MaNN oN THe BLoG

Me

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 08 Oct 2011 16:54:00 +0000

Sometimes, when I sit alone, I always think of this one thing. How good I'm doing in life? As a person, a son, a brother, an uncle, a friend, an employee, a house mate, a colleague and to my creator?
29 years given to taste and to experience the life on earth. 29 years given to do good and bad things. 29 years to plan and to make it happen. 29 years to sit and to see. 29 years to eat and drink.
Mostly, anyone at my age, they have family, have a good life, have so call empire and even some have a lot to be proud of! Why am I so lazy and stupid, to just sit around and to go with it? Why can't I be more open minded and see what will come to life? Or at least to aspect anything to come in to my life?
Why am I so easily manipulated? Mostly will follow whatever people ask me to do, good or bad. Why can't I make my own decisions? Why all I plan for life, is so tough to be followed, to be achieved? So eager to live alone, to have my own place, to have something that my parents can proud of? One main reason, why am I so damn lazy? If others can do it, why can't I?
Fine, if somebody say I beg for sympathy or whatever equals to that. I will just take it, swallow it. I know I am nothing. Sometimes I don't think I am required for any reasons. Not even supposed to be there, for any reason! Fine then. So, I will just follow whatever so call written to me for my life, from the mighty creator. No questions asked!
I can't become a prophet. I am not a good person, I don't worth anything in short. People say I'm innocence, am I? I'm just naïve, know nothing! Empty!
I never own a house, not even a car! Not even a stable saving for my future! Parents are getting older n older! I can't just depends on them! I have 3 other younger siblings! Am I enjoy too much? Maybe. Do I have the heart in what I am doing now? Maybe I just do it for the sack of money? None other than that! Hopefully!
One of my many weaknesses is I can't hide my face, me expression. But some say I'm kind like somebody with no feelings. Ok fine. Individual though, individual opinion. I just wish I can be someone more clever, more mature to handle not only myself, but also the situations and surroundings. Sometimes I can be mad to somebody that is not even related to it! Sorry for that! You know who are! I don't think they will read this! But I mean it!
It's ok if no one ever read the whole blog, but I take this as a place for me express myself. I am not the one who know how to express myself like others. I don't talk as much as others. I don't know to make jokes. Well, I am who I am. Just trying to be myself.
One more, I am lack of the confidence. Ever since I am a kid I guess. Until now, I have no gut to do almost everything! Damn! Well, it's well known among friends.
What will be your response when you go for something, you know you can get it. But, at the end of the day, you know you are the only one who qualified but you still cannot get it because of certain stupid and unreasonable reasons! You know what I mean? I felt so down and demotivated at that point! I just try to accept it, but I think I cannot. But, as an employee, I have to act like I do not know, just look like I'm ok with that!
I guess we can't satisfy everyone, every single one. Sorry that I think that I am worthless. I guess I have to live with it.

I love to travel!

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 05 Oct 2011 01:53:00 +0000

it is true that I love to travel! that is one of the reason why i am still with the current company i am working now! thanks to my best friend that so call who brought me to this company.

it's all started on 15 Nov 2007! The day for me to report duty as one of the staff! The job and company give me the opportunity to travel with the staff discounts and also airline staff discounts! My 1st foc ticket was to Saigon or Ho Chi Minh city. Tax was only myr123 at that time in 2008! With my other best friend with his family members. Miss his parents actually! The 1st ever family, not my own family I ever travel together! Had fun with them,

The second foc was for last year trip to Europe! Went to Geneva, Nice, Cannes and so on. With 2 of the most coolest sisters in the office, Kak Zila and Kak Jah! And of course my best friend, Boboy! The was so cold, but no snow! We went up to Zermatt to get the feel of the snow! Quite a fun trip!

This year? Have plan to go a lot of places! I don't know where to go! Jakarta again? Or Bangkok? Maybe Beijing? Might be just local destinations? Just have to wait and see!

This coming 15 Nov is my 4th anniversary with the mentioned company! It is Malaysia Airlines! I am so glad as I an a part of MAS and have been working fo. 4 years! Just can't wait for the 5th year! For sure, there will more years to come with MAS, with the god will! Insyaallah!

Jalan Jalan Julai: Jakarta

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 14:07:00 +0000

21 July 2011: Straight from the office, me and my friend, Boboy went straight to KLIA. Another friend of mine, Mamat met us at the airport. The 3 of us, took the last flight from KL to Jakarta. I have planned this with Mamat for almost a month ahead. Even before the sudden trip to Adelaide. 22 July 2011: Start our journey by getting to prepaid numbers for me and Boboy. For the sake of BBM and Foursquare chebk in! Haha. So childish. Went to Tanah Abang! A very huge mall, selling almost everything from lady clothing to mens' and children. Spent hours but worth it! Had dinner, some more shopping then went back to the hotel. Had a karaoke session after the dinner. Later at night, went to clubbing! So happening! Not like in KL. I will just keep the details for myself! huhu. 23 July 2011: Again to Tanah Abang, to continue what we have missed out the day before. And I spent more than yesterday! Waarrrgghhhhh! Haha. Shop again at night as my clothes are running out. Haha. The earlier shopping was for Raya! So I can't wear Raya clothes to walk around Jakarta, am I? I wore one of the tee that night to meet up some other Indonesian friends! Then went back straight to hotel. 24 July 2011: Leaving Jakarta! So sad. But had a great time. Walking around Jakarta, took taxis and experience the road side foods! I missed my friend, Simon's Bakmie Harmonie! Gonna head back to Jakarta, for sure!

Jalan Jalan Julai: Adelaide

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 13:44:00 +0000

13 July 2011: I went to Adelaide, Australia for the 1st time on the 13 July to 16 July 2011. And also, it was my 1st duty travel after working almost 4 years with Malaysia Airlines. Hehe .. so the unplanned trip .. Luckily I have some extra money to bring along .. 14 July 2011: Reached Adelaide on the early morning, on the other day. Straight away we went to the hotel, and freshen up. Then we took a walk to the office, just around 10 minutes walk! Hehe 15 July, Friday. Went to the office again. During our 2 hours break, where as I have to go for Friday prayer, instead I went to the market for lunch and for some shopping. Mostly shopping for souvenirs. Took the train back and forth, for free! Coz it was only in town. Quite convenience and I can say, I can go out alone, and come back to the hotel safely! Huhu. At night, went for dinner with bosses. Brought them to the market with train as well for their final shopping! Reached hotel, packing and sleep! 16 July 2001: Planned to have breakfasts at a Malaysian restaurant, The Swinging Bowl (aka Mangkuk Hayun in Malay), but it closed. So I had tuna sandwich and hot chocolate for breakfast, at the shopping mall near by. Not so near, actually! Haha .. Than, have a final walk, before go back to hotel and chceck out. We'll be leaving Adelaide today! Back to Malaysia for sure. Had a blast. Cool short trip. Very economic trip as I only brought money for myself, as ticket and stay are paid by the office! Hope to come back, one day .. Huhu

Group booking/group travel

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 29 Sep 2011 01:08:00 +0000

Rajin pulak nak anta post dlm blog nih. Ari nih, topik dier group booking aka group travel. Aku since march tahun ni, attached ngan group booking! From aswering emails, getting fare from pricing, updating tracker,sending quotation, creating reservations, chasing payment, issuing ticket, updating sales record, and arranging seats. Semua aku buat. Melompat dr group mesia, then jump ke group anz (australia n new zealand) pun aku pernah. Then now back to group mesia.
But my concern now is, the understanding from the public is, they will get cheaper or promotion fare if they travel in a large group or travel as a group! Sorry to let you know that the understanding is totally wrong! Coz for group booking, we can only get the same fare for all the group member n not in term of the lowest or cheapest fare! We still have to observe the flight load and we have to maintain or keep our market fare. Not blaming the public, because they don't know this fact. This is what we have to share with the public.
Daily basis, me n my team members will read the email and will check for the load. If the seats are still plenty, we will offer the lowest in our fare, I mean the group fare. Or else will send to pricing to get approved fare the particular group. Once we get the approval, then only we will reply the email with the fare quotation. This will take a few days before we can relply.

huhu

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 28 Sep 2011 05:04:00 +0000

Today is the last day of Syawal, the Eidulfitri celebration! Had quite an exciting month with all festive mood! Went to family houses! Visited friends' houses! And ate at the open houses everywhere! Not forgetten a few karaoke sessions with friend and also birthday gatherings! Also met a bunch of wonderful people, apart from my wonderful friends and family.
Wow! The last updates was in June! So busy til almost forgotten about this blog! Huhu. This morning, in a sudden remember that I haven't update this blog! Like it or not, I need to update and write something here. For ur info, I'm updating the blog with my Blackberry! Huhu

Entry 233: BOYCOTT??!?

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 22 Jun 2011 02:59:00 +0000

awal2 pagi dah aku dgr argument between staff ni ngan team leader dier .. si team leader ni mbebel lah, sebab staff ni semlm cabut lari n menyebabkan kurang manpower kejap .. coz time tu peak hour bebudak g solat .. masalah nyer plak, klu bebudak lain ni g solat, by group .. 5-6 org .. klu bleh nak kosongkan terus ofis ni nak g solat .. jemaah katanyer ..

yg kena ni plak, staff india .. nak dijadikan cerita, bperang mulut lah kejap .. coz staff ni x puas ati lah kot? team leader ni pun mestilah x suka .. coz bebudak lain buat hal, dier yg kena .. x kisah lah bebudak under her supervision .. but than, consider lah .. org lain pun balik 8pm .. semua penat .. aku pun pernah merasa buat shift .. masuk pagi, keje sampai petang, sambung ot sampai 8pm ..

but it is not my concern budak ni lari or team leader ni bgtau kat staff dier .. tp aper yg aku x puas ati, si staff ni keep on repeating the word BOYCOTT! dier paham ke masalah nyer perkataan BOYCOTT nih? ikut dictionary.com, BOYCOTT means "to refuse to have dealings with (a person, organization, etc) or refuse to buy (a product) as a protest or means of coercion" .. meaning, protes .. pulaukan or mengelakkan! klu betul lah si team leader ni nak BOYCOTT dier, for sure si team leader nih x ambik port n x akan ambik kisah sebesar kuman pun .. mampus lah engkau! tapi, coz team leader ni ambik berat .. not only towards herself, but also towards this staff, dier sound lah .. of course lah kalau aku pun hangin, engko cabut lari time aku nak balik gak, then aku kena panggil oleh supervisor question about staff aku tuh!

sorry lah benda2 remeh mcm nih pun aku nak blog .. benda nih keep on bmain2 dlm kepala aku! now rasa mcm ok sikit kot .. dah express ketidakpuashatian aku ..

Entry 232: nonton sorang2 ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 07:58:00 +0000

sebab sumer org dah g nengok XMen: First Class, aku semlm ngan x sengajanya, g la nengok sowg2 kat ou .. dah lah dok 1st row .. kire 1st class lah tu .. wakaka .. tp yg x 1st class tuh, mamat cina dok sebelah aku, bau bdn yg x menyenangkan! masalah nya, gurlpren dier leh lak tahan? aku mmg tahan nafas jer 2 jam citer tuh .. nasib baik lah perfume fave aku leh gak kekadang cover bau .. tp still gak kalah ngan bau badan dier .. bau ketiak lah scr specific lg scientific! mmg potong stim bebetul!aku siap tutup kepala guna hood sweater aku, coz biar bau perfume dekat2 idong ..

tp best lah citer xmen nih .. agak2 klu 3d lg syok lagi terangkat! aku nih bukan lah pengkritik movie pun .. nak mengkritik2 nih mmg kurang .. tp klu dah sampai tragedi tahan nafas tuh yg x leh tahan .. x leh blah! insyaallah kuar dvd original aku nak beli .. buat collection .. klu leh collect dvd ori dpd 1st xmen sampai yg la ni lg lah best! tp poket pun masyuk lah nak angkut dvd2 tuh .. ataupun, leh beli yg pirate, tp beli gak yg org .. wakakaka .. kat rumah ada dah dvd pirate xmen 1 sampai yg wolverine ..

ahad lepas sempat buat revision citer2 xmen nih .. layan xmen 1 n 2 .. anyway, looking forward for another round of this movie somewhere this weekend! huhu ..

Entry 231: push .. push ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 01:26:00 +0000

just sharing .. now i have two pregnant ladies on left n right, here in the office! on my right will deliver anytime .. as she counted, today is already her 9th month, 7 days! and on the left, earlier her due date was on the Aug 8th .. but doctor said she might deliver earlier! somewhere end of July! waaggghhhhh!! n now, most of the topics discussed are about babies n experience giving birth! so call i am ready with all this free parenting education! they even discuss about to make the way for the baby! they even show the fingers hos to make the way! hmmmmm ..

Entry 230: Amielza Marzuqi & Amielza Afif Adlan ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sun, 12 Jun 2011 04:12:00 +0000

Amielza Afif Adlan (baby Afif) - 08 Jun 2011

Amielza Marzuqi (Ukie) - Born: 02 Oct 2009

Ukie looking at his sleeping lil bro

8 June 2011: my lil sis, liza delivered her 2nd baby boy, Amielza Afif Adlan .. weight 2.9kg at 0040hrs! after admitted for 2 days since the 06th june .. look exactly like his big bro Amielza Marzuqi .. so excited to see him in the morning ..

woke up around 700am n follow my mak to Sarawak General Hospital to see the 1st glimpse of the new addition of our family! so excited! weeeeeeee .. only after around 2 hours, we are allowed to see her .. but i don't dare to pick him up! he is too small n so beautiful .. (mcm aku lak yg beranak! haha) luckily he came out on that day! if not, i will go back empty handed! my purpose to go back to kuching just to see Ukie n hope to be there for my sister when she deliver ..

i was not around when Ukie was born .. but so excited to see the photo of him posted on facebook by him mother, only after 2 days he was born ..

Entry 229: April 2011

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Fri, 22 Apr 2011 08:51:00 +0000

Hola .. this is the 2nd last week of April 2011 .. that's mean, another 3 more months before puasa (fasting) month, then Hari Raya! huhu ..

quite excited coz going for a holiday trip with my friends .. it's a decision made really in a sudden .. i don't even think much, i just simply say yes to the invitation ..

this month, i get a raise in my salary, it is not much really, but i am quite grateful with the raise .. hehe .. a yearly increment .. but still, i get a headache to pay my bills n save saome for my pocket money for this month! erk? n even the coming months .. haha .. n even now, i have to pay the monthly installment for ein's car .. he's in Chennai, India for 4 months, starting from this month, April .. til Aug .. so, I'll be taking care of his car, Justin .. that includes the monthly installment .. kind like a way for me to practice when i have my own car in the future .. hehe .. extra in my budget are the monthly installment & the fuel! wow!

about the holiday trip with my friends, it is really a decision made without thinking too much .. now i have to think of paying the expenses n things .. waaarrrggghhh!!

Entry 228: January, February n March!

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 12 Feb 2011 18:29:00 +0000

Hey! This is the almost the end of the 3rd month 2011! so fast rite? can't even recalled what have i done for the past months ..

just a simple updates .. went back to Kuching at the end of January .. to go n check my cute nephew, Ukie n of course my parents n my siblings! So so very miss them a lot .. that was 29 January 2011 - 2 February 2011 ..

on the Chinese New Year eve, I flew to Kota Kinabalu n stay with Uncle Rahman or Dr Rahman n Mama Rosmina n their family .. for the record, this is the 2nd time for me to have a vacation with my friend's family, other then my own .. because of they are friendly, so far i can blend with them .. especially the Gila-ness of Mama Ros! haha .. quite a vacation, I can say ..

we went to Manukan Island on the Chinese New Year day .. there were 12 of us .. me, boboy, ein, dr rahman, mama ros, ewan, eiq, jajot, aizat, reza, hafiz n zara .. wow! i can remember all their names now! i mean Mama Ros' children (eiq, jajot, aizat, reza, hafiz n zara) .. as before, i only know them by name .. but now i know who they are .. huhu .. the trip from KK to Manukan Island was only MYR400! what a bargain? for 12 people, consist of 8 adults n 4 children .. with banana boat ride for 6 people n snorkeling tools for 6 people as well! and i am quite impressed with the boy that handled our team .. i can't recall his name .. but he is always there to check up on us .. n he even make sure the boat is ready before we leave the beach to the jetty!

the banana boat ride really challenged me! why? as i am a person that can't swim, given only a security jacket .. haha .. i don't know what to say .. we went for snorkeling at noon! like, 1200pm in the afternoon! so damn hot, n we went snorkeling! i got a little sunburn n my skin turn dark! way darker than usual! hmmmmm

on the day b4 i leave kk, mama ros brought me to the Philipines market .. where she bought kuih cincin n i bought myself some baju melayu studs (buttons) n fridge magnet for my collection .. there she came up with an idea to do some business! she will become the supplier for the baju melayu studs, n i will sell them at the office .. quite a brilliant idea actually! haven't proceed anything yet .. but, for sure i have to make a really fast move as hari raya is just a few more months to come ..

in march, i get involved with the series of workshops handled by our department .. the workshop called soft skills! it is a good workshop to enhanced our office as we r going for a transformation .. hehe .. the 2nd n 3rd workshop, i stayed in at the academy hotel .. thanks to kak dayang jaja n sis juju teng .. they gave me the extra room, as they have one room each .. but the prefer to stay in one room, because they are afraid of dark! huahahaha ..

our transformation cutover will b 15 apr! hopefully everthing goes well! a for this transformation, i will be in the group booking team .. where as we will handle bookings in a big number of group .. started sending request for quotations from the respective department, n they replied! hehe .. i saw my teammates issued the ticket .. n a haven't got the chance to issue or close a sale yet! huhu .. still a long way to go!

Entry 227: Sebak

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 13:54:00 +0000

my 1st post for 2011! hehe .. tharu sebenarnya, bila ada d kalangan rakan2 yg bbm n gitau, "Happy New Year! May this year be very kind to you. jgn sedih2 lg tau! It's an order!" haha .. siapa kah itu? biarlah rahsia .. mereka yg bkenaan plak, klu terbaca entry ni, please diam kan diri .. hehe .. it's a request .. not an order! haha .. it's cool when we know, there are somebody care about us .. sentimental lah plak! kwang kwang kwang ..

x dinafikan, 2010 baru je lepas .. tp 365 hari yg lalu, sudah cukup n mampu mengubah seseorg .. tetapi, bagi aku, aku mungkin masih seperti aku dulu2 .. pemalu n x byk bcakap .. bkawan pun x ramai .. masih lg bujang trang tang tang sampai la ni .. entah .. maybe coz aku x cukup matang .. walaupun aku dah 28 n tahun 2011 akan menjadi saksi yg aku akan jd 29 tahun, still i never see myself as somebody mature .. people say, mingle around with all ages .. it might make u more mature .. but well, i am trying to .. but, seems like it takes so much time n maybe, maybe i absorb some of the qualities in a very small portion .. as i am the smallest portion among friends! wakakaka ..

now, put aside maturity part .. i always see myself, always think negatively .. n even some of my friends told me this .. why, i never or barely can think positive? for years, i have been trying to change my mind setting .. maybe changed a bit .. but not as what i aspect .. i want to make my own decision on big problems ..

people always n only some see me as someone cool .. relax .. am i? don't simple judge a book, by it covers .. i might be someone with masks! i am i think .. not one, but a lot masks .. i never see myself as cool .. never as someone kind .. and never see myself as clever .. i am nothing .. i am very small .. n i am sometime useless! i will always try .. keep trying .. n still trying to be someone .. useful .. not only for friends n family, but everyone in a whole ..

the biggest quality i always want to brush up n upgrade, will be try to be someone confidence! ever since school! i am lack of confidence .. people might say that i am negative! but, hey! i am who i am ..

Entry 226

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Thu, 30 Dec 2010 04:05:00 +0000

today is 30dec! congrats to Malaysia team for the AFF Cup last nite! so proud of them .. but, i didn't watch either of the matches here in malaysia or in indonesia .. but still i'm proud of them ..

because of the victory, PM declared 31 Dec 2010 as a public holiday! cool huh? i can't remember when was the last time, the previous or the other PMs declared public holiday on the spot like this? i barely remember .. might be when i was a little boy!

any plan for new year eve? not for me .. working 0700hrs on the first day of 2011! n there are n the is no new year plan or new year invitation .. so i'm afaid i will just spend my new year eve n new year nite at home, in the comfort of my own room! alone, most probably ..

still remember my new year celebration back in 2008 if i'm not mistaken .. at mutiara damansara, between the curve n ikea .. the street is full with human .. all sizes n in all colors .. hehe ..

so sad to leave 2010 behind .. n so nervous to welcome 2011! hope for the best coming .. hope to become stronger n wiser in 2011 ..

Entry 225: Welcoming 2011

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Mon, 27 Dec 2010 10:59:00 +0000

the 2011 is just around the corner .. like it or not, u r heading to a whole new year, new resolution n hopefully, everything will go well n better than before .. never aspect this will be so soon .. it was just like yesterday, we celebrated the new year for 2010 ..

resolution? i guess mine will be the same for the past few years! losing weight n getting a better health! maybe of more incomes for the additional resolutions .. we never know .. hehe .. hoepefully everything will go smooth as planned ..

surprisingly, i jumped to do something i never ever think of .. luckily, i did it n enjoying it .. hopefully to get more of it coming .. n hopefully, it will works! haha .. it is an extra income you know .. for me living far from parents ..

for sure, the best experience ever will be travelling to europe for a week .. the 1st time experience n it was great! i am so miss geneva, gruyeres, zermatt, provonce n also the welcoming families n their hospitality .. 13 hours flight was so tiring but it is worth spending so much time to reach there .. hopefully can revisit the sames places or maybe somewhere near by!

for 2011, there are a few travel plans came up .. haha .. invitations from friends and also plans i have never raised up to certain important persons .. just have to doing OTs n keep more money .. maybe, 2011 is my travelling year! we never know .. we can plan, but everything decided by the all mighty!

saying goodbye to 2010, the year i learnt a lot .. good n bad .. happy n sad .. i can say some, did a bit made my more mature .. but i'm still the cute one! haha .. maybe i have to put aside all the fun first before i can get the result .. i will always hope for the best for myself, my family n my friends!

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Mon, 20 Dec 2010 07:50:00 +0000

I'm not perfect! n will never be perfect!

Nadiku – Sabhi Saddi

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 17 Nov 2010 05:48:00 +0000

Suara kisah kita
Yang sehalus sahutan di mata
Segala norma yang melena ku
Pada aroma syurga kita

Nan syahdu cinta menunggu
Sayunya kerna air matamu

Chorus
Nadiku bagaikan berlagu
Nantimu hentikan apa berlaku padamu
Yang ku temu
Hadirmu sambutlah damba dakapanku

Suria kasih kita
Yang berbisik gerimis serinya
Seindah frasa yang damaikan ku
Walau sezarah air mata

Biarku kucup wajahmu
Leburkan saja ia padaku

Ulang Chorus 2X

Geneve 2010 (Part 01)

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 16:24:00 +0000

2Nov ari tu, sampai dr Geneve .. rasa mcm nak stay sana seminggu lg .. tp apakan daya, cuti dah clear .. so kena balik mesia .. klu x, lenguh lak nak mjwb HR kang .. tp puas ati lah .. coz nih 1st time travel g europe .. dpt lak main snow, walaupun baru spring! haha ..

22 Oct 2010
hari nak travel .. aku baru terhegeh2 g beli kasut coz baru tukar rest day .. patut aku plan nak g shopping last minute on selasa, coz originally on selasa rest day aku .. tpaksa dikorbankan sebab aku terlebih apply cuti .. i was adviced to get unpaid leave to cover sehari tlebih tuh, but controller kat ofis suruh aku cancel leave on friday tuh, n korbankan hari selasa .. kalu x, tercemar nama aku .. settle jugak lah sumer benda .. aku sampai rumah pun agak2 5pm gak kot? pack2 barang, mandi semua, then tunggu member kitorg .. coz dier patut g pick up laki dier dr Jakarta ..

23 Oct 2010
13 jam kemudian .. sampai lah terminal 1 airport Paris .. so kena kejar terminal 2 lak tuk ambik paris - geneve guna air france .. paling sakit ati dah sampai shuttle station, x leh nak bawak trolley masuk ke situ .. dgn beg yg byk, coz pesanan dpd kawan2 n bakal kawan2 kat geneve, kitorg tpaksa mengangkut beg2 ni 2 kali .. dah settle with all the bags, sampai2 teminal 2F, dah almost 10am .. so mmg xleh lah catch flight tuh .. so kitorg 4 org stand by flight 12 tgh ari dr paris ke geneve .. so sempat lah g luar terminal, merasa udara luar .. bila hembus nafas, putih jer .. huhu .. mcm dlm movie! dah nama nya 1st time ke europe .. time almost nak winter lg tuh .. damn sejuk! but i love it so much .. once sampai geneve, joe pick up kitorg dr airport .. kisah2 angkat beg blaku lg ..xdilupakan dr airport ke kete joe! so sempat lah get ready, coz ada lunch invitation kat rumah en amin n kak amy .. they served us nasi lemak, ayam goreng rempah, the highlight of the day, the prune cake! celebrate birthday Joe pd hari tuh .. after the late lunch, joe plan nak bawak boboy g karaoke .. tp tempat tuh dah tutup .. last2 kebetulan azril n alia br balik dr paris gak kot? so we all picked them up at the railway station nearby .. then, kitorg sumer g rumah diorg bdua .. apa lagi, boboy pun layan lah karaoke! semput jugak lah lepas bantai nasi lemak, then nyanyi .. end up, almost 1030pm or 1130pm kot? baru kitorg balik .. coz esok nyer nak g gruyeres!

17 Oct 2010

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 02:36:00 +0000

another 5 days to go! wuhuhu .. barang satu aper pun lom beli lagi! acaner nih? haha .. harap2 sempat g beli pg 21 Oct 2010 n on 222 Oct 2010 itself ..

next .. semlm tetiba kwn aku sms pagi2 buta! dlm 2am plus kot? time tuh aku baru nak lelap .. n mata x dpt nak lelap .. so aku layan lah sms dier .. dier ni nak tanya pendapat aku ttg boipren dier yg dier masih sayang walaupun dah xde talian perhubungan d antara satu sama lagi .. mamat tuh pun, lom ada ganti nyer .. samer lah ngan kwn pompuan aku nih ..

aku nih nak cakap dr. love, xde lah plak .. bercinta pun lom pass lagi! ni nak jd dr. love! puhlis lah! haha .. tp takat nak bg pendapat n thru experience nengok member2 bcintan mcm belangkas tuh bleh lah kot? har har harruuuuu .. apa yg penting, aku gtau dier, kena respect each other n if possible, kena duduk sesama, bincang .. acaner nak solve at least .. other way, dier leh express yg dier miss mamat tuh, without expressing anything, anyway .. klu x, g terjah jer! hahaha .. xde lah, dier bleh tanya direct kot? x salah pun .. polis x tangkap pun ..

and of course, as a friend, i will always pray for the best for my friends .. xkan nak tengok diorg merana kot? biar lah aku merana sorg2 klu memang patut aku merana .. but, of course i want something nice n great for myself!

anyhow, aku mmg x sabar nak g travel next friday .. and apa yang paling penting, i will need to call my mak n bapak, mintak restu diorang .. mintak kebenaran n at least inform them, that i will be away for almost 2 weeks! n i don't know what i should get for them? hmmmm .. i will think of it later than .. or else i will just decide when i'm there! wuuuhuuuhuuuuu!!

16 Oct 2010

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sat, 16 Oct 2010 05:19:00 +0000

ada kurang seminggu je lagi nak travel ngan boboy, kak zila n kak jah .. brg belum ader lagi .. so far baru beli beli besar .. tuk masukkan baju n brg2 nanti .. hopefully everything will be fine .. plan nak g beli some important things the day before n also the morning before depart .. fuh .. mesti letih coz the day before keje 4pm - 12am .. nak kena bgn pg then g last minute shopping n packing .. fuhh!

travel to do list

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 00:39:00 +0000

makin dekat nak travel, makin nerves lah plak .. haha .. 1st time nak travel jauh2 lah katakan .. rasa patut sedia list yg perlu lah nampak gaya ..
1. bateri rechargeable extra .. (takut ngah syok bgambar, bateri plak kong)
2. beg besar sikit (nak kena stand by, g travel seminggu lebih .. senang sikit bwk barang) - DONE - 141010
3. baju sejuk/ (sana nanti sejuk .. mau x beku lemak2 aku ni kang)
4. kena gtau mak n bapak (nak g jauh ni .. kena mintak ampun n apa2 yg patut .. insyaallah selamat balik)
5. kena belek magazine about travelling (cuba cekup mana2 tips yg bguna .. rasa ada 2 or 3 magazine aku yg ada travel edition .. might help!)
6. baju melayu (ada photoshoot tuk aidiladha lah plak ..)
7. shoes ..
8. a lot of baby oil or moisturizers & lip balms (kat saner nanti kulit cepat kering)
9. extra batteries (cuaca sejuk cepat makan bateri .. kena beli extra lah nampak nyer)

ni je kot yg leh aku list down .. any suggestion?

aku lagi

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Sun, 03 Oct 2010 06:50:00 +0000

semlm g rumah kak aida fadzlina n abg fred .. kenal lagi dorg kat aku .. walaupun just jumpa setahun sekali je .. actually it was more to a thank you visit, coz diorg sanggup nak g rumah time raya ari tuh masa kat kch .. kenal diorg thru fan club akademi fantasia 2 .. 2004 kot? so end of that year, buat lah gathering raya kat hotel coronade .. jd akak aida n abg fred lah yg ambik kat airport time tuh .. n bmlm ngan diorg .. so ingat2 lupa lah rumah tu .. apa yg aku ingat, rumah tu ada taman kecik yg cantik n bdepan ngan highway .. time tuh, maner tau jalan2 area damansara n ttdi .. huhu .. even now pun bukan pass sgt pun .. haha .. tp x tau lah .. naper aku still malu2 g ngan diorg? bukan baru kenal sethn 2 .. acaner aku nak buang perangai pemalu aku yg pemalu sgt ni?

2010 dah nak melabuhkan tirai .. aku mcm dah xde hati nak buat aper yg aku buat sekarang .. nak sgt rasa nak kuar dr tempat nih .. carik pengalaman tempat lain .. biar lah mula dr bawah balik .. x jauh sgt beza pun ..

aku ..

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 14:11:00 +0000

kalaulah betul perkiraan aku, aku akan berumur 28 tahun pada 26 november 2010 .. bersamaan dengan hari jumaat! walaupun dah lebih suku abad, aku still rasa banyak sangat kekurangan kat diri aku .. of course aku nak atasi semua kekurangan aku .. tapi aku tak mampu .. makin aku cuba, makin aku jauh perginya ..

dah keje kat sini, almost 3 tahun .. genap 3 tahun under the same company, which is on the coming 15 november 2010! aku belum puas .. banyak lagi aku nak kejar .. banyak lagi aku nak catch up .. aku tahu manusia tiada yang sempurna .. aku nak cuba jadi sesempurna yang boleh .. sometimes, aku terpikir jugak nak pindah balik ke kuching .. lantak lah org cakap, kuching xda apa2 .. kuching susah nak dapat promotion .. tapi aku ada family aku kat situ! aku rasa aku secure kat situ ..

memang aku xkan nafikan yg aku akan rindukan life aku kat ini .. konsert sana sini .. meloncat2 kat club ngan kawan2 .. jln2 shopping kat shopping complexes .. makan pelbagai jenis makanan .. gelak ketawa ngan kawan2 .. kawan2 kat tempat keje yg aku kenal since aku masuk .. tapi, aku xnampak apa2 hasil pun! aku xnak hidup macam ni sampai biler2! sometimes aku malu ngan adik beradik aku yang lain ..

teringin nak sambung balik belajar .. xtau sama ada aku still leh terima x? aku ingin nak sambung balik belajar .. kalau lah aku sambung belajar dulu .. mesti dah settle degree .. maybe x keje kat sini .. mesti berkawan ngan org lain .. x merasa travel here and there .. nak beli tiket flight pun kena book awal2 .. but, maybe a much better life! but, aku xkan kenal kawan2 aku kat ofis nih .. xde nak menggila2 mcm kat sini .. x akan dapat experience yang aku dpt mcm kat sini!

hidup ngan keje shift, memang macam xde life langsung .. time org keje, aku membuta .. time orang membuta lak, aku mencengkak mata carik duit .. sometimes, aku akan miss event2 occasion2 yang gempak .. aku tahu hidup aku ni membosankan .. orang cakap hidup aku boring! sedih! tapi xleh nak merungut .. ngan keje ni lah aku bayar sewa rumah .. ngan adanya keje ni gak aku beli keperluan aku sumer .. ngan titik peluh ni jugak aku gi sana sini, enjoy sana sini .. tapi aku rasa x cukup! dgn keje ni jugak aku kenal org .. hati budi org sedikit demi sedikit .. aku kenal apa itu setiakawan, brotherhood n friendship! tapi aku tlalu naif .. terlalu bodoh nak kenal orang .. aku ingat lagi, kawan aku pernah bercerita pasal org2 kat ofis .. biler ditanyer, saper yg xleh nak cayer .. dier jawab, better ko kena sendiri, kenal sendiri .. then only u will know .. aku ingat aku bleh .. tapi ternyata x boleh .. aku x leh nak kenal .. aku x tau nak baca org! aku x pandai nak tengok saper yang baik, sapa yg tak! kenapa aku bodoh sangat?

20 September 2010

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Mon, 20 Sep 2010 02:17:00 +0000

today is the 11th day of eidulfitri! spent a great time with my family on the festive season .. surprised my parents by coming back the day before eidulfitri!

me again

noreply@blogger.com (mann) — Wed, 04 Aug 2010 03:33:00 +0000

hehe .. good day to all .. quite interesting day today .. almost confirm that I will not handle the next new batch .. that’s mean, either I will handle next group, which is not really my preference, or else, I will just become the normal staff as before ..

The last 2 months, I can say I’ve learnt a lot .. and I’ve shared a lot .. still, there are still a lot for me to improve .. as a normal person, I am not perfect .. I want to as perfect as possible ..

I’m going to miss this 2 months experience .. working in the morning,straight for 2 months .. but I do miss the shift patterns that I’ve absorbed for the past 2 years plus ..

Can’t wait for Ramadhan! Most probably this coming webnesday! Woohoohoo .. Let’s see wait will happen this coming month ..