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2010-08-22T22:54:00.002+01:00

Holy smokes.

I can't believe I'm actually checking my blog after not being on it for more than a year now. Ramadhan usually brings out the rajin you. Blame it on the short working hours and the waking up early. I usually find it really hard to go back to sleep after having a huge meal. So here I am, making a post after sahur :)

Recap from what has happened since my last post? (*does a quick check*). Crap! i can't believe the last one was early last year!!!

Attended Shell life in KL. Had a blast and met a lot of Shell grads from other countries. Sweetie came with me, it was awesome!
Got a house in Seria. No more commuting! woot! ok, that was a lie, I still commute, but only 3 days during the week, i stay in Seria for 2 nights. Too lonely to be living there.
Had training in SG, accompanied by my sweetie <3>
My 5 best girls got engaged!
2 of the 5 girls got married!
I quit my job in Shell cause i got a better offer from PB!!!! Now I am BANDAR based. Better pay and no more commuting OMG!
Had a long vacation with the family last summer and went crazy with shopping. A much needed retail therapy from all the drama.

Shoot. Can't believe a lot has happened in just a little over a year. It's no wonder i don't have time to even post anymore.

Revamped the whole blog. Wanted to make it more simple and much more neater. The last one was just so....Uni...So i think it's time to make a change. Going to add some gadgets here and there though. Maybe when i have some more time. Liat lah dulu :)

Ok. I'm starting to get a little sleepy now. Going to nap for 20 mins before i get ready for work. Ahhh bliss~ i actually have time to nap now! i usually need to get on the road in 20 mins before. teeheehee~

2009-02-02T09:22:00.000+00:00

One of the songs that is in my playlist right now. Keri Hilson rocks! :)

2008-12-30T12:56:00.001+00:00

This is so damn funny i should post it. and i thought i've got a really dirty mouth...but wonder woman makes me blush like a little school girl. she definitely takes the cake! hahaha.

2008-12-29T12:10:00.002+00:00

oh oh.... happy 1st muharram :)

in conjunction with that...one of my oldest buddies, ena..got engaged to her boo fathi today.

Congrats to them both on their engagement.

and en!! i love your rock!! its from Tiffany's!!!

Funnily enough..i was surfing around for rings at the Tiffany's official website yesterday. (NoOoo...im not getting engaged anytime soon - i'm just saying, there's no harm in a girl looking around for her dream ring cause nanti inda payah panic, i'll already know what i want, yes?)

and they've got this really pretty marquis shaped platinum ring. wahhh...so pretty. im not bloody picky...i don't hafta have the 1 carat one...id settle for the 0.5 carat one. *sighs blissfully* the best bit? it has the Tiffany label engraved inside the ring. how awesome is that? makes it even more authentic no?

pretty things are so orgasmic.

2008-12-29T11:56:00.002+00:00

Mizah damam :(

i hate this. The same thing happened the same time last year. I was coughing like crazy..and it sucked! I remember lugging a HUGE water bottle around brunei hall, wearing my sweater...and talking in my very sarut voice. and no it wasnt that sexy throaty kind of voice..it was that freaky exorcist kind of throaty.

thank god i don't have that sarut voice now though. But i still have the non-stop tickly coughs. This is one of the worst coughs u can EVER get. Hmpf.

The whole gang is planning to hang at Tini's place for new years. It's gonna be awesome since Tini has her own place. So we're gonna drag all kinds of entertainment there. the best part? we can be as loud as we want without pissing any of our family members off with our crazy laughs and shrieks. yeahhhh!!! hehehehe.

I still can't remember whether it's gonna be a potluck or a bbq. Hmm. But im planning to buy 2 buckets of KFC. That should be enough for the bunch of us. There's gonna be karaoke...bouncer (with the pool..woohoo!) and lotsa food.

karaoke + games + bouncer + friends = crazy fun

so we aint gonna do the whole cliche` new yrs thing where the youngsters get high on alcohol and drugs. Instead..we are gonna get high with euphoria. hell yeaaaa! im definitely gonna be prepared and bring panadol actifast this time. the last hang out sesh i had with the whole gang gave me a headache till the next day. bleurgh.

so im hoping to god that ill be better by the 31st.

please oh please let me get better :(

2008-12-28T12:11:00.002+00:00

If You were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cause I love the way You say good morning.
And You take me the way I am.

If You are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is achin', I'll make it better.
Cause I love the way You call me baby.
And You take me the way I am.

I'd buy You Rogaine, when You start losing all Your hair.
Sew on patches, to all You tear.
Cause I love You more than I could ever promise.
And You take me the way I am.

You..take me the way I am.
You..take me the way I am.

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This is for You :)

2008-12-16T11:33:00.000+00:00

he moves pretty quick for a retarded monkey dontchu think? kekekekekekekekeke.

2008-12-10T21:21:00.004+00:00

I miss my housemates.

I really do.

and I miss everyone and the fun times we had in Sheff! Boo! Somehow this one memory popped up last night....

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It was Ramadhan...i ALWAYS without fail have to have my sahur... so my housemates usually tell me whether they wanna have sahur with me or not. So on one of those days, Azmi didnt tell me that he wasn't going to have sahur, so that usually means he wants to be woken up for sahur.

*Knocked on Azmi's door*

Me : Miiiii!! bangunnnn!!

*Silence*

Me thinking : Hmmmm.

So i went back to the living room to join Fish and Lei to have my sahur.

10 minutes later.

Me : MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

*bangs on door*

Me : BANGUNNNNNNNNN!! inda kau makan kahhhhhhhh????!

*Azmi sleepily opening the door*

Azmi : Aku inda makan jua....

Me and Fish : u didnt tell us. when?

Azmi : Tu...i left a post it on my door ah. Points upwards on HIS eye level.

*me and fish looking up (WAYYYYY UP) at the post it*

ooops.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

the next time Azmi wanted to leave us his post its... it was definitely at kami punya eye level.

HAHAHAHA. pokoknya? kami pendek.....

2008-11-30T08:19:00.001+00:00

my lil sister made me watch this video on youtube. She says its "damn funny". its still loading on my laptop right now...so i still don't know if it really IS as funny as it she made it sound to be. So if it sucks like hell.. don't blame me. blame ANIS! hahahaha

anis mentioned something interesting about herself today.

conversation btwn me and anis:

Anis: (making weird inaudible cat sounds)

Mizah: wtf man? stop it! u sound like a retarded cat!

Anis: i AM a retarded cat!

Nuff said. Told u my lil sister is weird. (thats what u get for calling me an animagus and saying im a PONTOT cat! HAHAHAHAHA! take that u beeyatch!)

and u guys wonder why i am the way i am. If u spend 18 frikkin years growing up with a weirdo sister you'd probably be just like me. heeheehee!

NB./ Awubah nis. you know i love you. im just playing. anyways..here's the damn vid. check it out ppl :)

2008-11-29T13:09:00.003+00:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think ive got myself a jobless stalker. see the first line i circled? yeah...saw that before i did my last post. made a reply on my tagboard and then i posted a new entry...(that took me about...half an hour?) and then wham-mo! that person replied straight after i posted the tag.

cali jua eh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA!!

im quite flattered actually. *snicker*

2008-11-25T12:17:00.003+00:00

wow...how about that? just did my last post a few days back and ive got comments already. now that just got me curious instead...what constitutes a typical bruneian anyway? i think that is one of the most abused and over-used phrase ever. Although i plead guilty on using that phrase before as well. haha. gah! im not gonna dwell on that. there's a lot of ppl in this world and everyone is entitled to their own opinion and ive learnt a long time ago that not everyone is going to agree with what i say, so be it :)

trivial things aside and moving on to bigger issues now. i was just driving back home from work tadi...it was raining really heavily tadi so i was going super duper slow. soOooo....i had lotsa time on my hands and one thing just occured to me. not a lot of ppl suka bagi jln huh? why is that?

okay...imagine this. ur on a single carriageway... and a car in front of you stops cause it wants to go in a simpang. and obviously its not gonna cross and go in until there are no more cars on the opposite side of the road yes? so imagine the amount of traffic it will accumulate behind it. isn't it so much better for the car on the opposite side of the road to give way? thats gonna cause you what? 15 secs? is 15 secs so much time kan? can u go a mile in 15 secs kan? plus...u also get pahala...and u feel like a do-gooder inside. so yes...i think its just soOo much better to give way saja. and the cars behind the car thats stopping will also be super grateful to u for giving that car way as well. (this is assuming that the cars cant go around the stationary car lah)

im in a philosophical mood right now.

as u all know by now...it was raining heavily tadi on my way back from work. so some cars were still going fast....(in the stormy weather!) i know right? so reckless. i stayed on the right lane tadi...for a good reason. the left lane had a lot of puddles....and there were no cars on the right lane....and when there ARE cars on the right lane that wants to overtake....barutah i go to the left. so yeah..im not one of those typical (haha, theres that word again - man i crack myself up) drivers who likes to stick to the right lane even when im going slow :P. there was this one time....i think i was along the tutong highway sudah....this suzuki vitara was going superrrr fast (well a whole lot faster than me lah...) so i switched to the left lane...and ZOOOOOM, he whizzed past me. then about 15-20 mins later....i arrived along the jerudong park highway...and there was a slight jam...there were police cars...and an ambulance. yep. u guessed it. the same vitara was tebalik.

*shudder*

so berijab. that just teaches u a lesson doesnt it? dont speed when its raining!!

i hate accidents. ppl who aren't afraid of accidents are plain dumb. or its just that they just don't love their loved ones. i wouldnt wanna cause the ppl who loves me any worry over my safety. hmpf.

now that just leads to my next thoughts. counting ur blessings. milly and i were just talking about counting our blessings the other day :)

and truthfully...it really is an eye opener. everyone should count their blessings so that they will be grateful and happy in life.

for instance...i know ive been complaning about how commuting is a bitch and all. but what if....WHAT IF instead of thinking that way....i tell myself that i should be thankful that i was offered a job? i mean....think of all those other ppl who can't find jobs. i should be grateful enough that i GOT one and that im earning sudah kan?

or how about those other days when im bitching about how im gainin weight? i should be grateful that i dont have any disabilities. that i can see...talk....hear....that ive got all of my fingers...that i can walk.. that i can THINK. kan kan kan? makes u think huh? a lot of ppl in this world are just so ungrateful about what they have.

so yes. in thinking that way? it makes me happy :) cause ive been counting all of my blessings and i truly am blessed :)

thanks baby for bringing that up with me. teehee *hugs* :)

speaking of that pangit dude...where is he?? hes supposed to call me right now. Grrrrr! (bwoh...nah tu... kan marah tia balik...HAHAHA)

2008-11-23T01:31:00.001+00:00

Meet my baby... heehee! (here seeq....u've been pesterin me about what exactly my baby is :P)

Mine's sapphire black though...so it looks super duper small unlike the white one. But i still love it though :)

2008-11-15T00:29:00.002+00:00

heh heh.

mizah ada laptop baruuuuu~ ive actually had it for a week or so... and i haven't been blogging becauseeee....well cause ive started working. and hell yeah am i GLAD its the WEEKEND! u know all this while ive always thought those ppl who keeps saying "man i can't wait for the weekend" are sooooo overdramatic. and i keep saying... them working days can't be so bad rite?

nuh-uh...i thought wrong. and i take it back and i apologize to all those ppl who said those words before. it IS tiring huh? especially if u have to damn commute everyday. GAH! i really can't wait for the other graduates to come... Razana (the lady in charge of the graduate recruitment) says that there will be a lot more to come... so yeah. ill ask em if they wanna carpool with me... at least the ride to belait won't be as boring and tiring (especially if i dont have to drive! - heh heh heh)

today is my lil sister anis' birthday. shes 18!! can u imagine??! bloody hell... do they all grow up so fast... makes me feel damn old. urgh. the good thing about her being 18 is that she'll get to drive and i wont need to drive her around anymore. NYAHAHAHA. pemalas.

going out with milly today :) we havent seen each other since last week... and BOY did it feel so long. another reason why im really looking fwd to this weekend :) <3

ive got a million of things to do today....im finally gonna transfer the pics from graduation....raya... and god...loads of other things and post it on facebook... tunggu lah.. i think ill do it tonite. heh heh. alritey...im gonna get ready and ive to wake milly up soon... im his personal alarm clock now. harrumph!

2008-10-21T06:38:00.002+01:00

im procrastinating again.

im supposed to finish up the designs for the BruSheff part in the graduation book. But i haven't really found the inspiration to do so. The thing is....i completed it a lOooooong time ago during the submission deadline....attended the meeting....but lo and behold...i checked out the rest of the work from the other people and theirs' were far more impressive than mine. So ofcourse i had to change mine. Seriously though...mine looked so..mediocre next to theirs. (not that im saying mine should look professional or anything) but i have my pride....and I'm in charge of the Sheffield bit...so i seriously need to do something equally ass-kicking since im doing it on everyone's behalf right?

*ahem*

back to my procrastinating topic.... ive downloaded several backgrounds and graphics which i thought would look good.... but nyeh....i've lost my mojo....i think ill continue doing it as soon as i finish watching gossip girl ep 7.

frankly....im getting quite tired of the whole storyline....the frenemies relationship between serena and blair. Speaking of Serena....am i the ONLY one who thinks that girl looks like a man?? take away the hair and the awesome clothes and she can pass off as a good lookin boy. Seriously!

you know what i've been thinking a lot about lately? i've been thinking how i kinda miss my housemates....it feels a bit weird not seeing them everyday...

TWO years is a long time to be seeing people everyday.

and believe it or not...i actually KINDA miss walking to school. well...i miss walking around. even though its effin tiring and it gets hot in the summer sometimes...i kinda miss it somehow. maybe its the nice weather....maybe its the exercise im getting....i don't know... i just miss it. or maybe it's the stories that me and fish makes up just so that we can make the long walk more enjoyable. i remember this one car that we would see at Jericho road once in a while...(long story about that - muehehehe) and i miss chasing the adorable cats i would see and try to cat-nap as well.so its definitely a no-brainer why the neighbourhood cats would run for cover everytime they see me. *smirk*

ok....i think ive put it off long enough...i should get back to doing my work now =^.^=

2008-10-11T23:28:00.002+01:00

This post goes out especially to midfielder sheffield..whoever you are. kekeke.

ok....im guilty of neglecting my blog. its not cause i dont want to ... hell...ive got millions of stuff i wanna say. sometimes when im doing my daily activities i even get an epiphany about the awesome stuff i can write here on my blog so that i can delight my oh so loyal readers and increase its popularity (eseh...mcm si taie)

alright...ill stop mengambang-ing now. the thing is...my laptop is still fucked up as ever. no amount of pouting and growling to the technician at C.F.King can ever fix this lil baby. so yes....im gonna get me my sony pink vaio...AFTER i get my salary. iyohhh! tarus membali laptoppppppp...balum apa2! haha.

speaking of jobs....i got a job at bsp. i don't even know which position im offered or which dept ill be working at yet for that matter.....they did say "business support dept" butttt....they're not sure whether its 'east' or 'west' or watever it is razana said the other day. u seeee.....everyone else has their offer letter delivered by DHL sudah....except for me!! *sniff* and colleen lah.

bloody hell...that got me EFFING worried lah. but azie told me that maybe its cause my dept and colleens dept lain...coz everyone else who got THEIR offer letter sudah is under the 'finance' dept....so yeah...maybe thats why. but then again..im still gonna call razana up to make sure. hmpf...

its 6.35am now. awal kan aku bangun? hehehe. today is my daddy's birthday btw....and kami open house....mama made KOLO MEE! yummmmm~~

and im supposed to be helping out now....the guests are starting to arrive at 10am..bwohhhhh de doiiiii~

i promise ill update regularly like dulu once i get my new pink baby.... teehee.

p.s. lipstick jungle siuk! watch the 2nd season!!!!!

2008-09-22T13:29:00.002+01:00

my medical checkup for BSP is tomorrow. and its at 7.30am.

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and it's at Panaga Medical center or whatever the full name of that place is. darn it. so im carpool-ing with Azie. Meeting her up at the jerudong mosque tomorrow at 5.15am. I KNOW RITE??? *Sigh* lapas sahur tarus mandi and jalan lah tu. *sigh*

here's the thing. they told me not to eat after 10pm and only drink lotsa water during sahur. WAHHHH!!! aku mana tahan tuuu! i eat a LOT during sahur. without fail. and even with that i still get hunger pangs throughout the entire day. imagine not eating during sahur. *sniffs*

this job better be SoOOoo worth it. hmpf.

speaking of the job.....i asked the lady which dept ill be in...and she said they are inclined to put me towards "planning and economic" which is under the finance dept....they're gonna have a final meeting on the 25th ani....it'll be based in seria though. Let's hope they change their minds and put me somewhere that is stationed in BSM eh? heehee.

its the 22nd and still no word from BIA yet. they really ARE taking their sweet time huh? *shrugs*

i just had my sungkai at jerudong polo club restaurant tadi. NOT worth it. for 20 bucks? baiktah ku arah seasons....orrrr airport restaurant....the price is more or less similar. BE WARNEDDDD ppl!!!

and i still can't wait for raya. =^.^=

man im so random. ok. im gonna find some food to stuff my face with...i only have an hour or so before 10pm. HARRUMPH!!!

2008-09-14T13:34:00.002+01:00

My laptop is teasing me.

Yes it is.

I tried switching it on one morning and it went all BLUE screen on me again. So i did what any other normal user would do. Switch it off..waited a few minutes...and i switched it back on again. BIG MISTAKE! It started normally..and then the screen was scrambled.

*sigh*

So i rested my laptop for a day. It's safe to say that i was all kusut the whole day tarus. I seriously don't feel like sending in my laptop to get it fixed..AGAIN! Grr....

So today...i decided to try my luck and switched it on again. and lo and behold...it works! :)

Let's hope that my laptop won't decide to tease me and play me hot and cold yeah? but then again....this lil baby is so obsolete (bought it FOUR years ago) that it's time for me to get a new one. Pink sony vaio here i comeee! teehee.

I think im gonna trade it in....see lah. Cause i won't have any use for this laptop if i get a new one anyway rite? It'll just be sitting in a cupboard somewhere collecting dust -_-

So im gonna get a laptop as soon as i get my first paycheck. (esehhhh~ pangitness much? alum lagi start kraja...sudah tia belabih...heehee!)

ok...here's the deal. i got a verbal offer from shell sudah.....i got a call from em on the 5th of sept (cool eh? masa my bday!) they aren't sure which dept to put me in yet.....so they're gonna call me again maybe this week or next week to let me know which dept ill be in....and THEN the whole medical checkup thing will start.

But heres the thing.....im also waiting for BIA to call me and tell me the results for the interview. BUT...they are only gonna call sometime around the end of sept. Don't get me wrong....im VERY grateful that shell is offering me a job. Frankly....BSP was my 1st choice and BIA was my 2nd....but my parents aren't keen on me commuting everyday to work. So they told me to give BIA a chance. So that's what im doing rite now. So if BIA is offering me a job..ill take BIA.

The thing is....the WAIT is killing me. Seriously yo....i get so agitated whenever i think about the pickle im in.

*sigh* i really hope ill get their call soon.

Apart from that...nothing much has been happening. Im getting broke by the minute though. SoOOo can't wait to start working. hmpf.

And hasrul and ena still owe me pictures. Which is why i haven't been putting up any pics lately. :P hehe

2008-08-31T02:52:00.002+01:00

i haven't been blogging for so long that there are actually some changes to the layout of the blogger website. has it been that long??

anyways. today is finally one of those sundays where there are NO functions since i got back. can u imagine? even my sundays are FULL bah. no wonder i dont even have time to work out much. so yes... im still trying to lose that pesky 2kilos. harrumph!

mental note to self :
need to lose 2kilos for raya so i can have a banging body. NEED TO LOSE LOVE HANDLES!!

*ahem* as i was saying. today won't exactly be a breeze either. ive got mountains of laundry and ironing to do. i let my clothes pile up all this while. so i need to get that done.

what have i been up to since i last blogged ah? Hmm. apart from going for the interviews...ive been out with my friends and jamil. heh heh. and ive also been doing a lil bit of survey on which car im getting. don't wanna be TOO specific but i want my OWN first car to be a convertible. liat lah dulu. i wanna get a job first barutah ku bali the car :)

speaking of jobs. i passed my psychometric test for BIA! hurrayyy! so i got called in for an interview a few days back. the interview was....excruciating. haha. i mean.....i talked. but i couldn't answer SOME of the questions they asked me. anddddd.....i don't know. i just think that they probably think im a ditz. so let's just hope that they don't mind hiring a ditz to handle their financial affairs. nyehehehehehe. i am NOT one mind you. i just pass off as one. but i swear to god i can be very competent and efficient with money. just as long as you don't show me jimmy choo shoes. then i'll probably say 'to hell with the country's funds!!' and start stocking up on shoes till next yr.....

i am also currently addicted to playing rockband on the ps3. damn that game is so good. i like banging on the drums :) so every sat afternoon...i usually hang out at my grandmums place with my cuzins and we'll play rockband there. *sigh* cant wait to own my own awesome surround sound home theatre system and the game. wahhhh! i want i want i want so bad!

hmm...the assessment centre with BSP went alright i suppose. im hoping i can hear from them soon enough as well. its either BSP or BIA for me lah. those two are my top choices.

BUT..new officers for BIA will start working on the 3rd day of raya. and they say they will only call and tell the results of the interview a week before starting work...so ill probably hear from them sometime around the end of sept. so i might hear from BSP before that.

im nervous now.... *sigh*

yay isuk puasa. that means raya tinggal one mth saja lagi. HEEHEEHEE

2008-08-14T11:44:00.002+01:00

Ok. i plead guilty for neglecting my blog lately. But u gotta understand....i've got millions of things to do. and no... and i am NOT exaggerating :p

lets just say that im SO busy that i don't even have time to really experience jetlag :P

what have i been up to lately? well other than sending in my c.vs and all...i got a call from BIA to do a written test. I sat for it um..last tuesday....that was a few days ago. and i found it...well..it was alright...it was just that i didnt have enough time. so thats why im terrified of the outcome. i really hope i can pass the test so that i can get through to the interview *pout*

also got a call from baiduri yesterday....was quite surprised actually...cause i just handed my c.v to baiduri 3 days ago. buttttt...pangitness ler.....my interview was supposed to be this morning..BUT i got a call about an hour or so before the interview and they said it was postponed cause the officer couldn't make it cause of some emergency so its gonna be tomorrow instead of today. now i have to go out lagiiii isuk pagi. see what i mean by ive always got something to do every single day? *sigh*

so im really hoping i can ace tomorrows interview. so i can start working asap. cause i really am so bored. if i get a better offer barutah ill leave. hahaha.

and ive got rehearsals this sat....and a script to write which i was plannin to do tonite...but ive got to sleep early so i can be fresh for tomorrows interview....so i guess that means i need to do my script tomorrow.

and then sunday ive to go to azlan's engagement!! totally psyched about it. cause i dont even have time to see my friends!! gah! so im really excited :D miss them all to bitssss!!! :') i wonder who's picking me up sunday ani ah?

ok...i really am getting sleepy.... and im sorry i haven't posted up the pics to EVERYTHING! will post it up as soon as ive got time. i swear!! hehe

2008-08-07T07:28:00.002+01:00

HOLY MOLLY!!

i finally have enough time to update my blog. loads have been happening lately. well not loads lah..i just had a lot of things to tend to.

arrived in the morning on the 30th... was so bloody tired..i took an afternoon nap. then mlm2 nya tarus liat dark knight with my family. inda sampai liat when we were in sheffield. hmpf. So since there are LOADS of new movies coming out... we might as well liat dark knight tarus before they stop showing it altogether. came across FISH that night. hehehe. ADA jua ku bejumpa lagi anak ah.

then i went to the BSP career exhibition the next day. saw a lot of the sheff juniors there. nice seeing them again :) did my c.v beforehand and i was PLANNING to hand it in that day taruss...BUT....there was this evaluation form..and i needed time to think of what to write...so i brought it home and decided to hand it in the next day saja.

then aysya had her mandi belawat on the 3rd...so u can imagine just how hectic the family was. with buying the campur..getting the house ready and getting the campur ready and all. last minute things to buy apa.

oh and did i mention just how HOT the world is? gawd. its so hot that im getting heat rashes :(

not only that...my nose is bleeding like it has never bled before. seriously though...im not talking about the piddly lil opps my nose is bleeding ill just dab my nose with a tissue kinda thing..im talking about serious non stop half an hour blood trickling down kinda bleeding. *sigh*

but its alright lah. nothing serious. im cool. my bodys getting used to the heat and i havent been getting any nosebleeds for the last two days sudah. (hurray!) but my heat rashes are still there. its quite annoying actually. its itchy....i just wanna scratch it! but i know thatll just exacerbate everything. so i gotta resist the temptation to scratch it. :P

and can ya'll imagine that i havent driven since i got back? heh heh. i finally drove tadi...atu pun only to antar jemputan arah my uncle and nini's place (which is btw, in the same spg as my house - hehehe - ambung tia sudahhh....semua kan pakai kereta, dulu bejalan kaki jua saja hahaha) used the landcruiser...felt a bit odd... but yep! my maddd skillllzzz are still there heh heh ;)

so today...i offered to send my lil sis to her tuition place and tarus pick up my laptop tarus. its FIXED!! (using my dads laptop rite now) so yeah..i can finally post some pics apa krg... DEPENDING on whether my laptop's wifi is fixed jua sudah. hmpf! so lets hope the technicians at C.F.King are not idiots and they listened to me when i said to check *everything*.

handed in my c.v. arah HSBC and Baiduri Bank tadi...so i met up with fifah!! miss that woman so much. We're gonna have a lil luncheon thing with the girls soon....havent told em yet coz im waiting for fifah to confirm and tell me when. hurray!! lama sudah inda jumpa with u all. GOD ive got loads of shit to tell u girlsssss~~ *HUGS* cant wait :D

ok...i need to fold my fresh laundry now...the pile of clothes on the floor is bugging me! ta~ :D

2008-07-20T22:35:00.002+01:00

HEEHEE! my family arrived today.

joy oh joy! im so happy. Today was a good day... although it was tiring to the max! i woke up at 4am today. needed to shower,get ready, have breakfast and all before i head out to paddington to catch the heathrow connect train to heathrow.

Arrived there at around 6.30ish... family came out about half an hour later. Boy was i glad to see em. So excited that i can't hold back my grin. Went to the central bus station straight after that. Our coach wasn't due to leave till 10am so we had time to kill. So we just rested and had a cup of hot drinks at cafe' nerro. But u know wat? 10am came... and our coach was delayed. So obviously everyone started gettin agitated, especially my family. I mean, there's the jetlag.. and theyve got about 4 hours plus of journey ahead of em. So they didnt seem pleased. So me and Fish thought up of a plan. Take a cab to go to victoria coach station... then take the coach there instead to go straight to sheffield.

The damn taxi ride cost almost 60+ pounds! )(&%#$^%$%#%$R%$^&!!!!! Grrr.. ! not to mention the tickets that is wasted for the one that was delayed since we didnt wanna wait for it. hmpf. Things didnt end just there.. the coach driver that we had didnt really know his way around sheffield so he took us around the whole town before reaching the coach station.. he wouldnt even have found his way if he didnt get any help from the passengers. It was really bad.

Took the tram to the apartment. The apartment was nice... although it wasnt as nice as the one in the pictures and the one i was showed when i was lookin around the place. But hey. im not one to complain much (ha! tia krg) at least its very comfortable, and we've got satellite tv anddddd wifi. Which explains why i can go online now :)

Before i can rest...i had to buy takeaway food for everyone cause everyone was just so hungry...so Nichan companied me to go to Aslan and buy some chicken and chips...and i stopped by at tesco for a while to buy drinks and all. Headed back to the apartment again....where i dropped off the things and headed to my old house to get my luggages and things. Fish agreed to help me with bringing the luggages (thanks babe! i know my bag weighs 10 million gazillion magicallion tonnes!), headed back to the apartment to drop it off, stopped by at tesco coz fish wanted to buy fruits, headed back to the house to pick up my grad robe, uni sweater and food stuff. and FINALLY went back to the apartment! hurray! finally!

oOoo...tried out my kebaya for the grad. it fits! yay. im not THAT fat afterall. And my graduation is tomorrow. so im really excited. nervous at the same time as well. Phew! im obviously gonna take lotsa pics. (But ofcourse) so if im not malas or busy..i MIGHT have time to pick it up. Oooo..im so loving my new shoes as well :) thanks so much ka! hehehehe. but u still need to get me a pink sony vaio laptop for my grad present hmpf! :) NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok...i shud sleep and head to the bedroom now. Ive got a big day ahead of me tomorrow and i wanna look my absolute best :)

2008-07-17T16:35:00.003+01:00

I need to make a brief self-evaluation form and i am absolutely clueless on how to go about it.. so i decided to google it since i google about everything anyways. And i came across this really funny website on how to make a self-evaluation of yourself. So i thought ill share it with everybody else.

2008-07-14T16:55:00.003+01:00

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Hehehe. Im at the management school now. Scanned all the documents i needed to scan. Got my form stamped and now all I need is to wait for Marina's letter of recommendation so that i can email it to my sisters. Nyehehe. Anyhooooss...here i was listening to Busted on youtube with my earphones when i heard a guy shouting.

"wankkkeeerrrr!!!"

"you fat bastarddddd!!"

"yeah you wannnnkkkeerrrrr!"

so me and Fish turned to look at each other and looked out the window to see what the commotion is all about right?

Too bad the guy passed by sudah.. so we turned back to our activities...

A few minutes passed.... and then we heard the shoutings again... This time we got to see the kid who was shouting all the vulgar things. hahaha. It was a KID bah. he probably looked like he was around... 16? probably younger since ang mohs are soooo ketua-an.

Then he said...

"fucked your mum's pusssyyyyy!"

"yeah whatever....use a finger and lose some weight will you??!"

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. bayi kali punya budak hanching.

he was shouting all these obscenities to this middle aged, overweight construction worker on the 7th? 8th? floor arah this building next to the management school bah. And he even threw some stones arah the building. Why he was shouting at this poor old man in the first place is beyond me. but that was pretty funny though. i had a good chuckle witnessing the whole thing. *snicker*

one of the things i'm gonna miss di sini kali. Stupid kids shouting obscene things and acting like an imbecile. Not that i approve of such behaviour mind you. I just think its very funny to watch :)

2008-07-09T16:13:00.002+01:00

I finally have connection!! wahhh.

Not exactly lah. Im at management school rite now. ~~Only cause I'm such a good friend aku dgni si Fish bedating and meet her daleng online~~ hehehe. nadabah. Cause there is nothing else to do at the new house, no tv... and no internet..so i might as well tag along and go to the management school yeah?

I finally have some time to actually relax. The past few weeks has been hectic. Ada2 saja kan dibuat. So this time... i can finally get around to sending my cv to my personal tutor and have her make a nice recommendation for me. huhuhuhuhuhu. Except that i forgot all about it.... -_- so i need to save it in my pendrive next time. isuk lah.

How ive been spending my days since last week?

1st July
packed my things. Moved it to 9 havelock. Went shopping to meadowhall with Fish and Mel. Shopped till mlm. Went back to 9 havelock. cerita sampai akhir mlm.

2nd July
Woke up early (to my dismay) showered. moved my things to the new house. (staying over at the juniors new place since we couldnt continue our tenancy at our last house). Arrived at the new house in the evening. almost CRIED at the state it was in. Don't get me wrong.. the place was NICE if it was kept nicely. But hell....i doubt even animals would wanna live in the place. it was MIHIR. it smells of cigarettes. it smells like something died in there. so obviously... we need to clean the whole place up before we can actually sleep in it rite?? so we set out to buy some stuff to use to CLEAN the house... cleaning substances and the like. everything totalled up to 30+ pounds bah. gila. banyak banar jua sudah tu kan kami bali sampai banyak banar kan kami bali. grrr. so after cleaning and unpacking our stuff in our own rooms... i set out to clean the kitchen. and the...ugh...stove.

wished i took a picture of how gross the stove looks like... words cant even describe the icki-ness of it. but lets just say that it took 2 hours and half a bottle of bleach to get rid of the grime and the stains. what the stains were of atuuuu...i dont wanna think about. *shudder*

beng hui found some pork meat and some ham strips lying around the fridge masih... GAH!! baik jua he was there...so he threw it away for us lah. hehehe.

finally slept at around 4 or so after we showered apa... we havent finished cleaning the house plang...but we had to sleep cozzzzz....me and fish needed to go to london early the next morning.

3rd July
Finished packin last minute things..then set out to the tram stop. arrived at the tram stop and this lady that was waiting with us got a phonecall and was told that using the tram would be useless cause there was an accident somewhere along west st and the whole road was closed off? but a tram came anyway...and we got on it. Butttt....they only stopped sampai the university of sheffield stop. banar. ada accident. grrr. so u can imagine how stressed we felt. we hadddd.... 45mins till our coach leaves. and we were still at the uni stop. it was raining. and we had luggages with us. HEAVY luggages mind you. so called up a taxi. couldnt get one either cause the road was closed. so we had to WALK to the coach station. WITH our LUGGAGE. IN THE RAINNN!! gahhhhhhhh!!! but surprisingly... we got there in time with 15mins to spare. heehee. so i slept in the coach otw there. and nuh-uh...the bad luck didnt end just there..the coach driver told us that we needed to use the countryside roads...CAUSE...theres an accident along the highway...so a 4hour ride..turned into a 6hr+ ride. aku ok lah. i dont suffer from motion sickness. but fish does. so she was all ayung and pale by the time we arrived. and kami brabissss ngalihhhhh kan walk. so we took a taxi to brunei hall saja :P

arrived ... and then we dijah actually persuaded us to jalan with her. i forgot where we went... but pokoknya we went out lah.

4th july
went out again. jln2 around. cant remember which shops but we did. i think we were walking around arah hyde park and we went to harrods. and walked back. siukkkkk.

5th july
ena arrived in london with patee and dijahs brothers today. told the boys to buy the chicken at chicken cottage... while the birthday girls cooked spaghetti. heres the killer bit. ena didnt know that the party is for her... she thought its only for dijah. while dijah on the other hand thinks its only for ena and doesnt know its for her as well. so both thought they were messin and foolin each other.. when in fact...they were BOTH being fooled. HAHAHAHA. tpi kesian lah. the birthday girls plang masak. So fish and the guys were decorating the dining hall apa and getting the cake ready while i was goin back and forth from the kitchen to the hall to check on things. the expressions on their faces were so priceless when they both found out that they were fooled. nyhaahahahaha. cali. had pics of that day. will post it up soon. we looked so retarded with the masks and party hats its so KAYUT! slept late...again :P

6th july
dijahs parents came today. so went out to nandos with fish,patee and ena for lunch. then just shopped around some more. went back to bru hall to rest skajap... and went out for dinner with fish, ena, patee and dijahs family for dinner arah C&R. dijahs parents blanja. nyamannnnn! hehehe. went back to brunei hall. helped dijah move around the things in her room. and rearrange her furniture so the carpet ppl can come and clean it early the next day. slept late... yet AGAIN. hehehehe

7th july
woke up early to the sounds of ppl working. so woke up early. dijah left for kent with her parents. so i walked around with fish and menyopping. depleted my bank account. went back. packed.

8th july
took the coach back to sheff!!!

9th july
dijah birthday todayyyy!! hehehehe.
but darn yo. hectic no??

we're gonna relax and get the presentation ready tonight lah. but for now... im waiting till 6pm lah. before we set out to odeon to watch the movie. we're watchinggggggg.... kungfu panda and wanted tonite. nyehehehe. i havent been to the movies in like...2 mths..so im really looking fwd to it :)

2008-07-01T08:06:00.001+01:00

My last post before i will be very quite for a while. Booooo. hehehe. i came across this video on youtube a few days back. This is quite is soooo in love with his kitty. he actually made a SONG about his cat. It's quite kiut. And he even made several series about his cat. That's right SERIES. Liat lah! it's at the related videos tu. heehee. The series are called "mean kitty". My favourite is ep1. The one with the witch doctor. Simply because the witch doctor dances funny. It cracks me up. hehehehehehe.