Locked In A Comatose Closet

FUCK YOU GOOGLE!

2011-06-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

So, I've been using Google's Adsense program on my blog. I can't find a job in my shitty little city so these (very) quaint earnings were all I had to live off of.
My blog was even doing so well that Google gave me a $100 certificate for Google AdWords, which allowed my blog to be advertised on the side of Google's homepage.
Well, I had my payments on hold until I had a decent amount saved up & I found it only saves up to $100. I had $80 earned so I figured I'd get paid finally after months of blogging, which I enjoyed.
ONE DAY after I decide I'd actually like to receive my well-earned money, Google decides to suspend my Adsense account, which I tried to appeal & it was denied.
HOW FUCKING CONVENIENT! Fuck you Google, you scammy little twats.
I actually liked blogging but this completely ruined it for me.
Cunts.

Spotlight of the Day: Pokemon!

2011-06-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been blogging as of late, I've been having...~~technical difficulties~~.

/le sigh

I made this nifty friend on seXBox who sent me a Nintendo DS & Pokemon Platinum! I'm super pumped to dominate the shit out of the game & nerd it up hard enough to train a lvl 100 Meowth (hell no I'm not evolving my Meowth, MEOWTH IS A PIMP! Ummmmm Pay Day? HE MAKES IT RAIN ON DEM HOES!)
Anywhoo, I thought a Pokemon themed entry would be epic. Remember to click on the artist's name to view more of their fabulous art work!

By: Tsukinonaiyoru

By: TheStink411

By: Marucoism

By: Ry Spirit

By: Vampire Jaku

By: NuX

By: Peter Pan Syndrome (HNNNNNG- SO. MUCH. PINK.)

& I'll end it with something awesome.

"12 Days of Pokemon" By: SliferTheSkyDragon

12 Bulbasauring
11 Lapras Leaping
10 Tentacrueling
9 Tails-A-Wagging
8 Muk a Mukking
7 Squirtle Squirting
6 Diglett Digging
5 Goooolldeeeennnnnnnnn!!!
4 Charizard
3 E-kans
2 Elactabuzz
& a Farfetch'd with great agility!

WHEW! Any ideas for my next entry?

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Spotlight of the Day: Sci Fi Looove

2011-05-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

Last entry, I asked what you guys would like to see as far as the spotlight goes, & while most pleaded for more alt models (which I am always happy to oblige), one request was a science fiction art focus. I figured I'd go with the minority before I return to my ever favorite subject of alternative models.

Now I didn't want to focus on just one artist so instead I'll be showcasing quite a few artist, & you'll be able to see more from them by clicking the link under each art piece.

Alright! Autobots... ROLL OUT!

Art by: Joel Gomez

Art by: Huiyen

Art by: Nemons

Art by: Emile Denis

Art both by: Hendry Roesly

Art by: J. Augusto Cano

(I know it's more fantasy than sci-fi but I love it!)

Art by: Ignacio Bazan Lazcano

Art by: David K.

That's all for ~~now~~! Any inspiration or ideas for my next entry?!

On another lovely note, I got engaged over the weekend <3 YAY!
He took me to the spot where our first date was, which was a Weezer concert, & there was a pond/gazebo right nearby, & he got down on one knee & asked me to be stuck with him forever.

I'm so happy!

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Spotlight of the Day: Aleksandra Wydrych & Miss Mosh

2011-05-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

Not much to say except.. HI! I FUCKING MISSED YOU GUYS! WTF IT'S BEEN A WHILE!

lol <3

Before I get going:
Warning! In case you're a youngin, hate the female body or something else absurd, there are boobies in my post. I'm required to do this. Who hates boobs? How did you find my blog i you're a little kid? ~~More importantly~~... Where are my pants?

Got two lovely spotlights for ya today, both eye candy to the max.

The first is Alksandra Wydrych, 21, from Chojnice, Poland who's interests include killing small children. Her words, not mine. She does a lot of photography, some of herself, some of others, but I'm just gona show you her (because she's all pretty 'n stuff).
Check out more from her here!

What a sex bob-omb.

Anyways, our next spotlight is the lovely Miss Mosh, the Russian-born model.

For more from her, click here!

(You'll want more.)

~~BANG BANG~~.

Let me know what type of art you guys would like to see more of & I'll make it my next spotlight! <3

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Personal Blog.

2011-04-29T18:41:00.000-07:00

I need out of this house.
I feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown.
Another household screamfest, I don't even consider it a family anymore. My mum comes in & threatens to take away everything I own if I post ANYTHING about being depressed Or anything to do with the fight on facebook or say anything to anyone.
I'm tired of having to bottle everything up.
I'm tired of having so much to bottle up.
I'm shaking & using all my willpower to refrain from breaking down. But I'm used to having to put up a tough exterior. Too used to it. Everything that's bottled up crashing like heavy waves against the walls I've built up, threatening to break.. There's too much. I feel like if I curled up into a ball & cried out all my pain I may lay there for eternity..
All this because my sister didn't let my brother use her profile on xbox. So my brother flipped out about it. It's hers to say yes or no to, she paid for it, & because she didn't share, my dad called her a stupid little bitch & my mum told her she was giving away her iPod. I told them I thought that was unfair, & because of that, the wrath turned on me. They threatened to take away everything I own, deny me access to the internet, & smash my xbox because I'm "immature". Yeah. I know I'm a fuck up. I know I'm a let down. A biiiig disappointment. You remind me of that with every mutter under your breath when you think I'm not listening.
I want out of here so bad... I'm not a religious person, but I've been praying every night that I get across on the ferry.
But at the same time, I feel like I'm the only sane person in my house, & I'm my sister's rock, I'm going to feel unbareably guilty leaving my sister with these people.
My brother manipulates every one in the family & gets her in trouble so much, & my parents are quick to jump down her throat, because it's so much easier to dump everything on her than to deal with my agressive brother.
My mother is a huge bitch to my sister 95% of the time. Grounds my sister 24/7, never let's her out, takes everything away from her, puts her down all the time calling her stupid, an idiot, a dumb bitch, tells her she looks like a whore when she does her makeup.
My sister is completely scared of my dad because all he does is scream & hit people.
My sister is sitting here talking about wanting to run away, how badly she doesn't wanna be here, how she sometimes thinks about suicide. & I know exactly how she feels because I hated it so badly, I got so depressed I was cutting myself & when I got so low I started thinking about suicide, I DID run away to NYC, the farthest place from them where they wouldn't be able to find me.
Things aren't so stressful when my brother isn't here...but that's not the case.
I want to slip into a sweet coma until my boyfriend comes on the 20th. My sister too. We're happier when we sleep. We usually fall asleep holding eachother's hands.
I'm tired of this Hell.
But I don't want to abandon my sister in it either.
I know I have to take care of myself, but I'm all she has.
Even though I put on a tough exterior for her, she's kind of my rock too.

Spotlight of the Day: Monaux

2011-04-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight of the day is on Monaux aka Karl Kawsny, the 26 year old from Australia.

His art has a somewhat classic feel to it & I love it.

If you want to see more, click here!

I keep procrastinating my workout regime /le sigh. I'm so ~~fucking lazy~~ sometimes. Gotta kick myself in the ass. Shit is so heavy here though, I get depressed & don't wanna do anything. Being like that is the opposite of my demeanor though, opposite of my personality. I'm happy, upbeat, bubbly, spontaneous, definately not a homebody. I just can't be myself here. It's so restricting.

I'm the black sheep of my ~~family~~.

I've always felt that way. Ever since I was little.

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Spotlight of the Day: Agnes Cecile

2011-04-26T17:06:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight is the wonderfully talented Agnes Cecile, of whom I am in love with their style, from Rome, Italy.

Cecile's work doesn't need words.

For more, click here.

On a side note, I'm starting a new diet & excercise regime. My boyfriend is coming to visit in a month & I want to look better than my best. My next post might be some ~~thinspo~~, don't hate me for it. I'm not into the jutting spines and hip bones, I mean an althletic, healthy, in shape, yet still shapely. My type of thinspo, not crazy bitches with ED's type of thinspo.

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Spotlight of the Day: Gutter Face

2011-04-15T15:55:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight is on the magnificent Gutter Face aka Joji Viktor Biernot.

I normally wouldn't showcase a photographer, not that it's any less of an ~~art form~~, I just appreciate traditional & digital art more-so. But something about this androgynous lovely (whom is actually a boy) caught my eye.

He fascinates me. /heart

For more from Gutter Face, click here!

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Spotlight of the Day: Skottie Young & Berk Ozturk

2011-04-04T13:40:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight(s) are on Skottie Young & Berk Ozturk! That's right, today was so fruitful, I had to show off two artists, so let's get ~~going~~!

Let's start with Skottie Young from Illinois. I love his style, it's a bit cartoonish, a bit abstract, a bit crazy. He's illustrated for known companies such as Marvel, Warner Bros., & Mattel, & uses Sketchbook Pro as his main drawing tool. All good in my books! If you want to see more of Mr.Young's work click here!

Our second spotlight is on Berk Ozturk from Istanbul/Turkey. Don't know ~~a lot~~ about his work... except it ROCKS! Check out more here!

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Spotlight of the Day: Bonhwa

2011-04-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight is on the fantastic Bonhwa. An amazing artist from England, whom uses CS5, Painter 9, & intuos4m to create.

I find his style to be really unique, & I ~~stalk~~ his website on the regular to see if he has put out anything new. His website is here if you'd like to check out more!

Outward & Onward!

I also wanted to apolagise for my ~~last post~~ on Pin-Ups, it was poorly done, sort of thrown together, & I didn't include any of the model's websites. For that I might delete it, & do another Pin-Up spotlight down the road... Properly!

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Spotlight of the Day: Pin-Ups

2011-03-31T09:01:00.000-07:00

The spotlight of the day is focused on Pin-Up Models!

I adore modern day pin-up models, don't get me wrong, I love classic pin-up models. You can't appreciate modern day pin-up unless you appreciate where it started but I love piercings, tattoos, & body modifacation. Throw that together with the classic pic-up concept, & you have ~~perfection~~!

What do you love?

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Spotlight of the Day: Cosplay

2011-03-29T10:44:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight is focused on Cosplay artists! I've got a lot of love for cosplayers, because I love dressing up for Comic-Con & other expos.

Infact, for the next Comic-Con, I'm going to dress up as a Nurse & he as PyramidHead from Silent Hill. (/heart)

You can click on the Artist's names to take you to their website to check out more!

Cosplayers, I choose you!

Rinoa in Squall's outfit (Final Fantasy VIII)

Artist: Eyes On Me

Leeloo (The Fifth Element)

Artist: Malro Doll

The Bride (Tim Burton's The Corpse Bride)

Artist: Nekos Rocks

Team Rocket (Pokemon - Season 1)

Artist: Ryoko Demon as Jessie & Malro Doll as James

Altair (Assasin's Creed)

Artist: Coughffin Knail

Alexiel the Magnificent (Angel Sanctuary)

Artist: Etaru

Bayonetta (Bayonetta)

Artist: Yuegene

Skye (Character created by Aisha Neko)

Artist: Time Flux

Misty & Staryu (Pokemon - First season)

Artist: Jaded

Alice (Alice in Wonderland)

Artist: Ophelia Overdose (Again <3)

Lady of the Yakuza (Self-Inspired character of the artist)

Artist: Alodia ( <3 )

Morrigan (Darkstalker)

Artist: Alodia ( <3 )

& we'll ~~end~~ it with something cutesy!

Cheshire Cat (Alice in Wonderland)

Artist: Ophelia Overdose (again again <3)

If you've cosplayed, what character did you choose? & if not, what would you like to see a cosplay of?

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Spotlight of the Day: JAPAN

2011-03-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

Today's spotlight is focused on the artists who've created & given away the rights to their art so it can be sold & distributed to raise money in support of relief for Japan.

You can help & donate by clicking here. Every dollar counts.

I've already donated twice. You can spare your coffee money for someone who direly needs it I'm sure.

What if it was your family?

People supporting people.

World Love.

Art by: Coco Kun

Art by: Sakimi Chan

Art by: Rovina Lacuna

Art by: lol55555

Art by: Javier Jimenez

Art by: Kyu Gurl

Art by: Ongoing Drifter

You can also buy t-shirts with the above art (by Ongoing Drifter) by clicking HERE.

All proceeds go to the Red Cross to aid Japan.

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Spotlight of the Day: Ophelia Overdose

2011-03-15T15:52:00.000-07:00

Today's artist spotlight is the beautiful alt model, Ophelia Overdose.

Check out her model mayhem site by clicking on her name.

21 year old Ophelia Overdose was was born in Essen, Germany. She thrives in her individuality & expression, both through her modelling & creation of wigs, accessories, & clothing for every shoot.

Enjoy!

On a side note, all my prayers go out to all the people in Japan right now.

I have family there who we haven't heard from yet.

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Spotlight of the Day: Serge Birault

2011-03-10T14:08:00.000-08:00

Today's artist Spotlight is on Serge Birault from ~~viva la~~ France.

I'm afraid I don't know much more about him except that I love his art!

Check out his website by clicking on his name.

He does do commisions, I'm thinking of making on myself!

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Suicide Girls Selling Out?

2011-03-09T16:02:00.000-08:00

Due to the recent vlog released by Shotgun Suicide, a small uproar of rebellion has cast against Suicide Girls.

They said that SG has lost touch with why it was created in the first place.

Some are outraged that the vlog, cast to so many "impressionable" girls, glamourizes the business. Saying that despite the courage it takes to get naked on the internet, doing so should't be a milestone in your life.

One fan said:

I love SG & I think this video is great to make girls wanna join but I think it might be over-glamorizing it? I wanna see all the work and effort these lovely ladies put in to get to the top. There's thousands of chicks wanting this pretty bad but how many will actually have a life like this?
Others love SG's art, style & attitude, their past focus. For that would want to join, but with SG's recent requirement for full-on nudity these past years, many are ~~turned off~~.

& yet many more are turned-on.

There's a reason there isn't a Nobel Prize for Getting Naked on the Internet.

But still...

What do you think?

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@Request: Scene Hair Styles

2011-03-08T20:23:00.000-08:00

At the request of a close friend, I'm doing a post with scene hair & girlies.

Enjoy.

~~Or don't~~.

Whatever.

That's all I can take.
If you have any requests for types of posts, let me know!

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XBox Live Friends List Expansion? Yes Please.

2011-03-08T17:59:00.000-08:00

One of Xbox Live's most-requested features, the raising of the 100 friend cap, could be about to happen as Microsoft's unveils plans to discontinue the Original Xbox's online service.

Microsoft's gone on record in the past that the Xbox 360 friend cap is mostly down to backwards compatibility with the old console. Now that's not an issue, the platform holder's seemingly free to let us expand our mate roster.

Xbox group product manager, Aaron Greenberg said of raising the cap back in 2007:

"There's some interdependencies. Some things like original Xbox games have friends lists hard coded in, so there's things we gotta work through, but we'll get it figured out, it's something we want to do."

He then updated us on the feature last year:

"I can't commit to when that will happen, but that is something we want to do. It's definitely something we're looking at expanding and, as this social network grows, we've absolutely heard the pleas for that. It's on the list."

Possibly good news for popular people like those OXM chaps then, but the average Xbox Live user ~~surely~~ has about 20 friends anyway? Wrong. My list is ALWAYS full, XBL having been you for years now, you get to know some people.

Because sometimes you just can't delete some people...

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Hooray!

2011-03-08T17:16:00.000-08:00

My name is... oh wait. My name is unimportant. What's important is that I made a blog!

I want to start just sharing what I do, share the art I make, the art I'm interested in, & anything else that crosses my mind.

Today is International Womens Day... Yay for vag~~inas~~!

I celebrated the good ol' fashion way... By making boys cry in Black Ops.

Score 1 for me.
#winning

Talked to my boyfriend.

Ate some tacos. [perv.]

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