Life Slackers

2014-10-27T13:20:00.001+02:00

A long time ago, it was Today. Yet tomorrow will never happen as it will be Today, tomorrow. Today came and passed already, but it's Today again. We're stuck in Today, be it yesterday or tomorrow.

Beyond silver

2012-10-14T02:43:00.001+03:00

How hard can it be to reach an agreement with yourself?

To succumb to your own wishes, desires and lust.

Is there a struggle between Lucifer and Michael himself,

The light to save you from darkness, once again?

How hard can it be, to be afraid of your own perfection?

Never to look beyond the surface of a mirror again.

The shadow of the past has no reflection

Neither does the future, nor does your destiny...

The only image in the mirror, is your own fear of the present.

Unnamed 2

2012-10-01T12:47:00.003+03:00

Pray to your God and beg him for mercy,

Believe in your soul, and sell it for mercy.

For I, will watch and laugh at your blindness.

You, fools, shall be happy; it says so in the Bible.

Pray to your God and beg him for heaven

I will watch from the middle of hell, my Eden.

Dar tu?

2012-08-24T02:49:00.000+03:00

Ce ai face,

Daca ai putea fi timp?

Oare te vei juca din nou

In nisipurile copilariei?

Ai striga sa sune in ecou

Numele la toate jucariile?

Ce ai face,

Daca ai putea fi timp?

Ai mai merge prin lume,

Ghidat de legi si constiinta?

Ai mai cinta celorlalti pe strune?

Ai trai numai din dorinta?

Daca ai putea fi timp,

ce ai face?

Vei muri

sau vei trai vesnic, in chin si pace?

I am Void

2012-08-23T23:49:00.000+03:00

You know... actually you don't, some of you may know, most of you don't but out there, far far away, there is something called The Void. Yes, the void still exists even though the space is now filled with tiny Boson particle thingies, The Void still exists, and I am going to tell you his or her story.

I am Void

It was neither a warm summer night, neither a cold winter morning. It wasn't a golden rain of autumn leaves, dancing downward somewhere in Central Park... and now you are waiting for a spring metaphor or something, aren't you? You actually expected me to enumerate a well known truth, a cliche if I must, about the fourth season. Well I won't, not because it's spring ( it's actually not spring), but because I just don't want to cling on to visual metaphors in order to trigger some beautiful high-school or kindergarten memory of yours that will automatically make you approve of my point. I WANT to make YOU think. Don't recall images of the past, Make Them Up. IMAGINE. Now that I got you thinking, imagine a void. How is that for a visual? Do you 'see' darkness? You cannot see darkness, that's impossible. You cannot see something that doesn't reflect, deflect, refract, disperse, etc. Light. Oh, did I say Light? It's all bright and sunny right now isn't it? Too bad, back to the Void. There is no sound, there is no light ( everybody likes light, I'm sorry, maybe later), there is no stimuli for your 5 senses.
5 senses, did I trigger something else? Ahh, the 6th sense, right? Well tell me, does Void make you afraid? It makes ME afraid, and that is strange, because something that basically does not Exist, makes me afraid of it. Funny how this works. Anyways, back to me.
It was Void, and I was lying in this void, it was enveloping me, replacing my thoughts and it was screaming in my ears, but yet it made no sound.
Void was possessing my being, tainting my soul with it's absence of structure, of matter, and I allowed it to.
I allowed the Void to become me, I allowed myself to be replaced by nothing, but maybe I already did not exist, so Void just filled my inexistence with a definition? Void defined me as part of this world, even though I wasn't part of it.
It is nice to exist and yet to not, it makes you... Think.

The Bat and the Cigarette

2012-04-17T10:50:00.000+03:00

The Bat and the Cigarette

I was drawn to the dim light

For i did not know the source of it

She drew me towards her height

And I flew amazed of the power of her wit

She sparkled, dimmed and light up again

As if playing with my earthly desire

Deceiving my sense, my being entire

For I was in her palms as small as a grain

She danced in the night,

Leaving but a trace of light

I followed... astonishing!

Yet the night started vanishing

She was but a cigarette in someone else’s hand

Her dance was not her own

It was not her stage, not her land

And he used her, consumed her to the bone…

He tossed her but to draw another

From the pack of his puppets

For him, she was like every other

But I was still in love

In love with her illusions

and delusions

Life

2011-01-31T16:49:00.001+02:00

There is no Life in souless beings
there is no Life in what we call a stone
But is there something beyond our seeings
Is there something beyond solid domes?

There is no hope for those who cannot Live
there is no mercy in the hearts of the cold
I wonder, what if we are our whole to give
So that we loose ourselves and be tagged as sold.

Sold my soul to the devil
In exchange for some rhymes.
Now I am beyond your level
And all i hear is the heaven's chymes

Sold my soul to some angel
For the fountain of youth
Just an old archangel
Searching for the truth.

inspired by Linkin park - the requiem

2010-09-11T12:02:00.000+03:00

I see distortioned realities through the fires of hell
and the smoke of the sun. Reality is vague, everything is abyss,
what this reality that I truly miss.
Do I live in a stone, do I live in a leaf,
do I live the passions of a kiss.
Is it sincere whats there, the illusion of sin, I
s it really what was, is it real what will be.
Perhaps a adream is a way that we follow blindly,
perhaps the road that leads to nowhere, sadly.
Nowhere is here, everywhere is home,
I am nowhere and I want to go home.
For the sins of our father, for the sins of our sons.
May we burn in the fires of our lovely suns.

GOOD vs G[O]D and EVIL vs [D]EVIL

2010-07-15T23:59:00.000+03:00

Who ever said that Gods are immortals?
That they live forever in a reign between portals
They are human, like any of us
They are history, they also turn to dust

Who ever said that God is only one?
That one is supreme and it has become
Absolute value above misconceptions
Perhaps the answer is within deceptions

There is an answer to all of these questions
One good answer, no more suggestions

The truth can no longer reside in stealth

For we are the mortal Gods of the universe within oneself.

Imi place sa visez

2010-05-05T21:51:00.000+03:00

Imi place sa visez
Pentru ca in vis sunt liber
Imi place sa visez
Pentru ca in vis sunt eu
Pentru ca in viata e prea greu
Pentru ca in vis pot sa zbor
Pentru ca in viata imi e dor
Pentru ca in vis pot sa iubesc
Pentru ca in viata, clipe cersesc

Imi place sa visez
Pentru ca in vis sunt fericit
Imi place sa visez
Pentru ca in vis pot sa imbratisez
Pentru ca in viata, prea des sfidez
Pentru ca in vis pot necontenit sa zambesc
Pentru ca in viata, incet,incet tampesc
Pentru ca in vis, eu pot sa visez
Pentru ca in viata, nu pot sa traiesc

IliketoDream because in my dreams I'm with you

I hate pens

2010-04-11T22:13:00.000+03:00

I hate pens

I never liked pens
And never did pens like me
I always befriended pencils
Charcoal, as grey as it must be

I never understood pens
With their short-life ink
I always prefered pencils
With them I color life... white;blue;pink

I never was a pen
With just one continuous thought
I always lose pencils
I wonder what's for dinner

I like pencils

For The Angel :x

2010-02-08T15:25:00.001+02:00

LOVE IS MORE THAN JUST A DREAM
Instant, that’s how love appears
Perhaps randomly from soul to soul.
It’s the entity of being selfish,
Desireful, dreamy, although nothingness.
Feeling the lost of eternal love calls fears…

Instant, that’s how feelings control.

Lean to the side of one’s mind, to discover the wish:
An ordeal of feelings that only souls caress.
I feel victory, at the sight of reject,
It sets me free endlessly, I vow to protect

Yet the number of loved ones falls
But only to show how much we miss
How to understand that love calls,
To all those forever lost in abyss.

Love is so much
More than just
a
. . . .
Dream

It’s hidden so such
One’s mind must
Say:
. . . .
Or so may it seem…

A moment for myself

2009-12-12T20:05:00.000+02:00

Although the blog is sort of "English only" I'll still write this

Cand...

Cand singuratatea isi face loc
Printre restul durerilor,
Cand se stinge al luminii foc
Si te pierzi in lumea tacerilor.

Cand singuratatea in inima bate.
Bate? Nu, Loveste!
Simplu te intinzi pe spate
Si te pierzi in neant, orbeste.

Te trezesti inconjurat de societate
Ce par doar simple umbre,
Printre idealurile candva in etate...
Acum sumbre

Cand singuratatea isi face loc
Printre pierdute amintiri,
Cand dispare al lumii foc
Si totul devine nemuriri...

OH YEAA

2009-12-11T18:29:00.000+02:00

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Don't try this!

2009-12-06T13:20:00.000+02:00

I dare you not to see what This Link is about!
C'mon! I know you want to click this link, it's porn, or maybe it isn't! It could be inadequate! OMG! Maybe it's scaaarryyy! Maybe it's an episode from Happy Tree Friends?!
Why don't you try this Link?!
Don't do it if you are under 18! Parent control advised!!!
Don't !
Ok, do it...

Screw it

2009-12-06T13:11:00.001+02:00

Screw the previous post, i'm not sorry anymore :D

Note

2009-12-05T20:28:00.000+02:00

I'm sorry
I'm sorry for not posting
I'm sorry for not answering
I'm sorry for not being what others expect me to be
I'm sorry for not meeting expectations
I'm sorry for skipping over people requests
I'm sorry for not finding the will in me to do everything put in front of me

I'm sorry for the fact that I'm a little lazy
I'm sorry for causing trouble to some
I'm sorry for not being sorry enough
I'm sorry for moving on too quick
I'm sorry for not staying back
I'm sorry for everything i never did
I'm sorry

5 Stars: *****

2009-11-29T20:04:00.000+02:00

I thought, I thought I got her... no,'It'. I got 'It' out of my system, 'It' was just a phase! and I keep telling myself that! Nothing real, just a phase; Just A Phase! But how can that be true if 'It' is back?! Maybe 'It' was just asleep? Somewhere deep, somewhere out of reach, even for my soul. Hidden, in My heart: a place where even I can't dig. So 'It' was asleep... how?... and.... Why? What did I do to put 'It' to sleep? Because now that I remember everything 'It' put me through, i don't understand why 'It' left. I didn't really do anything, no super-something happened to me to shake my emotional being, or, maybe something did.... 'It' hurt me, 'It' played games with "me?". Was that evenme? How could I be so stupid back then?? Well, if that was "me" then who is 'I'? What changed "me" into 'I' ? Did 'It' hurt me so much that "me" died and 'I' was born? Perhaps, because that is what you get when you realize that all your emotional foundation was a bluff... yep, bluff, cause I can't think of another word for what she... 'It' did to me. And now, 'It' is back, like a disease, eating me inside out, 'I' was sure I put 'It' behind me, and that "me" was gone, but "me" is still in me, 'I' was just a mask...
I love 'It', but I HATE 'IT' MORE! I don't want those feelings!!! Why can't it all just leave me alone?!

Short WW 2

2009-11-24T21:21:00.001+02:00

Warning: This is for those who understand GAMER SLANG only! But it FRIKKIN ROCKS THOUGH!!! =)))

http://www.creepygif.com/image.php?i=429

2009-11-24T18:49:00.001+02:00

BEHOLD!! The MANGA ME! (in my defense, the pic had a low resolution :D )
Courtesy of: The Face Transformer

Sometimes, even question have doubts

2009-11-20T21:35:00.000+02:00

Why must feelings feel so strong?
Can't it leave?! Stay, but not for long...
What?Why? should I feel, i'm not sure.
Is it loneliness, nope, love, no idea, but there is no cure!
Could you tell me, who to do?
Or maybe better... what Not To!
I felt this before, but the memory is fading, i don't remember
I feel, somehow, much too close to one's December
Do I think? Or maybe it's my heart
that hurts, exploding apart
it liquefies, my body is prey
of a feeling, perhaps no one can explain
Can you...? Can You...?.... Stay?

Broken Soul

2009-11-19T17:06:00.000+02:00

I don't know why i write this, this could be something intimate, but i guess i trust my blog, yeah, i do trust my blog, because it can listen, has ears all over the world, and maybe this way...

Circle, Disc, perhaps Moon...
I'm not sure, fixed my eyes, still too soon
White, or Gray, Silvery-Blue
Ray of light which none can undo
I Want to hold
More will to mold
Up There, in the Blue
Disc of infinity, perhaps Moon

Wake UP!

2009-11-15T22:28:00.000+02:00

Found this question on Facebook: If you could wake up tomorrow anywhere in the world, where would it be?
It's a rather tricky question, well, I think i would wake up in Hawaii, or maybe somewhere in the Indian Ocean, also on an island, with warm water, and beaches, and stuff :)
How about you?

I'm Also SMART :)

2009-11-13T22:11:00.000+02:00

Thanks to a post on a blog i use to read i was able to find that I "enter" the 2% of the global population that are able to solve Einstein's Riddle ( The riddle in romanian; Riddle in English), it is said that the rest 98% can;t solve it. Well, can YOU solve it? post an answer if you can :P

WHAT THE FUCK?!

2009-11-09T13:52:00.001+02:00

Seriously? WTF?!
Kerri-luv-wif-u says:

Googgle iz nufin if yu got a fox

    *
      annipuss says:

      Congrats, Kerri! Ur nawt sekund offen seamz 2 sho up affer Ai fink Ai haz got teh tawp spot!
                   o
            Kerri-luv-wif-u says:

            yu iz hards tu beet annipuss :) yu gots fazt fingerz
                           +
                  Kerri-luv-wif-u says:

                  ai gots bak frum wurk jus in tyme tu ;)
                                       #
                        gremlin says:

                        Congrats, Kerri-luv! Yoo is on teh verreh tawp of teh LOL! Way to go!
                                                    *
                              Kerri-luv-wif-u says:

                              *luks down frum teh top* dats a lawng wai down *getts liddle dizzeh* afinkso ai nawt luk down enymore
                                                                o
                                    gremlin says:

                                    *nods* I has seen this befoar, this FearOfOhaiPlaces. Pleez nawt to luk down and yoo’ll be OK!

                                    *gits peeplol-catchy-thing reddy, justin case*

                                    *puts up warning sines arownd teh area, also justin case*

Also see: No offense