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Crazy Eyes, Harry Potter and The Real Housewives of New Jersey

2013-08-01T11:18:00.001-04:00

('Teresa Giudice' / Jennifer Marie Puglia / CC BY-ND)

Last night I had the pleasure of going out to dinner with my girlfriend and her mother. A woman who will hereby be referred to as 'Crazy Eyes' for her ability to continually pound straight Vodka with no ice, unabashedly grope male servers, and make young children cry. (I wish I was kidding.) My girlfriend was apologizing to the host, I was trying to call Crazy Eyes' husband, and all of a sudden I hear a kid at the next table burst into tears and she's staring at him slack-jawed like an extra from The Walking Dead.

Wonderful.

But this wasn't even the best part. Earlier in the night the three of us had a conversation so revealing I simultaneously realized that a) There was no point in getting mad at my eventual mother-in-law ever again due to the fact that b) I would get as much satisfaction arguing with her as I would from repeatedly smacking my head off the pavement outside.

Why? Because Crazy Eyes' favorite housewife is Teresa Giudice.

If the gravity of this statement isn't immediately clear to you, allow me to offer an analogy. This would be similar to having a conversation about Harry Potter, and the person you're talking to says their favorite character is Voldemort. "Voldemort?" you ask. "Don't you mean Dumbledore?" And then they roll their eyes at you and say, "Fuck Dumbledore."

Crazy Eyes idolizes a petty, malicious, vengeful, manipulative, fake, deceitful witch (who this Monday also happened to be indicted on thirty counts of financial fraud, if you need any further indication of character).

So my point is this: If you find yourself arguing with someone who glorifies the equivalent of a storybook villain, it's better to avoid them at all costs rather than get sucked in to one of their twisted little narratives.

Because life is not reality television. So whether it's getting indicted with enough charges to be facing more than fifty years of jail time, or in the case of Crazy Eyes, having the cops called on you by neighbors that have known you for over fifteen years because they don't want to hear your shrieking any more while they try to enjoy their family barbecue, there will always be consequences to self-entitlement.

- Lilith, August 1

A Love Affair With Erotica

2013-07-13T12:18:00.002-04:00

('60's Erotica'/Paul Papadimitriou/CC BY)

So I read an article on CBS News (Lust and Elves: How 'low brow' lit made ebooks), that got me to thinking about the profession of erotica authors in general, and the judgements placed upon them by a nervous society that can't live without them.

Needing an explanation for the raft of taboo erotica now present on Amazon, the author postulates that the success of 50 Shades of Grey is the reason for publishers' leniency towards such extreme subject matter being available for sale. With profits in mind, online retailers are hoping to cash in on the public's desire for hard-edged erotica, the red-headed stepchild of traditional publishing. (An analogy I've always been particularly fond of.)

But it's the same old song and dance, as it always is. Those crying the loudest usually have the least to say. And while it makes for seemingly good public relations for publishers to distance themselves from authors of taboo erotica, those same individuals that are uncomfortable with the moral implications of such subject matter usually find it simultaneously intriguing. (Utah being the porn capital of the U.S., anyone?)

Similarly, authors (such as myself) who publish taboo erotica find themselves in constant flux, wondering if the success of their next eBook will also bring about enough attention to warrant a negative response from online publishers. There are authors who had their entire catalogs removed for months by Amazon because of accusations of improper content in one of their stories. (Shudder.) But that's the risk we take.

At the end of the day, the desire for romance and erotica will always be there. Humans are sexual beings by nature, and the nature of sex is to continually push boundaries. (Well, at least it is if you want to have fun). So this is me flying my taboo flag proudly, and proclaiming my love affair with erotica.

And it's nice to know at least a few of you out there agree.

- Lilith, July 13

Author Tips & Tricks: Attracting New Followers on Twitter and Google+

2013-07-10T19:46:00.000-04:00

This is part one in a series of articles called 'Author Tips & Tricks' that I'll be posting in the coming weeks. In an attempt to give back to the amazing online community of romance and erotica authors (and all those who self-publish), I'd like to share the best of what I've learned over the past year. I'll do my best to provide you with beneficial, well-organized information that I consider invaluable. Just my way of saying thanks.

So if you want to learn about attracting tons of new followers on Twitter, Google+ and your blog, read on!

Attracting New Followers
Two of the questions I'm asked most often are how did I gain followers on Google+ and Twitter, and how did I get people to actually like me on Facebook. (Something that continues to be a work in progress.) Why is this important? Well it's important for the obvious reasons, such as increasing potential reach and exposure for your eBooks, but also because it helps you gain legitimacy in both the eyes of your audience and your fellow authors. And as you gain more likes and follows you'll increase the likelihood of your status updates, posts and tweets showing up in timelines, newsfeeds and search engines. Which is exactly what you want.

So, what are the secrets?

Consistency and Quality Are King: It used to be that content was king, but times have evolved. When first starting out, one of the biggest mistakes I made was simply sharing too little, and only posting my own content (a mistake new writers always seem to make). While I always made an effort to be witty, funny or a little naughty (for my erotica fans), I never really seemed to gain that much traction. I was rarely retweeted or even favorited, and no one ever responded to me. (Seriously. A good day was one interaction.) I would tweet people and they would ignore me outright, mostly because I had no followers and was obviously trying too hard. (Sound familiar?) I ended up following hundreds and hundreds of people with no one following me back, and I had no reach or influence. But after a few months, I came to two very important realizations.

Consistency: You need to post to Facebook, Google+ and Twitter every day. No kidding. This does not mean your life has to revolve around social media. However, you do need to devote at least 15 to 30 minutes a day to maintaining your online presence. This includes answering fans, responding to comments, updating profiles, searching for promotion opportunities (like blog hops, guest posts and author interviews), or simply posting new content. As an example, your Twitter timeline should be (roughly) 30% personal tweets (similar to status updates), 30% tweets about specific content (e.g., pictures, articles, quotes), 30% retweets/favorites of others' content, and the last 10% should be about your titles or promotions you may be running. This ratio, while only an approximation, can be used for both Facebook and Google+ as well. Your willingness to share and promote other users will gain you more followers and influence, and their reciprocal sharing of your content will help you gain fans that you wouldn't have otherwise. Additionally, your increased online presence will start gaining you followers just by virtue of your consistent posts.
Quality: But your consistency comes with the caveat of quality. If you're posting every day in an attempt to improve your reach and gain new followers, you better be posting quality content; not spam. And this can be especially difficult for authors who publish online, because self-promotion seems so important. Yet the truth is most people will find incessant posts about your eBooks to be extremely annoying. Instead, your focus should be on establishing and improving relationships with fellow authors and fans. And the best way to do that (like any relationship), is to be honest and genuine. There's a reason reality shows and TMZ are so popular. People crave real information and gossip. Self-promotion is the opposite: It's an advertisement designed to incite people to purchase a product. You need to be real. But does this mean you need to give away everything about your personal life? No. But it does mean if you find yourself playing a role instead of being yourself, you need to take a step back and reevaluate. Stop trying to be what you think people want you to be, and stop trying to force yourself to be funny or witty if you're not feeling that way. Instead, connect with your audience and let them know what you're feeling on a day-to-day basis. You'll connect with a much broader range of individuals, without question. And from those connections, followers will come.

Engaging Your Followers: So once you've started gaining followers from your consistent, quality posting to social media networks, how do you engage them? (Meaning, how do you get them to respond to your promotions, retweet your tweets, and like your posts?) By identifying your audience and seizing opportunities.

Identifying your audience: You need to be honest with yourself. Don't assume your audience shares your gender and age demographic. Don't assume that your audience shares the gender and age demographic most common to your genre. Basically, don't assume anything. Sign up for Google Analytics, StatCounter (real-time, free), and use the statistics provided by Blogger, Wordpress, or your hosting provider to make informed decisions. Do the majority of your visitors use Internet Explorer? Then it's likely you're targeting an older, less technically-savvy crowd. Why? Because I.E. is the default web browser for Windows, which means the visitor was not comfortable switching to an alternative browser such as Chrome or Firefox (which would suggest they were comfortable with both technology and accessing material online). Also, find out which websites your visitors are referred from (where they were before they accessed your blog), and from what country. If you write contemporary romance and you see a large influx of visitors originating from a specific site in France, find out why. Is it a forum where people are talking about you and there's a natural buzz? Was one of your stories shared by a popular foreign blogger? Was your blog linked to a popular site that specializes in your genre? All of this is valuable information you can use to further engage your followers and seize opportunities in the limited time they're available. A recent personal example would be when I noticed an extremely large influx of Russian users to my blog, a small number of whom also started following me on Twitter and liking me on Facebook. I had absolutely no idea how they found me, until I discovered the site they were originating from was a blog for taboo erotica. Someone had posted one of my stories with a link, and sure enough I was soon being visited by hundreds of horny Ruskies who liked my style.
Seizing opportunities: When I discovered my story had been linked by the foreign erotica blog (which provided me with a new source of traffic), I immediately tried to leverage the opportunity. (Anyone else noticing my college minor in Business showing?) Instead of demanding they take down my story (which was posted without my consent, in full), I realized I had a valuable resource at hand. (Or at least I hoped I did.) So I emailed the webmasters of the blog and asked to provide them with a promotion of two exclusive short stories. What was their response? They offered to post each story one week apart, briefly promote each on the front page of the site, and do an interview with me. Two weeks later and suddenly I had received a few hundred (!) likes on Facebook from foreign individuals I'd never heard of before, and I had captured a new audience I never, ever would have found had I not taken the time to both identify my audience and seize the opportunity that became available. Yet on my part, the only effort required was sending an email and being available for a quick interview on Russian time.

TL/DR: Attracting new followers on Twitter, Google+ and your blog/website requires consistent posting to social networks with quality content (following the basic ratio outlined above). It also requires identifying your audience through use of stat analytics, as well as identifying and seizing opportunities as they arise in order to engage your followers.

So that's it for part one of Author Tips and Tricks. Feel free to include it on your blog or website, just please be kind enough to include a link back to me. And if this post helped you (or can help one of your fellow authors or bloggers), please don't hesitate to share.

Happy networking.

- Lilith, July 10

A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Revenge): Cover Preview

2013-07-07T13:49:00.000-04:00

Below you'll find a cover preview for A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Revenge). Please let me know what you think!

A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Revenge) will soon be available on Amazon, Barnes and Noble, Smashwords, and other fine online retailers of erotic fiction.

- Lilith, July 7

Happy Independence Day!

2013-07-04T23:31:00.000-04:00

('Fireworks over Boston'/Mike Halsall/CC BY-ND)

So I'm pretty tipsy, watching fireworks reflect off the pond in the most lovely of ways while my girlfriend plays with my hair. This is a wonderful Fourth of July.

Love to everyone. (And get home safe.)

- Lilith, July 4

Blog Update

2013-06-28T15:21:00.001-04:00

I hope everyone enjoys the updated look of the blog as much as I do. And a great many thanks to my wonderful girlfriend, who spent much longer than originally anticipated creating the header and template for me.

For all my fans, please check out the new comment system (located at the bottom of each post) if you've got the time. Feel free to have general discussions, comment on (or criticize) the blog, story excerpts, book covers; or just stop by to say hi. You don't have to log in (unless you want to), and the system has a lot of really neat features. And yes, in typing that last line I realize how much of a nerd I am.

(Also, if you happened to stop by earlier today you might have noticed a post about how I broke all the pictures on the site. Well I finally managed to fix it, though I now know more about the inner workings of Blogger than I ever cared to. Hopefully everything looks okay to the rest of you. If not, let me know. Seriously.)

So now I'm back to writing. I'll have a new story up very soon, and thanks to everyone for the kind messages and emails! Keep them coming (if you know what I mean).

- Lilith, June 28

Here I am.

2013-06-22T19:53:00.003-04:00

('Bar'/sacks08/CC BY)

Well, the year of living dangerously is over (dare I say), and I'm finally comfortable enough to come out of hiding and give everyone an update on what's been happening in my life (and why I disappeared).

So, first things first. I'm not dead.

Thanks for the concern from those of you who wondered why I dropped off the face of the earth. Also, I did not rob a bank, nor was I imprisoned for the lewd content of my stories (though from some of the emails I received, some of you certainly think I should be).

But alas, the truth is much simpler (as is usually the case).

Question: What should do you if your boyfriend calls you a cunt in front of a crowded bar filled with your friends and co-workers?

If you answered: "Throw an empty beer stein at his forehead causing a giant gash that will require him to get nineteen stitches and a monumental emergency room bill because he still doesn't have health insurance even though you constantly nagged him to fill out the paperwork," then A) We should hang out, and B) It's likely we shared a jail cell the night this happened and I already told you this story.

In my defense, I would like to point out that I'm not completely crazy, and let everyone know he didn't just call me a cunt. There were extenuating circumstances that led me to the conclusion that chucking a piece of German stoneware at him was an appropriate retaliatory response.

Nevertheless, we parted ways soon after, leaving me and our (formerly) mutual girlfriend to wander the greater New England area for the last eight months in search of sexual gratification and genuine relaxation. And I have to say we did a pretty good job finding it.

So now I'm back, with many new story ideas and a reinvigorated sense of purpose. And I promise to keep in touch.

- Lilith, June 22

Whoops!

2012-08-28T12:02:00.001-04:00

So it turns out there were a few grammatical errors in Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day) and A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Punished). New editions are currently in review by Amazon, and should be available shortly.

Hopefully none of you are judging me too harshly out there, but I do apologize. I blame overwork and a lack of sleep, but I'll certainly try to make sure it doesn't happen again. And as for my editors (both my boyfriend and girlfriend), I'm not sure if they'll be getting fired or not. But considering they both read both stories more than once prior to publishing, I think we all need to have a talk about the importance of not skimming. Ever.

Also, I'm almost finished with the third installment in the Jerked by Mommy series, so you don't have much longer to wait. For those of you emailing me with story requests, I'll do my best! There's just so many great ideas, it's tough to choose.

And remember, if you're unable to access any of my stories on Amazon, it's because the updated editions are being reviewed. They should be available by this evening.

- Lilith, August 28

Beautiful Evening

2012-08-25T19:14:00.001-04:00

('Scenic Country Farm'/Forest Wander/CC BY-SA)

I'm currently sitting out on my deck, watching a pair of wild rabbits graze on a patch of clover, sipping a glass of good wine and enjoying what turned out to be a simply beautiful evening. And after a long workweek, I have to say I'm relishing it.

Thanks to all the readers who've been emailing me, most recently about A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Punished). It's great to hear everyone's different opinions, and especially what turns you all on about my writing. And thanks for all the story ideas as well. I'm starting to realize there's no end to the variation of what people fantasize about.

For my next story, I'm currently writing the third installment of the Jerked by Mommy series. Jack's conflict with his father will finally be resolved (whether through violence, or other means, remains to be seen), as well as the staples of the series so far: very graphic sex between Jack and his big-titted stepmother, Pamela.

Love to everyone.

- Lilith, August 25

A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Punished): Cover Preview and Excerpt

2012-08-20T19:18:00.000-04:00

Below you'll find the cover preview and excerpt for A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Punished). The excerpt features Audrey having a threesome with her ex-boyfriend Mike, and their friend Liz.

Enjoy!

EXCERPT:

And then they were all together. Mike quickly throwing their clothes on the ground, their sweatshirts making a perfect blanket as he lied back, his arms behind his head as the two of them removed his underwear. His cock bounced up and hit his belly, huge now that it was erect. Liz’s eyes grew wide, and Audrey had to bite her bottom lip to keep from laughing, realizing that she was proud Liz was impressed at the size of her boyfriend’s cock. That it was long, fat and thick. Mike reached down with one hand and gripped himself at the base of his dick, pointing it at them. Liz looked back at Audrey, asking her if it was okay. Audrey nodded, stretching out beside Mike, running her hand along his belly as she watched her friend take him in her hand.

Liz didn’t start slow. She spat once on Mike’s cockhead, her saliva glistening in the firelight, watching as it dripped down to pool on his balls. He moaned as Liz began to rub her spit all over him, coating his length as she pumped him with her closed fist. She spit on him again, and Audrey began to play with his nipples, pulling on them gently at first, but harder whenever Liz worked particularly long on his head, making him squirm.

Holding him with her left hand, Liz took her right palm and ran it flatly over Mike’s slit, making his hips buck and causing him to moan against clenched teeth. Then she put her hands on his hips and briefly looked up at Audrey, who nodded again. Liz opened her mouth wide, and took his cockhead in. Mike gasped and clutched Audrey, pulling her head to his chest. She took one of his nipples in her mouth, and then used her free hand to begin masturbating herself. Feeling the soaked wetness of her bush, she furiously began rubbing her clit, so horny at the sight of her friend sucking her boyfriend’s meat.

Mike pulled his cock out of Liz’s mouth and began smacking her in the face with it, Liz cooing with delight every time he hit her. Audrey sat up next to him so she was kneeling and continued to masturbate, starting to moan as she felt her orgasm building. Hearing her, Liz sat up as well, this time not asking permission as she pulled Audrey’s hand away from her pussy. Liz inserted her middle and ring finger into Audrey, pulling her close as she gasped and leaned forward.

Audrey let go, simply widening her legs and letting Liz finger her ever faster, until the world began to dim and she felt her pussy start to pulse. She’d only recently discovered she could squirt, and she began to now, her pussy releasing a hot flood of juice down onto Liz’s hand and forearm, and Mike’s leg that lay between them. She moaned, long and low, but Liz’s voice in her ear kept her from being embarrassed, as she steadily provided a series of encouraging words while her fingers moved in and out of Audrey’s pussy. Soon Audrey finished, and Liz withdrew her fingers, staring at them as they glistened.

A Naughty Girl for Daddy (Audrey Gets Punished) will be available on Amazon starting tomorrow. Hope you liked it!

- Lilith, August 20

Lazy day.

2012-08-18T12:32:00.001-04:00

Not sure if any of you will think I deserve it, but today I'm having a lazy day.

I set my alarm for six this morning, intending to get up and go for an early jog before it got too hot out. But after hitting snooze three or four times - enraging my still-sleeping boy and girl - thoughts of falling asleep soon gave way to the actuality of falling asleep. Leaving me to wake up just before lunchtime with a hankering for a turkey sandwich and Cape Cod potato chips.

But I'm deceptively ahead of the game. I'm almost finished with my two new stories, and I basically have both covers already designed in my head. (A pre-planning stage not to be ignored, I've discovered.)

So expect previews and excerpts within the new few days. And yes, I realize I'm still not telling you what my new story is about. Hopefully the suspense is making you curious.

- Lilith, August 18

Working, writing, fucking...

2012-08-14T18:17:00.004-04:00

(Cleavage/shira gal/CC BY)

Just wanted to give everyone an update.

I've been working a lot again lately, both at my day job and writing my next story. I'm actually alternating between the sequel to A Naughty Girl for Daddy and a new one that's as yet untitled. I'm going to hold off giving any more details on the new one until I have a little more done; not too sure where it's going, but then again, I never really am.

My boy made it home safe and sound from his road trip, and I have to say we missed him even though he was only gone a few days. Lots of sex has been had since his return, which was a welcome respite from all the masturbating I did when he was away (the girl had to work unexpectedly, leaving me all alone).

I hope everyone is well, and I'll get back to you soon with more details on my new story. I'm off to listen to good music and to try to get some writing done.

- Lilith, August 14

Singing in the rain.

2012-08-11T16:09:00.002-04:00

A half hour ago I thought the sun might be coming out, but now it looks like rain. And as I've done nothing but sit around in my pajamas and masturbate for two days, the weather will conveniently become my excuse.

My girl had to go to work and my boy won't be back home from his trip until tonight, which means I've been alone for hours. All chores have been put off until the last possible moment, and I'm honestly wondering how mad they'll be if they come home to a sink full of dishes and cat hair everywhere.

But I made brownies, so there's that.

I'd like to say I've been hard at work on my next story, but the truth is it's mostly been in the development stage. (Meaning I have a really good idea.) No worries, though. I'll be back soon with an update. I promise.

And welcome to my new friends and fans! It's been wonderful getting to know everyone. You've all helped me tremendously in avoiding my responsibilities for the day. I hope you're doing well, and I look forward to all the dirty things I'll be hearing from you in the future!

- Lilith, August 11

Finally!

2012-08-09T22:20:00.001-04:00

A Naughty Girl for Daddy and Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day) are now available on Amazon, and I'm in a great mood. Mostly because I have the next few days off, and I get to spend it all with my girl. (The boy is on a road trip.)

However, I have to admit the combination of working during the day and needing to get both stories published was a little stressful. But this has been a learning experience from the start, and I'm still planning on releasing a story every week or so, depending on my work schedule.

I also wanted to thank all the readers and fans who messaged me! Everybody loves getting mail, and I'm no exception. So if you get turned on while reading one of my stories, please let me know what you liked (or what you didn't).

And if you don't hear from me for the next few days, be heartened by the fact it's probably because I'm having sex with my girlfriend.

- Lilith, August 09

Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day): Cover Preview and Excerpt

2012-08-08T22:28:00.000-04:00

As promised, below is a preview for the final cover of Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day), as well as the new excerpt.

Have fun!

EXCERPT:

Jack threw his stepmother Pamela on her bed, face down.

Pulling his shirt over his head, his fingers struggled to undo the top button of his jeans, finally shoving them down to his ankles as his meat sprung out in front of him, released, feeling massive out in the open air.

She was looking back over her shoulder at him from the bed, color high in her cheeks as it always seemed to be when she was horny. Her eyes on his cock, then looking up. Seeming to see him, as he saw her.

Then her fumbling behind her back at the many hooks of her bra. Cursing when she couldn’t unhook the last one, until Jack reached forward with both hands and undid it himself, with less difficulty than he anticipated. Her jean shorts unbuttoned and gone. Her nude before him, finally.

Holding her behind the neck with his left hand, as she had done to him, he held her face against the bedspread, forcing her ass up into the air. As her back arched he got the briefest glimpse of her asshole, tiny and perfect, just as he’d fantasized, before the ample cheeks of her ass came together again and shielded it from his view. Her immense breasts pressed against the bed, creamy sides visible even from behind her.

“Now don’t you fucking move,” he said, stepping off the bed and kicking his jeans away across the room.

He knelt down on the soft carpet of the floor, resting his hands on either side of her ass, ever so lightly spreading her cheeks apart to get a better look at her pussy. Giving her a mild slap on her behind when she gave a cry of protest at being so exposed to him, immediately quieting her down.

Her pussy was beautiful. Bald, puffy and pink, glistening before him with the wetness of her desire. Her outer lips so wide and soft, inner lips small and pressed between, begging to be spread apart.

He couldn’t resist reaching beneath her and cupping her mound with his right hand, feeling the incredible, intense heat of her. Her moaning and pressing herself back wetly onto his palm, just barely sliding back and forth against the flat pressure he was providing. He could feel her clit, tiny and hard, as she humped his hand.

“You’re a slut, aren’t you?” Jack asked, Pamela nodding vigorously. Her modest demeanor had vanished.

Wanting to press two of his fingers inside her, wanting so badly to bury his face between the folds of her sex, he nevertheless withdrew his hand and stood up. His dick swollen itself, the head red and pulsing.

He stepped around to the front of the bed so he was facing her and she was looking up at him.

“If you’re waiting for permission, you have it,” Jack said. He found himself wondering if her hair stayed light past the summer, or turned dark as winter pressed on. Found himself wondering if he’d be around that long.

She sat up on the bed with her legs to the side, reaching out with one hand and taking him by the base of his cock, forcing him to step forward until his knees were against the edge of the mattress.

“What is it you want mommy to do?” she asked innocently while slowly jerking him, sliding the skin of his shaft gently up and down.

“What she does best,” he said, brought back into the action. “Get on this cock.”

Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day), will be available on Amazon starting tomorrow, along with A Naughty Girl for Daddy. As always, please don't hesitate to email me with any questions, criticisms or comments!

- Lilith, August 08

A Naughty Girl for Daddy: Cover Preview and Excerpt

2012-08-06T23:40:00.000-04:00

So I promised I would release an excerpt of A Naughty Girl for Daddy today, and it looks like I just made it. I spent most of the past two days writing, and if all goes well (and by 'all,' I mean editing), the story should be up on Amazon by August 9th. And unless something changes, below is a preview of the final cover.

Please enjoy!

EXCERPT:

As her fingers plunged faster Audrey cared little about how she looked, bending her knees and leaning against the counter as she fucked herself with her hand. Her pussy was soaked to the point she could feel her wetness running down the insides of her thighs. She couldn’t even see Mike through the window, but that was no longer important as she began calling up past sexual experiences in her mind, eager to find one that would push her over the edge.

Cycling through memories, she thought of the first time her and Mike ever had sex. She had been watching snowflakes melt on the windshield of his father’s car when he lifted his head from between her legs and smiled at her, the sweetest she’d ever seen. She’d given him a single nod that seemed to scare him, but he soon recovered, appearing undaunted as he pulled down his jeans and revealed his throbbing hardness. Her grabbing his length, always surprised at just how big it was, loving the way his eyes almost closed when she gripped him tightly, or squeezed his head. And then he was pressing into her, not clumsily, her wetness making it easy. Her using her legs to pull him in closer, guiding him. Loving how strong his shoulder muscles felt beneath his shirt. Watching him as he went to another place. And then no longer watching him as he took her there as well.

Then she was thinking of the time soon after, when he’d taken her from behind in the library stairwell at their school. She’d seen him briefly at the start of the period, catching his eye between a row of bookshelves and knowing immediately he was horny and planning something. Her pussy growing damp at the thought of what that might be. She’d hurried upstairs, to the research section where no one was likely to be at that time of day. Turning, expecting him to be right there, perhaps with his cock poking out of the opened zipper of his jeans. But he wasn’t. She only had time to be disappointed for an instant, because a few steps past the door to the stairwell he burst out and pulled her inside, his hand over her mouth, stifling her surprised scream. He pushed her up against the wall and lifted up her skirt. Her back arched, ass thrust towards him. Wanting to be penetrated. He pulled down her underwear and she heard him spit once as she imagined him rubbing it on the head of his cock, and then he was at her already soaked entrance, making her beg for it. He rubbed his cockhead up and down between the lips of her pussy, teasing her, jerking himself rapidly against her clit, making her cry out against the palm of his hand. Then he’d pushed himself inside her to the hilt, not waiting for her to stretch to his thickness, her juices coating him enough to let him slide right in. She began cumming almost immediately, her pussy pulsing against his fat cock, biting his hand as she orgasmed. He slammed into her over and over again, his hand falling from her mouth to her throat, holding her body tight against his as he fucked her. Then he pulled out, pushing her to her knees, his pulsing cock quick in her mouth as the first jets of his cum began covering her tongue. She took it all, eagerly, remembering a time when she thought what she was doing was disgusting. Now she loved the heat of his load, and wished he would keep cumming so she would have more to swallow. As he finished, he watched her wipe traces of his seed into her mouth with her index finger, then swallow, only to open her mouth so he could check it was gone. Pulling a folded paper towel from his back pocket, he handed it to her, gave her a kiss on the forehead, and started down the stairs.

Mind still wandering, Audrey found herself unable to cum, and she started thinking about something that happened more recently. Something that both surprised and excited her. Last week she’d come home early from the gym. Thinking she was alone in the house, she stripped naked, tossed her sweaty clothes down the basement steps to the laundry room, and quite reasonably decided to masturbate before taking a shower. Knowing she would hear a car door slam to alert her if anyone came home. A few swipes later and her iPhone had gone from blasting music in her ears to blasting the sounds of two girls loudly and lewdly sucking each others’ pussies. Audrey had stretched out on the couch, legs wide, one hand holding the screen to her face and the other fingering herself vigorously. Completely unaware that her stepfather Dale had come home from work and decided to go around back to replace the outdoor light on the deck. So it was a surprise when she noticed him. He was on top of a ladder not fifteen feet away and separated only by a sliding glass door, simultaneously focused on not falling and not dropping the replacement bulb tucked under his arm. Her first instinct was to get up and run, but as her eyes followed him just over the top of the screen, she got another idea that was as scary as it was exciting. Unplugging her earbuds, she raised the volume of the porn and resumed masturbating, careful now only to watch Dale with her peripheral vision. He stopped almost instantly, putting the bulb on top of the ladder and holding on with both hands. Audrey couldn’t really see him, but when he didn’t immediately climb down and retreat, she felt a flash of combined nervousness and desire that nearly made her faint. She was no longer watching the screen, her eyes blurred but focused completely on the outline of Dale behind the sliding glass door. He wasn’t moving, only staring at her. Watching as she began to caress her lips, lightly rubbing her fingertips along the outside of her pussy, wetting a single finger inside herself, then pulling it out to rub on her clit. Hesitating only briefly, she lifted her legs up, holding them open even wider, exposing herself to him fully. To the man she had called ‘daddy’ for most of her life. She plunged two of her fingers into her pussy and began pumping them in and out, almost crying as she started to cum, too turned on, feeling herself start to squirt into the air, all over the couch-

At this point in the story our protagonist is interrupted, so you'll have to find out what happens to Audrey when A Naughty Girl for Daddy is released. Hope you liked it, and please don't hesitate to send me any criticisms or comments!

- Lilith, August 06

I'm alive!

2012-08-02T22:01:00.000-04:00

Sorry for going missing, but real life called and I had to work doubles the past few days, which sucked. On a positive note, when I finally had time to check on my story tonight, it had received a very solid four star review on Amazon and continued to sell well.

Just to keep you updated, I'm planning the release of two more stories in the upcoming week. The first, A Naughty Girl for Daddy, is the tale of a young girl who just can't follow the rules, and the man who finally realizes how she needs to be disciplined. The second is Jerked by Mommy (The Next Day), which also happens to be the second installment in the Jerked by Mommy series.

I'm hoping to get both of them released within a few days of each other, and I'll be posting excerpts here as they're published. Also, to those of you who emailed me and complained, I listened. Both excerpts will be longer, as requested.

If you haven't already, don't hesitate to reach out to me on Twitter (@LilithCollins), or my Facebook page (Lilith Collins: Erotica Author). I'm looking forward to getting to know you.

- Lilith, August 02

Drunk Post

2012-07-30T20:43:00.001-04:00

I'll keep this brief, because if I don't, I'll embarrass myself. I have tomorrow off, and I'm a little drunker than I have any right to be at this time of night, but I'm in a really good mood. And I just hope everyone is doing well.

If you're not, slowly drink a glass of good wine and listen to some good music. It will make you feel better. Promise.

Much love.

- Lilith, July 30

Thank you to all my new friends and fans!

2012-07-29T22:16:00.000-04:00

You all are making me very happy.

My inbox has been filled with nothing but kind words, Jerked by Mommy has been selling better than I ever could have hoped for, and my fellow authors have been beyond welcoming. So thank you.

There were a few hiccups along the way to getting my first title published. Hopefully no one noticed, but after I made the big announcement here and on Twitter that the story was finally available on Amazon, it wasn't. For about another eighteen hours. Whoops. Smashwords links sufficed in the meantime, and hopefully none of you were the wiser until now.

You also might have noticed some minor changes in the appearance of the blog. I finally got to messing with the settings, and I have to say I'm fond of the results. Though it might not seem like it, I never really was too fond of pink, so we'll see how long this lasts.

The sequel to Jerked by Mommy will be available sometime in the next week or so, but I'm planning on releasing another story in the interim, so keep checking in. I'll post more details soon, but for now I'm almost falling asleep typing this.

And everyone: Thank you again. Truly.

- Lilith, July 29

Jerked by Mommy, here to stay.

2012-07-27T20:25:00.000-04:00

Well, I went and did it, and much faster than expected. (That's what she said.) Jerked by Mommy has now officially been released upon the internet.

And by far the most difficult part of the entire process was, for me, writing the description. I've subsequently realized it's pretty hard writing a plot analysis of erotica without it sounding really, really corny. However, I've also realized that's half the appeal, so no worries.

I'll keep it simple. It's a story about an eighteen year old boy named Jack, and his naughty stepmother Pamela. She has huge boobs, and a tendency to get hornier than she should around her stepson. It's explicit, and I masturbated while doing the final edit. (No kidding.)

EXCERPT:

Jack found himself staring down the front of his stepmother Pamela's shirt again, forgetting everything else except how the deep tan of her chest contrasted with the sudden white flesh of her breasts at her bra line. Each time she reached further into the bin or moved something aside both of her tits swayed tantalizingly in front of him, nearly irresistible.

He found himself wanting to stand up and plunge both hands under her bra. Thinking he wouldn’t say a word, just pin her against the wall as she was still bent over. He could feel both of her breasts in his hands as if they were truly there; the enormity of them, the coolness of her skin, the sudden hard poke of her nipples as she struggled to push him away, ineffectual against the strength of his need. Imagining pulling on each nipple until she gasped, his cock a length of aching hardness pressed against her side. The smell of her in his nostrils as he pressed his lips against her neck; her sudden soft sigh as he traced a series of warm, wet circles up to her ear. Grabbing one of her hands and pushing it against his crotch, her trying to pull away, once, twice, until he pressed her fingers against the head of his cock and gasped himself. Now her hand stroking him through his jeans, back and forth, hard, as if to punish-

“Here they are, finally” she said, glancing up at him as she pulled a bag of potatoes from the bottom of the bin. “You sure you’re okay sweetie?” she asked, looking concerned. “You look flushed.”

As embarrassed as if she’d been able to read his thoughts, Jack quickly turned to look out the window. “I’m fine,” he said. “Just tired.”

Jerked by Mommy is currently available on Amazon for your perusal. Here's hoping you enjoy it one-handed.

- Lilith, July 27

This is my first post, ever.

2012-07-26T21:19:00.000-04:00

So I've spent most of the last few days desperately putting off writing the first post for this blog. Partly because starting anything is a bitch (and I'm a procrastinator at heart), but mostly because I realized this was going to be way more work than I anticipated and I can be embarrassingly lazy.

As a girl who's only moderately tech-savvy and who spent most of her time since college fading from public view, I've nevertheless decided to reintegrate into society. (I deleted Facebook because an ex convinced me the government was slowly building a profile that could be used to track me in the unlikely, but entirely possible event of me needing to go on the lam as a criminal. And no, I hadn't really considered how weird that was until writing it this very moment.)

And for someone who recently answered 'hippie' when asked for the best word to describe herself, I've spent the last week creating more social networking profiles than I care to admit (hence the Follow me on Twitter beckoning from the left side of the screen).

My name is Lilith, and I'm most recently a resident of Portland, Maine. I'm an author (though I still have a day job), and I write stories focusing on rather dirty and taboo subjects, because that's what gets me off. I'm partial to both women and men, and I definitely have a tendency to get...focused, shall we say, on a particular fetish for periods of time. Last month being lesbian porn featuring girls with puffy nipples, for example.

Fucking hot, if you ask me. But I digress.

My first story, Jerked by Mommy (a delightful pseudo-incest romp with an equally delightful title, I might add), should be available on Amazon and Smashwords any day now, if I ever manage to finish messing around with the cover and stop editing. I'll be posting an excerpt as soon as it's published, along with info on all the places you can find it.

I'm planning on releasing one or two stories a week in the future, depending on reader response and my schedule. But I'll be posting here at least every few days, so check back often. I'll also be creating a catalog where you can look through past titles, as well as a section outlining any new releases or sales.

And if you're interested, the best place to get in contact with me is through this blog, or Twitter. (Seriously, I'd love to hear from you.)

P.S.: In the interest of truthfulness, I figure I should mention that Lilith Collins is what I like to call a pseudo-pen name: not entirely real, but not entirely fake, either. And I'm not really a hippie. I just think long sundresses are sexy.

- Lilith, July 26