Lovezyah

desolated

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Sat, 30 Jul 2011 08:24:00 +0000

Just stay strong even if it crashes you down,
Life is so complex that love sometimes can’t bind.
Confused yet you know the answer but indeed reality hurts.
Knowing that you don’t own the world even how much you exerts.

Be contented even if you feel down and less.
Coz in first place we’re blessed and God made no mistakes.
Everything happens for a reason that we might not know
Give us lesson, courage, hope, joy, love and sorrow.

Situations maybe so intricate to understand
But you need let it go and sway with the flow.
Stop worrying, anyway it doesn’t move you anywhere
Just keep living and take everything you can bear.

Lastly, be brave have faith in your self and in God.
Please try to take it easy. honeybun, my sweet baby
Love yourself. Be wise, pray and ask for guidance.
life is too short. Everything can happen in a split of a second

shush

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Sun, 06 Feb 2011 07:17:00 +0000

i hate to cry but why im crying because of you
i hate to be sad but i am so so blue
i hate to think why you’re always doing this
i don’t know sometimes you think that i don’t exist.

I feel like i don’t belong in your world
I feel like i don’t fit in your heart.
Is this true? Tell me because i don’t really know
Maybe its only me whose being true.

Its so hard to expect and i will be disappointed.
Its too hard to hope if its not meant to be.
Its too bad to love and not be loved in the same way.
Its too sad to think that our relationship is getting unhealthy.

I don’t know how to end this but i will
I know i will be hurt but ill take it, i guess
Knowing your happy is enough
To show you that i love you so much.

i wish.......

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 04:09:00 +0000

I wish i have a time machine

I wish i can read minds

I wish i can be the best

I wish... how i wish..

Why i am contemplating

Why im whining

Why am i crying

Why oh why...

Why there are times that i think i was being played

Why i feel like i was being ruled

Is it because im loving in a wrong way?

Or is it life is just like this. full of unfairness?

Your not being appreciate by the one your thinking

Your not being valued by the one you valued most

Your not being cared by the one you cared about.

And lastly, your not being loved by the one you dearly loved.

I wish i can make a melody that two hearts can dance at the same time

I wish i can be a wizard of cupids to strike those heart s floating in the air

I wish i can make a song out of joy because im being hypnotized by the king of hearts

I wish i can distinguished those who will last to stay in the chamber of likeness

I wish.. how i wish

Life makes me think of possibilities,

Love makes me think of impossibilities.

Does it mean i don’t love for real?

Or im denying the fact that im in loved?

Im not afraid to love

But...

Im afraid to be hurt?

Why am i crying?

Coz i know.. i cant make you love me..

I wish i can

Play of mind or destiny

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 07:44:00 +0000

chasing the butterfly to land in my hand..
but it isnt about time to have it..
waiting for the shooting star to come..
but it may not be coming tonight or never at all..

hoping that there is always rainbows around
but it seems that its a long series of rainy days
dreaming about fairytale stories and scripts
but it isn't always "happily ever after" endings..

is this just a play of mind..?
or is this the real plot of my life story?

am i dreaming?
or its just an imagination?

maybe im making a wordplay in a real world,
or this can be true i know im not mislead..

sometimes butterflies comes unnoticed..
that i dont have to chase,
shooting star to fall for me to see it
that i dont have to wait..

rain brings a good blossom
and rainbow will be there soon,
i am awake. its real! i don't have to deny it
that i know for sure you knocked me off my feet.

got no right words to express it
but through this hope you appreciate

thanks for putting colors in my life..in my heart.

xoxo honeybun

Happy Life Quotes

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 21:18:00 +0000

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.Circumstances and situations do color life but you have been given the mind to choose what the color shall be.-John Homer Miller

How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life you will have been all of these.-George Washington Carver

Challenges come so we can grow and be prepared for things we are not equipped to handle now. When we face our challenges with faith, prepared to learn, willing to make changes, and if necessary, to let go, we are demanding our power be turned on.-Iyanla Vanzant

Finding and losing

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 08:32:00 +0000

I found myself reading your letter today,

I smiled and i cried at the same time

Will i still fight for you or not?

Will i still cherish the memories we had?

I found myself trying to contact your cp numbers

And i think if i will call you, will it be matters?

Will you answer my call and say hi?

Or if you recognize my voice will u say hi and bye?

I found myself looking at your picture with her

And im too confused that i don’t know what to feel

If this is still the feeling of love?

Or is this the feeling of losing my love?

I found myself saying a prayer for you.

That no matter what, you will end up happy

And if we will meet each other again

I hope that day will never end.

I’m losing my self

Will you find me or not?

Im losing you in my life

Will you come back?

Im losing the feeling

Will it still go back?

Im losing you..

Is this what you want me to do....????

The Dreamer

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 29 Dec 2009 07:32:00 +0000

I don’t know what to start

Is this love or is this illusion?

But i call it as a best dream

Its like a real magical feeling.

I’m not obsessed I might say,

But you make my day so gay.

Staring to your picture most often,

And oh I really love to hear your name.

When i think about something like destiny

Why the picture in my mind is you and me??

Trying to hide my feelings makes me sick

Especially when you’re beside me, gets me weak.

Wishes are free as they said so ill keep wishing,

That one day you’re holding my heart instead of hers.

That one day you will feel the same way.

As i dream of you loving me.

note to GOd by charice

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Mon, 18 May 2009 17:15:00 +0000

calls of affinity

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Fri, 15 May 2009 06:36:00 +0000

sugarcane,honey bunch
sweetie pie, your an apple in my eye
honeybunny,oh my dairy
brownsugar, and my sweet and sour..

ohh my pumpkin and my darling
loveydovey,sweetie baby
dear,sweetheart and my cuppcake
your truly a honey, my milkshake..

my teddybear who always there
my precious,one and only love
my heaven, my dream and everything
my life and my destiny..

cold cold heart

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 07:16:00 +0000

It’s cold outside brought by the snow,
Just like my cold cold heart full of sorrow,
It’s too late but yet I’m still awake,
Trying to avoid you in my mind, makes me sick.

You’re taking me forgranted always,
I know that but I still keep myself a fool,
I love you against anything, oh boy,
Until that I didn’t love my own self- my soul.

It seems that my hardwork and sacrifices are nothing,
Because you just mind yourself, that’s what you always claim,
I’m wrong to myself in loving you, loving you in vain
The love that I’m waiting never happened and never came.

Oh please! Sunrise give me warm breeze,
To my cold cold heart that I think will not cease,
I’m going to walk away one day from you and I’ll try to forget,
The love and the memories that once we’ve shared.

the ugly side of love

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:34:00 +0000

Today, it’s gonna be the last day for both of us
We decided not to be as what we are used to be
We have struggle so much not to end
But our minds and our hearts break and mend.

We have our own reasons..
We have our own priorities..
We can’t no longer heard the word “WE”
But to argue and say “how about me?”

It’s not good anymore to hurt each other’s heart
It’s too bad to see us fighting back..
We fight as an enemy, ranging revenge
We hurt each other’s ego. Where’s respect?

I wanted not to give up on our dreams,
Even if it will cause so much pain
But you wanted to get away from me
I’ll let you go. I’ll set you free..

I hope one day we gonna met again
Maybe that time we are finally happy
Even if we don’t share as lovers
But we are friends and we cares.

If there is no chance to see you anymore
I will utter a prayer to see you in heaven
Maybe that time you will feel my love
Maybe..Maybe that time you will love me again..

Right now, all i can do is to hope for tomorrow
If you found happiness to her then go for it
I will be happy sooner or later don’t worry
you’re the reason behind, right now I’m lonely.

Wish you the best...in everything
Don’t look back if you don't love me anymore
I’m gonna be okay and everything is under control
There’s God beside me ready to catch me when i fall.

unanswered..

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 03 Mar 2009 07:51:00 +0000

So lost in your eyes
So happy with your smiles
I want to see you happy with me
I want you to feel that, as same with me..

You said you love me but you got doubts,
I said be patient, right time will come.
You have to trust me as you mention usually,
I replied. I need faithfulness and your loyalty.

I didn’t treat you as my knight and shining armour
Not only as my lover, perfect friend and but as mentor.
We laughed, we cried, we break up and we make up.
We don’t care to as long as we feel the mode of love.

But you just said today,
Maybe I can’t make you happy,
And all you mean is to set me free.
Don’t know why you give up and just tell “I’m sorry”.

Do you want me to leave you?
Do want me to forget you?
But did you ever feel the love that I offered?
Did you ever see the happiness through my eyes?

Is this the start of the finale of our sad love story?

///d!sturb!a///

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Thu, 26 Feb 2009 07:50:00 +0000

I can’t park myself well,
Mind spinning and runs like a wheel.
Its midnight, yet I can’t sleep.
Thoughts are rough and in too deep.

I’m lying in the bed of nails,
I’m sad feels like nobody cares,
Do I have to close my eyes?
Do I have to dream another lie?

Indeed, Love comes and goes.
After you have loved and torn apart,
Another chance again that someone will knock.
The same cycle and ending up with broken heart.

Morning is coming, yet too long to wait
Mr Right is hard to find. Is it my fate?
Do I have to love again and cry?
Do I have to believe another set of lies?

epitome of love

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:58:00 +0000

All I think about is you.
Day and night and in everything I do.
Every second, every tick of the clock
I see your face, now I’m stucked.

Finding answers to these questions is hard,
Lost in my shoes, and dipped in the ground.
No angel or devil could give me reasons,
I’m so paranoid, my veins are poisoned.

Wish you were here by my side,
Hold my hand and keep me alive.
Too much word that I’ve said
So I could be with you, I’ll just lay on my bed.

please tell mev

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:37:00 +0000

Tell me what makes you happy
And I’ll give it to you.
Tell me what makes you smile,
I’ll sing if you wanted to.
Tell me what makes you laugh
And I’ll laugh with you.
Tell me things,
I’ll do it for you, it’s true.
Tell me if i make your world goes round,
Just tell me and so I wouldn’t wait for you.
Tell me if you don’t love me,
Got no choice. I’ll let you go.

its time to say goodbye..

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 02:50:00 +0000

so this time
its a time to say goodbye..

if i could turn back time
if i could make you happy
if i could make a way to let you stay
but i guess, its not the right time..

if the moon will still smile to us
if the stars will still shine unto us
if we will have that the same rhyme
i guess its not yet the right time..

You said you love me eternally
But you left me alone so easy
You said forever we will be
Promised that i will be your one and only.

Go away if you don’t feel the same as before
Don’t go back for i am not waiting for you anymore
Don’t ever say “ i love you”.
If you just wanna say goodbye.

So this time..
I’ll say goodbye for love that we had
I’ll no longer turn back to our treasured past
it’s time to say goodbye for the love that didn’t last..

melancholia..

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:59:00 +0000

Sunshine on the winter.
Warm breeze on the coldest nights.
Comfort to those who grief.
A joyful soul to those who weep.

Mercy to those who are forsaken.
Home to the hearts being abandoned.
Smile to the face chained of fears.
Embraced to the unwanted being,
Human uplifted to inhumane.

Guidance to those who are astray,
Meek, lowly and depressed.
Shine to them and make them blessed,
Rescue those who woe and those who are in need.

Send love to those hearts that are broken.
Peace of mind to those in the midst of chaotic thoughts.
Bring joy to the sad tale of misery and grief.
Give them rest, happiness and relief.

So sick to this world,
Full of darkness, full of emptiness
Lost in spirit, a missing soul
Alone, broken, abandoned.

To the tune of Claire de lune,
Let them not accept the face of death.
Tired the battle of life and wants to end.
Please let it rain....oh please.
Not to drop a tear but to send a heaven’s kiss.

on valentines day..

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Mon, 09 Feb 2009 06:32:00 +0000

The light is still shinning..Waiting
Like the stars up above the sky
Like the wind the blows anytime
The time is still running...hoping

I know its so hard to think were over
We have shared a lot of things together..
But here we are as friends ...not as lovers
This is the end..Heartaches that will takes forever

Tomorrow, it will be Valentine’s Day.
i wish you the best and be happy..
too hard to take the journey of letting go..
walking to a different roads of life full of sorrow..

I still love you but our time isn’t now
Maybe tomorrow or maybe never..
Wishing you are also looking at our past..
Trying to figure out why our love didn’t last.

No need to celebrate the hearts day if you are heartbroken
You’re just making it too hard for you.. Makes you insane.
I guess it isn’t as happily ever after story..
I’m not dreaming. But still its fantasy...

At this moment, I’m saying your words to myself...

Goodbye my love.. Goodbye
You will forget me as time passes by
Don’t be sad.ohh please don’t cry.
I love you.. I’m sorry but I have to say goodbye...

Let me dream again
Let me wish to the shooting star
I’m hoping. I’m waiting and praying
That tomorrow the cupid will strikes our hearts again..

unfounded

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 09:26:00 +0000

you are my sweet sunshine in the midst of winter

you are the finale to the endless road of
eternity.

you are the magical existence i could imagine.

you are my light in the middle row of my darkness journey.

you are the grotesque key to my heart and my mind.

you are the reason for everything.

you are my life if i'm lifeless sometimes

you teach me to hold on and never give up..

but that was before..

the great man i believe is just like a fantasy.

turns out to disastrous conclusion of a love story.

let me say in a reverse way..

you send snow storm to ruin my pleasant day.

eternal love that we just started and we easily ended.

you lite the candle but you blow it out.

you are the weird,crass and dumb. naive ass ive ever had.

key is nothing if got no lock..

you are the reason to my wildness thoughts.

you let me embrace the face of death..

so now, ill give up on you..
ill let you go.

please..

dont mind to find me,
because my spirit will be with you always..

the death of my heart makes me alive..

nocturia

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 08:18:00 +0000

i wanna wake up in the morning hugging you..
kiss you on my lips
smells you ..
touch you..

dont get mad if i didnt slept with you last night
party and hang out with friends on city lights
i know you'll understand me. yeah know..
because you cant leave me my dear sweetie..

right now, i cant control my temper
pms again oh shoot i hate it
but i slapped you and kicked you already.
ohh so sorry my dear my baby..

what i like you most is the time when im always crying
youre like shelter in the moments of rainy days
gives me comfort,gives me heat
pampers me when im weak..

i know youll always be there no matter what
even how much hurt i inflicted you. still you will be there
in time of ups and in downs ill expect you
youre the best! you treat me as what i am..

i wish i can make you human
to feel what i feel..
to love for real
to be a friend ..
or to be my lover..

my pillow.i love you

heart's rematch

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:22:00 +0000

Staring at the blue moon,
Trying to capture the moments..
That we been together
In which there are stars everywhere..

So tired to beg to the mighty king,
Pushing me away, i know its so mean.
But how magical the music in the air,
Makes rhythm to the heart. Oh so dear.

We meet as fellow and share as company,
Don’t know the reason why you made me happy.
Oh king of south, please hear my woe,
You break my heart so easy. Don’t know what to do.

I hope someday i have one of a kind potion,
That will fall and lead you back to my great mansion.
Trying to think of what to be the best solution,
Here’s a clever warrior raging out with her emotion.

GOODBYE MY LOVE

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 05:45:00 +0000

For you, I am nothing
But for me, you means forever.
I don’t have any words to say or to explain
But just to say goodbye.

I wanna see you happy beside her,
Hear you laughing with her.
Even it takes a lifetime rainfalls
Heartaches as endless as forever..

I’m doing the best I can to forget u
To leave my past and move on
But it seems you’re like a shadow
A resounding gong and an echo.

Just let me look back again to our memories
As sweet as sunshine, as colourful as rainbow
To alleviate the pain deep inside
And heartaches I’m trying to hide.

Thank you for everything we had
For the chance..
For the love..
And right now, thanks as a friend..

Now, even we separate our world
You will still take a special place in me.
You made my life happy for a moment
Promise. I’ll find my happiness in the right time.

I hope someday I can say your name without a tear
I hope we gonna be happy as we have our partnerS
We are not meant as lovers
But as friends...

See, Goodbye doesn’t mean forever.

LOVE VERSE

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 04:50:00 +0000

here's my favorite line in the verse of love in the bible.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

try to read the whole verse in 1 Corinthians 13:1-13...
its a nice message in valentines day, weddings, anniversaries,love letters, cards or simply reading it beside your beloved one.

RAINFALL

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 09:00:00 +0000

no one to run ...
no one to hide..

alone..
desperate..
down..
rejected..

its gonna pour again,
just like my tears
i cant hold them to stop..
i cant comfort myself alone..

you let me walk beside you
under the rain with your umbrella
even were complete strangers to each other..
we started as friends and become lovers.

too bad...
too sad
to realize
that we can't control anything
even if we want to..
just like the rain...

life is cruel..
sometimes..
that never gives me a chance to stay to you
and love you longer..

to hug you
and to kiss you..
to spend with you my life
to let me love you forever..

but here i am again
mending,breaking ..
holding a bunch of flowers
on your tomb i offer.

it is raining still..
got no umbrella
please just kiss me in the rain,
so you won't see me cryin'...

lovezyah@gmail.com (Lovezyah) — Tue, 30 Dec 2008 08:15:00 +0000

ladies and gentlemen try to read this..hope it will help you in dealing with your relationship..

What a girl needs most is love. What a guy needs

most is respect. The most important thing for a girl

is her heart. For a guy its his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him

have his time for his friends, sports, family, self,

and God. The relationship will grow old quickly if

lagi kayong magkasama . Give him time to miss

you and you'll see how he will love you more. If the

guy naman is obsessed and just wants to be with

you all the time, tell him you cant respect

a "puppy" for long.

Do things differently anytime. Para kahit matagal

na kayo, there is always something fresh and new.

Variety is the spice of life. Exciting baga?

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy

it TWOgether. Doon naman sa mga bagay na

magkaiba ang hilig nyo, compliment each other by

learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone,

yung effort nyo to try will go a looooong way to

understanding him later pag may disagreement

kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny noh?

Maybe, but its very powerful. Pag may takot sa

Diyos ang boyfriend mo, kampante ka na di ka nya

lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything

he does in secret. Ikaw na ang magkusa that

before you part after a date, with hold hands and

eyes closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe

me it's effective.

Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic" (magic ka dyan? Hehe..). Kahit di minsan practical o

walang logical na dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds

crazy sa iba, do sweet little things (dapat talaga ito!!!) for the one you

love kahit magmukha ka ng timang. The memories

will be fun to recall later in life. The corniest song

o gift o letter ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find

something good in your boyfriend and nurture it,

encourage it and syempre, ENJOY it.

It's healthy to fight (oo naman). Doon nyo lang maaayos ang

mga differences nyo at natetest ang tatag ng

relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng

mabuti. Its called test of fire. Di mahalaga how

dalas you fight. What matters is how often you

make bati.

Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong sobrang perfect

at laging masaya. One big fight and that's it! And

diba mas kilig yung malambing na... "uy, bati na

tayo...".

But don't overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi

na lang manuyo o magsori (ouch). Choose the battles na

papatulan mo. The little issues, palampasin na.

Don't sweat the small stuff.

Daraan sa iba't-ibang stages ang love especially

pag matagal na kayo. Grow with it. Don't expect

him to be like nung una. 'Coz like a student, di na

ituturo sa grade 6 yung lessons na pang-grade 2.

Change WILL happen... you both will change and

your love WILL change too. It's up to you na lang if

the change will be for the better or for the worse.

Life is about growth. Grow with it.

When break up comes and it's time to say

goodbye, don't doubt the love just because it didn't

last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man

nagtatagal, it doesn't mean di na ito totoo. Some

good things are just never meant to last forever.

Okay lang yon. Bless the parting and move on. (cno kaya natatamaan dito?)

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights and pain.

Ika nga "it's when you hurt the worse that you love

the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan, wag ka

na lang magmahal.

Life is a balance. And love is both holding on and

letting go. Know when to fight for your man and

when to let him go. God will guide you kung anong

dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat

mataas ang signal ng langit sa cellfone ng puso

mo to know His wisdom.

Baduy Pero Astig Diba!!!