LUCIANO FISHER's WORD

Suid afrika se kinders

2020-01-09T13:23:00.001+02:00

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2019-08-05T20:52:00.001+02:00

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Life is a complicated story

2019-04-02T20:43:00.002+02:00

Suid afrika se kinders

2019-04-02T20:42:00.002+02:00

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2019-02-05T19:06:00.000+02:00

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Maak my onvervloekbaar

2016-12-26T08:59:00.002+02:00

Hoe't ek hier gekom om so te doen nog voor ek dink? Dit is nie eens agressie nie net reaksie op ŉ skrik. Die mates wat jy praat met my uit die kwaad wat jy besit,
Het my gedruk en toe ek doen het ek geskrik. Wat het dan geword van my ons bly net stry, baklei? Hoekom bly jy dan so kwaad is dit die kind wat jy het van my? Liewe Vader God die lewe in my bloed. Is ek dalk nou vervloek en is dit nog die hemel wat ek soek? Waarnatoe lei ek my lewe? Hemelse Vader God kom vat die wiel. Kom sit my weer op die regte pad en gryp en red my siel. Jesus ek smeek jou gun en gee vir my verhoor en gehoor en dra my my boodskap aan God die Vader oor... Kom help en wêrk en leef in my verhouding ek vrees die liefde gaan verloor. Verlos my van my duiwels en vervloeke op my lewe ooral oor...

2016-08-16T21:43:00.002+02:00

LUCIANA SHARON FISHER

My past addiction to metamphetamine (Tik/Crystal Meth.)

2016-03-20T20:53:00.000+02:00

My past addiction to metamphetamine
Metamphetamine (Tik/Crystal meth.)
My past addiction.
A short story by Luciano Fisher.
A drug that has no discrimunation on
race,age,gender,rich or poor.
Anyone can become a victim of its addiction &
its power lies in the grip it has on the youth.
These young addicts are like soldiers for it,
Knowing or unknowingly promoting & gaining
more & more to grow dependant on it. Resulting
in one hell of a drug problem to deal with.To
make it more clear & I speak from personal
experiance. Out of a group of ten young
individuals in the western cape area ive met so
far. Id say 89percent of them are
users,addicts,dealers or have some experiance of
metamphetamine (Tik.).
About ten percent of parenting adults. This
makes it more popular than any of the drugs ive
heard of in my life. Meaning quick sales &
getting rich even faster. Sending off a message
to the youth saying a tik dealer is the thing to
be.Ultimately leading to a larger work force
behind it.Spreading it further & faster than any
other drug.This illuminates the law's ability to
keep controle over it.
Even some of our police members fell pray to it
to help them cope with late shifts.
Metamphetamine (Tik.) looks like tiny ice
crystals very simular to sugar or salt.
Its colour?I've seen yellow,brown,blue and heard
of even red. But mostly its transparant.
The white is known as the strongest & most
popular, It is often described as white ice.
Metamphetamine (Tik.) is baught in from a short
filled up straw wich price at twenty rand.
To a full gram ranging from 250-300
rand.Depending on how much you want or need
to satisfy your craving.These crystals are then
put into a prepared light bulb or "lollie"(Tik
Tool.).
It is then heated with a flame & as it forms a
liquid it gives off a white smoke.
The "lollie"or bulb is then routated from side to
side to increase the amount of smoke it gives
off as you inhaile. After filling your lungs with
this smoke, the flame is then removed & the
liquid returns to its crystal form.This prosses is
then repeated untill its completely
evapurated.The prepared bulb or "lollie" is mostly
used to know as burning you a hit or "n skoot
slat."But ive seen those who sniff or even eat it
to make the effects more quick.
After you took a few hits & it passes trough your
vains.
You begin to feel energized, if you were drunk
you'd become sober, you feel more open & have
the constant need to talk & keep busy, your
game for anything.
After a while your mouth begins to dry out & you
become a bit paranoid.
Seeing quick images of things that are'nt there &
suspicion of innocent people of cruel intensions.
Or moments I like to call blanks.
No taughts, no movement, almoust like a
computer freeze, a time out.
This is known as a "tokkie vang."
ï¿½
Metamphetamine (Tik.).
Some use it as a wake up, Some to make
them more productive at work, A few for
increased
sexual indurance, Others to feed an addiction,
But mostly because everyone is doing it.
So its also used as a way to fit in.Into a
sociaty your better off being without.
Metamphetamine (Tik.)
Here's is some of my experiance.The whole
truth.
"We sometimes smoked ourselfs so high that
the only way to come down
was to smoke canabis/Thc (Dagga.).Thats
why they call Tik an upper and
Dagga a downer."Numbers gangs rule the
drug world."
So you will get ivolved or be a part of illegal
activaties.
The first time i saw it i said that i would
never touch that stuff.
But it became a different story when we
moved to Cape Town and everyone
i knew was doing it.I mean
friends,family,everyone.I avoided it at first.
But when me and my first love broke up i lost
all my self esteem.
There's nothing more influanceable than a
fragile heart.So i gave in and said yes.
He took out a lollie and held the lighter flame
on it untill it filled with smoke.
He told me to pull on the other side and as i
blew out that cloud of smoke.
I was never to be the same again.
So it began....My past addiction to
Metamphetamine (Tik.).
At first it was just experementing.Doing it
every now and then.Plain fooling around.
But then it got serious.We started doing it
everyday.Sometimes even for days without
sleep.
I remember sometimes feeling like i didnt
want to do it anymore.
But then i would do nothing it would remain
just a feeling.
The more people i met the deeper i got
involved with Metamphetamine (Tik.).
Because the only people i met was either
Dealers or users.
It was the wrong people but they made me
feel like i belong.
Like i really ment something to them.So i saw
them as my friends.
I was new to this place so i looked to them to
show me where its fun to hang out.You know
places to go.
But the only places they took me was places
to go smoke.
With each place they took me the deeper i got
involved.
I came in contact with the numbers and saw
their involvement in the dealing game.
Then i finally realised they where all make
believe friends.Using me only for my car and
money.
With all that in mind and having sold all my
possesions for the entertainment of friends.
Coz a real friend was all i wanted.Depressed
& lonely I went solo.I wanted to smoke myself
to death.
Till eventually my parents saw and took me to
get help.You never know how deep you are
untill you see what you've become.A drug is
addictive but your company makes you an
addict.
So know your real friends.Dont fall for make
believe.
I have had a couple of relapses since then but
it only taught me more self controle.
Now im steddy on the road of putting it behind
me....
I have dealed, lend out my car, made drug
drops & pic ups, sold almoust all of my
possesions
& bared witness to girls selling their body's
for it.
All in the name of one more pipe.
I don't regret the experiance, but i am not
proud.
So i'll end this by saying:Metamphetamine
(Tik.) its something your better off without
"A while after writing this I relapsed into full
addiction which led me to selling all my
things, Doing drug runs and even fishing the
streets for scrap metal all in the name of one
more hit. It even got me kicked out the house
I was completely self destructive with no
intent of quitting until my family did an
intervention and inrolled me into the 12 step
program. I completed the program and remain
clean with no intent of ever going back and I
now lead a happy sober life...."

My gebed vir ons:

2015-01-04T23:42:00.002+02:00

Hier is my gebed vir ons: Hemelse Vader God seën my Luciano Fisher en Samantha Apollis se verhouding. Laat ons mekaar lief het teen die beste van ons vermoë en beskerm ons teen mense met seer oë. Hou ons gedagtes oor mekaar skoon en waar. Laat ons sterk staan bymekaar. Gee ons krag en beskerming teen die wat ons probeer mislei en laat ons lief vir mekaar bly. Beskerm ons teen bose planne wat anders het en help ons waar ons hulp nodig het. Maak ons veraltyd eerlik en getrou aan mekaar en laat ons nooit mekaar mislei en leuns vertel vir mekaar. God seën ons verhouding in Jesus naam bid ek Amen!

Truth be told

2013-09-03T22:47:00.001+02:00

I retake control over my own life and stand by myself like I'm my own wife.
I know myself no-matter what I'm told.
So I will be myself while I'm young and old.
Truth be told.

Respect the fact that I do not need to be like you

2013-09-03T22:44:00.001+02:00

You can not be resentful cause I'm not resentful.
You cant be disbelieving cause I'm choosing not to be remorseful.
You can not feel bad because I do not hold on to anger.
All you can do is respect me in that manner.
I don't feel bad because I am not like you.
So all you can do is respect the fact that I do not need to be like you.

Because I will always know what is going on

2013-09-03T22:38:00.000+02:00

Understand and know that love is where I belong.
It is what keeps me calm and away from wrong.
Know that my intentions are always based on love.
Therefore I am stating that love belongs with love.
Do not try to take me in a manner that is wrong.
Do it out of love because I am too strong.
For as long as it is love you need not fear that I will do you wrong.
Because I will always know what is going on.

Jy forseer nie jou manier met my soos n mens wat verkrag nie

2013-09-03T22:32:00.001+02:00

Daar is nie n agterkant aan my storie nie.
So daar is geen manier vir jou om my gat te vat nie.
Ek is nie piel of poes belustag nie.
So daar is nie n manier vir jou om my vir n piel of poes te vat nie.
My derde oog is nie gat om iets in te druk nie.
So al sit jy wat in my gedagte in gaan dit nie vir jou uitwerk nie.
Jy kom nie deur/deer my sonder om jouself ontvrugbaar te maak nie.
Net vir die feit dat jy dit nie vir my gevra het nie.
Jy vra nie van my iets en bedoel iets anders nie.
Sonder dat ek dit dadelik onbestaan nie.
Ek het nie n dubbel nie.
So jy speel nie vir my nie.
GOD sal jou vermoor in geesie,geesie speel hier.
God belet jou manier van spoke rondstuur.
In die naam van Jesus,GOD en mens gebeur hier.
Moenie goed in my kop in druk en maak asof ek dit gemaak het nie.
Moenie fluister in my oor en maak asof ek dit gese het nie.
My nee is nie ja nie.
Maak nie saak hoe lank of baie jy vra nie.
Jy forseer nie jou manier met my soos n mens wat verkrag nie.

I will not be...

2013-09-03T22:19:00.002+02:00

I will not be spiritually, physically and mindfully fucked up the ass.
Nor will my soul be attacked and broken with focus on my ass.

N wil wat ek nie sal ag nie is n wil vir verkrag nie

2013-09-03T22:16:00.000+02:00

Moet nie n gat in my kop in praat nie om jou way te maak nie.
Want n wil wat ek nie sal ag nie is n wil vir verkrag nie.

For in all this I am blameless

2013-09-03T22:14:00.000+02:00

Release my restrictions of my past convictions.
I surpass all suspicions and demand forgiveness.
For in all this I am blameless.

As jy my nie verstaan nie is dit nie my probleem nie

2013-09-03T22:11:00.002+02:00

Ek is nie n slaansak of n skild om agter weg te kruip nie.
Ek is ook nie n gat om jou in weg te steek nie.
Ek is myself of jy my nou verstaan of nie.
Jy kan nie jou eie goed/goet met my kom maak nie.
Ek niks anders wees as net myself nie.
Jy blaas ook nie wind in my gat op nie.
My wil is nie n ding vir jou om mee te vok nie.
My wil is reine ware liefde of jy dit nou besef of nie.
Vir my kan jy nie terug hou deur/deer nie die waarheid te erken nie.
Vir my kan jy nie blammeer vir wat voor of na my met jou gebeur het nie.
Ek sal nooit myself ontken nie.
Jy kan my ook nie van myself weerhou nie.
Jy kan my ook nie van myself wil wegneem nie.
Ek het niks minder as net liefgehe nie.
Jy kan my ook nie blammeer vir wat jy toelaat om met jouself te gebeur as gevolg van my nie.
Ek is nie n gebruik nie.
So moet my nie gebruik nie en ook nie ry soos jy kyk nie.
As jy my nie verstaan nie is dit nie my probleem nie.

Ek is nie n pop wie se stringe jy trek nie

2013-09-03T21:58:00.002+02:00

Vir my sal jy nie af vat met jou fokus of wilskrag nie.
Vir my sal jy nie verander deur met my kop te speel nie.
Ek is nie n poppie wie se stringe jy trek nie.

I will not hide

2013-09-03T21:55:00.000+02:00

Your manipulative thinking will not change my mind.
Your abusive forceful actions will not kill myself inside.
You can not bully me into being kind.
My life is my own and for myself to find.
I will not hide.

Enables me to be myself

2013-09-03T21:51:00.001+02:00

Do not question or disbelieve in me.
Love is my nature clear as the eyes can see.
The manner in which I function is based upon my self belief.
Enables me to be myself and gives me self relief.

Kry self benul

2013-09-03T21:47:00.001+02:00

Druk soos jy wil inkom kans is nul/nil.
Jy't te veel gekul en agter af gewil.
Jy het geen benul wat dit is om lief te wil.
Jou speelekie is onvrugbaar gemaak en uit die lewe gewil.
Hou op mens in die gat kyk en erken jou siek wil.
"Kill your skill"
Ek het myself besiel vir wie will jy skiel/skill en kul?
Kry self benul!

Due to that way my will wills you impotent

2013-09-03T21:41:00.000+02:00

I see you manipulate by way of complaint
As you play the system to your heart's content
Due to that way my will wills you impotent.

Don't mislead my eyes

2013-09-03T21:39:00.001+02:00

Don't invade or brake me down with my eyes.
With your unsaid lies.
Misleading my eyes!

To keep loving perfectly

2013-09-03T21:36:00.001+02:00

Install a self ability to keep in touch reality.
To comprehend and execute on possibility.
Dependent on the will in me.
To love with no impossibility.
I will do this selfish and selflessly.
To keep loving perfectly.

Love is what I do and done

2013-09-03T21:33:00.000+02:00

I remain unforgotten in the good I've done.
Its my power in effect of what my love's become.
Among the billions I remain the one.
Love is what I do and done!