life ends one minute at a time. seize every moment of it.

Malaysia is a world for .....

2012-01-22T20:10:00.000-08:00

Malaysia is not a place for civilized people, equivalent to Indonesia? more or less .. or even worse. you just do NOT have the feeling that you are somewhere safe, it feels like at any point of time, somebody could just rob your house or just kill you .....

perhaps there's nowhere in the world that can be entirely called safe.

where do you belong? where do i belong?

2012 - what will i be?

2012-01-21T11:38:00.000-08:00

will it be the year i finally get back on track, in terms of sales, and achieve wild goals, wowing my peers like i did before?

will it be a year whereby i can finally get a thousand views a day after posting a video on youtube?

will it be a year i'm relocated and adjusting to my new life? which i'm gonna love?

will it be a year of changes? or stability?

whatever it is going to be ... i know the Lord will be by my side.

what goes around comes around .. the Lord shall repay .. both good n bad. so watch out!

Friends / Acquaintances.

2011-12-21T16:12:00.000-08:00

as i got my gall bladder n appendix removed, i was forced to rest at home for close to a week. what did i learn within this week? was actually quite a lot.

90% of the people called up or sms-up to ask, "can u sing for this event?"; "when will u b able to perform again?"; "how's ur sales?"; "can i have my diary/calendar?" ... i mean is that how people are brought up to be? to think only about themselves?

i now have 2 options:

- to think like them ~ think ONLY abt MYSELF.

- to use them as a warning, then start caring for the rest of the world. n not treat people like machines.

happy winter solstice.

刮目相看 / I Believe I Can Fly ~

2011-11-30T21:04:00.002-08:00

my Disney Medley~

2011-11-30T21:04:00.001-08:00

confused

2011-11-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

at certain points in ur life, u get confused,

people whom u've dated suddenly become the closest of friends,

things that u have been doing, doesn't prove so fruitful after all,

n sometimes u wonder, why r u still so bz?

just need a massive, mega break to break free from all these.

God bless everyone.

Turning Tables.

2011-10-15T21:40:00.000-07:00

dedicated to you-know-who. time to stand up. stop crying over spilled milk.

be strong!

love is simple =))

2011-10-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

Change Yourself!

2011-10-06T14:21:00.001-07:00

Remember?

2011-10-06T14:19:00.000-07:00

Fever!

2011-10-06T14:17:00.000-07:00

all good things have to come to an end.

2011-10-01T17:15:00.000-07:00

was at Bagan last night, where the amazing Ms Roz performs for the very last time. Bagan is going to move soon, n Ms Roz won't be singing there anymore.

could still remember vividly the first time i saw Roz perform at Bagan so many years ago, i think it was at least 5 years; where she just took our breaths away with her amazing vocals n stage presence. i think it must have taken her a while to actually get to the place where she's hired as a resident singer at Bagan, Penang.

n last night, we got really emotional, coz seeing her sing for the very last time, n knowing that Bagan will no longer be Bagan; the soul of the place is not there anymore, coz there won't be another Roz .. at least for a while.

in the midst of all this, i felt happy for Roz coz she's moving into the next phase of her life, but at the same time ... it just made me realize, nothing lasts in this world. as beautiful as many things could be, all good things have to come to an end. n it just did last night. :)

Something Good

2011-09-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

I'll Be Home For Christmas

2011-09-28T11:00:00.000-07:00

Oil n Water

2011-09-09T11:11:00.000-07:00

iz possible to mix oil n water? iz impossible to find someone who doesn't smoke n drink in this modern society? is drinking 'the' thing to do? is smoking a 'must' too?

where do i fit in in the midst of all this chaos? m i the guy version of Mary Poppins living in the year 2011?

Run

2011-09-06T18:55:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really feel like something's really wrong with me. i really feel like running away ... being somewhere else .. leaving behind everything i've got over here. why is it so hard to fill up the emptiness in my heart? when is it gonna leave? what do i have to do to feel contented, happy, n that this is where i truly belong?

Do I Know You?

2011-08-20T11:51:00.001-07:00

last night, you've displayed a side of you that i've never seen before, i was just shocked ... n disappointed at the same time. do i have the rights? i'm not those type of people who'd force people to change to my liking, prefer to let it flow naturally.

so, do we click? at all? is love really enough to bind us?

MALAYSIA SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-16T11:17:00.000-07:00

this has got to be one of the MOST PISSED post i've ever posted. i mean it is OK for u to rate a film PG13, since it is meant for viewers above 13, i really don't see any reason why should u 'murder' a film like that. for so many years, i've never experienced a film more censored than Horrible Bosses.

5 minutes into the film, we know what we're in, a film so brutally murdered and censored that you actually don't know what's going on, if without the malay subtitles. what the FUCK is wrong with the Msian censorboard? i mean it is CRAZY~ if u think the film is such a terrible influence towards ur people, don't show it! why would you censor it gila-gila n show it on the cinemas, wasting our money.

all in all, it is 100% conclusive that this is a country without freedom of speech. absolutely without a question. there is no way u can censor films n songs n concerts the way we did, it is embarrassing. talking about sanctifying ur country, what abt all the political leaders with their CRAZEEE personal lives? y don't u start censoring on that?

given a chance, i'd leave this country in a heartbeat. God, hear me please i beg of u~ :S

you still make me smile

2011-06-24T11:17:00.000-07:00

we met, we talked, we became close, we fought, it (seemed like it) was over .. but you still make me smile, whenever i see your face ... there's just a unique adorability about you that just brings out the giggles.

how you been?

A Wedding, A Bday Party, A Demise

2011-06-11T11:06:00.000-07:00

busy day .. rushed here n there. did a lot, accomplished quite a lot, n all in all, it was a beautiful, beautiful day. :)

it all started with the evening, when we played for a wedding. it was lots of fun, not as tiring as last week's. we were STARRRVVVIIINNNG but eventually it all ended pretty early at around 1030pm, n the hosts were happy ... so we're good. :)

then we went for a bday party. lots of emotions got thru me when the bf did a duet with the gf, the bf isn't a singer by profession, but he did his very best .. it was really a sweet, touching moment, seeing 2 people in love singing to each other.

lastly, the demise of Nono, a cute lil pup who we came to know 3 weeks ago. we played with it, it was happy n extremely adorable. then suddenly, it became sick, it got skinnier n skinnier, n it left to pet paradise this morning.

life is something being given to us by the Almighty. cherish life, cherish love, cherish now! :)

when it's the end

2011-06-10T10:34:00.001-07:00

you can feel it in your heart, you can feel it in your bones. n this time, i really feel it. the end is knocking at my front door. should i open the door, n let you in; or force the door against you?

there are 2 huge decisions that i have to make by June, n i've got to make it soon. one has been decided, it's just the other one that i'm considering.

Lord, i pray that you give me an answer. Amen.

PUSH!

2011-06-06T19:01:00.000-07:00

i know i'm capable of earning a whole lot of money. yes, we are making slightly better than the average, but still FFAAAAAAARRRR from the cream of the society. there are people making RM40k+/m at the age of 40yo, which is OMG~

it is time to step up. somewhere deep inside of me, i know i'm capable of earning that with whatever i've got. now the question is ... how? :)

Amen.

2011-06-05T15:38:00.000-07:00

Thank God for the many blessings He has bestowed upon my life. i will forever be grateful for the countless blessings he kept pouring in. pray that He will always, always be there for me, as i am for Him.

Amen. :)

what you want?

2011-05-30T18:04:00.000-07:00

i've always thought good looking people will go for good looking people, but sometimes we see very pretty girls with *ahem* guys at the mall, n we are like .. "what? r u serious??" ... well, they are.

the thing with good looking people are, they are people too. n ultimately, unless they are REALLY lucky to be able to find someone of their match to share their lives with, they are just humans.

they want the same thing as we (normal looking people) do. they want stability, they wanna feel like they've got somewhere to run to, when they wanna run to; n they wanna feel safe, they don't need roller coaster rides everyday.

so ultimately, i think that's what drives them, n us.

don't be over-conscious when you are with someone who is really good-looking, coz underneath all that, we are all but the same. same DNA. :)

Back To Me

2011-05-29T16:22:00.000-07:00

it's time to focus on me again, what do i want in life? what can i achieve in life? how far am i from my goal? party's over, dreaming's over, it really is time, for me to get to the core again.

Snap! n it's all back to me. :)