Little Bit Rock star Little Bit Chuckles

2010-11-30T21:42:00.000-08:00

And we got it

yes !! we got a new heater for us this morning, after begging for few days. Finally we can seat and shed hot air with this hot looking New Room Heater .. lol

you know it was chilling these days in kathmandu..really chilling. In my office everyone were just smiling and showing pity to our situation. The way we're doing our work in this cold and cozy place, i even ask other people to change their place with me hehe so bathi of me ;) ......i told them you should have change your seat. then they just grinned at us n get back to their own work. but now we can have some warm air around us. with our Brand New Room Heater ... lol :)

Just an ordinary saturday night.

2010-11-27T22:47:00.000-08:00

Just an ordinary saturday night.

There was lot of candle lights in the living room, like the other day we...me mom n dad were seating. our faces glowing in it's shed, it's always dark in Saturday night coz it's our ordinary load shedding time. My dad and mom were smiling, i dont know why but they both know what they are listening, coz they are always being listened by me..and the same song was coming in a background .......boy from the neighborhood was also singing the same song i keep singing infront of them. And she tells me something that she had never told. it makes me so happy that i coundnt hold my tears on my eye lead, .... i was stunned there when she opens up her mouth and says-" why it's always a scream when someone else sang the same song .....and there was always a kind of imagination comes in my mind when you sang my baby?" ...aww and i feel like flying

2010-11-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

and that's how we make up ..... :)

Am i really sorry ???!!!

2010-07-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

how are you these days?? are you okay? .... i don know wat to say. missed you so much..... and was wondering how you doing ? i know you hate me sooo much, but it's okay i don't mind. may be m used to it :)
I don't know, do i have the right to ask about your life or ??? ummm sorry for everything that I've said to you,! intentionally or unintentionally m sure i'd hurt you .... and for that too m really really sorry, i know i have been through a lot.

I know i can not change it....even if i tried harder. But i dont want to, coz i may affect you and your life. There are things which I'll never forget in my whole life, you are the best thing ever happen in my life and i will cherish it for the rest of my life. No matter what happen i will live this life with fullest and it doesn't matter with whom.You know what.... i've been really grown up since then. Got to know me more than ever. You make me to realize about so many things, may be i was bit immature though...or just clingy or may be not. But Yeah i was genuine about you and that's for sure and i know it should be like that ...... what else i could do that time, was a loner and i found someone with whom i can ask, talk or tell anything in the world i wanted to tell ..... m sorry for that kind of behavior. M sure it made your life even harder but you didn't t even tell me what you are expecting form me at that time. What ever happen i never take it as a mistake. coz it's not. i know what was that. It was beautiful, amazing, spectacular, awesomely lovely and the best thing that can ever happen to me.
Those memories still makes me sooo happy, and every act of you gives me a sudden smile . Was that really hurting you ?? i dint realize that too, may be i was too selfish then, yeah that's why i din see anything i your eyes...god how can i be soo selfish, was i really playing with your emotion... m sorry Baby m really sorry.... but No matter what happen you are my first love and i cant forget that fact... no one can change it too...
i know m a bad girl as you say.... as your wish!! i can be what ever you say. you owe me anything. but for more of that m a human,.. a simple human..... :'(