Lots n Lots more

Run

2013-12-20T10:48:00.001-08:00

I started running again,
For my life,
No one wanted to own me again,
Nor did I care like now,
I ran n ran,
Through the door,
Past the gates,
On the Street,
Through the rain,
Drenching in pain,
Waiting for a name,
Fighting night and day,
Till I get what I deserve,
Not what I desired,
When would this pain end,
When would someone stop me,
Would hold me up,
After the run,
Till I rise again. . . .

Regret

2013-12-18T12:30:00.001-08:00

We all wish everything goes right,
But it always goes the other way,
Only few tasted the fruit of true love,
Rest only lived in the illusion of it,
At the end of the day,
Nothing matters at all,
We are all alone in the night,
Remembering all the things,
We could had done,
But by then time had already flowed away. . . .

Way to Heaven

2013-12-18T12:26:00.001-08:00

For all wanted the path to heaven,

Yet they didn't realize their greed to achieve it,
The right path is not achieved merely by,
Praising and preaching the words of God,
It is much more than that,
Something being more of a human being,
Following the right path without being knowing it,
Then only you will see past the crowd. . . . .

Trail

2013-12-08T12:39:00.006-08:00

Sooner or later we all will fade away,
Leaving behind a trail of memories,
Done together in the moments of joy,
To make you cry,
Some places that wouldn't be the same as it was,
Some words that would be incomplete,
Still times moves on,
Memories gets washed up in the flow,
Leaving behind a fading effect with passage of time,
We move on till the time comes,
And we flow away. . .
#Mandav_Perspective

Missed

2013-12-03T13:50:00.000-08:00

What did I miss today,
My smile has been gone for long,
So I missed out on so many things,
A fake laughter to cover up,
What did I miss today,
I missed you,
A part of myself that I'm strongly bounded to,
A sweet stream of memories. . .

Shadow

2013-12-03T13:41:00.004-08:00

In this vast world of mine,
I'm never alone,
Nor I felt the slight urge of loneliness,
For my shadow is was always there with me.

Path

2013-12-03T13:39:00.001-08:00

There always be a opening,
When you are shut out of the current one,
Just look around,
And you will see.. .

Frame

2013-12-03T08:10:00.000-08:00

For you can close down all paths for me,
Yet I will find a way,
To reach where I'm destined to be,
For no one can change what has been written.
#Mandav_Perspective

Beautiful

2013-11-25T22:44:00.001-08:00

Nothing something beautiful will last long enough,
For it withers up,
All those beautiful things just turn,
Into a dried withered remain,
For how long can you lick the beauty,
It will sooner or later be gone,
Oh beauty oh beauty,
How long can you stay with me,
As no sooner or later,
You will depart,
Leaving behind a trail of your beauty,
Something to remember you by,
Something to cheerish by,
At the end nothing remains of you except memories.

Path

2013-11-20T10:56:00.000-08:00

There is something I was always afraid of,
I never didn't know what I was afraid of,

At the end I could only conclude it was me,

And only me,

And my greatest fear of all,

As the ideal fear "Death" didn't scare me enough,

All that scared me was dark hollow image of myself,

Struck somewhere inside of myself,

A place inside myself where I see paths,

But no guarantee of what is to happen,

A past that can I can't never go back to,

A future that I can never see beyond,

And a present that is too much for me. . .

Stray One

2013-11-07T13:39:00.000-08:00

Here I wander the streets,
Born from a unknown one,
With my lovely ones,
Sadly we fell apart from the start,
Some do not live up their life,
And some go elsewhere to find food,
I ran here and there,
Running with the world,
With no permanent roof or food,
I fight day and night,
For my right to live,
Sometimes affection touches my life,
Makes me feel it's not so bad,
You say your life is bad,
Swap a day with me,
And you wouldn't say that,
At the end,
I'm alone,
Taken by no one,
Yet own by World. . . .

Unspeakable love

2013-10-13T17:01:00.001-07:00

I never could stop myself from loving you,
I regret that maybe I couldn't love you more,
Maybe time just finished up,
And you couldn't understand all my screaming for you,
Maybe I couldn't express it right,
I can't say now that I miss you,
Cause you are so far away from me,
I always cherish the lovely time I had with you,
That I could never have it with someone else,
That peace I experienced after a long time,
Maybe time couldn't let me keep you,
So that I could love you more,
I just regret I'm not there to take care of you anymore,
I do love you and will always,
Yes I'm stupid,
Still my thirst never ends for you,
I'm controlling it for you,
Maybe in the end it's better that we don't talk,
Cause we both know or at least I know,
I can't resist myself from holding you again,
Taking back what is mine,
Cause I never did fake things,
I just gave my heart as I felt,
And so did I lost myself again this time,
For my happiness went away into drain with you gone,
For no one can hold someone for so long. . .

At last

2013-08-04T01:21:00.003-07:00

At last my overworked mind hit me,
Making me live the opposite of normal people live,
Day turn into nights and nights turn into days,
Couldn't find a reason to this insomniacity,
Here I lay on the bed wanting to sleep,
Yet I can't have a soundly sleep,
The birds are crirping and auto are running ,
Please shut me down for I need it,
People are soundly snoring n sleeping ,
Why is it I'm an outcast now,
No one to talk to ,
Someone please put me to sleep,
For I can't take more of this madness I swear,
Please sleep take over me. . .