Little Expression of Heart

A Short Interveiw

2012-04-26T19:44:00.001+05:30

One of my Friend's Friend wanted to ask me some questions about GAMING. This is how it went..

1. Do you play computer games? Why/why not?
Ans) Why Do I game.? Its Hard to say.. World think's I choose it, But the truth is Gaming Chose me. Why do I game, its Hard to say. May be its a mutation in me. A sort of new DNA unleashed.

2. How long do you play on average each day? What is the longest you ever played without a decent pause?
Ans) Daily an avg of 4 Hours & the longest was 28 Hours. Took short brks to piss and eat.

3. Would you consider yourself addicted to games? Why?/Why not?
Ans) F**king Yeah. I'm addicted & My previous answers say why.

4. If you would have to just without a reason give up gaming forever, could you do it?
Ans) If u wud have to just without any reason stop breathing forever, would u do that..?

5. Have you ever not gone to sleep, school/work or ignored other important things to play a game? Often or rarely?
Ans) I never missed School, work, important things.. Sleep..! I haven't Slept many times.

6. Anything else you want to add about why you play, gaming culture or just all around?
Ans) This is how I see it. Playing a PC Game is 10 times better than drinking a Carlsberg, 10 times better than Riding a Yamaha R1, a Best Remedy to forget ur all other F**king prblms, And the Best of all, Ur Girl is always Jealous of it. Remember Jealousy means Its great. So I am doing a great thing called Gaming. Gaming Culture is awesome, Esp Our Clans, We Game as a Team, with full co-operation & our thinking matches. And our way of talking, like using Roger That instead of OK, Negative instead of not ok, and many more, when some stranger listens they go crazy about what we talk. Its really Fun when we guys meet outside & its awesome when we Game together.

Soccer Addiction

2012-02-17T23:41:00.001+05:30

Girl: Do u know whats today..?
Boy: Of-course I know.
Girl: So whats today.?
Boy: Champions league is back. Its Feb 14th yaar. Champions league is back
Girl: *&#$#$$

=))

Left Alone

2011-11-27T12:05:00.001+05:30

U used to say whats in my Heart
well, that was all Past..

For being with me, promises r made
aftr brkng them all, im left vth my shade..

Empty is my lyf, vthout u
plenty r the sleepless nyts, thnkng of u..

At the end of the day, I stand alone
to watch u treat me as an unknown..

Battle for Love

2011-05-11T13:52:00.000+05:30

Battle for Love is a lonely fight against Enemy Armor.

All You need is a correct weapon.

Flying Low

2011-05-05T10:22:00.000+05:30

I was moving into Rockport

Roaming all around like a Scout

Never left the car seat

Ruling all the street

Always leading the pack

Which all others lack

Timely use of NOS

Giving my opponent a huge loss

Smell of rubber burning

Sound of tires screeching

Thats what I mostly like

Always missing the cops' spike

Neither got Busted

Nor got Totaled

Increasing the police heat

Improving my Rap sheet

Moving at speed of 220(mph)

Increasing my Bounty

Modifying my ride

Which is my pride

Moving like a Mist

Topping the Black list

Finally Defeating Razor

To become the Most Wanted racer

Cross used everything to bust me Down

Using my agility, I flew out of Town

They tried a lot to catch me up

State to National wide, My reputation's Up

My ride's BMW

I wanna race with you

Speed is all I need

Its all about Need For Speed

P.S:

Rock port - Town name in the game NFS Most Wanted,

Razor - Black List no.1 racer,

Cross - Sergeant of Rock Port City

Funny Conversation

2011-05-01T14:38:00.000+05:30

This is a Funny SMS conversation between my frnd and myself

Me: Cricket
Frnd: Incoming 10 mins
Me: Call all
Frnd: -ve
Me: Y bcoz?
Frnd: U calling all
Me: Leg Break
Frnd: Whose?
Me: Urs?
Frnd: That is = calling all
Me: Good Work bro
Frnd: Any Time Dude

after 10 mins
Frnd: All in position, ready to go
Me: Need Pickup
Frnd: No Vehicle = -ve
Me: Incoming cancelled
Frnd: Roger that.. V playing
Me: -ve -ve.. I incoming.. running incoming
Frnd: U = Team bat
Me: kudos.. On my way..

All our frnds at the ground saw our msgs and burst out in laughter..
some didnt even understand.. but day by day they got addicted to our language..

Our addiction from Gaming, made others too to use our language.. I guess the last time I talked correctly, without using that language was 4 months ago :P

A Wild Encounter

2011-04-07T12:05:00.000+05:30

Scene 1 : Prologue

I didnt like whats going around me. I just wanted to leave everything and everyone. Wanted to be alone. Hmm..! at least for some days. Till I get used to the things around me. I planned to move Into The Wild alone. Informed to some of my friends. Packed the stuff in as in this list.
1)2 Bed Sheets
2)100m long Rope
3)1L bottles - 3
4)Junk Food [ Which my mom made for Ugadi ]
5)Compass
6)Chalk Powder
7)Knife
8)First Aid Kit
9)Extra Pair of dress
10)Camera, 2 mobiles, Chargers, Ipod, Hand Video Game.

One of my friend, saw the list and asked me The trip is meant to be wild what's meant with these Electronic Goods. Removed all electronic stuff. He was interested to come with me. But I resisted as I wanted it be lonely expedition. So we had a plan. We went to a village nearby parked our Bike there and headed towards Opposite Direction. Deal was to reach back at the time of Sun Set. If anyone fails the other calls for help and searches for the lost one.
It Sounded terrifying, I know that its risky and wasn't what i planned So liked it. We started at 8 AM. I was heading North East. My friend towards South West. I was enjoying the wild, Heading into the Woods remembering Robert Frost's Poem
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep

I could barely see the sun, playing Hide and Seek with the Sun under the shade of trees, Making music from the Fallen Dried Leaves.

Scene 2 : Gut Breaker
I was in forest moving with lot of Guts. Guts that came out of Joy. I think after 2 Hours from the start. The music of Dried Leaves was Different from the one at start. I slowed down but the Sound didn't. Paused for a moment and walked cautiously towards the Source of Sound. Couldn't find anything when I saw in Binoculars. Hiding behind every tree moved carefully. Finally behind a tree I could hear it Loud and Clear. Donno what i am gonna see if I turn my Head. First time I realized I am in forest and Forest do have Wild Animals. Fully tensed, had a Peek from behind the Tree to see nothing. Relaxed. Wait a min the sounds still coming. Looked down. That was huge. May be 7 feet long. It ate some thing, I could see the bulged stomach. Remembered that snakes aren't fast when they eat some thing. Ran faster to save my self, lost all bravery with only 1 thing in mind. I am around Wild Animals.

Scene 3 : Lost
I was leaving traces of Chalk Powder to know my way. But After seeing the snake I didn't leave any and ran madly in ignorance of where i was running. I yelled "Bull Shit, I am Lost". I could hear my echo saying the same. I didn't want to do a thing. Sat and started eating what i brought. Was checking the surroundings, when I saw my rope and the Hill beside, an Idea struck in my mind. If I climb the Hill I may find my path.

Scene 4 : Messed Up

With a Hope that I could find my path back home, said to my self lets start trekking. I had no anchor for the rope so i had to make to the hill top barely. It was a small one with 1 KM slope. Made it using 2 hard sticks to keep my balance. Looked around and found a white spot. Is it mine? Searched around it. Wow found 2 more. Deeply looked. "Yippeee I found my way" i shouted. Turned back to see a River. Its was so beautiful, couldn't stop my self going there. It was flowing at greater speeds. Wanna check its depth. Used a stick It submerged. Used a big one, almost my height, It also submerged. With curiosity dragged a big Eucalyptus Tree almost 4 times my height. Dragged with all my strength. Oh God it also submerged. Calculated that it would be more then 25 Feet deep. Didn't risk my self staying there for long. I was exhausted after dragging the tree. Hardly made it the the Hill Top again. Rested for some time. Wind was blowing. I felt like wind kissed me. A smile came from my face. Later wind blew heavier, felt like a Hard Kiss. And later it was no more a Kiss, It was like a Kick. Stood up to to see Thunders far away. Thunder Strikes are more often in forests. I had the make it back before it rains and In forest it gets darker before only and things will be worse if it rains. Ran down the hill, Tumbled, Rolled Down and fell down at the Bottom. Took some heavy breaths. Stood Up and fell down again. Shouted "My leg". I messed up with it which was already Injured.

Scene 5 : Timely Help

I could barely walk. With the help of 2 sticks collected earlier, I was limping fastly, so that i could make it before it rains. Crossed the woods with great difficulty and with fear of Animals too. Finally reached the plain grasslands. Almost there. 1 more KM, No hurdles Started hopping in middle to be fast. Suddenly my stick struck a rock fell down with face first. Couldn't move a Bit. Gave up everything. Thinking of Death. Some of the Things going in my mind.

1) Foxes may eat me Alive.

2)Snakes Crawling over me.

3)Eagles Flying above me.

4)Remembering my Best Goals in Soccer, The Victory of the Volley Ball Tournament, and My best Cricket Moments.

5)Thinking about my past best moments with Parents, Friends, and Even my God Given sister.

6)Thinking of the Mistakes I have done.

7)Lost in Thoughts about my Girl whom I desperately wanted to see. Wanna Leave her a Note. Had no Pen, paper. Moved a bit to grab the Knife and Wrote "Love U Bubbliieee" on the ground and Fell down.

Suddenly Heard a Noise. A wild animal running towards me to have its meal, thats what i thought. But It was my friend, He followed my tracks and Found me. We moved slowly shared my moments. He too shared his. He was lucky in spotting a Bear far away and heard some gunshots thus withdrawing this expedition in a Dilemma whether they are Police or Naxals. Its Getting darker, winds blew heavily. Finally reached the bike and drank some Glucose.

Scene 6 : Dark Side of Nature

We were driving our bike towards the Main Road. The Winds were blowing heavily in opposite direction. My friend made it with great effort to the main road. After then he missed accidents with the 2 vehicles which moved the very next moment. I asked to stop the bike and Enquired whats wrong. Saw his eyes, fully red. He took all the dust into his eyes. It was my turn to drive. Cleaned his eyes and tied a wet cloth to his eyes. I'm not that heavy. Remembering my past accident I was moving at 50 kmph. But the wind is too heavy that bike's going out of control. Slowed down and moved carefully. The worst bike drive I ever had.

Scene 7 : The Bottom Line

Rode our way back to the town successfully. Without any Hesitation stopped directly at the Hospital. Cleaned our Muddy Faces. Had his eyes checked, thank god they are ok. Checked my leg. Walked in front of the doctor 3-4 times. Bull shit..! He asked to check it up in some Multi-Specialty Hospital. Worried about my leg :(

It was a Great experience for me. Increased my love towards some people, decreased hatred towards those whom i hated earlier. Sorted out my mistakes. Hope I can make them right. I guess this Trip's gonna bring something New out of me.

An Endless Journey

2011-03-06T11:44:00.000+05:30

In his Voyage of Joy
He Fought like a Soldier of Troy

To forget his Past
He wanna get lost

Crying like a Child
Moved Deep into the Wild

Finally to a land
Where there's Only Sand

His Life became a Maze
Sorting out the Real and Mirage

A fine Morning
Woke up by the Birds Chirping

Greenery all around
Sweet Music from Every Sound

Flowers laying a Road
Walking his away which the Butterflies Showed

Far in his Eye Sight, He could see Her
Her Smile Drove away all his Fear

She calls herself, Lonely Princess
Who brought back all his Happiness

He said her, "With me beside, U r Never Alone"
But She asked to find a path of his Own

He left the place continuing his Fight with the Death
Hoping that She comes to him Before his Last Breath

P.S : When I started writing this, I thought of a Positive Ending but things around turned it So.. Hope This wouldn't be the Ending if it was for Real..

Why Cant I....?

2011-02-14T16:51:00.000+05:30

Why cant I Find an Amplifier, to Increase my Voice with in?
Why cant I Build a Dam, to control the Floods of my Eyes?
Why cant I find an Adhesive thing, to Stick my Broken Heart?
Why cant I get some pain killers, to the Kill the Pain I feel?
Why cant I find a software, which can Format my Memories?
Why cant I Restart this Game Called Life?

A Soccer Day

2011-02-10T20:40:00.000+05:30

After a month or more.
I Stepped AGAIN into our Soccer ground.
Some welcomed me back, some were shocked to see me again,
Others didn't notice, as they were busy practicing.
My coach asked to sit on the Bench.
It was a practice session, so was alone on the Bench.
Umpire whistled, Match started.
At 11th min, Left back passed to center Mid-Fielder.
And I received a lofted pass from him.
Had to run back to take it on chest.
Turned it around avoiding the opponent mid-field.
Was running the whole Right wing but got no support.
Saw some room and dribbled my self through 2 defenders.
Used a fake shot to confuse the other.
With full power hit onto the left Top corner.
Goal Keeper had a full stretch but couldn't reach it.
Cheers of the fans was roaring the ground.
My team mates lifted me into the sky.
Manager was jumping with joy.
And suddenly I was hit to ground.
Looked around to find none.
Came to reality after hit my the ball.
A player asked to give the ball beside me.
Handed it to him and limped my way back to Home.

~~ Cherry ~~