My Emotional Wreck

Wtf is wrong with some people?

2013-09-25T06:04:00.001-07:00

The father of my child becomes easily addicted to things, especially illegal substances. The more he uses it, the more idiots he draws in. They start:
• knocking on the door and windows at weird times
• expecting money, food, cigarettes and more.
When we first arrived at his house a week ago, he said that he wanted to cut down and then quit to have a normal life. We both agreed on what it would take for him to get off it:
• not buying for other people
• not buying more than what's needed
• not over-using it
• not making excuses to have it
• other ice users knock on the door, expecting to buy it
• he like every other ice user, will lose his
- friends - currently has none.
- family - about to lose them.
- home - is being constantly contacted by the landlord.
- everyday living - living a drug-free life, where he is not always sick.
I've heard it so often and I've heard others say it "if they really want to quit, they'd do it straight away - they do not cut down and then quit". I have come to the realization that he doesn't want to quit. If he did, he wouldn't:
• buy for other people
• buy more than what is needed
• buy more to keep him awake, so he can do chores or hands-on jobs
I'm not going to waste my time on someone who doesn't want to change for themselves, let alone their own child. I have mentioned once before, how a lot of Australian men can be - he is one of them, he chose drugs and alcohol over his own child.
I will continue doing what I have planned: 'to provide a better future for my daughter and I'. He was never a part of that plan! But, we are NOT a part of what he does and will NOT involve ourselves in any way. We have NOT asked for it to be around us. That I have officially stated, on many occasions!

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Location:Mary Street,Jesmond,Australia

The Chance of Life

2013-07-27T22:07:00.001-07:00

Created on the Whim Application:

Check out the new website being built by Missxstatic. Currently in place, is a basic website of information. Missxstatic.com. There will be various things to see on the website and various types of savings for parents and families on my rant and rave blog page, which features a page for children and families called 'For Kids', it is also connected to the Missxstatic blog and website.

Nescafé

2013-06-04T11:58:00.001-07:00

If your anything like myself, you've spent a lot of money on coffee and have received nothing in return - besides an addiction or health problems. Nescafé is one of the biggest brands in Australia, with a rewards program. Each medium to large sized jars of coffee would have coffee bean codes, which you'd enter onto their website and build for prizes. The amount of money that my family and I have spent, there's not enough beans to be able to get any reward.

I received an email stating Nescafé Cup of Rewards is closing down, redeem your beans and collect your rewards today. Again, they do not give enough beans for me to be able to redeem it. If this is what it's like for myself, then it's probably the same for most other people. When things like this happen, it can change the course of events - losing many customers, due to some people feeling abandoned and robbed.

Too often, companies use and abuse lower to middle class families as guinea pigs - studying what adverse effects could come of trialling something. Some seem to push society that far, their companies close down when the economy struggles.

So, if you are anything like myself - you have spent a lot of money on coffee and have gotten nothing in return for being a loyal customer, even when there's so-called rewards. It feels like they got as much money out of me, as they could and the moment I was close to getting something in return - it's taken away. This happens too often and it's becoming quite annoying. It seems to be quite convenient that this has occurred at a time which is most profitable for Nescafé.

Official Statement (2)

2013-03-15T07:55:00.001-07:00

I do NOT show any person my body, with or without my knowledge. If I do so, it is at my OWN decision and/or discretion.

I do NOT give permission for any person to show anything of my person. I also do NOT give permission for others to show or profit from my person or physical body. Any such action WILL lead to legal action being pursued.

The New Blog Website

2013-03-02T19:48:00.001-08:00

Join Me and Create a FREE New Blog on Weebly. It is also available by application, but there is so much more to do on the website itself: editors, adding revenue, templates, elements and more. Check out the site now!

The WARNING has been Issued

2013-02-05T21:00:00.001-08:00

We have just received the phone call and was told about the news - a tsunami warning has just been issued. Until I hear the warning alarm, I'm not going anywhere. I have volunteer duties to attend to and the children still need their food.

My family and I reside less than 100 meters from the sea. Where we live, is a high risk area for floods. In the 1900's, Newcastle suffered many natural disasters such as: earthquakes, floods and high-speed winds. The highest ground is inland and/or closer to Sydney, which is approximately 3 hours from Newcastle.

If a tsunami was to hit Newcastle, it would travel quite a distance inland. Nothing has changed and no emergencies are in place. We haven't planned an evacuation and we aren't prepared for one. But as always, we know what we'd have to grab if we had to evacuate. Besides passports, birth certificates, family photos and such, we have always prepared ourselves for any disaster - we know what we need and what to take if we are evacuated.

I will keep updating as often as possible, to let everyone know what is happening and that we are all safe. In the meantime, majority of my posts can be found on Facebook and Twitter - these are the two websites I use, which are always updated in real-time and is more current.

Location:Downie Street,Maryville,Australia

My Thanks

2013-02-04T01:03:00.001-08:00

Over the past month, summer has hit New South Wales with a scorcher. Our hottest day reached over 40°c and our air conditioners struggled with each rise in the temperature.
For the past couple of months, I have had a mad craving for DARE Iced Coffee - Espresso. During the heat wave, my cravings became worse and I had to have that coffee fix. One day, I decided to go to Coles supermarket to buy my favourite iced coffee - it was out of stock. I drove through 5 towns to get to the next Coles, where I ended up buying six 2 litre bottles. Placing them inside of my fridge bag, I travelled home and immediately placed them in the refrigerator. Three days later, my coffee started smelling and tasting weird - I kept drinking it, even after many hours of throwing up and being sick. I thought that the weather was affecting me, so my mum decided to try some of my coffee. "This is out of date, it has expired". I checked the date on the bottle, it said 17/01/2013. I then checked my iPhone 4s for the day's date, it was 13/01/2013. I found the receipt which was dated 04/01/2013 and contacted Coles.
I received a reply via email, within 24 - 48 hours. I also received a phone call, from an apologetic manager. I returned the two remaining bottles of Iced Coffee and received a refund for them. My mum had thrown away two other bottles, so I wasn't able to get a refund on those... obviously.
Today is exactly one month since I made the purchase, when I received a letter in the mail. I have attached it to this blog and a link to the photo, in case it didn't appear. The letter explained some of their procedures and where they think the problem may lay. Also in the letter, was a $10 gift card - given as a gesture of good will and as an apology for the incident.
I don't blame Coles for what happened. I understand that dairy products can only last so long and must be refrigerated as soon as possible. Being summer and during a time of the heat wave, I took the incident as: 'food that spoiled due to natural occurrences, which cannot always be stopped'.
I 'Thank' Coles for the duty of care that they have given me, as a customer. And I thank them for making me feel valued, as a customer. Thank you for the card, it will be put to good use - two 2 litre bottles of DARE Iced Coffee Espresso.

NWOTD: New Word Of The Day

2013-02-03T22:36:00.001-08:00

Grank

Meaning: Grossly Stank - It was Gross and it Stank.

LOL The things people think of. When I used this word, it was during a conversation and I couldn't find the word that I was looking for at the time. Grank covered it all lol.

NSW Crime Statistics

2013-02-02T04:33:00.001-08:00

Nothing ever seems to change. It doesn't matter what profession you may have or may not have, not everything is better. It doesn't matter if you have always done the right thing or being cautious and criminal-free, anyone can be the target of a criminal act.

Each year, the Crime and Justice Bureau conduct statistics on how society feels about crime. There are different types of reports. 1. People are asked 5 questions and the statistics are calculated from there. 2. People are asked 10 questions and then calculated. This is the latest and most up-to-date report: BOCSAR Public confidence in the New South Wales criminal justice system: 2012 update.

It is more surprising to see that there was not much of an increase to the statistics when it comes to leniency. Between 12 - 15% rise compared to previous years. Most of the reports were studied from 2007 - 2012 and the statistics were based from that, after many calculations.

I have said it on many occasions and I will mention it again "society needs to take a stand, to raise more awareness of crime and how we feel as a community". No one should ever feel vulnerable or scared, especially in their own homes.

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Victims in a World of Deceit

2013-01-29T00:23:00.001-08:00

It becomes disturbing when people make others feel bad about themselves. When they continue doing so, they don't realize what they're actually doing or how they're perceived - as a Bully.

I have mentioned it on many occasions, where there are different types of abuse and what Abusers do to their victims. Some can suffer from depression, anxiety disorders and other mental or emotional disorders. The abuser must make the victim feel worthless. It's their way of being able to control that person - especially if it is their partner.

As a victim myself, I understand how most people feel and what they are going through. Too often, we feel that no one cares, there's no support and/or everyone is just picking on me. I have previously mentioned my continuous abuse, so none of this would be new. The father of my children is my abuser and always has been. I moved towns and cities to escape the violence, he followed - the courts allowed it.

To this day, my abuser still thinks that I am in the wrong. It is my fault that his parents kicked him out and disowned him 7 years before we actually met. It's also my fault that they stopped talking to him back then. What people don't understand, is that his family suffers from mental illness - it's in his genes. This is also why he has become the person he has - I'm NOT making up excuses for why he abuses me, I am just giving an understanding to where this is all leading.

As a child and teen, I suffered severe depression. I wasn't able to leave the house, I couldn't cope around people and was always down. As an abused adult, I am depressed about life and how I could ever let that happen. But now, things have changed for the worse.

My abuser's drug and alcohol problem has affected his mental abilities - often, he forgets what he does. He began giving subtle gestures and hints - pushing me around, poking, pinching, slapping, kicking and other physical behavior. Because he doesn't remember doing it, he says "it never happened". He's the type of person who holds me down and says face to face "I did not hurt you, you fell over". He'll repeat It until he thinks that I believe it. Unfortunately, my mental health isn't that bad, I'm not stupid enough to believe someone who's got a history of mental problems.

On New Year Eve, my abuser decided to push me into the wall a few times, causing bruises to parts of my body that I CANNOT reach. Then ended it with a punch to the forehead, just above my right eye - causing more bruising and swelling. The police were called and he barricaded himself inside, nailing the doors and windows shut. He is such a paranoid person, he has set up video surveillance to watch everyone - although it breaches the privacy act.

On Tuesday 15th January 2013, my abuser and I appeared in court for an Apprehended Violence Order (AVO), a legal document which is meant to protect the victim and their children. To me, it's just a piece of paper.

The court confirmed the AVO and then issued a court date for the assault - Tuesday 5th February 2013. I have been trying to contact many organizations and victim support, but am being ignored. Most places and websites ask for a telephone number or they won't be able to submit whatever you are seeking. I had contacted the Victim's of Crime organization and support group, asking for them to send applications. Being of no need to call my phone, I asked that they contacted me via mail and email only - as it could cause problems for me. They rang 5 times, each time my abuser was within listening distance and I was punished for their contact. I mentioned this to them and also submitted it via email and have not been contacted since.

On the next court date, my abuser is going to plead "Not Guilty on the grounds that my partner has flashbacks and was thinking of the past when she called the police". I have no actual history of that type of behaviour. The ONLY flashbacks that I have ever had in my life, was when a very good mate was shot in the head - in front of my own eyes. That was a very traumatic time for me, it is something that I will NEVER EVER forget. It has been documented on my health records, but NO evidence of what lies he's going to give. I have ALWAYS told him "no matter what u think or believe DOESN'T change the fact of it actually happening in the real world". That's how bad his mental health is, his own family wanted to commit him. They want nothing to do with him, unless he does 12 months rehabilitation and 24 months in a mental health facility or until the doctor clears him. A previous judge said that he's becoming a danger to society, his addictions and crimes cause problems for those who are doing the right thing.

My abuser has been dealing drugs for the past 2 years, the local police do know about it - hence the reason he's still doing it. Like my abuser says "they back me up for a reason. They're not there to help you, why do you think I get away with so much?" So as a victim, it's obvious where this is going - I will NEVER be free of him, I will ALWAYS be at his whim while he had the support that I SHOULD be getting. But, this is also why I think the organizations and support people have been ignoring me. As my abuser says "we're ALL connected somehow, it only takes one person to start it".

What help can a victim have when their abuser has the control and support of the courts, police and victim's support? What can one do? If I try to protect myself and my child, I will be the one who gets in trouble. But if I don't, my body can't handle anymore physical pain. My mental health is still in check, but my emotional health is dwindling with what knowledge I have received thus far!

It's about time that victims start taking a stand against their Abusers and those who support them!!

Location:Hollingsford Crescent,Carrington,Australia

Is It Safe?

2013-01-27T07:28:00.001-08:00

As children, our parents always worried about us and our safety. Now, as parents, we often worry about our children and their safety. We can only be in so many places at once, it becomes harder with each worry!

In recent weeks, there have been many reports of male adults approaching children in the streets. Some of these men were apprehended by the NSW Police.

Before the school holidays began, some of the parents who's children attend the local primary school, notified each other of the latest attack. Although none of the children were physically harmed, it can affect them emotionally and mentally.

It first began with an attempted abduction of a young male child, the police are still searching for a suspect. The next attempt was a week later - on a young female child, a suspect was apprehended. Not far from the primary school (in the local park), a male was chased by other make adults - after exposing himself to a young male child. Heading closer to the school (under a nearby bridge - meters from the school), a male adult was apprehended by police - after exposing and touching himself in front of a small group of young children. One of the older children raised the alarm to a parent who was walking nearby. The final attempts was when an unknown male adult followed a 10 year old female, from the local shops to nearby her home. A similar incident happened to a male child, of around the same age - the search for a suspect continues....

With the school holidays coming to an end and a new generation of school children arrive, safety is the key. There are so many sick people in the world, society begins to wonder "what next?" and "is it safe?" for our children.

Location:Robertson Street,Carrington,Australia

And So It Was Created...

2013-01-23T14:37:00.001-08:00

I officially registered as a 'Victim of Crime', which is someone who's fallen victim to a crime. Most of these are victims of abuse, assault, theft and so on.

I registered as a victim of abuse. I am one of the stupid one's - my abuser is the father of my children. He has never hurt our daughter intentionally, her emotional well-being is fragile and she can only handle so much.

To make a long story short: I have had three pregnancies, but only 1 came to term - I miscarried with the first two pregnancies.

Some victims of crime are able to apply for financial compensation, known as/ 'Victims of Crime Compensation'. Majority of the time, financial compensation is enough to cover any court or medical costs that may have incurred. Depending on certain circumstances, the compensation may cover everyday living expenses.

I am going to take whatever help and support is available for victims. I have been searching/researching online, through information and documentation on violence, intimidation and Apprehended Violence Orders (AVO's).

My abuser likes to think that he has control over me and we don't even live together in the same home. Everything I have read and asked about, has advised me to keep a 'Victim's Journal', which documents all AVO breaches that were not reported to the police. I have done something similar with my blogs and then letting my abuser know that I have done so "I wanted someone to know what was happening to me and how he keeps getting away with it". Apparently the journal can be used in court, as a guide for the judge to know what occurs - something about being able to work out past assaults and the future of it. I don't know if it helps the judge to make a decision of the outcome, but it does help to work out what goes on.

Keeping Silent Can Be Just As Dangerous!

Official Statement

2012-12-31T21:56:00.001-08:00

As things are becoming worse, I began writing this statement and finalized it just after midnight on 30th December 2012, but wasn’t able to upload it on the same date. I have always made the following statements and from the moment I met my child’s father.

This has and always will be the way with him and anyone associated with or to him. He has a habit of breaking, selling and trading my personal belongings, I have NEVER given him permission to do so and anyone who has ever met me, knows that I would NEVER leave my belongings with Kyle unless he physically threw me out - it is the only way that he can get anything from us. He has stolen money from my bank account and the law has let him get away with it too often. Nothing is ever replaced and he seems to be allowed to steal from my family and I, and is allowed to ruin our lives.

Since we don’t have the proper back up, this is the next best thing: a statement explaining that it is the truth and nothing but the truth. NOTHING will change how I feel, I do NOT give permission to be abused and robbed.

This is an official statement created for myself, by myself. I am posting this to inform others of my feelings upon this. This also covers my child, as she is underage.

A punch, slap or kick ISN’T the only form of physical assault. If it leaves a mark or causes pain and it wasn’t followed by a “sorry”, then it definitely is intentional.

I, Celia Morgan, do NOT GIVE permission for any person(s) to emotionally, financially, mentally and/or physically harm me or my belongings in ANY way. I do NOT GIVE permission for my belongings to be broken, sold or traded in any way. No matter what threats or method of torture is used on or against me, I still do NOT GIVE permission for anyone to do such things. ANY and ALL false or misleading information about me, will be taken as intimidation or defamation of character. This also includes any statements upon my being, whether physically, mentally or emotionally - made judiciary or not. ALL claims MUST have sufficient evidence which proves otherwise, or it may lead to legal action being taken.

I declare that all statements made in this post are true and correct;
And I make this solemn statement conscientiously believing the same to be true and by virtue of the provisions of the Oaths Act 1900.

An Inspirational Quote By Aristotle

2012-12-17T17:38:00.000-08:00

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Fees and Taxes

2012-12-14T16:45:00.001-08:00

For a very long time, people thought that they could borrow money from me, without having to pay it back on time. Situations became ridiculous and I was forced to make some decisions - I had to add the fees and taxes to make sure those people learnt their lesson. Unfortunately, I have to use the exact same system with certain companies and businesses, especially those who have a habit of ripping off or don't care about their customers. There are no exemptions or excuses - everyone dies one day, we ALL get sick or have some sort of disability. Anyone can create an excuse or story so they wouldn't have to pay, that's why there are 'NO EXCEPTIONS'.

The Fees and Taxes: The Official Fee and How it All came about.

An agreement is always organized beforehand, this is how we arrange the payment day or date. If the money is not paid back by the first agreed date, the payment becomes x2 + $2 per day until it is paid. Usually by this time, another day and/or date has been organized. If not, then it becomes the agreed amount x 2 + $2 per day x 10.

Many people have tried to get out of paying the fees and taxes, but there's ONLY one way in which you could escape them - pay EVERYTHING on time, before the agreed day or date.

Business have their terms & conditions or rules & regulations, and they're always advertised somewhere. But, they never think that it could happen to them.
~ NO EXEMPTIONS OR EXCUSES. Companies and businesses shouldn't try to rip people off, especially those who are struggling - which is most people. Unfortunately, it has happened too often and society has had enough. They don't care what we do or go through, as long as they have your money - even when they owe you. That is the exact reason why I created My 'Fees and Taxes'. There are other reasons which have contributed towards this creation, but this is one of the main.

Businesses/Companies NEVER expect the community/society to do anything and think they'll take such insolence... Wrong! We too, have a voice, we will always stand up for ourselves - we WON'T be bullied!

Location:Newcastle NSW, Australia

I WISH YOU ENOUGH

2012-12-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

~ Missxstatic I WISH YOU ENOUGH:

Today, I was on Facebook reading my timeline. I don't always do it, as there's so much spam lately. But, I came across something that caught my attention very easily. It's not who it is to, it is the reason why...

From the profile of TheIdealist:

Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said:

"I love you and I wish you enough."

The daughter replied, "Mum, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mum." They kissed and the daughter left.

The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry.

I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?"

"I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.

When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"

She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone." She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail and she smiled even more.

"When we said 'I wish you enough' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them". Then turning toward me, she shared the following, reciting it from memory,

"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.

I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye."

She then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person. An hour to appreciate them. A day to love them. And an entire life to forget them.

Optus Sends Fraudulent Bills

2012-10-31T19:30:00.001-07:00

SingTel Optus Pty Limited is the second largest telecommunications company in Australia, and is a wholly owned subsidiary of Singapore Telecommunications. The company primarily trades under the Optus brand, while maintaining several wholly owned subsidiary brands, such as Virgin Mobile Australia and Boost Mobile in the mobile telephony market, Uecomm in the network services market and Alphawest in the ICT services sector.

Charter Mercantile Agency is a Debt Collection Agency who works on behalf of thieves. Optus owes me money and we have spoken about financial compensation due to the mental problems they are causing with their lies. My health is deteriorating and they've ripped off enough people to be able to afford ANY payout.

Since leaving the service of Optus mobile in May 2012, I have been harassed by them and Charter Mercantile. They have fraudulently printed out a fake telephone bill and have been trying to force me to pay for it. I paid my final phone bill for the period of April to May 2012 and even paid the extra costs afterwards. The telephone bill they have provided is NOT the exact same telephone bill that I had paid and received in May. So, they tried to use the excuse that I have to pay from May to June, when I wasn't a customer. When that didn't work, only then did they send out the fraudulent document.

I first left Optus, as they were ALWAYS trying to STEAL my money. Anonymous fees and taxes ALWAYS appeared but never on paper, including extras for services I did not receive - I have the receipts to show that I have paid Optus more than they are owed. In one month, they tried to say that I owed them over $5000 for 2 Facebook comments and 2 Twitter posts. The more that Optus tried to steal from me, the angrier I became. When they tried to charge me over $5000, I told them "ANY and ALL contact is to go through my mother from now on. I WILL NOT deal with you thieves anymore". My mum got the bill down to a realistic price, she's NOT stupid when it comes to money and debts.

Optus agreed that they and any company affiliated would no longer contact me after the two final payments. Again, the agreement was 'adding any new fees will void the bill and you (Optus) take sole and full responsibility for it". I still paid the bill, even after the calls and emails. I did NOT have to pay it, as we had an agreement - for the exact reason being: 'we are NOT trying to steal your money. This is the final payment(s). If we do so, then it proves we are stealing from you and we accept the responsibility'.

It's obvious, Optus hasn't stopped and NEVER will. That is why I am writing this blog about them, to warn others. If we as a person did that to another, we'd be arrested for theft. How is it alright for company's to do it? It's NOT! So please be careful! Too often the big man think they can walk all over the little man. They forget that it is our money that helps to keep their company going.

Charter Mercantile were asked NEVER to contact me again, or my mobile phone. I told them 15 minutes ago when they called "take my number off your file and place a note - if you call this phone number, the person on the other end will yell obscenities and you will NOT get a word in anywhere". They don't understand, when innocent people are being victimized due to the greed of money, those people will react.

Optus and Charter both know that I owe NOTHING, but am owed in return. They know what their continuous abuse is doing, but they should also know what happens when they are in the wrong and victimize the innocent. They've seen the paperwork Optus sent me in May, they have also seen the receipts for those bills.

If you are a customer or former customer of Optus and have had this happen to you or someone you know, please leave a comment. When companies think they can walk all over the little people, it's time the little people fought back.

If there are quite a few others who are experiencing this problem or have previously, there are many ways we can be heard, to take a stand, to no longer be victimized. If more complaints appear, then we may look at organizing an international online and offline petition - instead if taking it to the streets, we'll take it further and show the world how we are being mistreated.

[TESTING] Online Donation Form

2012-08-10T23:18:00.001-07:00

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Bullied by Businesses/Corporations

2012-08-03T19:17:00.000-07:00

This is a formal, but official statement made by and from myself towards mobile telephone company, Optus.

An agreement was made between myself and Optus, for a final payment. The payment is to cover the next month's bill, as I have to pay in advance.

The agreement was made, due to Optus creating bogus charges, fees and administration costs. They stopped sending the phone bill and charged me late fees for their continuous incompetence. Anyone can see that Optus only wants people's money, even when they're not owed.

I finished my contact with Optus in May. The new billing period started the day I stopped, so why would I pay for services from May to June 2012? The exact time frame that I was not with their company.

The Agreement:

Optus agreed not to add more charges or fees, as long as I paid what was owed. If any extras were charged to myself, the bill would be null and void - Optus takes full responsibility for paying the bill. It was their way of proving they weren't trying to steal more money from me.

I paid my final bill, but I refuse to pay for services in advance - when I am not with that company. My monthly bill was $65, Optus charged $75 and has been adding late fees, administration costs and so on. The bill was voided and in null by June 2012. I have been receiving threatening letters and have now received a letter from a collection agency.

I'm NOT stupid, I made that exact agreement for a reason and I have continued to notify Optus of it, frequently - so they cannot say they didn't know about it.

Life in General:

I am physically, mentally and emotionally affected by the continuous stress that Optus has given me since joining their service in 2010. In the last 12 months, I have paid them $1500+ - they were owed $780, the rest are charges and fees. In one bill, they asked for $2700 - from that day onwards, all contact was to be made through my mother. She knows how to run a large corporation, as she recently demoted herself to a position that gave less stress - another reason we originally moved from Sydney to Newcastle NSW.

The Proposal
Similar to the Verbal and Written Payment Agreement

If Optus continues the harassment and abuse, they will pay out financial compensation for the mental and emotional problems they've caused and will also pay financial compensation to others who's lives have been affected by the stress Optus has placed on myself and my family.

FINAL STATEMENT: Optus broke the agreement and took full responsibility for paying the bogus phone bill, it no longer has anything to do with me. I changed companies due to being ripped off - if someone up the street stole money from you, it's called theft. But when large corporations do it, it's called business.

I have nothing to do with Optus, their company or affiliates. I have nothing to do with their last charges, I paid my proper bill. I have no reason to be in contact with Optus and no reason for them to contact me. Any contact, including letters - will be classed as harassment and stalking. It will be taken as: harassment/stalking is abuse, victimizing people will only make them more determined to do something about the abuse.

DON'T be BULLIED by large corporations or businesses!

Location:Fraser St,Jesmond,Australia

[Quote] The Past

2012-07-20T18:48:00.001-07:00

The past is the past. What happens in the future, can't change what's happened in the past.

~ Missxstatic

#TAGS: Life, Past, Future,

An Old Soul?

2012-07-15T06:21:00.001-07:00

All of my life... I have felt like I didn't fit, I didn't belong. It felt like I was in the wrong time and wrong place.

The values I have and seek, are not of modern times. In fact, I am originally from another country, but that too is of the wrong place and time. I seem to feel more comfortable in historical places, lands or buildings.

Throughout my life, I have received images which flash through my mind - none seem familiar, nor does the era or land. Although I have never visited these lands, I feel a deeper connection with the ancients. If I watch it on television, I can still feel the connection - I feel the energy flowing through and around Machu Picchu, Stonehenge, the Pyramids of Giza and many other similar ancient landmarks.

I often find myself wondering "who am I? Who was I in a past life? Where did I come from?" as again, I feel more comfort in older surroundings. But, whatever connection I may feel, goes back further than the last couple of hundred years.

My family are originally from New Zealand. My great- grandmother was one of the last surviving full blooded Maori, born in the late 1800's. Nanny was a 'Tohunga', she was often sought counsel of the one and only true King of Aotearoa - King Tawhioa. She watched as the tall ships came into the harbour, she saw and experienced the new change in life - from walking, to horse-drawn carriages and then cars. When the European settlers began moving to New Zealand, this is also when my family began expanding. I share the ancestry and genealogy from many different countries: England, Ireland, Scotland, Wales, Germany and New Zealand.

Could my connection to the old world be connected to my family's past? I don't know, but I would like to find out - especially since my relatives are from the countries I have envisioned throughout my life. It also makes me wonder "am I experiencing something from my European family's past? Did I just witness something through their eyes?"

I have experienced something that only occurs on rare occasions - if a certain image flashed across the television screen and I was only able to see it for less than a millisecond, I break down in hysterics. The first time that I had seen Stonehenge was on tv. I was walking passed it, my dad was watching at the time and was changing channels. I could not hear what was being said or where this place was, usually those things don't bother me. But... Seeing Stonehenge for the first time, I felt something go through me and I dropped to the floor crying. I had a feeling of loss, like I was in a strange place and needed to find my way home. I felt like my family or people were waiting for me, but not in this current time. It felt exactly like a lost child, searching for their parents.

My experience with first seeing Stonehenge, was the first I had ever felt and experienced those types of feelings and emotions. I have felt similar emotions and experiences with other locations and historical places, but none as strong as the one I had felt with Stonehenge and other similar connections of that time and place.

I still receive the images, flashing in and out of my mind and view. Some of the images, I seem to live. As an example:

In a small village, were homes built from mud, clay, straw and twigs/wood. While some homes were similar, others were built into the side of a small hill or mound. A large straw fence or enclosure surrounded the village as protection. It was a time where all of the cooking and certain cleaning was done outside, by the fire. Although it was a small village, it had many family's who helped each other. They weren't rich, there weren't many horses, the people lived off the land and grew everything they needed. Late one evening when the sun had just gone down and family's were sitting down to eat, a loud noise came thundering through the village walls - men on horses, carrying weapons came crashing through. The town's people ran for safety, while some stayed to put out the fire on their homes. While homes were being destroyed, people were being rounded up as slaves or murdered.

*This is where the visions became and felt so real, like I was actually there and living it. This is also why I wonder if I'm witnessing things through others*

People were scattered everywhere. Some children cried as they couldn't find their families, while other children sat sobbing by their parents body. Hiding nearby, I looked for safety. Suddenly, two men appeared, pointing long spears towards my direction. There was a young infant or toddler in my arms, I held on tightly as the men ripped the child from my arms and then everything went dark. When I woke, the village fires had died down. If no one had known previously, you would never think that a town or village once stood in that exact spot. There were injured people tending to the wounds of those who were worse off, while others searched for survivors. Although the child had been taken from me, I too searched the village but found nothing.

The images only lasted a few seconds, but I needed to explain what the surroundings looked like - as it wasn't of this era. I have had many visions similar to this, they all seem to be around the same location and time. But, this one vision has always stuck with me and I have had the exact same vision on more than three separate occasions - where they are only taking my child.

I have spoken to other people about these visions, they've even suggested "maybe you are an old soul". I'm not even too sure of what that means, exactly. I have never met or heard of anyone else who has had the same experiences and I've been experiencing it from a young age. Nanny had 'the sight', but it was only current and future visions. Even if this is a gift, I have many questions: After I have had a vision, what do I do with it? How can I use it? And, why is it only in the past?

TAGS: Personal, #Personal, Life, #Life, Past, #Past,