Miserable songs

Had I Known

2012-01-21T14:28:00.000-08:00

Had I Known

I would have loved you then.
Had I known,
I would have asked less questions...
Followed my heart a little more.

Had I known one day you'd be gone,
and I couldn't show you anymore.

I'd have lived each moment as if it were the last.
Remember every word... not let time go by so fast.

But I was wrapped in my own image,
afraid to let it show,
But now I wish I loved you.

Why couldn't I know that you would leave me,
and I'd be caught in the past.

In the moments I could have changed,
the times that were your last.

I would have lived a lifetime in a few short days.
Instead I have a few brief moments,
that I let my heart show.

Memories of a love that I refused to know,
until it was almost too late.

Then it was over, and I was all alone.
In a daze, I wonder......

Did you know I loved you all along?

My love left on a saturday

2012-01-18T07:49:00.000-08:00

by Michael Perez

My belt loosens slowly.

Reminders of you stay fresh

in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.

Wake me in the morning,

when the sun shines again.

It's frightening when all I know

falls apart.

And all I know is you.

Hunger squeezes me tighter.

My soul sags with exhaustion.

Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.

Weeping intensifies my anxiety.

Can tomorrow come without you...

here today?

The cheap chandelier falls on my face.

The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.

Pain is unrecognizable.

All I knew was you.

You.

My love.

Am I Alone ?

2012-01-14T10:51:00.000-08:00

Am I Alone?

by Megan Hance

I get a funny feeling,

it comes from deep inside.

I get all mad and angry,

wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,

my dad says it's just me.

But the thoughts and feelings,

no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,

some say I'm just weird.

It's like I'm a different person,

and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,

I want to commit suicide real bad.

Then I get a headache,

followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,

I wish it would go away.

Maybe if I keep praying real hard,

it will some day.

Sad Angel

2011-11-07T17:36:00.000-08:00

Standing in the dark

Afraid of who she'll be

Drowning from her tears

Alone, yet still she's not free

Nothing seems to help her

Grievings all she knows

Existence isn't over

Little Angel just let it go

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion

2011-10-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl

It feeds on loneliness and creates a void

Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture

A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here

The little one has thrown in the towel today

Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul

It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman

In this girl, this child where hollows have bred

A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes

And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,

Leaving nothing considered worthy remains

Destined to walk through life less ordinary

Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

Forever Young

2011-09-05T10:27:00.000-07:00

by Renee 'nay' Kristen Kristen

Trapped in the glorious years within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,which once seemed so clear,but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my fried will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.

Lost in the glory of all time,the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,there within lies the mystery.

So shed a smile, and grin a tear,For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, Forever young.Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through or misery.Forever young, forever young. There's a new angel tonight.

A broken smile

2011-07-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

I sit here with a smile on my face, I smile as I breathe in deep,
I smile as I close my eyes, and I smile all day long;

the sky is dark, as the freezing winds,
seep into my bones, I sit here smiling silently cold and empty;

I wait here frozen in time, with my dreams torn apart,
my heart encased in a tomb, I smile to mask my true emotions;

smile is all that I do day in and day out, the mask that I wear is so perfect,
one needs to come a lot closer, to see the tears trickling down my eyes;

the days are long, the nights longer still. I try to find the light, but find comfort only in the dark;

emotions swell inside, walking on a broken path, I look up for the rainbow, hoping that one day I will get off, this broken path and onto a new one.

Achieve success after death

2011-07-02T17:18:00.000-07:00

The night is dark, far and away there is a hope, I want to see now, small faces, happy every morning.

I raise my arms and claim ...an infinite forest, faithful hugs, to receive caresses like a golden dream

Not sure how to dream ...dream in a sea of inexhaustible tenderness,
covering their sentences when they have cold, but ... wake up and crawl,
into an unknown world, overwhelmed and breathless, and sometimes all this, I'm afraid.

A boy's name was written, right in the palm of your hand, but do not think you deserved, to be the only cause of joy.

Tender faces in the street life, palp hunger and play the agony, tear the bread in the throat empty,when I see children without a father on this day, ruthless agony I stopped frozen, ! deep in my life!.

This is a tribute to Eva Cassidy who achieve success after death.

Sad In Blue

2011-06-26T11:12:00.000-07:00

For sad sad sad you

the moon is all bluish tonight

the night is all dark out side

nowhere to run

sad sad sad in blue

Into the night hold me tight

Love me babe I need some light

What's wrong and what's right

When shadows dwell and abide

Sad sad sad in blue

For sad sad sad you

The moon is all bluish tonight

Is there some star shoot in sight

To wish upon

For sad sad sad you

Into the night take a flight

Feelings, touch, everything out sight

Love me with feelings ok

Come come babe now closer stay

Sad sad sad in blue

For sad sad sad you

The moon is all bluish tonight

Is there some star shoot in sight

To wish upon

For sad sad sad you

Sadness and joy can be together

2011-06-05T14:51:00.000-07:00

There is a middle ground that can be either happy or sad and moving from one state to another in seconds, some melodies achieve quite the same effect, our posts deal with the sadness, but in this post we will go to a very special artist that achieves the effect just mentioned.

Her acting ability and melodic sensibility rampage our senses and transport us from one state to another, make us lose between one sensation and another between a sense or the other.

Undeniably, its high artistic quality, the incredible way she puts her soul to her performances and she succeeds in wrapping and transporting us to her songs, those who came here looking for sad songs will be winners because they will receive both sadness and joy.

Our truly thanks to you Colin Mcmahon just for beeing on the universe, you are just great and amazing.

Sad thoughts

2011-05-22T13:32:00.000-07:00

Sad thoughts occupies my mind, filled with emptiness loneliness and self doubt, when will it stop? will it ever end?

sad thoughts kept tearing me inside, im now broken into pieces with these visions in my mind, when will it stop? will it ever end?

sad thoughts stop hurting me now, its your memory that haunts me every night, when will it stop? will it ever end?

Human Life

2011-05-18T15:41:00.000-07:00

By Aubrey Thomas De Vere (b. 1814)

Sad is our youth, for it is ever going, crumbling away beneath our very feet;

sad is our life, for onward it is flowing, in current unperceiv’d because so fleet;

sad are our hopes, for they were sweet in sowing, but tares, self-sown, have overtopp’d the wheat;

sad are our joys, for they were sweet in blowing; and still, o still, their dying breath is sweet:

and sweet is youth, although it hath bereft us, of that which made our childhood sweeter still;

and sweet our life’s decline, for it hath left us, a nearer good to cure an older Ill:

and sweet are all things, when we learn to prize them, not for their sake, but his who grants them or denies them.

I miss you like hell

2011-05-08T15:38:00.000-07:00

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again.

Cleaning out my closet

2011-05-03T14:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing more complex than being alone, staying so is complicated, and hanging at times, but life and love are absolutely so.

It's like staying paralyzed, speechless, with nothing to say, without any view, with no opiniion, is to give a silent goodbye and leave mentally, as tears of sorrow.

From now it is time to begin cleaning the closet of memories and leave this place without you, without seeing you again, must learn to start living without you and be without you anymore, let your heart mourn and say goodbye with sadness to this latter love.

Nobody wants a broken heart

2011-05-01T14:43:00.000-07:00

To break a heart it is just enough to be unfaithful and betrayed, just spread the love on two persons and indulging to the pleasures of the flesh, but why playing with love?

Why not be fair and play fair, why loving and then throwing like no matter the suffering of others, each person is important enough, and it is not good to make them unhappy.

Music represents thousand different ways of love, and everyone expresses their own way that he has suffered, or has been deceived and betrayed.

Every broken heart has a different story, each story of love can be expressed in a variety of forms, and songs help us forgetting and support those penalties.

Love is not something to be used

2011-04-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

You may hide emptiness under the word "love," but when the object of your love is no longer there or does not respond, then you are aware of emptiness, then you are frustrated.

We use the word "love" as a means of escaping from ourselves, from our own insufficiency.

Are you feeling down? Do you got the blues?

2011-04-29T15:33:00.000-07:00

Sorrow is a part of our existence.

Even the best among us cannot escape feeling sad at times.

It is when you are feeling sad that you develop new insight about yourself.

Feeling down?

Got the blues?

You're not alone.

Everyone gets sad (yes, everyone you ever met).

Sad feelings can happen pretty often, too more than half of teenagers go through a sad period at least once a month.

When you're sad, it feels like it will last forever, but usually feelings of sadness don't last very long, a few hours, or maybe a day or 2.

It's important to recognize when sadness does not go away, because this may mean there is a more serious problem, called depression.

What Is Sadness?

When you're sad, the world seems dark and unfriendly.

You have a hurt deep inside that crushes your heart and your spirit.

Many times you cry, and the tears are hard to stop.

Crying usually makes you feel better.

When sadness starts to go away, it feels like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your heart.

Going under

2011-04-27T16:26:00.000-07:00

When the sad day comes, when nothing goes well in our lives, when we feel that there is only room for sadness ... remember the happy times we also may have and the many reasons to feel that way.

Take advantage of our sadness, write anything, anything, something that brought us much pain, perhaps to get appart of that being that one day love you and now costs us forget, or perhaps the distance from our families in other countries , or the loss of a loved one.

Do not forget that the grief and the sadness are gaps in our lives, maybe something we want and do not have, maybe that something that makes us wake up wanting to be somewhere else at another time.

Don't cry your heart out

2011-04-26T15:03:00.000-07:00

The music let us liberate ourselves from sad feelings, our ears recieve the more dispersed impulses, and are the media for our hearts to get rid of the heavy emotional charge.

Expressing with tears what we feel is to make our body work off our motives of sad life, our daily tragedies and those moments of anguish and loneliness.

Nothing like reflecting outside the inner thoughts to make us feel better with life, with feelings, with the reasons for living and dreaming, to become stronger as human beings.

Nobody wants to be alone

2011-04-25T13:23:00.000-07:00

It is very hard to be alone, lying sitting in the darkness of your room without any company, see the second clock running, that the hours passed slowly, minute by minute, man was not born to be alone.

We all need a love, a friend, a hand giving support and relief, a shoulder to mourn, a support of some kind, someone to guide us and push us trough the road of life.

It is not good to have your heart broken and suffer in silence, don't cry in solitude and less beeing incomplete without you, without the benefit of your company and care.

Aint no sunshine when she´s gone

2011-04-25T12:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes there is no sunshine in the horizon, our love is not there anymore, the day is dark, the senses are cold, you just feel sad and lonely, and tears are falling as a river.

You just miss your love a lot, you don´t know what to do, and maybe music can be healing and give you some relief, same song, different versions of a great musical piece.

Which is the right way to find love?

2011-04-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

What can you do to make someone you love, to loves you?

What can you do to make a love to think in you?

What do you have to do to not find your love in other arms?

How to make that get love forever?

How can you conquest that person that is not in love with you?

These are very hard to answer questions, perhaps music will be able to give you some good advice.

How Can I Suppose To Live Without You

2011-04-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

It is very difficult when someone you love, leaves you alone, the pain is very great, the pain consumes you, loneliness kills you.

How are you supposed to live without that love, how the hell should I do to ease the pain.

We lose our smile, the joy dilutes, and our being longs to be loved by the one who is gone.

Only the music helps us to cope with the pain and sorrow consumes our moments of loneliness, that is to live, we learn by suffering, and life makes us stronger.

Begging you to stay

2011-04-24T20:09:00.000-07:00

We do not believe we can fall so low as to beg for love

Our heart rules over us and love can make us suffer a lot

It's amazing what a human being can do for love

It is not only tears, or begging, the pain of love exceeds all limits

And how much does it hurt?

2011-04-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

Life has special ways to teach us things

Learning from pain is one of those special ways

Perhaps then, we record things better and we get the best life lesson

Suffering, crying, feeling of heart, are ways to make us stronger human beings

The heart becomes immune to suffering, to get hurt, to suffer