My Heart for You

Before Tryst

2025-08-30T09:44:00.004+05:30

Keen ever the eyes, the soul of world to ponder,
Away from all the baloney, towards verity yonder,
The rose alike a beauty, a starry nebula night,
Has there been any other, such a sorrow serene sight?
And why the gloom you ask, is it not for all to see,
Kindness punished with apathy, merrily strided still she,
As a must forgetting all pain, a dearest finally of me,
Lasting until now, unbroken unspent now be.
I fear most just again, if the path of thorns do turn,
In spite of exert impeccable, as the world may always burn,
Love can maybe hinder; it must, rather say,
Of another moment of pain, never caring for pay.
Valiant we sparkle for all, now after moments together,
Every corner does remains, dilapidated waiting to gather,
Yearning hope of others, ardently arduous no matter,
Over heights or valleys or wrecks, for all will end no matter,
Until still the world's quietus, we must try a bit to matter.

A Love Story

2025-08-25T19:19:00.001+05:30

You saw my heart,
And drove me away,
Afraid of pain, yet another day.

But times of trust,
Were always meant to be,
Your walls were torn,
You and I became we.

A dainty start anew,
Merriment and warm,
We fell for each other hard,
Still afraid, but overcome,
Just as history was to be written.

In snow, rain, and sun,
Hands held, step by step,
We got lost in each other’s arms,
Each other’s eyes, each other’s heart,
A promise was made, to be each other’s,
While staying away too, whatever the rather.

And so time goes by,
But things stays the same,
You love me more and more,
And I too do the same,
Falling for you again,
Every single day,
Till the end of forever.

The Why

2025-08-25T19:15:00.008+05:30

Each and every one
In each and every world
Each and every time
Lie waiting for what?

Seeking penury senile
Unaware milieu destined
Echoing glories of past
But why? They never last.

Forth go all the same
For a home away from home
Until losing it all,
Each and every one.

Fly

2025-06-08T18:35:00.001+05:30

I look left, I look right,
I see many good looking people, true,
But I do wonder, time and again,
Why is no one more beautiful than you?

I miss your vibe, miss your smile,
Miss your tears, miss your screams,
With heavy heart at heavier nights,
Yearning to sleep, to meet you in dreams.

Making your mark, on my soul,
Just a soft kiss, and I gleefully unfold,
Unless I’m strongly, wry and dry,
The devil always, making you cry.

Reverie

2024-10-28T14:27:00.003+05:30

If I dropped dead,
The pain would end,
But what if there’s another life,
Born to be damned, replete with strife?
Or even better, an infinite void,
Not life, not death, but just madness,
Maybe a mirage of paradise, or even a true one,
Feelings feeble fairly forgotten, sans earth, sans sun,
Where no souls fly, and nobody calls it home,
Just floating bodies, withering away, yet never gone.

Wicked Rain

2022-10-10T11:02:00.005+05:30

The rain is weird today,

It makes me cry,

How does the heart wet as well?

I can't ponder, but you're welcome to try.

In merciful mornings, most merrily drenched,

The sky and ground heed each other,

As every plot is wrenched.

Try to swerve as much, fruitless endeavours become,

Or go where the river takes you?

Hah! Just for fishes will be there some.

For who goes anymore, the one eschewed by fate?

No one, I sigh aloud, as the only remains till date,

Are every life and lost till horizons unseen,

Embroiled in this weird rain.

Begin

2022-09-02T14:13:00.003+05:30

Azure skies rain, a pinch of living snow,

Near the gates of heaven, I feel my heart glow,

Jarring insipid life, quietus into wake,

And amazed invigorated rendered, with an incredulous shake,

Life anewed merry, a dawning of boundless love,

I seek your warmth forever, my beautiful lovely dove.

First Love

2020-11-13T22:30:00.003+05:30

My heart's whispering melody, lights up in dark,

Every moment I am with you,

Rivers of tears, now a past of Stark,

In your arms daily, I find myself anew,

Ask you may, why I love thee?

No reason I can find, but love I truly do,

Just so come what may, remain may happy we,

And again, why I do love? I really have no clue!

Life is just so better, when you my dear I love,

In my heart stay forever, my beautiful angelic dove.

Sudden Cupid

2020-11-08T19:23:00.001+05:30

Sweet azure wonder, gloomy dispelling eyes,
Unshackling all (retinence), should I even try?
Nights and days go by, life stale the same,
And the woeful wait in vain, for that lovely dame,
In wry dreams though dead, do every once in a while,
Normal flutters fly fitful, to go that extra mile,
Away to go quite again, until the next travel of times.

A Sad Someone

2020-11-08T19:21:00.004+05:30

Souvenir is her heart, nurtured by someone else,
Hailed close if in vain, she wonders even today,
In love, in lies, forever crimson marked,
Lost in the dark still, awaiting a thornless path,
Pent up masks of solace, walled in mirage bricks,
In search of the master key, to life's cruel tricks.

Light

2019-08-19T00:03:00.002+05:30

Dancing in the shadows, waiting for the rain,
Enamoured with vain, the jolly enigmatic pain,
Eschewing darkness, her light dispelling gloom,
Prattling in silence, prancing thorns of bloom,
In this esoteric reality, where's to find a way?
Kindness in paucity, has humanity lost away?
And she remains in the shadows, her thoughts searching for a home.

Falls

2019-08-18T18:19:00.001+05:30

My beloved, of once, I write these lines,
To be a sailing blotch, for endless times.

Bloomed from nothing, a pasture not rot,
Lovely in quietus, who would have thought?

A repeat akin to möbius, obviliously inveigled,
Empressed lead spuriously, behind by the dead.

Today, tomorrow, yesterday, all same,
A puzzlement in time, a dangerous game.

Numbness can be ignored, closed can the senses be,
So what if none can escape, each heart's esteemed melody?

Yes an empty shell, of glee and furthermore no agony,
Incredulous? Ah! Ahoy, I do dare you to stop me.

Broken gets the band, the jingles cease to rain,
Yet the drizzling drops, keep betraying their pain.

A line like a circle, these last two lines do fill,
For sometimes the inks of errors, do not want to heal.

Night

2019-07-18T12:16:00.002+05:30

A sweetest girl I've ever seen,
With spurious smiles, holding dreams,
In her hedged heart, having never been,
Hurt on purpose, so beautifully gleams,
Her skin in the dark, raining, her eyes,
Betraying the mystery, sprinkles at a time,
What thinks she, does she, or all my lies?

Stabs intermittent, rejections in dust,
On this paved path, so strong I stay must,
For what else is love, if not your smile,
Your cheer, your joy, your glory, your just,
And yes the same, nevertheless,
Even if--I'll try--you're not mine...

The delightful thunder, showering wry hopes,
Am I to proceed, but unable to cope?
A precipice of mess, a misstep away,
So maybe I will never, say my heart today,
Let this thread blossom, alone, as it may,
What's to do or be done, I am none to say,
Forgot, forgotten, a day may come I cower,
But my fancy for her, will never unflower.

Freefall

2019-07-16T11:28:00.000+05:30

Days of past, being survived in mind,
Living lifeless, lamenting life unkind,
A drop of pure chance, miscible as wish,
Asking first in life time, what falter feeling is this?

Verily etched inexorable, this stratum in,
Guilt self-condoned, but still as much in sin,
Conflicted pushes, never though will come shove,
Just for jiffy, felled fortuitous felt love.

Love? Or lust? Sweet semblance of a friend?
Or a present the present, doth benevolently send?
Ever-slipping answers, heart engraved encore,
First time again, am' falling in love so more?

Transform

2019-03-14T13:27:00.001+05:30

When your heart is stone
Even if you're alone,
You can wage a war,
On that wretched star.

When the tears are dead,
Livid memories well fed,
Free fires let ignite,
Kindled by true night.

When friendships are scarred,
Regal relations marred,
Can you stop the fight
Even conquering light?

Unlover

2018-10-01T11:41:00.001+05:30

I feel our bond breaking,
But I feel that comfortable love too,
And my heart sobbing and shaking,
Doesn't know if the medicine are you.

The tears and smile sporadic in vain,
Lost in this world, I'm the wise fool,
Will I ever find happiness again?
I can only wonder, like an useless tool.

Words come and go, inessential and ominous,
Where is the truth naked and shining,
For which we have been so famous?
Take it away, all this pain,
Take it away faster than a fling,
Baring my soul, I'll be left all alone,
Laughing in the rain, for a solemn sad sing,

At this ludicrous life, in a rant of melody,
Servicing lovely gloom, my only somebody.

At Now

2018-09-11T17:05:00.002+05:30

It's been aeons since I felt so light,
Merry in my melody, losing the will to fight,
Unafraid of malady, seeking stillness crazy,
Coveting awakening at last, when worries have become hazy.

A moment it took to plunder all wail,
When the eyes blinked once, and all vile was gone,
A moment in vain to snatch away life,
Intense in goodness, which would end in lament long.

Fork

2018-06-18T19:16:00.001+05:30

Why do I cry, for reasons unknown,
A deep meadow festering, displacing a stone heart,
Whence no one used to return, no bushes or trees were grown,
This may yet be a new beginning, or sorrowed an impeccable end's start.

Real

2018-06-18T19:15:00.002+05:30

These days I feel I'm happier than before,
I was in gloom, but life had more,
When you came into it, my wings on this soar,
I'll see you very soon, waiting by the door. 😘

I Know it's Stupid

2018-06-18T19:12:00.001+05:30

We have much in common, we could be good friends,
But alas I lost you on the way, and it's late to make amends,
The smiles of times and memories and dreams, will be carried in heart forever,
Maybe you don't care, I lie forgotten and dead,
But to me it's all I have had, while loving you then forever... <3 p="">

What

2018-06-18T19:11:00.002+05:30

What keeps us alive, if it's so tiring everyday?
What keeps us happy, willing to work and rot away?
What gives us the peace, to be in calm like Fury?
What gives life meaning, is it hope, or the journey per se?

What?

2018-05-23T14:50:00.001+05:30

This loss of gloom,

Makes not flowers bloom,

Has been followed by happiness,

And much before that, contentment,

But at least that much was beneficial,

Albeit inconvenient, withering the reserves,

A thin fragrance of the path's memory.

The fruits have depleted, stomped to perfection,

No more turning back, no more going forward,

Without a miracle, a miracle indeed,

The name of which, always has been Love.

Why?

2018-05-22T08:21:00.001+05:30

This consciousness is our boon,
The same is our curse,
Making us look inside too much,
Ignorant of shining stars.
What if it wasn't there?
Like animals we would live and perish,
And just as happy as them.
Or better yet to be lost since start,
No chance of redemption, for no sin committed,
Matter mixed in proportions,
Random patterns of beauty,
No vile eyes or heart, to gaze upon the land and skies,
Cold world, brilliant sun, stark snow,
For as far as you can see,
Untainted by our deeds,
The wretched fools sentenced to doom,
A leisurely walk of souls together,
Where do flowers only bloom?

The Question of the Question

2018-04-26T10:44:00.000+05:30

Times are forward, no more too slow,
The age of doubt passed, love prescribed to flow,
A seed of dream at heart, a wish secret to know,
An itch to ask you tonight, which path to finally follow?

Today you see me as who? I wonder in my sleep,
The answer is all but lost, yes normally too it's deep,
On the face but it's slight known, by all who see this rise,
That one sees one as one only, paving "only one"'s demise.

Many say it's vain, one must be friend at first,
But folly it is to me, to hide my enamoured thirst,
For isn't it betraying you, to let merry times grow,
And a day all of sudden, on you my wretched heart throw?
It may leave me lonely, hiding my tears instead,
At last at least still, an act I would have shed.

A decision to be reached, a matter of heart and art,
Of life and love and sorrow, and glee and end and start,
A valley of hope on one side, to fall freely with cry,
A trench of despair awaiting, if tonight my love must die.

One Day at a Time

2018-04-13T09:44:00.000+05:30

The winds get tough, after a moment mellow,
Sun shines too bright, nowhere left to go,
A thin boundary pushed, between lush green and desert,
You know not when you crossed, you realize with a start.

You can live the dream, of that far-away past,
Or you can live the fantasy, of a time yet to last,
But either way you go, your heart will fill with shame,
Because of your removal, from this potent game.

The good news is, it's never too late,
Wherever you stand, you can stare the gate,
And prepare to cross again, whence you once began,
Before fearing the world, you lost yourself and ran.

Till that time renews, there is nothing left to do,
But to follow your heart, or ignore if against you,
Keep your home in sight, and it will come to you,
Returning you to birth, when nothing you never knew.