My DeEp dEEp WorLD

复杂的心情

2012-01-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

突然觉得不对劲了。。

原来是我想多了

可是再仔细的想想，

那还真的是对的

不过我又不希望是真的

现在应该有点太迟了吧

唉。。我看只好把自己改掉算了

做一个好人，好男人很辛苦

别人只会利用，永远都不会珍惜

那干脆做个坏人，干脆点

那就不怕被别人欺负，被利用

怎么会这样

怎么那么多人都在说同样的东西呢？

说了又说，我们之间真的是没事

只是朋友，因为现在真的是那么觉得

我知道你们会说“以后的事很难讲的” 对吧。。

这我也知道啊，谁都不知道以后会发生什么事

可是现在我想，保持一段距离比较好吧？会吗？

有谁能给我一个正确的答案呢？没有

有谁能理解我现在的心情呢？没有吧？

唉。。真苦。。希望这种感觉快快的过

希望不会成为一种习惯

要不然就真的是糟糕了。。

啊。。救命啊，为什么要这样！！

现在真的是很想找个地方去旅行

一去就去几个星期，把自己静下来

可是呢，想是一回事，做是一回事。。

而现在有没有能力也是一回事

没办法咯，现在只好努力赚钱

赚够了就为自己打算打算

好好地享受下今年的生活

留下个美好的回忆，特别的回忆

现在呢

有两位可爱的朋友

在我面前讨论着某些东西

讨论到很好笑

现在只能做的事

就是把还没做完的

和还没开始做的

全部现在开始做

希望有推动力

可以激发我的心情去做

加油！！

-- ThE EnD --

Last daY of 2011

2011-12-31T03:22:00.000+08:00

looks like i've left my blog out empty for so long

my bad, having less time to do so recently

but one of the cause is also i'm lazy =P

its fine, because i'm here now bloggie~

gonna finish up this post at once

no matter what, with anything i can think for now..

its 2.49am, 21/12/2011 now

2 hours and 49min of 24 hours had passed

if there is anything wanna left behind on this year

actually there is, hmm... lemme see...

all i have to do is forget this and that

do some modification on this and that too

and i'm ready to welcome my brand new year =D

LOL, sounds simple right?

but can i done it all within this 21hours left?

i'm not going to try

BUT i'm going to DO IT!!

must look forward and don't look back~

yupe, i'm actually counting down this very last day

too boring at night nothing to do xD

hopefully i can get what i wanted ~

and now i duno what else i can write now..

just hope that a new year can be better than his year~

my luck and fate gonna change soon within hours =D

actually chatting with a fren on facebook~

hmm... bla.. speechless in here now... ending it

Bloggie, see you next year xD

-- The EnD --

14 DayS of WorK

2011-10-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

just like on the title

its about my working days for 14days

everyday non-stop, 7 days per week

at first it was quite tiring

because of being a new guy

get asked to do this and that

especially moving heavy boxes of books around

actually i dont mind

just treating it as training myself

and also part of my diet plan xD

but the 1st day, worst part is...

there is no AIRCOND!!! GOSH!!

sweating like raining.. sweat keep coming down..

anyway, when days passes

slowly get used to the pace

at first feeling very tired

but after few days, was feeling ok acutally

guess that my body has "warm up" xD

just skipping the set-up days

because set-up days just setting up

moving books from store to tables and arrange only..

nothing special happened..

just that everyday have to work OT..

everyday work for almost 14hours++

this is what i'm doing during set-up days

when i'm lazying on works xD

while pricing the books..

play for a while, price my own hand..LOL

NOOO!!! TOO CHEAP!! xD

arranging all price tag that removed from books

this call Price Art xD

on the event days~

before the event time start

another view from cashier counter~

this is the rice box for us..

rice damn dry, like not cooked well..

hard to eat >.<

weekend have more people..

the books need to be sort..

so messy >.<

the last day of bookfair..

imagine how long is the queue

this photo was taken at the other side of the entrance..

they queue around the building..

work at cashier counter 16~

hohoho... irashaimase~~ xD

and here's the crew pass, crew tag and two bookmark~

not a bad working experience thou..

work for 14 days get RM2k+

worth it for me..

since i need money to change my lappy~

hohoho...

ChillinG MorninG

2011-09-08T08:41:00.002+08:00

has been awake for whole night

can't sleep and now still not sleepy

watching movies and chit chatting to spend the time

suddenly my friend say wanna go breakfast

and for some reason i cant go out that early

so have to delay the time till 6am

but when i'm already drive out

i cant believe she said that she had reach home

OMGosh.. what i'm suppose to do

hmm.. think and think and think

decided to do something before went home

so i just drive around KL

have a look on how KL is in the morning

btw, its raining early in the morning

so its a little chill and cold O_O

driving through KL

saw some of the people start preparing themself to work

actually at a traffic junction,

saw a group of people walking towards the LRT station

and wearing formal, so i'm guessing they going to work

in this hour so early? its only 6am+ in the morning
hmm.. will i be like them in the future?? =S

then i drive along again to somewhere else

when the time reach 6.45am

some of few places start to have traffic jam
pass by schools, saw students going to school

one of the student crossing the road

that time thinking of myself during those time

when i'm in primary school and secondary school

ahh... miss those days.. memories >.<

time to went home before the traffic jam become worse

before going back, went to nearby roadside stall to buy breakfast

and that is Nasi Lemak, miss it >.<

when i raech home and open it

the rice is still warm and so do the sambal

wow.. long time never had such a "fresh" Nasi Lemak

taste so much different and really miss it so much

finish eating, the 1st thing to do is

blogging, which is what i doing now..
upload picture sure takes some times..
ignore the quality, taking photos while driving =P

well, time for me to get some rest

~CiaoZ~

轻松简单的星期六

2011-09-04T02:55:00.000+08:00

正在放假的我

今天，星期六一整天

都呆在家看戏

其实也不算一整天啦

因为下午大概两点左右才起床

呵呵呵。。看戏

刚刚上线不久朋友就PM我了

叫我晚上出去喝茶

我就想，都ok的嘛

没想到的是他竟然。。

竟然跑来叫我plan!

讲讲一下，算了，plan就plan咯~

暂时丢在一旁不理

继续看我的动漫 xD

直到傍晚

才舍得开始plan xD

懒散的我。。哈哈哈

问问下，到最后

有4个人也够了

太多人，烦交通

然后想地方的时候

就跟平时一样的烦

不知道要去哪里

刚好想到一封Email

再想想下

好吧，就去那里~

晚上喝茶的地点

就在Solaris, Mont Kiara

店名： Chilla Cup

Chilla Mocha

味道不错

只是。。large不是很大杯 >.<

呵呵呵。。

就这样那个坐下来

聊聊天，什么都聊

~Open Talk~

聊聊下，时间也差不多了

柔第二天要做工

所以就先载她回

只剩我们三个人

珦其实是想回家的

只不过。。凯祥吵着说早

就在附近喝下茶再回咯

在回家的路途中

听到了很多东西

可是，对我来说

听了，那边讲，那边散就算了

收着自己烦，何苦呢

所以

“听了，知道了，算了，放掉，不去想了”

就这样

只想开心的事就好了 =D

~~ EnD ~~

DonE WitH iT

2011-08-31T16:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, done with the blog design...
gah... just look at the code

change this change that making me headache

so i decided not to change it again

i mean for this only.. hmm

except fot that, i also done with my exam

now having 2 long month holiday..

nothing much to do during my holiday

work? still looking for one..

hope can earn enough money

because planning to change my laptop and table

prepare for my final year of degree..LOL

when there is nothing to do

i will search and look back my things

previous things which i saved in my laptop

and suddenly found 1 photo

i'm not sure how i get it or from who

look nice... can i have it?? xD

and also, look back those photos

make me think back to the past..

the time when i'm having a great time with my friends

when i was young.. now i still AM.. =P

ahh... wish i can go travel..

or go anywhere to relax myself..

staying at home is not so good

because i'm growing mushroom already O_O"

TRAVEL TRAVEL TRAVEL
TRIP TRIP TRIP!!

过去，现在，未来

2011-07-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

过去，发生了好多事

现在回想起，高兴与伤心

可是有些事应该忘掉的，却忘不了

想去记回的，却又记不回

有时想一想

这一切都已经过去了

想回了能做到改变吗？不能

一切只能存留在记忆里

现在，一切还是这样

有改变吗，能改变吗

那就要看有没有想改变的心了

现在所做过的，所想过的

全部都回联系到过去

多想把这一切抛弃掉

过一个我想要的生活

一个只属于我的生活

不想被人打扰

不想被人烦

不想被牵涉到任何事

任何与我无关

与我不利的事

未来，都是还没发生的事

未来，随着过去而改变

未来所发生的事

我一点也不知道

未来会是怎样

我也是一点都不知道

过好现在

未来就会没事

可是这一切都还不定

也改变不了

我就是我

这就是我自己

我的性格是属于我自己

你们怎么去想

怎么去批评或是怎么去讲

都不关我的事

因为那是你们的想法

I DonT GivE A DamN AbouT It

I aM WhO i Am

觉得不满或不喜欢

Go FucK YouRseLf

I’m a Pirate, Take Me To Stranger Tides!

2011-05-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

Ahoy Mateys, ready for some excitement blog article? well, lets get started~
if i'm a pirate, the best few things about being a pirate will be written below..
so check it out and lets get the adventure started =)

One of the best things about being a pirate is that can have lots of fun searching for treasure with my fellow pirate crew mates~ i can imagine that when we found some treasure, we will have a big and crazy celebration. What kind of celebration is it? Well, it mostly like having a feast on the pirate ship, toast drinks with every crew members and do some crazy stuff on ship~ And of course, Singing and Dancing are included; and we will party the whole night~

The other best things is Adventure~ Being a pirate is kinda fun because can have a lot of exciting adventure with fellow pirates all around the places. Besides, i can be with my fellow pirates brothers all the time, seek for more and more adventure at all times to fill up our free time.

And as for the 3rd best things about being a pirate is to have freedom and always be with friends~ Well, pirate does not have to listen to what others say or being controlled by others, so they have much more freedom than the others, except for captain's orders, thats the most important people in the ship and the orders are absolute, must follow~ haha.. and pirates do always stick together, as i mention earlier, they travels together, go for adventures together and do some crazy stuff together.. Its fun to be a pirate =)

So whatz ya' waiting for? Hand over the tickets or aye'll crush you with my crews~ bwahahahaha xD

Buffet Lunch @ Season Cafe

2011-03-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

05/03/2011 . Saturday .. Sunny

LOL... like writing diary xD

on this day afternoon, going for buffet lunch~

and of course, this buffet is free~~

specially thanks to my buddy, WK who with the free voucher..

the time when i wake up it almost afternoon time..

and my mum ask me why don't need to buy food for me..

since i left a note ask her not to buy for me because of buffet xD

so i left myself hungry until buffet time =)

its almost 1pm and he came to fetch me... off we go~~

btw, its just two of us since there's just two voucher.. too bad =(

Season Cafe @ Grand Season Hotel

1st plate - mussle, fish, squid, grill chicken, fried chicken, lamb curry

2nd plate - fried crab stick with tartar sauce, fried wonton,

small slice of pizza, bread stuffed with vege and meat...etc

3rd plate - pasta with shredded cheese (no photo)

this is where i eat until i forgot to take some picture..

4th - self-made fruit rojak

here it is, the Chocolate Fountain..

which u can get it mostly in any buffet.. i think >.<

and this, i made it myself~

1st stick - honey dew, red watermellon and apple

2nd stick - apple, dragon fruit, yellow watermellon

both fully covered with thick chocolates, chocolate chips and nuts.

this is my last, dessert~

- mini chocolate tart with almond

- fruit tart

- mango jelly

- strawberry jelly with lychee

(.. actually i din finish that strawberry jelly..)

(.. wanna know why? doesn't taste nice xD ..)

random photo taken while i resting with my fully stuffed stomach..

bwahahahaha >.<

Thats all for my buffet..

as for the actual price of it, its RM37 for lunch..

as for dinner, i think is RM50+ if not mistaken..

WhaT Am I ThinkinG

2011-02-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey~~ don't forget me!! i'm still alive here~
just missing for a while... more than one month i guess?? xD
not that i wanna stop my blog update.. it just that i doesn't have much free time..
most of the time used on assignment or went out with my friend..
or sometimes when i wanna post something, i get tired =="
recently don't know why i get tired easily... without my notice O_O"

and now, some of my friends ask me to update something.. at least something..
this is what i can give you right now.. about what 'm thinking right now..

uhm... this definitely not what i will think right now!! xD

but this maybe is my thought...
because sometimes i just think of anything or nothing..
and it will make myself confuse and blur..

is this? yup, maybe this is...
well you can see it, right now i'm thinking of nothing xD

OuT and Next.... StaY TunE =)

NeW PhonE

2010-12-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday feeling easy~~ after class, went home and surprisingly, my dad come back home early..
but i think he doesn't work on that day.. i ask my dad at night is he free and he say yes..
that time, image of the phone fly pass my mind, imaginary xD

around 7 something went to the nearest shop to buy..
when i ask is there any left, one staff say the last one just sold.. i was like OMG..
then another staff give me hope~ say that there is still one left in the cupboard~
when he take out the phone, from that moment on, i knew its gonna be mine xD

sitting there, chit chatting a while with the staff.. and then finally, bought it ^^
member price RM2249, if paid by using Citybank credit card the price will be RM2099..
huhuhu~ and the best part is, Citybank card point can use it for discount.. WOW
suddenly the price cheaper RM550~ so the final price i buy for HTC Desire HD is... RM1549~

and this is it ~~ ^^

my brand new HTC Desire HD~~ woohoo`~ LOL

finally change my phone after sooooo long..

but on that moment, i become poor~~ broke!! OMG

need to work more to earn back ~~ i NEED JOB!!

A SonG ThaT i LikE~ NeW BloG SonG

2010-12-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

this song i love it more after yesterday LIVE performance by JJ Lin himself at the Star Live Concert~~ fwahhh~~ damn nice ^^

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托
等不到天黑烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

enjoying ♥♥♥

DecisionS

2010-12-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

it is not easy to be done when it comes to decision..
especially in my situation, its hard for me to decide whether want to buy what phones xD
currently got few phones in mind which i probabl will get..
but among all those, i still can't make the decision since the specification is almost the same..
i'll just state out the specs that making me hard to make decision.

Nokia N8

- with front facing camera
- camera with Xenon Flash, 12MP
- Nokia update frequently
- low budget, cheaper (RM1690)

HTC Desire HD

- nice performance, better than N8
- 8MP camera with dual LED Flash
- Without front facing camera
- 4.3" wide screen, bigger screen than N8
- nice design
- RM2299, available only from Digi for now, 2 phones per week, hard to get

HTC HD7

- same performance with Desire HD
- using Windows OS
- nice interface, entertainment-based phone
- 5MP camera, without front facing camera
- nice design
- RM2399

Samsung Galaxy S

- Android 2.2
- Super AmoLED screen, which is better than any of above
- with front facing camera
- 5MP camera without flash
- weightage lighter than any of the above
- expensive (RM2599)

what should i get?? @@
anyone has any opinion?? don't care about the price 1st >.<

I Am A HaiR ModeL

2010-11-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

yes!! i'm a hair model, haha just for one day. It is on yesterday, which is Thursday~ went to a Salon at Bukit Bintang, located in Park Royal Hotel, name The Met. was invited by Carmen to her work place to be her hair model xD

hmm... at first i duno why i agree with it, maybe i think of free hair wash and blow, and recently my hair need a very very clean wash xD .. thats why i agree with it and went there~ =)
the first look on Carmen, wow~ doesnt recognize her, the same happen to me, she doesnt recognize me!! >.< .. until i did one action, ready to take out my phone, she come and ask, then when i just say i'm looking for Carmen, she say she is.. OMG, looks different from photo.. prettier in real life.. and she just say the same thing to me =.="

well, i reach there by 7pm as requested, sit there and wait for her senior to arrive. reading magazine, chat with her and just... sit and wait xD .. while doing that, she was checking on my hair, about my hair texture, density and all kinds, PRO xD .. until duno what time, then she only started to help me wash hair~~

during the hair wash session, fuhhh~~ feel relax and chill.. what she did was giving me hair conditioner, i still remember one of it contain Peppermint, plus using cold water.. WOW, chilling enough, like it xD .. she giving head massage also during hair wash, nice skill you have Carmen =)

after washing, she help me blow my hair until soft and dry~ LOL.. while doing that, her senior supervising her at beside, his name same with mine, Alex but his is Alexander xD .. he did come and talk to me for a while to explain and ask me to give feedback on her skills. after that, well just sitting there and wait for the presentation time =)

here is it, the first person to present, Carmen, during the presentation time, she only do the finishing touch~ LOL.. show everyone how to apply the hair spray~~ and guess what, its her first time styling male hair~ and i'm her first!! OMG... hahaa xD .. not bad at all~

well, actually my hair got wet cuz of raining

but still manage to keep the look..

here's what she style for me..

not bad rite?? xD

Want a nice wash and blow?

don't just stand there, go to The Met Salon at Park Royal Hotel

its just at the opposite of Sg. Wang

look for Carmen xD

YES ~ 4G Mobile Internet With Voice

2010-11-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

friday evening (19th of November) went to Bukit Bintang Area with my buddy, Wan Kah~ well actually the purpose for me going there is to go ask for the price of the phone i'm going to buy~ and luckily i got someone to go with, who understand more about smartphones than me~ and what a coincidence, he also planning to go Lot 10, so both of us go after morning badminton >.<

let me get straight to the point~ after surveying price at LowYat, we walk to Lot10 to get ready for the Official Launching of "YES" 4G Mobile Internet With Voice.

When i heard him telling me that this is simless, i mean using this doesn't need a SIM card, and the speed is 5x faster than 3G.. LOL.. should i believe in that?? because i did not experience it before xD

at first, he told me that the launching starts at 6pm based on internet source. But when i pass by, there was a pretty girl giving me a flyer, and it says that 5pm starts. so we decided to wait for it inside since it only 30min away~ and in the end... AFTER 6PM only start.. OMG, we waited for more than 1 and half hour >.<

lets skip that xD .. and here is it, the launching of YES!!

starting

the promoter all stand by~

see the lady on the left sitting there??

thats the announcer for the launching~

my fren like it because of pretty xD

entrance to Lot10 (view from inside)

outside currently raining~

there is da big shiny screen for YES

and right side there's the DJ~

keep on seeing him SS there xD

guess what, they invited Jimmy Lin (小胖林育群) to perform

OMG... his sound... AMAZING xD

after launching, crowded ^^

YES Counter

everyone line up to apply~

there's the small "Pendrive" size Internet Adapter i think >.<

SIM-less phone display on the wall~

and also, everyone gets their free drinks ^^

well, as shown on the 1st picture, it cost 9sen per SMS, 9sen per min, and 9sen for every 3MB of internet usage. according to them, within the period they given, if you does not use over RM30, your account and number will be barred and if want to use it again, need to re-activate your account all over again, change email, change this change that, back to the 1st step where you start register for it.. LOL .. first time registration fees is RM50, and the more internet usage you used, the more rebate you get. What you WaitinG for?? Go Get it NOW xD

1021 BrithdaY PhoTos~

2010-11-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

purpose is to keep my promise to someone who i said to her that i will put up this post soon. now its so late to update, but i don't give a damn on it.. so this is the photo that i picked to put in here.

afternoon birthday celebration with college friends

bright shiny candle in a dark room xD

making my wish?? @@

time to cut the cake ^^

STOP!!! LOL

afternoon session ended here.. hehe

lets continue with night session~

celebration with my gangz~ S1 gang @ pizza hut

side view of da cake

erm... this is....

words from my buddy, COCONUT xD

thx WK, almoz forgot about "A.H." this word..

but y its on da CAKE??!! LOL

me and da cake~~

like this~

here he is, coconut WK~~ xD

and here he was, making me cut faster for him~

and here it is~~ the present i received from my fellow friends

i can't believe this

i get a pink formal shirt =="

LOL.. haha, but its a brand new color in my closet~ xD

and this is another present

from someone who always saying my eyes are dry after wearing lenses..

huhu... thanks again ^^

BTW, for the last three picture

sorry for the bad quality, from my noob phone camera xD

~~ThaTs ALL~~

1021 BrithdaY

2010-10-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

21 October 2010

this is the day i was born...

for today, means??

My BirthdaY ^^

should i be happy about this...

erm... yes and no xD

YES : yay, its my birthday again, can fully enjoy the great moment of this day

NO : gosh, i'm getting older again.. i wanna be young T~T (Stay in Neverland xD)

well actually, i almost forgot about my birthday was today..

maybe because of thinking of other things too much.. o(o.O")p

anyway, at college, i would like to thanks to all my course mate~

for celebrating my birthday with me..

thx to Carmen for buying the cake from far~~ (rite?)

and thx to Jnie for planning this whole thing up~~

cut the crap and here's da 1st cake of the day~~ ^^

guess what program i use to edit this picture??

the answer is... Microsoft PowerPoint~ xD

long time never edit picture...

so if there is any not nice looking, sry to the pros ya xD

from what i know, this cake is Chocolate Cake...

middle filled with ice cream~~ delicious ^^

and the cake was cut by Tyan Min... Thx ya ^^

actually there is two more pieces left after giving out to all..

planning to bring back home to give to two person...

one of it, u noe jor larh, still got called u xD

but think of it, it got ice cream inside..

so after the last class, one piece given to buddy, Davin..

and the last piece of the cake, given to Tini~~

last meet wif u is August PC Fair...

at night, celebration with S1 Kaki @ Pizza Hut

8 people enjoying dinner together~~

and after dinner, the celebration starts...

cake out, music on, and clappers comes xD

thx for celebrating for me and love you guys~~ ^^

after the celebration, didn't went home..

went out for the whole night with WK and Jack~

actually, its just a normal plan~~ but i did enjoy it.. LOL xD

5 hours of Cyber Cafe from 12am till 5am...

then WK drives us to KL... jz driving around and look around..

until one place, we saw prostitutes... whole streets...

looking for customers for their business xD

and one of it actually waving on us at the moment we look to that direction.. LOL

thn almost 6am, we stop the car in front of our Secondary School gate..

sitting in the car, listen to Japanese and Korean Music... from WK phone..

and start looking at high school students... morning looks to school xD

until 7am only leave that place, to Melati Utama McDonalds for breakfast..

requested by Jack~~ had our breakfast until 8am only went home..

well, i jz went home for a while, then fetch "Half Dead-Looking" Jack back home..

jz look at him... sooo tired >.<

as for me and WK, ready for next round... Badminton xD

had badminton from 10.15am till 11.10am... then get some rest..

went home take a bath, only went to Prima to had lunch with Ky33~

after lunch, and after our haircut, we got nothing to do..

so we ask one more people out... Yenn Rou~~

Me, WK, Rou and PS... 4 person went to Wangsa Walk..

actually planning to watch a movie... but there is no movie that we want to watch..

so ended up walking around Wangsa Walk without any purpose xD

around 5 something only went home... xD

**most of the picture haven't got it, so will upload it on the next post~

again, wishing myself on that day before 12am strikes...

HappY BirthdaY To MyselF... GettinG Old >.<

伤心的那几天

2010-09-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

星期日

就像平时一样的

我睡到11点多才起床

刷牙冲凉后就吃早餐、午餐

过后呢，就看电视上网

上着时，慢慢的觉得闷闷的

然后就开电脑游戏来玩玩

接着，看见妈妈冲好凉出来听电话

正玩到一半时，妈跑进房间对我说

“外公去世了”

我整个人突然愣了一下

开始问几时发生的

说是刚刚下午去世的

突然觉得真的是难以相信

因为星期六晚上还有去医院看外公啊

看他的时侯

外公还能聊天

看起来还很有精神啊

只是星期六早上护士说

外公突然呼吸困难

需要氧气管帮他呼吸

一直都是好好的

直到礼拜下午

就这样收到了惊人的消息

被逼把所有的事情丢下

赶去外婆家集合

开始商量帮外公办“事”

到了外婆家不久

车就来了

开始把篷塔好

慢慢的下起雨来了

在KL的亲戚也差不多到了

之后就迎接外公“回来”

全都在外

只有行动不方便的外婆在屋里

伤心地流泪了

之后就开始商量

选好日子帮外公安葬好

就选到星期二出山

所以星期日到星期二为止

我都是在外婆家

晚上回家冲好凉了

又赶去外婆家帮忙做其他事

折金纸

个人大概都折了上千个

手指有点痛了 >.<

到十一点多才回家休息

星期一

我还是一样睡到下午才起床

其实是被妈妈吵醒的

在大约12点半左右

之后就准备好在妈妈去做点东西

才放妈妈在外婆家

我就回家休息下

然后时间到了才去载亲戚

没想到还没出门

又下起大雨来了

在家呆了一阵才出门

晚上请来了尼姑来念经

从傍晚7点多开始

整个仪式都花了几个小时时间

到晚上10点多才完毕

进到屋内

又看见外婆伤心地哭起来了

朋友邻居都在安慰外婆

呆在那到12点凌晨才回家

回到家

虽然是很累

可是我却是睡不着

想找人聊聊天

又被限制

不能上网

只好在房间sms和开电脑看戏

到了2点多三点才慢慢的睡了

星期二早上

6点多就被吵醒了

叫我快快准备好

要出发去外婆家了

在路途中塞车了

一个小时后才到外婆家

看一看全部人

才发觉到原来我们是最后一个到

吃了点东西

就等时间到

时间一到

仪式开始

可看见外婆和妈妈都在哭

看到了眼泪也忍不住流出来了

最伤心的是外婆

少了一个人的陪伴

。。。

完毕了就跟着去墓地

做这个做那个

完毕后就回家

交代点事了各自就回家去了

至于我呢

还是一样

跑上跑下

载亲戚到车站去

Jln Ipoh > Bukit Jalil > Jln Ipoh >Titiwangsa

这里跑那里跑

看来我比其他亲戚还要忙

回到家什么都不管

直接倒在床上睡到晚上

外公享受了85年的人生

就这样不告而别

什么事也没交代

这就让舅舅们伤脑筋

最头痛的还是我妈

因为外公外婆的所有事都是我妈管理的

所以呢还是麻烦到我妈

至于亲戚们之间的问题

就在这短短的几天内

我了解了全部

好坏全都知道了

我就好像是中间人一样

怎么我身边那么多问题呢

唉。。~~(>_<)~~

BloGGiE NeW MusiC

2010-09-25T02:21:00.002+08:00

changing new music to my bloggie~~
and this is da song~~ recently like this >.<
EnjoY ^^

李玖哲 - 最后的那一天
作词：林燕岑作曲：李玖哲

忘了是谁先打破了沉默说抱歉
声音很轻却回荡整夜
幸福陪着作废结局好狼狈

拼命的堆把回忆堆进抽屉里面
思念依旧不从人所愿
像个贼偷走我唯一知觉

最后的那一天最后的那一天
是谁的眼泪模糊了画面
最后的那一天最后的那一天
想不起为何我们都忘了说再见

你说的对爱人和被爱的都可怜
那一天你说出的体会
提醒我你留下孤单永远

最后的那一天最后的那一天
是谁的眼泪模糊了画面
最后的那一天最后的那一天
想不起为何我们都忘了说再见

你是否也怀念相爱的第一天
什么感觉

最后的那一天最后的那一天
无力再重写相爱的机会
最后的那一天最后的那一天
心碎来不及遮掩写坏的完结篇
那一天

“ 这是最后的那一天
当记忆破碎成灰
我却依旧被困在崩坏的世界里 ”

~ MiX iT Up ~ ( Part 2 )

2010-09-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

due to someone request, asking me to stop writing the past..

erm... i think and think and think...

i guess i just post all the picture and a few sentence on it.. LOL

21 August 2010
the day i join 30 Hours Famine @ Bukit Jalil as a Security Volunteer..

afternoon till evening, briefing the whole time and stadium visit..

after briefing, watch some artist do their stage practice

Z-Chen (张智成)

day before the countdown day~~

countdown day~~ concert~~ ^^

the Security Team~~ woohoo~~ (Click image for larger view)

My tag and 30Hour Famine T-shirt

26th August 2010

on this day, planning to go a new place to have my lunch..

and so i planned to go a new place.. which i never went before..

Cheras "Yakiniku" BBQ House~~

the interior of the shop~

our BBQ Equipment.. BBQ with charcoal..

only me solo pic?? haiz >.<

yummy~~ bacon, crispy toufu and seaweed soup~

whole table full of foods... bwahahaha

take some picture before leaving... see the last picture...

BBQ house, PASS xD

i think thats all for now~~

and as for tomorrow (20th September) going to A'Famosa wif frens~~

will be back with updates~~ if i got time to write anything >.<

~ MiX iT Up ~ ( Part1 )

2010-09-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i update my blog...

and this will be a long post since i got many things to write..

but, i will try to make it short... LOL

1st of all is about my damn bloody phone..

i cant believe it started to give me trouble..

cable start to become not sensitive and i cant even plug in to my lappy..

cant detect the device and it made me cant move the picture from my phone to my lappy..

damn it.. now really hope to change a new phone...

and i already have a new target.. SE Xperia X10 .. O(∩_∩)O

just wanna change my phone as soon as possible...

and now, the post start ... here goes...

(... photos taken by my noob 3.2 megapixel phone.. quality not gud >.< ...)

11th August 2010

went to a Korean Restaurant @ Kepong with friends for lunch..

The restaurant name is Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant

that day afternoon can say the restaurant is empty but just 3 of us..

seaweed soup and my set lunch, kimchi with pork rice set

lunch set is just RM14 per set and there is no any tax.. so the price is ok..

and as for others, when i look into the menu, i was like.. OMG

the cheapest food in the menu cost RM25... >.<

after lunch, my friend say still wanna eat something else...

and the next stop we went is another food stall.. name K.T.Z food

at first i was thinking, just to order drinks..

but in the end, i order more and more... LOL

peanut stew dessert and some fried things..

mango ice, taste nice~~

i kinda shock that i manage to eat all these food in one day within 2hours..

13th August 2010

this day, hmm... what day is it huh??

oh yea, its my "lui lui" birthday~~ xD

HappY BirthdaY yA~~

this day, we went to Look Out Point to celebrate for her..

as for me and the other 3 friends, we went to buy cake and candles..

and something suddenly cross my mind... tricky candles... xD

candles that will light up after u blow it... haha.. gotcha xD

group photo and birthday girl with her birthday gift~

16th August 2010

the day we went to Genting Highland..

the reason why suddenly went there is because of two things..

one is i got a free room and the other is Ling wanna go~

we went up in the afternoon.. because didn't play outdoor and check in time is 3pm

8 of us~~

reach there, the first thing to do is... CHECK IN..

we separate into 2 groups.. one is to follow me to check in..

of course with all the luggage, and the other went to buy movie ticket..

haha.. watch a movie there and i forgot what the movie name >.<

just to wait for check in, waited for more than 1 hour ...

some of them start to eat cup noodles while waiting..

after check in, get some rest, then only went to movie..

after movie, went for the 4D Motion, titled The Haunted House..

before that, we have some of our little games outdoor...

and its all taken down in videos which i think i'm not posting it up.. LOL

then at nite, some of us went for bowling and some of them went back to the room..

i'm joining the bowling gang, after bowling, followed up by pool~~

after finish all, we went to StarBuck wait for the rest to come down..

group photo and thats my coffee~~ in a mug.. xD

the scenery i capture it when i having my breakfast at Genting Mamak Stall..

its located at the cable car car park... B5.. can try to find it =)

after the breakfast, went back to the room... all of them sleeping.. LOL

well, i'm tired too... whole night didn't sleep... but when they wake up, i nap.. LOL

after all ready, check out our room, went for a walk...

then take bus went back down... for our second round entertainment.. Karaoke

i'm surprise that they still have so many energy for that xD

and it seems like everyone enjoy and having fun except for BeaR~~ xD

feeling very tired on this day but had fun with them..

(... stop here for a while... to be continue in Part 2 ...)

FeeLinG At NiGhT

2010-08-20T02:28:00.000+08:00

in this chilling night~~

back from movie "Love in Disguise"..

(nice movie thou.. feels like going for 2nd time xD)

sitting in front of my lappie..

chatting with my friends~~

and suddenly, something came into my mind..

its about some words and some scene...

and now it making me feel.. uneasy??

can't really explain this kind of feeling..

making me can't sleep... keep on thinking of THAT..

when will it gonna solve or disappear from my mind??

or am i the one who gonna make it come true??

if i doesn't know the answer, who know??

but this is the feeling i like.. unexplainable feeling..

because i doesn't need to think much of it..

just let it be.. undefined in my mind~~

at least got something that will stay inside me..

which will makes me feel better if something happen >.<

~post about genting trip will be update soon~

3 DayS WorK @ PC FaiR

2010-08-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

at first i thought i'm not working at PC Fair..

due to some circumstances... but now, got a job.. LOL

work as a promoter.. doing sales for HP and Compaq products..

which for me, not a big supporter of it... still prefer Acer... xD

but the boss put me at HP instead of Acer... >.<

which lead me no choice but to do it... for money to travel..

DaY 1

going to KLCC at the time my supervisor give me..

but in the end, he is the one who was late..

still ask me to be around that time and don't late... SWT

anyway, wait for half an hour until RoU came..

so i just walk with her to the convention center food court and wait for the time.

while waiting, staring and smelling at Kenny Roger's freshly roasted chicken..

which remind me of i did not had my breakfast... LOL

but still, did not have my breakfast.. >.<

with the helps of phone calls, i manage to find them in the crowded..

just right after i stand under hot sun for 10 minutes... darn..

well, its time and i'm at the booth getting ready to work..

like normal promoters in PC Fair.. i do my job.. doing sales..

with some girls, selling external hard discs at our booth.. xD

as for the first day, i can say there is nothing interesting happen..

except for... getting some talks by the boss... bout zero sales for me xD

in the afternoon, fellows S1-ians came for PC Fair shopping and visit..

meet up with them during my lunch break..

after work, went for dinner with WK, YH and JacK..

but i need to get all the way up to the ballroom from ground floor to find them..

so damn tired... so does my leg... >.<

dinner session, RoU went home early and KyEE joined us..

DaY 2

finally, a day with breakfast... but i'm waiting again!!

haiz... why am i so punctual?? is this a good thing??

anyway, wait for them while eating... and someone just ffk me..

guess who's that.. owe me TENJI... bwahahaha

well, after eating, rushing to KLCC for the grouping..

kinda late for us... but for me, i'm still ok.. because not only me who is late xD

on this day, girls that selling hard disc changes again...

and this time, had some chat with some of them...

err... whats the name again... PeggY and YeN.. (if i'm not wrong xD)

well, that makes the day goes smoothly with less boredom xD

and of course, this day, meet with friends that came to PC fair..

and still the same guy.. Alvin and Nicholas... i wonder why xD

on this day, finally got some sales... althought its only 2..

at least i wont get free talks from my boss xD

had my lunch break but not dinner break...

and lunch break only give me 30 minutes... what to eat??!!

end up buying two pretzel, finish up while walking back to the fair..

finish work, finish cleaning the booth, it is time...

we all sing BirthdaY song to one leng lui~~

although dunno what is her name... she is the only girl in our booth..

i mean pretty girl.. its her birthday and she is 19 years old this year..

and at night, dinner plan its the same...

same time, same place, but this day, there is two more appear...

EnG and LinG joined us... actually, they reach before us xD

DaY 3

this is the last and final day of PC Fair..

breakfast again, but this time i try not to be sooo punctual...

and guess what, JacK was the 1st one to reach and i'm next xD

wait for the others while eating.. and start moving after finish..

the last day... it giving me a picture in my mind already...

a picture of crowded with people picture..

just a few minutes after 11am, i saw ShenG HoU..

came to PC Fair with his brother.. if i did not call him, he would just walk away..

thats the way he is... haha... CONCENTRATE~~

after a little chit chatting, i only notice that today is special..

because there is 5 hard disc girl standing with me... xD

for Friday and Saturday, its only 3 girls... and today it became 5..

except for PeggY, RoU also joined xD

and also GracE and ElainE~~ hehe... lucky day~~

a day without boredom... bwahahahahaha...

and also, the last day, most of my friends came...

including KrazY and his friend.. didn't expect to see her there..

but still happy to see you again.. since that premier screening..

its been so long... for few month already... haha

have a little chit chatting, and she is off for her PC Fair walks xD

later in the afternoon, meet with Shen Joe and Pei Shan..

both of them came separately... but its happy to see them... hehe

and of course, there is still more friends coming..

for this day, no lunch break for me due to too many customer to serve..

but i told to have my dinner break... LUCKY..

before dinner break, i got 1 sales.. which again saves me from the "talks"..

today dinner, eat with RoU and ElainE..

and notice a table with a damn annoying woman...

who keeps talking non-stop, and she talks fast too...

i can understand her boyfriend feeling by looking at his reaction..

ANNOYED and BORING xD

finish dinner, went to buy somethings which i wanna buy..

then only back to work.. again.. TIRED >.<

but mostly, chatting and fooling around with the girls... LOL

last day... phew... really a busy day~~

and also many interesting things to see and experience ^^

at night, WK, BeaR and JacK went for dinner..

i didn't join them because of the next day have exam..

so i went home and study... which i'm not doing it at home xD

well, thats all for the PC Fair working days..

typing all this in a sleepy condition... LOL

tired... sleepy.. ZzZzZz... ciow~~

I'm BacK~~

2010-08-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

after many years of abandon my blog...

not years, just 1 month and few days i think??

maybe its already 2 month!! didn't notice that >.<

why am i updating it today?? because today its a brand new month~~

and my friends ask me to do so... since i'm free now, just do it xD

the reason why i stop update my blog is because of the friggin assignment..

making me rush... rush and rush~~ and its all blame on myself :P

for what?? for not doing it before submission... haha xD

and when the due date is near, then i only rush it!!

thats the Malaysian style of doing assignment... LOL xD

but there is one thing i like about this.. I ENJOY IT SO MUCH!!

i mean the moment i rushing my assignment through the night~

without sleeping for few days~~ doing it with music on, surrounding me..

thats the time i feel like i'm not myself anymore..

because the normal me wont do this kind of things.. hehe

being someone else other than myself, sometimes its good...

but one thing for sure, i enjoy it...

and there is one truth for this to myself..

if there are no rushing of something like assignments in college life,

thats mean your college life is sucks!! and boring!!

imagine it, going to college everyday, do the same thing..

over and over and over again~~ like..

going to class, finish class, yet, there is another class...

finish class, go back home~~ feels... boring..

well, exclude being with friends...

because hanging out with them, its fun and happy~~

friends can make your life become colorful ~~

to make sure that you having a great college life,

hang out with friends or class mate even more~~

and do something extraordinary... but sometimes still needs to be normal xD

(... why the hell i'm writing all this?? influence from my friends.. LOL ...)

erm... erm... so thats all for this post..

will be active again after my final exam ^^

and now, needs to get myself up and start doing my revision...

but before that, continue my games xD

ciow~~ ( ^_^ )/~~

Cousin Wedding @ Melaka

2010-06-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

another long period of no update my blog..

gah... too much assignment... tell u what~

i have to rush 4 assignment within one month..

i mean, did i have time to do other things??

yes... sleep and movie...lol.. movie is for my relaxation xD

back to the topic~~

my cousin wedding, which held at Melaka~

and i'm going to Melaka on Friday evening..

but before that, after class, afternoon went to Sg.Wang to buy present for my friends..

because on Friday night, they going to celebrate with three person whose birthday falls on June..

too bad i cant go because of going to Melaka..

so i miss the celebration with them... but my greets will still sent to them..

while waiting for my cousin brother to call to fetch him, i online for the last time..

i mean before i went to Melaka and cant online for two days.. hehe >.<

wait till 7pm only went out to fetch my cousin brother..

then only start our journey to Melaka~~

in the car for almost 2 and half hours because of a little traffic jam on the highway..

and finally, 9.45pm++ we reach my relative house~~

the 1st person we saw~ my cousin sister, the bride~~

say hi and chat a while with her, then only went into the house..

straightly to the kitchen, sit down and eat my dinner`~ hehehe

clock strike 10pm, i look at the clock... think and think and think...

1ST MATCH OF FIFA WORLD CUP HAS STARTED!!!

1st half i did not watch because someone still watching drama on Astro..

then a while more, my relatives decided to went back to the resort to take some rest..

as the next morning need to wake up early~~

when we reach the resort, straightly open the TV and watch the second half~~

wahahaha... everyone sitting in font of the small TV and watch the match together~

untill 12am, match over~~ everyone get ready to changed and went to bed~~

hahaha... because of the resort room is small, not much place to sleep..

for me, i sleep at the living room, on a sofa~~ hahaha

but for me, i did not sleep so early.. because i planning to wait for the 2.30am match..

in the end, wasted my sleeping time!! stupid resort doesn't have Astro!!

haiz... waited for so long only realise there is nothing for me to watch..

so i just went to bed.. not to mention, whole day sms-ing with 3 person for the whole day.. xD

the next day, guess what, i woke up at 6am++

why so early?? because i heard the noise from those who already woke up..

and also, i think its time for me to wake up and get ready...

because we are going to the bride house to ready ourself.. LOL

and waiting for the bridegroom to come over~~ hahahaa

well, at first my aunt say its on 8.30am...

but we wait.. and wait and wait... untill 9.30am still haven't come..

i wonder whats taking so long.. and suddenly, i heard some noises..

finally, they came~~ for the girls, they quickly lock the door~~ xD

well, for those who are Chinese, i bet u know what happen ad why they doing it..

well, i have some photo that can show what they doing...

taken by my noob phone camera~~ looks a bit blur~~ >.<

the first stage while entering bride's house

must fulfill the condition given or until satisfied xD

the second stage... geez.. sooo many doors xD

the same.. ask to do something~~

the 3rd stage, bridegroom need to say something to make

bride's parent feel touching.. LOL

then the 4th stage i din took photo because too many people..

it was actually answer the question about the bride while going upstairs

each correct answer will proceed with 2 stairs steps

and for each wrong answer, need to give ang pao~~

there are many people say this:

"Ala, just give the ang paos, then straightly pass this stage xD"

well actually all this is just for fun~~ hehehe

then the final stage is at the door of bride's room..

for that i didn't went up, so i don't know what happen..

but i know before entering they need to find bride's high heels xD

looking for it in the house.. the entire house xD

after all this finish, here comes the couple~~

my cousin sis (bride)

tea for ancestor

tea for parents

and of course, there is also for all the uncles and aunties

too many of them, lazy to upload all of it xD

here is the car~~ i like the bears xD

after all these ceremony, went to bridegroom's house do the same thing..

i mean tea session >.<

meanwhile.....

this is my naughty little cousin..

always like to kacao me.. glad that he is now asleep xD

actually i was in the car enjoying the air-cond..

because outside very hot!! geez... >.<

after that, last stop, went to the new couple's new home~~

the house is nice, but still empty.. i mean the neighborhood..

because the place is still new~~

pictures of cousins~~ hahaha...

i mean male with the brides... well...was looking at the other camera >.<

after visiting, we went back to resort to have some rest~~

of course, for me i went to sleep~~ soooo tired >.<

until at night, ready to go for the wedding dinner~~

but before that, they say wanna go for shopping first...

so we went to buy somethings before we went to the dinner...

......... skip the crap ..........

at the wedding dinner, when i say my aunt, i was a little surprise..

because the look different... LOL

almost doesn't recognize them >.<

and they insist of taking picture with them... well, off i go

hehe...just one photo xD

there is my aunt, my cousin brother (older than me >.<)

and there is my cousin sister.. (younger than me xD)

and during the dinner, was enjoying the wedding videos...

but not enjoyed the songs that sang by the guest...

woots... doesn't feel right >.<

so i just eat and eat and eat whenever there is something for me to eat xD

well of course, drinks too~~ xD

until it finish, then we went back to the resort again~~

and this time, same thing happen...

all of us straightly sit in front of the TV and watch the ongoing match xD

Argentina match... and the coach looks awful... Messi best! xD

after the match, all went to bed~~ LOL

for me, i planning to wait till 2.30am for my England match..

but too tired... so i went to bed too~~ hehe >..<

until the next morning~~ not rushing...

wake up, get kacao by my lil' cousin brother again... LOL

i wait and wait and wait... my turn to bath~~ xD

after that, packing, this and that is done, went to check out...

then only go for breakfast...

after breakfast, went back home~~

but before that, went to my cousin sister's hostel room..

study at Cyberjaya, MMU... help her move the computer and setup..

but too bad, something was missing..

and so, she couldn't use it.. need to wait for 1 week..

for the missing parts to arrive xD

after that only went home.... tired and i got sick >.<

oh NO!!!... REST!!

now?? getting better already...

just that the assignments is killing me...

ok, continue my assignment... ciao~~