tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36047118631508151142026-06-03T10:11:48.836-03:00My life one letter at a time ♥Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.comBlogger826125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-58047369606475113872018-10-06T22:24:00.000-03:002018-10-07T11:46:20.884-03:00

  It's been a long time since I sat down to write, I lost my muse ... it was easier to veg out in front of Netflix and binge watch show after show. If I did that, I didn't have to think about what I was doing with my life, I haven't been able to really stand up and say what I was thinking or feeling... One because pain messes you up more than I ever could have imagined, it makes you

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com43tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-50697388558753814342018-05-06T19:40:00.000-03:002018-05-06T19:40:21.233-03:00

I really enjoyed getting caught up with so many of you, I am still working at getting back into the hang of blogging, I have been trying not to overwhelm myself too much. I need to find some middle ground... which isn't the easiest thing for me as I have always been an all or nothing kind of girl, which means if I can't keep up I give up and do something else. I have been contemplating how to

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It's been a very long time since I have sat down at my computer to write, I am not even sure why it has taken so long, I think constantly about writing but I had difficulty putting my thoughts into words. I keep thinking about how I have been holding onto anger and disappointment for a long time, I haven't been angry at anyone, more angry with my situation. It leaves me feeling guilty

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-83129867533039016262017-11-28T21:52:00.000-04:002017-11-28T21:52:32.327-04:00

I have been wanting to write a lot but my sweet kitty of  10 years was diagnosed with renal failure, when I lost her, my home felt very empty, I was dealing with the loss of her, she was more my cat than anyone else's, she was like my shadow .... a couple of weeks later I found my sweet black kitten Oreo, he lights my life up and makes me smile.  He has so much energy, I knew he

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com56tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-5255458156566209332017-10-22T21:57:00.000-03:002017-10-22T21:57:14.461-03:00

Time really gets away from you, before you know it, a week or two has gone by and I begin to wonder how it flew by and I had so little to show for it.  I kept planning on blogging and always something would get in the way but when I thought about what that something was, there was nothing that I could put my finger on. It's exactly when I realized I need to schedule time for the things

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com70tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-33623564038883628462017-09-29T23:36:00.005-03:002017-09-30T00:44:34.781-03:00

It has been so many months since I have sat down to write, it's not that I haven't wanted to write, as I have written many posts in my head. Sometimes no words would come which frankly I had never dealt with since I started writing... All I had to do was sit down at the computer, start writing and the words would spill out faster than I could type. I didn't understand how words failed

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com49tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-16094867391250255482017-05-27T14:34:00.002-03:002017-09-29T23:35:11.897-03:00

I'm sorry I have been away for so long, the physical pain I was dealing with was beyond what I could handle. I often thought that if this was the way my life was going to be, I couldn't see any good. I was negative, unhappy and I had lost hope. I had got to the point that even moving around my home was almost unbearable... the doctor gave me pills to deal with the pain but they only

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com97tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-27132412330896332242017-04-03T00:24:00.000-03:002017-04-03T00:24:46.717-03:00

It's been awhile since I blogged, I was hoping to come back with a little positive news... I saw my doctor, she prescribed a medication that has side effects I am not fond of, it makes me groggy all the time and it makes me dizzy... which is not good while working, I end up being a little loopy. It's only been about a week and a half, I know medications take time to work, so I am giving it a

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Since I have been waiting to see the doctor, I have almost been in limbo... I know that she won't be able to figure out immediately what my issue is and truthfully I am frustrated. Part of me is fearful that it may take a long time for a diagnosis... if there is even one. I am trying to be positive and hopeful that she will be able to find a solution to my pain. The whole thing is depressing

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com61tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-35561253995755136052017-03-07T23:25:00.002-04:002017-03-07T23:25:32.152-04:00

I have been thinking a lot about how I have been feeling about myself lately... I know I have been harder on myself than I would ever be on anyone else, I think I expect too much of myself and I don't cut myself a break because I sometimes believe I have too many excuses. I haven't wanted to use justification so that I have a reason not to change. However; these past two weeks have shown me

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com59tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-86175683485540937402017-02-20T14:30:00.000-04:002017-02-20T14:30:20.541-04:00

Time has been flying by so quick lately, I have been busy at work, doing overtime, staying late to get work done and starting early. By the time I'd get off, it was all I could do to just make a meal and keep up with the housework. There are less than two weeks left for the busiest time of year at work, I am looking forward to having time for myself again. This weekend is a long one for us

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com70tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-37111871586197279802017-01-30T21:22:00.000-04:002017-01-30T21:22:44.338-04:00

It's funny how time gets away from me, before I know it a week has passed by, I have been overwhelmed with things going on. I feel like I have been doing catch up for quite some time. You all know I love working from home and how grateful I am to have that blessing, I thought I would have all this extra time to do those things I never seemed to have time to do... but I think until I

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com71tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-37536329147350523862017-01-15T20:54:00.001-04:002017-01-15T20:54:17.695-04:00

There have many many posts going around about choosing a word for a year, as I read them I became inspired to come up with one for myself. At first, it was quite daunting, I came up with a few words but nothing resonated with me. By day three I began to think it was futile... but I didn't want to give up, that was when FOCUS came into my mind, then each day that went by, I heard it and it

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com70tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-40532735211810591372017-01-07T20:52:00.002-04:002017-01-08T11:02:28.953-04:00

I have been contemplating if change is as easy as some people say, I know that there have been times in my life where one minute I was living my life one way and then within a moment I changed and never looked back. Other times I want to flip that switch inside, only I fail over and over. I question myself as to what the difference is between my successes and my failures. For me, I think I

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com63tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-7232388896979715622016-12-31T00:19:00.001-04:002016-12-31T00:19:33.942-04:00

I am not one to make resolutions for the New Year, as I find that most times it is just a set up for failure.  I do believe in setting goals, I just don't like doing it at a set time... for me, I just have to do it when I am ready, the day doesn't really matter.  I actually find the more I think of making a change in my life, the more I find excuses not to... I have had plenty

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com58tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-12969660674855390742016-12-24T11:30:00.000-04:002016-12-24T11:30:21.436-04:00

 Our Christmas Tree for 2016🎁🎀🎄   I have to say working from home has been SO good for me, I'm nowhere as exhausted as I was in the past. Last weekend I did all my Christmas shopping except for one item, then I had some company drop over last Saturday and they were sweet and offered to wrap all my gifts (this is my least favorite activity) ... for the first time in a very

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com43tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-33211354558047195952016-12-09T23:39:00.002-04:002016-12-09T23:39:55.542-04:00

So, it's been two weeks since I was given the opportunity to work from home and I have to say I am loving it. When I get a call near the end of my shift, I relax... I am not tense thinking about how I need to get to the bus stop. It has changed my mood greatly, I don't even think I knew how much it would alter my mood until I was finally working from home. I have been getting up each

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com79tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-41488121396942261382016-11-27T20:37:00.002-04:002016-11-27T20:37:29.910-04:00

For anyone who isn't friends with me on my Facebook, I finally got the approval to work from home. I am really happy as I am sure you are all aware... we have had decent weather until this weekend... so, I was approved just in time before the winter started. I took this weekend to set everything up and verify it works properly. Down the road, I will be supplied the proper equipment from

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Catching up has been a daunting task to say the least, I am hoping I didn't miss anyone... I follow a lot of blogs, I knew I did but it was still eye-opening.  It's been a busy week but really a good week, I sincerely missed being involved in the blogging world, it's like our own little family. Plus we are all open to meeting more people who are interested in being involved. &nbsp

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com46tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-35312130941413622672016-11-13T21:34:00.001-04:002016-11-13T21:34:36.949-04:00

Hi everybody, I know it's been a long time... truthfully I wanted to write sooner and many more times than I can even say. I have been dealing with a lot of items. First, I am still not working from home but it is looking like it will happen in the near future. There were many changes at work which slowed me down from working at home but it seems to be on course now. Second, I

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com50tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-19056576587358325822016-10-02T23:42:00.001-03:002016-10-03T00:06:19.569-03:00

I'm overwhelmed with my life and I've decided I need to take some time off everything to clear my mind and be open to how to deal with it..... (No blogging even)      I'll be back once I've gained some perspective.... Then I can catch up with all of you... Follow along! Facebook //  Twitter //  Google Plus //  Bloglovin //

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com59tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-37997193077153232782016-09-18T20:50:00.001-03:002016-09-18T20:50:49.091-03:00

I read this quote the other day and it resonated with me ... my friend and I were discussing how throughout our lives we have overcome one challenge or another and how good we felt about it. I told her how I was in the zone when I lost weight a few years ago and that when I was hurt, I let it slide and lately I have let mediocrity take over and why? Because it was easy. It was almost like I

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I have been very busy these days, with keeping the house clean, working and getting Valentina ready for school. Every time I have sat down to write, I would create half a post and then think I'll come back and finish it... however; once I find time to write again, I find my thoughts on the post gone. So I start another one... Three times so far... and it isn't that I haven't wanted to write

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com82tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-34372671505177608372016-08-21T18:05:00.002-03:002016-08-21T18:05:56.072-03:00

I have had a very busy week, hence why I haven't been writing... work has been busy for me, the good thing is... is that I finally have approval to work from home, now the paperwork starts... I am going in really early Monday to see if I can get all the forms filled out... I have been on the site and it says it can take anywhere from 4-6 weeks. So... getting the forms filled out is

Launna http://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.com77tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3604711863150815114.post-39107571171177858722016-08-10T22:30:00.000-03:002016-08-18T07:39:12.458-03:00

I took an unintended break from writing as I was on a short vacation, I am back to work tomorrow... the time off was great, it really helped to rejuvenate me... I stayed up, slept in, spent time with Valentina also caught up on my blog reading and commenting. This was the week that Andrea was supposed to come home for a visit but the price of tickets almost doubled so that is on the back

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