My Clementi Dream

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noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 13:34:00 +0000

Tonite i feel tired physically but mentally i am pretty active..........so i lie in my bed thinking wat to do.........then i think why not i blog?.........so here i am writing my diary again....

today is a long day for me.....long in a way that i try many news things......i try to talk in front of a crowd............i actually dont really like it.......but my boss push me to it.......after i done it.......i really must thank him........cos it really boost my confidence.......now i know i got the ability to talk to a crowd.....yeah!!!!

Tonite i am feeling so down...

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 26 May 2008 15:27:00 +0000

I cant help it....but i just feeling down....down or tired?.....maybe tired is a more appropriate word...........i havent blog for a long time.....i mean a long long time.....i do a check a my hit rate out of curiousity......it has increased quite abit..........but how come?.........how do these people find me?......i have try to find myself before.........i cant even find own blog in the net..........

So as usual.......i am listening to my favourite song..."you got it all" by"The Jets".. may i suggest that u tune into this song while u read my blog....how to get this song?.....one of my blog entries below has it...maybe that can get u into the mood....my mood i mean.............i tell u what....this song really heal my soul when i am really feeling so down........why?..........cos this song is so smooth it makes u feel life cant be so tough.......

My last 6 months i change alot.....mentally.......why the change?....6 months into my new job i find that i learn so much that i somehow waste the earlier 7 years of my life....

Maybe thats fate........now i am trying all i can and use all i have learnt to strike out something...somehow i got this drive in me........inside me i got this voice which keep telling me to take action in my life.......whatever idea i got just try it.........sometimes i feel like telling people my idea to discuss or laugh it off.........then this voice will appear telling me that "Talk is Cheap".....and Just Do it.............

Really hope i am heading the right direction.....

Cheers mate

Blue Bayou

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 24 May 2008 03:56:00 +0000

The reason why u work so hard......blue bayou....

Jason Donovan - Nothing Can Divide Us

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 08 May 2008 09:35:00 +0000

songs i like best during my secondary school

Jason Donovan - Every day (1989)

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 08 May 2008 09:15:00 +0000

The Jets - You Got it All

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:52:00 +0000

A beautiful song for u..........

Why Riise deserves the own goal against Livepool in the Champions league 2008....

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 02:57:00 +0000

Why Riise deserves the own goal against Livepool in the Champions league 2008....

www.clementitalk.com

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 14:06:00 +0000

for all those who has been reading my blog........thank u.......i have started my own forum......
the link is www.clementitalk.com............i start this forum to know more friends at clementi...

I dont have many friends at clementi........i am from AMK, Woodlands and Punggol.........though my school days are spend at clementi.......join me in the forum and gives us a chance to know each other........

I have been trying to find some kakis to play soccer, badminton and even mahjong even in clementi........if you are there......join me in the forum...........thank you once again............

hi everybody

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 15:03:00 +0000

I am back.........today is a very long day........met lots of people......some people are so high up.......but i am happy i gain some valuable contacts and people skills....i feel my networking skills improve abit by abit...........for my previous job theres not much chance i need to interact.......but now i need to talk with strangers like they are my best friends..........but sometimes i think this isnt a bad thing either..........cos in life no matter how good you are, you need to sell yourself.....or else i dont think anybody would think that u exist :-)

so what i have been busy with? i have starts an online biz :-)
www.crystalbeadsvilla.blogspot.com.

But what exactly i am busy with? I am busy with taking action in my life.......to me, i no longer wants to dream or keep dreams in my head.........for the past 6 months or so, my attitude have change alot......last time i will let my ideas die in my head and now my ideas are dying to come out:-)..........and thats the change in me.......

but i am also lucky that i met some very nice people along the way,,,,,,,this people i have not plan for..........i think its god who send them to help me...........though i dont know how my adventure going to end..............but i feel something is working for me this time..........me myself is also interested to know the ending of the script..........

this few months i adopt a new habit..........i will borrow to motivaing or action pack movie from the library............i will watch it either in friday late evening or saturday morning........i feel watching 2 nice movies in the weekend really gives you the strength u needed.........take action and try it and feel energise.........

I am back but wont be long.......

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:49:00 +0000

oh i havent blog for a long time...........tomolo is good friday and follow by a weekend......i am in a pretty good mood.........so here i am....blogging again............

I used to blog quite often...but how come the frequency goes down?.............maybe becos in my new job i mix with many IT people.......so at night i busy with the new tricks that they teach me in the day time..............in fact these 6 months in my new job, i learn a millions time more than in my previous job................in my new job, it has a learning environment, i am also a keen learner........i attend many workshops.........i want to take this chance to learn more........in fact, my boss has realise that i attend many in-house workshop...........but learning is not anything bad right?

I enjoy workshop cos i feel workshop got a direct impact in my life rather than those long courses.......those long courses is often so long that it went out of scope........in the end u hang on becos of the cert and not becos u learn anything out of it...........

Lets work hard together good people............tomorrow is a brand new day...........

Bruce Hornsby (That's just the way it is)

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 23:15:00 +0000

enjoy the nice music....

Debbie Gibson - We Could Be Together (live)

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 23:02:00 +0000

enjoy this nice campfire songs...ya, u r right.....i used to be a scout...

My clementi dream

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:12:00 +0000

The first video i created myself on my clementi home.....enjoy :-)

Zidane Vs Brasil World cup 2006

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:38:00 +0000

Great music and the smooth play by Zidane to spice up your weekend....

Maradona by masterprime

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:59:00 +0000

Get inspired by Maradona. My favourite player. 1986 World Cup champion. 1990 World cup Runner Up.

I am back.....

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 14:47:00 +0000

Oh i havent blog for quite awhile.....do i have a reason?........Yes, i am busy.........come on, dont give excuses.........no, its not excuses.........cos a colleague in my department is leaving........i must learn her job or else when the day comes she finally leave, i am on my own...........i always thought my limit has been reached but when i am forced to learn from her, then i realise my limit has not really reached yet........but instead of treating this as a liability to learn, i treat this as an apportunity to learn..............i tell myself if she is not going to leave, she probably wont teach me so much also..............so i learn as much as i can...............

But actually my this new job really boost my morale......it really stretches me........i need to coordinates so much things and keep things going......i can feel my customers and people around me is happy with me.......i help my boss so much and helped him so much behind the scene.........i come to a point i am confident to start my own business........i am happy cos people like my trustworthy and hardworking style...........i know now i just need to find a business i am interested in......apply my usual hardworking style to it...........i know i can succeed.......this is the level of confidence in me now........

ok so much for today..........

Pepsi and Shirlie

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Sat, 16 Feb 2008 03:05:00 +0000

Pepsi and Shirlie LIVE....oh my god....good

An evening with me...........

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 15:27:00 +0000

I am back home after a hearty meal...........weekend is just tomolo but i am feeling tired.........this week is another hectic week full of ups and downs..................right now i am hearing the song by THE JETS...............i like their songs very much........i have attached the song below, for you guys to enjoy and destress..............why i love their song?

Before i work in my current job...........i used to work very long hours in my previous job........so when i am driving at nite along the highway, i always got very emotion when i heard songs by THE JETS............i dont know why when i hear their song, alot of past memories (sweet or bad) just flash through my mind.................it really make me wants to go back in time and enjoy those moments again.............

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............

The Jets - You've Got It All Over Him

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 15:18:00 +0000

A song that is with me on many lonely nites.......

The Jets-Make it real

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 15:13:00 +0000

A song i love

Rick Astley - Whenever you need somebody

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 16:13:00 +0000

A song that make my feet moves..

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 15:59:00 +0000

My favourite retro singer....remind me of younger days....

tonite i am feeling nolstagia

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 15:14:00 +0000

Once again i am in my bed blogging again.......think of things in the past.......i could be an historian in the past cos i always like to ponder over things that happen in the past..........ya i do understand we need to move on in life.....but somehow u feel nostalgia's sometimes.......today i attend a meeting on CRM.....i like what that guy says........he says u need to measure your performance then u can move ahead........

Tonite i think of a very good primary school friend.......i lose touch with him but i will like to find him again.............its my bad cos when i am younger i never managed this friendship properly........but recently i try to find him on friendster and facebook but simply no luck......

If i am not wrong..........my this primary school friend is call Hong Taiwei.....we are both from Townsville Primary school and live in Ang Mo Kio........and later he moves on to Peicai Secondary......and we lose contact........i kind of miss him cos we are like good buddy during our primary school days...and we are both in the 30s now......i remember his birthday is somewhere in october.........sometimes i really wonder how he looks like now............if u happen to knows him, please let me know or inform him that i am looking for him........thank you........

We can make my blog a place u search for your long lost friend too.........we can search together........you can send your long lost friend particulars to me and i will post it........hope i can use my blog to find all our long lost good friends.........isnt it great?.......

Ok.........so much for today..........goodnite............Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

A day i feel so downhearted.........

noreply@blogger.com (Unknown) — Wed, 13 Feb 2008 14:26:00 +0000

Today i feel so sad.........not due to work matters........but rather its becos a colleague of mine is leaving...........though we are only colleagues for 5 months but i feel sad too.....maybe mine is a small department, so when someone resign u can really feel it...........being a small department, u feel like a family rather than working relationship.....

But i dont want to advise her to stay cos i know she had found a better future.....i know i cannot be so selfish.............but its really a pity cos our working chemistry has just built up and our work load is getting more.......but thinking back if i am in her shoe i will also leave, so how can i convince her to stay?.....and once again even if i convince her to stay also no good...........got a saying goes like this.........force cannot find happiness............

Luckily i got such past experience before......or else i will really suffer more........cos this happen in my previous job before......long story cut short.......my previous job is my first job when i am out of army..........i met a very good senior.......he teaches and guide me alot, he made me feel wanted in the company.........when after 2 months i join..........he told me he is leaving..........i cannot believe it........how come someone treats me so good is leaving........i dont want to believe it and wait for the day he really goes.............so that day comes and he goes....from then onwards i know such things do happen and is unavoidable and i becomes numb already...........but somehow this time i feel sad......maybe the department is small and thats why..........

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz