my complicated thoughts...!

2012-01-20T16:19:00.006+08:00

yesterday was so complicated... I really don't know what happen, but suddenly I was in a bad mood... I think it's because right after me & my mom got back from the church. honestly my purpose of going there was to attend a funeral but I wasn't able to because of mom, who suddenly felt dizzy, maybe because of the weather. and that made my mood in a bad state. answering her in such a manner that a daughter shouldn't have to & I really felt bad about it making me more vulnerable? I guess... sorry for that is really all I can say...

realization

2011-11-08T08:37:00.000+08:00

I think I just realized how it might be hard for someone like me who is so used of being with you, though not all the time, but at times when we know we need to be with with each other... it's so different when there comes a moment when I'm alone and wanted to have someone to be with (& that is YOU) and I wanted to go somewhere else where I can be at my utmost comfort while being with you...

:(

2011-11-04T09:26:00.001+08:00

we just talked yesterday and told me that he might be away for a certain long time... i don't know why but i suddenly feel nervous and afraid of something that I don't even know if I should be.... though he already told me why he has to go home but still it's so different I mean I was thinking it might be hard for me because for me, he was always the one who I run to whenever I feel down or sad...

boredom

2011-04-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

Every improvement in communication makes the bore more terrible.

tsk...

2011-03-16T10:59:00.002+08:00

you really don't differ from the others you know... and I thought you're somewhat not like them but I was wrong to think that way...

contentment

2011-03-08T09:57:00.001+08:00

“You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.”

Keith Sweat

ahuh

2011-03-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

choosing designs for our uniform?! pak... ako magpili ug design or style or whatever para daw sa unfiorm, amazing...

trust

2011-02-28T14:18:00.002+08:00

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

woah...

2011-02-24T08:06:00.000+08:00

just had a superb dinner last night... thanks to my father who celebrated his 53rd bday yesterday... happy birthday again...!

urgh...

2011-02-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

i really don't know why I am not interested to go abroad... even after hearing all those what they say opportunities but still I don't have the courage... I really don't have the guts even if they say that I can do it but for me I don't think I can...

!

2011-02-19T09:46:00.002+08:00

i was so shock of what I ordered last night from a certain resto cost 349 good for only 1 person... shakira ang beauty nako uie... akala nako was ka abot 300 sa dha nag sobra pa in the end ni abot ug almost 800 ang nabayaran, 798.00 to be exact... shox sa sunod lagi bah mag tan-aw2 sa gi order... pero chox lang ky dli bitaw ako money ang gi bayad ako lang ang ng abot sa waiter... was jud ko ng hatag ug tip uie w/c I usually do when eating there.. haiz can't get over jud boishet... mau pa nikaon nlng me kilid2... here's the breakdown...

bistro cheese: 199
boomerang shrimp: 349.00 (kung asa na shakira ako kalag ky akala nako 265.00 lng, hmmpf..)
shake: 65.00
carbonara (intended for galle & ayessa kya lng gi kaon sa isa ang kahati) 185.00
total: 798.00

love... love... love...

2011-02-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

Love is not a feeling. Love is an action, an activity... Genuine love implies commitment and the exercise of wisdom... love as the will to extend oneself for the purpose of nurturing one's own or another's spiritual growth... true love is an act of will that often transcends ephemeral feelings of love or cathexis, it is correct to say, 'Love is as love does'.
Scott Peck, The Road Less Travelled (Arrow New-Age)

grrrrrrrrrrrr

2011-02-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

kainesh.. super kapal... that is why I don't like ---------------------g bah... tsk...

sigh....

2011-02-02T07:44:00.001+08:00

when will you come back...?! i'm counting...

....

2011-01-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world.

Gautama Buddha

jealousy...!

2011-01-25T14:43:00.001+08:00

are you jealous or something? that is why you made up stories just to make me go away...?! ha..! I will never give you the satisfaction... sorry for you...!

good morning... :D

2011-01-24T07:42:00.001+08:00

"Love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock, because when it goes off for the first time in the morning, the thoughts of your loved one makes it impossible to fall back asleep."
Natasha Harris

....

2011-01-19T07:53:00.001+08:00

everyday is a new day... so start your day with happy thoughts casting away the worries even just for awhile... :D

contentment...

2011-01-14T08:56:00.002+08:00

"A sense of contentment makes us kindly and benevolent to others; we are not chafed and galled by cares which are tyrannical. We are fulfilling our proper destiny, and those around us feel the sunshine of our own hearts."
- Edward George Earle Lytton

...

2011-01-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

There are those who say that life is like a book, with chapters for each event in your life and a limited number of pages on which you can spend your time. But I prefer to think that a book is like a life, particularly a good one, which is well to worth staying up all night to finish.

DANIEL HANDLER (as Lemony Snicket), Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can't Avoid

:(

2011-01-13T09:44:00.001+08:00

how will I learn when I don't even want to?! I really rather just stay @ home or go somewhere else... tsk..

:D

2010-12-25T19:54:00.003+08:00

merry christmas... anyway to begin with I will honestly say that I'm so happy last night that I was able to talk you, even though I'm having a hard time using my phone because until now we still don't have a monitor, I'm just using my cellphone to be able to connect or update my fb and everything... but it doesn't matter to me, the important thing is I was able to talk to you and I'm satisfied with it... thanks a lot... ;)

;)

2010-12-21T08:36:00.001+08:00

when will I see you again?! I'm really looking forward to it... want to know you more and of course become friends with you... :D

:D

2010-12-20T09:23:00.001+08:00

why can't I stop smiling...?! really... so happy to know and see ------- :D

so what...

2010-12-17T09:30:00.002+08:00

so what if I don't get anything?! I'm not even expecting something...?! like they say 'it's better to give than to receive...'