"AFTER TODAY"

A letter from The Documentation Guy

2012-02-17T18:49:00.001+07:00

Well, guys. I will direct to the point.

Maybe you not satisfied about the DVD. Most probably are the missing match and periods (of yours). Its okay, I am sorry.

What I want you to know is...

I only using single SLR camera. Very limited tools. (Tools? Tool. Its only 1)
My hands only 2.
I don't have another people or team who help me to collaborate to do documentation.
I need to using the camera properly and pushing the camera's potential to the limit (note: the camera was overheating during the match recording which is can be causing fatal damage to the camera...and how much money involved to fix it? its a SLR)
I must calculate battery usage for each match/period/recording/photograph and recharge the battery.
I need to go to up and down from 3rd floor and 4th floor and vice-versa each period.
1st period I do video. 2nd period I do photo. 3rd period I do video. If battery runs out, I not do anything. I take the time for charging.
On the 4th floor I need to hold the camera steady for 10 minutes for the sake of recording quality. My target was...I want the recording to be like a TV-broadcast quality but the result is not as expected.
I am thankful for the patience for the DVD release even there is someone who pushing me to release the DVD faster (and I was pissed off).
My time, energy and money are involved. I know you using energy to play hockey but I also use energy, too.
The documentation process is not easy as you thought.
Why the DVD requires money? And it costs IDR 40.000? 1 DVD is 5000. There is 2 DVDs = 10.000. DVD burn also charged 5000 per DVD. 2 DVDs = 2000. Current total is 20.000. What is the remaining 20.000? It is a cost for editing. Actually the cost is being used to cover the cost for 16GB SD card I bought at Day 2 because the built-in 4GB is not enough to do video recording.
I decide not to collect DVD from people because I am not going to skyrink everyday and how people deliver their DVD to me? The production time will be expanded.
Until this press release is written, the total money from people who purchased DVD still not covering the money I spend for the documentation. Means : deficit.
The cost for documentation is actually far far far far CHEAPER than hiring a professional to do the job. I was asking to my friend to do the documentation for 1 day and the cost is same to buy full hockey equipment for some people. Freakin' expensive. I don't know if that is the really cost because I just ask once to a professional.

Thats all what I want to say.

My motivation to do the video documentation because Felix TJ was asked at the IIHF group.

Once again I am sorry for the poor quality of the DVD. The next event will be better if I have more tools and crew. The important thing : tools. crew. support. and...sponsorship.

I hope you enjoy the DVD and you can be proud of your parents or friends. By purchasing the DVD you also support the Indonesian Ice Hockey.

Thank you.

Moses Kurniawan,

The Documentation Guy

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Woman.

2012-01-27T00:27:00.001+07:00

Postingan ini sama sekali ga ada maksud untuk memandang negatif wanita.

Gue lagi baca2 9gag dan akhir2 ini banyakan postingnya menjurus kepada sifat2 wanita. Gue inget sama postingan yang tulisannya berbunyi sbb :

"girls, life will be so much easier when you tell what you want."

Gue jadi berpikir terhadap sifat2 wanita yang menurut gue aneh. Dari PMS, woman logic, macem2 deh.

Dan dari sekian banyak postingan mengenai wanita itu banyak juga yg gw alami. Alias...gue yang cowok merasa kesel dan sebal terhadap sifat2 tsb. Gw kasih contoh ya.

Lagu siapa tuh yang bunyinya karena wanita ingin dimengerti? Sorry aja ya lagu itu menurut gw cenderung bodoh, soalnya laki2 itu bukan Tuhan yang bisa ngerti apa aja maunya manusia. Itu udah diluar limit kita sebagai cowok.

Ga cuma itu, gw juga lumayan kesal dengan kelakuan wanita di tempat umum. Tempo hari gw protes soal cewek yang memaksa masuk ketika penumpang busway lagi pada turun. Ga respect banget sih. Cewek tuh udah dikasih area didepan busway at least bisa respect lah, nunjukkin kalau wanita itu sopan dan tahu diri gt. Kasus yang paling lucu ketika gw lagi duduk, ada bapak tua didepan gw dan gw bermaksud untuk ngasih duduk tapi malah diambil sama cewek disebelahnya. Kursi itu untuk orang membutuhkan, bukan buat cewek aja.

Gue juga baca2 milis KRL ttg jaman baru2 ada gerbong wanita. Adaaaa aja hal jelek yang kesannya cewek ga respect sama kaum nya sendiri aloas egois.

Ngomongin jeleknya cewek tuh ga ada habisnya. Bingung gw. Diatas ini baru contoh yg gw sering alamin.

Untuk pembaca wanita yang merasa tersinggung dengan kata2 diatas, gpp sih menurut gw itu wajar kok. Sekarang mendingan kalian pikirkan dulu apakah kalian termasuk wanita baik atau buruk. Kalau buruk, segera ubah sikap anda. Untuk yang tidak merasa demikian, keep up the good work.

Meskipun hal2 diatas atau hal jelek sudah biasa, bukan berarti kalian menganggap 'cewek emang darisananya gitu kok, maklumin aja lah namanya jg cewek'. Itu ga bisa dipakai sebagai excuse, itu cuma membuat kalian terlihat seperti tidak memiliki upaya.

Gue juga mengaku sebagai kaum cowok gue juga punya sifat jelek. Tapi gw tidak akan berdiam diri tentunya. Masa gue mau menetap dengan kebiasaan buruk? Gimana nanti kalau gw punya cewek? Malu. Cewek juga kalau punya kebiasaan jelek sama cowoknya harus malu.

Post ini ga ada maksud ngajak ribut, tapi sebagai masukan supaya kita2 cowok ga menderita karena hal2 yang cewek banget yg ga cocok sama cowok.

Boleh juga kalian kasih kritik dan saran disini. Open kok. Demi kemajuan kaum wanita dan pria.

Sent from Galaxy Mini

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Lost everything

2012-01-18T12:58:00.001+07:00

I lost my both parents. Don't mention family, they already have family.

I don't have a best friend (don't suggest me to be the one, I've been
already attempted to).

I don't have girlfriend (I always rejected since 12 years, mostly
friendzoned and never talk each other, some enemyzoned).

My career? Will I being always like this?

Can I cry now?

This storm is endless.

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Gran Turismo 5 screenshots (Drifting with GTIC)

2011-12-26T03:25:00.001+07:00

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Tough soldier

2011-12-21T18:34:00.001+07:00

There is quote saying :

"God will give the hardest test to His toughest soldier."

I am asking to myself about tests what God already give to me, "am I
that tough?"

But there is second question, "Or I might just a fool who feeling like
God give me the hardest test?"

My heart still pointing at 1st question, assuming...I am His tough soldier.

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Raut muka

2011-12-20T18:17:00.001+07:00

Originally ini masalah lama gue, dan terus terang gue cape diomongin
mulu hal kaya gini. Oke, muka gw emang jelek, kaya penjahat, tapi satu
hal :

NOT EVERYONE HAVE A HAPPY FACE!

Itu memang dan jarang. Jarang bukan berarti ga ada. Berkat gue, anda
telah menemukan hal yang jarang itu. Satu berbanding sejuta.

Jadi plis ya, inilah gue, kaya gini, ga perlu dimodif, ga perlu
operasi plastik. Ga perlu juga untuk memaksa gw punya raut muka yang
bagus. Wajah gw sehari-hari adalah wajah normal.

Raut muka jelek tidak selalu berarti feelingnya jelek!

Kalau sekarang raut muka gw jelek ya karena nulis ini.

Thanks

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Remove 'index.php' in CodeIgniter (2.1.0)

2011-12-06T18:13:00.001+07:00

It was a not-so-big issue. But I want it enabled in future production.

The default guide to remove .htaccess from CodeIgniter's manual is not work at all.

After googling, finally I found a solution from CodeIgniter's forum :

http://codeigniter.com/forums/viewthread/205290/P30

In short, you will need to modify a little of Apache default sites. Here is the guide :

1) Enable the mod_rewrite for Apache 2 first. Do sudo a2enmod rewrite and then sudo /etc/init.d/apache2 reload.

2) Edit the Apache default sites. Command : sudo nano /etc/apache2/sites-available/default. Make sure you don't copy paste directly to the default file! Where it is bold, it says None, change it from None to All.

<VirtualHost *:80>
ServerAdmin webmaster@localhost

DocumentRoot /var/www
<Directory >
Options FollowSymLinks
AllowOverride All
</Directory>
<Directory /var/www>
Options Indexes FollowSymLinks MultiViews
AllowOverride All
Order allow,deny
allow from all
</Directory>

3) Write this for your .htaccess file, make sure you put the .htaccess file in your web application folder. Not the CI's 'application' folder!

RewriteEngine On
RewriteBase /sebserver/
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-f
RewriteCond %{REQUEST_FILENAME} !-d
RewriteRule ^(.*)$ index.php/$1 [L]

4) In config.php, remove the index.php text. Example :

$config['index_page'] = '';

Then enjoy!

Note : I use Ubuntu Server 11.04 with Apache version from Oneiric repo.

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51 fact about guys

2011-12-06T10:53:00.001+07:00

Copied from facebook photo tag.

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases
guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're
gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone
he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex
love-interest. Unless they're goin for the
let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are
method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is
far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something
wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer
when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they
come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it
never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the
parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let
him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his
problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your
relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use
beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she
doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to
figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys
think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting,
but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's
too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be
mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will
think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he
spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls
read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and
being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking
it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.
Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't
happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to
them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too
stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt
mean he represents ALL of us.

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Dear Love #2

2011-11-03T14:10:00.001+07:00

Today you tell me that you love someone else.

Its okay. I want you to be happy.

Go ahead. Good luck.

I love you.

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My Gran Turismo 5 screenshots (with avatar)

2011-10-16T20:52:00.001+07:00

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This post is specific for someone

2011-10-15T00:10:00.001+07:00

Halo.

Gw pengen ngomong sih, tapi ngeliat kondisi kek gini, gw males banget.

Sebetulnya gw kecewa sama loe. Gak cuma loe sih, semuanya.

Minggu terakhir gw sempet panik sama loe, karena loe dateng2 mau main
hockey, biasanya loe nyapa, tapi kemaren? Loe nunjukkin ekspresi
seolah loe lagi marah sama gue, yang terus terang gue ga tau apa
penyebabnya. Loe malah asik ngobrol sama orang disebelah loe, gw
merasa diabaikan.

Tapi Rabu kemaren, you come. Gw masuk rink yang pertama tujuannya
emang gak mau nyapa loe, karena gw pengen tahu apakah loe masih kayak
minggu kemaren. Tapi ternyata nggak. Loe pertama nyapa gw. Dan terus
terang gw bahagia. Karena gw tahu semuanya kembali normal.

Tapi pernyataan itu validnya hanya sebentar.

Gw tau om itu dan calon istrinya datang. Tapi gw ga tau kalau ternyata
dia ke lantai 3 karena gw taunya dia ke lantai 4. Gw tau ketika dia
udah jalan dari American Grill.

Pertamanya gw ga tau si dia ke lantai 3 ngapain, tapi temen cowok kita
ngasih tahu. Si Om rupanya mau married. Dan temen cowok kita kayaknya
salah ngitung, dia bilang 4 hari lagi, yang kalo gw itung itu jatuhnya
hari minggu.

Eh, setelah liat2 timeline, ternyata besok (hari ini deng, karena udah
jam 00.04). Padahal gw baru mau nanya beberapa orang apakah ada yang
datang di acara itu hari minggu (gw taunya masih minggu).

Yang gw kecewa adalah, yang semula gw nanya tapi loe tidak mau ngasih
tahu kapan si om married (yang sebetulnya gw taunya hari minggu).
Ketika gw masuk ruangan lagi, gw tau loe lagi liat kertas undangan.
Begitu gw duduk didepan loe, loe masukin tuh kertas kedalam tas loe
dan pura2 sibuk sama BB.

---

Emangnya sebetulnya ada apa sih sama gw? Gw salah apaan? Tapi yasudah
lah ya, loe dan yang lain kan udah gabung sama senior. Mainnya sama
senior mulu, sama dia orang. KOMUNITAS KITA apakah masih ada? Ngga.
Udah mati.

Anyway makasih udah mau ngajarin gw gliding.

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Everlasting friends? 90% impossible.

2011-10-06T18:09:00.001+07:00

1 cewek dan 1 cowok yang udah temenan lama banget dan lumayan deket
juga, digosipin sama orang-orang kalau mereka jadian.

Kedua orang mengklaim bahwa mereka tidak ada hubungan apa-apa, hanya
sebatas teman saja.

Gue sebagai audience 90% tidak percaya kalau cewek cowok bakal
long-lasting temenan selamanya. 10% bisa jadi akhirnya jadian, atau
musuhan, atau lain-lain entah gimana.

Udah pasti salah satu atau keduanya dari mereka bakal mengakui
perasaan masing-masing setelah lama berteman, dalam arti mereka ingin
ke tingkat advanced. Maksudnya lebih dari teman.

Sukurlah, dari orang2 yang gw kenal, ada yang akhirnya jadian.

Tapi sayang juga, ada yang jadinya malah menjauh satu sama lain,
karena...bisa gak enak atau gimanalah gw ga tau.

Udah sering juga kan kejadian gini? Jadi ya, jangan heran lagi.

Gue pengen sih nulis gimana caranya supaya yang namanya persahabatan
bisa long-lasting. Tapi nanti deh, gue mo membuat sesuatu dulu.

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My tribute to Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T15:47:00.002+07:00

Thanks to the author of the logo, Jonathan Mak (http://jmak.tumblr.com/)

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Come and go

2011-09-29T19:38:00.001+07:00

"Come and go."

Yah, kira2 seperti itulah yang gw rasakan sekarang.

Stage 1 - ketemu.
Stage 2 - nambah banyak.
Stage 3 - jadilah komunitas.
Stage 4 - ada jatuh bangun didalamnya
Stage 5 - mecah.

Some peoples forgotten. Ketemu cuma say hi, gpp sih, itu sopan kok.
Tapi apakah masih ada rasa 'komunitas' nya? Gue rasa sih ga ada.

Its okay, people are getting advance. Like what someone said to me :

"Lo kalau udah jadi senior di komunitas lo, lo harus keluar. Kalau ga,
lo stuck".

Acceptable.

Mungkin emang gitu sih, yang dinamakan dengan lingkar kehidupan. Gpp
juga, itu akan membuat loe terpancing mencari teman baru.

Life goes on...

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"Remember me"

2011-09-25T02:49:00.001+07:00

Gue merasa heran sama gue sendiri, kok gue bisa ya nginget orang lain,
disaat gue lagi sibuk sekalipun. Orang2 yang gue benci, sayang, atau
temen lama, baru, atau yang udah ngelupain gue, gue tetep inget sama
mereka. Tiap hari gitu. Bahkan disaat gue sibuk sekalipun. Mungkin gak
semua orang gue inget, tapi, ya itulah, disetiap detik, ada aja nama
orang yang lewat di pikiran gue.

Tapi gue penasaran, ada gak sih yang inget gue? Ga usah repot deh,
inget nama gue aja. Apakah orang2 itu disaat sibuk pun masih sempet
inget nama gue?

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Asal muasal kenapa gua suka SNSD dan jadi SONE tentunya

2011-09-20T17:20:00.001+07:00

Mengingat sebentar apa yang telah terjadi di hari Minggu, 18 September 2011 di Korean Culture Center di Equity Tower 17th floor, SCBD.

Ada apa pada saat itu? Gathering SNSD 4th anniversary. Yaitu adalah acara gathering yang intinya ngerayain ulang tahun ke 4 SNSD, yang dihadiri oleh orang-orang dari sejumlah fanbase SNSD di Indonesia (SONE IDWS, KASKUSONE, SONEID dll yang gue lupa apa-apa aja)

Acaranya bukan seperti gathering seperti biasanya (yang biasanya setau gw sih ngopi2 file) tapi ada games, quiz dan performance dari beberapa group cover SNSD, yaitu G9 atau Geenine, DAP, ROCKSHIDAE, MELLOWSHIDAE, ada juga f(x)ion yang cover group f(x) dan group2 lain (masih banyak sih) yang terus terang gue lupa siapa-siapa aja :D.

Acaranya lumayan lama sadis, dari jam setengah 12 sampe jam setengah 6 sore (sudah termasuk istirahat 1 jam). Capek banget sih ya tapi puas lho. Sampean gue mau main ice hockey tapi jadi males karena gue mendingan stay disana bisa tereak2 daripada jalan ke TA :))

Gue merasa puas dengan kinerja para panitia...mulai dari @KeroKuro sebagai ketua panitia, @flovivi sebagai MC, @bonk_taishou dan @FanyTastics sebagai juru kamera, dan ga lupa performance singkat yang menarik dari @Jrwibowo...dan semua panitia yang lain yang gu juga lupa siapa-siapa aja :D

Halah, kebanyakan "lupa siapa-siapa" nya neh! :D

Ada 1 pertanyaan yang ditanyakan oleh MC yaitu bunyinya sbb :

"namanya siapa? dari fanbase mana? bias nya siapa aja? tau SNSD darimana?"

Oke, oke, gue jawab dulu.

Nama gue? ga perlu. :P

Fanbase gue dari SONE IDWS (yang kagak nyahut sama sekali di acara LOL!)

Bias gue Taeyeon dan Tiffany.

Tau SNSD dari...

Baiklah, agak panjang disini.

Gue lagi buka twitter dan ada pembicaraan dari Silverlines dan Anima yang ada link youtube ke video Gee. Karena aplikasi twitternya pas banget dapet gambar thumbnail video yang gambarnya cewek, otomatis gue klik deh. Setelah liat videonya, videonya langsung nancep di feeling gue gitu. Karena masih jam kerja pada saat itu, gue tunda sampai setelah work hour.

Setelah out work hour, gue coba deh cari2 info ttg tuh cewek2 siapa aja.

Baiklah...rupanya mereka SNSD. Karena server lokal yg gw tahu saat itu hanya indowebster, gue mulai deh ngubek2 tuh server (beserta forumnya). Gue inget banget lah jaman taon lalu jadi total newbie di forum, mau posting kaga berani (maunya kirim thanks doang), sampe akhirnya ngmong juga tuh di forum dilengkapi dengan pelanggaran macam dopost dan lain-lain sampe kena bata juga -_-"

Video yang gw dwnload selanjutnya adalah Genie dan Oh!. Dan gw nonton keduanya di kost. Gw lebih tertarik dengan Genie dibanding dg yang lain karena lirik lagunya.

Taeyeon dan Tiffany...gue jadi bias mereka karena bukan sekedar mereka anggota paling cakep atau punya suara bagus di group, tapi secara pribadi, mereka bisa jadi teladan buat gue, dengan Taeyeon selaku *kid* leader yang membuat gue lebih terinspirasi menjadi seorang pemimpin, dan Tiffany yang orangnya setahu gw baik banget dan rendah diri.

Gue gak bilang member lain jelek lho ya...semuanya oke kok...tapi kalo bias ya itu 2 tadi.

Anyway, gue sampe sekarang tetep cinta sama 9 wanita ini :D

Gitu aja sih ceritanya.

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My 1st Official SNSD goodie (Taeyeon Tumbler)

2011-09-18T18:47:00.001+07:00

Taeyeon Tumbler

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TAEYEON!

2011-09-12T11:00:00.001+07:00

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For someone out there

2011-09-08T23:48:00.001+07:00

Gue mau bales di YM. tapi males.

Semenjak bon itu, terus terang, kesabaran gue udah abis. Gue udah
males interaksi sama loe. Gue udah males ngajak loe ngomong. Gue udah
males liat muka loe. Gue udah cukup sabar selama 3 tahun, gue udah
nunjukkin kecintaan dan kesetiaan gw sama loe, dan gue udah cukup
sabar loe jadian sama cowok lain, dari L, A, dan P. I was before L,
rite?

You with P, is hurting me the most.

Buat gue, cinta itu ibarat sebuah pohon. Pohon itu gue tanem dari
awalnya hanya benih. Gue udah rawat dan jaga pohon itu supaya
bertumbuh. Dan harapan gue adalah, pohon itu berbuah. Well, awalnya
pohon itu memang berbuah. Sampai saatnya pohon itu sudah tidak berbuah
lagi. Loe udah ga mau jalan sama gue lagi. Loe dah ga mau
ngapa-ngapain sama gue lagi. Kenapa? Gue ga mau mikirin.

Sekarang ini, pohon itu udah nggak gue rawat lagi. Gue biarin layu.
Bahkan gue ingin nebang pohon itu dan mencabut sampe akar-akarnya. Gue
udah sakit hati dengan pohon itu. Gue udah cukup sabar merawat pohon
itu. Gue udah menganggap merawat pohon itu adalah percuma. Buang-buang
waktu, tenaga, pikiran. Selama 3 tahun. Yang tidak ada hasilnya.

Loe udah ngancurin semuanya. Cinta gue sama loe, bahkan plan gue untuk
masa depan kita.

Investasi yang gagal.

L, A, P, siapa lagi setelah itu? I can't hold anymore.

Sebetulnya loe ga perlu minta maaf lagi sama gw, karena terus terang
gw emang udah maafin loe. Tapi ya gue karakternya gitu. Kalo gue udah
kecewa sama orang, yaudah, gue maafin, tapi sorry aja kalau setelah
itu gw ga mau berurusan lagi dengan orangnya. Karena gue emang ga mau
lagi bermasalah dengan orang itu. Lagipula, gue juga emang ga punya
hak untuk maksain gue jadi sama lo kok.

Sebulan lagi gue resign dari kantor.

Gue cuma mau kasih saran ke loe:

Cinta emang terlihat indah di awal. Setelah menikah, kalian bakal
diuji apakah kalian bener2 cinta. Sebelum menikah, pastikan dulu kalau
kalian berdua tahan banting. Kalau nggak, putusin aja. Terserah loe
mau sama cowok yang mana, yang penting loe bahagia. Gw ga mau loe
akhirnya terjebak dalam loveless marriage, trus akhirnya divorced. Bad
ending. Nyesek.

REMEMBER : EVERYTHING LOOKS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING. IN THE END,
DEPENDS HOW YOU MANAGE IT. FAIL TO MANAGE, BAD ENDING.

Anyway, makasih atas success wish nya. Sukses juga buat lo.

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Lost my trust

2011-08-15T13:09:00.001+07:00

Sebetulnya gw rada nggak suka dengan hal seperti ini. Gini ceritanya.

Dulu dia pernah bilang sama gw kalau dia suka sama kemeja yang dijual
dilantai 2 plaza tendean. Dan gw bermaksud untuk membelikannya setelah
gajian.

Setelah gajian, gue berdua sama dia ke tendean untuk membeli yg
dimaksud. Tapi setelah disana, mungkin dia berubah pikiran, akhirnya
kita beli celana jeans panjang.

Malam sudah berlanjut, setelah semua selesai, gw pulang ke bogor.

Sampai pada saatnya dia meminta bon yg dari pembelian celana itu. Gw
pertamanya nggak tahu dia minta bon itu untuk apa, tapi kalau gw
nebak, itu pasti untuk ulang tahun.

Di perusahaan gw, ada kebijakan yg intinya karyawan dikasih hadiah
oleh kantor tapi hadiahnya boleh pilih sendiri dengan budget yg sudah
ditentukan. Karyawan pakai uangnya dulu, nanti diganti sama kantor.
Dan harus ada barang bukti yaitu bon pembelian.

Ketika bon nya udah aku kasih, aku iseng nanya, "ntar duitnya buat
siapa?" dengan simpelnya dia menjawab, "ya buat aku lah.."

Gw bukannya nggak ikhlas beliin apa yg dia mau, tapi gw merasa gw
tidak dihargain sama dia, selain itu, gw merasa kecewa juga, karena
dia ngambil benefit yg didepan mata untuk dia sendiri.

Dengan dia pakai apa yg udah gw belikan...itu aja udah cukup untuk
bikin gue seneng...

Gw merasa heran, padahal soal uang dia belum pernah gimana-gimana sama
gw, yg gue tahu dia jujur...tapi setelah melihat ini, gw agak
kehilangan kepercayaan.

Tapi yasudah lah. Biarkan saja...

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Love is like an oxygen

2011-08-06T00:52:00.001+07:00

Tulisan ini bukan ngopi/njiplak total dari blog seseorang yang dibuat untuk tugas kuliah (dan sekarang webnya udah gak bisa diakses). Tapi gue saat ini emang lagi terkagum-kagum dengan istilah itu. Dan dirasa, memang benar.

Tahu besi kan? Besi itu bisa berkarat karena oksigen. Wajar, karena besi tidak bisa mendapatkan antioksidan. Beda dengan tubuh manusia, kita menghirup oksigen, namun kita tetap perlu antioksidan. Supaya kita nggak karatan dalam waktu yang lamaaaaa.

Dan seperti inilah rasa cinta yang gw hirup sekarang. Bagaikan oksigen. Gue mencintai seseorang, namun, justru gue tidak bisa bersama dia, karena emang faktor perasaan si dia suka sama siapa...

Merasa tertekan sih iya, tapi ya inilah yang namanya "LOVE", rasanya unik banget, dan gue emang ketagihan untuk selalu menghirupnya, meskipun seiring berjalannya waktu, LOVE ini membuat gue rusak dan berkarat, namun gue akan tetap menghirup LOVE ini, karena keunikannya itu, sulit untuk dijelaskan dengan kata-kata...

Kita dikasih hidup cuma sekali lho. Jadi jangan ragu untuk menghirup dan merasakan si LOVE ini...

"Its an honour to know and feel something called LOVE" - someone.

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My Gran Turismo 5 photography (Mixed)

2011-08-02T09:20:00.001+07:00

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2NE1 - Ugly (Romanized and English Translation)

2011-07-28T23:12:00.001+07:00

Source : http://www.allfordrama.com/14/post/2011/07/ugly-by-2ne1-romanization-english-translation-and-hangul-lyrics-mv-and-mp3-dl.html

Romanization Lyrics
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[CL] Balkge useobojiman
Nae mame deulji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[BOM] Norael bulleobojiman
Amudo deutji anha
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[DARA] Nan wae ireohke motnan geolkka
Eoddeokhamyeon nado neocheoreom hwanhage
Useobol su isseolkka

[MINJI] Ddo hwagana wae neul wanbyeokhaji mothae
I ggaejin geoul sok motnan moseubeul hyanghae
Tathagiman hae

[BOM] Chyeodabojima jigeum I neuggimi shilheonan
Eodironga sumgoman shipeo
Beoseo nago shipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’
me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know
I’m ugly

[MINJI] Nal shwipge ihaehandago hajima
Mot saenggigo bbiddoleojin nae maeumi neol
Wonmanghaljido molla

[BOM] Mal shikijima nan neowa eoulliji mothae
Geu jalnan nunbit sok chagawoon gashiki nal
Summakhige hae

[MINJI] Dagaojima neoui gwanshimjocha shilheo nan
Eodironga ddeonago shipeo sori chigo
Shipeo
I sesangeun geojitmal

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’
me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know
I’m ugly

[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2

Ddaddeuthamiran eopseo
Gyeoten amudo eopseo

All alone I’m all alone x 2
I’m always all alone

Ddaddeuthamiran eopseo
Gyeoten geu nugudo nal anajul saram eopseo

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’
me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know
I’m ugly

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English Translation
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[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

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Hangul Lyrics

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밝게 웃어보지만
내 맘에 들지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

노랠 불러보지만
아무도 듣지 않아
난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

난 왜 이렇게 못난 걸까
어떡하면 나도 너처럼 환하게 웃어볼 수 있을까
또 화가나 왜 늘 완벽하지 못해
이 깨진 거울 속 못난 모습을 향해 탓하기만 해

쳐다보지마 지금 이 느낌이 싫어 난
어디론가 숨고만 싶어 벗어 나고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

날 쉽게 이해한다고 하지마
못 생기고 삐뚤어진 내 마음이 널 원망할지도 몰라
말 시키지마 난 너와 어울리지 못해
그 잘난 눈빛 속 차가운 가식이 날 숨막히게 해

다가오지마 너의 관심조차 싫어 난
어디론가 떠나고 싶어 소리 치고 싶어
이 세상은 거짓말

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

All alone I’m all alone
All alone I’m all alone
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 아무도 없어

All alone I’m all alone
All alone I’m all alone
I’m always all alone
따뜻함이란 없어
곁엔 그 누구도 날 안아줄 사람 없어

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

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If I have money...

2011-07-27T09:55:00.001+07:00

I WANT :

PS3 games
PS3/Xbox SDK
iMac or Mac Mini or Mac Pro (i need this)
High-speed internet access
PC equipped with Intel Core i7 995X and GeForce GTX 580
iPhone 4 and an HTC Android
iPad or Android tablet
MacBook Pro or MacBook Air
LED 42" TV with 3D support or that gigantic one in Sency
House (i need this)
Ice hockey and inline hockey equipment
Vacation to Bali...or Lombok...with someone :)
...and the others.

But still, there is something I can't buy with money:
Happiness.

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Cara membuat Starbucks Green Tea Latte sendiri (gue belom coba juga sih)

2011-07-19T16:43:00.001+07:00

Gue adalah penggemar teh hijau. Dan gue suka banget sama Green Tea Latte nya Starbucks. Saking penasaran gimana cara pembuatannya (karena kalo gue liat di toko Starbucksnya sendiri kayaknya simpel banget) jadi gue coba2 cari info tentang resep pembuatannya.

Bahan yang gue dapet sih adalah 3, adalah sbb :

Matcha powder (bukan yang udah manis/presweet)
Susu fullcream
Gula

Cara pembuatan (gue belom coba sendiri sih):

Masukkan 1/4-1/3 sendok teh matcha (bubuk teh hijau) ke dalam mug atau cangkir atau apa tuh namanya, gelas yang ada tutupnya supaya bisa dikocok.
Tambahkan satu atau dua sendok gula
Masukkan susu yang sudah dipanaskan, aduk rata/kocok.
Masukkan teh susu itu kedalam gelas
Taburi permukaannya dengan bubuk teh hijau sebagai pemanis.

Berdasarkan info yg gue dapet, Starbucks yang di US itu bahannya adalah Matcha powder yang udah presweet (sama saja Matcha ditambah gula), ditambah susu (ditambah lagi sirup melon). Kalo teori gue sih itu manisnya sadis, bahkan mungkin udah ga kerasa lagi rasa green tea nya itu sendiri.

Sedangkan rasa Green Tea Latte Starbucks Jepang katanya beda sendiri, mereka kemungkinan ngga perlu tambahin melon atau bahan macem-macem.

Teori gue sih, Green Tea Latte Starbucks di Indonesia ini hanya pakai Matcha powder yang udah sweet, ditambah susu fullcream.

Referensi :
http://chowhound.chow.com/topics/357815
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090820160755AAYVCgJ
http://id.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080526212601AA6rQSx

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