tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622Fri, 30 Aug 2024 12:22:23 +0000youngPoemLovefatal attractionlustdifferencealoneconnectionlifedatingheartmensexlovermomentary fixrandomrespecthappyjumpmind controlscatter braindadnarcissisticquotesingle ladiesdogmusicpainA journey of a young woman's life as she moves into adulthood and the many conversations I have along the way.http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)Blogger61125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-8818808562136704899Sun, 12 Feb 2017 00:57:00 +00002021-05-20T18:41:41.663-04:00Confused I can't find any red flags The levels of trust are outstanding  They are so demanding They make me wanna Give to you Bend to you The levels of trust are outstanding You fuck me  Raw  Deep  Orgasmic I want to please you I am confused  I can't find any red flags The levels of trust are outstanding These urges are so demanding http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/02/perfectist-or-illusionist.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-2602118575719241506Sat, 28 Jan 2017 17:00:00 +00002017-01-28T12:00:18.313-05:00She's  sound In mind body and spirit  things come  things go  Joy Inner most  Peace, happiness, wholeness  Unable  To be moved, shaken or shattered Salvation Freedom Liberté http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/01/liberte.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-4393849585780700119Wed, 25 Jan 2017 17:00:00 +00002017-01-25T12:00:12.997-05:00I met in public... Two years ago I saw you and knew I wasn't ready  I still had HIM in my body  You took the edge off  You gave me a since of clarity A chance to breath new air But  You gave me questions and pause  You made me wonder before, during and after  You're HIM without all the trappings  You're HIM the long route I want you but you don't want http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/01/three-truths-one-lie.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-8148874762112807455Sun, 22 Jan 2017 20:40:00 +00002017-01-22T15:40:13.592-05:00Who are you? I know who you are  I know your fears I know your weakness  I know your loves  I know you loses  Why do you hide yourself for them?  They do not love you They only know the the smallest fraction of you.  You're too afraid to stand up  You're too afraid to speak You hide behind anger, strife, and contempt for everything When in actuality http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/01/find-you-i-see-you.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-296568704575436759Thu, 19 Jan 2017 17:00:00 +00002017-01-19T12:00:26.451-05:00They call I hear them Sometimes a low whisper Sometimes a lions roar  Sometimes a cricket chirp  No Peace for you Push out the present fear Focusing on future and all her wilds You choose worry and doubt I choose trust and faith The choice is yours And yours ALONE http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/01/yours-alone.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-591567853104297414Mon, 16 Jan 2017 17:00:00 +00002017-01-16T12:00:03.442-05:00I don't need a man to treat me like some delicate flower. Always afraid he'll break me or hurt me. I don't need a man to be tough enough to hurt everyone but to scared to apologize. I need a man who knows respect larger than their own ego. I don't need a man to be an equal in every way in the same vain as a mirror. I need a man to stand beside me because that makes us equal.  I don't needhttp://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2017/01/need-man.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-2079675895494107402Sun, 15 Jan 2017 20:51:00 +00002021-05-20T18:42:00.815-04:00Dear White People,I'm tired of your "I'm sorry for your loss", "Moment of silence for the victims", "Jesus heals all wounds" speeches. I do not want to hear it next time. When your cousin, uncle, daddy, or  brother kills a shit load of people. These are old and tired and at this point gutter trash. Save your word for something else we don't want any more of your bullshit, we're full. http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2016/06/can-you-hear-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-1123545705093753362Tue, 26 Jan 2016 17:00:00 +00002016-03-05T20:31:03.213-05:00connectiondifferenceLovelustpainrespectsingle ladiesyoungYou're so wrapped up in this addiction that is another person. What happens when they leave you because they see who you really are. The girl who compromises everything about herself just to be with someone.  What happens when the show is over and you can't  perform this dramatic interpretation of yourself? How are you gonna feel about you? Are you gonna notice that you faked it againhttp://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2016/01/that-thing-you-on.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-7788943801488938055Sun, 25 Oct 2015 01:00:00 +00002016-04-03T11:26:00.298-04:00Well guys I'm sick... Best time to get sick is right now. Here's an update:A few weeks ago my boss had a car accident. This accident could have ended her life in just a blink of an eye but instead it broke her neck. As you may be able to guess what some of the results of this are. 1. My work loaded has more than doubled. 2. I'm responsible for two building which is about 200 peoplehttp://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2015/10/stressed.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-3180629184135623421Mon, 05 Oct 2015 01:18:00 +00002015-10-17T08:57:14.366-04:00Well it happened again. I just can't explain it it was just one of those things that it just sat there and I freaked out. And I just freaked out I send the corner of my room and cried. I had a panic attack another one this one really big. It's taken me a couple weeks to talk about it but now I think I'm ready. If I had to say one thing tipped me over it was the concert. Albeit an enjoyable http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2015/10/pure-panic.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-9094643869187371219Sat, 15 Aug 2015 18:04:00 +00002015-10-17T09:10:22.440-04:00Sometimes I wonder if it's pieces that I leave are the ones who matter most or the ones I hold on to. Do those pieces matter to those I've left them with? I like where my life is going... Honestly it's the happiest I've ever felt in my life. Outside of styling which would... will be a my next move. I am seriously starting to wonder if I would even want to work for some one any more.  But http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2015/08/pieces-of-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-3338964534241560396Sat, 01 Aug 2015 16:00:00 +00002015-08-03T08:04:47.840-04:00Keep your mind in tack and you heart: You = There's only one you so treat yourself well and remember to refill yourself in all ways always. If you are replenishing yourself you'll never be truly. Your Home = Take care of the place you rest your head because it restores you. Keeping it clean is worth the effort Your Love = No matter if it's family, friend, or significant other they help restore http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2015/08/brief-expressions-2.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-5966369072287372612Sat, 25 Jul 2015 22:20:00 +00002015-07-25T19:39:16.561-04:00I strongly believe in making my own rules for my life. I have seen way too many people end up unhappy living a life that doesn't belong to them. As long as I am able and in a sound enough mindset I'd like to make my choices in my time. Go worry about yourself http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2015/04/i-strongly-believe-in-making-my-own.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-2924674295446400164Sat, 04 Oct 2014 20:58:00 +00002014-10-04T16:58:57.342-04:00 Let me tell about Coltrane No wait First why was everyone keeping him a secret You all suck officially Yea I said it It's been a month and I've downloaded everything I can find He's my new unicorn I think after this I will be able to say we can't go together of you can't respect the His greatness Too much to ask??? Nah not even close And let's not forget to mention Alice  Her http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2014/10/obessions-coltrane.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-7559810535994898077Wed, 23 Jul 2014 16:00:00 +00002014-07-23T07:47:53.168-04:00 I'm doing it again Cross country affairs I can be the least bit vulnerable While it looks differently Presentation is everything Honest yet My rouge pawn She's natural Me too But she'd never know I treat hair like an accessory It's fun But she'll always judge me And I'll enjoy her fashions Never thought dirty women existed Until now Stains you refuse to clean are now permanent Kitchen http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2014/07/in-too-deep.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-7719384605664838117Sat, 05 Jul 2014 13:36:00 +00002014-10-04T16:59:47.009-04:00Probably haven't done summer vacation in a long while. Happens like that when you're a grown-up http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2014/07/summer-vacation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-8185925136372522124Fri, 13 Jun 2014 16:00:00 +00002014-06-13T12:00:03.501-04:00 I wrote this back in 2011 when I decided to cut ties with the boy I gave all my stuff, even though he never asked for that burden to bare.... for that I apologize. We were on-again-off-again for several years and to be honest I think the time thing is what hurt me the most (diminishing returns). This relationship was deeper than the first time I fell in love, although I may have been http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2014/06/begininng-and-end.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-4180433378073545158Thu, 12 Jun 2014 22:40:00 +00002014-06-12T18:40:05.561-04:00differencefatal attractionheartLovelovermind controlmusic"I still wish things were good just like they used to be; two friends who fell in love trapped in the mystery; we had so much in common and we laughed at everything; that was long ago before you went and changed; before we lost control before we started to fight; before you raised your voice before I left that night; and now I'm left here crying out head up to the sky; trying to get back to the http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2014/06/emily-king-writes-story-of-my-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-263789569248620234Thu, 17 Mar 2011 17:15:00 +00002011-03-17T13:15:05.207-04:00I need to take a look at myself Like a really good look I'm needy kind Sort of I like having people well let's scratch that I like having male attention in my life It's funny because I've alway had my dad so I'm not really sure why I'm like this I believe my reflection is the biggest show of who and what I am In my reflection is peace of knowing I can change In my reflection is love for the http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2011/03/today-is-first-day.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-1345395104833591108Sat, 12 Mar 2011 14:41:00 +00002011-03-12T10:00:55.696-05:00"With all of my stuff"I left him do this to me againThis time I knewThis time I could seeThis time I didn't hold on as long as I did beforeAND for that I am proudHurt really bad but none the less proudHe used the L-word this time to pull me in or soften the blowNot really sure which but neither workedSORight now I feel like an idiotAGAINThere will probably no next time for himOr for any one for http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-just-let-him-walk-off.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-808883481429613920Fri, 04 Mar 2011 04:36:00 +00002011-03-12T09:39:22.009-05:00I am the ANGRY BLACK WOMAN in my early twenties.What it would usually take most women decades before they become this way I have done in a few short years. My heartless and emotionless nature has made me what I did not want to become. I can only fault myself at this point for what I have become. My past is seemingly full of anger and bitter towards just about my entire laundry list of past http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2011/03/my-greatest-fear-is-revealed.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-7629505630043245037Sat, 06 Nov 2010 21:47:00 +00002010-11-06T18:53:22.314-04:00differencehappylifemomentary fixrandomrespectyoungWell I love my life right nowI mean deeply head over heels about life and workOh yeah and none other than baby Jesus (you choose your own Jesus)My bro and sis-in-law are about to have twinsYep two people barely making it in this world are about to have to more babiesDumb, dumb, dumb (my opinion)Love life_______________(flatlined)I'm not too much worried about it anymoreI think I am trying to get http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2010/11/thinking-while-sick.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-5700844197591861526Fri, 15 Oct 2010 22:48:00 +00002010-10-15T18:49:57.014-04:00It's funny how when you break up with someone, whether they are friend, foe, family or lover, you always think about what you would do if you ever saw them again. It may consume you in the beginning but after a while you don't think about it much if at all. But then you see them... and all your ideas fly right out of the window (crazy huh). The thing is in reality there about two reactions ahttp://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2010/10/aint-it-funny.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5138703251474409622.post-2143853066934251847Tue, 31 Aug 2010 21:43:00 +00002010-08-31T17:43:33.709-04:00kiki8907@yahoo.com thought you'd like to win a $500 holiday shopping spree at Urban Outfitters. To be entered to win, go to http://bit.ly/urbanref This email is a peer initiated email, sent by Refinery29.com and kiki8907@yahoo.com If you believe this has been sent to you in error, please safely unsubscribe. http://lustbeforelove.blogspot.com/2010/08/win-shopping-spree-like-no-other.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Princess Key)0