My life in it's partial entirety.(How contradicting)

Sweet friday.

2011-08-05T06:30:00.001-07:00

Friday at last and I have only 2 more days till the end of my 2 week break.Oh heaven.Where does the time fly to?Grrrr,so fast it passes.Oh I had German sausage and honeyed ham.It's like heaven.Signing off people,i'm a lazyass as usual.Nights. <3

At last.

2011-07-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging again after long last.What can I say.A-Levels is kinda taxing but as long as you keep up with the homework.God's gracious towards you and so are your teachers and you're being grateful to your own mental health too.God bless you guys.Will be updating soon.

Parachute-Forever and Always.

School days all over again.

2011-05-26T11:01:00.000-07:00

Firstly,I'm obsessed with Ha Ji Won from the korean drama Secret Garden.She intrigues me.Hahaha.

전 하 지 원 사랑 해요.

Secondly,went out with all the Cator Avenue/mostly Anderson clique.

Me of course.
Limau.
Hazim.
Puvi.
Joses.
Greg.
Abel.
Azrul,my friend since 6 years old.

Watched Pirates Of The Caribbeans:On Stranger Tides.It was an okay movie BUT they could've shortened it.I can't wait to watch Kungfu Panda 2.It's gonna be awesome I think.Boing!lol.Btw,Azrul halfway through the movie just went back.Not bad brother,you mmg x pernah change.Hahahhaa.High 5 man.

Sigh.

2011-05-15T06:00:00.001-07:00

Life is so bothersome. (:
Went to JJ and parade with Viv today to get some form6 revision books.The rest of the day was rather uneventful.
Having bad headaches these days.
Will update about my trip to KL asap.
I love you babe,i'm here for you.Don't be sad.

Fast and Furious 5.

2011-05-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

Reasons to watch this,

The cars are totally awesome.
The girls are Hot.
The setting and plot is adrenaline pumping baybeh.
I love Han's girlfriend. :D <3

I am tired.

2011-05-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

I'm really sick of life again,for the umm fourth time in my life?Hahaha,why can't people just be in your face?Like spill the beans.When everything has it's own hidden agenda or even an understated meaning,it fucking sucks.Then there's the other kind where they just don't tell you anything but clearly somethings off the mark or they tell you everything is alright when it so obviously isn't.Sometimes I just feel like being impulsive because from what I see,an impulsive person who fucks around.His life is awesome,I mean for now till he gets AIDS or some other STD.Even better still,he might not get it.But then thinking over,I rather be able to say I lived my life to the max by being a decent person and sticking to my principles.But then,someone who's fucked around would say the same.The temptation has been there for so long but oh well i'm proud to say I haven't given in.In the end only you'll know what is right and wrong and what's the definition of doing the right or the wrong thing.

"Sleepover" 5.5-6.5/11

2011-05-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

So yeah went out to have supper at old town taugeh chicken there with Stephen around 11 plus pm?There,it's proven that Gudang Garam memang haram la.After makan finish,went rounding.The next day at night,we went to Jusco's Coffeebean to have a drink.When we were done,suddenly Stephen came up with the plan to sleepover so I thought why not right,hahaha.So I went back home and ask my mother's permission for an impromptu sleepover.Went home and packed everything,I even packed a pair of swimming trunks but I wasn't planning on sleeping the whole night anyways.After that,we headed to his home to his home to drop my stuff there then we headed out to Azrul's house.After that,spent about an hour and a half talking there.Azrul as usual,half naked la,showing off his buff body.After that had some minor arguments on the phone with a small arrogant dick.Headed to MSyed in Ampang to have a drink.Spent the night doing what?!I can't seem to remember.All I know was we were driving around and also I was trying to stay awake the whole time but in the end I won out,I didn't fall asleep. :D After that went for breakfast at MCDees at 4 sharp.We both had that Big Breakfast box thing.lol.It was basically awesome cause I was so hungry and craving for food and there it was all hot and freshly cooked.After that sat at the side of the gas station.Finished another pack.We went away around 5.15 a.m.Around 5.30 a.m just sat at the poolside of his condo,fagging the night away.Listening to the water lapping around the pool's edges was really peaceful.We were watching all the stupid videos la where all the people sing with cracked up voices.Really hilarious.After that went back at around 6 plus and as soon as I reached home,I dumped all my crap on the couch and immediately took a shower.Life at it's peak,a warm shower 7 in the morning when you haven't slept in 24 hours is heaven.So yeah,I woke up 12 in the afternoon,later watched Thor with Stephen and friends at night.

:D

2011-05-04T07:40:00.001-07:00

Btw,thanks Viv for the cheese cake and the shirt.I love the shirt. <3

Shepherd pie and claypot chicken rice.

2011-05-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

3.5.11
Had shepherd's pie the whole day,for lunch and dinner.Thick crust of mozzarella cheese,minced pork and of course mashed potatoes.Felt bloated up the whole day.Heehee,credits to mom and aunt Joyce.But little brother's didn't really like it except for Ian,the middle triplet bro.For those who don't know,I have triplet brothers.Benjamin,Ian and Johsua arranged in the fashion they came out into this world. :D
I rather forgot what I did for the rest of the day.Oh yeah,visited Azrul's hairstylist,Muska.Who had a rather messed up house and who talks too much according to Azrul,I gladly agree.Gudang Garam?Memang haram tapi chun gak.

4.5.11
Woke up at 8 plus.Had nasi lemak and rendang from Meru,so far the most tasty nasi lemak I know of.Heh.You guys should try it.Spent the morning with Vivian watching Just Go With It and exploring the house.Hahahhaa,she had lunch at my place,claypot chicken rice.It started raining about 2 or 3.And she wanted to walk back.Tsk tsk,Viv you are crazy BUT walking in the rain is fun!Heh,after that went out with Azrul to nasmir.Lepak there for about one and a half hour then went to mcd's for chocotops then back home.

PS:Gudang Garam memang haram.

Muses.

2011-05-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

For the first time,I woke up at 7 a.m.Then fell back to sleep.Was somehow very tired.Woke up and slept again for about 5 times.After having breakfast,wantan mee I dragged myself upstairs and slept for half an hour more?Or more,not very sure.Mom asked to sun the clothes but somehow I fell asleep and I dragged my ass onto the couch before falling asleep again.Anyway,the bottom line is I slept from 12 am to 2 pm.Hahaha.What a lazy arse right?(: I couldn't help it,was so damn tired somehow.

Nights people.

Days babeeeeee.

2011-05-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

1.5.11

Woke up rather late,about 10.
Had prawn mee for breakfast.
Went to Kekanda Achim's Kenduri at Taiping.
It rained for the whole freaking day.
Day 2 for Vivian,back in Ipoh.
Jeanyenn boarded her flight back to Melbourne today.
I miss youuuuuuuuu. <3

31.4.11

Normal day.
Nothing much on,basically played the guitar the whole day.
Reformatted dad's laptop for the kids-little bros to use.
Helped uncle fix up the rotting wooden table.
Viv's first day back.
Early mothers' day celebration for mom and aunt!
Had chicken wings,pizza,tomyam fish,tomyam squid,loads of drinks.

I find you so random and attractive.The way you are so innocent just makes me melt.If I could,I would wake you up in the middle of the night just to tell you how much I love you.

(;

2011-04-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

It's still raining.

Oh gosh,my back is aching.

My throat is sore.

I'm feeling rather cold.

I'm hungry too!

I really want to sit in my garden,with my dog,and enjoy a warm cup of mushroom soup.

That will make my day.

Or if I had someone to cuddle to bed.

I wish you were here.

Raindrops on my window.

2011-04-28T21:11:00.000-07:00

Today is a rainy day.Woke up to the sound of raindrops pattering on my window.Just lazed in bed and had a full 10 minutes of nothingness.It's bliss.When I woke up,I though of my kid mom.Heh,when it rains I just have to remind her.Idk why.Head is throbbing like hell.Oh yeah,yesterday I got a call saying I could go for the STAR EduFund interview for the ADTP(American Degree Transfer Program).Aaaah,I was so blur I kept on saying 'Huh'.Even the person on the other end said,"Umm why do you sound so blur?"Hahaha.Oh well,at least I'll be dropping by Subang for awhile.Anyways,I haven't been exercising for the past few days,oh gosh.Fat fat fat.Damn ittttt.I've been sleeping like a right old pig.*Ashamed.And lately it's been raining raining and raining.So nice to sleeeeeeeep.I had 5 pieces of peanut butter sandwiches. :D Hehehe,guilty conscience again.Took my dad's laptop to reformat then here I am facing the computer,again.So long people.

When love runs dry,what's left?
When passion is gone,where do we stand?
The person you loved is slowly fading,each side tries to hurt the other more and more.
Both sides claim they feel that love is fading but the truth is deep down,they can't let go.
But after all the revenge,the chaos between,what's born from that love?
Nothing but hate.
Loving someone so much,until you can't let go,so to continue justifying your love for the person that you love yet who has hurt you so much,you hate.
Hate which is born and bred from love.

Untitled.

2011-04-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

Spent the whole morning on facebook.Eyes are tired.Translating my little bros' work from malay to chinese.Aaaah,why did the chinese make things so complicated?A comma,and the structure of the original sentence is altered completely,an extra spacing and likewise happens.Oh gosh,i'm going to have a big headache soon.Listening to the soothing tones of Deftones,Drowning Pool,Shotmaker and Killwitch Engage the whole morning.Hope I didn't wake anyone up with my music. :D

Anyways,gotta go.Going to hit the couch awhile.

PS:Life's a bitch,babe.Learn to live with it.I'm hitting KL soon.See you! :D
PSS:To the guy who messed her up,you're a really messed up son-of-a-bitch.

Yawn.

2011-04-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

Today woke up early,headed to SMI to see some Kelly Ng's.
Why?Because all of them want to be like actors in a tamil movie.

Ah,hidup ini terlalu pendek untuk dimainkan dan nyawa sekarang memang terlalu murah.Kalau nak cari masalah,eh payahlah.Baik hidup aman & damai kan,janganlah nak fight fight.Macam budak kecil je.Balik rumah,cerminkan diri.Ibu bapa lahirkan korang nak jadi orang yang berguna bukan nak tengok gambar kau kat obituary surat khabar.Bayar duet pada kau untuk pergi sekolah belajar bukan nak bayar duit keranda untuk kebumikan kau.Matang matang la skit.Tidak bermakna kau masuk kongsi gelap memang besar.Kalau ada baguslah,nak I tolong letak dalam surat berhenti sekolah?(: Conpem 10A+.Nak bangga sangat,taksub sangat,dapatlah 10A+ baru kau cakap besar alright?I tunggu-tunggukan hari tu.

Back to english,well hung out with Azrul,Stephen and my dear brother,Bryan today.Saw a few nice girls.God bless you guys.I'm dead tired.I seriously need a drag or i'm going to faint.LOL,i'm hitting the sack.

PS:Everyday i'm shuffling. B)

Just another day.

2011-04-23T02:12:00.000-07:00

Damn sleepy these days,seriously got to start finding some work to do.
I just found out that there's more post-SPM stress and it is more serious than pre-SPM stress.
Source of pre-SPM stress,expectation of parents,teachers and various other sources.
Source of post-SPM stress,the overwhelming sensation of nothing to do,it can kill.Example,like some junkie who just got a shot,all the high but nowhere to release it.Meh,shucks.

Life.

2011-04-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like you're waving at someone through a snow-frosted windowpane?
The feeling like you're not there,two parallel worlds.They can only see each other but they can never meet.
The existence of both sides often affect one another but they never notice.Or one side may notice the other but nothing similar happens at the other end.
Questions are meant to be answered.But what happens when you question that answer or you get another question after you've asked one?We can never stop asking why.The thirst for knowledge,to learn more,will never fade unless we let it be.Like why are hearts even existent?Why do we survive,live?Are we part of a bigger mechanism,a higher power guiding us?
Well,I say that hearts are only practical when they're made to last,endure everything and yet remain unbreakable but it's not going to happen anytime soon I guess.Life without pain would be rather dull though so I guess we just have to be content with life?Not an easy task to achieve though.
Smile people (:

Another day.

2011-04-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today is just like any other day,feeling frustrated.Some things are never meant to surface,ever.Period.Oh well,gonna go out soon.It's 2152 hours.After I'm done with this,i'm out of hereeeeee.(: Nights people.

PS:To whom it may concern,I really love you and i'm not ready to lose you yet.If you ask me,i'll never be able to.

16.04.2011

2011-04-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

So yeah,this is what i've been up to for the past two weeks.Physically and mentally tired and dad just went to work today for the next 20 days.

On a diet plan for 9 days(Which is over now,PS I lost 2.5kgs not 25kgs.)
Been watching Heroes,season1,2,3,House,CSI:Miami and NY.
Won Brothers-In-Arms:Earned In Blood,Call Of Duty 3 and 4,Commandos OSS,NFS:Carbon and Most Wanted.
Bought Pre-U maths and physics books to 'start' reading.
Put up with a lot of stupid crap.
Badminton and jogging everyday.
Catching spiders with little bros in the evening.(Watching them.)
Wondering whatever the eff is wrong with people these days.
Thinking about where to study,weighing the options and waiting for scholarships.
Aeronautical engineering then ACCA.
Trying to get myself into studying mode.
Trying to ask Brooklyn Decker and Avril Lavigne out on a double date.B)
Smileeeeeeee.
PS:Kid mom is back,so happy.

The only thing on my mind now is Googoodolls-Iris.<3

Drowning Pool-Love and War.

2011-04-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

Love and War

Promise that you always will,

Keep candles lit on the windowsill,

You know I'll be comin' home,

You know I never wanted to go away,

But what am I supposed to say,

When I hear the sounds of the trumpet call,

Who says.

All is fair in love and war.(My favourite line)

Your pictures kept close to my heart,

Letters all but fall apart,

Each night I read them over again.

You know I never wanted to go away,

But what am I supposed to say,

When I hear the sounds of the trumpet call,

Who says.

You know I never wanted to go away,

I swear,

Its war.

Hello people.

2011-04-13T06:48:00.001-07:00

Aaaaah,i'm back again.Don't know what prompted me to blog again but oh well just let me give it a shot again.Will be updating asap.I had sweet and sour pork for dinner.D-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s baybeh! B)

PS:My current dieting plan is on it's 8th day.Tomorrow will be the last.
PSS:I really gotta keep my mouth under control or i'll gain back all the weight I lost.The terror of thinking bout it. O.O Hahaha,9 days to lose 2.5-3 kg BUT it only takes one session to the mamak to gain all of that back.

No more (:

2010-02-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday (:

Quotes My Chemical Romance-I Don't Love You.

By the way paintball was awesome.Nice to meet you Joel,Deanna,Sara,Grace,Junior,Tan,Kamil,Syahira,Jasyu (: Whoever I left out,please forgive me might've been blur when I blogged this.

This is not the best Chinese New Year ever but it might be the last one I spend with you.I'll keep it in my heart but let the future decide.

PS:Cupcake was nice.I loved it.Thank you.

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day.

2010-02-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

Couldn't help feeling like it's just a normal day.Woke up late,lazed around in bed really feeling lost.Walked around and ate my breakfast in my sleeping clothes.Then,chatted with JeanYenn and Joses I think.I quote JeanYenn,"Can't help feeling like it's just a normal day".I agree.Oh well.Ang pao's don't seem that important to me nowadays.I think i'm getting sentimental,*shoot me in the head*oh help me.Anyway happy celebrating these both days,they're over already so yeah.You get my point la,it's the thought that counts.

Colder and colder we get.Is that good?(:

Frustration.

2010-01-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

So much to do.It seems like there's so little time.I guess it's more like i'm not sufficiently strong-willed.Sigh.Cries.I wish I could just hold on for one year.I keep convincing myself for only this one year i'll work hard and suffer but it doesn't want to sink in.Hmmm.Good night.

Tears of the blind are indication of dark times ahead.

The Year.

2010-01-16T06:25:00.000-08:00

This year doesn't seem to be agreeing with us.So far so Bad.So many things have happened whether upon me or unto others.This is a somewhat messed up 2010 :) Cheers.Looking forward to Chinese New Year and Thaipusam.