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A Girl's Heart..!!

2012-11-21T05:23:00.004-08:00

I am a girl...with billion dreams...who loves eating ice creams,chocolates without sharing ;)
Am a girl who loves getting wet in rains,make boats and leave them in the bucket full of water ;)
Am a girl who cry watching emotional movies,who jumps seeing her birthday gifts...a girl who loves listening to her grandma stories...loves sleeping holding her dolls <3 ^_^
I'm like every other girl who loves playing with kids...loves teasing her sister....love pulling her friends legs ;)
I'm girl who loves talking like chatter box ;)
I am a girl who loves being alone watching the stars when am sad...and love to dance and jump when am happy..!! :) :)
Am a girl who love to hang out with friends shopping all day ;) <3
Am a girl who loves posing for all her pictures ;) :P
Am like every other girl who loves talking to her mom and a girl who is her dad's princess ^_^
Am a girl who loves watching Tom and Jerry with my small brother and laugh out loud ;)
Am a girl who smiles even in blue ;(
Am a girl who loves standing in front of the mirror admiring myself and who thinks happiness lies in small things <3 :)
Am a girl unlike others who loves blue :D
Am just like every other girl but a little unique by myself :) ;) ^_^

Everyone wants to be the center of attraction. Everybody wish to be loved. All of us longs to be pampered. We crave for affection. Not many have their wish granted. I feel blessed. I was never alone.
I lead a life that is different from that of most of my friends. And am happy for being me in every way I am. Yes even I was all torn up, cried till my pillow got wet, felt bad for every silly and small reason, vanquished, had fights with my friend, but I realized that after every gloomy night there is a lustrous day waiting for my twinkling smile :) :) That was time I knew that no one else in this world loves me more then me myself..!! :) And am pretty sure am walking on the right path now. It will take me exactly where I want to be.

I never had big big dreams for me...
I just have some little dreams to have super girlfriends like charlies angels ;) to have a cute relationship with someone special who always take cares of me just like my dad and treats me like his baby..!! :) :) On a brighter side I hope that someday I will have my Mr.Perfect beside me holding my hand smiling with me :) <3 And I always know that ' single girls don't have dull life's they have self-fulling life's ' ;)
This is Me, My world and am proud to be surrounded by so many wonderful people...!! :) :)

Waiting For Him To Comeback

2012-04-23T09:48:00.000-07:00

Usually I'm of opinion that times goes by too fast and I always wish there would be more time to enjoy things.When I think of HIM it's the only time I wish time would go by faster, so that we can finally be together.I can't wait !

He asked me to marry him...after being his valentine and we were the most happiest couple staying under the same roof <3<3 striking each other with love arrows...sharing each others joys and happiness :) <3
We were the most happiest couple ever having had the most awesomeness memories :) :) <3 Love was only thing which bound us together all the time...forever<3 All my days used to start seeing his so innocent,kiddish, loving,charming face...and used end with the same in his arms :) <3

Then came a bewitching damsel who took him away from me... and then he stopped loving me :( my life..my love has gone leaving me behind.... in all the darkness...i cried like never before because i was hurt by the one whom i love the most ;( I was betrayed...
Nothing was the same anymore..:(
We had fights and argued over this all day and night...for the first time we were fighting for a third person who came between us :( and he used every way to break my heart...he chose her over me...I tried every way to impress him dressing and painting my face like her :( :( but nothing is worth trying...he left me..
I used to spend all my nights crying for him...thinking about him and her...and my heart filled with terrible frights ;( :( scaring me to death...

But I still used to watch him...i used to be happy seeing him smile even though he is not with me...i was so much in love with him :) <3<3
I read somewhere that " sometimes two people have to fall apart only to realize how much they need to fall back together " :) :)<3 I know life is very cruel...but somewhere in deep of my heart i still have that little hope that he would be back for me <3<3
I Love Him the same way i used to and i love him more every second <3<3 and here I'am still waiting for him to come back....at the same place with all his memories and love...at the age of 75 <3<3

Love Never Dies...ツ♥

2011-07-22T05:18:00.002-07:00

It was in the spring..i met my love..when i was returning from my friends home..:)
She was walking on road..and suddenly it started raining..and i was getting wet in the rain..standing there just to see her...don't know may be it was love at my first sight...suddenly she came near to me...and i noticed that i was standing under a tree:)
I felt really bad for the first time when it stopped raining.. because i usually hate rains...but from then i started loving rains...<3 When i was in my thoughts of all these things..i saw her leaving...and i noticed in a few moments she disappeared from that place...and i was dumbstruck:(. I was running all the streets searching for my soul mate..:):)
I reached my home little upset..but i was so happy that i met my life <3 Next day with the same thoughts i left my home for my coaching classes...and wow i found her in my class..in my next seat..hoping to start a conversation i just turned to her..but again to my fortune..she turned to me and introduced herself :)<3
Her smile..her hair..her smell..her eyes...everything about her fascinated me :)
And then..that was moment we used to wave at each other daily...and i loved the way she used to turn to me just to give a smile...and i attended all my classes just because to see her :) :) <3 and soon i was so attached to her that i dint even notice my coaching classes are over and it was the final day :(

On that day..i decided to tell my love..how much i adore and love her <3 So i reached her..she as usually gave a cute smile which i always admire..:) I think i know that she feels the same for me...i walked to her and told her that i wanted to talk to her in the evening and told her to come to a restaurant near by by 6 :) and she said okay..very sweetly blinking her eyes :) :)
As soon as we completed our class..i just gave her a signal that I'll be waiting for her near the restaurant and she signaled me back that she will reach in 15 mins or so :) and i happily reached the place waiting for her!!
I suddenly heard a blast outside..and i was shocked and feared little and came out of the restaurant :(
and then i saw dead bodies all around me:( :( i was totally speachless...and i suddenly saw a hand raising up waving at me..and i noticed a similar bracelet which i saw on her hand...i just went to her in a moment and held her in my arms could not control my tears...she held me more tight and started speaking to me..may be her last words...:( :( " Hey!!idiot do you know i love you..<3 and do you know from when i started loving you...that day when you and me were standing under a tree and it was raining heavily...that's the reason i came near to you..and that's the reason why i was in your coaching class..and i was waiting from the first day for you to tell me your feelings<3 ...and for the last time..i guess love you sweet heart...and take care of yourself...:) :)" and then she closed her eyes..forever ;( :(..dint even hear me saying those three magical word...
May be she knew before..that i love her..and am here still just to see her happy there in the group of angels <3<3

Love never dies..!! It's eternal..<3<3<3