I'LL NEVER BE THAT BOY AGAIN!

2018-05-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

It's almost 11:30 pm. I am supposed to be sleeping tight. Its cold and it's chilly night. I am still wondering why sleep didn't find essential to come to me. Maybe my lowering self esteem has been able to provoke sleep against me. I really don't know what to do. Suddenly my mind decides to go back to the past. I even have no idea why negative things decided to come fast forward. I know it's really annoying but I literally can't help myself. I look at my nails turning blue and I can't find out reason. I don't know if it happened due to agony, pain, fear, anger or anything else. I can't even ask it with anyone because its the case that happens maybe only to me. I don't know who else have stupid emotions connected to nails.
My mind starts to revolve back to the past, the past that taught me every kind of emotions. May it be happiness, cheerfulness, smile or torment, anger, fear, jealousy, hatred or whatsoever. Tears dripping out of my eyes were maybe the symbol that its useless to think about the past where I don't live anymore.
I have always been a proud boy, proud on whatever I have and whoever I am. I can't let these things to be hindrance in my path of perfection. And the people, responsible for everything bad that happened in my life, are now just the blurred images on my mind and yes, more probably those images are finally fading away. And I am thankful to those fading blurred images on my mind for turning me into a completely wonderful person as am today. I am thankful because I am able to love myself today and I really want to pamper myself to the extent so far. Thanks for changing me from merely a human being to a lovable human being.
I have turned into a person who believes in loving everyone. Yes, I do believe love and faith are the greatest ammunitions. I have learned to help everyone even when I can't expect any help from them anyway. I enjoy watching others smile and it feels best when I am the reason. I am always ready to sacrifice anything, even myself if it's worth sacrificing. I love to see people smiling all over. I love watching street animals enjoy food that I buy for them whenever possible. Only thing I enjoy the most is the care and affection I find from the animals I once helped. I love to see spark in their eyes. I am ready to help, inspire, support or motivate anyone anyway. I find pleasure in that. I can't betray anyone because I have once known what is it to be betrayed. I can enjoy love because I have once felt hated. I know wisdom because I was stupid once. I choose path of kindness because I know what cruelty feels like. I know how it feels to be afraid and alone, I won't let it happen with anyone again. I have enjoyed in having faith in others because I have known dangers that trust invites.
Maybe sleep realized its mistake by believing. It understood my self esteem can never be lowered at any cost. I feel sleepy.
No matter what, no matter how I changed, I love this change in me.
I am proud on what I am today.
I know I am smiling because I have chosen blessings over curses. It's life.
No, I'll never be that boy again!

Rahul Gupta

https://www.facebook.com/RahulGupta601

FAILURE IS NOT THE KEY OF SUCESS

2018-05-04T09:32:00.001-07:00

Everyone says failure is the main key to success. Many of us believe in it. But I don't agree to it completely. Failure is the key to success only when you know how to turn the key in order to open a lock. You having a key and you having the lock doesn't opens the lock. In addition, you might find many keys in life and many locks in life. Your actual ability counts only when you are able to find exact key to the exact door. And do you know what makes it easier and makes you more confident? It’s the failures you went through in the past. The failure gives you the ability to easily know which key doesn’t work with which one even if it might not tell you which works with which. Trust me, the ability to know which doesn't work with which counts more than to know which works with which. It all depends upon your attitude. If you don't give up and keep on having that willpower to reach to your destination someday, you will definitely reach that destination even if you have scars all over your body. And trust me, those scars will be worth it, they will appear as the beautiful medals when you reach where you always wanted to be. Imagine the position you want to achieve. Imagine yourself facing those obstacles you will have to cope with in order to achieve that destination. Imagine yourself with lots of failures, wounds all over your body. Now imagine yourself smiling after finally reaching the top. Imagine that smile and imagine how proud everyone around you will be. Now tell me, weren't all those obstacles worth it? Tell if if you aren’t proud of those scars.
Climbing the peak to success doesn’t have to be a rush. Take your time, calm down, keep the faith, keep walking and you will reach there. If you don’t walk, how will you ever reach the top? There are many things in life to demotivate you but you are strong. You can't be that easily broken, can you? I know you are made of the mighty valerian steel. Stand up, you aren’t someone who'd whine for a small failure. Winners are not afraid of failure but losers are.

Rahul Gupta

https://www.facebook.com/RahulGupta601

LIFE QUOTE

I'LL NEVER BE THAT BOY AGAIN!

FAILURE IS NOT THE KEY OF SUCESS