Definitely not because you are THAT great in acting pathetically pitiful. Being forgiven with all hearts, and being forgiven by begging, is two absolutely different story. Cherish a friend. As a friend in need, is a friend indeed. There's always deep meanings behind all says. You have to appreciate it, to experience it. Vice versa.

A word for the riders – never take the same ride twice. The ride wont just fall off the track but you'll be losing out your own time to try for another *just kidding* Dont put your ego too high. You are not that great after all. If you are, people would be taking you for a ride instead of you taking them for one.

This topic will be a long long blog ... so i'll just make this part 1 =) Part 2's coming up soon =) Muah ~

Love Always ... Leng Yein

Chasing back time ...

2010-07-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Every day in our life, we see new things, meet new people, new faces ... Things get a little over the top sometimes. The urge, that push us forward again and again whenever we see something fascinating, something new. Something that we would like to have or own. Something that stops your heartbeat and go Gaga all over them. Something that catches everyone's attention and make everyone go head over heels and get Oh-all-so-jealous over them.

When is the last time you took an hour off, took a pen, a piece of paper (i need more than 1 piece *giggle*), and write down what you have done in past months, and what are you going to do in the upcoming months ? Do you or do you not know your own life well ? Have you notice any progress ? Is your way of doing things progressive enough ? Have you got what you wanted all along ? Is that what you really wanted ?

There are so many things that we want, we wished for, and looking forward to. Many of us often ask ourselves, some even do it daily. I'll just pick one random thoughts for instant - ''Why cant i have that too?''

Sometime, somehow, you'll see some pretty looking girls carrying their Louis Vuitton, sashaying their Chanel, blinging that Van Cleef and Arpels on the red carpet event on a picture somewhere. Facebook ? Perhaps. In blogspot ? Maybe. Or Friendster ? Hmm ... Possible.

It all starts with a simple thought, which grow from our basic needs to sky high demands. And yet at last, it all got back to basic. Have you gone through this phase in life ? If you haven't, you're on the way. If you have, well done !

It may start from a 13 years old boy, thinking ' I wanna have the hottest chick in school as my girlfriend.' Then eventually he got her. After sometime, some years, he goes ' Nah, i deserve better than this. I want a famous model in the print ads and magazines everyone see.' And then he got her as well. And sometime, some years after that, he goes ' Nah, i want a Miss Malaysia' yadaa.. yadaa.. yadaa.. ok the story goes on UNTIL one day, he got all serious and say ' Well, guys. I am so tired of all these stuff. I want a simple girl, a girl with a kind heart and a caring soul. A girl who'll likely be there for me when im alone, when i needed a bear hug. A girl who can get 'me' outta being me, and see me the way no one else does...' And his friends were shocked and ask 'What ? Why ?' And he just smiled, and walked away smiling ... 'I found what i was looking for ...' he whispered.

It may start from a 13 years old girl who came from a simple family background. Seeing all her friends were going to school with their ADIDAS shoe, she got her mum to get her one as her birthday present. From that day onwards, she never wore BATA anymore. As years gone by, she came out to work. Her colleagues were taking GUESS bags. She got herself one right after she got her first month's pay. Few months after that, she saw one of her colleague carrying a DKNY. So she went and got herself a Calvin Klein. One afternoon, She saw her colleague going out for lunch break with a new D&G clutch, so she went and bought a Dolce&Gabbana.

A year later, a new girl came in for interview and joined the company. Everything she wears has to be at least Armani Exchange. And everyone went Armani- Exchange-crazy !To prove that she is better than all her colleague and to show them that she can afford more than A|X, she splurge on Giorgio and Emporio, and not buying the cheapest range of all brands. And she became the most frequent-talked-about person in splurging. Everyone adores her bag, her shoes, all the brands that she's carrying, just everything.

She frequent to functions, events, red carpets. When all eyes are on her, people would ask about the brands and prices on what she's wearing, and 'Who' is she wearing. She got more into brand and started to sling the Louis Vuitton, CHANEL, Hermes, Dior, YSL, Versace, Gucci, Prada all and all on her tiny little shoulder. Years gone by, her collections were stacked and chucked by a corner. One fine day, one of her colleague asked her,
' Hey, my friend emailed me the latest limited edition from Louis Vuitton and it's costs a bomb ! Have you got it yet ?'
Then, she smiled, and say 'Ya. The design is great. They called me and i collected it 2 weeks ago'
And her friends asked again ' Wow ~ Why didn't you bring it out ? I thought you'll bring your new piece to work every time you bought a keeper ! Show us ! Show us ! '
And she replied ' Nah, i leave it at home. If you want, i'll bring it tomorrow.'
And her friend says ' Wah, if it's me, i'll sure bring it out to show the world. Everyone would be dying jealous of me.'
And she replied 'Bags and brands are not for showing off. Maybe it used to be. But now, for me, It's more of a present to myself after all my hard work. To tell and remind myself just how well i've done and what i deserve. Im actually kinda numb and bored of the brand-conscious thoughts that i used to have. Now that i see something, i would consider the practicality of it, rather than buying brands for the sake of buying the brand.'
Her friend then asked her 'I thought you always love branded stuff ?'
And she says ' Yes. Used to be. But no more. I mean, i still love them, but they're not that important to me anymore ... They're pretty, and that's all about it.'
Her friend was so very curious and asked her, 'Why ?'
And she told her friend ' Because be it branded or not, the reason I used to love it so much was because deep inside my heart, i know that i can't afford to buy the piece i love because it was too expensive. And knowing that i cant have it made it dear to me. But when i finally capable of buying everything i want, they dont actually weight that much in my heart anymore. What i rather do now is to do whatever i want, whenever i want, having the freedom to go wherever i want. And live everyday, a happy day. That's all i want. A bag won't make my whole day happy, just that 1 hour, maybe. But a call, a caring sms from a faraway person, a beautiful gathering with my beloved friends, and a wonderful vacation with my loved ones will.'
And all her friends doesn't understand what she means. Coz they haven't got what they wish for yet ... Have you ?

When a person wish for something, that wish were made because they haven't got what they wanted. But when a person's wish come true, they'll set another wish to follow tru. When their second wish come true, so goes the third and the fourth and so ... What is left to pursue ? The material things in life, or the meaning of things in life ? They might be the same object, but they have two very different purpose served. And the purpose, sets two very different path.

When we're young and naive, we spend most of our time chasing dreams... Hoping that time could go faster, so that our dreams would come true sooner ...

As we grow older, and our dreams had finally come true ... We wish for something that is even greater ... Chasing back time ...

For You, or For Me ?

2010-07-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

So, this is dedicated to those who’ve been betrayed and hurt by your own friends because of rivalry and selfishness … or perhaps, love ?

If any of u ever wonder how they can be so extremely cold blooded at times when u found out some truth, never ever think that all the betrayal that had happened is because of ur own fault. Hey, how many ppl actually point fingers at themselves before saying sorry n saying it’s their own fault.

Everyone is selfish most of the time. <--- Admit it !! Admit it !!

If u know that u’ve done enough, leave them. Have ur own pride, why letting someone who’re not worth ur time start counting how good they are when all u hear from them u know damn well it is lie after lie. Never think that u r not good enough to be a friend my dear, ppl who don’t have friends wont spend their time login into Friendster n start having friends all over the world everyday eih ? U wont meet a friend today n lose a friend today too. The possibilities r 100 times higher to meet a new friends to losing a friend so don’t worry.

We r not that different anyway. We’re only human. So if u are playing the part of a Devil today, your chance is on the way. The day someone in your life is playing devil, u may have that chance to play an angel again. This is like a Karma ring. Good cops ; Bad cops. It keeps going round n round n round … The link never breaks. How many circles have you drew ?

Live with integrity. Living with integrity means: Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships. Hey, always tell yourself that you deserves the best <--- This is what i tell myself everyday =) hehehe =)

Asking for what you want and need from others. Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension. Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe.

If u want all ur friends to solely live for you, u’ll be much disappointed. No one will ever really live for you. I know it's sad, but it's true. I bet money can easily win YOU over =~~~~~( Ya, so sad right ?

Ask urself, if u only have 100 buck left and ur life’s at risks n stake, n u know that so does ur best fren has the same problem n finance like u. And then she comes ‘ Can u gimme 100 buck of yours, i lost my 100 buck. I have no money n i need the money.’ But u know that she still has it. Then u will start to do some thinking, if i confront her that i know she has that 100 buck n asked her why she lied, she’d say some things n things n things n the last phrase would be ‘ im sorry , i don’t wanna lie, but i have my own reason, please trust me ok?’

OK, fast forward another ending ‘ cry..cry..cry..You don’t trust me anymore. I really don’t have it. You don’t trust me, im so sad … cry… im so sad … cry… I trusted u with everything all the time … cry..cry…cry… And why on earth should i lie to you..cry…you r my best friend..cry…You are my best friend ( they will say at least two times) and there u go … stuttered. Dont know what to say. Then u’ll start to think, wanna catch them red handed or just pretend that u do not know that they have it in their pocket.

Then now, to all my friends, if u r caught in this situation, before u pull out ur last 100 buck, or some even wont pull out at all, anyway, everyone, i want u to do some thinking here. Will u think twice before u pass them the 100 buck that u’re left with ? Then again, u’ll start to acknowledge the fact that if they want to survive, so do you. And u’ll start to fight back n think that they are indeed so selfish and all they could ever think of is at crucial times were themselves but not you, or perhaps, never you at all ?

Back then, all the tears , the times, the ups n downs, the memories, whatever… Yes , i know , back then. You’ve said it. Not NOW. All the things that had happened back then, did they mean anything to u now ? Have u forgotten that there’s a future you’re fighting for ? And you’re fighting for urself, not for your friends.

Admit it. U can only help others when u r strong enough urself. But when u r strong enough, do u then, know that how many among ur friends want to see u drop right down again ? Such a world huh ! Well , this is life …

Lesson No.1, always have RM200 buck so you can give your friend that RM100 buck. Hehehehe. Nite nite everyone =)

Let's go, Rome ...

2010-06-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

Rome, also known as Roma, is the capital of Italy and the country's largest and most populated municipality (central area), with over 2.7 million residents in 1,285.3 km2 (496.3 sq mi). While the population of the urban area was estimated by Eurostat to have been 3.46 million and growing. The metropolitan area of Rome was estimated by OECD to have had a population of 3.7 million no later than 2006.

Here the national preoccupation with the aesthetic fuses with incredible urban scenery to make Rome a city where you feel cool just strolling through the streets, catching the sunlight on your face outside a café, or eating a long lunch. It’s a place that almost encourages you to take things easy. Don’t feel like going to a museum? What’s the need when it’s all outside on the streets ?

The Famous Roman Structure ...

Beautiful Gate

ROAR !!! Baby conquer Roman Forum @_@

I wonder why there's so many police around. Isn't Rome a safe place ?

Baby and me will be going there after we finito this ...

The Entrance ...

The side view of the Forum

MmmMmm ... Fresh ...

I swear ... they dragged me there. *laugh*

Queen for a minute ... not bad

Tried the cafe. Not bad =)

The Famous Fountain ...

Gosh, it seemed like it's gonna rain soon *hide*

For full Rome city pictures, kindly go to http://www.facebook.com/lengyein?v=photos#!/album.php?aid=174628&id=74485364340&ref=pb

Love Always ... Leng Yein

The Vatican City ... Rock Solid !

2010-06-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

Flew 18 hours and finally ... I'd arrived tiredly in Rome. With my butt still feeling numb and i cant seemed to feel my leg, i dragged myself, trying to complete the tourists spots in the beautiful city of Vatican =)

Vatican City State was founded following the signing of the Lateran Pacts between the Holy See and Italy on February 11th 1929. These were ratified on June 7th 1929. Its nature as a sovereign State distinct from the Holy See is universally recognized under international law.

The Vatican City State is situated on the Vatican hill, on the right bank of the Tiber River, within the city of Rome.

Over Rome, City streets were paved with large fitted stones lain upon a foundation of rock.

So, if you're in heels like me, you'll have problems.

My heels got stuck in between the rock for more than i could count *lost count*

HELP !!!!

Do you know that you can actually drink the water straight right outta the fountain throughout Italy ? Hmm ... No need to buy bottled water *hahahaha*

See ? That's why i have problem walking in heels ... gosh ~

Welcome to Vatican City =)

Ready ? *kan chiong*

Heard that Vatican City is kinda strict in a way ... Having their own ruling system all and all ...

The pope has full legal, executive, and judicial powers. Executive power over the area is in the hands of a commission of cardinals appointed by the pope. The College of Cardinals is the pope's chief advisory body, and upon his death the cardinals elect his successor for life.

Please dont get stuck again ... please please please

*This is embarrassing*

If only our guards are this colorful .... *dream*

Shine on me ...

Cool structures ...

So Hawt !

I love the way the crafted the beautiful stones ... So detailed.

The inner beauty of the building ...

There's a big hole for the ray of lights to shine through the ceiling ... pretty cool =)

Wow ~ The STICK !!! Hahaha

=) Lovely ... =)

Feeling abit hungry. Maybe coz the weather is kinda chilly.

Walked to a nearby cute little van and grab some local bites =)

Tastes GOOD !!!

We've been told ... to share ...

Come birdie birdie ... =)

For full trip's picture, kindly go to http://www.facebook.com/lengyein?v=photos#!/album.php?aid=174628&id=74485364340&ref=pb

Those days ... Woot

2010-06-24T13:43:00.002+08:00

If you don't drive your business, you will be driven out of business... Ask five economists and you'll get five different answers - six if one went to Harvard... I am the one who queue to be the seventh, i got into the Social University ~ Haha

The uploading time is killing me ... Kindly go to http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=103676&id=74485364340&op=36#!/album.php?aid=103676&id=74485364340 for complete pictures =)

Have a nice day ahead everyone =)

Attending a Charity Event in Shantou, China

2010-06-23T13:17:00.001+08:00

Hmm ... flew all the way there to attend a charity event *Wow* Impressive ~
* I couldn't believe myself either* Haha ~

♥ Stayed in Westin ♥
Lovely Hotel. Definitely no prob getting a cab =)

All the Medias and Coverage ...

♥

Baby's the V.V.I.P. We're seated at the stage front VIP table =) Happy ~

♥

A Shot with the crew

♥ The event raised more than hundred of thousands in a day

♥ Happy ♥

♥ Cute and lovely girls ♥

After the charity event, i went shopping around Guangzhou

♥ Hehehe ♥

Hmm ... cute Lil fella over there

♥ Hehe ♥

Sometimes in life, we have to give. Especially those who had taken much from God *Im not a Christian but take him as example lah*

Give, and you shall be rewarded in life ... I always believe that if one do good, good shall comes to those who wait =)

For more pictures and full trip info, kindly visit

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=115302&id=74485364340&op=36

Enjoy, my friends =)

4D3N in Bangkok With Mei Zi

2010-06-22T12:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Girls trip to Bangkok =)

Forget about Tuk Tuks ... Try the motorcycle ~ FUN !!!

Tips : Buy a shopping bag and throw everything in it. Easy and convenient.

Mommy's favourite - Kuey Chap ~ Hehehe =)

Everytime mommy comes here, mommy have to eat at least twice only she'll fly back Malaysia

Ciggi break =)

Gosh ~ No more Tuk tuks for me ... Motorcycle is the 'IN' thing !

They get you from one spot to another faster than all the land transport. And it's cheap ~

Platinum Mall - ''MUST GO'' !!

Tuk Tuk. Hmm ... everybody seemed to be so obsessed with it. For first timers, You should try at least few times. I travelled to Bangkok more than 10 times and sat more than 30 times, it's just so-so. The bad thing is, *sigh* u have to really know how to negotiate the price with them or else u'll ended up paying more than a taxi fare could costs you. As i said, few times is ok.
Long term ? Nope. Tourists - always got chopped ~

Hmm ... Everyone loves MBK. I only love the food here. Sad to say our Malaysia's own Sg.Wang is way moer better than MBK.

Suan Lum Night Bazaar

If u have nothing to do at night and u prefer last minute shopping, come here. Hehe

After 12am, sad to say that u have to take a cab or tuk tuk back. BTS and MRT will be closed.

NEGOTIATE the price !!! But then again, that's the fun of it. Getting chopped, and getting over it as a tourist =) haha

If u happened to be there on weekends, you have to visit Chatuchak Market.

One of the biggest outdoor market in Asia =)

Flying off from Suvarnabhumi Airport, grab a bite at any thai food restaurant.

Their Tom Yum Kung taste good there too =)

Organized a Pole Dancing Competition and Mei Zi was my winner. She's a very very friendly girl. And we decided to go for a short trip together =) It was fun. I still can recall the time she dances on stage in RCA, Bangkok. Wow ! Hot !!

For more pictures and traveling infos , go to my Bangkok folders in http://www.facebook.com/lengyein

Have a happy day ahead =)

Another year gone by ...

2010-06-21T12:09:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone =)How’s your day today ? Or should i ask in a more suitable manner – How’s your year been treating you ?

Time flies yah, it’s nearly July 2010 already ~! What have you done ? What have you not done ? Have you turn the bad times into the good, and the worst better ? Have you been taking fabulous time doing far more than just good. Or conceivably, like most of us ppl out there, you’re still in the ‘hang-in’ there situation, discouraged by the current recession and being the same old you, doing the same old thing =)

To all the new friends in this room, may i have the humbleness to re-introduce my crazy self again. I am Leng Yein, just turned 25 this April. A girl from Kuantan who moved to KL 4 year plus ago. A typical Aries who wanted to have everything but she couldn’t possibly get it all so she chose to want most of the things – which means a bit of everything =) Hehe ~

I am very very selective of my close ones. Been taking in too much proves me not good in the past. So there u go, I will be good to my love ones, my family, my friends, my girls, my associates, my combat buddies, and all the ppl who’ve helped me along my way. But im a very bad person to those whom i think treats me badly. I learn by my mistakes, I accept gossips about me widely, really widely. And i really really wanna thank those people who made my name everywhere they go =) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ~ mwah ~

I may not know you personally. And i don’t know how you were brought up to be and become. But i do know that one must have the best attitude to succeed that many ppl are aspired to have. So do u have that ? I might feel an iceberg between us if i were to come to u blindly and say hi or befriend u one day. But if i bumped into you in my events, u’ll surely get a sincere smile from me =)

Dun get me wrong. We might be very different in age or not so, but we are not very different in life. Perhaps the only difference is that you are a degree graduate who’d already have a plan to even know what you wan2 do for a living in future and im only a Form 5 grad. Hehe ~

I do alot of crazy things, but i am still searching for what i love do best. I must confess that i always fall in love with everything that i am doing. Self-work-obsession ~ Ah ~ A total ‘profession blind’ person ~ Hah ~ Ppl thought i am such an entrepreneur *omg* !! @_@ I pretty much try to stay in a constant state of confusion just because of the expression it leaves on my face. Oh, i just love being with good people in my events, doing crazy lil things, making funny face expressions together, and taking crazy pictures =) I’ll keep it in my mind for quite some time… quality times, quality friendship, quality ... it makes me happy =) Well, im a happy person =)

Never let a problem to be solved, become more important than the person to be loved… The most practical, beautiful, workable philosophy in the world won’t work - if you won’t. And i strongly stand against what i believe, and how i will do my job and deliver. If i ever face a problem at work, i will think of what to throw, and what to keep. Who to stay, and who to go. I align them by putting which is worth more … For their effort, their time, their dedication, their sincerity, their love, and their passion.

I always believe that we cannot help a person if they do not want to help themselves. Attitude is one of the important key and it counts in what i do. Maybe u think it’s such a cliché but I wouldn’t have turned out the way I was if I didn’t have all those old-fashioned values to rebel against.

Things that i do, my business, my restaurant, my magazine, my events, had brought me so much happiness that it filled half of my time with. They brought me friends, associates, my mirror to reflect on myself, my stories, my life, my friends-turned-foe. Yeah, the not-so-happy part is always the friends-turned-foe part.

I pact with it, it’s like flipping the pages of my story book, just that i am the author to it. I believe some of you have this problem too huh ! Well, live with the least regrets. Never settle for less than what you know you deserve. Asking for what you want and need from others, speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension among others, if they don’t accept it, accept yourself and always remember why and how it started and for what purpose does it serve.

Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe. Always be mind-clear of the values in yourself and others. Love them, and be ready to be loved back. I constantly remind myself that, it's my life. So let me live the life i wanted to live ... No matter what others have to say. It's My Life.

We don’t get to know people when they come to us; we must go to them to find out what they are like. Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it, a self-challenge. That’s what i call. To learn to face the bigger world out there, and to prepare ourselves for all that comes our way, to succumb, succeed, and make our mark. My tip, If you want to be successful, find someone who has achieved the results you want and copy what they do and you’ll achieve the same results. If u wanna make your mark faster, pursue on something no one had ever done, it is a short cut, only with a wee bit more hard work and risks to take, to be a wee bit more daring, more bold, more challenging and more fun. So, are you the one ?

Success means doing the best we can with what we have. Success is the doing, not the getting; In the trying, not the triumph. Success is a personal standard, reaching for the highest that is in us, becoming all that we can be. It is almost the end of 2010 in 6 months time. What had you lined up for yourself ? Me, i have at least 5 more major dates to go before year ends, some projects to be completed, some planes to catch, and some bit left and right to be done before waving the fetching year 2011. Hmm … i might have not much time left already =~~~)

To all my dear friends and all the new friends in this room, i hereby again welcome you, and thank you for taking your precious time reading my story. The pleasure is mine of course. Well, I have to rush off now, gotta complete my 'to-do' lists of the day =)

Wishing all of you the most excellent luck and may you have the greatest year ever =) Gentle reminder, always remember who you are, and what makes you standing strong upon everyone on this present day.

The difference between failure and success is doing a thing nearly right, and doing a thing exactly right. And always remember - the most practical, beautiful, workable philosophy in the world won’t work - if you won’t.

Love Always ... Leng Yein

Yut Kee Kopitiam

2010-06-18T13:06:00.003+08:00

Kopitiam Yut Kee ... definitely better than going Old Town. Food quality dropped tremendously.

Passed down for ages ...

Tens of newspapers and loads of media coverage .... Wow ~

Classic !!!

The famous Kaya Roll ... YUMMY !!!

The Famous Hainan Chicken Chop <-- tak ade di-chop so u gotta chop urself *teehee*

Classic !!!

See ? I bought the whole box =) Hehe ~ Yummy ~!

Must buy extra kaya ... *droooolll* Homemade Kaya

Have to go this place ... It's at (see below) I purposely took this picture to let you know the address. It's near the Heritage Row. Right at the end of the row of Clubs and Pubs and Bistros.

A Place to yam cha and feel the peace and quiet old school feel ... Yut Kee

Just, Classic. *Teehee*

Chillex ... A Place To Chill & Relax

2010-06-18T01:37:00.001+08:00

Going to my friend's new cafe opening ... Chillex, A place to chill & relax

Cute =)

Free food for opening =) Hehe

So proud of you =) Brian Chillex =)

More free food for opening ... hehehe

Cute girl =) hehe ~

The Bosses ...

Leng Yein

the real proposal

relationship is like .,.. a dead shark

they say we do it but men does it too

ppl i wana thank

What i learn in a year

darkest secret ...

picture

economy reccesion

Thanks for writing to me

Our 8th Wonders of The World - Leng Yein

What's winning ... and what's losing ?

A blog from my dear friend .. Star Aun ...

The Birth of my baby Little Dinosaur ... (The very first three months)

They want to have your life too ...

... Friends ...

Chasing back time ...

For You, or For Me ?

Let's go, Rome ...

The Vatican City ... Rock Solid !

Those days ... *Woot*

Attending a Charity Event in Shantou, China

4D3N in Bangkok With Mei Zi

Another year gone by ...

Yut Kee Kopitiam

Chillex ... A Place To Chill & Relax

Those days ... Woot