Life is Waiting

For You...

2010-05-28T17:28:00.001+08:00

For someone I love, who I have been waiting for so long...

Weekend in New England by Barry Manilow

Last night, I waved goodbye
Now it seems years
I’m back in the city
Where nothing is clear
But thoughts of me holding you
Bringing us near

And tell me,
When will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again?

Time in new england
Took me away
To long rocky beaches
And you, by the bay
We started a story
Whose end must now wait

And tell me,
When will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this emptiness end?
And when will I hold you again?

See I feel the change comin’
I feel the wind blow
I feel brave and daring
And I feel my blood flow
With you
I could bring out
All the love that I have
With you there’s a heaven
So earth ain’t so bad

And tell me,
When will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again...?

I miss you...

While My Guitar Gently Weeps - Ukulele Boy

2010-05-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

This kid really amazes me! Besides being talented, he's really adorable. This is the second time I posted a video of his; the first one was when he was singing I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.

Enough with my comments. Here he is playing "While My Guitar Gently Weeps." Enjoy! =)

Links

2010-04-29T23:41:00.010+08:00

Here are some links that I want to share. You may find them useful while you wait:

Askbee directory
SEO Executive
Free Stuff
The Best Web Directory I Have Found
Philippines Directory
Personal Blog Directory
K-Links Directory
MiriBlack Web Directory

This Time, It's Real

2010-04-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted here for quite some time now. I guess I've already wasted a lot of time. I want to do this now seriously; I'll be blogging for real...

...just wait. :D

Left Behind

2010-02-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

The one person who can make you feel important is also the same person who can make you feel worthless.

You know how it feels when everything around you seems to go wrong, and you wait for that someone who is very special to you to make you feel alright? I guess this will always be a dream for me. It sucks, right?

All my life I have been waiting for someone who will never leave me no matter what and will make me feel important even though I am worthless. I thought I found that person, but I was wrong; I thought I am being loved, but I was wrong; I thought he will never leave me, but I was wrong...

Again, I was left behind...

Ukulele Boy Sings I'm Yours

2009-12-16T23:31:00.004+08:00

This boy really made my day. :)

I think he's nose is itchy while singing. By the way, he's singing I'm Yours by Jason Mraz, if by any chance, you are not familiar with the song.

I wonder how old he is. :D

Waiting is Inevitable

2009-11-23T21:57:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since I posted here in my blog. I'm not sure why but many things have happened. Things that almost changed everything. One thing's for sure, I'm still waiting.

Waiting is inevitable. A lot may come and pass, but the fact still remains, we are waiting. It may be very difficult but it is important to hold on, if we don't want our waiting to be in vain, if we don't want to lose that something that we have been waiting for. Everything may become blurry sometimes, but we just have to have faith that God will never forsake us and that everything happens for the good of our own being. :)

I'm Still Waiting

2009-10-22T03:09:00.003+08:00

Three months have passed...three more to go...I'm getting tired of waiting...but I shouldn't give up, I shouldn't let go. I know we'll be together again; I have faith in Him. :)

There are Places I Remember...

2009-10-09T03:02:00.005+08:00

For inidividuals who are fixated...like me. ;)

"In My Life" by the Beatles

There are places I remember all my life
Though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these mem'ries lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop to think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

I hope you do understand... :)

In His Mercy and Loving Kindness

2009-09-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

I wrote this some months ago, about what every Christian experiences in one’s lives. But I am posting this, partly because of the upcoming International Thanksgiving. I’m not sure if I can say it exactly as it is, as there are things that cannot be put into words. But still, I’ll try my very best.

There are times in our lives in which we encounter problems. And in spite of all the things we have learned and experienced, still, we end up confused, without any idea of what to do. But whatever happens, we should never stop. With God’s help, if we strive to continue, we will survive.

Suffering is a part of every Christian’s life, and we know it. But knowing and understanding are two different things. Sometimes, we need to live through difficulties for us to understand how helpless we are, that we are nothing without God. We owe everything to Him. And I can say wholeheartedly that I am only able to go on, because of His mercy and loving kindness.

Michael Jackson's "This Is It" Official Trailer

2009-09-16T09:51:00.006+08:00

I just watched the official trailer of Michael Jackson's "This Is It," a compiled footage of the rehearsals of his planned comeback concert shot between April and June.

This documentary will run for just a period of two weeks, starting October 28 and I'm pretty sure tickets will be sold out once it hits stores on September 27.

Many were saddened because of his death. In spite of all the rumors and issues concerning Michael Jackson, he still remained as one of the greatest performers that has ever lived, loved by millions, or even billions of people around the world.

Just watching the trailer made me appreciate him a lot more and made me realize how great he is, not just as an artist but as a human being.

"This Is It" will show how MJ should be remembered, a man with many dreams.

"It's all for love." - MJ

A Stranger in My Own World

2009-09-14T21:05:00.005+08:00

I was looking for my music notebook earlier when I saw an "All About Me" essay I've written long ago, I don't know when. I suppose almost everyone has written such essays that talk about one's self, but reading it kind of amused me, as it made me think about the past, so I want to share it.

An irony, "Everyone is unique like everyone else."

Confused. Bewildered. This is what I usually feel. Having mixed emotions at the same time: happiness, loneliness, failure, success, hurt, humiliation, betrayal, pride. Maybe this is my so-called "uniqueness."

Because of my "uniqueness," I have this feeling that I don't know myself, a stranger in my own world. A lot of questions, hunches whispering in my ear, swirling around my head.

Someone might wonder, how can someone write something about one's own self when one doesn't have an idea who he/she is? Well, I don't know either.

Being like this, I feel misunderstood. But I think everyone experiences this feeling. The feeling that everybody is against you, even those who you expect to be by your side. But maybe mine's worse. Maybe.

But all of us have to experience loneliness and be hurt to appreciate happiness. My "uniqueness" causes me to be happy even for the tiniest things. Knowing the fact that I am loved makes me feel overjoyed. Seeing my loved ones together like before, even from afar, makes me cry for joy. But then, those tears of happiness will be mixed with depression, thinking that that moment will soon end, wanting to stop time, but then realizing that no one can. After that, the feeling of being hopeless overcomes me and then I shed more tears. Then hopelessness turns into anger, angry at myself for being like this, for caring too much, for loving too much, for letting myself be hurt too much. And then I hate myself more because I've wasted my time with my stupid emotions when I should have just spent my time with them and made the most out of it. And then, I'm numb.

"The only permanent thing in the world is change." This is something that is very hard for me to accept, but I know I have to. I have no choice, that's life. Like Kuya Daniel said, "Live everyday as if it's your last." Then I will have no regrets. I know that everything is for my own sake. God knows what's best and He is the only one who really knows me. After all that, I feel happy and thankful.

I've revised some of the words and I did not include the title (it's really not that special), but basically, that's how I wrote it years ago.

Maybe I should have entitled it as "A Stranger in My Own World," it sounds interesting to me. Well, I'll just put that title in this post. :P

Nobody Dance Craze

2009-09-11T04:22:00.004+08:00

"Nobody, nobody but you. I want nobody, nobody but you..."

It seems almost everyone is into the Nobody dance craze, that includes me. :)

Just for fun, here are some videos that I find really amusing and somewhat cute :P:

I didn't know that this song has become really famous almost all-over the world.

And here's one with Jordin Sparks. :P

There are so many videos like these out there, I just can't post them all. :P

Maybe I'll consider posting my own video dancing this song, hahahaha! :))

Time of Your Life

2009-09-11T03:43:00.004+08:00

Here's one of my favorite songs that talks about life, and how important it is to grab every good opportunity that comes our way; how we should cherish every moment and make the best out of what we have.

I'm not really good at explaining how I feel, so it's best to listen to it for yourself.

Time of Your Life - by Green Day

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

(music break)

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Tired of Waiting

2009-09-11T03:24:00.003+08:00

I'm getting kinda tired of waiting.

I know how much I believe we're all waiting for something and that waiting is inevitable and that it is necessary, but...I just don't know what to do anymore. The more I wait, the harder it gets. And we all get tired, right?

I just hope that I don't give up.

Everyone is Welcome

2009-09-09T15:51:00.005+08:00

I just wanted to share my thoughts to everyone about waiting, whether happy or sad, as well as the things around me that catch my interest as I wait in patience. Such things may make waiting painful, while others can turn it into moments of happiness, or simply make us entertained.

I'm not sure if I have relayed my message well, but I think all of you can relate. I hope you enjoy reading my blog. Maybe this can entertain you for a bit while you're waiting... :)