Kryon Lightworker

Mayan Calendar Readings

2007-05-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

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My Reading:

Day tone. 4 is Self-Existing, Define Form-Measuring
Yellow Warrior is the Guide of the Day, effecting Outcome.
White Dog is the Antipode of the Day, the Challenging focus. (Self-Existing) Yellow Sun is the Seal of the Day, Destiny. Blue Storm is the Analog of the Day, the Like-Minded power.
Red Dragon is the Occult of the Day, the Hidden power.
Yellow Self-Existing Sun
Yellow Southern Castle of Giving
Earth family- Polar Clan- Fire

My Prayer:
I define in order to enlighten
Measuring life
I seal the matrix of universal fire
With the self-existing tone of form
I am guided by the power of intelligence
I am a polar kin I convert the yellow galactic spectrum
July 12 1971

Self-Existing - Tone of the day
Tone 4 Self-Existing
Seal of the Day, Destiny
Yellow Sun (AHAU) Enlightens and emphasizes Universal Fire.
The seal of the day is the basis of life destiny, with power of the solar tribe.
Kin 160 of 260 day cycle(20 wavespells of 13 tones). Self-Existing - Tone of the day

Tone of the day
Tone 4 Self-Existing, creative power to Define Form,action of Measuring.
Daily meditation- What is the form of the action to obtain the wavespell goal?

Guide of the Day, effecting Outcome
Yellow Warrior (CIB) Questions and emphasizes Intelligence.
The seal for the Guide of the day enhances the oracle reading in Outcome.

Antipode of the Day, the Challenging focus
White Dog (OC) Loves and emphasizes Heart (truth).
The seal for the Anitpode of the day enhances the oracle reading with Challenging power (strengthening memory, reconstruction).

Planetary - Occult tone of the day
Occult of the Day, the Hidden power
Red Dragon
Red Dragon (IMIX) Nurtures and emphasizes Birth.
The seal for the Occult of the day enhances the oracle reading with Hidden power (the unexpected).

Analog of the Day, the Like-Minded power
Blue Storm (CAUAC) Catalyzes and emphasizes Self-Generation.
The seal for the Analog of the day enhances the oracle reading with Like-Minded power (galactic-solar planetary power).

Magnetic - First tone of the wavespell
Tone one starts the Wavespell
Tone 1 Magnetic, creative power to Unify Purpose,action of Attraction

Tone 1 Magnetic
Magnetic - First tone of the wavespell
Seal for Wavespell
Red Earth
Red Earth (CABAN) Evolves and emphasizes Navigation.
The seal for the Wavespell sets the emphasis of the thirteen day, thirteen tone cycle.

Self-Existing - Tone of the year
Tone of the Year
Tone 4 Self-Existing, creative power to Define Form,action of Measuring

Tone 4 Self-Existing
Self-Existing - Tone of the year
Seal of the Year, Destiny
Red Moon
Red Moon (MULAC) Purifies and emphasizes Universal Water.
The seal of the year is the basis of life destiny, with the power of the solar tribe.

Past Life Regression

2007-04-29T18:27:00.000-07:00

A Sylvia Browne Technique to clear past lives:

This is NOT in Sylvia's words; just the words of someone whom had used this technique.

Lay down and call in your angels, guides or masters whomever you feel comfortable with and ask for their assistance (apparently they require that we ask that was a big thing for me) Anyway, once you are fully relaxed ask to be taken to the point of entry. The higher self understands that phrase and will immediately go to the past life in which the event occurred.

Remember to take the observor position and if it becomes too emotional say go back to observor. After you have seen enough slowly slowly bring yourself back to the present moment. I used candles, no particular kind.

Healing

2007-04-29T18:22:00.000-07:00

Firstly you need to let go of all the other stuff like past life stuff others peoples energy that you are storing like for example every time you go out into public and are not protected or have boundaries you can be a sponge for other peoples thoughts and negativity (hey I think we have all been there). Another thing is entities from the lower astrals some entities are things we have created and just hang around in the lower astral dimension (remember every thought you have is a creation) lost souls, or just bad tthings who feed off your negative emotion that’s how they survive through your ego.

The way to form healthy boundaries is as follows (I have recorded meditations for these will send it to you if you want)

1. ground yourself, should be done daily ( this helps you stay focused on you not anyone Elsa)
2. clear you aura should be done daily ( this takes away what is not yours and gives you protection an extra boost)
3. surround yourself with protection should be done daily ( this is a definite all the time make sure you have healthy boarders up, this stops unwanted attachments)
4. Clear you spinal pathway (this stops the stronger entities and helps with your connection to God). Should be done once a week or when you feel heavy.
5. Get rid of your past life its pretty easy all you do when you go to bed is say a pray something like God please clear any thing I am hanging onto from my past life I have been there and experienced it and now it is time for me to move on and just let it go if you make a big deal about it it will be a big deal to lets go but I believe the past is our past why sit on it and try and figure out how to solve it when we don’t even live in that life any more. (do this once you don’t need to do it again just have faith that God is taken it from you and let it be)
6. Cut Cord with those around you remember cords of love can never be cut I also have a few meditations relating to cutting cord that I have recorded by amorah quan yin using rose so once again if you want them let me know

These steps will get you ready for the real work these steps will take every body Else’s stuff and stuff that has nothing to do with this life away from your current situation and just helps you focus on the problem.

I find dealing with deep stuff that has happened to me or stuff that I have done as a result there must be NO BLAME for youor any one elsa, NO EXCUSES, just recognition of how you feel and what it is you need to let go. A little thing I want you to remember Oprah always says this You are not your past but the possibility of your great great future.

I follow these steps when an issue arises

1. when you feel horrible like you explained try and figure out where in your body it is coming from and focus on it, mine usually sits in my throat
2. next ask yourself when you remember the first time you felt like this once you figure that out it will take you back to the event where your brain has linked up theses events in your life to show you what its is you needed to learn
3. Forgive the situation let it go feel it leave your body I write blogs or letters to the people telling them I forgive them you can read my forgive blog to get the idea. (I know when I was told to forgive I said well how do you forgive its not like you take two liters of water and some lavender and there you have a forgiveness solution, forgiveness is a place you come to to let the experience go in a channeling from Jesus in a book called the Light shall set you free by DR. Norma milanovich and Dr. Shirley McCume Jeuss said recognize the person who has done you wrong as your best friend as they have brought you to a point of learning and an opportunity to move up the evolutionary scale. Don’t allow you ego to change this for you.
4. you are recognizing what it is you had to learn form that experiencing in forgiving you are letting go
5. Now go back to were it hurts emotionally and forgive let it go your way if it comes back again just feel it and recognize that it is no longer yours that you have dealt with it and let it go
6. Breathing is a big thing it connects you to the divine big deep breaths hold them in and hold them when you let them out it helps release a lot.

Below is an exert form the pleiadian work book awaking your divine ka by amorah qaun yin just giving you a bigger picture of whats going on today and why things are where they are with you, if you need me to elaborate on the above feel free

Love and Light
Remember what ever you are now you are that and GREATER
You are not your past but the possibility of your great great future

“First of all, according to the PEL, every human on Earth by that time, must have come to understand and accept four evolutionary principles:

(1) Our purpose here is to evolve physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.

(2) Every human being has a Divine Essence made of light and love whose nature is goodness.

(3) Free Will is an absolute universal right; impeccability calls on the self to surrender its Free Will to Divine Will in faith and trust.

(4) All of natural existence is sacred beyond how it serves or meets the needs of the individual self.

Secondly, a minimum of 144,000 individuals must have become enlightened, and then have gone to the next spiritual level, which is Christ consciousness. This is what I call "The Second Coming of Christ en masse." The Ka Channels and Template, part of the Pleiadian Lightwork system, must be cleared and fully functional in order for the Christ-self, or Master Presence, to descend into and blend with our human bodies. Becoming aligned continually with our higher-dimensional aspects through the ninth-dimension is a necessary prerequisite to the physical descension of our Christ-selves. This leads to the permanent anchoring of the Pillar of Light into our third-dimensional reality, as well.

Third, we must have cleared all of our karmic patterns and issues in all of our bodies: the emotional body, mental body, physical body, and spiritual body. This requires the transformation and release of all cellular miasms and mutations, including those caused by chemicals, toxins, and genetics.

Fourth, we must become impeccable. Again, this includes all of our energy bodies. We can no longer afford the luxury of negative thinking, polluting of the Earth and our bodies, judgmentalness, denial, or "I'll worry about that tomorrow" kind of thinking. When we observe a thought or pattern of behavior that is not in the highest, we must immediately stop and change it. Spiritual laziness and procrastination are no longer options for those who wish to be among the forerunners, the Christed ones.”

Submitted on WOS by Linkes

Spirit - The Stallion within

2007-02-11T17:17:00.000-08:00

I have loved the movie "Spirit - Stallion of the Cimarron" since the very first time I saw it. I have a young daughter and we watch all the new kid movies, but this movie is much more than that. I've seen it a dozen times, and every time, it touches me more.

A male friend came over one time during our viewing, and mouthed off to my husband that "it's just a chick flick" (because it has to do with horses).

Well, I don't know about that; I've always loved unicorns, but I don't feel the connection to horses like my daughter does (or I haven't discover it yet).

No, Spirit - The Stallion of the Cimarron, is much more than that to me. It touches me within. It touches my soul.

I just got the soundtrack tonight, and as I listen to it, I think I can hear some negative voice in the background say, "it all sounds the same". My answer is, "Yes! It's a soundtrack! Each song is a representation of something that happened to the character of the movie! --- From his voice and tone!" And each time I hear a part of any song, I can see the eyes of Spirit; see and feel what he was thinking.... what he went thru... what lessons he learned. I feel them. I learn them. They touch me.

To me this movie is a Spiritual Journey, not just for Spirit the horse, but for the viewer; like me.

Bright Blessings!
Tina

Spritual Teachings for Children

2007-02-11T11:48:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I've posted here, but I've found these AWESOME FREE ebooks for teaching values and spirituality to children.

Visit Teaching Values by clicking here! Click on Children's eBook's; but please note the first eBook link (The Not so Foolish Fairy), does NOT work.

I have only downloaded and read "Secret of the Flowers", but if the other ebooks are anything like one, I HIGHLY recommend them. There are even lesson ideas and activities to further instill the lessons into the child's heart.

Later!

Sometimes I get so mad at my husband...

2006-06-02T18:18:00.000-07:00

God, Almighty, what is it I must learn from this?

He is always doing stuff for the fire department I get mad because the others take thier kids yet he doesn't take A. Yes he does lots with her, but the stuff that would be really fun for her, it seems she gets left out. When she was little it was always, "the insurance doesn't cover her". Now there's a couple in the fire department and they even bring their kid(S) to the training meetings. I know he has to live his own life; to find his Self, and I must live my own to find my Self, but it seems our daughter gets left out on things she could be included in, that would only enhance her Self in this life experience. There aren't any friends close by for her to play with; all she has are her goats. Her dad said that was all he had was his pets, so he must think that is good enough for her to sit her all day either watching movies or playing with the goats/dogs/cats (or cleaning house; in his dream world). Maybe I should ask him, did he having only pets for friends? How does he think that affected his life? Is that what he wants for his daughter?

I want him to watch the movie Dreamer, I want him to see his daughter in that little girl. I want him to see himself in the dad. It is so obvious. He walked by the other day as it was playing and was interested enough, to ask, "What movie is this?," and I told him. Since I had already mentioned it to him that I wanted him to watch it, I guess he dismissed it as an uworthy "girly movie".

Are these things I should even worry about? Shouldn't I be concentrating on myself? My Inner Self? I try but there is so little, and now no alone time. All time is not mine and constantly interupted. I know these are excuses, but I must find the answers to be able to look within.

Me.
You.
I.
AM.

Indigo Children Exerpt

2006-06-02T18:13:00.000-07:00

My little Book Fairy with a blinking light the shape of rice, made me take notice of this page:

The Indigo Children
Page 216

So, due to my experience, my best advice to those concerned with INdigos is to be understanding. Indigos simply and truly need your love and support, but we can't be healthy if you shove feelings of separation at us. We need to know that we are lvoed, supported, and important. Knowing this, we will have the power to be who we truly are, withou being ashamed of being "different." I don't know how many times I wished for just one thing: for someone to tell me that they loved me and I was special. Not in a condescending way, but in an empowering way that would give me the feeling I had a great purpose here, as we all do.

We can't be helped by others pointing at us and saying "Ooh, that's one of those INdigos. Wow! Let's put them on display." Please, instead let us know that it's really okay to be who we are, and just love us for that - who we truly are - that's it. Simply pu, the song that describes it best is "All You Need Is Love" - true for everyone, not just INdigos. That song should be the theme for the planet right now, because love is all we're truly here to achieve - Heaven on Earth is more than just a childlike dream or imagination - the imagination is where it all begins. Heaven on Earth is a reality, althouhgt not everyone can see it yet. Indigos are part of the grou who can see it. It's already here, so believe it and it is so!

Prayer for Abundance

2006-06-02T18:11:00.000-07:00

Abundance

Beloved Abundantia … Damara … Dana … Ganesh … Lakshmi … and Sedna … thank you for the abundant supply in my life, overflowing with beautiful opportunities for me to express my Divine Light so that others may benefit as well. Thank you for the peace, happiness and love you bring me. Thank you for all of the time and energy that I have to fulfill my dreams and desires. Thank you for the abundant financial support and supply. I gratefully accept all of your gifts and ask that you keep them coming.

I AM is Truly Tested

2006-03-17T16:12:00.000-08:00

It is so easy to read Kryon and get so caught up in the beautiful "you are dearly loved" statements. It's so beautiful to realize this is just an illusion; that the beauty lies in Heaven when we return, or should we become enlightened here on earth, we will live with happiness and peace until we Return Home.

THEN, the illusion smacks you in the face. Some things Must be endured.

At that time it may seem there is not an 'I AM', only 'I'. And only 'I' must endure this. But 'I' was wrong there are others involved and they must also Endure.

Let me explain the incident.

My husbands’ truck broke down today.... And he was pulling his Dump Trailer. The only option, after contacting friends who weren't available to help was that I had come to town and pull my husbands truck AND trailer home. This may sound easy to you 'guys'. Gender issues aside, try and remember your FIRST experience... because this was My First.

I own a F150. My husband was driving his F350-- and don't forget that huge dump trailer. I also have my 7-year-old curious, yet happy daughter in the back seat, commenting and asking questions- Frequently. Never mind this is slightly after 5pm on a Friday afternoon on a Curvy Ranch Road in the Country.

My truck has a horrible time pulling this monstrosity and people pass me in double lines and blind curves - with on coming traffic speeding at them. My heart is pounding. I am able to pull over a couple of times to let people go by, but down the road a few miles, there are no safe places to pull over. So the cars pile up, my truck sounds like it's stressing too... but then I've never driven it in ‘overdrive’ - so I'm not even sure if I'm driving it correctly- am I giving it to much gas- or not enough? Am I going to slow or too fast?

Once I thought my husband put the brakes on abruptly, but apparently somehow I let some slack get in the chain and then it caught. It tugged on me so hard my seat belt choked my neck. I hate seatbelts anyway; I'm short and my breasts seem to somehow make the seatbelt go across my neck instead of my chest. This abrupt jerk of the truck and the seat belt across my neck brings me to tears, which from minor EMT training I realize I am probably in a state of shock.... So I remind myself to BREATHE! By this time my husband must see my reflection in my own mirror that I am in distress and motions for me to pull over. He asked "What’s wrong?" I embarrassingly say, "It was just the seatbelt choked me when you put on the brakes"... Then he explained he didn't put on the brakes, that slack must have gotten in the chain and "Are You both ok?" Oops almost forgot about the kiddo for a few seconds, oh yeah she's fine.

Before hubby gets back in his truck he reminds me about pulling into our gate. He says be sure to swing wide before we get to the drive. And don’t put on your brakes at all, I’ll do that. Just keep going. Okay, now something else to worry about.

We get going again. People pass unsafely again, I can't help it and pray that they see I'm white knuckled behind the wheel so they don't cuss as they go by.

I can just hear them, I AM them, I probably Have Been them.... I would be cussing, saying "why are these stupid people going so slow, why are they trying to tow this vehicle at this time of day on Friday? I'm in a hurry to get home, I'm tired and have worked all week! Get out of my way you stupid people!!"

Even when you know the truth behind the veil, you still must Endure. We are all the same, we are all In Lesson, and we are all One.

My lesson is different than your lesson. Sometimes though, our lessons intertwine with one another.

For that reason, I SHALL REMEMBER THAT -

When I safely pass your vehicle while you tow your husband home, I will see your white knuckles and love you. I will send calming thoughts to your heart and pray your Journey Safe until you reach Home.

Enlightened wishes to you, and Love and Light Always.
Tina

Twisted Magnetic Fields in DNA Form

2006-03-16T11:11:00.000-08:00

In AOL news today, there was report of twisted mangetic fields that appear in the form of a DNA strand.... could this be a sign from Kryon of Magnetic Service?

Read the article click here.

Review of "Medicine Woman"

2006-03-14T11:18:00.000-08:00

My friend Cina, shared yet another wonderful book with me: Medicine Woman by Lynn Andrews.

I was truly meant to read this book; it ties in with so many wonderful books that I have read:
Clan of the Cave Bear (Well, all of the 'Earth's Childrens' series by Jean M Auel)
First North American Series by W. Michael Gear, Kathleen O'Neal Gear
Kryon series
and a few others I can't think of right now.

Medicine Woman is a story of a young woman that loves collecting Native American art. One day she is visiting an art gallery and notices a picture of a basket, called the "marriage basket". She's rushed out before she can obtain information about it, or purchase it. Upon contacted the gallery the next day, they state they never had such and picture at the gallery. After many real nightmares about the marriage baskets she questions and new native american friend about it, and is given information on how to find it. Her journey leads her to Canada where she goes through a new birth of herself, learns the meaning of life, and goes through many terrifying experiences on her journey.

Other Testimonies include:

"Medicine Woman is the autobiographical account of a woman's search for identity in a Native America culture ... What begins as a search for a Native American marriage basket becomes Lynn Andrew's often terrifying journey into the wilderness of Manitoba, where inexplicable events and dangerous encounters serve as testing grounds for Lynn's spiritual journey ... In light of this odyssey, one wonders if Carlos Casteneda and Lynn Andrews have not initiated a new genre of contemporary literature: Visionary Autobiography." - San Francisco Review of Books

"Medicine Woman has to do with the meaning of life, the role of women, and the wrestling of power away from the forces of evil that hold it." - Los Angeles Times

"Medicine Woman is a well-written, powerful, and exciting tale of the author's apprenticeship with a medicine woman ... As in the Casteneda books, it weaves teachings of shamanic philosophy into the telling of the story." - Circle

"Lynn Andrews celebrates the power of female spirituality ... Her dramatic retelling of shamanistic wisdom and ancient Indian philosophy is rich in authentic detail." - The Victoria Advocate

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For those on your journey to enlightenment, this is another book you really need to read. Kryon states that we need to learn from the Native Americans, as they have a good understanding of the world beyond the veil. Get it now:

Human Reaction to Kids

2006-03-11T08:34:00.000-08:00

Have you found that it is easier to put the forgiveness of the illusion in to place when there aren't kids around?

You are there to teach them "right from wrong", however when you know this place is an illusion, and it was all created by you, for you, then what Exactly do you tell them?

It's much easier to get lost in the moment and react by 'jumping on them' for doing something they were told not to do. Such punishements are spankings, time outs, and taking away favorite items.

As a Metaphysicalist, or Lightworker -- What is the correct way to handle 'innapropriate behavoir'?

I (us, you and me) must remember that this is an illusion, that we created ourselves and everything happens for a reason and is to test us. If you tell kids, 'stay where I can see you' and the next thing you know, is that you can't see them and can't hear them. Whether you know it's an illusion or not, you're initial reaction is to yell for them. No answer. Your heart begins to pound and you imagine all the horrible things that could happen to them, just because you can't 'see them': They could get bit by a snake, they could fall a hurt themselves, someone could come out of nowhere and take them or harm them. Yet all of these could easily happen when you CAN see them. What makes it more plausible that it's going to happen just because you can't see them? Each one would be the same result even if you were there. Yes it's true if you are with them, you can caution: "Watch for snakes", "Slow down, look where you are stepping", " Don't talk to strangers", or, "be aware of your surroundings". Even so, it sill will not stop that unseen snake from striking, the accidental fall, the bad guy hiding behing the tree, or the wild hungry animal.

I had this incident occur this morning. I had taken my daughter and my niece into the 50+ acres woods behind the house to look for fossils or whatever, just to kinda walk around and enjoy everything. The girls go out of my site and when I noticed this I couldn't hear them. I yelled for them and whistled for my dog, whom I knew would be with them. I knew he would protect them in case there should wonder into a wild animal, but we've got a mountain lion that was spotted a few weeks ago, and have tons of coyote's. There's tons of snakes. The property owner next to us has 'shady characters' frequently work for him, could one be lurking nearby to stalk young girls? I ran to my truck and honked the horn until the battery almost went dead, forcing me to start it, no longer allowing me to hear is they are yelling. After that I drove to the other side of the aread we were in, which is where I last saw them; all the time honking the horn. Finally my dog appeared, but no girls.

I thought that I had better drive back to where I was parked. Once I got there I notice them just exiting the thicker treeline and run towards me. I got out of the truck and put my hands on my hips, as I heard my neice exclaim to my daughter, "Yep, she's mad."

Of course they got a good talking to, about all the things that could've happened, and how they shouldn't have gotten out of my sight!

Was that the correct reaction? Probably not. I should've been extremely happy they were safe and told them so.

What would Kryon have said?

Answer:
"My dear ones you are truly Loved."

Colored Shadow Experience....

2006-03-09T12:39:00.000-08:00

On March 2nd, 2006, Something happened that at first I almost cried because I KNEW it was a sign from Spirit. Then I let my ego get in the way and had to rationalize it.

While waiting in line to pick up my daughter from circle drive, I usually read; I've done this for the past two years. I pulled up, and as usual I stop about the same spot I always get in line. The sun was shining brightly, so I had to put my visor to the left of me.

I read for several minutes (I was on page 95 of Kryon Book III "These meek ones are the ones who sit before Spirit this night! The warriors of the light. This meek person is YOU. For you are the ones who have seen the love and the peace of enlightenment. ")...

As I read that, I happened to notice the center of my book (where the pages are connected) was reflecting my RED shirt. Only this part; not the pages, and only the 'shaded' side. (my shirt was just a cotton shirt, nothing shiny). THEN I notice the shadows of my fingers - they were blue- luminesent turquoise/blue (the OUTSIDE of my truck is turquoise colored; while the inside is almost navy blue, and other shades of blue).

Seeing my fingers' shadows glowing blue, my initial and immediate thought was of Spirit. That it is a sign, that I'm closer to understanding. Then, as I said, my ego said "there must be a rational explanation". I moved this way and that and tilted the book this way and that, and as long as there were shadows on the book of my hands, there were blue. If I lifted my hand off the book the entire shadow was luminesant blue. I even thought it might be my Kryon book mark which was laying in my lap (it has the same shimmer as the word "Kryon" on the front of the book), I turned the book mark over and it made no difference. I couldn't even read anymore because I was playing with the shadows. I searched for other white pieces of paper and it did the same thing. As the line in circle drive progressed, I had to turn right, removing the sun from my left window. The glow instantly disappeared and Normal colored(gray/black) Smaller shadows returned.

After I picked up my daughter from school we went to buy some herbs for our new little garden project. When I flipped my seat back to put the plants in, I noticed my iridescent shiny windshield blind was laying in the floor behind my seat. I decided it must have cause the effect on my fingers - BUT this was laying BEHIND my seat and in the floor; even if it reflected off the windows and picked up the color on the OUTSIDE of the truck; I don't see how it could project itself onto my book and ONLY have the shadows be colored?!?

The next day, with the iridescent visor lying in the same spot as it had been the day before, and everything in the truck in the same position, I arrived a little early too circle drive. So I could pull all the way into the drive, eliminating the need to park in my usual spot on the street where the sun was on the left of me. SO, I just had to know. I stopped anyway, and pulled my book into my lap. Nothing. Nothing but normal shadows. It HAD been a message at spirit and it showed at that exact time due to WHAT I had been reading:

I am that MEEK Person.

I HAVE SEEN THE LOVE AND PEACE OF ENLIGHTENMENT!

My message to you, My Reader:
Do not question your signs, enjoy them immediately and glow with Spirit!

~Love to you reading this!

Book III introduced me to Garden Fairies

2006-03-09T12:17:00.000-08:00

I am not quiet completely done with reading Kryon Book III, 'Alchemy of The Human Spriit". But I'd like to share with you a couple other of my spirit signs which occurred while reading this book.

I have truly become releases. I feel free and worry little. I'm not saying I'm my 'perfect self' yet, but I am getting there. I am healing.

We've lived on this ranch for the past year, and although we did have a garden last year, I never got 'into it'. I no longer had the passion that I had we I first moved out on my own and began my own gardens. Instead, the garden was planted, but left to overgrow with weeds, left un-nurtured and un-loved.

A couple of weeks ago I got bit by the garden spirit. I had my husband till a small area for an herb and flower garden and began work. I just felt so at peace and that is when I saw them....

I didn't know what they were though, but they looked liked happy little spirits flying happily around. Their tiny much the size of bugs, and kinda resemble little bugs flying around, but their transparent and are like little bubbles.

After sharing a really cool experience (see my Next Post!), my friend Cina excitedly asked me if I had any other experiences, and stated that I better share them with her, I emailed her about these. I was a little upset that I coudn't not see them when I sent the email, as I had been seeing them for about two weeks and then I didn't see a one.... Cina excitedly emailed me back that what I was seeing were "Garden Fairies", (hence the reason I couldn't see them; being INSIDE!). So now I know. And I look for them all the time. Now that I know how to see them. Yes they were there before I began reading Kryon too, but I was "thinking like a human" and couldn't see them.

I love to look for them now. They aren't many present on really cloudy 'yucky' days, but on a bright sun shine day they are abundant!

Why don't you stick you hands in the dirt and look skywards for a Garden Fairy??

Love and Light!

"Don't Think Like a Human" says Kryon

2006-03-09T11:57:00.000-08:00

While reading and learning from Book II, I obtained my first sign from spirit that I was truly "remembering". --Although it was sort of a uncomfortable experience, the next experience was beautiful and I LOVE to have it happen Often!!

One night my husband was extremely upset about our financial situation and bills piling up. I did my best to 'spread the light' but to no avail. He was still extremely upset and could not see the light at all. Then it happened. I FELT HIS PAIN and ANGER. Oh it hurt, it was just so sad. I wasn't sure what was happening and I left the room and hid in the bathroom so he wouldn't see me cry. I wasn't sad for me, my 'soul' was hurt by feeling HIS FEELINGS. I could totally understand what he was feeling and it hurt.

The next day I shared this with my friend, whom I've mentioned since the first post. From now on I'll call her "Cina"(not her actual name) to give her a name I can reference. Cina replied immediately that this was a "good thing" and what it actually was; that I was becoming sensitive to others' feelings. Cina's angels were elated for me because this was my first step... my first sign. They sent me messages to continue my work.

So the other side of the coin is that I can feel someone's HAPPINESS AND JOY! Love, Humor, and so much more. This doesn't happend all the time, I don't just walk by someone and this happens (although it can). It happens more when I am conversing with the person. Which happened just a few minutes ago, which is why I began this post. My husband called with some news of excitement for himself and I could feel his joy and happiness; what a wonderful feeling!

You may ask couldn't you feel these things before reading Kryon? The answer is Yes, I could have, but I didn't. I was too overwhelmed with MY PROBLEMS, ME EGO, and I had to see the veil slightly lifted, and receive my gifts before I could even see the most subtle signs of spirit.

Have I received other 'subtle' signs?
Yes!! One was not so 'subtle'!

What are they??

Find out in the next post!!

Kryon Book 1 "The End Times"

2006-03-09T11:17:00.000-08:00

She sent me the amazon link to Kryon Book 1 "The End Times". So luckily, my life started to turn around from my forgivenss/postive thinking, I was able to purchase Kryon Books I, II and III.

So the day they arrived I began the rest of my Journey.....

Kryon is an entity of magnetic service channelled by Lee Carroll, whom also transcribes the channelings and publishes them into the Kryon Books.

In Book I the End Times, first chapter you learn who Kryon is and Who You Are....

I am a very skeptical person and thought I'd bust out laughing while reading this book. However, EVEN IF you believe Lee is full of ** once you begin reading the Kryon message you will KNOW it is only truth, which is Love.

I finished the Book in two days!

Although I can't just post only the things I've learned from Book I, because I'm about to finished Book II, and can tell you all that I've learned, but not necessarily which book it came from. The books/channellings are transcribed/created in a step by step learning process, so something you learn in Book I, you will learn even more about in Book II and/or Book III.

Book I, introduced me to really thinking about meditation, something I thought only 'weirdos' did. Hmmm, part of my ego thinking; keeping me farther away from my higher self. The good news is I can choose to meditate or not and still recieve the answers of divinty because of the "new energy". I now use both. While I began to wonder if I had guides hanging around me after reading "Disappearance of the Universe", Kryon answered this question in detail. While I comunicate with them in meditation, I still am not connected enought to carry on more than one word conversations, but "feel" them very strongly and sometimes I do receive VERY prominent "thought chunk" messages.

More on this in the next post....

The Disappearance of the Universe

2006-03-09T10:56:00.000-08:00

She felt compelled to send me a book entitled "Disappearance of the Universe" by author Gary Raynard.

In a note inside the cover she wrote, "read with an open mind".

I did.

So many topics in there were so familiar to me. And there was such relief to learn that things in the bible that bothered me were not as they were stated. It was a relief to find their true meanings.

I finished the book with much life changing knowledge.

For one, God is NOT a God to Fear (which simply means without God!), God is all loving and Is Love.

The second is a lesson that I must practice daily. To forgive. I must acknowledge this is all an illusion of which I helped to create and that all my fellow human beings, are the same as "I"; we are all one and All pieces of God. Therefore, when I forgive others, I am forgiving myself.

The more I forgive, the closer to enlightenment I will become.

I emailed my friend many times while reading the book and shared so much with her. When I completed the book I thanked her a thousand times over for sending it to me as it enabled me to finally feel 'free'. I learned the truth I had always known.... But Forgot to Remember.

I again told her I was still going to pay her back the $43 she paid me for service/product not rendered.

Her words again were "don't worry about it, I'm not." and.... "What you should do with the money is buy this":

And she put a link to an Amazon page showing.....
(see next post!)

The beginning of my Journey

2006-03-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

Good Day!

I had been depressed about not having money to really buy anything we needed. I was marketing online, but couldn't even pay the monthly fees to do so. I had had networkers invest in a group website that I could no longer pay for. I emailed one such person, whom I had already considered a great friend, and had told her that I had to remove the site, but didn't have the money to refund her the year she had paid for. I knew she would understand, but it took a lot of courage for me to admit to this. I also told her how everything in my life was 'wrong' and how 'poor' we were. Her response 'enlightened' me.

Her response about the money was "don't worry about it". The rest of the response was so loving and full of Divine advice. I immediately emailed her back askng her how she could be so 'one'?

She replied that she felt compelled to postal mail me something....

She sent me ......
(see next post)