This is the secret story of my life

Random talk session 194: Depress!!

2011-03-11T20:51:00.004+08:00

hello diary! today is 11/3/2011.. Hisashiburi!!! Quite a while since i update.. well, i have been busy coz of my new job and i feel so lazy to reload my broadband..

anyway, yeah, like i said, really been a while, and there are lots of things happened that i didnt managed to blog in.. so many things actually..

i am now at bintulu.. precisely at the GT Plywood quarters... been here for about 2 weeks..

anyway, to make it very short, i feel depressed working in the lab.. i has forgot everything i've learned in university.. i cant do the analysis.. to sum up, i suck so bad!!! aarghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself.. seriously. i cant do anything right.. arrghhh!! i feel so frustrated..

aii, enough of that.. next, is about.. my new kataomoi LOL so yeah, atarashii no kataomoi ga mitsuketanda.. LOL new place, new kataomoi, how typical of my life.. anyway.. there's a bit story on it, so before i forgot, i want to wrte about it..

it started on the first day that i went to the.. that place lol... And, soko de, ano hito ga iru.. at first, i dun think of anything towards aitsu, demo.. when anohito watashi ni hanashita, i think that was the time that i starts to.. u kno, koi wo hajimeru?? LOL haiya, it's so hard to tell the story wit my random japanese wording lol

and after the 2 weeks, today i got the infamous feel like throwing up.. LOL

emm... i think that's it for today.. actually there are lots of things i want to write, but somehow, i dunno how to lol

Random talk session 193: crush and burn

2011-02-19T00:15:00.004+08:00

hello diary! today is 19/2/2011. friday..

now at kuching. arrived yesterday. went to kuching to sent my big bro to the airport. he got a new job at selangor.. today got up so early coz of that. i woke up at 3am...

emm.. on another story. so after we sent him off, we went back to my cousin's house.. i fell asleep again lol and i had the strangest dream.. *sigh* no, strange is not the word...it's about watashi no kata omoi.. in the dream, for some reason, i took a glimpse of ano hito, then, watashi ga, try really hard to find ano hito.. watashi wa sagashite, sagashite, then i wake up, and.. i feel so sad coz ano hito aeru mae ni, yume ga mezameshita...

and i realize sumthing, watashi wa, ano hito no koto ga sugoku aitai desu.. ai tai, ai tai wo tamaranai.. i hate part of me that feel this way.

the end.. yeah, very short i kno.. just wanna record that i had this feeling before...

Random talk session 192: finally got a job

2011-02-10T19:31:00.003+08:00

hello diary! today is 10.2.2011. thursday..

got some news today.. the kirana company from bintulu, finally call.. and yeah i got the job. i am not happy at all. now, that is weird. like i said, things that i dun want, i will always got. aii.. i guess i am going to bintulu.. i hate this..

ok, let me start again.. i was sleeping actually until the phone rang. i thought it was that stupid person coz the number is maxis. so ignored it. and then suddenly there was a message (i thought that stupid person again..) but turned out it was the chemist from kirana. she call me to tell me i got the job. i didnt feel happy at all.. i waited until like 2 hours to message her and told her to call me call her back coz i dun have enough credit.

that's about it..

em, ok, another story, my father bought a new car today, so i was at home alone when i received the call..

i am not happy wit the car coz it is so expensive for a 2nd hard car!!

em... ok, actually yesterday something happened.. a mouse suddenly ran pass my feet his fur brushed my feet lol i this like some kind of sign of what's happening today? who knows lol

i was very surprised, but i guess i am not that creep out by mouse. what i really hate is creepy crawlers, spider especially..i cant stand just seeing them!! *goosebumps*

ok, i think that's all for today.. em, today was some day.. emm..

k, bye!

Random talk session 191: Time capsule

2011-02-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

hello diary! today is 9/2/2011 it's wednesday

ok, so today, after giving answer to yahoo answer, i suddenly decide to visit my old gendou music account.. and then i started to read the posts tat i posted at the forums, way back then! haha the result, omg, amusing!!! hahahahahaha!!! omg i sounded so.. hyper and happy??? lol and back then i often used Japanese words randomly, omg i feel embarrassed reading them for some reason hahahaha

and reading the posts, i once again realized i really, really, really love anime back then.. it was my life..

and wow, i actually love seiyuu frm 2005! and my fav seiyuu was seki tomo hahahaha it's funny reading my post about it haha and i also like houshi souichiro and miyata kouki.. haha..

ok, here are some more of my discoveries lol
- i was seriously mad in love wit yuki LOL i keep calling him my husband lol
- i used to love naruto. like, really love it. but now...*sigh* i feel like i have betrayed myself T-T
- i proclaimed sasuke as my fav character lol and it seems i also love kakashi and itachi <3
- i used to think raito is a hot villain omg lol
- i also love tamahome (lol of coz XD even now i guess XD)
- back then, i didn't have any idea how to download anime hahahh

- seriously, i was so.. like a different person.. is this really me? LOL
- lol and then, at some point, i dun say sekitomo as my fav seiyuu anymore... it has changed to noriaki sugiyama (and that is totally bcoz of sasuke lol)
- my habit of writting "bcoz' is since 2005 hahahahaha
- oh, i also love Mr. K. i wonder if i realized okiayu's voice back then haha
- lol @ my point of view at shika x temari
"i dont think masashi kishimoto's sensei will go deep into the character's pairing.....hey,after all naruto is not a romance manga/anime....
but, i still think shikamaru & ino is better than shimaru & temari
reasons: 1.temari is older than shikamaru
2.shikamaru is shorter than temari
hehehe O_o "
- hahahaha wow, i use to like shika x ino???? but now i kinda support choji x ino hahaha
- em, and i also love gin (bleach) (and still am now of coz XD)
- "Re: Any Manga's you would like to see as Anime's?
Hitman Reborn" hahahaha i also love reborn back at the days XD and i only watched the anime, 3 years later XD
- wow...looks at this: "Re: Are you a fan of Naruto
i totally love naruto!!! from the begining until forever~" my heart seriously hurts so much right now... i am now saying the same thing to Gintama... but in the future, this is gonna change.. i made up my mind!! i wont say gintama my fav anime anymore (except for questions in YA haha.. it just from now on, i wont say it so.. bluntly? or sumthing like that..)
- em, i thought i love sasuke, but in the thread about fav naruto character, i answered kakashi sensei.. and itachi... emm..
- Quote "to me, anime(and manga) is my life! it is the only thing that make me really happy.
i would be very sad also when people critize anime (they dont even understand what it is)"
- another quote, a long one

"Re: Share your favorite anime n' why..

i love anime so very much!!! it is my life!!!! without anime, i dont think my life is worth living for...

Dragon Ball is the most special anime to be. i read it's manga when i was 10 years old, i watched the anime when i was 13.

Now, i hav watched a lot of anime....so much that i dont know which one is the true my fav. Saw this, loved it, beacame my fav...then, watched that, loved it too, and became my fav also, then it goes on and on.... "

- just....just.. wow...
- my reply to the peach girl thread: "the ending is quite predictable(at least to me...)" what?? so i watched the anime before???? really?? i dun remember at at all! o_o

haha, it was so much fun reading my old posts.. it reminds me of the old days that i have forgotten... this is why i want to make blog like this.. so that, in 10 years in the future, i would read this blog again, and just remembering the good old days...

and.. ah, this gendou website, my friend introduced it to me.. i kinda miss her.. havent contact her for a while, i hope she has not forgotten me.. aimi, do u remember me? T-T

Random talk session 190

2011-02-06T22:04:00.004+08:00

hello diary! today is sunday, 6/2/2011.

em, so these days i've been thinking about mikishin a lot lol dang this is seriously bcoz of that dream i had lol and now i dun want to watch/hear any yaoi anime/bl drama that has him in it lol it feel awkward lol

ok, anyways... em, dunno what else i want to say... guess that's all..? lol just want to write about mikishin??

now, this is what i call a real quick post lol

maybe i'll add sumthing if anything comes up to mind lol

EDIted on 7/2/11 XD ok, i am kinda bother that this post is too short lol

anyway, continue from my miki shin story.. i listen to abunai series 1 once again recently.. it has the 3 nostalgic lol i meant sekitomo, koyasu and mikishin XD i love miki shin character here lol

before this, i hear about the word "moe" a lot and actually i dunno what is this moe, what kind of character is moe??? but after listening to the drama, now i know lol especially when mikishin said, "kyaa!" LOLOLOLOL NOW THAT"S WHT I CALL MOE LOL

haha, ok that's all hahahaha

Random talk session 189: INTOXIC BY VOICES

2011-02-01T19:08:00.007+08:00

hello diary..it's 1/2/2011.. tuesday... continue from the last entry lol

nnnnnnnngggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh toochika koichi (yay, i memorized his name lol)

gah, ok, starts from here, when i get this 'excited' feeling, i'll call it intoxic lol

gah! this guy voice nnghhh.. but then again, actually i havent hear his usual talking voice in the song lol

ok, back to the original entry that i wanted to make lol

anyway.. i was watching/downloading one of weiss perf from utube... the song is called it's too late... love this song.. hehe.. actually i downloaded the song quite a time ago, and this afternoon, i so happen to listen to it again, and ever since then i ve been repeating it lol and then i found the live perf in utube.. so, wanna comment some few things heh

1stly, lol this is the 1st time i see mikishin since that awkward dream i had lol i still feel shy when i see him hahahaha and kya love the way he hold the mic XD

and then, sekitomo looks restless lol he is wit the most movement XD koyasu singing so.. what's the word? like, so unenergetic or sumthing XD he looks kinda tired lol yuki and mikishin also doesnt have any movement, but it;s not bad as koyasu lol no, i'm not complaining XD i think he's really tired.. he;s like sweating a lot! poor guy XD

emm....i think that's all.. lol

Random talk session 188: valentine kiss rants

2011-02-01T11:05:00.008+08:00

hello diary! today is 1/2/2011. it's tues..and whaddaya kno, it's feb...and i'm still jobless... so sad..

anyway.. i was listening to vk.. and forgot to blog about it XD this year vk already leaked in the internet XD and it is sung by ohtori and michiru (i dunno who's this guy was lol)

.....namikawa daisuke and kishio daisuke.. both are daisuke s LOL

this is the 1st time i hear kishio sings XD it was ok i guess.. and that michiru guy is so funny LOL

ohtori vk is..fine i guess XD he sounds so weird at first XD i dunno maybe it's bcoz i hear too much italy song haha

ah, really love how hyoutei sings the song every year lol now it's only jirou and kabaji who havent sing... who knows, maybe even the kantoku will get too sing it lol

emm...what else i wanna talk about...

i'm stumped XD guess that's it XD bye..

edit:

am listening to digimon memorial song.. gah.. it's that excited feeling again!! GAHHHH the guy voice is soooo nnnnghhhhhh!!!!! ok, as of now, the seiyuu tht has able to make me feel this way are: okiayu, suwabe, kiuchi, yusa (the most current one i guess XD), sugiyama, mikishin, sekitomo..that's it i think.. lol while hiroki's eiji always make me feel amaze lol

edit 2

the guy that made me go all 'nngghh' lol his name,.. i think it;s tochika? lol i shud start memorizing his name lol at first i thought it was kondo takashi's voice.. how can i make this terrible mistake lol (well, in the past i even mix toriumi and namikawa voices lol they are like so differen when i come to kno their voice XD)

Random talk session 187: weird dream

2011-01-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

hello diary! today is 29/1/2011 it's saturday..

this is just a very quick post.. just wanna write down my weird dream last night... i dreamt of MikiShin LOL kinda scary? i didnt see any of his pic or video.. and yet i still dreamt about him lol i only hear one of his song yesterday XD

and now i am gonna feel awkward of him for a while XD

ok, tht's all haha

Random talk session 186 i love layton & pokemon

2011-01-27T22:44:00.005+08:00

hello diary.. today is 27.1.2011. it's thursday..

and i am at the bintulu terminal bus station... am going back to betong.. taking the 11:30pm bas.. now is still 10:50pm..

emm.. so, i had the interview this afternoon. once again, complete fail. i cant speak properly, i was incoherence, i mumbled...darn it i hate myself..

em, actually i kinda want the position, but after the interviewed, i kinda dun want it anymore lol i dun want to work on saturdays!! i dun mind the shift, but working on saturdays??? Gahhh!!! i hope they dun take me lol but for some reason, thing that i dun like, i usually get..and truthfully, i really, really dun want this job lol

about the interview, it was nothing much.... just ordinary, nothing skema or anything... em, for some reason i dun want to think of it.. ok, i'm dropping this subject..

what else can i talk about? i have no more idea, so i guess that's it XD bye2 until next time..

EDIT 1:
ah i forget to mention.. i've also finished playing prof. layton and the unwound future game... i was so impatient to know the ending, so i didnt think much of the puzzle, and usually just go to the super hints button lol

and what can i say.. i cried at the ending... especially the part when layton starts to cry, my tears was already running on my cheeks lol gah i love that dang gentleman. seriously XD hershel layton, i declare u as one of my fav anime people from now on XD

and then, we finally got to see what's under layton's hat.. (and for some reason, now i am reminded of the naruto ep when they try to see kakashi's face lol)... ok, and then, i was also sad when luke cry coz he and the prof. hav to part ways..awww i wanna hug him >,<

ok, about the plot, i kinda expect they were really not in the future XD but of coz! XD the 2 previous game r the proofs XD nothing is what it seems XD and also i kinda guess future luke was the evil mastermind XD gah, oguri sounds so hot XD haha..

the secret to the 'future' london was really amazing too lol just like the secrets in the curious village n the diabolical box..

kya.. really love the kinda mystery in prof layton game.. cant wait for the next installment hehe

EDIT 2:
oh, besides that i also finish playing pokemon diamond hehe.. i defeated the elite 4 and the champion.. next, i want to play the heart gold version hehe..

So now i only havent finish apollo justice game... i am so slow i know lol i guess it's bcoz i dun really like apollo that much compare to phoenix.. eemm.. i think that's all.. until next time. (again).. haha..

bye..

Random talk session 185: Quick update

2011-01-24T06:21:00.007+08:00

Hello diary! it's 24.1.2011, monday... 6:27am now... emm..

Ok, i am going for an interview this thursday. at bintulu for goodness sake!!!!!!!!!! i feel so lazy to go la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can i just sleep, play game, and browsing the internet forever??? i am so lazy to work and even lazier to go for any interview.. that is what i've been thinking recently..

ok, another news, i finally finish playing ace attorney investigation miles edgeworth... i downloaded the ROM last year LOL took almost a year to finish the whole game.. and i havent even finish Apollo Justice which i downloaded even earlier LOL

and now i am playing pokemon diamond & prof. layton unwound future...

ok, that's all.. i so lazy to update anything...

bye..

Random talk session 184: 1st post of the year 2011

2011-01-11T02:02:00.008+08:00

hello diary! (2am) today is 11/1/2011. Tuesday..

ah, i am really dun have any mood to blog recently.. i mean, it's already 2011 now.. i dun even have a new year blog post. actually, even now i am still not in the mood to blog... i am just gonna do the regular meme post.. thingy..

--Meme on the year 2010--

Meme for this year:

What fandoms did you acquire in 2010?

DAVID ARCHULETA!!!! XDD

I also watched more american series LOL Before this, i already watched and love CSI. House, Heroes and Supernatural. Now, i am adding Dexter and Merlin into the list XD I specially love Dexter XD The series is really.. dramatic and so emotional XD there is so many times when i feel sympathized towards Dexter,, even-though he's a serial killer...

Also, Durarara!! is my fav anime in 2010 XD Read more about it on the question below..

What fandoms did you let go of in 2010?
another year of not watching any bleach or naruto ep LOL and now, even Reborn is having the same fate...i still watch Hetalia though XD haha and then as usual. some people that i obsessed of and love in 2009, for some reason, i dun feel the magic anymore.. but i still like them nonetheless..

i had a sudden fandom hiatus (anime, news and seiyuu) when i went for the GEMS program... and there was also someone distracts me from my fandom LOL and then, Gintama ended on March, making me grows more distance from the anime fandom.. it was until i watched Durarara!! (sometimes around oktober/november?) that i begin to watch anime again XD

Found it, -THIS- is the entry i talk about durarara and how did i come to watch it XD

What fandoms do you intend on checking out in 2011?
............ i'm thinking of watching for american series XD But no specific fandom...

What fandoms do you think you might let go of in 2011 unless things significantly improve
LOL kinda bullseye to the question in 2010, i didnt care much about reborn nowadays... as for this year.. emmm... fandom that i might let go in 2011 ka...dunno.. maybe, Merlin? LOL i am looking forward what will be my respond next year XD

What fandoms do you think you'll never let go of no matter how crappy they get? Why?
NEWS and the whole anime fandom..maybe?? though, i have to admit, i dun have that passion like before (then again, what is my passion now really?? seems like nothing seems to satisfied me anymore... *sigh*

What show impressed you most in 2010?
Durarara!! and Dexter? LOL they both start wit the letter 'D' XD

What show impressed you least in 2010?
Supernatural. I was rather disappointed at season 6...

end!!! :)

Random talk session 183: All about RAVE

2010-12-30T19:38:00.008+08:00

....hello, again? 2nd post of the day...xD ok, brings out the picture.. haha..

this is from the rave manga... now, am i the only one saw the subtle suggestive hints in this image????? the 5 4 girls in the balloon is musica's love interest XD and for some reason, haru is in the bubbles too.. though his bubble was cross-out for some reason hahaha.. ..seriously, these mangaka.. they really like to tease. male and female, they are all the same. the mangaka of rave is a male btw, haha..

ok, since i am in musica love interest topic.. for some reason, i kinda like reina wit musica XD they are kinda cute.. (i rarely supports het u know!!) and i kinda dislike nagisa coz musica seems to like her.. i dun want him to forget about reina.. haha..

emm... what else i want to write here... ah, i know.. rave actually meet a (demon) town where they publish manga lol they find a manga similar wit a story to their quests.. it is so funny.. the characters is totally different from the real ones LOL haru is an old man!! haha..

seriously, anime/manga that have a parody of their own show is likely to be an awesome show (ex: gintama and yakitate japan)
- gintama to kintama LOL
- yakitate japan becomes takitate japan LOLOL

... what else to write????? ........ i love haru XD haha.. ok, bring out the next picture!

LOL at haru's face XDD ok, that is for this post... i'll think of a new post for later.. haha...

EDIT: Gah i feel so sleepy.. seems like i cant make another post today... ah, there goes my wish in making a total post of 87 for this year... (on 2006 i had 47 posts, 2009 was 67.)..thats y i wanted to make 87 posts this year,,, but looks like almost impossible.. tomorrow is the last day of the year and i only have 76 post... and my bb expired today too...

Random talk session 182: Shinsengumi

2010-12-30T18:43:00.004+08:00

hello diary... today is 30/12/2010, thursday.. omg 2 days into the new year!!

em, ok, today gonna talk about shinsengumi LOL i have been thinking about it in my heads these few days.. ok, so recently i watched hakuoki, and like i said, it was really hard for me to watch it because the image of wascky shinsegumi of Gintama already imprinted in my head XDDD not too mention kondo in both gintama and hakuoki looks almost the same..!! the others have obvious different.. hijikata of hakuoki looks like the young hijikata..

But Gintama is not where i learn about the shinsengumi. the really first one i heard of shinsengumi is from samurai x / rurouni kenshin anime. and the character is nanto, saito hajime. now, dun get me start on this character XD he is just one of those 'hated first, but after a while become like' character of mine XD yup, at 1st i didnt like his character because he hurt sano.. he was kinda bad. but then, he becomes one of the good guy (well, kind of XD he help kenshin maa..haha) ... wait.. i think the real turning point was when saito mace a joke.. i vaguely remembers it, but i think it was about him cooking or about his/someone's wife??? nonethess, i become to like him XDD especially when he was shown really cool in one of the ending.. that's my story if saito haha

ok, the 2nd time i heard of shinsengumi is from the peacemaker kurogane anime that i bought LOL i hate that anime.. and most of all, i hate that damn okita. so girly!! gah i really hate girly characters.. saito was.. somewhat weird in this anime LOL i think he has the ability to see ghost or sumthing??? and i remember the ninja was kinda cool XD ah, now i remember, he was yamazaki... haha.. the ninja in shinsengumi .. hehe..

and then, it was Gintama. ah, the modern shinsengumi. with bazookas hahahaha so much win. oh, sorachi. u r a a genius in making stupid crack hahah.. ok, anyway.. i am glad there isnt anymore girly okita, instead we have sadist one lol though, there is not saito in this anime though.. only the famous 3 were given major role, oh wait, make that 4, include yamazaki.

next, hakuoki. like i said, i've watched and love gintama tooo much, so, the shinsengumi image is really imprinted hard in my brain haha.. when i watch the first ep of hakuoki, i had to pause it coz i need to laugh watching kondo being all serious.. seriously, i laughed so hard XDDD ... em, so anyway, saito hajime is a total hottie in here *_* i am really, really glad he was voice by toriumi XDD heheheh... Gah, a calm, quiet character like him have real charm to me XDDD he's my fav.. hijikata is cool too, but to be honest, he looks was kinda generic *bricked* Souji is not bad too.. and then, Sano get a special treatment just bcoz he is voice by yusa koji XDD hahaha.. emm.. ah, yamazaki, he is so chibi XD ....ahhh i suddenly remember the last ep T___________T so sad!! and i was liking to like yamazaki T_T

emm... i think that's it for my shinsengumi story.. hehe... actually i wanted to post some picture, but the server is too slow for me to find some picture, and then also to upload them.. to troublesome.. haha.. that's all for today.. i think i'll post some more later if i have anymore ideas.. bye2

Random talk session 181

2010-12-27T03:32:00.007+08:00

hello diary.. today is monday, 27/12/2010. it's 5: 53am now..

emm... what i want to talk about toady? i have no idea actually.. countdown to 2011. 4 days!! so fast!!! T-T

emm... i seriously dunno what to say.. LOL i am wacthing haruka 2005 now (as i write this LOL) awww naozumi was crying awwww~~~ i wanna hug him haha.. i guess he was really touch and happy during that event. LOL houshi is so noisy hahahhahaha i can hear his laugh hahaha and then kazuhiko-san scolded him hahahah .... em, houko-san also cried, aww... they are really happy about this yeah.. but dangm houshi was laughing LOL so evil!! haha.. LOL miyata pretending to cry hahah cute.. ah, yeah, this 2005 event was the 1st haruka only event, that is why they are really touched ne... LOL seriously, i keep on hearing houshi's laughing voice hahah *watching* seki tomokazu talking... emm... oh, owari-su! he's the last one... now listening to the tv op song lol i forget the title..

ahhh.. i am stumped! i dun want this entry to be so short though.. emmm... am still watching theh haruka matsui event.. disc 2. ah, i really wish my japanese was better.. haha.. ok, no idea, bring out some random picture.. but i cant upload any dang it gah.. i guess that's it for today LOL

Random talk session 180: mainly about seiyuu

2010-12-26T00:13:00.001+08:00

hello diary.. today is saturday, 26.12.2010 (1:38am). yesterday was the 25th, s0:

Merry Christmas, everyone... MeriKuri, minna ^_^

anyway, here is a post i wrote the other day..

say, i was watching namikawa and realize sumthing, he's not in my official fav list eventhough truth is, i am really crazy about him for quite some times haha.. ok, ok, i guess he wasnt in my list bcoz at that time (when i made the list) i still havent recognize his voice (i've even mistaken his voice as others).. maybe i should add him in the list somehow? then again, i have to add the others too coz i have more fav in term of voices XD well, might as well put in the other list here..
- namikawa daisuke
- houshi souichirou
- sugiyama noriaki

ok, i am gonna stop here before i start to add in all the voices i know LOL

btw, the offical list, i think i never even mention the list here... it was only in my LJ profile i think LOL anyway, here is the original 7:
- Suwabe Junichi
- Okiayu Ryoutarou
- Suzumura Kenichi
- Toriumi Kousuke
- Takahashi Hiroki
- Hidenobu Kiuchi
- Yusa Kouji (tis few month, i seem to intoxic by his voice more too often XD)

for special edition:
- Miki Shin'ichiro
- Seki tomokazu
- Takehito Koyasu
(these 3, are the earliest seiyuu name i know of)

more sp edition:
- midorikawa hikaru <- the very first seiyuu that i was able to recognize! (coz he was in one of the earliest anime that i've watched in real japanese audio....) rukawa and tamahome. and i think one of the reason i actually watched fushigi yuugi till the end XD LOL i realize suwabe and okiayu even have a tag of their own XD that just how much i love them back in the days XD emm... it's almost 2011.. a new year... looking back at my fandom.. yeah, i surely have change.. especially toward news fandom... i dun love them like i use too! it's sad. but at least, i dun lost interest in them! hey, there was 1 time when i lost interest in anime.. for like 2 years of loving news like crazy XD and now, i can say i am back in the fandom, and like news, just not as much as i was.. gah, seriously, i use to think anime is my sole purpose in life LOL like i said sumwhere (in Lj actually XD) it was the thing tht supported my life.. and then news came to my life.. and then, the seiyuu fandom.. (i think it's bcoz i am a casual fan, so i always feel 'refresh' wit this fanfom..) and at 1 point, david archuleta XD ahaha.. that kid... so adorable.. hehehe... ok, i think that's all for today.. i'll post again tomoro if i have any idea to write.. jaa~

Random talk session 179: Ono Daisuke etc

2010-12-20T21:06:00.005+08:00

hello diary, it's monday, 20.12.2010.

nothing spesel again.. i am still at home, feeling depress..

i was watching the vitamin x dvd event..the reason i suddenly downloaded it? who else, if not bcoz of that ono guy LOL dang it, i think i am beginning to become fond of him XD this is seriously kamiya fault LOL i kno this guy quite a time, but i just never actually have any interest in him.. until now LOL and now, i am even begin to consider watching anime wit him in it *sigh* ok, before i proceed wit my vitamin x story, let me tell the story of how i got to like this ono guy before i forget haha..

ok, so actually i've seen him in one of the earliest seiyuu vid i downloaded (btw, it was neoromance..lol no wonder..) at first, i think i confuse him wit kishio daisuke haha.. too many daisuke la.. hirakawa daisuke, namikawa daisuke, ono daisuke, kishio daisuke, sakaguchi daisuke.. who else??? this is the only one i can remember now, i think there should be more than this XD haha.. em, where was i.. oh yeah, so actually the 1st time i saw ono was from the neoromance clip. and then, that's it. i dun really take notice of him lol i only come to realize him from the kuroshitsuji event intro that i download from utube.. he and his taxi driver cosplay (as said by suwabe LOL) at that time, i thought he was ok.. XD but i still didnt have that feeling... so, anyway, then i saw him few times here and there (recently, when i was in kamiya mood lol) and also, when i read the article of durarara. i thought he was a little funny XDD so anway, i think it was until i downloaded the durarara mini event that i suddenly have a liking towards him.. again, cosplaying, he wore a bartender clothes XD and i think it is bcoz i really like shizuo in durarara (ah, now i get it. in order for i to like that seiyuu, i must like his character XDD hahah) ok, anyway, i thought he was kinda charming wit that bartender suit (and he remind me of shizuo XDD) and now, i think i can recognize his voice.. now, that's the important part for me XD

and then....i was at kuching LOL and i wanted to download some yusa's video haha.. dunno what else to download, then i remembered the kuroshitsuji event. i downloaded/watched a few clips from utube, and i thought it was pretty much interesting (argh, i regret for not downloading it earlier, there are awesome casts there...) i didnt manage to download it, but i downloaded the shuffle live dubbing from dgs lj. omg, it was so funny!! my fav is totally wit the yusa one bcoz he burst out laughing during the dubbing LOL the one wit ono and sugiyama also LOL his foreign voice, gotta love that hahaha XD gah, i really wish i downloaded it when i was at kuching.. there is also the 2010 event.. ono dj-ing during the 'yes my lord' .. that maybe is one of the reason i begun to like him LOL

end of ono story, coz i am gonna continue the vitamin x dvd event XD actually i didnt manage to download all of the dvd... only the first 10 min or sumthing.. i love the op song XD houkago eden.. ono was so funny at the beginning XD i also LOL-e when he was soing the 'A, B. C' gestures hahaha during the op song, i can see he was giggling doing some of the choreo LOL when i saw it, i was like, "how precious is that????" LOLOL XDDDD isnt he just so cute like that?? XDDDD tatsuhisa was more serious XDD ah, talking about tatsuhisa.. i know that was him when i heard his voice XDDD apparently, i watched the kamen rider event too much, that i come to memorize his voice XDDD hahaha..

em, ok, emough of that, i need to comment this 1 thing about det conan. i watched lots of ep already.. and i can pretty much guessed the criminal in almost (yeah, only ALMOST) cases XD sadly, the criminal is usually the person that i like haha.. 1 person that i mostly heard (or at least, notice XD) is yusa koji XD and 2 times, he was the criminal haha.. and he was also the fireman and random forensic XD gah, i can hear his voice even the slightest... XD

ah, i think that's all from me today.. hehe.. bye2...

Random talk session 178

2010-12-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

hello diary, today is 17.12.2010. it's friday (the time is 12:46am)

em... back at home again now... today, still wanna talk about seiyuu-san lol yeah, the mood is back i guess XD i downloaded a few more dvd event.. i've known more and more seiyuu, and i like all of them lol this is different when i was in the jpop fandom, i would only like 1 group and ignoring the others lol

seiyuu really do interesting stuffs XD i love it when they do ad-lib XDDD i downloaded the live dubbing of the kuroshitsuji event, and it was so funny!!

ahh.. i wanna download more of the event, but my connection is so slow.. emm...

ok, next, i finally finished watching dexter season 5. poor dexter, alone again.. oh, actually i really dislike Lumen bcoz i somewhat like Rita more.. so i am not fond to see a new woman in dexter's life.. eventhough it was sad seeing dexter sad that lumen had to go, but i think it was better that way XDD

good news is there is gonna be season 6! yaay~ i wonder, what plot they are gonna have.. and i think it's about time that deb know about dexter's secret.. though, if she kno, that it will be kinda impossible for the show to continue... how in the world is he gonna be serial killer if he was chased by the police?? emm...

em, i think that's all... no more idea.. bye..

Random talk session 177

2010-12-13T20:02:00.004+08:00

hello diary, today is 13.12.2010. it's monday...

guess where i am? at kuch lol i went here yesterday. y am i at kuch suddenly? bcoz i have interview... the post is admin clerk at Score A Sarawak Centre. It's some kinda of tuition. em, well, i had the interview at 3 pm. i was so scared.. but it was not that bad. i didnt get the job though.. she said (SOMEDAY) she would call again for the 2nd interview.. i was really bad.. i didnt answer the interviewer well. seems like people dun even want to take me for a clerk.. gah, i realize once again, i hate myself. i am worst at everything, pretty much useless.. why am i alive??? damn it..

enough of that depressing story.. i guess i dun really want the job, bcoz i dun want to work on saturday.. the good thing is i get to online for a bit here in kuching..

em.. there was sumthing i want to write.. what was it.. oohh! now i remember! i am listening to hakuoki op song.. it's called izayoi namida (i wonder what it means lol).. see, i love this song.. i think hakuoki is boring, but it's op song is awesome XD it really has been some times since i hook to any japanese song..

k, that's all for today.. until next time.. bye..

Random talk session 176: Seiyuu event

2010-12-10T06:19:00.001+08:00

hello again diary.. today is 10/12/2010, Friday. well that's bcoz now is 6 am haha

just a quick post.. anyhow, i was watching the bleach soul sonic 2005 event, (yusa was still 'young' LOL he was 35 btw XD i dunno if it's just my imagination or what, but he still wears that skull ring XD i love it when men use the same thing for a long time, bcoz it's kinda indicate how loyal they are XD unlike girls who gets boring so fast and want changes all the time...that includes me hahahahahaha XD)

ok, that aside, as i said, i was watching the bleach event, and wondering, why they didnt have any events anymore. the last time was 2006. bleach is one of the popular manga/anime, so it's kinda weird they didnt held any event. same goes for naruto (which is worst, they dont even have any!).. or, maybe they have the event, but it was never released on dvd? kinda weird though... even reborn now kinda have it once a year.. some goes for tenipuri... and not to mention the neoromance event.. emm, maybe the casts are too busy?

reborn and tenipuri is more into concert though.. nothing weird there, they like have plenty of image songs.. tenipuri especially. they didnt even stop the music after the anime end.. osoroshii lol

neoromance is also based on singing, while haruka matsuri is more on the life dub (more talking) there's little on singing.. ala mode is more interesting XD

random thoughts: morita and itouken.. they are both in neoromace XD

i think that's all.. no more idea..

Random talk session 175

2010-12-09T22:31:00.007+08:00

hello diary. today is 9/12/2010/ it's thursday..

ok, some good news from the internet today lol so it seems the Gintama (seiyuu) event will be released on dvd next year. yay!! really, i was wondering about this the the other day. i remember when i heard of the event, i commented i hope there will be s dvd for the event.. and it will have!! heheh.. yay!! i want to see their live dubbing, and also expecting some random and funny things (well, this is gintama we r talking about XD)

next news, next year's vk is choutarou!!!! and i though hyoutei reign of vk was over, but obviously i was wrong XDD namikawa singing vk *hearts* hehehehe.. i wanna hear jirou singing vk too.. maybe 2012 is the year? XDD haha...

i think that's all the gud news from seiyuu world XDD

em, so recently i find myself obsessing yusa's voice a little too much lol this is what i feel when i hear him : his voice is driving me crazy!!! i love the freakin 40 years old guy *shake heads* what the hell is happening to me lol i am pretty sure it;s the darn VOICE and also his laughs XDDD ah well, this feeling will pass after a while haha i wonder who is the next voice that will drive me crazy.. before yusa, okiayu's and suwabe's also made me crazy haha...

oh, somehow, i have to say this: gawd, hakuoki is so boring i cant stand it.. seriously, the only thing that get me going was becoz of the seiyuu T-T i wanna dropped it, but.. but.. this anime have so many bishonen, which is basically the thing that feeds my soul lol but dang the story is so boring!!!!!!!!!! i am finishing it at a very slow pace.. anyhow, gonna comment a few thing, i kinda like chizuru wit heisuke haha.. they are both chibi and somehow, looks cute together XD though, it is kinda impossible for them to be together, bcoz of coz the heroine is gonna be wit the hero, which is hijigata btw.. or even souji.. emm... i dun mind, as long as it's not saito XDD hahahaha

ok, i also finished reading Rave manga, and this is what i say: EPICCCCCC!!!!!!!!!! love it love it love it so freakin much dang it!!! oh my, it almost rank on the same par as my fav manga, 20th century boys.. but not yet lol i guess i can say it's my 2nd fav manga? and the fact that i dun read much manga also helps in the ranking lol

OMG the most shocking thing for me was the identity of the skeleton that has been guarding resha's grave for 50 years omg the emotion was over flowing so much when i read that part!!!! i think i was so shock bcoz i didnt even expect it at all ..omg.. i was stunned so much at that part.. oh Sieg, no wonder i love u so much XDDDD

ok, next, commenting on musica love interest lol. Gah, this guy, such a playboy! haha.. but i kinda like seeing him wit Reina XD which is kinda rare for me supporting het couple hahahahaha

and, Julia is cool!! eheheh..

ok, that's all i think.. until next time..

Random talk session 174

2010-12-01T13:51:00.007+08:00

hello diary, it's wed, 1/12/2010. wah, it's already december... it's almost the end of the year..

i am watching the kamen rider live event.. i am not a kamen rider fan, but the casts are incredible, so i downloaded it anyway lol

after i watched it, this is my comment: i need more yusa lol though, the reason i download that kamen rider event was actually bcoz of kamiya hiroshi (since last time i need more kamiya lol) but now, i think i need more yusa koji lol i miss him XD and his laugh is so...unique lol

ok, last time i said i want to talk sumthing bout anime.. ok, here i go.. i've been thinking, i am really picky watching anime now, so different compare to 8 years ago, when i would try watching any anime in axn... i watch all of them.. and i even watched the dub anime at our local tv..

there is so much anime out there, and how do i pick them???? now, i pick which to watch base on the seiyuu lol i know, this is really a bad way of deciding anime to watch but i cant help it.. aiihh... it's sad i know... hmm....ok, i think that's all.. for some reason i dunno what else to say.. there should be more when i compose it in my head XDD oh well, next topic..

ok, i just reading this. Gintama is returning on April next year dang it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now i am planning to rewatch the series again XD heh, i have still some anime that i havent finished, but who care XDD i wanna watch Gintoki XDDD hahaha
i am so happy and glad i got to see Gintoki again hehhe...

i wonder are they gonna make more filler eps? i hate fillers, but if it's gintama, maybe it's ok. as long i can see gintoki XD i just hope they wont make a arc kinda filler.. 1 shot fillers are ok.. there are many things thy can make, since it gintama.. for ex: ep on ginpachi sensei or kintoki or even gintaman lol if they really make it, then it would be epic XDD hhahah

em, enough of that . wanna comment sumthing on some anime that i watched recently.
1) Paranoia Agent.
- i was expecting of sumthing that would blow my mind, but in the end, it was rather...weird.. But it's still ok i guess.. but not sumthing that i would rec to people...

2) Spiral
- Rio is cute lol i love when she said "hau" haha XDD so cute~~!! ok, this anime, also mediocre...
- in the end, i was like: so, what is actually 'Blade children"????? i had to download the manga bcoz i was curious lol
- this anime kinda remind me of death at some point lol
- and also, the overly use bombs is kinda annoying lol

3) Hakuoki
- i hate historical anime (had some bad experiece bcoz of peace maker kurogane)... watched this bcoz of the amazing casts XDDD bcoz of yusa and toriumi actually XDDD hehehehe
- and now, i've watched until ep 6 or 7, and i still not enjoying them.. only enjoying the voices and the characters lol
- another thing, when i watched ep 1, i was giggling XDDD i just cant take them seriously bcoz of Gintama XD

oh, random: as usual i was answering some question in YA, when i come about this funny answer. The question:
Why do the Akatsuki wear nail polish? I've kept wondering about this and then I went online to find answers but there were none. So why do they?

Answer:
I don't think it has a purpose and it's just how Masashi designed them. All members wear black nail polish on their fingers and toenails, although the colors vary in the anime, and may also wear a straw hat with small ornamental torques and tassles hanging down over their faces. I guess they are just a very fashionable organization, haha.

LOL

ok, that is all for today..~ to end this post, here's a picture of my fav character in hakuoki:

it's okita soji. i am really glad he is voice by toriumi XD when i saw some of the pictures of the anime, i was immediately attracted to the blue-haired and very curious of his seiyuu XDD

until next time~~

Random talk session 173: GEMS officially over

2010-11-24T19:37:00.006+08:00

Hello diary... it's 24/11/2010.

Refering to the subject lol GEMS programme is officially over. my last day at sedc was yesterday, 23/11/2010. it was so sad T_T i said i wont cry, but darn, eventually i did cry.. i am so gonna miss the staffs, the other gemmies, also, the cbgs people from sedc. eventhough we had a short meeting, but thy were all friendly.. .. oh, and that certain person.. lol he called me on the last day. heh, he is sure gonna be in part of my sp memory..XD

our boss was on holiday, so did not hav the chance to bid him farewell... what a cruel boss lol

that nite (yesterday nite), we had a little farewell party. went to kubah ria. we had some nasi goreng, mee mamak and ayam panggang.. it was nice~

so sad.. i am not gonna set foot on sedc anymore... i feel so lonely..

.... ok what else.. so, i am now downloading like crazy.. Det. Conan esp.. it has 595 eps and still on going..and now i am downloading ep 383. about 200 ep more to download o_o that is a lot..

em, i think tht's all.. actually i have other thing i want to write (about anime) but i think i am gonna save that for tomoro XD bye.

Random talk session 172: hatafutte parade

2010-11-17T18:26:00.005+08:00

hello diary, it's 17/11/2010. Wednesday and it's public holiday today, so no working :P

i just downloaded England's and Japan's version of hatafutte parade.

Gah, suddenly i feel wanna cry hearing England's voice. ok, sugiyama's voice to be exact XD i dunno, is it bcoz i havent heard his voice for a while, or bcoz his version is so good and dang he can sing alrite, or bcoz i miss sasuke hahahaa XDDD noriaki's voice will always make me think of sasuke XDD

As for Japan's version. it's ok, but i have to say, my fav is gotta be England's XD

Lastly, here is a picture of David archuleta's back lol

look at the way he's sitting!hahaha XDDDD so cute XDDDD

ok, that's all for today... gonna repeat england's hatafutte parade for a while now hahaha bye..

Random talk session 171: 2nd post of the day

2010-11-15T21:34:00.005+08:00

hello diary. like the title said, this is my second post today. it's still 15/11/10 monday..ahaha..

the first post was written on noon, at the office, and now i am writing again (9:37pm) at the house.

there is just sumthing i need to say about today.. ano hito, mata denwa wo shimashita. shikamo, ni kai desu yo!! i seriously dun kno what to feel? angry? happy?? confused??? ahh...whatever..

on a random note, i was watching some kamiya hiroshi's video on tube earlier, and dang, i think kamiya kinda look like him hahahaha oh well, maybe that's just me.. my head playing tricks on me. if not, it is only the hair that's almost the same hahaha

ok, i think tht's for today..bye..

Random talk session 170: Durarara!!!

2010-11-15T11:42:00.006+08:00

hello diary! it's 15/11/2010, monday..

emm, today, wanna talk about a new anime that i had just finished watching. it's durarara. all i can say, it's awesome!!! i have heard of this anime for quite some time ago. i saw it in the magazine scans share in seiyuu comm. i kno kamiya and daisuke ono was in the anime.. but i didnt want to watch this anime bcoz i thought it would be like the same shonen anime like bleach or naruto, u kno, the shonen cliche of being stronger, and the whole nakama concept.. for some reason, i am kinda tired of that kinda of anime now... the reason i suddenly watched this anime was bcoz of that izaya guy XD i was watching some fukiretta songs in youtube and i came across his character.. he looks kinda cute XD besides, for some reason, i wanna hear kamiya's voice. so i downloaded the anime without any much expectation from it.. but what do u kno, it was really good! i'm glad i download it. thank u izaya and kamiya hahaha XDD

the opening song totally remind me of baccano! opening though. so much resemblance..

also, 1 thing i have to comment, the casts are awesome as the anime itself! so many famous seiyuu. kamiya hiroshi, ono daisuke, that chibi guy which i cant remember his name, also that tall guy who play raito in death note, etc etc.

another thing that i like abt this anime is bcoz it also cameo lots of other anime (baccano, darker than black). and the epic moment is when the characters from baccano was in it too. i mean, when i watch the op, it remind me of baccano too much. and then, suddenly the characters was in it. and they even show some clips from baccano lol i just love when this happened. just like what gintama do when they do parody. same things also for yakitate japan.. gah i love parody.. hahaha..

next, my fav character. i watched the show bcoz of izaya, but sometimes, he is kinda annoying. i love it when shizuo throws dust bin at him hahaha.. ah, the headless rider aka celty is so funny and cute sometimes.. when she was afraid of aliens and the police traffic lol i dun usually fond of female character, but she was ok and not annoying XD haha..

ok, i think that's all for today.. bye~!