Me, Myself & LORD

Unpredictable

2011-03-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since I was forced to take leave by doctor. Red eyes infection...what on earth??? Believe it or not...The whole consultation was less than one minute. I really doubt all the doctors nowadays. Anyway, I just take the advice so that I won't spread the virus to my colleagues. I packed some food and went back home.

PERSONAL
I am so troubled for the past few days. I just never expect so many things will happen. We will never know what will happen next...seriously. But it is the matter of how we take all the challenges and overcome it. That is how our life should be. Not just stay there and run away from the challenges when it comes. We will never grow. There are so many around us still practicing that. I am kinda disappointed and feel sad for them. I really pray that they will realize it and do something before it is too late. [Guys, 30 years old suppose to be the best age in our life where everything should be stable by then. Stop whining and doing nothing there. By the way you live your life now, everything will stay the same and by the time you realize, you already 50 years old by then.]

We shall appreciate now and always prepare for tomorrow. "Miracles happen after hard work", one of my friend told me. Plan your work and then work your plan. Never take our eyes off our target. It is easy to say but not easy when comes to doing it. That causes the 90% of people in this world contributing wealth to the rest 10%.

WORLD
Japan, one of the strong country hit by earthquake, tsunami and nuclear plant leaks. And yet, they are facing them calmly. I really can't imagine what will happen if it hit Malaysia. Then, the election is coming. All the politicians did "what they suppose to do". They going around and pour the money everywhere in order to secure their victory in the election. Besides that, witnesses are answering stupidly on the court. Most of the cases will always end with a question mark. I really hate reading the newspaper sometimes. All the negative issues and injustices really drive us crazy.

HOPE
Life is full with all kind of possibilities and opportunities. It is the matter of how we choose it to be. Sometimes the change is just right on the corner. If you take it and work hard on it, then your life will be change forever. But if you ignore it and turn away, then nothing will happens.

a) Career
It is on track. How soon I can get it is depend on how soon I can change myself.

b) Relationship
Hi, I like you. Can I go after you?

c) Family
Everything will be fine.

First Post of 2011

2011-03-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

This is my first post in 2011. I really love to write but really don't have time to sit on the chair to write my feelings out. Tonight I will spend some time to write again.

"Did you spend your life meaningfully today?"
This is a simple question, either yes or no. But before you answer this, try to seriously look back on what you did today. Some people don't even dare to think about this question. I really want to say, we were born to this world with a purpose. Don't waste your life. Try to do something meaningful to yourself or the people around you. Stop being selfish and share our love with the people around us. Don't just "go work, come home, eat, play, sleep...". Frankly said, human is not far different from an animal if we don't use the gift or talent that our creator gave to us. Everyone is born with a gift. Every time I go back home and always check on my hamster. Their life is so boring - eat, play, sleep. What makes us so different that them if we are doing the same things as what they did?

Check on him -> Nick Vujicic (guy without arms and limbs)

How many of them out there try their very best to live their life? And yet so many of us, physically not handicap but we are seriously mentally handicapped. I'm saying this to myself too. We must step out of our comfort zone and do something great out there. Friends, if you are reading this and you might feel angry and disagree with me. But I'm just telling the truth.

L.O.V.E
When I gets older, I really started to know more on how to love others. Too many youngsters nowadays misused this word, they can just say "I love you" without feeling any responsibilities on the word. I won't comment much on others but I do hope they will understand one day. It's really hard for me to love all the people that know me. Why? Because I'm just an ordinary guy.

I love my family. I love my friends. I love my business partners.

And my future life partner? The prettiest and most attractive girls are those who has great ambition and able to plan their life properly. I'm not sure whether I found it. Haha. She is nice.

DREAMS
Recently there is one great short clip I found on the Internet. It's about five uncles who still chasing after their dreams even though they are old and having all kind of diseases or sickness on them. Do not wait till we gets old. We must do our best to achieve our dreams in life. Never let go our dreams easily and never give up :) God bless you all.

10 Questions of 2010

2010-12-29T17:33:00.002+08:00

3 more days, end of 2010. I am wrapping it up now with 10 questions.

1.
Q: Conclusion of the year?
A: Unpredictable, exciting, happy.

2.
Q: Biggest breakthrough?
A: I met so so many new faces and friends.

3.
Q: Church?
A: God is great.

4.
Q: Family?
A: Thanks God. Now I am closer to all my family members. Especially my dad. He changes.

5.
Q: Career?
A: Awesome. Keep building and working hard towards my dreams. Praise the Lord.

6.
Q: Relationship?
A: Pursuing a girl. God's will. I will do my best, let God do the rest. Pray for me guys.

7.
Q: Health?
A: Oh yeah, no problem. Basketball rocks!

8.
Q: What would you like to say to the special one?
A: I am sincere and I like to have you in my life.

9.
Q: Would like to say something to your churchmates?
A: I love you all from the bottom of my heart.

10.
Q: Anything else?
A: To all the mentors in my life, especially Sharon Chai Ming Ai, Madam Wong Ching Loo and sister Chai Ching Hua, and passionate leader Yeap Choon Haw. THANK YOU! I can't imagine my life without you all. And to all my fellow business partners, GO GO GO! Fight for our dreams!

Bye 2010. 2011, here I come!

Random Post: I miss my family

2010-12-13T16:35:00.001+08:00

This is a self motivation post to myself.

I never had this feeling since so long. Very very long.. I miss my family. I was browsing through the photos of my family through facebook. I can't see myself in most of the photos. I feel awful. Haha.

But, I am still holding tight to my belief and faith in God. I came to KL for something. I want something for myself. I want to change everything. Everyone seems walking the same path but I chose the road less travelled. I strongly believe one day in the very near future I will be able to take more photos with my family and spend more time with them.

It has been close to four solid years I have been in KL. There are and were many ups and downs, challenges, obstacles, etc. I am fully responsible for all the consequences caused by my actions. And of course, I met many people. A lot of awesome people. I enjoy talking to all of them. A lot of friendships being built. Enemies? I think so. Should be those who offended me on the road while driving. All the cars here are having one problem - their car indicator lights are just for decoration purpose and not being used most of the times.

I am still fighting for financial freedom as my virtual mentor, Robert Kiyosaki told me when I was 22 years old. It is easy but not simple. It takes a lot of courage and faith to do it. I sticked to his guidance since four years ago and I strongly believe I am on the way now.

As for relationship, we will never be able to avoid this topic when we grow older. Same to me, my earthly father bugged me since I was 24. However, I am holding to my faith on my heavenly Father. He will show me the right one and of course I need to fight for it.

If someone ask me, "How to live a meaningful life?" I will say, "Do something that you never try before. Anything that never offend other people or violate the laws. Just give a shot." Everything is all about our mindset. The ways we think affect all the outcomes.

There are few words I want to say to 'THEM'
To my job: I will never work forever for you but for the time being I will still stick to you.

To my business: I will put on my best effort to build you up as I need you to take care the rest of my life in the future.

To my church: I appreciate whatever you guys done for me. I love you all.

To my future life partner: I will get you soon. You can run but you can't hide. LOL.

Thanks for reading this. God bless you.

WHAT ON EARTH?

2010-12-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

After so long never write in my blog, now I really need to share something with the people out there. Especially young teenagers and young adults. I called my mom today and she told me a news about a 22 years old Malaysian young adult who commited suicide just because the girlfriend broke up with him after 4 months of relationship?! Jumped down from 14 floor somemore...normally chinese don't like the number 14 one. I'm not sure whether he stayed at 14 floor or purposely went to 14 floor to jump but one thing I'm very sure is those owners who owned unit in 14 floor sure very very sad because their property value sure dropped so so so much one.

I'm not here to tease or showing disrespect to Alviss Kong but I really want to say. "You are stupid."

The News about Alviss Kong. (I'm not sure got English version or not, you guys go and find yourself)

Words to Alviss Kong
Not sure why. As a guy, I'm very upset with the decision you have made. Is it really worth to kill yourself just because of a girl? 4 months??? Your mom carefully took care of you for 9 months before you can see this world!

Our life is given by our dear heavenly father and you just wasted it because of a girl? Do you know how many people out there is fighting to survive in this world? I saw so many people out there who is handicapped but still fighting all they can to survive in this damn challenging society. We have no rights to take away our life just like that. God decides for us when we should leave this world, not you buddy.

My Own Words now.
After I read the news and I saw Alviss Kong photos, suddenly I feel proud of myself and glad that my parents didn't give me such a cute and handsome face. Because I know God prepared a different path of life for me to go through in order to achieve what I want for myself, especially in relationship or marriage. Everyone came to this world with different appearances (am I using the right word?). No matter how we look like, we must understand that we are all unique. Unique in the sense of we can do something which others can't do. You might not sure what you can do now, but trust me. One day you will.

SO BRAVE!
To Alviss Kong, may you rest in peace. I totally respect you for your guts on jumping down from 14 floor. I will never able to do that in my life. My legs already shaking when I'm on higher ground. Tell you all one secret, I did attempt what Alviss Kong did to himself but something stopped me. That is FAITH. In my 26 years of life. I went up so many ups and downs in my "mission to get a girlfriend" life. I succeeded once after so many failures. Girls rejected me again and again. Is it hurt? Of course! But so what? Luckily that time no facebook. I talked to myself and comfort myself to calm down and think wise. My parents never help me get over all these but I learned to overcome it instead of mourning over it.

REJECTIONS
To all the guys, girls rejected you because they don't know you well enough. Just like me. I always wanted the girl to know that I like her and I really want her to become my girlfriend. But at the end of the day, here comes the rejections. And one more thing, you will never able to LOVE a girl if you don't LIKE her enough. Understand? I saw a lot of youngsters on the so beginning stage of their relationship always say, "Love you darling", "I love you so much", "Do you love me?", etc. So quick say love ah? No wonder after marriage, most of the statements turned into hate instead of love. We must like her first, includes all her weaknesses such as personalities and attitudes.

IMPROVE
Being rejected 5 times and then killed yourself? Your life is so cheap. My life ain't cheap at all. That's why I can survive until today and I'm 26 now. I got rejected so many times until I feel immune already. We all know that, rejections will lead to success. Then why not we just accept it? Next one will be better! By the way, always improve yourself. I was really fat last time and in order to court girls, I decided to lose weight. I successfully lost some weight but I still got rejected. Then I change my ways of dressing. I still got rejected. Next, I change the ways I think and talk. I became so humourous but I still got rejected. What I want to say here is, keep all the positives and get rid of the negatives. You will find the RIGHT ONE one day. Everytime I got rejected, I will feel hurt and down for a while. That's normal. I suggest few ways you can do if you got rejected. I did these things, it works.

Ways to HEAL your injured heart after REJECTIONS
a) Lock yourself in the room and cry. After cry, then sleep. After sleep normally will feel very blur. Go take a shower and play online games or outdoor sports. Why do these? Who know you will meet another better girls?

b) Call your best friend and tell him or her everything. They will do their best to comfort you. Who know him or her will become your next lover?

c) Go to the mirror. Talk to yourself. Tell yourself that "It is her lost because he or she rejected you. You will be such a good lover but he or she just missed it." And never forget to say this, "I will meet a better one in the near future". Oh yeah, confidence restored!

d) Go eat or drink with your friends. As much as you can. Some sort like satisfies your empty heart with the solid food and unhealthy drinks. This one don't works so well to me.

e) Block him or her on msn and facebook. For few months, so that you can forget everything slowly. But, but don't forget to unblock. Why? Can still remain friends what. Who know still got chance in the future? Hehe, never give up easily.

One thing I did very well after each rejections is keep the friendship with the girls. You will never know what will happen :)

I'm still single now and still looking for the right one but I'm sure I will meet her very soon. Keep positive and moving forward. Thanks to Alviss Kong, for the inspirations to write this post. Rest in peace bro.

成功的道路 [18PL]

2010-09-24T01:31:00.004+08:00

谁不想成功？如果有人这么说，那个人是在骗你。有哪个父母不想自己的孩子过上好生活？你觉得有的话，那肯定是你本身的问题。你有很认真的坐下来跟他们谈吗？我有，结论是我对我自己很失望。你很喜欢你的工作？放你的屁！你能在你的老板一年起你薪少过200块的情况下，很真心的对他说“感谢你，老板！我会对公司忠心耿耿的。” 你可能会说：“老兄，做人要知足。两百块很多了啊！” 那我会说，“老兄，你结婚时老板不会帮你付订金的。当你养不起你的家人时，你的老板不会自告奋勇救济你的。” You are all on your own! 你不帮你自己，谁帮你啊？

我的信仰
这是一个很敏感的话题。我今天会告诉你们我的想法。我几年前，终于找到了我要侍奉的教堂。我很开心，也很兴奋。我很想全时间侍奉主，但是我被环境打倒了。朋友，我不管你今天多认真对待每件事。只要你的身边的朋友都是不积极的，相信我。你是迟早变成他们一份子的。你的环境会改变你的一生！我看现在的我，很多教友会认为我爱钱爱疯了。但是，朋友。如果你认为钱是罪恶的，那你今天试一下。去免费打工，我看你能生存多久。人往高处爬。如果你说你们打工不是为了更高的工资，那你是在放屁。

如果你说你是全心向主，那你应该去读神学或做牧师。如果你说，全心向主不一定要那么做。那么你告诉我，你能帮到多少非信徒？你能爱多少非信徒？还是你认为，我有尽力就好。上帝一定会怜悯我的，然后允许我进入天堂。那我祝福你。如果你连自己的问题都解决不了，你怎样帮助其他人？你告诉我。对，我们需要过犹如耶稣般的生活。那你告诉我，你在空闲时干什么？是不是尽心尽力在宣传主的信息？我看到的是，浪费时间。

其实，我也在浪费时间。但是我花时间在我的未来。不久的将来，我会把所有的时间奉献给主。我豁出去了。我将会帮助所有那些愿意帮助自己的人。老实说，我们身为基督教徒。我们很担心上帝会不会接我们进入天堂。对我来说，我一点都不担心。因为我很清楚我在做什么。一切决定还是又上帝决定。

好了，暂时要说的是这些。后会有期。

This is GROW

2010-09-20T00:47:00.004+08:00

No matter you like it or not. Time kept passing by and things around you kept on changing. Before this, I always wanted to do something big but it never happens. Why? Because I don't get a chance and no motivation from anything or anyone. There is no people (besides God) who understands your life better than yourself. Everyday, I will ask myself again and again. "Are you doing something that related to your future and realize your dreams?" That is how I got myself moving forward everyday. And this is GROW.

I BELIEVE
Focus and concentration. That is all we need in order to make something happens. I don't care what you are doing now. Without focus and concentration, you won't reach anywhere further. If you are, be persistent and you will achieve success. People can't see what you are trying to do at first but do not ever give up. The best way to persuade people around you is prove it. Don't just TALK but WALK the TALK. I might be alone in the beginning. But I know very well that as long as I hold on my faith and trust on what I am doing now. I will success. And this is GROW.

I THINK
Think before you say something. Because for me, word is the most dangerous weapon in this world. Word can kills someone. How? It can kills someone's dreams. Without dreams, you are no different with dead people. People will not be responsible for what they said to you (if their words kills your dreams).

If they fails, LEARN from their failures.
If they success, IMITATE their ways.
If they never did it, IGNORE them.

I know this is rude but if you never do on something that someone is trying to do. Please say this "All the best to you man" or shut up and walk away. Never try never know. It is easy for you to say but are you practicing that? I was disappointed by so much promises and it is worst when you are trying to do something and "NO" is always the answer I got without any attempts being made. Don't easily say "NO". Guys, you have dreams. Go for it. Don't care how big it is. Just go for it. That is how we GROW.

If you don't dare to grow, then please don't stop others from GROWing.

Earthly parents, brothers and sisters, I will make everyone happy by ACTION.
Heavenly fathers, you know what I have in my heart. I will glorify your name by ACTION.

May God bless those who is reading this.

Random Updates on an ordinary guy ~ Robert Ling

2010-07-22T14:00:00.002+08:00

This blog is not dying. Just the owner too busy... Nowadays, exclude the normal working hours. I only have an average one to two hours to do my thing online. Haha, but I'm quite satisfied because I don't feel like I'm wasting time anymore. I'm happy on the changes happened to me for all the years since I graduated from University.

Interesting Highlights
1st Stage - Oct 2006 ~ Feb 2007
- Separated from my first love and suffered downtime for very long.

- Got my first job. Very excited. RM1600 only but being "jailed" at Cyberjaya (the so called very developing city).

- Fired my first boss (Donald Trump say:"You're fired!")

2nd Stage - April 2007 ~ April 2008
- Got my second job. Very excited because of new challenges. Call centre.

- Became zombie (aimless in daily life) because of working shift.

- Fired my second boss (Donald Trump say:"You're fired!...again")

3rd Stage - April 2007 ~ January 2010
- Got my third job. Very excited because I don't know anything about the job.

- Found my church - Cheras Baptist Church. But... I'm the eldest youngster in the church...imagine that.
- Got my first car. Very excited because I can bang other people car already. Hahaha. But...maintenance fee very high...

- Very passionate about church and attempt to involve a lot...really A LOT. And yes, in one year. Everyone know me already.

- Dare to be different but after sometimes. We are still the same! Still love Jesus but decided to stop running away from challenges.

- Squeezed my brain to figure out what business to start with because I don't like working for people. However, failed failed failed! Because I'm all ALONE.

4th Stage - September 2009 ~ present
- I found it.
- Face my deepest fear and overcome challenges
- And it is still goes on... :)

I've wasted so much time. How about you?

What did we do?

2010-03-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

Another random post of my random thoughts. Today I must finish it because I always never be able to finish a post for the past few months due to the lack of patience. This morning, as usual I went to play basketball. I got to know an uncle who is very fit and athletic in this sport. I was really impressed by his skills. On this second meeting with him, I got to talk with him.

His name is Uncle David. He has five degrees! If I'm not mistaken, both of his sons are studying in United Kingdom. He told me how much he spent for his kids' education fees. It was like 80,000 pounds per year. He really made my brain spins again. 80,000 pounds??? It is like 400,000 Ringgits!! So if I become dad and my kids are so smart, how could I afford it? With my salary now, all I can say is IMPOSSIBLE! Somemore Uncle David also said, "The money won't be able to earn back anymore because their profession only can offer them so little pay". Oh man, I was really surprised when he said that because he is one of the chief management officer in his banking industry.

My thought: Do you ever imagine what would the life of your children be in the future? Frankly, I started to worry and really motivated to work harder in my part-time business (soon to be full-time in the future). No matter how hard or how challenging it is. I can't be too selfish about myself. To God I pray with my heart so that He will guide me and look after me. To myself, I promise will do my very best to surpass my capability in order to build a brighter future for my family and children.

At night, I decided to go to my second Christian funeral in my life. Pastor Yee, our Mandarin speaking Pastor shared meaningful speech with us. But in my mind, I was thinking something else. All of us will come to a time where we need to leave this world. Same to our beloved ones, not only our wife or children but also our parents who brought us to this world. Have you ever thinking on how hard they brought us up? Have you ever thinking of repay them? If yes, how?

My thought: Seriously...I really do not know what to do or how to do in order to repay them. All I know is with the job and life I'm having now, there is NO WAY I can do it.

I can't be as naive as when I was teenager.
I can't be as "lost" as when I just started my life in the working society.
I can't be as LAZY as when I was selfish about my own future but do not care about others.

Well... I do not know about you but at least we can TRY to do something right? God bless you all. Good night.

Traffic Jam + Car Parking Phobia

2010-02-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

It is really not that easy for me to sit and write on what happened to me recently. However, this one I must write...lol. My big boss a.k.a my dad visited me last weekend. Actually not really visit me but visit his new condo at Jalan Ipoh. I volunteered to be his driver (....XD) so that he can travel around KL smoothly. On last Saturday, I totally forgot it was Thaipusam (Hindu festival). I only remember when is Christmas and Chinese New Year.

My nightmare started after we finished appointment at The Curve. My dad wanted to visit a famous Chinese traditional medicine shop located around Bukit Bintang. As you all know, my sense of direction is "extremely" good. Therefore, I follow my "spider sense" instead of the sixth sense and obviously I was wrong... really wrong. Don't ask me which road I used. I can only say it was the road that passed by the Hindu temple. I was speechless when I saw a super duper cramp traffic jam in front of me. I thought it was the worst jam ever faced by me. I found a way and escaped the jam. Unfortunately I trapped again into another jam in downtown. How bad it was? Can you imagine that you watch the traffic light changed from red to green and green to red numerous times but your car didn't move at all?...

Okay... it is okay. I still can stand it. Now when I think back on the situation that time and I felt it really like the warcraft strategy games, the tower of defense. The challenges came waves after waves. Guess what? I trapped into another traffic jam when I almost reach the destination. Then I tried to be smart and drove to another road and ended up trapped into another massive traffic jam. My mind really went blank...totally blank. My dad kept on repeating... "are we there yet...?" I was speechless... When I was really really close to the Times Square (because I wanted to park my car there), my car died! Yes, it died! My 1 years old car died in the jam!!! How can that be!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! I tried to start it and I failed!!! Haliluyah praise the Lord! God really tested my patience KAO KAO (thick thick in hokkien language). I went down the busy road and tried to ask for help. Then I randomly talked to a taxi driver and he also randomly gave me some suggestions. Okay, cut the crap short. My dad managed to call his mechanic friend and guess what was the problem causing the car failed to start? I put the gear at D. D stands for Drive and I only allowed to start the car at N which is Neutral.

I thought everything is over. I thought my nightmare is over. We manged to find the shop and my dad managed to see the doctor (The doctor who with a very deep China accent that gave some not so useful advices on my dad sickness). After that, my dad wanted to have dinner at Jalan Alor and we had nice dinner. I ate until very full and then only I know God arranged this so that I can prepare for another challenge. Well, it was the last one but also very time consuming. I forgot where did I park my car. I can't even remember which floor. I think that was because I ate too full and I lost my memory. All I remember was I parked my car at basement and do you know how many basement parking they have? B1 to B5. Ho ho ho... Gong xi fa cai! I did everything I can to find my car. I met two security guard who couldn't speak English well. I told them about it and they used Walkie-Talkie to ask help from all the security guards. Wow, at that time I really feel I'm so important. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I used my same old tactics (press the alarm button on my car key) to go floor by floor to find my car. From B2 to B5 and then from B5 to B2. I really don't understand why I never go to B1 and yes...my car was in B1.

Huh...at last I found my car! Then I went to pay my parking ticket. I realized I didn't have small change and I asked my dad for small change and he didn't have either. Then I collected all the coins in my car. The car parking ticket was RM9 and I had only RM8.90 cents. You know what? I really feel like killing someone that time. I had no choice. I went up to McD and bought a coke. I paid the ticket and I went home safely.

Actually there was another stupid jam on the way back home but I have no time to write. It is 2am now!!! I still need to work! Damn it! Ok! Bye guys!

Stupid Chain Mail

2010-01-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

I saw this email few weeks ago and I really don't believe that actually there are people who is forwarding this email...

Hi, my name is Wong Kang Zheng. I am 15 years old, and I have testis cancer .. I also have a large penile fracture, from repeated beatings. D octors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my family can't pay the bills.

The Make A Wish Foundation, has agreed to donate 50 cents for every time this message is sent on.

For those of you who send this along, I thank you so much, but for those who don't send it, what goes around comes around. Have a Heart, please send this.

Please, if you are a kind person, send this on. PLEASE HIT FORWARD BUTTON NOT REPLY BUTTON.

People... what is in your mind when you press the forward button?... @_@ You guys really nothing to do ah... Don't understand English ah... People write like this also believe ah...? Walao... Then I receive another reply email...

THIS IS A PRANK! PLEASE DO NOT CIRCULATE THIS IS CRAP>.

PLEASE MAKE UP FOR YOUR MISTAKE. PASS THIS ON AND WARN YOUR FRIEND.

DO YOUR BIT AS A GOOD PERSON!!!

I really speechless... You guys really geng and free until nothing to do. So free and forward all these emails to flood other people mailbox. May God bless you all...

First Post of 2010

2010-01-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

I want to say "HI" to everyone! A brand new year and I have a great feeling for this year. Do you all feel the same? I can more challenges on the way and I am enjoying the feeling of persistent in whatever thing I do now. May God continue to lead me and show me the way. Church is growing. More new faces and plans yet to come. I cannot involve much but I will do my best to help. The members are "growing" and I am "growing" too. Lol. That is all for now.

End of the year 2009

2009-12-31T01:07:00.002+08:00

This is my first post since two months ago. It has been a great and meaningful year for me. I'm no longer staying at the same place thinking on the same things. I'm moving forward to a brighter future. I let go something and grab on every opportunities I have. May be I should break down my life for the past one year into few categories.

1) Career
A brighter and new career to be focus on. Job is good but it won't be my life career. Constant learning is important. Colleagues treated me good and I'm happy with my job. I can see myself as a very successful businessman in the future. I will do whatever thing to achieve my dreams.

2) Religion
Let go some responsibilities in church since I'm not capable on focusing too many things. Youths are doing good and they're growing. Sometimes I feel like I'm their father and really can't wait to see them grow more. LOL.

3) Family
Both parents is doing well. A little bit ups and downs but thank God, everything still under control. Grateful for all the support given to me in life, especially my dad.

4) Health
Become fitter? Hahaha. Still playing basketball and workout sometimes. I will never stop playing basketball.

5) Relationship
Disappointed. Will never put any effort on this anymore until I achieve my dreams.

Year 2009 is going to be a history soon. 2010, a brand new year for me to fight for my financial freedom!!!!! God bless the world.

NutriWalk ~ Walkathon / Marathon

2009-11-08T16:30:00.007+08:00

One week ago, my mind went crazy... I joined a walkathon. Not only that, the event started at 6am in the morning. I went to sleep at around 4 hours before the event started. I managed to wake up at 5am and rushed to the event. It was like 20 minutes drive from my house.

Early Bird Free Gift
Finally I arrived there and was trapped in the parking for few minutes. I thought I was early but then I saw hundreds or thousands of people already arrived there. Then, I have to queue up to get my early bird gift. The queue was really crazy... It was sooooooooooo long!!! You can roughly see from the first picture.

I thought I won't be able to get it since there were so many people queuing up for it. Surprisingly, the organizer really did a good job. They did an extremely good estimation (or they didn't do at all...XD). Everybody managed to get one gift. The gift is a nice cup in a wooden box. Not long after I got my gift, the MC asked all the participants to do some warm-up before we started the walk. I didn't have enough time to put the gift into my car so I just carried it with me.

When "walk" turned into "run"...
It was really a walkathon when the race just started. However it turned into marathon not long after the MC announced that we will be able to get special medals and something else if we successfully finish as top 75 in the race. Why 75? Because the event was celebrating the 75th anniversary for the products.

7.5 KM nightmare
My goodness...It was like 10 years ago since I participated in a marathon. Anyway... since I'm already in the race, I decided to do my very best to finish the race. For me, running marathon is all about the control on your breathing. It is really easy to say than you do. In the very beginning of the race, I already lost the pace....= = I was out of breath not long after I started the race. I tried everything to sustain my stamina. Unfortunately, not long after I lost the pace of breathing, I started losing my stamina....@_@

Running marathon is completely different from playing basketball. In basketball, my goal is to put the ball into the basket but in marathon, I need to keep running until I reach the destination. Omg... I used all of my energy to keep myself moving forward. My strategy was...WALK and RUN. Brilliant huh? I saw most of the participants were doing the same thing. LOL. I attempted to chase after all the participants who were leading the race. It looked so close to me but yet I still can't reach them. By the time I reached them, they already finished the race. Eventually, I failed to be in the top 75. I spent 1 hour 30 minutes to finish the 7.5km marathon. Not bad right? For a 25 years old fat guy? LOL.

Other Games Started...
The racing was just one of the activity. There were more activities such as tree planting, soccer (try to kick the ball into the holes), face/body painting, lucky draw, etc. I joined the soccer kicking. I missed the two attempts...it was so close! Then, I went for the face/body painting. Oh ya...forget to mention. I skipped my breakfast and went for the run. I was really starving when I was walking around the carnival.

Conclusion
It was quite fun but really tiring... Both of my legs has pained for whole week. I barely walk properly for the past one week. It was a nice experience though.

Silent Mid Valley

2009-10-25T17:25:00.005+08:00

Last Friday, I went to Mid Valley to watch midnight movie. It was a Korean movie "Tsunami". The movie was nice but the main point was what happened after the movie. I accompanied my friend to the car park. She went off and then it was my turn to look for my car. Ho ho ho...as you all know, I'm very bad in sense of direction. As usual, I couldn't find where I parked my car. All I remember was I parked it at zone G and it was somewhere around 1st floor to 2nd floor.

Luckily tomorrow was Saturday. I took my time to look for it. Wow...the whole Mid Valley shopping complex was empty and quiet. The feeling was like in the movie. The environment was dead silent and a bit creepy. I took few photos while I was looking for the car park. At first, I didn't want to ask for any help because I wanted to "enjoy" the feeling of lost. Hahaha, it was like being chase by a serial killer in the shopping complex.

I opened few doors randomly. Some of the places smelled really terrible and somemore I saw a person sleeping in one of the...what you called that? Tunnel in the shopping complex? Anyway, he or she just slept on the floor. I wasn't sure whether he or she is the worker there or what. I definitely didn't dare to approach him or her. Haha. After 15 minutes of searching, I started to get nervous and seek for help. Eventually a security guard guided me to the right car park. Hahahaha...crazy me.

Random Thoughts

2009-10-17T01:33:00.003+08:00

Recently I learned a new word, P.U.S.H (Pray Until Something Happen). At first, I think it's quite interesting and meaningful. But as time passed by, I found it's a bit doesn't make sense. Is it alright for us to pray until something happen? God knows. Besides that, I found out few true facts about people which is really interesting.

1) Loves to hear negative things about anything, except the things they like to know
This is really funny but it is so true. We absorb negative perspectives much faster than the positive perspectives, especially on something we really don't like. As long as we don't like it, even though it is a good thing, at the end of the day we will still "do our best" to turn it into bad thing. Meanwhile, when it is something that we like. No matter how true is the bad perspectives on it, we will still stand out ground to defend it. All I can say is, God is really brilliant. That is how He balances up this world. Black or While, Right or Wrong, Bad or Evil, etc.

2) Talk about changing something. Then *applause* and sit down. Well, that's it. Nothing happens.
Haha, another funny fact. I was like that then I started to change myself into more aggressive mode. However, any small or big changes always requires teamwork. You can't do it alone. The excitement is always there during the discussions. Everything will be "Yes, yes! Let's do it!" But if no initiative action being taken, whatever plans will turn into craps after all. Encouraging environment and teamwork are two significant factors in making a successful changes.

3) Deny one concept but raised up another suggestion with the same concept
Not many people out there is willing to admit their lack of knowledge on something. Similar to point (1), they will dispute a lot of things on something they don't agree with. But if you ask "Any better suggestions?". Then, they will propose another suggestions with the so called "similar" concept??? I really love English language so much because we can twist and turn something by using various kind of words or grammars. At the end of the day, we are still referring to the same thing.

4) Waste no time! But...we are still doing it...UNCONSCIOUSLY?
I used to hear people say "we must do it asap", "we can't waste any more time on it", etc. However, we are still wasting time. We all know Time Can't Wait but we are still wasting time. "Hey guys, let's chill for A WHILE" and then few hours gone. What do we get from it? Haha, of course we need time to rest but how long? I can say, we are always on some kind of mission given by God in this world. I know mine, how about you? Are you really doing it?

5) Get Attention
No doubt everyone loves to get attention, including me. I love to get attention from girls especially. LOL. When you open facebook now, you can see uncountable status messages being updated every few minutes. Frankly said, I really saw a lot of Godly message. If you as a Christian don't put Godly message, then you are awkward. Or...people will started to question and lecturing you about your Christian life. I don't need to put Godly message to show how much I love my God right? If you put Godly message, then automatically people will search for Godly characteristics in you whenever they see you. If you made a wrong step, people will judge you based on what you've said previously. I never say it is not good to put a Godly message on your status for all the network communications tools we used nowadays. But please...put the one which is more appropriate or suitable.

Haha, criticizes, criticizes and criticizes. Oh man, forgive me God.

Wow...busy busy busy

2009-10-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

Tired but meaningful. Since September, I packed my schedule up in order to learn new things to improve myself and my life. My dream as an entrepreneur...all of my dreams. I dare to dream again. Now I really dare to be different from others.

God is really good. Thank you God for showing me the opportunity is always right in front of us. Stubbornness blinded my eyes for two years. I always said wanted to be a businessman. I did a lot of thinking but not even one single action being taken because always lack of something. Besides that, there is always a weakness within me. I knew it all the while but never realized that it can caused a lot of obstacles to all of my dreams.

Yes, now I see. I have to overcome the fear within me. Spiritually and financially...Do not waste time in your life, not even a single second. Live it to the max and meaningfully. Don't 'CHILL' too much because most of the time nothing can be done out of it.

Go Go Go! :)

Weird Uncle

2009-09-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

God is really funny to me recently. Another thing happened last night (Well...it just passed 12am).

At about 1030pm, I went to petrol station to "fill up" my car. When I was about to leave, suddenly one Indian uncle approached me and started to tell his story. Everything in my mind that time was..."Okay...how much to make you let me go?"

The story began...
He told me he is an engineer (not sure which field) and got caught by the police on 11th September 2009 for...something...he talked too fast. I didn't have time to digest. Then the police attempted to send him to psychiatric centre. Somemore he showed me a paper with a chop and signature on it. And yes, the location was showing a psychiatric centre. I didn't really read the whole thing because I scare he will do something to me while I'm reading it. I only saw there was something like a valid date on it from 11/9/2009 to 28/9/2009.

Eventually he asked for RM2 for the petrol of his motorbike. He claimed that he wanted to go back to the police station and sued them or something. When he was talking, I can smelled alcohol from his breath. Well...I bet he was drunk. He thanked me again and again. All I said was "I hope you can settle your problem too. No problem at all." I shaked his hand and left. Hmm...luckily nothing happen... :p

Black Friday

2009-09-27T15:54:00.002+08:00

My friend, Kay Teng came to KL few days back to settle some personal documents. So I decided to be his driver for his few days stay here. The main destination he needed to go was Putrajaya. Putrajaya was a place where all the government offices located. I never been there before and I was quite worried because as you all know, I'm really "good" in sense of directions.

First move, as usual I will do some research first with googlemaps on how to get to the destination. However, as usual I'm still quite blur (well...never 100% sure...) but I still have to do my best to bring my friend to the right destination. Okay, let's begin the journey...of indescribable.

Putrajaya - "Big but Empty"
As for Chinese, we called this kind of place as "even the birds also don't want to lay eggs here". That means the place is located at a very rural areas. At first, I was following the directions shown from the googlemaps but I started to feel lost. So I threw the instruction aside and decided to follow the road signs instead. Well...I did lost a bit but I still manage to reach Putrajaya at around 10am+. We had to rush to get everything settle before 12pm because the Muslims have prayers on every Friday. They will close their offices for more than 2 hours during the prayer time.

Meet the Criminals Live and Exclusive
The documents needed to be settle in two places, the Palace of Justice (in Malay the place was called Istana Kehakiman) and the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. We managed to find the courts and got the documents signed and approved. The next thing to do was submitting the documents to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. However before that, I encountered something really interesting while I was waiting for my friend in front one of the courts.

I saw a police car just arrived but I didn't pay much attention on it. I took out my cellphone and tried to text my friend. Suddenly I sensed few people were walking towards me. I was really shocked and surprised when I saw three criminals who were cuffed to each other walked past right in front of me. One of the criminal were staring at me while he walked past by me. I can see his eyes were swollen and I bet he must be beaten by the polices when he get caught.

The most interesting thing was there were two Malay polices who walked together but the criminals were not cuffed together with them. It was so ridiculous! How can they so sure that the criminals won't hurt anyone they saw? They were so relaxed and just let the criminals walked ahead them. I was stunned and didn't even dare to move a step. I really afraid that the criminal who stared at me will do something crazy. Oh man...that really freaked me up... = =

Sunway Pyramid Midnight Trip
I decided to visit my aunt who came to KL for traveling. I bought a box of moon cakes and went to Sunway Pyramid because she was nearby there when I called her. However, we were a bit late and reached there at about 1030pm. The shops were closing and I called my nephew who came with my aunt. He told me that he already went back to the hotel. I discussed with my friend for a while and we decided to go back to the car park to get my car. We will drive there to meet my aunt instead of walking all the way to the hotel. So I payed my parking ticket and then we started to look for my car.

Guess what? I forgot where did I park my car. Actually after I parked my car, I did take a photo using my cellphone so that I can remember where I parked it. Unfortunately...when I checked out the photo...there was an error and the photo I took just now was not being stored! LOL...Thing became worst when I found out that I lost my parking ticket!!! I forgot to take it after I payed at the auto pay machine. I almost went crazy! My friend calmed me down and we went to the security guard and asked for help. We payed RM20 for the replacement ticket. I managed to get out from the car park and went to meet my aunt and gave her the moon cakes I bought.

Omg...what a day...= =

Change need Guts

2009-09-25T02:17:00.003+08:00

Plans? Cool...
It is always easy to talk about doing some changes on something. But when comes to implement it, people tend to find all sort of excuses to run away from the responsibilities. Well...instead of pointing the arrow to anyone. I will learn to stop judging people on how they handle their so called plans which most of the time turns out to be empty promises. However, I will contribute as much as I can.

I dare ME
Let's get back to my own life. For the past three weeks, I made decision on challenging and pulling myself away from my comfort zone. I started to learn something new and try so hard to do something that I never good at. Making a change to your life is definitely not an easy thing to do but sometimes we must do it in order to see a whole different kind of outcome from it. Hard works still needed in order to accomplish it.

Spiritually...
Christian life never been easy. I fully believe in Jesus Christ, the awesome son of God who died for our sin on the cross. He leads us, guide us and shows us what to do and not to do from the holy book of bible. We read and obey His words but not always fully understand. Hmm...funny right? However, I still do my best to serve Him and the wonderful church.

That's the update from me for now. I really can't wait for more exciting things to come.

My Oh My....sob

2009-09-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

Monsters in Sarawak

2009-09-01T11:22:00.002+08:00

I received an email from one of my friend from Sarawak. After I read the email, I was really shocked because the location mentioned was at my hometown, Miri Sarawak. Now I'm really not sure how many gigantic creatures are there in Sarawak. Check out the photo.

After I googled a bit, I found another legendary creature named The Legend Of Nabau(a giant snake). Back in 1992, the legendary 19 feet+ (can fight with gustave who rules in Burundi, Africa) white backed giant croc Bujang Senang being killed and his skull is being displayed at the Jong's Crocodile Farm (Adam...not yours ok). Recently during the bush fire in Senadin Miri, they found the giant python. It was really really huge...just refer to the photo above. Was it the legendary giant snake? I do not know. And how many "giants" left in Sarawak, I'm not sure but I just hope we can live together peacefully. LOL.

Some more photos to share...

Another clip to share - Don't Text and Drive (18+)

2009-08-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

Just want to share for those who haven't seen this short clip. I found it from Facebook and YouTube. Don't TEXT and DRIVE! You might be ended in Heaven...

The clip is just so real...scary...

Different Kind of Rap/Hip Hop

2009-08-25T00:07:00.003+08:00

Omg...this is hilarious.

The Orphan

2009-08-24T22:08:00.016+08:00

I just watched another so called horror movie, "Orphan". It was not bad but I do not recommend any kids or teenagers to watch it because the movie is quite violent. In few scenes, the director Jaume Collet-Serra successfully scared the audiences. How do I know? Because the girl who sat behind me kicked my seat few times.

I thought it was a ghost movie that talks about a satanic kid, just like the movie . I wasn't fully wrong because the movie did talk about Esther who acted by the lovely 12 years old actress, Isabelle Fuhrman. Esther is a 9 years old "young" Russian orphan who was adopted by the married couple Kate and John Coleman (Vera Farmiga and Peter Sarsgaard). Kate and John have a daughter Max (Aryana Engineer) and elder son Daniel (Jimmy Bennett). For more details on how cruel is Esther in the movie, read HERE. Just like other horror movies, always reserve a space or chance for the maniac killer to fight back. I really do not like it but that is how and the only way they can do to make the story more interesting (boring for me...).

However, this movie is still not as sick as "Eden Lake". I suspected there is something really wrong with both of the writer of these two movies. How on earth they can come out with such insane stories. Omg... And again, I do not recommend anyone to watch these movies.