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O.K. ...NEW PLAN!!

Tue, 15 Jan 2013 05:30:09 +0100

BAH!! So much gone haywire since this Fall. I was about to lease my shop to start my Arcade / Guitar / Metal Venue Store, but family ties called and I had to Help. So I gave up my apartment, my shop plans and now back with me old mum to help her out.

I've since moved my shop to Frank & Son Collectible Show and put everything on Amazon, and been doing well for a first time business starter.

Now that my ideal location is now being leased for yet another generic antic store and my old Apartment is full and they won't be going nowhere anytime soon, the option has risen for me and my brother to take over my mom's mortgage, so she can move out to Arizona to live with my Aunt.

All they want from me is to find a secure part-time job to guarantee the deal.

Yeah, in personal experience, people don't like you if you're doing better than them and no one will hire you if you are not fully available. I had 3 interviews since November, no, you got a business, they don't want you, even if you got College credentials. I'm not just saying things out of my ass.

People like to hire their own, or like to hire girls. Girls with no brains and big boobs for sure. They won't hire me because I'm 27 looking 20, have my own business, and don't have a fucking idiot delinquent personality. Or, they assume that I'm just another underachiever, who parties and knocks up kids, and will work as little as possible when hired.

No idiots, I'm not the shitheads you failed to raise.

Some say it's my hair. It's long so no one respects me. Yet, everyone around me has short buzz cuts and are idiots. So if I cut it short, they assume I'm just like them. And I don't want to look like everybody else.

No people, I don't judge. It shouldn't matter if my hair is long or short in the first place. People, especially uneducated people, will judge me by the environment that they are among. I know this by experience, and I am a REALIST. I'm am only going by THEIR fucking stupid rules of life.

Fucking Pretentious Elitist Sexes Uneducated Hateful Violent Dysfunctional Family Bastards.

So I thought about it while making my runs and stocking more inventory for my Amazon store, maybe I should volunteer.

This way I can build a reputation with the people I work with and help people who are in need. I can work my way into a part-time gig and have the schedule I desire for I can run my business and play Bass gigs on weekends.

Perfect. Also, since I only need one more course to be a certified childhood educator, I'm gonna pop in my old college for one more term.

This is the plan. Perfect!

And if my mom decides not to move out, I'll just get my old Apartment back eventually and carry on with life.

My life is much more than self created Trivial Drama Bullshit. There are starving kids around the world who die everyday, yet people have a reason to Bitch in Life.

I rather be launched on a catapult than be like these people.

My shop at Frank & Son is almost settled for furnishing, and will soon install internet for I can run my sites inside it.

Someday I'll quit my part-time job and expand my Frank & Son Shop to a building location and finally have my Underground Metal Venue.

Don't tell my potential employers though, because they are dead-inside and will never hire me if I have an Ambitious Dream.

Fucking hate that I have to pretend I'm stupid and aim to be some manager so I can get along with people and get a job.

LIVE YOUR DREAMS KIDS, DON'T BE MISERABLE LIKE THE REST OF 'EM!!

10 YEARS FROM NOW

Tue, 16 Oct 2012 07:12:17 +0100

I've always mindful of my surroundings, economy, and politics. So when something happens, it won't bite me in my arse. But even with all thing minding, I still manage to get bit in some way. Now think about it, I am so mindful of practically everything, and still manage to get life's repercussions, what's going to happen to those who don't give a shit?

I'm a realist. That means I logically say it how it is with the evidence I've collected thoughtfully. If the possibility of a positive or negative consequence is immanent, I'll be the first, and likely only one to say it will possibly happen. Then all the immature shits will be like: shut up, you know nothing, you're negative, fuck you. Then what do you know, shit hits the fan and everyone hates me for being right from the start. Fuckers!

A lot of shitheads hate me. Why, cause I live outside the box and can entirely fend for myself. There's a word for it: ENVY.

Got my own business, can pay my own bills, can go anywhere I want in my downtime, and am completely reliable to others. Shitheads tend to fuck around and party too much. They'll having the time of their lives without a fuck in the world. Then what happens, they see me buying my groceries at the market, they see me running my shop, they see me buying my own clothes without my Mom paying for it, then they get all depressed and blame me for actually doing something in my life to make it better. And what do they do afterwards, the same old shit of getting wasted and knocking up girls.

Which brings me to the titles of this entry. 10 YEARS FROM NOW

In case you haven't known, people die. Yes, it happens every fucking day. You know who often dies, old people. The average age of death is around 65. Unless you have money and you're not a sack of lazy junk eating shit, you may live longer. Now add Smoking (any kind smoking dumbass), drinking, cell phone and electronic radiation, and bad eating, you might as lower that 65 to 52, and even lower.

My point is: OUR PARENTS WILL DIE SOMEDAY

The Truth Hurts.

Now for all those young people, particularly in my age group, who fuck around, will find themselves in a shitstorm they never saw coming. Why, because they are Fucking Stupid that's why. You've got nothing saved up, you got no real career, you have kids, and you still lived at your parents home, the very same parents that are now fucking dead stupid.

You, Will, Be, Fucking, Homeless, You, Stupid, Fuck!

NO! The Bankers who own your parents house, or the landlord your parents payed rent to does not give a fuck, like you never gave a fucked.

YOU STUPID FUCK!!

...I'm writing this as a Warning. 10 years is still far from now. I write because I care. Hopefully, people will understand this, and start spending their lives wisely, start cherishing the people around them, and start spending money wisely.

I'm not saying to stop having fun altogether, just be wise about it.

Or don't, your choice.

Just remember, no one's going to give a rat's arse about your too late bitching when you're on the fucking streets you Fucking Losers.

I personally can take on everything life throws at me with stride, and the people I Love know they can depend on me to always come through for them. So keep on hating me, because I am actually doing something with my life, and I logically say it as it is assholes.

It motivates me to succeed more and laugh at you when you get fucking Burned.

PEACE AND ROCK & ROLL!!

DON'T COMPARE ME TO YOU & DON'T ASSUME ALL HAVE THE SAME GOALS IN LIFE

Fri, 18 May 2012 17:16:42 +0100

Someone compared me to their self today...

I happily live in a one bedroom apartment, property tax free, and with month to month rent with water covered. I have no car cause I hate driving. I have no satellite / cable because I'm not going to spend $50.00 Plus a month for crap and reruns. I have a prepay mobile, because I don't like talking or texting on them. I don't wear expensive brand clothing, because I really don't give a $#!%.

This person thought that I was crazy or stupid to have all the money I earn, yet not spend it on nice things or on a University Degree.

Why do I work everyday in a small business, when I can work my way up in a company and make a lot more money and have a benefits package? Why don't I pull a loan to get a Bachelors degree for some in demand field and have the easy life afterwards? Why don't I just go to the nearest electronics store, and get myself a nice IPod and get an IPhone too?

...Because if I did all that, then I would not be Happy.

Okay, how am I happy working a hard six day a week business and not enjoying the money make?

Easy, because this is not hard. You people are lazy and think simply walking to the store is hard. God help you if you ever lose your legs, buncha spoiled brats.

Let's recap: I'm owning a business, I have very little financial obligations, I have plenty of money securing me.

Why do I need to throw myself back into the fire, just to deal with spoiled High School mentality college kids and have a jackass boss, with no clue of how a work floor functions, barking blind directions at me all day?

For the money? ...F### the Money!!

I Love what I do. I Love who I am. I F###ing Love my life. I'm running a Video Arcade and Underground Music Venue. Life is Awesome.

As for "Nice Things," you see, I don't own things, I see them.

I see them as in I Travel.

Oh, How am I going to travel when I work six days a week? I got my buddies to watch the place. The job is not hard. Charge $10.00 covers and make sure they don't trash the place. It's a two person deal. Three if we're really busy.

So, go ahead and buy all your Nice Things and climb your corporate ladders. If that's what truly makes you happy, then do it.

But let me tell you, in my personal experience, corporate ladder climbers are mostly not happy in life.

It's a thing I like to call "DEAD-INSIDE"

You're DEAD-INSIDE because you settled for less and not living your personal ambitions.

Yeah, the Truth always Hurts.

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