Living a complicated life as a young woman

Back in the hole

2010-02-09T04:31:00.000-08:00

Just when you thing you'll be able to work things out. Is to get a letter stating that we are in the process of eviction, probably won't be around much till we get things on track....

To be continue

Thank You to my readers.

Staying Strong

2010-02-05T14:26:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't had time to come around. Things are getting there little by little. I was able to go to work wish is awesome. My spouse works for a 1 day job per week, which is gonna help a little more. He is still searching for a job. Me am just trying to stay strong and try my best. One of my goals that I accomplish was I got my license, yay =]]

I'm very excited and proud of my self.

Also I have create another blog in search to earn some income online,
Feel free to take a look at:

My next goal is to save up to get me a running car, to enroll in school and go to work. Praying that my dreams come true =]

Till next time...

I don't wanna be homesless

2010-01-28T23:16:00.000-08:00

My spouse and I are facing been evicted. Please follow the link below which is a site for charities where others may donate online. Here I have forward them my legal documents to prove my need. Is a well trusted site, take a look and see.

Here's my profile:
Click Here

Thank You and God Bless You

Stress :(

2010-01-24T17:13:00.001-08:00

Hi everyone my boyfriend as a job interview tomorrrow and no transportation it cost $4.50 round trip. If anyone could please spare anything getting this job/gig will help bring extra cash to home. Please I beg for your help, I have no other help. I myself needed transporation for 3 days someone as donated $5 and now am able to go to work tomorrow. I don't know about Tuesday and Wednesday. work is too far to walk to takes an 1 hour in transportation. Thank You for your time and God Bless You.

2010-01-24T13:40:00.000-08:00

Update: Thanks to a very caring lady, who donated $5. I'm able to go to work tomorrow. Thank You and God Bless You. If anyone else could please help, I would appreciated it very much.

Worried

2010-01-22T17:32:00.000-08:00

Hi to anyone reading my blog. I'm in desperate need of help. I have no money to buy a metro-card for next week to go to work. I'm in need of at least $15. Please if anyone could help or even donate a metro-card that will gladly be appreciated.

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2010-01-16T00:00:00.001-08:00

2:59am wondering if there will be any change in my life :(

Hope for 2010

2010-01-12T18:40:00.000-08:00

Hello I haven't been able update due to very rough times. I finally got starting working in the school job I mention in my previous post. But unfortunately is only 2 days a week and 4 hours a day not much. Well things are still hard to a point were I hardly eat or eat once a day. I have decided to join school and go away and enroll in campus. I'm hoping to make changes in my life, I wanna enjoy life. My birthday as passed on January 10, I have to say now been 22 yrs old. I have to work harder and harder. And find the right path to drive me to a successful life.

I did find this website which they donate cars to those in need and who receive the votes. Now am begging please help me and vote for me. The Faster I could get the car the faster I enroll into school and avoid been in the streets.

As for my birth mom the search is still on and I thank the person who contacted me to help me. I never though I would get help or that someone will take time to read about me.

Here's the site please vote and help me get a car to go to school.
http://www.freecharitycars.org/rosa2985/

Thank You and God Bless You.

A little hope as come, a reason to keep living

2009-12-01T01:20:00.000-08:00

Today I received an email from a blessed person who said they might be able to find my birth mother. This will be the greatest birthday present I could get as is coming up in January 10. I'm still working hard and looking for a job. I hope my wish does come true and I could come face to face with her. It will be joy if she wants me in her life. The possibility of finding a real family. Family that loves me and support me for me.

God I come to you and pray that this miracle does happen. There's nothing in this life that will make me happier. My whole life could change. I won't have to suffer and go threw hunger, I'll have her with me after almost 22 years. God can this be? I hope this is my holiday joy, because there's no joy at the moment.

I also want to thank God for bringing that person to my blog and very thankful that you responded.

Thanks and God Bless everyone that takes time to read my blog. Please help by leaving your prayers and if possible passing this blog along.

My prayers goes out to everyone.

All I see is darkness, where's the light to my life?

2009-11-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

About me I'm 21 years old female living in The Bronx, NY. Growing up as an adopted child and been treated different and not been part of a family was difficult. It hurts every day of my life. Not to have a family or someone to be here for me. I have made my self a strong young lady on my own, but is hard to keep my faith when everything is going down. Only choice I had was to create this blog, praying that someone will read and will be able to help. I have tried and have worked really hard to maintain my self. But living on a job that didn't pay not even $200 a week was hard to even try to save up. Basically no jobs for a while now, looking and praying everyday to survive. surviving on my last pieces of food I have left. In a position where my lights where off and facing eviction for over due rent of $5,000 Is hard. I try everyday to keep my head up but I just can't do it any longer.

I had an interview on September 25, 2009 to work with the board of education. They took my fingerprints and said it will take 3 weeks to clear out. Fingerprints were taken and returned clear and I then received that email from the manager congratulating me and telling me welcome aboard. I felt joy and happiness I though this was it a good job, things are gonna change. But as my my joy and faith came up they went down even quicker. When I never heard from them again and here we go again. I cry at night, missing a family that I really never had. Wishing I had my mother in my life. With questions unanswered. Did she love me? Why she let me go? Is she looking for me or did she ever tried? I would love to know how a real family feels like. but unfortunately I don't ever see that happening in my life. Is full of darkness and light no way near. Searching everyday for a job to help me maintain my life, to bring me back to life. Because this just can't be it. Is been too long, when will my journey to happiness ever begin.

I come here to literally beg with no other option, if any could spare even $1 that will help me buy some food or even pray for me. I need as much prayer as I could get. Please I beg if you came upon my blog I believe God as send you my direction for a reason. Can't afford to help money wise, is okay with me leave a comment with your prayers and I'll thank you everyday for the rest of life, I'll be appreciated. Now I do believe in helping others as well and hopefully one day i will be able to help other and open my own charity/group home for those in needs.

Also if anyone out there is able to help me find my birth mother, i don't have the words to explain how much that will mean to me.

By the way want to let everyone know I'm just not a lazy woman that wants things easy. I have goals and achievement I want to accomplish. I want to be a professional PC technician and be able to open my own business. Then will love to help those in needed as well.

I will keep everyone updated hopefully with everyone's prayer and my hard work my life will change. Please pass my blog on I definitely will need that help.

Thank You,
May God be us