SLUT

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20090716 THURS Boston (still) SLUT I was in the neighborhood thrift store today poking around. They have a lot of funky old things here; great place to buy clothing on the cheap–the kind that savvy New Yorkers hunt down and mark up 500% in NYC. I bought a pair of shoes for five bucks that was made in Japan. It’s a [...]

HIGH FALL

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20090710 FRI HIGH FALL It’s almost 5 p.m. and I just woke up an hour ago. I overslept because I was incredibly burnt out. I went to bed around 2 a.m., which isn’t very late for me. I was talking on the phone with Ande, who had just arrived to her summer cabin (Upstate, NY). And then afterward, I spoke to [...]

ABSOLUTE

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20090706 Monday ABSOLUTE The only real drawback that I have observed from being a Recluse is that there is no one to eat Shabu-shabu with. Other than that, I can pretty much hold my own. There are so many great restaurants in my Neighborhood; it’s like an Ethnic corner with everything. But I don’t feel like spending money to dine [...]

SHAVE

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20090703 FRI 1 a.m. SHAVE Gosh, I’m finally coming out of my cocoon. I’ve been bound in a black silk of total darkness of transmigration. That entire week of my birthday was a very dark journey for me; but when I say “dark,” I don’t mean good or bad. I mean it like the color. It’s just intense and rich. Suddenly, [...]

Poem: Shadow

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20090701 WEDS 2 a.m. shadow i haven’t tasted honey in a long time can you remind me because my mind is dark i see only the scimitar of time coming down on me. i haven’t heard music in a long time can you remind me because when earth is this still the world stops turning i may as well stage a heist of forty years of my life to sell [...]

TWILIGHT

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20090630 TUES 11:57 p.m. TWILIGHT I was just in a store around the corner buying milk for my tea. I asked the lady ringing me up what the lottery is these days. She told me, “I don’t know” and I laughed because that’s all she does all day: sell lottery tickets and cigarettes to deadbeats in the hood. “I don’t know,” [...]

STALE

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20090627 SAT NITE STALE Wow. It’s so funny that my sweater smells like cigarettes just from walking down my grungy neighborhood in Boston. That’s pretty intense. Not much going on in my world. I thought I’d try to write a few words to masturbate my mind so that I can sleep peacefully tonight. I’ve been burning through my movie script, [...]

LARA

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20090622 MON 3:30 a.m. LARA I think I have basically exhausted all my words today. It is 3:30 a.m. and I am still awake. I don’t know what my problem is. Nare is thinking of visiting me in July in Boston, so that we can take a road trip together. Last Sunday when I spoke to her: I was inspired. This Sunday: I [...]

LIFE

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20090621 SUN My Birthday. LIFE (Some rich excerpts from my personal diary today): The day is windy and wild, wet, gray, miserable to others–miraculous to some. This entry is one that I will keep for myself. It will probably be the most personal entry I will have written up to the first forty years of my life. It is only personal because [...]

EMULATE

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20090620 SAT 2:50 a.m. My sense of time is completely off. I just realized that tomorrow is my birthday—but then I realized that I got the days all wrong. The 21st is my birthday and I’m waiting for Sunday to come. Where is it? If Sat during 1 a.m. in my “morning” hour, then when will Sunday [...]