The Humdinger

Fabulous Eid Ever!

2011-09-16T13:47:00.000+08:00

Hello there. I have been very busy lately. It is not because I have a lot of work to do, but I have to visit so many places in a fortnight! Lol. It is Eid, so everyone took a long holiday for the celebration and for me, I got a 17 days of holiday! Yay!

That is my first Eid in Johor with people I love, care so much. But my Eid there is just for a few hours since I have to go back to Kuala Lumpur to catch a flight on the next day.

I reached Low Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT) around 11.30pm (Aug 30th, ‘11), thus I have to overnight there since I have to check-in two hours before my flight to WP Labuan which was at 7.50am. I reached Labuan Airport around 10.30am (Aug 31st, ‘11) and was fetched by my Mummy and Daddy.

My second eid celebration started with visiting graveyard – may those who have gone rest peacefully. After that, we went to Daddy's’ brother house since they held an open house. My days there were just only visiting and attending the open houses.

After a couple days in Labuan, my Nenek planned to celebrate Eid in Brunei and asked me to come along but unfortunately, the where some circumstances had taken place. Therefore, I went to Sabah instead of Brunei.

This time a sigh a lot since the journey from Labuan To Tawau was such a long journey. By ferry from Labuan to Menumbok , it takes about two hours. From Menumbok to Kota Kinabalu, it takes also about almost two hours by express bus – if the roads are not jammed. From Kota Kinabalu, I took the fastest express bus to Tawau which takes only nine-hours journey. The common express bus takes about 12 hours from Kota Kinabalu to Tawau.

I reached Tawau from Kota Kinabalu as early as 5.00am – Sept 5th, ‘11 (started the journey from Kota Kinabalu to Tawau at 8.00pm – Sept 4th, ‘11) in the morning and fetched by my uncle. I spent about three days there enjoying good times with my cousins and helping my aunty in her canteen.

After a few days, I went back to Labuan. That’s all for now. I’ll be posting more of my visit to WP Labuan and Sabah State soon.

My Wishlist

2011-08-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

MUST have :

I can't stop thinking of these items, day and night. -.-"

Takpe. Slowly, I can get all those things if

Amir Azizi tambahkan simpanan duit yang dah ~~memang banyak~~ itu.

Haha. Sabar ye Amir Azizi. Sikit masa je lagi. :)

--> I'm so freaking want these..!!!

Tree of Hope

2011-08-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

There was a time I needed some new hobby, and I found one : Gardening.

Kasih sayangku yang tidak berbelah bahagi

Entah sejak bila saya berminat dengan pokok pun entahlah.

Hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Jadi, untuk memenuhi nafsu untuk menanam,

saya pun membeli beberapa jenis pokok yang kebanyakannya tergolong dalam family kaktus.

Sejak itu, bermulalah kegiatan saya menjaga dan menyemai pohon-pohon kesayangan saya itu.

Tidur dan jagaku mesti nampak pohon-pohon tu.

Tree of Hope

Namun,

kusangkakan panas berpanjangan, namun rupanya hujan di tengah hari,

Pohon Determination dan Strength tidak mampu bertahan lama,

Courage pula ~~gasping for air~~,

apakan daya,

semua ni bukan salah cara semaian,

tetapi natijah daripada

cacian dan makian yang dituturkan setiap hari

di depan Tree of Hope.

Bukanlah niat diri untuk mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat ke atas mereka,

walhal kata-kata itu ditujukan buat orang lain (sebagai umpatan).

Tetapi Tree of hope pula mendengar kata-kata kesat tersebut.

Maafkan diri ini wahai Tree of Hope.

Semoga Love mampu berjuang hingga ke akhirnya.

P/S : Kata-kata itu suatu doa. Ungkaplah kata-kata yang baik lagi mulia. Pesanan ini untuk diri sendiri jua.

Sebaceous cyst - Dan sy bru lps mnjalani surgical excisi0n utk membuangny...

2010-08-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

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Juadah Ramadan 4

2010-08-22T14:08:00.001+08:00

:’( . Kali nie sy agak sedih sikit… Knp…?? Sbb kali nie buka puasa trakhir sy dgn family sblum sy balek k0lej… Adeh… Ok lah… Menu utama buka puasa kali nie ialah :

Udang masak lemak bernenas. Sgt2 sdp… Nenasny…. Perghhh… Manis… Udang pun banyak gak… Memang puas hati la kalu mkn…. Hahaha…. Next ialah :

Ikan masak kicap jek. Yg nie menu simple jek, tp dibuat khas untuk adik bongsu sy, Azira. Sbb die xbley mkn udang… Allergic… Tp ade juga bbrp ketul udang yg sy pakse die rasa… Kesian pulak… Tp naseb bek die xkesah…. hahaha…. Menu laen ialah :

Sambal sotong. Nampak merah giler kan…?? Dan mcm pedas sgt… Ermm, agk pedas la…. Tp sedap jek… hehehe… Utk sayur plak, kmi buat sayur kailan ikan masin.. Ikan masin tu kmi guna ikan tenggiri…. Boleh thn sedap, tp kurg masin… Sbb gune ikan masinny sikit sgt… Mcmnepun, memg sdp… Hahaha….

Tidak lupe juga kpd Pisang Goreng Penyet yg sy buat…

serta pelbagai jenis kueh yg ayh & azie beli kt bazar… huhu..

:(( malangny… nie la kali trakhir sy brbuke kt umh sblm mnggu cuti ry nti… sob3x…

Movie yg sy bru download.. :)

2010-08-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

Bila Agkny Sy Nak Tonton Movie Yg Sy Bru Download Ni..?

Sambil mnyelam minum air...

Bgitu brtepatan pepatah melayu yg mmbawa mksud lebeyh kurg la ea :

Buat 2 kerja dlm 1 masa..

Sambil sy buat assignment sambil sy donlod movie...!! Haha... Neyh adalah movies yg sy donlod tu :

IP Man 3 : The Legend Is Born

Kung Fu Hip Hop 2

Abandoned

Ong Bak 3

Prince of Persia : The Sand of Time

Fuhh... Bnyk btl nk kne tgk...

Sumer DVDRip plak tu...

Kualiti memg terbaeklah...!!

Ade subtitle lg...

Jom tgk skali...!!

Juadah Ramadan 3

2010-08-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

Kali nie menu seaf0od plak… Sy memg suke seafo0d… Kbtulan al0ng sy teringin sgt nk mkn ketam… Da lme kami xmkn ketam.. SO, kali ni, along wat ketam masak cili ape nth.. Sy xtaw nme masakn tu… hahaha…

Pastu menu ape ye..?? Ermm… Next ialah…

Masak sos tiram sawi + tauhu jepun… Fuhh… Naseb baek tauhu nie xhancur tyme sy goreng… Sedap whoa….

Kitorg ade wat gak sotong goreng tepung… tp gune tepung biase je la… Janji bley wat mkn… hahaha…

Oh ye… Tidak lupe juga terima kasih kpd Cik Norlie (jiran sebelah rumah sy) yg memberi laksa putih yg beliau msk… Hurmm, b0leh thn sdp.. Tp sambal blcn yg Cik Norlie bg tue sgt pedas… Atok Usop yg tgh syok mkn ketam trbhenti skjp mkn sbb nk hilangkn kpedassan… hehehe…

Mcmnepun, tak lupe juga kpd saki baki sahur yg ayh msk pg tu. Ayam msk kurma brkicap..Sedap jugak… Haha…

Nmpk gayeny, tu saje menu utk puasa ke-3 kami…. Jumpe lg…!!

Juadah Ramadan 2

2010-08-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum… Haha… Kali nie sy nak crita psl menu berbuka puasa 2nd day plak… *ceh, da mcm kls memasak plak* haha… Ok, menu pilihan kami kali nie ialah :

Sup ayam. Simple jek… Err… sbnrny nie gambar sup yg dah tgl saki baki jek… Kmi trluper nak amek gambo sblum kitorg melapah sup ini… FYI, buka puasa 2nd day memg trlupe lgsung nak amek gambar…. Hehehe…. Jd, sy cme upload gambar saki baki mknn yg ade shj… Hrp maaf…Tp, ade jugak menu laen yg kitorg wat, malangny xdpt nak amek gambar…. Adesh…. ni menu laen, sy tpkse bg list jek la…. Sorry…

#2 : Ikan goreng berempah. gambarny tgl sekor jek… Sy goreng bbrp ekor…

#3 : Sawi masak s0s tiram. Gambor xde la… Hehe…. Tu sajek menu utk 2nd day… Simple jek… Tu pun sbb pasar tmpt sy tutup ari khamis…. Haha… So kmi xbeli ape2… Msk ape yg ade dlm fridge… Sekian sje…. Bye…!!

Juadah Ramadan 1

2010-08-17T18:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum – *rseny bru prtama kali sy bg slm dlm pnulisan blog sy*

Haha.. Kali nie sy nk crita psl hri prtma kmi berbuka brsma.. Tp, biasalah, kami xbiasa memasak… Memg sgt junior la dlm bidang seni kulinari nie… Oleh itu, xpyh la nk expect sesuatu dish tu hebat gle… Ala ala jek… BTW, kitorg sgt puas hati la dgn hasilny…. Nak tau ape juadahny…?? Haha… Tgklah…!!

Ni lah ikan siakap “sweet sour” yg kami msk..!! Betapa susah pyhny sy menyiang (membersihkan) ikan ini.. Xpenah seumur hidup sy menyiang ikan… *hehehe* 1st tyme tu..!! Seterusny, menu kami yg lain ialah :

Ikan bkr (~~yg trbkr hangus~~) berempah … hahaha – rempahny ade kt dlm bdn ikan tu – kene selit.. hahaha… Rempah beli yg ready-made punyer – rempah asam pedas cap ikan brand , yg dibeli kt giant Plentong bbrpa bulan yg lps – xpenah gune lg pun… Ni gambar ikan tu sblum dibkr… :

Next ialah :

Masak lemak labu & kacang panjang. Sy sgt suka labu msk lemak… Hurmmm…. Marveellous…!! Menu seterusny ialah :

terung rebus cicah sambal assam – memg best…!!

Tidak lupa juga kepada sotong sardin & telur dadar goreng yg ayh msk untuk sahur 1st kami.. Da lme xmakan sotong dlm tin itu…err, ni bukan lauk utk buka, tp nie lauk lebihan sahur – syg nak buang… hahaha….

Hahaha… Memg sdp sgt lauk-pauk di atas… Mkn bsme dgn org yg tsyg memg mgenyangkan… Oh, btw, ni 1st tyme sy masuk dapur dan buat kje2 dapur spt memasak dan menyiang ikan… Kalu stkat cuci pinggan mangkuk tu dah biase… Tp lps ni kje2 memasak pun sy kne biasekn….

Maklum la, sblum kawin sy nk kne handal memasak juga…. Skrg ni dlm prancangan nk simpan duit beli oven… Nk try baking plak… hehehe…. Jom bljr memasak bsme2…!! Jpe lg dlm next entry : Juadah Ramadan 2

Ramadan Ayegi…

2010-08-17T18:02:00.001+08:00

Haha… At last dtg juga Ramadan kpd ku.. I mean kpd semua muslim & muslimah.. Wawawah…. Walaupun kdtgn Ramadan adalah suatu kdtgn yg mulia, kadangkala kita tidak dpt mengelakkan diri dri melakukan kesilapan & kekurangan.. Kekhilafan yg dilakukan bukan brpuncha dri tipu daya syaitan & iblis, tetapi brpuncha dri hawa nafsu kita sendiri.. Knp kita tidak dpt mndidik & menduduk kn hawa nafsu kita sendiri ? Semuany kerana keimanan yg masih blum cukup kukuh, masih rapuh, masih goyah.. Dan kerana itulah, buat julung kaliny, blog kali ini akan diisi dgn prkara2 yg telah brlaku dr Ramadan pertama sehingga ke hari ini..

Mmandgkn sy skrg bermastautin di N9, amatlah sukar utk sy mndpt cuti Awal Ramadan spt manusia2 yg tgl di Johor, Kedah & Melaka dpt.. Dan disbbkn itulah sy telah mengatur bbrp strategi utk mmbolehkn sy brpuassa pertama kali tahun ini brsma kluarga sy yg sgt sy sygi (ayh, al0ng, meen, azza, azwan, azira & waldan – atuk us0p trmasuklah since die ikut kami brpuasa spnjg sy balik umah)..

Apekah strategi yg telah sy rancang & laksanakan ?? :

#1 : Yg penting skali ialah beli tiket balik (10-08-2010) – kalu lmbt beli & abesh, meraung la jiwa ini…

#2 : Pakat dgn bbrp org k0nc02 sy utk t0long c0verina kn ~~kekhilafan~~ yg sy buat sempena puasa ni…

#3 : Ape lg… Naik bas le blik BP..!!

#4 : Dok dlm bas utk tgu smpai BP sambil brfikir tntg apekah alasan yg prlu digunapakai oleh k0nc02 sy utk mengc0verina kn sy nti… *adesh*

#5 : Sebarkan segala idea bernas kpd k0nc02 sy..

#6 : Akhirny sampai jua di BP jam 9.15p.m – lepak jap kt Restoran Zam Zam ngn Ayh & Azwan. hahaha….

Walaubagaimanapun, kerisauan yg amat apabila sy memikirkan consequences yg bkl sy hdpi bila sy laksanakan rancaangan tersebut…. Namun, keredho-an telah sy tanamkan dlm jiwa & raga sy… Nekad… semata2 sbb sy nak brsama keluarga sy di mana wat prtama kaliny kami semua brpuasa tanpa seorg ~~insan yg telah melahirkan sy & adik-bradik sy~~.. Entahlah… Kpd Pn Rohaya, semoga Puan sentiasa gembira & sihat & kaya apabila tgl brjauhan dri kluarga anda.. Kami sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan anda di Pulau Pinang sna..

Aahhh… Xkesah la u’olls… Yg penting sy dpt bersahur & berbuka dgn fmily sy kini… Haha… Bohot khusyu’ (sgt gembira)– kalu xsilap la – Hindustan pny pengaruh… Hahaha…. Kepada Ayh , Along , Azza , Azwan , Azi , Waldan & terutamanya Amin – be strong, aja aja fighting, jia yao, mahinang ku – dan ape2 lg yg boleh membawa maksud “u can do it”.. Xperlu lg kita memikirkan org yg dah gone-for-good.. Ape yg penting skrg ni ialah kita pikirkan ape yg kita nak buat utk keep-lives-go on.. Araso..?? Yea ~.. hahaha… Err, ok la… Next blog entry sy nak crita pulak psl masakan juadah berbuka yg mostly along & sy msk – dgn bantuan dri adik2 sy yg len.. That’s how Sue “C” it..!! – ooppss, teramik philosophy Sue Sylvester dlm crite Glee plak… hahaha…. Bye…!! p/s : selamat menyambut bulan Ramadan yg mulia nie – jgn lupa bersahur & berbukalah dgn buah tamar dahulu….

Rule #8 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : A Labor of Love

2010-07-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

There can be no richer man than he who has found a labor of love and who is busily engaged in performing it, for labor is the highest form of human expression of desire. Labor is the liaison between the demand and the supply of all human needs, the forerunner of all human progress, the medium by which the imagination of man is given the wings of action. And all labor of love is sanctified because it brings the joy of self-expression to him who performs it.

Rule #7 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : Willingness to Share One’s Blessings

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He who has not learned the blessed art of sharing has not learned the truth path of happiness, for happiness comes only by sharing. And let it be forever remembered that all riches may be embellished and multiplied by the simple process of sharing them where they may serve others and the space one occupies in the hearts of his fellowmen is determined precisely by the service he renders through the form of sharing.

Rule #6 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : The Capacity for Faith

2010-07-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

Faith is the connecting link between the conscious mind of man and the great universal reservoir of Infinite Intelligence. It is the fertile soil in the garden of the human mind wherein may be produced all of the riches of life. It is the “eternal elixir” which gives creative power and action to the impulses of thoughts.

Rule #5 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : The Hope of Achievement

2010-07-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

The greatest of all forms of happiness comes as the result of hope of achievement of some yet unattained desire. Poor beyond description is the person who cannot look to the future with hope that he will become the person he would like to be, or with the belief that he will attain the objective he has failed to reach in the past.

Rule #4 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : Freedom of Fear

2010-07-19T23:03:00.001+08:00

No man who fears anything is a free man ! Fear is a harbinger of evil, and wherever it appears one may find a cause which must be eliminated before he may become rich in the fuller sense. The seven basic fears which most often appear in the minds of men are the fear of poverty, fear of criticism, fear of ill health, fear of loss of love, fear of the loss of liberty, fear of old age and the fear of death.

Rule #3 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : Harmony in Human Relationship

2010-07-19T22:55:00.001+08:00

Harmony with others begins with one’s self, for it is true, as Shakespeare said, there are benefits available to those who comply with his admonitions, “To thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.”

Rule #2 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : Sound Physical Health

2010-07-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

Sound health begins with a “health consciousness” produced by a mind which in terms of health and not in terms of illness, plus temperance of habits in eating and properly balanced physical activities.

Rule #1 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : A Positive Mental Attitude

2010-07-19T22:47:00.001+08:00

All riches, of whatever nature, begin as a state of mind, the one and only thing over which any person has complete, unchallenged right of control. It is highly significant that the Creator provided man with control over nothing except the power to shape his own thoughts and the privilege of fitting them to any pattern of his choice.

Mental attitude is important because it converts the brains into the equivalent of an electro-magnet which attracts the counterpart of one’s dominating thoughts, aims and purposes. It also attracts the counterpart of one’s fears, worries and doubts. A positive mental attitude (PMA) is the starting point of all riches, whether they be riches of a material nature or intangible riches.

#2 The Twelve Riches Of Life : Your-Two-Selves

2010-07-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

This is the 2nd part of “The Twelve Riches Of Life” by Dr Napoleon Hill :

Dr. napoleon Hill revealed to us that you are already in possession of some of the riches – riches of which you may not be conscious. He said that you must firstly recognize that you are a plural personality, although you may regard yourself as a single personality. You and every person consist of at least two distinct personalities, and many of you possesses more.

There is that self which you can recognize when you look into a mirror. That is your physical self. But it is only the house in which your other selves live. In that house there are at least two individuals who are eternally in conflict with each other. One is negative sort of person who thinks and moves and lives in an atmosphere of doubt and fear and poverty and ill health. This negative self expects failure and is seldom disappointed. It dwells on sorry circumstances of life which you want to reject but seem forced to accept – poverty, greed, superstition, fear, doubt, worry, and physical sickness.

Your “other self” is a positive sort of person who thinks in dynamic, affirmative terms of wealth, sound health, love and friendship, personal achievement, creative vision, service to others, and who guides you unerringly to the attainment of these blessings.

It is this self alone which is capable of recognizing and appropriating the Twelve Riches. It is the only self which is capable of receiving the Master-Key to Riches. You have many other priceless assets of which you may not be aware, hidden riches you have neither recognized nor used. Among these is what we might call “vibration centre”, a sort of radio broadcasting and receiving set of exquisite sensitivity, attuned to your fellowmen and the universe around you. This powerful unit projects your thoughts and feelings and receives unending swarms of messages of great importance to your success in living. It is a tireless two-way communication system of infinite capacity.

Your radio station operates automatically and continuously, when you are asleep and when you are awake. And it is under the control at all times of one or the other of your two major personalities – the negative personality or the positive personality.

When your negative personality is in control, your sensitive receivers register only the negative messages of countless negative personalities. Quite naturally, this leads to “what’s the use ?” and “I haven’t got a chance” thinking; perhaps deadly, to faith in yourself and the use of your energies to achieve what you desire. Negative messages received when your negative personality is in control of your receiving station, if accepted and used as a guide, invariably lead to circumstances of life that are the very opposite of what you would choose.

But when your positive personality is in control, it directs to your “action centre” only those stimulating, high energy, optimistic, “I can do it” messages which you can translate into physical equivalents of prosperity, sound health, love, hope, faith, peace of mind and happiness – values of life for which you and all other normal persons are searching. …….to be continue in Rule #1 - The Twelve Riches Of Life : A Positive Mental Attitude……

#1 The Twelve Riches Of Life : The Master-Key

2010-07-19T22:36:00.001+08:00

I’ve read the book of Napoleon Hill , The Twelve Riches Of Life. The author of this material, Napoleon Hill, spent a lifetime learning and writing about the most successful men of the century. Men like Henry Ford, Thomas Edison, Andrew Carnegie and Charles Schwab. And I think I should share what I’ve read to you since you’ll gain something after read it. This post contains only a few of his discoveries but I think you will find it to have great significance in your own life. However, I’ll make versions of The Twelve Riches Of Life since it’s quite lot to read about. And this is d 1st verse of it.

Dr. Napoleon Hill believes that you have the human urge for the better things in life which is the common desire of all people. You desire economic security which money alone can provide. You may desire an outlet for your talents in order that you may have the joy of creating your own riches. Some seek the easy way to riches, hoping to find it without giving anything in return. Though this too is common desire, Dr. Napoleon Hill had advised that this needs to be modified as there is no such thing as something for nothing in life.

There is but one sure way to riches and that is attained by those who have the Master-key to Riches. This Master-Key is a marvellous device which those who posses it may use to unlock doors to the solutions of their problems.

It opens the door to sound health.
It opens the door to love and romance.
It opens the door to friendship, by revealing

the traits of personality and character which make enduring friends. It reveals the method by every adversity, every failure, every disappointment, every error of judgement, and every past defeat may be transmuted into riches of priceless value. It kindles anew the dead hopes of all who posses it, and it reveals the formula by which one may “tune in” and draw upon the great reservoir of Infinite Intelligence.

It lifts humble men to positions of power, fame and fortune. It turns back the hands of the clock and renews the spirit of youth for those who have grown old too soon. It provides the method by which you may take full and complete possession of your own mind, thus giving you unchallengeable control over the emotions of the heart and the power of thinking. It bridges the deficiencies of those who have inadequate formal schooling, and puts them substantially on the same plane of opportunity that is enjoyed by those who have a better education.

And lastly, it opens the doors, one by one, to the Twelve Great Riches of Life which will presently be described. Dr. Napoleon Hill said that no man may hear that which he has not the preparation for hearing. The preparation consists of many things, among them sincerity of purpose, humility of heart, a full recognition of the truth that no man knows everything. Are you prepared to accept this Master-Key ? …….to be continue in #2 The Twelve Riches Of Life : Your-Two-Selves……

I’m B A C K ….!!

2010-07-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

Hello there. It’s been quite a while I’ve been strayed from the world of blogging… Well actually, lately I’ve been so busy of stuff, yet, no time at peace for writing in this blog.. Keeping myself busy to concentrate my study, biz here (FYI, I’ve been famous here cuz of my biz selling the “kerepek” n cupcakes..hahaha) and my responsibility as the MPP. Act, I’m not so into biz, but then, having trouble n difficulties in the name of “money”, I gain my strength n courage in order to hve a little peace in life, as Dr. Napoleon Hill said.

In The Twelve Riches of Life, Dr. Napoleon Hill believes that u hve the human urge for better things in life which is the common desire of all people. Thus, me as myself, believes I want to have anything that passionate me; money, love, and knowledge.

However, it’s not easy as u think when u need to focus on ur study, ur biz, n ur surrounding at d same time. I’m having difficulties to do all those things. I’m not a robot. I’m juz a simple, ordinary human being, humble to life – like everyone else. Wht makes me stand till now is d courage n supports from my loves one – family n friends – who has been by my side through many of the most important milestones in my life, celebrating with me during happy times, n offering support when times got rough.

N for dat, I really thank them..

Without them, I do not know how’s my life goin on..

I do not know y so sudden I reveal myself to d blog as b4 dis, I juz wnt to make dis blog anonymous – as I wanted to write all d feelings inside me, either d good ones or d not good ones (senang crita blog nie utk tujuan melepaskan geram, mngumpat org len – jgn tiru perbuatan keji ini). But I changed oready. I do not want to do dat anymore. Someone has made me realized dat we shud never mention our anger, displeasure, annoyance towards certain people in any written sources dat anyone can read – especially the blog. N why on Earth we shuldn’t do dat ? d rational – sooner or later, when we dead, we shud left a good legacy, not d other side – u know wht I mean. We shuldn’t leaves behind the anger, when we r dead. Then, how we shud overcome all those feelings..?? We still can write the emotions, but in a paper, then throw it away, leaving nothing that can read by anyone other than ourselves. Another thing, b4 we went 2 sleep, juz simply forgive all the mistakes did by anyone. InsyaAllah, d next day, we’ll live to the fullest happy life.

Sesi mengGELAPkan Kulit Yg Memang Dah Sedia Ade Tidak CERAH

2010-04-05T20:03:00.003+08:00

Bukan maen sronok lg sy smlm..

Dah bertah0n2 sy tidak pergi berkelah di tepi pantai..

Sy berase sgt2 berterima kaseh dan terharu

ats pelawaan sahabat2 sy di kolej ini yg mne dgn

scre tbe2 mengajak kami ke Teluk Kemang , PD..

Bukan maen riangnye hati sy..

Bermandi-mande..

Bermaen banana boat..(~~sgt penat whoa 4kali jatuh n nak naek balek~~)

Bermkn2 tghari di bwh pohon rendang..

Bergmbar2ran..

Brgurau2 senda..

Sy sgt2 berterima kaseh kpd A.S , H.R , S.S , B.K..

Jasemu dikenang..

Len kali bley kite gi lg..

Tp kali nie kte wat BBQ ea..

;)

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Dlm kejadian yg berasingan
(ceh..dah mcm surat khabar la plak)
Sabtu lps (3-APR-2010),
Kwn sy tyme skolah (E.S) dlu menjemput sy utk
mghadiri ~~MAJLIS PERTUNANGAN~~ die la konon...
Hahaha..
Padehal majlis kesyukuran n cukur jambul jek..
Kbetulan ader lg member yg sy pun da lme xkontek diorg (M.S n N.A.N)
Kami pun sme2 mghadiri mjlis trsebut..
Seronok jpe mmber lme..
;)
Thanks E.S selaku penganjur majlis..
A big thanks actually sbb sggup pick me up here..
n also thanks to N.A.N for sending me home..
;) Harap dpt jpe korg lg..

It's My BIRTH-day !!!

2010-04-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

I really thanks my SAHABAT so much for celebrating my BDAY together.

To F, S, P, F(B), F(J), SQ, RY, MS, ZA, A(AP)

Thank a LOT DUDE...!!

Special thanks 2 :

~ F(B) n RY for treat me a free MEAL + PIZZA

~ ZA for her APPLE

~ A(AP) for her PAPER STAND

And I really having a great DAY with u'olls...

(~~but sorry bcoz I flee of d "MALAPETAKA" dat u guys do every people's bday~~)

HAHAHA (~~you'll never noe where the hell I hide~~)

SAHABAT atau KENALAN

2010-03-30T18:53:00.001+08:00

Saye terbce satu blog nie. *http://bingkisantautanhati.blogspot.com/* Tentang ape..?? Tentang perbezaan antara KENALAN dan juga SAHABAT..

Secare jujurnya, dlm hidup sy selama 19 Tahun ~~(masih ader beberape jam lg utk usia saye mencecah angka puluhan : 20 Tahun)~~ , tidak pernah sy mempunyai masalah dgn rakan. Dan bila sy menjejakkan kaki sy di kolej ini, pelbagai masalah tentang rakan mula menghantui siri saye.. Dan saye tidak tahu adekah masalah2 yg timbul ini berpunca drpd saye..?? Bila sy diam sejenak, bermuhasabah diri, mendptkan nasihat2 yg bergune dr mne2 pihak yg sy rse boleh membantu sy, sy membuat satu pernyataan yg mne sy kira ia bukanlah satu bentuk atau cara utk menyatakan diri saye ini cukup bagus, sempurna.. Tetapi sy merasakan bhwe manusia2 di sini kurang pandai menyesuaikan diri dengan org seperti sy. Bukan nak mengatakan sy nie sombong. Pelbagai tempat telah sy jajahi (tempat2 sy tinggal, menuntut ilmu, melancong,dll) , tidak pernah saye ketemu manusia seperti ape yg sy hadapi sekarang ini. Maaf. Bukan saya hendak memburukkan rakan2 saye di kolej ini. Tidak semua yg berperangai sebegitu tidak menyenangkan saya. Hanya segelintir shj. Tetapi yg segelintir inilah yg membuatkan sy merase betape hinanya sy berase di sini. Sekali lagi sy mohon maaf kepada rakan2 yg betul2 baik dgn sy. Kamu (sahabat2 sy yg betul2 shabat sy) merupakan antara org yg sy sanjung di sini kerana dpt menerima keadaan, diri saye seadenye tanpa memaksa saya utk berubah menjadi org lain. Saya sgt berterima kaseh utk itu. Bukanlah niat saye utk berlaku tidak adil (kerana menyalahkan seluruh warga kolej , padehal yg bersalah hanyalah segelintir). Tetapi ini adalah luahan hati sy. Dengan sewenang-wenangny saye ade hak utk menyuarakan pendapat dan perasaan saye di blog nie. Ade sebab dan cerita disebalik luahan hati sy mengenai manusia di sini. Apekah sbb itu? Suatu hari nti saye akan menceritakan kisah2 yg membuatkan sy terguris.

Apekah kaitan post sy kali ini dgn blog BINGKISAN TAUTAN HATI..??

Tentang itu, pada post yg bertarikh Wednesday, January 27, 2010 bertajuk Menjadi Sahabat , saye merasekan artikel ini sangat berguna pd diri saye. Kerana ape..?? Kerana dgn cara inilah saye mengetahui yg mane sahabat dan yg mane bukan sahabat, tetapi hanya sekadar kenalan. Dgn artikel inilah sy mengetahui yg mne betul2 ikhlas bersahabat dgn sy dan yg mne hanya berpura2 baik di dpn saye. Dan dgn inilah sy mengetahui ape sebenarny perasaan sy terhdp sahabat dan kenalan. Dan dgn inilah saye tahu bagaimana utk memujuk hati saye yg sedih, atau menceriakan lagi hati sy yg girang. Terima kasih Cik Cahaya Kasih Ilahi, penulis blog tersebut. Anda berjaye membuat hati saye hidup kembali setelah kehancuran yg disebabkan oleh beberapa org yg pernah sy anggap mereka sebagai sahabat saye, dan rupe2ny saye telah silap. Dan kini saye cube utk memperbetulkan kesilapan saye.

Kepada SAHABAT2 sy di kolej ini, terima kaseh sekali lgi kerana betul2 ikhlas menjadi sahabat saye tanpa ade alasan tertentu. Dan kpd KENALAN2 sy di kolej ini , terima kasih juga kerana anda berjaya menyedarkan diri saye yg alpa ketika itu, dan andalah org yg berjaye mengajar sy erti hidup besahabat. Tanpe SAHABAT, siapelah sy di sini. Dan tanpe KENALAN (sy tidak pernah menganggap anda sebagai ~~musuh~~ sy) , sy tidak mungkin akan berfikiran matang seperti skrg ini.

Dan itulah sedikit sebanyak yg mewarnakan kehidupan sy sebagai seorg manusia di dunia ini. Pahet manes semuanya dlm satu.

It's Just Another "Z" Day..

2010-03-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

I've done with my SURGERY , just now (this morning) with SOCIAL MEDICINE. N 2morrow is my last paper for EMERGENCY. I am hoping this two weeks of EXAM will be over soon. And 2moro everything going to be normal again (daily routine of watching movies - hahahaha).

Tiba2 sahaje post kali nie ber-HENSHIN (~~maaflah, saye memg terpengaruh dgn crite kamen rider~~) menjadi bhse Melayu. Rse di dada skrg nie sgt berdebar2, dan diri sy bermanifestasi klinikal seperti PALPITASI , TAKIKARDIA, BP tinggi, SUHU (normal kowt), KADAR PERNAFASAN tinggi, dan NADI berdenyut dgn pantas. *~~Lengkap betul tanda2 vital ke ats diri saye ;) sy cube utk memanfaatkan ape yg sy blaja di sini~~* - ngeh3x.. Mengapekah saye berkeadaan sedemikian rupa. Terdapat beberapa etiologi yg dpt sy kenalpasti terhdp diri sy :

1) Saye tidak dpt menjangkekan ape yg akan berlaku pd mlm ini *~~sambutan bday di kolej~~ sy amat meng~~GERUN~~kan*..

2) Walaupun lme lgi tarikh keramat tu tiba, tp debarannye kian terase.. 24 APRIL 2010.. Apekah yg akan berlaku pd hari tersebut..?? Hanya TUHAN shj yg tahu *sy ade ~~rancangan bersme org2 tertentu~~ pd hari tersebut*. Dan saye amat2 merasekan debaran yg melampau terhdp tarikh tersebut...

3) ~~Gaji sy pd bulan nie~~ tgl (RM?) Tidak tegar utk sy menyatakan jumlahny... Adekah sempat utk sy menanti gaji pd bulan April nti..?? Wallahualam....

4) Exam sy akan berakhir pd esk ari, dan apekah kputusanny..?? Saye sgt2 berdebar *tidak begitu mudah yek utk mengekalkan prestasi pelajaran* - Apekah pandangan org len terhdp sy kelak...??

I think these are only the reason why I fear most at the moment.. And I hope everything going 2be JUST FINE as I hope so.. Oh dear God, show me the way out of here... :(