Astral Projection Experiments

Sky Above Italy

2010-07-07T16:59:00.002-04:00

It was extremely hot today, the afternoon sun was shining through my window. I must say I just had the most joyous Salvia trip I ever experienced.

At first I saw a continuous process of multiplication of fractals, and I had a feeling that I must give something. Then I suddenly became the sky above Italy. The view was as if I was above Mediterranean see looking from West to East toward Italy. The whole perspective was inverted upside down. The size was adjusted automatically as if my body would fit the sky, I did not feel being too big. I could see towers of the Italian cities far away. The feeling was good, I did not want this to end and concentrated in order to prolong it.

When I woke up sweat was running all over me.

Illusion of Space

2010-06-07T18:31:00.003-04:00

I like taking a little bit of Salvia Divinorum as opposed to more because it is not so stressful upon regaining consciousness and becoming aware of reality. It is even joyous and you can recall perfectly what kind of experiences you were having minutes ago.

This time I was transferred to Lithuania, Palanga Bridge during my experience. The feelings and sensations were so intense as if I really was there. I had no doubt I was in Palanga at that moment. I saw a cloudy sky with relatively calm see, also the bridge. I was on the shore, or I was the shore itself, could not tell the difference as always during Salvia experiences.

Only after some minutes passed I begun to question my presence in that particular place, because I knew I was lying in my bed in Toronto. Still I could not understand why is there a phenomenon of space and distance, because it seamed to me as if everything in the Universe was in one place. Distance was just another illusion.

I continued to lie down for some more time motionless enjoying the heaviness in my whole body. I recalled an experience that I had last time but was lazy to record it. It goes like this.

I saw an old Chinese men with his grandson holding with sticks my enormous eyelids as if they were some kind of a tent. I could not control my laughter at that moment as this was an extremely unusual sight.

Door of Death

2010-05-01T16:14:00.002-04:00

I suddenly realized, that if I continue lying down motionless after the smoke of Salvia lots of good insights come to my mind. This time it was about the Door of Death.

Somehow I felt I could simulate this exiting and coming back through that door without actually dying. And the first thing that came to my mind was: "If you decide to exit through this door [of Death] make sure you are not coming back only because you forgot something. This is one way door only and there is no coming back though it."

Salvia Divinorum: Forgotten Memory

2010-02-24T15:34:00.004-05:00

This time my direct Salvia experience was not so interesting as the one one that followed right after. I mean during the intoxication I saw regullar things like small red cars, and experienced the usual "personality multiplication effect".

So after the effects of Salvia were wearing out I was lying still in my bed without any desire to move even finger, because it felt so good. Suddenly a very old memory surfaced. I even doubted: was it my memory or somebody's else. A few moments after I recalled the whole situation what happened that evening. My memory was real and it was as follows.

We were kids. Probably first, or second graders. I was on my way home from school with other friends. It was winter and it was dark. Weather temperature was around zero, so snow was starting to melt. This was ideal for snow balls and "snow wars".

I recall we entered in to some kind of disagreement with a group of other youngsters, from a yard we were passing by. We shouted and were throwing snow balls into each other. Suddenly I felt a very painful hit to my head and fell on the ground. I realized I received one of those ice snow balls, that are prepared by making a snow ball and compressing its snow so hard until it becomes icy. I remember how helpless I felt. I also recall that feeling of anger or desire to avenge at that time.

Perhaps this memory surfaced in to my conscious mind because I still was holding that anger subconsciously.

Salvia Divinorum: Child Again

2010-02-16T17:33:00.003-05:00

This time Salvia did not produce so much smoke so I had to hold it in my lungs for longer. Nevertheless, I still had a very interesting experience. Before I forget I would like to record this: not all of the experience can be remembered, because every time I have a Salvia trip I remember I had this feeling before hundreds of times, but I cannot remember when I come back what exactly that was. So some of those experiences cannot be described, only experienced, not all of them can be remembered because of the short memory loss that happens during a trip. Still, I think, that attempt to memorize during an event is very good for memory and concentration.

So my experience can be described in following words: I guess I am getting used to it because right after Salvinorum A kicked in I knew those "multiple" personalities in me and around me were fake. I kind of laughed at this in my mind. I tried to maintain concentration on what is happening and kept by body still as any movement could destroy or distort my experience.

There was a moment when I was completely disassociated from physical reality and my body. I was transferred in time when I was a child (about 5 years old), and there was this five store building in yellow and red colors, that I understood was my home. I saw stairs and had a sensation that my other colleagues were around, they were shouting in Lithuanian "lieka" (as if ending of "trylika" - thirteen). They were counting something. My neighbors were preparing to dust their carpets right of their windows. I had this feeling that my brother going to come and fix all of this (I have no brother in my real life) or disallow them to do this.

I also remember I did not see any red organisms that usually accompany all of my experiences, I did, however, recall how strange and heavy my back felt and how enormously big I was, as if all this building was built on me.

Salvia Divinorum: Death Trainer

2010-02-12T11:57:00.002-05:00

I took a good breath of Salvia and lied down in my bed. Soon a swirling sensation took over me. A view with red bodies appeared, as usual. This time they looked like red cars seen from above city. They were congesting the traffic. I wonder if they might be the red blood cells seen in capilars of my eyes.

Soon enough the following sensation and event followed. It felt as if I was in the trees of the forest and they were recently cut and being transported by trucks. The road they were driving was dirty. I felt my body in those logs and was mourning. I was also mourning of my brother trees that were transported by other cars. I felt I was dead. I had a usual sensation of multiple subjects around me and could not comprehend this phenomenon as I knew I must be alone.

As the effect of Salvia smoke begun to wear out I realized I was sitting on my bed with my eyes covered as if I was mourning. So I lied back in my bed. I completeley missed that moment when I got up from my bed. I just remember that the feeling of death was so intense, that I was not sure if I am still alive. For some reason death did not scare me as it used to in my first attempts. Perhaps I am getting used to this dying sensation.

I kept lying in my bed and did not want to move even a finger as my body seemed to be so heavy and cozy. I enjoyed it and desired to prolong this experience. I concentrated on my forehead where clear visions of mountains and cities appeared.

Salvia Divinorum: a Trip to 60's

2010-02-10T15:48:00.005-05:00

This time I used earplugs to completely avoid any auditory distractions. From my previous experiences I learned that any noise can be very irritating. Also Closed my room door, took time to positively affirm myself.

After I inhaled deeply of about 5mg organic Salvia Divinorum x20 worth of smoke I lied in my bed waiting for those red organisms to appear. Not a moment to soon they have appeared and I released the fume from my lungs.

I was unable to catch that moment when the "multiplication" effect happened. By this I mean when I started disassociating myself with my body and begin to feel I am in other peaople or things. This time was very interesting because I was not even just a person or object anymore. I felt more like I was the ether on which the whole event occured or was rendered. I also was in those objects and persons and I was multiplying at enormous speed.

The whole vision, if I may call it, could be described as follows: Initialy I saw a closeup of a blue grid from a soviet truck front called "MAZ". Then the view zoomed out and I realized this truck was carrying a lot of soviet pioneers wearing their uniforms. It looked as if they were going for labor in a field and it all happened around 1960's. The truck was driving down the field road near a forest. The day was sunny and the whole atmosphere was filled with joy. Except the fact that those trucks and pioneers in them were multiplying uncontrollably and it all happened on "me". I was like that background or ether where the light produces the movie of life. I cannot describe this in other words: I was everywhere, one with everybody and everything.

There were moments when I was about to abort, but somehow I knew nothing could go wrong, I am safe. I realized I was lying on my bed and I thought I forgot to release the fume from my lungs so I breathed heavily several times. Salvia somehow effects the short term memory every time, but it comes back unaltered after its effect wears out.

So I continued to lie down on my bed without any desire to move or do anything, enjoying the last bits of this wonderfull experience and memorizing the sequences that just occured. I could say I just had the most wonderful Salvia trip so far.

Salvia Divinorum: Ego Buster

2010-02-06T08:47:00.003-05:00

It is Saturday morning and I took a breath of organic Salvia. Lied in my bed and maintained my concentration and awareness. I did not catch that moment when it started I just knew it has to be superficial and illusionary. Again I saw those organisms, that compose all of the reality. This time they were bigger and looked like red bricks. There also was this feeling, that I am not alone. In fact I felt lots of others around. I called them doers, or workers. I was one of them. They all had to do something and were hurrying to bring their "tools".

I knew somehow this cannot be true, because I must be alone. Then I heard a cough in the street and corrected myself - well, not me alone, this guy as well. So there must be two of us, but no more. I was not sure why there is so many of us. Even many of "me".

The view that I saw was similar to this: it looked as if I was starring at the black pit of a well which was built using those "red bricks". Those bricks were falling to the right side dissintegrating the well and running away as if they were blown by a very strong wind. At the same time they were alive, and I felt they were becoming those "doers".

I was still trying to keep my concentration and memorize my experience wondering why there are so many of us. At the same time I felt my body was composed of several personalities, and it was huge, lying on the ground like some kind of a building. I realized I could breathe, and one of my personalities was responsible only for my lungs and breathing. My lungs were like an underground facility, or dark chamber, circulating the air.

This does not make any sense to me right now when I am back to my normal thinking, but then it was so real. I realized organic Salvia does not leave my lungs irritated. It is just very difficult to put a precise dose because it is rougher than that powder like regular Salvia substance.

Salvia Divinorum: Better Recall

2010-01-30T09:59:00.002-05:00

I tried some organic x20 Salvia this morning. My first smoke was just to try, I did not feel anything, so I repeated with a larger dose. This time I felt that irritating feeling in my throat as I inhaled, so I new the amount was about right. I lied down in bed and kept the fume in my lungs waiting for the show to commence.

Now I was able to observe everything, even the moment, I used to forget. I recall those small organisms about 2 inch long, red on the outside, yellow on the inside, with black contours. My whole reality was composed of them. They were flowing like water. My body was also composed of them. As always I had this feeling, that I am not alone, and somebody is with me. As I kept my eyes closed I sensed I am under ground, or under those small organisms and people were trying to uncover me, to excavate. They had several holes prepared. I was conscious all this time, aware of my every experience. Soon the effect started to wear out.

I realized organic Salvia has less effect on my lungs or they just got used to this irritation.

Amanita Muscaria: First Experience

2010-01-30T09:41:00.002-05:00

First I'd like to describe the effects from my previous Salvia Divinorum experience. I'd say effect while smoking is powerful but it is short lived, and it has a burning sensation on your lungs. It took about two days until this irritating sensation was gone. I am not a smoker, so this method is quite unacceptable to me. I've decided to smoke only once a week or so, or even better to buy some chewable Salvia dried leaves foliage.

Now about mushrooms. Yesterday I took about halve of a small cap. Waited up to one hour until effects started. It felt as I was lightly intoxicated by wine, except there were no bad side effects. I've got some extra salivation an my energy was sublimated to my head. This light headedness took about one and a halve hours. I reapeated the dose in the evening, taking in account, that the effect must take place right at the moment I am going to bed. Well nothing happened at that time. But, I must say, my night was full of experiences.

I had lots of dreams that night. My first that I recall was throat chakra being attacked, my second was not too pleasant as well. I used to wake up after every dream. Still with my eyes closed I was able to witness the most wonderful views. The colors were vivid and 3D. I saw a multitude of large artisan cakes as if I was in baker shop. Later I saw some wonderful and colorful architecture. I was trying to maintain my awareness and concentration to prolonge this experience.

I also recall pre-OBE vibrations ocuring that night, I just could not exploit those moments to have full blown OBE.

Salvia: Staying Aware

2010-01-28T09:25:00.003-05:00

Three days have passed since my last serious Salvia smoke. I mean, I took a weak dose yesterday, just to find out the amount which would be right for me. And I still wanted the effects from previous experiments to calm down, as sometimes I felt too overwhelmed, moments of extreme sadness and insecurity would rush over me.

So I took about 2mg Salvia and held the fume as long as possible in my lungs. I lied down. Tried to maintain a positive attitude, as I've read somewhere, that experiments with Salvia or other psychedelics must be performed only in good mood.

A few seconds after my intake a familiar sensation occurred. It felt as if I was in a field and had to deliver something somewhere, there were a lot of "me", and some other people. I did not see them, I just had this sensation. Those other people also had to deliver something, some kind of books.

This time I was aware of everything, even my physical body, I kept still, not to disturb my experience. At the same time I felt my left side of the body getting extremely large, as if it was going to cover the whole area of the field that I felt I was hovering over. No bad sensations were present this time as I was aware of this unreality.

The effect of Salvia was starting to wear out. I was continuing lying in the bed and at the same time trying to memorize everything that happened to me. I realized this experience is a very good exercise for concentration and memory. Once you loose concentration you loose awareness and start feeling this extreme insecurity and fear.

I am not sure about this, but Salvia might work as some kind of booster of your current state of emotions as well. So it is very important to get to a positive state of mind before an experiment.

Salvia x20 ~3mg: Weak Effect

2010-01-25T09:26:00.004-05:00

I started to realize the effects of Salvia yesterday, and, I think, it is not a placebo effect, because I did not know what to expect from it. So, after all, I felt much calmer, had no desire to play violent video games, or ingest any unhealthy or fatty foods, even meat. My sexual urges were absent, or sublimated, I felt like all my energy is in the head, because it was aching a little and it felt like after a good dose of Pranayama.

I could say how much my perspective on life has changed, because I understood how little we need so the chemical balance in the brain would change and one may live in hell permanently. That, perhaps, may also be until one adapts to to that new condition.

This morning I tried to establish the dose where I still remain aware of the surroundings and my psyche. I took approximately 3mg of Salvia x20 smoked it in one breath and held it for a couple of seconds. My heartbeat and blood pressure increased enormously. I kept my eyes open and waited for this strange pressing feeling to come over me but it never came. So I understood the dose was just right or too week and closed my eyes.

Soon I began to feel the twisting motion: my left hand was moving upward, while my right arm was dipping down. I was aware of this phenomenon and stayed lying in my bed still. No visual hallucination was present. My body became weightless, only irritation of smoke in my throat distracted me. I also had this unpleasant association of the Salvia smoke taste and the fear that I used to accompany my experience in my previous attempts.

I slept for 4-5 hours last night waking up and falling asleep back again, so I felt a little sleepy. This was gone completely after I took the smoke.

I've just read online Salvia helps cure addictions, even crack or cocaine. I think that might work, because until now I feel my behavior pattern has changed a lot, and I did not want this or expect this. It just happened. As I have mentioned before I feel balanced and have no desire to indulge myself in any harmful habitual activity, or strong emotions, or ingest any unhealthy food.

Salvia Experiment: Reality Eaters

2010-01-24T09:22:00.000-05:00

Early morning. I smoked five milligrams of Salvia x20. As I prepared I lied down in my bed still holding the fume in my lungs. Soon the strange "pressure" started and I released the smoke. Again I could not catch that moment when my consciousness drifted away. A view of hundred strange small organisms appeared. They were consuming my "reality" from my left side. I wanted this to stop immediately, but somehow I knew this is just a dream and it will end soon. My memory of anything was lost. There were only those little organisms and myself lying like a giant composed of hundreds of small "me". They were acting on my command and it looked like a wave. I opened my eyes and recalled that I've just smoked something as I had that irritating feeling in my throat. Still not fully conscious I thought how could I have lied in the bed, I completely missed that moment. I moved my physical head a little and this confirmed that this was just a bad dream, but somehow it was not ending. I still felt that uncomfortable feeling of not being able to control my psychological state and my awareness. The experience was terrible, but not as my first experience, because I have pre-programmed myself that everything will be fine. Soon I became aware what happened and was so extremely happy to return to normal.

My First Salvia Experiment

2010-01-24T09:20:00.002-05:00

It was evening. I just came back from Toronto downtown with a bong, torch lighter and a gram of x20 Salvia Divinorum. First I started with just bits of Salvia, smoked - nothing happened. After five minutes decided to repeat with approximately 5 milligrams. I smoked it and was holding my breath also holding the bong at my lips. I completely did not know what to expect. I felt like a warm wave of pressure was occupying my left side, then a strange feeling of anxiety took over my. There was this feeling that I am going to die very soon and I have to say good bye to every one. I was still with my opened eyes and half conscious, perfectly controlling my physical body. So I was about to run downstairs, I put down my bong on the floor. The feeling of death was so intense that I almost panicked, but it also was so familiar, as if that was coming from my previous dreams or nightmares. Then, as I was leaving my room I realized that it was some kind of experiment I was doing and it went wrong. I was so sorry about this. I returned to my bed and was sitting there for a moment. Now more conscious I was staring at the floor and observed how light my body is and that I actually do not even feel it. It was like I was a point of observation. Sweat was all over me. That feeling of death was following me till night and I felt depressed, but it changed my perspective on life, I wasn't sure so much about anything.

OBE invoked by Indian Chants

2009-02-19T11:29:00.002-05:00

I dreamed I was in my childhood room with my mother and grandma. I with my mother decided to take a walk in town, not physically but out of body.

My mother and grandma stacked thumbs on one another and started some kind of an Indian chant. As I was running around the room I felt how strong those chants were because I suddenly felt pre-OBE vibrations. For one second I felt vibrations and another I was already out of my body. This was the fastest and the most effortless exit I ever had.

So I flew through the window of my room to the street, and jumped on a rough asphalt. I was barefoot, but I could not feel any pain in my soles. I decided to say hi to my dad and flew to his window on the second floor. I called him, but he was unable to see me, only hear me. Therefore I decided I was invisible.

Later I transferred myself to the neighbor house, just to see what my friend was doing. All the windows were shut and covered in plastic as if they were preparing to move. I flew inside, there were 2 beds wrapped in plastic. My friend was relaxing in a chair. She immediately noticed me even I thought I was invisible. We talked for some time. Then I heard her mother called her because she had to go to the school. She jumped and kissed me for goodby. She was about to run, but suddenly returned and kissed me, this time french style as I felt her tongue going deeper in to my mouth. Deeper and deeper until this became uncomfortable, so at this point I returned to my body and woke up.

While still lying in my bed I was wondering how diffrerent I was in my OBE. Even if I was conscious I still behaved very differently than I would behave in the real world. It was as if I was a 7 year old, and the level of knowledge was somehow limited.

Astral Projection Chamber

2009-02-16T22:09:00.002-05:00

I was dreaming I was standing in line with some other people for Astral Projection Room Experience. I mean, there was some kind of entertainment where you enter the special room and you leave your body at will.

So I entered that room and as soon as the session commenced I felt pre-OBE vibrations took over my body and sensation of separation occurred. I could not see anything for some seconds but not a moment too late my vision kicked in and I realized I was floating at the ceiling of some kind of a cellar. Not a pleasant sensation as the cellar was very abandoned and many broken peaces of wood were lying on the ground.

I took control of my light body and flew around the room, then left to the corridor. I wondered where all those people had disappeared that projected together with me and decided to search for them.

I found some kind of an old lady, she was speaking to me, but I could not hear a word, actually I could not hear any sound at all. Suddenly I felt she performed some kind of magic on me as I felt by body shrinking. I felt my tiny limbs and tried to counteract her tricks with my will power.

Apparently my out of body session was over so I returned to my body in that room, still in the lucid dream state. As people were leaving I decided to hide in the room so I can have another session of free OBE experience. I got lucky because after some moments pre-OBE vibrations kicked me again. Unfortunately, I was running low on my energy, so I had to cancel this attempt to leave my body and returned to my physical reality in my bedroom.

Waking Up at Will

2008-12-28T09:33:00.002-05:00

I do not recall the whole experience, just remember there was a lot of flying and falling in that OBE. Perhaps I wanted to overcome whats left of my fear of highs.

I would lift myself up to the clouds and then skydive or, the last one, I remember, I was standing on the edge of the balcony on the 3rd floor and then dive down into the lawn below. As I was about to hit the ground I wanted to stop right before it, but it did not work as I expected and I landed with a feeling as if I fell into a giant puffy pillow.

Later I experimented how fast could I return to my physical body or wake up. So I just thought about it very intensely and woke up. But when I woke up one more time I realized the first time was waking up into another dream, and the second - was returning to physical reality.

Kundalini Awakening

2008-12-19T12:48:00.002-05:00

I remember I had this experience a few nights ago. I was sleeping in my bed at night, and had that sensation as if somebody connected my spine to an electrical outlet. Initially this feeling was weak, at the base of the spine, it made me conscious, but I still was asleep. The sensation of electrical tension traversed along my spine making me "unfold". I mean, I was lying in a fetus position, but as I got that immense current running up my spine I was forced to straighten up my spine, even bend it opposite direction, by expanding my chest and leaning my head backwards.

This current was tensing my whole spine, and the sensation was stopping at my throat, it seams there was a blockage at my 5th chakra, so the current could not pass. I almost panicked at that time and was afraid the current will pop the blockage like a cork and continue to my brain. This caused me to wake up and the experience ceased.

I recall having very similar experiences before, but the current was able to travel up my spine up to the level of my navel, which is the 3rd chakra. It was trying to overcome the obstacle by bouncing up and down several times. That was a pleasant, but at the same time scary sensation.

Only later I understood that was the mystic Kundalini or, in other words, latent nervous energy traveling up my spine, I was glad I could remember this experience.

Dive into Ether

2008-11-30T07:59:00.003-05:00

I enjoy the variety of experience when projecting astrally. Tonight's one was short, but memorable. I was using Chi generator and energy transfer couple when sleeping so this gave me some extra boost. I probably had too much of this boost because I was waking up every 30 min and I found myself holding the air involuntarily - this was also affecting my sleep.

As I recall I became conscious in my dream, and as soon as that happened I felt like I dove into a pitch black ether. The dive was very soft; my sensory perception was shut off for a few moments. I could not see, feel or hear anything. Some moments after I could distinguish a repeating pattern of while plastic like, round shaped ornaments. They were covering the ether sea and forming big calm waves.

Some kind of repeating pattern view emerges every time before plunging into the astral plane, so I knew I could develop this experience into a successful OBE, but I held air involuntary in my physical lungs and I was forced to discontinue, this returned me into my body.

Rapid Morph

2008-11-27T14:40:00.002-05:00

That one was quite an experience, I regret I had no time to write it down earlier, so I forgot most of the events.

There has been about 2 months since I had my last Out of Body Experience (OBE) that I would be able to recall. As I remember it was an early morning. I became conscious of my pre-OBE vibrations, but I did not become excited so I maintained them without waking up completely. It seemed to me as if those vibrations continued for the whole eternity and I was still in my body. I have realized I have lost my habit of separation, so I needed more energy to do that. I applied more attention on my forehead and simulated the falling backward sensation. As the result of this vibrations increased, my heart chakra was working overtime.

Suddainly everything blacked out and a view of remote field at night emerged. I focused on it and flew closer. Some object brought my attention, it was changing its shape and form very rapidly, morphing constantly. I know these weird things happen due to the lack of concentration; so I focused more energy on this thing and morphing slowed until object became stable. It was some kind of a metal warehouse, as I was carried by astral wind I saw a multitude of these buildings, the whole city in fact.

Later I was witnesing uncontrolled transitions from one view to another. There were street views from various towns and cities, as I understand. Lone people walking in the morning. I remember I could not control anything whatsoever, but I enjoyed the views and the sensation of flight.

A Journey to the Mars

2008-11-23T12:46:00.003-05:00

It was about 6 AM and I was lying in my bed just returned from an OBE which was not so interesting so I will not waste any space on that. But what followed right after that was unusual.

As I continued to witness lucid visions appearing in front of my eyes I suddenly felt Astral vision kicked in, and I was able to see trough my closed eyelids. A repeating wall pattern from my childhood emerged and I realized this could be a perfect opportunity to have another OBE. Just as I thought, pre-OBE vibrations took over me, and I was struggling to separate from my physical body. After few attempts I applied concentration on my forehead and chanted AUM several times; this worked wonderfully and I felt vibrations increasing by 3 times - I finally got out.

A view of a window emerged, it was dark outside, just one remote star shining in the dark blue sky. I remembered I had a desire to visit other planets before in my astral projections. As I thought of that I felt some mysterious force took me out of the room outside, and I flew over some dark fields. I let it happen. Then the same force took me upward and I felt distancing from the Earth. This felt uncomfortable, but I kept calming myself down with the idea, that this is only my fantasy.

A few moments later, I discovered I was transferred near the planet Mars. I could see its atmosphere, clouds, water. It looked like our Earth, except, it had those specific continents. A female voice similar to that we hear on the National Geographic channel explained me the structure of the planet. I returned to my body.

I thought this was an incredible journey, my first astral projection attempt beyond Earth.

OBE: Lucid to Astral

2007-01-07T14:22:00.000-05:00

I dreamed I was sitting on a large balcony of some unknown condominium. It was 10th floor or something. I was facing the building, there were some old age persons around me. I looked down and realized that my feet were barely touching the floor, I just saw green grass far below me. I understood there was something wrong – I must be dreaming. I was right. I became lucid and let myself to have some fun. This time I was about to challenge myself to not be afraid of any heights. So I had jumped from the balcony and stopped at will right before hitting the ground.

When I looked up, and I could recognize my childhood yard and a condominium near it. I ran towards that building and jumped from one window to the upper one till I reached the top. Then without turning backwards or checking the height I fell down from the roof on my back. I thought this falling might invoke an OBE exit, because there is a very similar technique for that.

As soon as I thought of it the pre-OBE vibrations took over my body and I felt my heart chakra working 300bpm. I became conscious of my physical body for a short period of time, but suddenly a view of my childhood room at grandma's house appeared. I was out of my body.

I stood on the twin bed. Bellow I had noticed a guy from my childhood that used to abuse me. We used to train Roman-Greek wrestling together. He jumped at me. I threw him with no force on the bed. Soon afterwards I noticed one of my cousins standing in his place, and he also jumped at me.

I got bored with them, and looked what I could do some more serious. I decided to pay a close attention to my astral body. I order to do that I thought it would be a good idea to do some Kriya Yoga techniques. So I sat into a lotus posture. I felt no pain or strain whatsoever. There were strange ligh brown socks on my feet, though. I also considered that I did not have to breathe like I did in the physical plane, I just had to move the prana with my awareness. As soon as I was prepared to perform some serious exercises I heard a flush in my toilet and this failed my OBE.

Astral Projection: Experiments on Smelling

2007-01-03T10:10:00.000-05:00

I had projected astrally in to some kind of a mansion, as I understood later. I floated in one of its rooms, and realized that everybody is getting outside. My old friend, Kazimieras, had a problem with walking so I took him on to my shoulder – he was quite a load. I decided to make him lighter with my mind. His weight had decreased immediately – I could carry him in one of my hands.

I got outside, ran around the mansion, moved through a thick bush, then walked on the edge of the fence. When I realized that fence is not going where I want I continued my walk on a thin air. I had approached three people, they were standing and talking, I could not hear a word they were saying.

I flew to one of the roof windows, there were also three people playing cards. They seemed did not notice me. Perhaps I was invisible to them. They looked quite odd, very characteristic, unusual faces. I knew Astral Plane to be very unstable, and I wanted to test it. So I remembered the look of those people and turned my head backward. Then looked back at them – they did not change. I used to do this kind of test on environment and it would change drastically.

I moved to their room straight through the window glass, they did not notice me. I was moving slowly on the floor, then through a door to a lobby. I remembered I wanted to test the sensations of smell and taste last time on the Astral Plane. As I thought about the smell sensation, I could actually smell things that were lying besides me. I found a small stone and put it near my nose, so I could smell it. Perhaps I inhaled not even with my astral nose, but with my physical nose as well, because this action almost failed my OBE – my physical body sensations started to emerge.

I concentrated on my heart chakra once more and returned to the mansion to continue my projection. This time I saw a girl sleeping in a bed and for some reason payed attention to the sounds. My hands were touching the floor and they made a squeezing noise. So my tactile, audio and visual sensations were working simultaneously. Then those three earlier mentioned people walked by, they talked, but still I could not hear a word.

I consciously reintegrated with my physical body bypassing the Real Time Zone. After I woke up I realized I do not have to inhale in order to smell things on the Astral Plane, I just have to think about them. Astral nose does not have to inhale, it works differently form the physical counterpart. Perhaps the sense of taste works in the similar fashion.

OBE: Materialization Experiment

2006-12-30T13:11:00.000-05:00

I woke up in the morning, but it was still dark outside so I decided to stay in bed for a while. As usual I was in my favorite trance state observing images generated by my mind. I was trying to catch that moment when my body falls asleep, at the same time keeping my consciousness awake so I would be able to witness that moment.

I think I went unconscious for a second or too, but after that I realized I could see even my my closed eyes were closed. This was a natural occurrence to me – so called astral sight. Usually after this phenomenon happens I wake up, but this time I did not get too excited so I gave a try for an OBE. I still could see some unknown yellow wall pattern with my astral eyes. For some reason I thought I am at my late grandmas house, even I knew I was lying in my own bedroom. I applied the “Falling” technique, and the pre-OBE vibrations commenced. I just kept calm and concentrated on my forehead to trigger the exit. It took a bout 20 seconds till the Astral view emerged. I could hear the voices of children, probably it was from outside of my actual bedroom.

When I successfully projected into my grandmas living room the view was still unclear, but it got better after a few moments. I dissociated completely from my physical body and now I could not just see but touch as well. It was nice day outside, the wind was blowing leaves on the ground. It was amazingly quiet, however. I flew through the window glass to take a look outside. I was so light I was afraid to be carried by that wind. Nevertheless I made up my mind to resist it and made to the neighbor house. It was empty. I turned around before entering it and glanced to the sky. It had an awesome blue color and a few clouds. No Sun, as usual, just the omnipresent light.

I touched my hands, looked at them. They were thicker. My tactile sensations were not as powerful as in the physical world. I flew to the neighbor house. This time I could freely move through the multitude of walls and other objects without failing my projection, maybe because I was pre-imagining what I was expecting beyond those walls.

I floated outside and decided to make a flying speed test. I observed a line of trees standing further – they were perfect to measure my speed, and flew there. I have noticed it was hard to maintain high speed and astral projection at the same time. It required more concentration and energy, the physical reality started to emerge – I understood by physical body was lying on the belly in a very uncomfortable position, this made reentering to the Astral Plane even more difficult. I had sent more energy to my chakras and enjoyed the flight for some more time.

This time I could see a pond with enormous waves, ducks and black cats. I knew they were the symbols of something. Cats – probably my past habits.

Then I returned to the grandmas yard. I had an idea to experiment with materializations. I found a ladder and started to climb it without the ladder touching any support point. I held it with my mind. After it ended I successfully climbed on a thin air. I had decided to make a room hanging in the air. It materialized after a few attempts, but not exactly what I was expecting. If I could make a room, why not to make a human. This was not so easy. Actually, the funny thing happened: one of my former classmates brought a person to me that, I understood, was the result of my experiment. That person changed its appearance very frequently, approximately 10 times per second. It was very unstable. It took a form of a girl, or a boy, every time different face. It was morphing from one appearance to another.

That was enough for today, I thought, and gradually returned to the physical reality. Next time I will probably experiment with the senses of smell and taste, because I do not recall having them active in any of my OBE's.

Short Visit to the Real Time Zone

2006-12-29T11:11:00.000-05:00

It was about a month since I remember having my last OBE. Maybe my Kriya routine was grounding me too much.

Last night I took a very hot shower visualizing the white light pouring through my body. It helps to get rid of negative energy. Then I performed my usual Kriya routine and lied in my bed. I kept on “bouncing” my energy body for several minutes, felt tingling and heaviness. I went to sleep with the determination to have an OBE.

I dreamt of me being in a dark [hotel] room. There was my sister and my former classmate Erikas chatting in bed right beside me. I thought this was reality. They were chatting too loud, and I was about to silence them, but I felt the first OBE symptoms – my Heart chakra gave me an outburst of energy. I prepared in order to be successful in my Astral Projection, so I concentrated on my exit.

Soon afterwards non-colored view of unknown ceiling emerged – the sign of my exit. I knew I was in the Real Time Zone, a place between the Physical environment and the Astral Plane. Usually I pass this medium very quickly or go straight to the Astral Plane. This time I was stuck in there, and my physical body was holding me tight. I could move my imaginary hands and see them. They appeared as transparent watery limbs. This was not new to me. The same happened to my legs – they were moving freely. The problem was I could not detach my trunk and head. I concentrated all my will in order to make a jump, but all I could do was to turn inside me. Or if I tried to move away it was as if I moved through honey – it was extremely slow.

Not enough I was scared of the attack from an evil astral entity even if there was no one besides me in that space and time. Soon after that I felt I was back in that hotel room. I thought I had reintegrated with my physical body, but when I woke up in my bedroom I realized this was just a dream. But the OBE was real.