Losing it...(in SO many ways)

Sleevless in South Jersey

Chrissy — Thu, 16 May 2013 21:58:12 PDT

Sorry, I can’t eat that chicken, it gets stuck. Sorry, I can’t have that salad, the lettuce and celery get stuck. Sorry, the only veggies I seem to be able to eat must be cooked into submission. Sorry, can’t eat that steak. Before I go forward with this, allow me to state clearly: I am [...]

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As Close To Garbo As I Get

Chrissy — Sun, 28 Apr 2013 18:04:13 PDT

I play Garbo without even knowing it at times. Unlike Garbo, I don’t “vant” to be alone, I want to have times of solitude. My brain has trouble lighting on an idea and staying there as I grow bored with my own words and can’t remember who’s already heard my recent thoughts and would be [...]

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The Hair Brush Incident of 2013

Chrissy — Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:33:39 PDT

As you may know, I also live with Bipolar Disorder and a couple other diagnoses (Excitable Gurelle ~ The Queen of Bipolar). The movement, or tic, disorder has become part of my life, now. A powerfully large part of my life. The ability that has to take over your everyday focus is incredible. It is [...]

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Fatty Fatty Bo Batty…

Chrissy — Sat, 23 Mar 2013 21:28:26 PDT

Is fat immoral? I gotta’ tell you before hand, I resent politicians and the First Lady deciding they want to tell me what I can and can not put in my body, and how much or how little of it is acceptable to them. It reminds me of prohibition, or forced sterilization. It’s a slippery [...]

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Juicy Things

Chrissy — Sun, 10 Mar 2013 19:48:50 PDT

Rage eating. I has it. It’s difficult to write this post. It’s been a bad dream of a few weeks, I don’t even know how or where to begin. The exhaustion comes from depression, the sense of having to tell a long story over and over and nothing changes anyway. So why do it? Aware [...]

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Food Whore: Tastykake Be Thy Name

Chrissy — Mon, 11 Feb 2013 04:00:46 PST

I eat at people and things. I ate a Tastykake lemon pie out of anger at myself. Do you know how many calories are in one?! Such a food whore, giving themselves to me like that, with no shame. I’m five foot one inch, there are only so many calories we can consume before we [...]

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Not yet, not yet, wait for it….wait…

Chrissy — Wed, 06 Feb 2013 18:32:41 PST

I have a problem with instantaneous gratification. Does it show? I have the impulse control of a three year old. Always, as soon as I’m finished writing a post, it gets published. And republished and republished again because I find mistakes. I’ve been looking at more organized blogs, ones you can count on, ones that [...]

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It’s The Victims Fault, Again

Chrissy — Fri, 28 Dec 2012 10:38:22 PST

http://somanyways.net/2011/04/its-the-victims-fault-again/

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I Just Like To Smile

Chrissy — Fri, 28 Dec 2012 07:00:39 PST

I kissed my scale as I got off it, apologizing for making it hold that new extra weight. No, I’m not overjoyed at gaining two pounds but I’m not upset either. I fully expected to gain two or three and prepared myself. I didn’t give myself free rein but did allow myself stuff I normally [...]

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Multiple Posts

Chrissy — Mon, 03 Dec 2012 17:11:07 PST

You may have received multiple posts via fed burner yesterday. I’m very sorry, I was editing some old posts to get them caught up (from the move so long ago from Blogger to WordPress. Some didn’t translate well.) I’ve yet to find a way to do editing and republishing without it happening so I hope [...]

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