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perempuan btudung ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 08:39:00 +0000

firstly, before i start .. ni no offence to any perempuan btudung! .. siap bold ok? just x puas ati n x senang ati la ngan 2 pompuan btudung yg aku jumpa pg2 buta td ..

awal pg td, after club n early breakfast, aku mintak la member aku ni drop kat stesen lrt salak selatan .. cz malas nak susahkan dier ptg nyer nak anta aku balik .. so better aku balik terus n tido d rumah .. dier mula2 suwuh bmlm (bmlm ke? dah 530am!) kat rumah dier .. kat situ no problem .. so, brenti la kat stesen masjid jamek, n tukat tren tuk ke Kelana Jaya .. so aku masuk la .. at first bdiri, coz maybe ramai dr melawati turun kl .. then, aku duduk la biler ada seat kosong .. nak dijdkan citer, ader lah minah tudung labuh, late 20s n maybe early 30s duk dpn aku .. selang 2 seat ader la uncle sorang ni .. bukan melaly n i think bukan local .. xde la smart pakai suit ke bagai .. just tshirt n suar yg agak lusuh .. aku ok je la .. tetiba, when uncle ni buat bunyi sikit, minah ni buat muka n mengeluh! aper kes aku pikir? aku x kisah lah .. lantak engkau .. aku lyn kepala ngantok .. x lamer lepas tuh, uncle ni labuhkan kan la bag dier kat seat kosong between the 2 of them .. ader la tkena sipi2 .. sikit je kena beg minah ni .. dier terus mjeling buat muka bitchy! aih? apsal pulak minah nih? aper masalah ko? tkena sikit je .. n even uncle tu pun x perasan kot? so mcm .. why do u hv this kind of attitude? is it bcoz of ko pakai tudung labuh, ko bleh buat mcm tuh? aku walaupun xlah semayang full, still aku ok jer? bukan nyer uncle tuh kacau ko? bukan sengaja pun rasanyer!

nak dijadikan cite, dah sampai kat stesen Universiti, aku berenti la .. nak ambik bas rapid g mahsing .. so, coz xde duit kecik, aku kire nak pecahkan duit kat kedai bawah .. so, nak sedapkan hati ngan kejadian dlm lrt tu td, aku pun start a very small conversation ngan kakak yg btudung kat kaunter .. time tuh, 710am kot? "sini bukak pukul berapa ek kak?" aper jwpan dr mulut akak btudung nih? "dah bukak lah ni!" ngan muka x bsalah .. i was .. shicked! aku bukak conversation .. awal pg nih, nak make u smile .. HELLO! aku pun ader keje pukul 700am ok? utk menyedapkan hati aku, aku pun la jwb balik .. "awal ek? 700am dah bukak .." terus aku blah, g kat bus stop kat bawah .. so mcm, kat saper2 yg mbaca nih, mann nak gtau no offence to semua akak2, adik2 n ibu2 yg btudung .. n i know x semua mcm nih .. tp coz x puas ati n x senang ati! so cukup la kat sini .. hope xde saper2 yg terasa ..

Surat Dari Anak Mak Yang Dah Tak Nakal...

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:30:00 +0000

sepucuk surat yg dah ramai baca .. aku tetiba tdetik utk mbaca nya .. thanks kak lin sebab post kat ur notes .. aku nih jenis cepat tsentuh .. lebih2 lg yg bkait ngan mak .. aku sgt cepat menitiskan air mata jantan .. belum sampai setengah, aku mmg dah x tahan .. tp aku habiskan jugak .. so nak share kat semua .. tetiba tkenangkan mak kat rumah ..

Surat Dari Anak Mak Yang Dah Tak Nakal...
Mak.....
Terlalu bosan rasa duduk membilang hari.....
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih......

Mak tau tak.....
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa.....
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh.....
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak..... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni.....

mak macam dah sedia.....
Seminggu sebelum tu.....
mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai.......
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih.....
kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu.......

pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak......
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam .......
kengkadang siaran indonesia ..
mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi mak ke kuburan...

Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..
mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..

paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi....
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....

masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...
kiter kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm....bahagiaa nya saat ituu..

Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 sakit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....
mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk..
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...
ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..

Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..
mak memang degil..
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit
kami adik beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital.... ..

Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....

Mak.....
Malam itu abang bawa mak ke hospital
dan itu lah pertama dan terakhir kali mak naik kereta kiter...
Masih terbayang betapa ceria dan gembiranya mak,
kiter kata nak beli kereta....
Mak asyik tanya ajer...
cukup ker duitt..
kiter jawab pula...
kalau tak cukup, mak kan banyak duit...
mak gelak ajerr.....

Lepas tu bila kereta kiter sampai....
mak buat kenduri kesyukuran.. ....
Dan kiter masih ingat lagi...
bila kiter eksiden terlanggar Ah-Chong naik motor.....
Punya la kiter takut...
kiter warning kakak kiter jangan sesekali bgtau kat mak......
Bila balik sahaja kampong....
kiter cepat-cepat simpan keta dalam garaj.....
Tapi mak perasan juga bumper depan kemek...
mak tanya kenapa...?
Selamba jerr kiter jawab terlangar pokok bunga.....

Mak....
tujuan kiter menipu tu supaya mak tak risau.....
Maafkan kiter kerana sampai mak pergi mak tak tau hal sebenar...
mak, kiter menipu mak kan ..
ampon kan kiter....
Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pa gi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital....
nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih.....
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn

Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..
kosong. ...sekosong hati ini......
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar suasananya.. .....
terasa syahdu dan sayu...dinginnnn. ....

Mak......
Kiter masih ingat lagi...
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan ....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....
Mak perasan tak...?

Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buat gitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni..
tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....

Mak.....
Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis.....
kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi....
Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...
kiter rindu kat mak..!
Takpa la......
nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh,
kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya..!
Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya... .
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...
menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...
Mak rasa tak....
masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...
kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak....

Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...
makk...
anak mak yang seorang tu demam....

Mak tauu.....
cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan.. .
Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...
boleh kata setiap malam selepas maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....
masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib...
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan. ......
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...
tangisan tak dapat dibendung...

Mak tauu...
kiter cuba bertahan...
memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak...
nak cakap dengan mak....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ..?
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong...
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi...
Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata...." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak.."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis.....

Mak tau tak..
di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat...
menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma....
hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....

Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu.....
kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ....
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak...
esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih...
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...
simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje...
Takper yer mak...
kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu.....
sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
dan jutaan terima kasih kerana membesarkan kiter...
memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah..
sampai masuk unibesiti..
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang...
boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..

Sekian terima kasih,
Yang Benar Anak mak yang dah tak degil

surat ini berjaya 'menyentuh' banyak hati...selain mampu mengingatkan jasa ibu kita di Malaysia , ia mampu menaikkan semangat kita utk terus berusaha dalam lapangan masing2,dgn izin Allah s.w.t. InsyaAllah..
Juga sesuai dihadiahkan kpd anak2(bg yg sudah memiliki cahaya mata) supaya anak2 kita sentiasa lembut hatinya kesan daripada mmbaca surat ini ,insyaAllah. . Terima kasih saudara umarzahrawi kerana menghantar surat ini kepada iLuvislam.com . Surat ini saya bacakan ketika majlis penutup Islamic Awareness Week di Kolej Yayasan UEM suatu masa dulu. Ramai yang menitiskan air mata ketika itu.

20th day of the 10th month of 2009th year ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 01:27:00 +0000

erm .. today is already the 20th day of the month of october .. that's mean, another 2 months to go for the new year! i had a great time so far .. plus, another 37 days to my birthday! wuhuhu ..

people come n go .. people we think we understand them, but u r wrong .. because for our stupidity, we lost someone really great .. something we never think of, become one of your hobbies n interest!

i miss window shopping n shopping so so very much .. since ramadhan, my movement r very limited .. it is tiring to move around during ramadhan .. n dont do much shopping for the last raya .. hmmm .. not much? 2 baju melayu .. this n a little that .. hmmm .. not much ek? ok la .. because i dont spent so much .. maybe because most of my clothes r still new, so it is not necessary for me to buy so much .. now, i just thinking of buying another pair or two of working attires .. maybe working shoes n others .. as my birthday is just around the corner .. it is not wrong for me to pamper myself as i dont have anybody yet .. hmmm .. i can spend my money for myself .. hehehe .. where to go huh?

it has been some time i dont have the adventure, shopping alone in kl .. last time, i like to take a bus to kl, then i will jump from 1 shopping mall to another .. just for window shopping n to move around .. i think i should add in movies as one of the activities! yup .. count that in .. bird watching, for sure .. breakfast n lunch, these r for energy .. enough sleep, the day before .. i should start planning for november .. huhu ..

In a few weeks time ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 05:55:00 +0000

yup .. in a few weeks time .. i'll be 27 years old .. i just can't believe that i can n i will reach this age .. it's not that i'm dying of certain disease but, there are a lot more things i haven't achieve at this age, yet ..

at this age, i don't have any partner yet! yup .. that's me .. the shy guy, who spend a lot of time to cope with the environment n people hardly aware of my existence when we r lepaking together! so typical me .. i always try to get along with the group, but i can't! i'll be more to listening than talking .. there r some of my friends, said i did improved, but i never satisfied n i never say i improved .. there r still a long way to go ..

i still failed to managed my finance properly .. ever since i was a boy, i can't managed my finance .. i did tried a couple of years ago, to collect every single receipts i spent to see my expenses .. but, i stopped it half way .. this is the influence of a friend of mine .. he keep every single receipts he spent .. i think, it is hard to start something like this at my age maybe .. but it depends on that individual to change or not .. rite? i assume that is not me .. i can't stop myself from shopping! so, never bring me to the shopping .. but i think, i can control myself now from shopping when i am on my window shopping mode ..

usually people will see me as an innocence boy .. am i? haha .. i can't confirm that .. u judge me? only a few of friends really know me true colours .. haha .. i never say that i am nice, n i also never say that i am bad .. just nice maybe .. but i don't that is enough ..

sometimes, it is hard for me to decide on certain thing .. i don't know why? sometimes it is a matter of yer or no .. but i will drag it so long, just to get answer .. i assume that is my self confidence .. i can say, i still lack of confidence in almost everything .. not only on decision .. but a lot more .. but i am proud, i can decide on my wardrobe! from a fashion criminal, to a better fashionista! FASHIONISTA?? haha .. i will never label myself as a fashionista!

but, there are certain things, i can be proud of myself .. such as? haha .. u asked me? yup .. i can enjoy karaoke with my friends .. not just enjoying the session, but i will grab the microphone n sing my heart out! haha .. there r a few of songs, kind of my signature songs every time we go for karaoke .. n i can say, i improve it from every session .. not much, but i am improving my self .. i'm so proud of it!

now, what i want myself to practice everyday, is to at least call my mak once everyday .. there was once, mak call n said she didn't receive any calls from me for quite some times .. so like, anak derhaka la plak!

what else huh? no sure la .. will add later when i figured it out ..

training hari ke4

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 05:03:00 +0000

alhamdullillah .. ari ni hari ke4 training .. maksudnya, dah 4 ari aku x keje as telephonist or so call as call centre staff .. pendek kata, mamat angkat fon la tuh .. haha .. bengong betui la .. rasa best, tp nak kena belajor benda2 baru ni je la yg memoningkan .. huhu ..

ari nih ada projek besar ngan abg reza .. huhu .. dier yg ajak .. siap bawak baju spare nih .. pakai ptg karang .. x sabar rasanya .. klu bleh ari2 pun ok ..

tp ada something yg merisaukan diri ku ni apabila sorang member aku nih mcm dah kemaruk ngan laksa sarawak .. dier siap googling "laksa sarawak" memanjang .. almost setiap link, dier klik .. setiap gambar dier view .. aku mcm chuak! is it bcoz of gambar2 laksa sarawak yg mak masakan, yg aku post dlm facebook! tensi plak aku .. dah la dier puasa sunat 6 ari! habis la aku ..

lunch ari nih, mamam pau ayam je .. walaupun most people cakap, pau nih sedap .. tp aku still prefer mak nyer pau ayam .. coz mmg dah mbesar ngan pau yg mak buat kot?

training ari ni, more to fares .. fares yg agak memeningkan n aku x berapa suka fares! td ader ttggl n tlost kejap! haha .. tp aku try to follow up n managed to solve it .. haha .. alhamdullillah .. bijak jugak aku nih ghupa nyer ..

ari ni tlupa plak cincin2 aku .. jari jemari ku yg comel nih mcm janggal .. haha .. td baru perasan .. maybe coz pg td agak kelam kabut aka kecoh sekampung menyebabkan aku lupa cincin aku kot?

3rd day training

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 02:54:00 +0000

huhu .. ari ni dah ari ke3 training .. insyaallah, lusa habis la .. wuhuhu .. td baru je settlekan duit karaoke ngan abg reza .. kitorg share g karaoke ramai2 .. ada 5 org .. me, abg mamat, adi, abg reza n azan .. ikutkan ahcik follow sekali, tp x jadi coz mak ayah dier ader .. tu pun kitorg pecut after g beraya wumah member2 abg mat ..

mlm tuh, i mean mlm karaoke, tetiba otak giler ni generated lg activated .. aku bawak lagu dangdut uols .. hahaha .. mas idayu, senggol2an .. cubit2an .. haha .. ada org back up .. since the last karaoke session, aku try utk bawak lagu2 asli .. last week aku dah bantai lagu cindai! haha .. tgoleng2 kat lantai biler aku pikir balik .. but, it was fun! lagu2 standard mcm mungkin, mungkir bahagia n harapan memang x miss .. kekadang klu ingat seribu tahun imran ajmain .. lagu2 berani mati! ini pun coz of boboy .. haha .. dier la yg mjebakkan aku ke kancah karaoke ..

but, apa yg x best last week coz xde lagu aizatt, lagu kita .. next session kot .. then, satu lg .. masa dah ready nak bawak lagu niat, elyana .. aku siap duduk simpuh atas lantai, kawan azan masuk scr ngejut .. jgn plak azan terasa, k .. coz feel dah ader, tetiba potong! wargghhhh .. terus x best .. dah la next lagu, lagu mungkir bahagia n mungkin .. nasib aku dpt bawak .. n cuba ignore perasaan dpd lagu niat tu tadi .. haha .. tp biler ingat balik, lawak siot ..

dlm seminggu nih, dah a few times dah mimpi aku dah ader rambut balik .. siap buat spiky2 mcm dulu2 .. seriously, i miss my hair .. almost setengah tahun dah rambut ala askar .. nak simpan balik la rambut2 ni .. bleh buat fesyen2 .. huhu .. botak pun coz rambut jarang n mengalami kesurutan .. haha ..

k la .. ari ni, topik quite interesting .. simple n easy .. just tunggu dah live nanti je la .. we will go live with this system, insyaallah on 1 nov .. x sabar plak rasa nya .. b4 training memang asyik pikir, naper la nak tukar system? asyik pikir mcm maner la nak start system baru .. semua code nak kena hafal balik .. mcm tekanan .. tp dah masuk training, mcm satu cabaran! x sabar plak .. huhu .. itu lah manusia .. xpernah ada manusia d dunia ini yg sempurna .. n ingatlah, kta hanya menumpang di dunia ini .. malah kita jugak dipinjamkan untuk menghuni n menumpang d dunia ni .. ini khas ditujukan kat semua ek? adios .. asta la vista .. huhu ..

2nd day of training

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 01:04:00 +0000

huhu .. ngah dlm training room .. while instructor bg lecture, aku sempat jugak nak post .. huhu .. x senonoh .. haha ..

semlm bmlm kat rumah kwn .. dier baru je pindah .. so dier bwk bmlm kat wumah dier .. kitorg b3 .. suker rumah dier walaupun masih bselerak .. love the rooms .. walaupun typical square, tp bg aku size dier dah cukup .. mcm best plak hidup bujang, with an apartment with 3 rooms n 2 bathrooms .. living room pun nice .. so, he's so lucky to have that apartment .. semlm siap imagine, what will i do with all the rooms n that particular apartment .. haha .. i wish i can get it in the future .. semlm dlm 100am, tetiba semua bising cz lapar .. nak x nak, 2 of us went to 7e n bought bread n tune .. so melantak la sandwich .. hehe .. pg td bgn 715am, aku g mandi dulu .. baru bgn kan diorg ... ingatkan kemas2 dlm 30mins, ghopernyer ader gak yg kemas more than 45mins! he told me he usually spend 1 hour 30 mins to 1 hour 45mins to get ready to work! oh my goodness!

now ngah quiz session .. sorg2 dipanggil ke dpn .. hopefully aku x kena dulu kot? nervous la .. haha .. dgn kepala yg ngantok .. berat sgt .. tp sure instructor tau, aku ngah buat aper .. org lain concentrate nengok depan, aku plak x henti2 mnaip .. huhu .. ada pkembangan .. managed to post daily here in my blog .. wuhuhu ..

d pagi 28sep ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 02:54:00 +0000

ari ni start training new system .. system yg akan kitorg guna starting nov this year .. so far, i can cope with the training .. senang jugak system ni .. tp yg xbest, kena hafal code2 baru .. apa yg aku hafal sebelum nih, semua dah xleh pakai ..

pg ni plak, masa check fb aku, a friend of send msg thru inbox .. according to her, dier kena tipu dek bf dier .. bf dier nih dah kawen .. so dier msj, suruh aku cari kan bf baru utk dier .. aiyo .. aku tolong carikan? aku ni still single dah .. almost 2 years ok? so aku reply la msj dier .. apa yg aku leh ckp, just tenangkan diri tu dulu .. klu dpt pun aku cari kan utk dier, klu bukan jodoh, end up putus jugak .. so, aku gtau la, live life to the fullest .. tp, bpada .. ingat kat yg Satu! walaupun aku ni x la alim sangat .. 1 hari, xde la full .. even x buat langsung pun ader .. tp klu dah kes2 mcm ni, xde org lain yg lebih sesuai utk dpt petunjuk .. mcm lawak plak aku beri nasihat .. tp bg aku, itu adalah pendpt aku .. so can take it, or leave it .. hehe .. ok lah .. training dah nak start balik .. nih sebab lamer dah x post kat sini .. tu yg gatal sikit tangan nih .. plus ada benda nak share .. huhu ..

xoxo

10 days more ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 09:42:00 +0000

hmm .. pejam celik, pejam celik .. tinggal 10 hari je lagi nak raya .. tp mcm saban tahun, feel nak raya tu dah x sebest masa kecik2 .. masa kecik2, x pernah kenal ada masalah .. nak aper je, sure mak bapak akan cuba dpt kan .. tp, dah makin besar n tua ni, mcm2 masalah yg datang .. sometimes, problem yg sgt2 bodoh la .. ni la yg buat aku geram je ..

mcm nak berenti je pun ada .. balik kch, carik keje kat sana .. rasa cukup la dah 2 tahun kat sini (coming november) .. mcm x worth la .. sikit kawan pun susah, ramai kawan pun susah .. aahhh .. lantak lah .. now i know how to PLASTIC! i've learn to become a person with so many faces .. klu ikutkan, aku xnak idup mcm tu .. hidup pura2 .. hipokrit! aku x la nak cakap yg aku ni baik sgt .. aku pun minum .. bukan nya virgin from beer or mana2 air syaitan .. aku pun bukan virgin anymore ..ahhhh .. kat sini je la dpt aku lepaskan semua .. too outspoken pun, xbleh .. pendiam sgt pun org pijak kepala! senior officer katanya! hahaha .. aku rasa nak tgolek2 mdengar nya .. lantak engkau la .. ko x rugi .. aku pun x rugi!

apa yg penting sekarang .. aku puas ngan kwn2 yg ader .. hopefully they feel the same .. i will try to be as transparent as possible when i am with them .. kekadang tu, certain things kena keep for myself! ngan diorg je aku dpt rasa seronok .. melepaskan diri dr dunia plastik .. di kelilingi org yg pura2 .. asalkan diorg bahagia, aku ikut je .. for sure, i am not happy with that .. but, what i have to do .. i am living in the same world, created by the same god! have to share .. like it or not ..

aku perasan yg hidup x pernah cukup duit .. everything kena guna duit! hmmm .. mcm maner ek nak cop duit byk2? jd millionaire ke .. dpt couple kaya .. xyah nak keje .. ari2 kat rumah .. bleh shopping memanjang! haha .. what a dream!

klu nak balik kch, aku memang nak berenti .. there is no point aku nak mintak transfer ke kch .. no way jose! nak tunggu bjanggut putih baru dpt promotion ..

time ni, call xde la plak .. mcm beri aku lampu hijau nak luahkan semua! nak aku jerit, nanti budak2 ofis cakap aku giler! last week dah melalak .. cukup la kot tuk masa ni .. dah la org bayarkan ..

just a few more days!

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 02:06:00 +0000

huhu .. x sangka dah hari ke17 (7 sep 09) umat islam d malaysia n seluruh dunia mengerjakan ibadah puasa .. wah .. sungguh indah sekali bahasa ku .. haha .. tahun ni, aku dpt katakan yg tahun ni adalah puasa yg agak mcabar n menguji diri ku yg kecil ini .. gatal sgt tangan aku nak menaip n bcerita kat semua ..

d awal ramadhan, aku dah merasa drama ..
tsepit d tgh2, aku terima seadanya ..
apabila aku pikir balik, ada hikmah disebaliknya ..
bagaikan apa yg kulakukan, tiada salahnya ..

merasa bsahur n bbuka ngan parents, sudah kurasa ..
bila agaknya, bersama adik beradik tcinta ..
singgah sahur n sungkey d rumah member, sungguh enak semuanya ..
mcuci mata d bazaar ramadhan, sungguh gila n berani mati la ..

disindir org, sudah kurasa ..
tp apa daya ku, terpaksa jua bmuka2 ..
juadah thidang, x ingin ku mnyentuhnya ..
tp bagi ku, biar aku buat bodo saja ..

kalau ku bsalah, akan ku mohon ampunnya ..
kalau tidak, tengok lah keadaan nya ..
secara azali, aku bukan pendendam org nya ..
tp yg pasti, akan ku ikut kehendak nya ..

p/s cobaan berani mati .. malu .. malu .. *blush*

nak dipanjangkan cerita, apa yg best puasa kat ofis tahun ni, aku sempat jd runner .. runner, means kitorg g ambik order bebudak kat ofis, then there 2 of us, g beli .. bayangkan, order for almost 20 people .. u have to sort the meals .. g beli, angkut n bahagikan .. pernah sekali tu, missed out 2 order .. 1 air n 1 makan .. nasib baik ari tu, aku tlebih beli air untuk aku sendiri .. n aku bought nasi n kueh .. so aku let go nasik, aku just makan kueh .. xpe la .. nasik yg aku let go tu, kira budak tu bayar balik la .. aku kira x rugi! haha ..

g melawat bazaar ramadhan near by pun dah .. ngan kawan2 la .. ktorg dah redah bazaar ramadhan kat shah alam, stadium shah alam, kelana jaya n ttdi .. makanan mmg banyak! sampai x tau nak makan aper .. haha .. makanan pelik2 pun dpt .. haha .. tp last saturday, tetiba teringin nak bbuka makan KFC .. haha .. so, dah tcapai .. ni nak sama ada sahur or bbuka McD plak! haha .. so far, belum ada pecah lg .. tp for sure, pahala puasa nya agak kurang dgn pekerjaan yg aku buat sekarang .. haha ..

Kisah lucu d bulan ramadhan ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 07:30:00 +0000

sedar x sedar .. minggu depan, seluruh umat islam akan bpuasa! haha .. skema sungguh ayat ku .. so, nak share sikit la beberapa citer2 lucu ketika bulan puasa .. sometimes, kalau ingat balek, tgolek2 jugak aku bantai gelak ..

citer first nih, blaku bulan puasa 3 tahun lepas kot? masa aku mula kenal kawan aku bnama desmond n kitorg keje sama company .. kitorg jd ajen satu telecommunication provider kat mesia nih .. x sure lah, ari aper .. but ari tu, kebetulan kitorg ader kat this shopping centre .. so, member pompuan, time tuh, time "naik bendera" .. so, diorg x kisah la nak makan ke aper .. masa tuh, aku poasa lg .. dah tengah ari kot? so, tetiba si desmond nih cucuk2 aku, coz dier nak makan ais krim .. so, dier cakap la .. aku nak join ke x? aku plak serba salah .. so, dier cakap la ..

nanti kita borak la dlm bahasa cina kat depan minah jual ais krim .. so, x la nampak sgt!

haha .. so aku buat la jugak .. sambil nunggu minah ni buatkan ais krim, aku pun borak la ngan desmond dlm bahasa cina! hahaha .. benda ni mak bapak aku x tau! mati la klu sampai kat tinge diorg .. huhu ..

next, blaku last year .. 2nd day of puasa ok? aku baru balik dr kch .. saje nak puasa ngan family .. dah la imsak kat sana awal! sampai kat sini, bukak plak lambat .. aku mcm puasa tlebih masa .. ada ot la plak puasa? haha .. so, coz lupa nak request transport dr ofis .. klu nak naik bas, sure penuh .. tambahan aku bawak byk benda dr kch .. so, aku mintak la tolong kawan aku si yass ambik .. so, dier suwuh aku nunggu kat bus stop, seberang ofis .. nak dijadikan citer, sampai lah masa berbukak .. ada lah pakcik ni .. offer kurma kat everybody yg ader kat bus stop .. so, aku ngan x malu pun, tunggu la .. kondifen dier nak offer .. sekali dier lalu je depan aku .. aku pun mcm xlah naik angin .. maybe coz muka aku mcm mamat cina .. so, dier sure x aspect aku ni puasa .. sib baik aku ader chewing gum dlm poket suar .. haha ..

so far, ni je kes2 yg mlucukan time puasa .. klu ingat lg citer2 lain, nanti aku update .. huhu .. slelamat bpuasa ..

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 02:11:00 +0000

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

planning ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:44:00 +0000

aper ek plan aku? personally, aku ada projek yg agak besar for september n maybe november or december tahun ni .. projek aper? kena la follow up! wuhuhu ..

klu last month, aku masukkan segment dr dapur kat blog nih, aku rasa start dr minggu nih aku nak feature my friends nyer blog .. sebab nye, dah x tau nak buat aper! haha .. (0.o)V .. ok x? erm .. nak kena plan jugak, apa aku nak komen or gtau pasal blog diorg? jgn diorg balas dendam n buat yg lebih teruk kat aku! huhu ..

Cool Quotes

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:26:00 +0000

tgh ari td, bgn je dr tido, terus je on9 .. teringat plak ngan website Cool Quotes .. which is one of my fave website .. sometimes klu nak bg wich birthday, aku akan ambik quote yg meletop dr sini .. pecah la rahsia aku selama ni .. hiks .. coz of prob yg aku x leh nak share kat sini, aku rasa a bit down .. seriously never feel like this before .. so aku carik la quotes n dpt la quote nih ..

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much. ~ Late Mother Teresa

bg aku, aku lom cukup matang n cukup kuat utk terima apa yg aku terima sekarang .. x cukup ngan prob semlm, tambah lg satu prob yg memang aku cari sendiri .. malas la nak citer .. for sure, aku kena settle kan as soon as possible .. prob semlm, aku dah kumpul segala kekuatan .. n aku tau aku x kuat agama .. aku baca la apa yg aku pandai .. aku try tu become the best middle person as i can .. so settle dah part aku .. just nak double check balik la pg karang .. kes ari nih plak, aku kena cuba dpt kan solution .. even though ada yg bleh assist aku, still aku kena dapatkan cara utk settle .. tgk la dlm 2 or 3 days time .. thanks to boboy n abg mamat yg jd tempat mengadu n tempat aku dptkan pendpt utk settlekan prob semlm .. sowi to saper2 yg ambik berat, tp aku xleh nak share .. rasa nak balik kuching pun ader .. nak kosong kan kepala nih ..

la nih ngah addicted ngan Farm Town n Barn Buddy kat Facebook .. itu je la jd pengubat selain dpd sabrina, belle n orcin kat rumah ..

klu x ari khamis, ari jumaat nih aku nak g ambik sweater kat badger yg aku reserved! huhu .. bleh la aku melawa ngan sweater tu kat ofis! sure xde org lain guna the same sweater! huhu .. *blagak mode*

100 truths about me

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:25:00 +0000

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Iced lemon tea
2. Last phone call: Sara
3. Last text message: Bapak
4. Last song you listened to: Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Duck Without You
5. Last time you cried: cant remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: never
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. pink
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: never
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 50%
23. How many kids do you want to have : a boy n a girl
24. Do you have any pets: yes
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrate it with friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 12noon
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: pay day!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: in March
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: none
32. What are you listening to right now: Kris Allen - Heartless (Studio Version)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: never
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: something
35. Most visited webpage: www.facebook.com
36. Whats your real name: Abdul Rahman Abu Bakar
37. Nicknames: Mann, Rahman, Temok, Ah Boy (among family members)
38. Relationship Status: it's complicated
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female? Male
41. Elementary?: SRJK Chung Hua, Kuching n SRJK St. Paul, Kuching
42. Middle School?: SMK Luar Bandar, Miri n SMK BM Saratok, Saratok
43. High school/college?: Kolej Chermai Jaya
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: lost count
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
48. What do you like about yourself?: everything
49. Piercings: a few years back
50. Tattoos: never
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: college years
54. First best friend: Boboy
55. First sport you joined: basketball
56. First vacation: don't remember
58. First pair of trainers: don't remember

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: go back to work
62. Listening to: David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You
63. Waiting on: to touch Sabrina

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: maybe
66. Career?: better job

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: yes
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date : yes
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2007
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: april 2008
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

DiamondVVV1 favorited 50 Personal blogs

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:06:00 +0000

hehe .. so happy when one of the blogcatalog users added in their 50 favorite personal blogs list! hehe .. thanks to diamondvvv1 for adding me in the list! hehe ..

source: DiamondVVV1 favorited 50 Personal blogs

Sejarah ku bersama Sabrina

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 06:37:00 +0000

chewah .. gempak x tajuk posting aku ari nih? hehehe .. mesti ramai ttanya2 .. saper ka gerangan insan bnama Sabrina ini? haha .. jgn ttipu .. itu adalah nama lappy aku, laptop aku yg aku beli pada 28 februari 2009 @ lowyat, bukit bintang .. me n my other 3 friends, boboy, ein n afza g la ushar2 lappy, n akhir nya tbeli jugak la .. sanggup tunggu nih diorg install sumer .. sekali ngan sabrina ada lappy fan, ear phone, speaker n other free stuffs la .. sabrina aku pernah bawak g mcd kat kota damansara tuk try wifi .. then ngan aku kat maa for more than a month .. buat masa ni kat bilik je la .. teman kan aku masa tido .. hehe .. os yg ada ada 2 .. microsoft windows vista n ubuntu yg aku baru install .. skin dier plak gambar dada spidey! hiks .. tgk gambar kat bwh ek?

New Projects

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 08:33:00 +0000

hehe .. cerently mcm otak ni ada mcurah2 je idea nak antor g blog .. ni tgh2 sibuk ngan keje, tetiba refresh balik ada 2 projek besar tuk tahun nih! hik3x .. satu bulan september n satu lg bulan disember! gempak .. projek bulan september ni projek ngan member2 badger .. hopefully confirm .. at 1st mcm x kondifen .. tp rasa rugi la klu x cuba .. nak kena ushar2 lg nih .. then tuk bulan disember, baru je dpt news dpd akak2 kat ofis .. hiks3x .. nih pun hopefully mjadi .. ni nanti kena bawak adik bongsu sekali .. as dier dependent .. untung arr .. plan memula nak g somewhere ngan my lil bro .. tp klu pk balik, susah la .. aku ni bukan dilahirkan jd backpacker! hard la .. better follow the expert .. projek ni pun mesti meletup klu mjasik .. kena la ikat perut .. kurang sikit shopping .. kena simpan duit .. hiks .. doakan yg tbaik .. esok keje petang .. so mlm nih klu tido lambat sikit pun ok gak .. hiks .. tgk la nanti .. malam nanti nak makan aper ek? hiks ..

that is it for the good news .. now the not very good news .. esok dah shift ke program baru .. dah la program tuh lembap .. product dpd luar .. x efisen .. bukan on realtime basis .. sure byk keje .. entah lah .. tgk la mcm maner esok ..

My wishlist

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 01:15:00 +0000

yesterday, bumped to these websites .. i just love their products .. n wish i can get at least 1 of these stuff listed below .. just an extra remarks .. not really in a helping mode .. really not in a good mood .. i just don't know why, when the working skills that i hate, was removed the other supervisor yesterday, added in by the other supervisor this morning? why? don't they have other staff? much better staff that have promoted? i am just a usual typical staff .. give it to ur new officers la! why me? seriously? (anyone from the office, pls just keep it here only?) pls la .. that's really make me lose my mood! ok .. let's get back to the good part of the posting ..

Firefox Laptop Backpack @ intlstore.mozilla.org

Ubuntu Customised Ogio Messenger Bag
i will try to get either 1 or these for my lappy, sabrina .. hiks ..

Else, i want these for myself ..

Firefox Hoodie Sweatshirt

Ubuntu Chocolate Hoody

14 June 2009

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:21:00 +0000

semlm tgelincir masa mcuci rumah .. coz kucing2 kat rumah tu tumpahkan teh yg ada kat atas meja .. meleleh sampai ke lantai .. dah mop biasa2 je since mlm jumaat .. tp still melekit .. sabtu tu, lepas balik, memang kerjakan lantai tu dulu .. still melekit .. mlm tuk mop sekali, still x hilang gak .. sakit jiwa raga! last2 mlm td, aku simbah air kat ruang tamu tuh, aku bubuh serbuk cuci n aku gosok guna penyapu .. sekali aku hilang balance, kebaboom aku jatuh tgelincir! nasib x pecah kepala .. aku memang sumpah seranah cukup2 la kucing2 tuh .. aku memang xkan bagi kuar dr bilik .. tido, makan, minum, berak n kencing la korang dlm bilik .. ada aku kisah .. ni tangan sebelah kanan memang sakit .. x leh nak angkat tinggi! klu angkat je mesti sakit .. nak mintak urut, sapa la nak tolong urutkan? kesian kan .. tu je la tuk kali ni .. mlm ni nak kemas meja plak ..

ubuntu!

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 23:50:00 +0000

hiks .. semlm n the day b4, sempat la layan dvd n movies kat rumah, sorg2 .. kesian kan? tu x penting .. tp apa yg penting, semlm, aku susah nak tido .. dlm kol 1am camtu, so aku t'ingatkan cd ubuntu yg aku dpt dr ubuntu .. so aku install la dlm lappy aku, sabrina .. hiks .. siap ada nama tuh! so now, sabrina ada Microsoft Windows Vista n Ubuntu .. tp masalah Ubuntu ni, aku x leh nak connect internet .. nak kena selam la program tu .. interface dah molek .. cute sgt .. masalah xleh connect internet .. any update aku akan gtau .. huhu ..

Swap rest day

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 00:57:00 +0000

ikut kan, aku cuti esok, hari ahad .. tp kena tukar ke isnin coz ada member mintak favor tukar rest day.. sebab adik dia admit kat hospital .. n nak apply cuti, ofis x bagi kot? or dier malas nak kacau annual leave .. tp, klu kes2 mcm nih, xkan xleh nak ambik emergency leave kan? coz family member admitted? mana la .. so dgn keperimanusiaan yg ada, aku ok je la .. so, plan nak buat dvd marathon tu kena tunda dulu la for another day ..

pagi hujung minggu

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 23:53:00 +0000

hiks .. pg ni keje .. walaupun d hujung minggu .. xpe la .. demi sesuap nasi .. pg nih patut ada cab pick up pukul 6am .. sekali aku bangun jam dah pukul 6am! dah la bgn lambat, sekali aku bangun, aku tengok kat luar, air kencing salah sekor kucing kat luar .. aku dah naik minyak dah! sekali aku tengok kat atas meja, barang2 dah bselerak! dgn teh tumpah n dah kering atas meja! aku tangkap 2 ekor kucing tuh, aku kurung dlm bilik satu lg .. aku mcm nyesal je lepaskan kucing2 tu kat luar masa aku tido .. nak dijadikan cerita, lepas aku kurung 2 ekor kucing tuh, aku g la mandi mcm org gila .. selalu aku budget 15 - 20 minit tuk mandi, nih x sampai 5 minit kot aku bantai? siap2 aku pun stand by je la, tunggu kot2 cab kol? last2, sampai gak aku kat ofis .. tu la yg aku buat pg hujung minggu nih ..

Astro Fun Channel & Mustika Channel

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 05:32:00 +0000

hehe .. quite an interesting topic .. earlier this week, we changed our Astro packages .. we removed Learning Package n changed to Fun Package .. n we add in Mustika Package, the new package in town ..

the reason we removed learning package is bacause we hardly watched this package .. so we change to Fun package that consists of Nickelodeon, Playhouse Disney Channel, Disney Channel n Cartoon Network .. because we love cartoons! n Mustika package is more like variety of comedy, light n bollywood channels in one .. the best will be Astro Warna as they rerun the Jangan Ketawa shows .. sangat lucu, sampai aku n boboy ketawa tgolek2 .. hahaha ..

08 June 2009

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 01:33:00 +0000

ari isnin lepas, plan memula just nak duduk rumah .. coz ari tu off .. so x keje .. bangun pun around 12pm .. then terus on9 facebook .. hiks .. memang kemestian dah kena on9 facebook .. xlu x, mcm ada kekurangan jer .. dijadikan cerita, chat la ngan ein, n dier ckp nak mintak teman g ampang, anta kucing dier, belle g rumah afza .. coz dier balik kk for almost a month .. so nak afza cat sitting si belle .. aku pun on je la .. coz memang xde keje nak buat ..

lepas tuh aku sambung je la on9 .. sampai la almost 4pm camtu, ein ckp dier n belle otw (on da way) nak g wumah .. baru la aku mandi .. so dlm 5pm, sampai la ein n belle kat rumah .. so lepak2 kejap kat rumah, ein pun ckp nak g one utama, nak bayar bill maxis dier .. so aku ok je .. mmg xde keje buat pun .. so, off la both of us ke sana ..

kat sana, we head to maxis dulu .. bayar bill .. then baru la g window shopping kat situ .. sampai je kat speedy (tp nama kedai dier lain .. x ingat nama kedai tuh ..) nampak la a few cd yg aku target nak beli .. tgk la nanti .. hiks .. lepas tuh, kitorg g dinner kat jetty .. aku order nyonya fried rice .. tp diorg anta chinese fried rice .. aku ingat sama .. mula2 aku kira nak ambik je .. tp diorg insist nak tukar .. so aku dpt jugak la nyonya fied rice .. not bad la .. pedas sikit la .. nyonya kan? instead of chinese fried rice yg x pedas ..

then, kitorg g the curve .. plus mmg lamer dah x g situ .. so, masuk la a few shops .. include shop yg jual brg2 dr jepun .. sumer brg kat situ only rm5! from decorations ke makeup .. sumer rm5! rambang mata dibuatnye .. nasib x byk bwk duit .. klu x .. hmmm .. abis sumer tuh, lepak la kat starbucks .. selalu lepak starbuck minum coffee or ice blended .. but kali ni minum apple juice .. so, it is a nice change ..

then lepak kat Badger Malaysia .. tried on a few it new stocks .. sempat fitting n reserved 1 hoodie .. will ambik hoodie tu bila duit masuk end of this month! hiks .. for sure nyer lah .. suker sgt! tu je la aktiviti aku on my off day on 8 jun 2009! hiks ..