Melange

2016-12-03T12:03:00.002+05:30

Personal Assassin

Killer of all
My little ninja
Nestled in a corner
Along with my shades and gloss
With a jerk, the headless hunter
Spilled into my little world
A dribble and a dash
The assassin works his way
To the bottom, destroying
All in its path.
My fingers feel numb
As I search for the trail.
A quick peek in, and
I find my efficient partner
My hand sanitizer.

2016-06-30T11:32:00.000+05:30

Jungle Beats

I succumb to the noises
all around me
throbbing,drilling
invading deep into my thoughts.

I see the the particles dancing
I feel them deep,each thrust
I've known them for a while
I live in the city.I grew up there
I know the sounds,the noises
they are all around,
close to me,a second skin.

I dance to the beat,almost primitive
flowing red,and alternating black
each step defies and celebrates
the steps taken forward-
no way back,no way to the past
all is lost.

RIP JUMBO

2012-12-19T18:52:00.002+05:30

Life tires you,when solemn thoughts gather

Old age reforms and restores ideals

The dead weight pulling you down stops mattering

reluctant acceptance is the only choice

a scream and the final gasp are all that we are left with.

A crabby day at the RAK beach

2010-08-29T13:10:00.001+05:30

Dream Analysis

2010-08-20T13:58:00.001+05:30

The result it out...my dreams say WHAADUPPPP!

Lion

Dreaming of a lion shows you have many obstacles to overcome, and must resist the real force that is driving you to self destruction; if the lion overpowers you, you will lose, but, if win out over the lion you will be the victor. As the lion usually represents different aspects of our own inner nature either as we are, or as we think ourselves to be, then in this light the dream must be correlated by using as many of the symbols you see in your dream and carefully analyzing the different actions of each character.

well! i think i am satisfied with that analysis for now.I am going to do some serious introspection now..err!maybe after checking out the dream moods site,because it is really interesting.Do check it out ppl.

Dream scare!

2010-08-19T13:48:00.001+05:30

Hmmm! I know i've not been able to write daily,it must be cuz,i am not getting any sleep lately.I am turning into an ogre because of it.I try to sleep and i end up having these strange and disturbing dreams.Yep! your probably wondering why this is such a big deal..right? Well, people often dream, but you forget them in a day or so and you never dream on a daily basis.Its been two weeks and i have been dreaming consistently(same stuff) and its really CREEPY!!! Nowadays, i watch late night movies till i am totally exhausted and i fall asleep.I have been going crazy trying to find a solution for this problem.I even spoke to my husband and my mother about it.They both had just one simple solution - pray.Now being a Hindu has its benefits.We have over a thousand gods to select from, and over a million mantras and prayers to pick from and chant.Well being the superstitious kind,i did not stop to question them,and so, started my own private ritual of chanting those soul cleansing mantras before bedtime,hoping it would banish those awful dreams I had been having.well!!! now I am having stranger dreams than ever.I dreamt I was living amongst lions and having serious conversations with them...Then i began to wonder,whether all this was because I missed my pet cat or something?Guess what! today I found a site which was all about dream analysis.. I hope it helps me, soon, or I am definitely going to go mad.

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

2010-08-07T17:28:00.003+05:30

I wonder if life is fair to just some people all the time or to all at some point or the other...hmm! something to think about eh!Well as i cannot comment on other people's life , all i can say is that,life is quite ruthless and unfair,at least it has been so,in my case.My life has always been ''one step forward and two steps back", kind of life...kind of like regressive growth(whatever!).It then becomes difficult to to take a step forward when everything seems to be pushing you in the opposite direction.Everyday you wake up with renewed hope,only to have it smashed within seconds.when life cheats you, of your will to live and hope,is it then possible to continue?I believe the answer is yes,and i say this with authority because i have been doing so for a very long time,quite easily with deceiving ease.It is futile to fight back and impossible to remain indifferent and passive...here comes the big question,do we continue to live such a tormenting life knowing what is ahead or do we give up?

2008-07-07T07:14:00.003+05:30

Well, this is one of the pics i found on the net.its cute so i thought i would download it and use it as it reflects my mood right now.feeling quite vein today,despite the fact that i took a little tumble yesterday and seem to have broken my pinky!
This has not stopped me from staring at myself in the mirror n making faces.Its seems so elevating, the whole experience of looking at yourself and seeing nothing less and nothing more, just your dimunitive self.Lets see how i feel in a week.

FLower Power!

2008-03-01T19:59:00.005+05:30

Slender and graceful
Resplendent beauty,
Grows amidst infinite variety,
care and joyful prayers
Seeking glory and grandeur.
Each gesture,their gentle bow
thriving amongst nature's greens
rekindle hope and joy in every heart.

Unchanged Illusions

2008-02-28T21:11:00.005+05:30

To hold another close
Only to leave soon,
Singing a tune of grief.
To matter to another
Only to be disregarded,
Spitefully led to mist.
Somewhere along the journey,
Spiraling affections
Sneak past the moth-bitten screen,
Draping old passions, hiding
Corrosive familiarity.

Attuned and honest to each other’s fault,
Forgets previous passionate immersions
festering Illusion of intimacy.

Potted life

2008-02-28T20:20:00.001+05:30

Like a potted plant
Life emerges secure,
Taken too seriously, life
Seems affected,
Stifling, incapable of rising.

It falls then on one,
To weed out stray thoughts
And prune the unformed.

The lure of life escapes none
Triviality of which
Is clear, at thought of firm demise.

It falls then on one,
To move with shifty time
That erases the stinging pain,
Mounting, at the felt absence of life.

Grounded in values, yet
Elaborate rites seem
Tiresome, forcing out, yet again
Placid memories elapsed.

Tender years, Monstrous roots,
Upturns and climaxes
Shattering the pot,
Leaving pieces of frailty within grasp.

Grim

2008-02-22T17:05:00.010+05:30

Noon Shadow fear, the passing
Miles that play tango with stricken expressions;
Jugular grasps and lamenting veins flutter
At what might have been.

To the lowest bidder forsaken,
Betrayed for being loyal.
Daggers enter sharp through my back, twisting all that I knew.
Gashed thoughts, no pain it only aches
Everybody’s trusted ferret.

ESSence

2008-02-21T19:58:00.004+05:30

It is nice to be certain,
In a sense to be in the right; its essence
Fills out off you.
I have since felt all around, I would
Of things that are certain.

It jolts me – growing simple and obvious
The lapse of seasons,
Memory’s stronghold,
The bark of leaves at being swept away in haste,
Provoke changes.

Tired, I refuse to turn at the
Tapping feet’s rhythm,
At grand canonical expressions,
From those significant flappings of hibernation,
Of nature’s monopoly, uncertain I curl.