The Diary of U'mi Nona A'mar

bumi matahari 2

2015-12-21T15:05:00.000+08:00

aku da lupe tarikh aku d Syria..

Syria, atau dulu di panggil Shams bermaksud matahari
seronok berada di Damsyik (malay) Damascus (english) or Dimashq (arab) sebab, the citizen x gayat dengan foreigner macam 2 negara sebelum ni, jadinya, sangat la selesa ke sane sini sebab, yelakan, pakaian aku x kene sanagt dengan adab negara2 timur tengah ni kan, jadi ke Syria, kire selesa la wat aku. cume awkward la sikit sebab numpang rumah student sane yang belaja agama -_-.

Baramkeh, Syria

perjalanan yang banyak pakai bas dan taxi, dan jugak kaki, dengan boot aku yang ala2 charlies angel mase tu agak sakit jugak. kekeke.. but i have to, musim sejuk. aku betol2 terlepas snow kat town Dimashq mase datang ni, jadi korang dapat bayangkan la sejuknye macamne, walaupun x la sesejuk Jordan..
round di tengah2 town Dimashq, aku cume dapat jejak kaki ke tempat2 penting terdekat macam Souk el-hamediyah, Ummayyad Mosque dan makam2 terdekat seperti anak2 Nabi Muhammad SAW, cucu baginda Hussein, Nabi Yakob n Sallehuddin al ayubbi :)

assalammualaikum.. 2016

2015-12-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

21122015

# x tahu kenape harini rasa nak menulis balik. banyak perkara telah jadi.
#dengar list lagu hit cinta dari indonesia x membantu langsung dalam menangani ape2 perasaan dalam hati sekarang ni
#berat mata memandang, berat lagi hati dan bahu aku menjalani kehidupan aku sperti biasa

# menulis itu terapi. aku harap boleh share mana2 untuk korang kat luar sana

aku masih lagi mengira kenape, orang menilai aku sbg satu yg tidak berharga tanpa mengira kehormatan yang selayaknya aku perlu dapat sebagai manusia. apa yang aku dah buat & lakukan sehingga mereka tidak mampu sedikit menghormati dan memberi ruang kepada diri aku..
nangis ye..
sakit hati, ye..
sekiranya ada silap, sbgai dewasa yang matang.. kita tahu mcam mana nak berbincang
tapi aku tau kamu memang x profesional dan berat sebelah
aku umpama satu perkara yang tiada hati dan perasaan..
kalau di katakan ini terbaik, apa yang kau tau mengenai terbaik untuk aku..

bumi matahari 1

2012-08-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum...

lame sangat nak cerita pasal bumi matahari ni.. aka Syria.. :-D, terpanggil untuk menceritakan disini memandangkan keadaan Damascus/Dimasq/Damsyik yang bergolak dengan teruk sekarang ni.. sayang, negara yang educated, tapi kucar kacir atas sifat manusia yang pendek akalnye.. akhirnya, memusnahkan kebaikan yang ade.. sangat merugikan...

aku pergi 3hari 2 malam je sebab da tak de kesempatan nak lame2 di sana..
merentas sempadan Jordan~Syria pukul 10 malam Jordan menggunakan servis kereta sewa yang banyak di Jordan.. kereta sewa yang menggunakan kereta terpilih and quality, like mercedes, hyundai, bmw etc, jadi perjalanan yang jauh x terasa sangat penatnye :) selain ke Jordan, servis kereta sewa ni pun ade yang merentas ke Iraq..perbezaannye dengan taxi/serfis yang ada kat Jordan is, kereta2 ni berwarna putih. kebetulan rezki kami mase tu dapat naik new camry. memang sedap :)

Jalan di waktu malam, bohong la aku katekan aku x seriau. pasti sangat seriau k lagi2 bila nak lepas kan diri masuk border.tapi alhamdulillah, urusan kat border sangat mudah. jadi perjalanan kami d teruskan ke Dimashq dan 3 orang student Malaysia dah tunggu aku n Hunny Bee v kat sane. tq wat meraka..banyak sunnguh membantu, dari tempat tinggal n bawak jalan2.

malam pertama kat situ x banyak yang aku pergi, cuma jalan2 d kawasan bandar Dimashq je sebab da malam kami sampai, jadi Hunny Bee V nak treat the students nasik mandi Syria..

well, malam tu tido dengan amanye sebab rumah kawan kami tu bawah tanah. sangat sejuk. memang banyak planning da siap utk esok harinya tu.. antaranya, pergi pusing2 di kawasan Bandar Damascus..

7minutes to death, and Allah's bless

2012-08-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum...

29hb July 2012, aku boleh panjatkan syukur pada Allah sebab aku off that day (sunday)
armed robbery was happen in my small office. mr boss suruh aku tgk video dr cc tV, n aku memang sumpah seranah gila2 kat robber tu..

berpakaian smart, memang macam orang dari IT department, office aku memang nun jauh d atas, tersorok sikit, tak tersangka die boleh nak tau kat mane terletaknye bilik kebal kat branch company aku.. aku the only in list yang off that day.. my friend lyn n akim supposedly to be in office that day, tp yang tnggal just senior manager aku n some of her friends. a guy n a lady..

em..

nak d jadikan cerita my friend lyn was so busy handling invoice in store n akim xtau nape rajin plak die jadi store boy.. memang dalam 7 minutes it happen, aku bersyukur sanagt2 derang xde. it doesnt mean aku suke manager aku yang kene. FYI, my manager is pregnant, and x sepatutnye sumthing that shock happen to her.
Ah Hong, the only guy, memang kene ketok kepala sampai pecah by the robber using their gun in hand. ape ko gila ke? maybe my manager menjerit, die datang dekat ke manager aku n put the gun in front of her face x smpai seinci..

xde kate aku dapat cakap tengok that scene..

aku terase sedey gila2+ syukur gila2..

1st, i'm not with her in that day.. sbb kalo die ade, aku memang x leh lepas ke mane.. i shud protect her. my manager sangat baik. x terkata.. i adore her like nobody else.. yela, garang die pon sbb nak make sure aku catch up in everything..

bila bilik kebal da bukak, the robbers still acu the guns n baling beg. sumpah! aku benci ngan orang x tau respect perempuan n pregnant lady..

mau menitik air mata aku bila tengok die kuatkan diri, for her, for her injured friend, and for the sake of her baby..

that robbers, jgn cakap la wat super cool after all their doing, die x tau macam mane my manager try to cope n stand after all the gun n blood situation..

to ulin n akim, siyes, kalo happen kat korang.. siyes! aku pasti nangis gila2 mati.. T_T
i just can't imagine if this happen to you both!

at the moment, jangan cakap la macam mane dengan keadaan manager aku
die super freak everytime dalam office..
n aku pon x leh nak stay dalam office sebab terlmapu takot..

27th July 2012

2012-07-27T21:59:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...
:-)

Lame sangat da x singgah sini. Schedule being so hectic, since aku start keje, tapi aku mau live to fullest.. So, busy shouldnt be a reason of any. Its unacceptable

Banyak perkara yg memanggil aku ke sini balik, antaranya, hal olimpik d london n keadaan bergolak di syria..

Ikot an aku mau share all of my moment on world map here, but, aku selalu xtau ape yang nak d sharekan.
Memandangkan da lama aku simoan cerita bout syria n london..
Mesir, alhamdullilah da hampir pulih
Percaya atau x percaya, hari aku d borg arabia, alex, untuk balik Jordan dah bermula pergolakan d tahrir, padahal malam sebelum tu aku d tahrir, family d malaysia agak risau ngan keadaan aku n Hunny Bee V, bila ada pengebom berani mati di kawasan cairo..
Tapi alhamdulilah...
Selamat semuanya...

Buat cerita d london, aku pada mulanya, xde rase nak update d blog pon.. Xtau kenape..
Tp semalam bila tgk berita tv3 capture d scene nearby olympic stadium 2012, aka, stratford station n whitleys.. Aku terpanggil nak tulis blog pasal london..
Aku betol2 berhenti d tangga whitleys, stratford station tu.. Memikirkan nak naik atau x je.. Hehehe... Memandangkan ramai yg mensarankan aku g, sbb ia shopping complex terbesar d europe.. Tp, caya atau x, d bawah tangga, pusing belakang, korang akan nampak stratford central, d mana barang2 local uk di jual pada hraga yang sangat murah (gilaaaa!!!!)

Ikotkan panjang cerita aku kenapa boleh ada d stratford tu sebab dia d zone 3, kire jauh dari london jugak..
Huhu
InsyaAllah.. Kalo d izinkan.. Aku share :-)

Salam ramdhan rakan2 :-)

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24th february 2012

2012-02-24T06:18:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum...
x saba nak tggu balik. sbb kat sini sgt sunyi eventhough suasana sgt bz :'( i dunno know why..
the weather, the street reminds me the days in Jordan.. its 10 pm at the moment.. n i miss malaysia so much..

21hb February 2012

2012-02-21T08:56:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...
it's the day. i'm praying i'll cope with everything i DONT have surround me. lets rock our world and challenge ourselves. let betting with your heart what yourself and brain can ever be.. i'm come to challenge my ability not to my academic track but my live. how can i extend myself to stranger places. new faces, new cultures, new seasons, new language, high rate foreign exchange and everything.

we are always evolving into new, better version of ourselves. the comforting news is that we are never finished. the idea of being unfinished is nice, for it always leaves room for improvement. for trying new things, for developing new hobbies, and making new friends. being unfinished means we cry for today, next week or next year we wont cry for the same things, because we are moving, evolving. becoming better version of ourselves.

there is no turning back, decision was made. i can say.i'm freaking regret on decision, but im carry on for my love of life , Hunny Bee V

insyaAllah will updating u while i was in Dhabi Int. Airport, Abu Dhabi
bismillahirrahmanirahim..

20th february 2012

2012-02-20T02:03:00.000+08:00

tangan gatal2 g bukan hp lame.. mate aku mula carik pasal dengan mencarik folder name memoirz of diploma.. gile. g carik pasal. skang makan dalam. sendiri. sorang2. depan tV cite the firm. di tengah pagi2 bute. tidak ketentuan arah. bodoh.

Maseh same mi sayang aku kt ko :-) x b'ubah kit pn.. 8/9/2008 2.17am

:-) ko t'baik pnh aku ader mi.. aku xkn lpe.. 8/9/2008 4.30am

okei mi, aku janji!!smpi ble2 pn aku xkn lupekan ko mi .. :') lucky 2 hav u as my bestiest friend umi nona amar binti amir!!! .............. 30/9/2008 11.37pm

skang da sakit tengkok macam orang kene darah tinggikan. nak emo x tentu arah. lame jugak aku x tulis2 hal berkaitan dengan kawan2 aku kat sini..

sumpah, this is stupid..

lame umi!

17th February 2012

2012-02-17T01:58:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

tinggal beberape hari je lagi. aku berharap aku dah bersedia mentally, especially. physically, aku ase masih mampu dalam banyak2 perkara. ye lakan, perkara yang berkaitan dengan emosi bukan senang nak d lawan kalo xde kekuatan luar dan dalam. serius aku takot sangat bab tu. berjauhan dengan Hunny Bee V, bukan perkara yang aku nak sangat sebab, boleh kata, kami distance relationship sejak kenal sehingga ke kawen. ku pikirkan perkara ni akan stop, oh kali ni i have to leave, again! for future sake..

semoga di permudahkan, dirahmati perjalanan kami.. amin...
aku x saba nak balik!!!

harini, ke kL dengan niat mahu menjenggah uniqlo and some boutiques yg boleh nak di beli baju2 yang best. tp memang plan ke uniqlo aje sebab nak nak carik hoody yg comel2.. tp sayang. musim da bertuka, maka, baju winter dah di sumbat balik dalam kotak :(

tQ kepada teman yang memberi tips disana, treat my break+lunch; spaghetti bolognese & kasturi apple juice and scraft :) di central market

hajat di hati nak jumpe dengan sorang teman belaja dulu tercapai :) die pon akan boarding dalam masa terdekat ni. semoga di berkati perjalanannya.. :) oh tQ to your cafe latte & american cheese cake di kLcc. pelis ingatkan aku janji2 manis piza.. mahahah :)

1/ February 2012

2012-02-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

lame sungguh x ke sini.. last post pon pasal luahkan perasaan yang x tentu hala itu. sangat menyampah bile di baca balik.

em.. it's 1st day of february..everyone seem looking forward for this month dan aku getting nervous. something will happen in 3 weeks more. dan aku harap semuanya akan berjalan dengan baiknya.. aminn..
so, to my friends, aku mengharapkan doa kalian.. insyaAllah aku cube update ape yang terjadi k
(kalo aku x lupe :) )

tq so much

8th January 2012

2012-01-08T03:40:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

i'm at the lowest rate of moment..
it's hurt and hard...
being my true self, i'm honest and straight forward in giving my opinion, but not insulting people.. those are the one i avoid of...
i know the feeling of being miss judges. it's really hurt.. and killing..
a person telling me she is a very straight forward type and i respond that i was just like her. so, to me, it isnt a big deal cause i'm the open type and love to hear more option, seriously.. i love being with these kind of people. it make my words easy and myself clear..

but..

what she has claimed wasnt true at any point..
she wasnt a straight forward.. yeah, maybe she is ( to her).. but she is more to downgrading insulting people type..there is no discussing moment cause i've already died inside by the words she said..
the words " dr dulu belajar x henti aku tengoknya, duet banyak keluar, boleh jamin ke keje yang bakal dapat cover yang dah keluar" (spm graduate spoke)

i never knew that being in this path such a big mistake to her.. or should i say, a big bulk? as far as i know, she has never being a direct related to any of my path and costing.. how can she judge in that way and i just wanted to ask her, does she ever thought on what she will say to other people? doest she ever think to be on other shoe than just being a watcher?

lad
watch your words or (mouth?) words show our mental level and ability.. i must say.. its already say in our hadith..
and, you should learn to differentiate between words of straight forward and insulting

21st December 2011

2011-12-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

harini aku kelua ngan anem.. lame betol x lepak dengan anem, sbab anem sangat susah nak cuti.. jadi hari, alang2 anem da ajak layan wayang, aku pon ok je.. beside aku macam mati kutu jugak dok umah lame2.. bile da terase bohsannye, aku start la x menentu arah kat rumah ni.. hihi

tQ kat anem sbab belanje wayang cite chipmunk :-D, layan ngan popcorn caramel n soft drink strawberry besa :-D lahyannn

cik zahanem :-D

our lunch -_-

mahahahahahaha

tangkapan pada hari ini memandangkan besok aku da masok training tukang buat air kat tesco :-D jadi, harini aku menghadiahkan diriku (acecececehhh)

a new baby in my family :D x saba nak bacenye! beli kat mph, memandangkan ade discount 20% :)

sangat suka, tp duet sangat2 limited..

Love, Peace and Purple

catchy tak name die ;) it is really me! hahha.. warna die purple kecoklatan dan macam ade shimmer2 sikit..

hik hik hik.. you rock theme yang sangat2 memanggil2 aku supaya membelek, terpengaruh dan membelinya! oh, aku memang mempunyai satu tebiat yang tak tau kenape.. aku suka pada warna2.. sebab tu aku cenderung nak membeli make-up especially eye shadow, nail color dan mascara :D

dari sekolah dulu, aku memang suka, kuku aku berwarna.. :-D start masuk university aku layan kan aje g class pakai warna kuku.. aku selalunya pilih yang ala2 neutral la.. kalo kot aku pakai ijau ke biru.. tangkap leleh jela sesape yang memandang aku.. hihi

oh, essence, YOU ROCK, jarang2 aku nak drug store jual barang macam ni.. selalunya, pasti la warna2 ladies, kali ni, theme ni betol2 tangkap leleh kat aku. pastinya setiap kali aku masuk drug store, aku akan ke counter ni :) untuk belek2 dan beli :D

oh another tangkapan yang sangat superb! aku memang gilakan mascara, tapi nak pakainye hanya la pada event2 tertetntu.. tapi kali ni aku menangkap balik.. adui ai, lame jugak aku dok sangkot kat counter essence sebab kat mascara ni... aku da tekad nak amik 3, tp, sape la nak pakai.. so aku ase ni yang terbaik sebab, selalu orang akan pili, curl, length and volume. kali ni aku sangkot kat false lashes mascara ni.. (pandai sungguh derang carik tag line -_- )

balik terus unwrap, layan sensorang mascara, 2 coats, as promise, volume no, but length and curl memang xpayah pakai curler ^^ super loving it! murah dan sangat2 menggilakan

ok la

babai

mahu layan cempedak goreng

fuhhhh~~~

20th December 2011

2011-12-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

Asslammualaikum...
harini nak upload gamba cousinku yang kawen, aku tggal lag 3 minggu je cuti sem setelah hampir 3 bulan cuti. sebulan setengah yang macm x cuti sangat sebab kene pikirkan final dalam cuti sem aku, indah sungguh perasaan itu ye -_-, dan selebihnya dengan layan cerita korea dan jepon yang bersiri banyak2 itu :D

jadi layankan aje aku dengan kain banjir aku ni ye :)

with ayie, cousin :) congrate on ur wed and will be new baby :)

murah rezki ko, may Allah bless u :)

yang last sekali untuk kali ni :)

my Nenek :)

17th December 2011

2011-12-17T05:31:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

aku pagi2 ni x tido lagi.. besok nak kene shoot pagi2 ke stadium bukit jalil, kezen aku kawen.. -_- x perlu la membayangkan kene arak sekeliling stadium kan..nah~

oh saje je update harini, tadi test camera baru ^_^

camera asal aku ghosak di tangan orang, jadi die replace yang baru.. mase awal2 mcam xde hati sangat la nak layan camera 2 sebab hati masih d camera lame.. aku suke snap sekeliling aku :) suke sangat2.. x kisah la dari camera apepon, yang penting the sentimental of the pic, not the price of the cam :-D

tapi, :-D sebab terase sunset kat umah aku tadi macam cantik je lepas hujan sepanjang hari, aku decide nak give this camera a try.. lepas godek2 setting, kite kasik layan gamba sekeliling rumah kecil ku ini

:) lahyan~~ ( gaya FaFau :-p )

yea~ ni bukan 1st snap aku pada hari ni, yang ni 2nd

what ya think? quite goodkan ? bila d tengok2 balik. agak menjengkelkan border aku ni kan? tsk...

kite kasik layan lagi gamba2 poyo aku seterusnya..

bunga dalam kolam ikan depan umah aku.. bunga bawang kalo x silap aku namenye.. ;)

bunga pokok ulam raja betol2 depan paga umah aku, bukan aku tanam pon :-D makcik sebelah yang tanam :)

the bud, the pink and the sunset..

macam pedey je mate pandangnye ha -_-

macam pelik je aku tengok bunga ni.. awat die memutih memeno dalam kelopak die ek?

-_-

adik laki aku, Hip..

-_- baru smpai dari campus, manjo mak amik! :-p muka nak ceria sebab da start coti sem ^^

em... dalam setting camera, my fav setting is macro super/macro n sunny lighting.. nape ek?

so kalo korang tgk gamba2 aku, korang nampak the blur efect 2 sebab macro setting 2 le.. -_- dan terlampau oren bebenau kek sunny lighting setting aku..

apekah?

dalam camera tadi nampak macam lawa je

hurm...

13th December 2011

2011-12-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

lame sungguh x tulis kat sini
harini terpanggil nak tulis sebab aku macam terpukul dengan attitude n behaviour semasing d sekeliling aku... aku tak tau la kenape.. tapi aku terasa sangat sadis gila2 ngan outcome dari orang2 keliling aku. aku kalo boleh nak pastikan orang keliling aku x terasa dengan segala aku buat, aku memang orang yang cakap direct. tp x semua paham dengan intonasi aku.. tapi kadang2 aku selalu makan hati dengan orang2 bila aku boleh spend time untuk die, die boleh cancel. 2 yang kalo ape2 event aku akan ade, sebab aku x nak orang kecik ati dengan aku.. tp bila datang time aku, alasan sebukit.. kenape ek?

bila pada awalnye, orang x datang ke majlis aku atau apa2 yang berkaitan dengn aku, aku akan datang jugak ke majlis die sebab aku nak bgtau. statement die macam ni " even aku x belaja medic o engine macam ko, aku datang sbb ko part of me. so, i wanted to show that my manner is higher even my education wasnt great as yours. it supposed the highly educate, the better the attitude"

1st scene :
semalam paklang aku datang. seorang. naik moto. dari Melaka. sebab dia balik kampung, hantakan nenek aku ke hospital Melaka. dan di sebabkan paklang duduk di rumah mak&ayah selama seminggu, jadi dalam perjalanan balik ke seremban dari Melaka, dia singgah di rumah aku di Senawang. itu x jadi masalah kat aku. sebab macam biasa, rumah aku ni memang selalu meriah dengan tetamu.. kebetulan, pada hari yang sama, Hunny Bee V kene keluar ruma untuk lead tahlil selepas magrib. jadi lepas makan malam, aku , paklang and lil bro in law, tinggal kat rumah dan aku sambung borak2 ngan paklang aku..

jadi bila jam stroke tepat kat 9, paklang aku mintak diri nak balik. aku pun kesian tengok die, dengan tuanye, sorang2. naik moto.. mesti dia da penat, jadi aku memang tolong angkat barang2 die dr helmet ke beg sementara die pakai jaket, glove dan kasot.(nampak mcm percintaan plak an). lepas die tolak moto ke luar paga, dan aku satu2nya yang menghantar sampi ke luar, borak2 dan tanya pengalaman hidup die di negara orang, die mintak diri nak balik sebab pagi2 besok die nak siap balik ke setiawan ,perak..
hilang paklang aku dari pandangan, aku xtau ada mata yang memerhati dari celah2 ampaian rumah dia.. anak kecik die bersuara dengan suara nyaring biasa. " kak umi, kawan akk umi ke 2?" aku dalam hati.. agak2 la kan.. smpai macam tu pandangan kau kat aku.. aku da baran, jawapan aku dingin je " x la. 2 pakcik akak. kenape?" budak tu da gelak2, " entah, mak yang cakap mcam tu" dan aku terus dengar suara mak die dari celah ampaian, macam org baru lepas mengendap.. di sebabkan aku da terlampau bengang sebab kene layan orang berotak cetek (bodoh!) dari 1 jadi 2, aku blah masuk dalam dan cakap, " itu adik ayah saya.xkan la saya nak biarkan laki lain masok x tentu pasal"

Hunny Bee V keluar naik moto, dan aku aku duduk ngan paklang depan paga berdua, how can she assume aku akan let a guy yang bukan muhrim masok dalam rumah.. padahal, Hunny Bee V antara org agama kat taman. x senonoh aku pada pakaian, bukan pada attitude jadah aku ni yang boleh buat anggapan pada orang macam tu

scene 2:
17hb ni. memang penuh,aku kene g ruma kawan aku yg nak kekah anak, nak jumpa paklang kat Nilai. jadi, boleh terbelah jugak badan aku kalo x plan betol

dalam angin lalu, aku dengar seorang kezen aku nak kawen.. tapi makcik2 aku semua x kompom, melainkan makcik2 aku yang memang eksited ngan family die sebab adik beradik course main medic and engine, dan makcik aku yang memang ade name dan pangkat, yang 2nd grup ni derang memang sanggup bentang carpet merah walau ape pon jadi. padahal, makcik 2 sekian punya jelik kat korang sbb attitude korang yang memilih bulu tu ( if not, nape anak2 makcik2 ni memilih utk rapat ngan kezen2 selain dr korang, even korang sangup dr jauh2 datang semate nak lepak)

jadi, perkara ni bukan sekali terjadi bila ayah & mak aku bukan la seorang yang berada atau berpangkat. memang last2 minit je la ajaknye. padahal anak buah sendiri yang kawen. (tahan sedih) kalau aku,aku x kisah sangat sebab aku x efek sangat sebab aku ade jalan nak tunjukkan dan lawan. tp bukan parents aku.
derang sangat2 la sensitif. aku x tau macam ne nak cure derang.. haih..
jadi aku baru tau sangat td, confrmation dr pihak derang, kenduri tu jadi.. tapi apekan daya, banyak jugak agenda yang ada pada hari tu.. aku pegi jugak. 1) sebab die cousin, mase kecik punya la baik ngan dia, smpai la dia naik U, da jauh, semasing da besa, mugkin da segan sikit.. jadi da x berapa nak rapat sangat 2) wanna show that some in ur round is a mistake, mulut memang leh tahan la nak ngate org kan that point, tapi, ko yg x tentu arah sangat memilih bulu mengajak ke kenduri ko..

aku xpaham nape ek ko suke buat orang macm tu? bila datang rumah aku bila tengok gamba convo dan dengar course adik2 aku, ko memandang rendah? aku rase bisnes ko 2, bukan ke lingkop ke "kepandaian'' ko dalan segalanya.(tapi aku memang bangga la bila anak ko yg medic tu kate, finance tu susah. yeahh!!) pastu pandai cari ayah aku bile nak pape.. ayah aku plak redha je plak.. sebab "abang" dia.. abag bila susah, orang atasan bila senang -_-

sadis hidup ngan orang macam ni sekeliling, xkan nak doa die cepat "gerak"? sungguh x baik..

hanya memerlukan keimanan dan kesabaran lebih dariMu Allahku..

adui ai...

5th December 2011

2011-12-05T02:52:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

2th December 2011

2011-12-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

"ILMU ITU LEBIH BAIK DARIPADA HARTA. ILMU MENJAGA ENGKAU DAN ENGKAU MENJAGA HARTA. ILMU MENJADI HAKIM, HARTA DIHAKIMKAN. HARTA BERKURANGAN APABILA DIBELANJAKAN DAN ILMU BERTAMBAH APABILA DIBELANJAKAN".

akan ku cuba untuk berpegang kepada kata-kata ini, untuk terus dalam laluan aku ini... walaupun sangat susah untuk aku positive dalam jalan ni, aku mesti jugak. aku selalu bagi alasan yang aku sorang2 dalam laluan ni,, aku padahal, zaman nabi, ilmuwan sanggup meredah macam2 halangan, semata sepotong ayat.. apetah d zaman ini, yang sepatutnya tak ada alasan untuk ilmu itu sendiri..

insyaAllah, akan ku berikan yang terbaik untuk jalan ini, supaya aku tidak akan merasa menyesal. untuk kebaikan orang-orang yang aku sayang dan banyak bersabar menunggu aku dan mengharap kejayaan aku, Hunny Bee V, ayah Mir, Mak An, Dino, Shelley, Hip dan Janna.. FIL and MIL, amin

i want to have more of this

memandang orang sekeliling yang lebih kepada perlumbaan HARTA berbanding jalan ilmu, serius aku cakap, aku sangat kesal, they downgrading their value of life even the number is increasing..masyaAllah, aku yakin mereka akan menyesal dan malu pada penghujung hari bila melihat sekeliling, ilmu mampu memberi pelbagai manfaat pada yang memilikinya (why people love to chose the grand higher while themselves background are not, i'm sick with these type of people) tak tau ape yang di banggakan sangat dengan memiliki segala2nya tanpa a qualification, mintak nak gaji diploma or degree, padahal -_-. u r so sick!

aku masih terngiang2 bila ada orang cakap mcm ni depan muka aku, apelaaa, budak degree d bodoh2 dengan budak sekolah menegah rendah.. mau je aku jawab, it's about attitude, not the qualification! the higher the edu, the matured their act, the better thinker they are.. not like that budak sekolah~

tQ for sending me this phrase, my Allah

1st December 2011

2011-12-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

da December kita kali ni, macam laju sangat je kite pengakhiran balik, dan aku ase banyak sangat2 yang aku x catch up dalam masa ni.. oh hai..

entry kali ni mungkin banyak gamba sikit, aku ase bukan sikit, tapi banyak.. kebanyakkannye yang aku snap nak d buat post dalam blog ni.. tp, asal tiba masanya, aku busy dan aku terus lupa sampai la aku godek2 balik hP aku.. so, aku uploadkan juga.. itu pon x semua :-p

the pic's quality wouldnt be so great sebab aku pkai hP murah je nak snap all the pics.. -_-

"nyampah je dengar kalo ade org cakap mcm 2.. motif?? yang penting the pic itself

my consolidated comprehensive income statement, that i should do it from scratch!

a compulsory Q in my f7 exam

my addiction from diploma.. mcD breakfast.. sausage mc muffin

a day out with Nurin, a small cousin dr belah Hunny Bee V, time ni class aku cancel

dan aku shoot balik terus ajak die kelua.. oh, this is my first time masuk Petrosains.. gile kuno !

Nurin :)

a shoot from virtual go kart car yang melayang.. mcm bawak heli! yang aku naik. keluar dr virtual

go kart, aku da macam orang mabok todi da..

Nurin's chocolate ice blanded d Secret Recipe, pastu godek spagethi aku -_-, kate kenyang

oh, tangkapan di awal cuti sem aku, 3 helai jeans, memandang aku mengemok dan jeans aku merekah

they are, Lumberjack jeans, Lois and Lee.. lahyan~ gile heaven feeling mase ni! setahun sekali beli jeans.why? sbb setiap tahun jeans koyak due aku kegemokkan!

oh apekah name mende ni.. aku pon lupe. tapi sangat la sedap! kat chicken rice shop dan ini adelah hidangan kecik.. konon2 petang tu, bajet2 xnak la makan banyak.. oh, meal ni d suggest oleh Fina.. ape ek sebab kelua ngan die time ni, aku sendiri da lupa

memang aku gila2 carik nak minum air ni, sebab lepas minum kat kFC, aku da x jupe 3 layer tea ni..

aku ni da la memang kaki teh kan, dapat yang mantap mcm ni, menggila la aku.. hehe

oh ini wanton sup pon di suggest oleh fina. super sedap!!

oh, this is suppose to be special entry tp sebab da terlambat nak buat, aku joinkan sekali kat sini,

the cake n the words are so meaningful for me.. the cake is a gift from my dad, and the words is about me and him on our 4th wedding anniversary. thank you for being a super special guy in my heart and life, Hunny Bee V!

tangkapan cik Ain aku yang da kepala da melayang2 mase study, ni kat level 2, Tun Sri Lanang Library, UKM.. memang x de orang sangat level ni, tp sekali yg datang mahu plak group n macam da berpakat nak pilih tempat nak gelak kuat2.. cis.. memang the best place to be la kalo nak study.. will highly motivate :) 100% sure!

Jane bukan sebarang Jane, tapi adalah Jannah, adik ipar aku.. wat surprise mase ni. dan die pon da stat tido mase ni.. aku pon terkujat mase die bukak pintu bilik, ingt kan salah pandang.. bahahaha :-p Happy 21th Jannah, semoga lebih matang dalam membuat keputusan dan menjalani hidup ko

oh, gamba nak kaki je kan, konon2 simbolik :D , ni kaki aku, Yana n Ina.. member2 aku mase practikal dan mase aku keje sekejap dulu, derang memang best! keep in touch and catch whats left, memang perkara yang sangat2 bes la kan bagi seorang perempuan :D dan aku g visit balik main opis aku kat seremban.. gila rindu shiakk

my Ain yang kemain lagi nak posing ala-ala kerek depan camere aku kan.. mahaha.. :-p ni perjumpaan kecil2 an aku dengan member diploma aku, raya haji masa ni, aku je yang x raya sangat ha.. aku x perasan pon tarik yang aku pilih tu, hari raya aidiladha @ Qurban.. siyes x pasan, sib baik ain x raya, leh la join aku kat mid ni.. hehe.. Ain datang dr melaka ni wei, nak sangat jumpa member2 dia kan, rindu katanye

oh another 2 of my x classmate.. da berjaya da semasing ha.. kiterang jumpa kat Pizza Hut, Mid Valley, kegemaran dak iwan OKB :-p then pusing2 1 mid, last sekali, Aramia belanje aiskrim mcD.. sungguh kebetulan ade pc fair kat Mid time ni, lagi la penuh menjengkeh mid yang da sememangnye crowded itu

heh, mase ni raya aidiladha, so aku pilih nak berjubah, padahal jubah ni da lame kan.. beli mase aku g Jordan, oh jubah ni, kire macam baju kebangsaan perempuan arab Jordan la :) di sebabkan baju yang aku bawak balik ke umah mak aku, aku bawak baju tido/ comot wat basahan, sekali semua adik2 aku balik, terase la plak nak kelua, aku bantai la kelua dengan jubah ni.. hueh hueh

some lil catch up with my bro, Hip

and Shelley and yes, aku lepak old town pakai jubah itu, so what the hell.. wau! nak jadi avril plak aku skang ha..kemain

a late noon tea with Fina, ni baru lepas balik dari interview kat pD, the view is super miracle okeh.. tp dapatnye belum tentu.. x kisah la.. janji ade mende di buat d kala (konon2nya) x de mende nak d buat

classic cheese @ Secret recipe Seremban 2.. yummyyy.. pelengkap kepada tea d atas :) lupe plak nak bagitau yang tea tu free khas untuk minum petang kat secret recipe :) either black coffee atau plain tea

layan~~~~~

Dyba Soot solemnization on 11 November 2011 kat Segamat Johor

kawen sudah kezen mezen aku, x sangka sungguh semasing da besa.. rindu plak zaman kene keja ngan nenek aku sebab kiterang mandi dalam kolah tadah air, dengan shirtless kiterang lari 1 kampung .. mahahaha.. ok, semasing still tadika n Dyba still 3 tahun mase 2..

oh kekusutan dalam minda ku, insyaAllah will be over nex Wednesday! pastu leh planning macam2.. mahahaha.. tp sebelum 2, harap2nya dapat la jawab dengan baik

100% on final exam babe! and it is 6 credits hours persubject.. pengsan

my BPP exam kit, the most suggest by lecturer sebab susah -_-"

the text book, buku rujukan dr library, past year exam kit, and exam kit Q -_- thank you.. hanya untuk 1 subject

buku yang aku jumpa mase study kat library kampung kayu ara, how to study.. tp nak bace dekat2 exam nida terasa x sesuainye kannn.. tp aku pinjam jugak la kan.. hehehe

bersama Abdul Fattah bin Abdul Muiz kat wedding kawan aku, Shasha kat Semnyih Club House.. oh by the way, ini anak pengapit aku :) Nana. comel nak pengsan fattah ni kan. geram gila! pandai plak die senyum mase dalam pic ni.. bless sungguh bila dukung die, mama die kate, 1 je yang aku isau kat fattah ni, die x takot orang :-D

lucu mama fattah ni ek, bagus fattah kecik2 da x nyusahkan mama n papa, aunty harap dapat baby macam fattah jugak nanti.. aminnnn ( yg tembam, yg comel, yg baik :-D )

last but not least, our Shasha, semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat :) kami kenal 1 same lain since form1! smpai ke sekarang. time ni terkurang sorang, kira Hassan..

kelakar sungguh fattah time ni, die nak dukung ngan pengantin je.. pandai pilih lawa2 fattah nii.. kalo x die xnak pandang camera, da muka die ngadap shasha, smpai shasha volunteer dukung die.. he

oh ayat shasha kat fattah mase wed die, " ko ni wat aku terasa macam perempuan paling cantik kat dunia laa" sebab fattah berpusing2 nak pandang shasha mase ni.. x bekelip2 mate die mase ni he~ comel je

baju yang shasha pakai sangat cantik, husband die design.. tp husband die bukan bahagian fashion, tp dentist.. xtau mane datang, tp memang cantik!

all the best to our 2011 and pray for better 2012

27th November 2011

2011-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

bila mengodek folder vacation member2 di facebook, ini langsung tidak membantu aku lebih cergas dalam study aku -_- of course la kan.. oh hai.. bile tengok gamba vacation and berangan2 dengan girlfriend nak ke sane sini, hati jadi panas n meruap-ruap.. kepala jadi sakit sebab bende tu bukan reality! x boleh macam ni selalu.. boleh jadi giler!

vacation pilihan aku, aku prefer untuk ke negara 4 musim berbandingkan negara yang terletak kat garisan khatulistiwa ini.. bukan bile aku mention aku berlagak ape2.. sebab aku duduk di Malaysia, yang memang terletak di khatulistiwa ini, so i need something different than my normal mode life :) aku nak feel the winter, autumn and spring :) di mana Malaysia, kite cuma rasa panas/hujan :-/ so aku mungkin tak akan pilih untuk merasa perkara yang sama untuk vacation aku.. he~ lagi pon vacation perlukan duit yang sangat banyak, jadi aku rela double the expenses untuk have the different.. beside, bile aku vacation on 4 seasons country, aku cube untuk stay more than 2-3 weeks sebab bila aku ke sane, aku akan cube ambil sebanyak kesempatan yang ada, ye la kan, nak g ke sane bukan selalu dan senang, jadi bile dapat ke sane, aku take advantage gila2.. dengan learn their culture and visit all place that i can :)

i love to share all experience i gained and have, dari pembelian tiket, cost incurred and being a traveler rather tourist.. seriously best! bila aku cerita balik berapa aku bawak semua, it is not to brag with my dearest friends.. but to tell you, u will get a lot with all you got.. bukan nak mendown kan engkau.. it called discussion based on self experiences.. :) not a time to brag of one self.. ish..

based on pengalaman aku being a month and half di negara negara orang, ( yeah, i jump countries when there is possibilty, that's why i love being traveler sbb aku x terikat dengan mane2 agent bawak jalan2.. so, aku free dengan schedule aku sendiri and dapat ape yang aku mahukan.. :)) the ticket price that ridicolus cheap offered by the prestigous airline on the world,[ thank you to my tiket agent, and i'm keep this connection and helping other friends to get cheap tickets ], money pocket that helping me thru high rate country.. if to compare to a friend experience who was went to east region,with low cost airplane and went for a week, sticking to travel agent agenda, but having a slight higher than mine, nope, thank you i better stick to my plan and list :)

aku tau, there is a lot beautiful Island kat southeast asia ni.. tapi x tertarik kat aku, well because, aku pakai tudung.. aku x rasa enjoy bile aku be in hot island -_- x terbayangkan! with all that outfit! oh tidak. memang tidak.. hey i'm a swimmer! i cudn't resist all the beautiful beaches and coral babe! but,no thanks..

so, singapore is one that aku consider since they have Universal Singapore Studio! such a great place to head after your big final exam.. such a realised! kan? that ok to me, coz aku x perlu nak tolak perasaan tabie aku nak berhibur.. hehe

Bandung or Indonesia, yup, gotta shop till u faint. :) a week is enuf for me to get faint! :D no less o more

not yet to thailand, fillipine coz x jupe the best factor to be there..

oh, aku berdoa sangat2 aku dalam lepaskan perasaan untuk travel dalam masa yang sangat2 dekat ni.. aminnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! cewah, cakap mcm banyak duet! ngko 2 da la nak vogue2 je! :p

aku macam orang yang lepaskan perasaan x tentu arah kan?

hehe.. no la.. it just my opinion.. if any my friends read this, i hope u see what i point about :) ke bahasa aku kasar sangat dalam ni?

tata :)

26th/November/2011

2011-11-26T05:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum

reminiscing the good old days

not me

it's them :) my Hunny Bee V and his university's friends.. it is good being part of this group and i'm so jealous..
having non stop PS football match on this weekend, oh yeah, they are just starting having they job holiday for a month and half.. and the good is, their salary will be on account without deduction but year end bonus by next month.
how lucky of them
and now i'm double jealous

since they are living together abroad since 18 and grew up by having their own rule and friends, knowing each other before in my previous school, they become closer than ever and any thought..
laughing, eating and saying " oh this is so Jordan's life in semester break", i can't keep my smile away by imagining the student life is the great moment ever, especially by having your great friend side by side.. but being them, they dont have to try hard to get each other reunite in this small house..

graduated from Syariah majoring in Usul Fiqh and Fiqh, abroad, with state government scholarship and oh having zakat gift for airplane tickets, they even a half qualified will be lawyer but chose to be primary school teacher rather continue to Chambers . i know they know the best way to turn up their live. it is nothing about being in rich and famous build life, but the simplest way and having all benefit offered. working half day and enjoying other part of so called office hour with their favorite activities and earning bachelor degree. oh i need to mention, they are having gradual salary increasing every year..
in this exact moment, they will tour friends' house for having their Jordan's life
they are talking, at right now about their hilarious moment, being silly, remembering their lecturer name, and i being the one on laptop, have to browse through their university's website to search it.. -_-
some arabic words atmosphere in my house, some of them i'm clearly understand and some not

i wish i have the same moment

yeah.. keep thinking where is my friend at this moment.. having fB isnt help that much.. everyone is having their own path differ than mine :) my pray goes to you dear friend

hey, havent you disclose you final transcript to your friend even the close one? no i dont! it such a shameful record.. hehe

the more i listen to them, the more i'm being jealous.. they are having their nite here tonite.. that wasnt a rare to happen in this small house by railway, it is 5.15am, saturday.. believe me, this will be a very long conversation between them.. and laughing too, oh the hot coffee is a must to keep Jordan's life real :)
it a pre winter at Jordan right at this time.. the exact time i was in Jordan experience before..
i miss Jordan even i only lived for a month and half over there

can you guess how was theirs? for five years...
absolutely unimaginable

heh!!

2011-11-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

when a long lost friend, very longgggggggg and lost, yeah, keep it like that! i prefer that! a peer to me, in secondary school, i know she already been a lecturer with postgraduate qualification, in IPTA, i dont think she has a right to look down at me! i know i'm late and she even think i'm still in my undergrade class and not yet to graduate.. insane..
you are so disturbing
i'm no wonder why people keep a distance from you
what a shame of you
your brain and manner isnt parallel at all
get a break!
tQ!

the F7 ACCA Exam Tips from Kaplan ACCA

2011-11-16T01:06:00.004+08:00

Exam Technique
Expect not to finish any question. When you run out of time for that question, stop and move on to the next. Not finishing a question is not something to feel bad about, it’s just part of your technique for passing the exam.

Be prepared that your statement of financial position or cashflow may not balance. If it doesn’t, leave it and get on with the rest of the paper – don’t worry about it now. (If it does balance, well done!)

Q1) Groups consolidation
For the groups consolidation question (Q1) you will benefit from having the proforma/standard workings of your final answer set up first. For example if the question requires a consolidated SFP then drawing up the SFP with open brackets beside those numbers that do not need a standard working can get all the easy adding across 100% of the Parent and subsidiary figures. The other headings can have the standard working number written beside them instead. A couple of lines would need to be left for each section of the SFP in case other things come up in the additional information.

In addition to this setting up the standard workings can also be done. The subsidiaries’ share capital figures and the year end retained earnings can be put into these without reading any of the additional information. In addition to this the parents retained earnings figure can also be put into W5 (Retained earnings) without reading any additional narrative.

With all of the proformas and standard workings set up, it means that you are able to tackle the issues in the order that they are presented in the question. It also allows you to deal with both sides of any adjustments as everywhere is set up to make the adjustments. It hopefully prevents non-balancing accounts and means that each issue only has to be addressed once; thus helping with time management. Also if you run out of time, you will get full credit for all that they have done as everything is referenced through.

A similar process can be applied to the income statement equivalent of setting up final answer and workings to help tackle the issues that come up.

Q2) Single company financial statements
Single company financial statements (question 2). As with the groups question, it may be possible to get the proforma of the final answer set up, particularly if the data in the question is set up with the draft financial statements rather than the trial balance. If possible it then means that open brackets can be used and the draft figures placed in them, ready for adjustments as they arise. Generally speaking there are often more adjustments required for cost of sales figure in the income statement and the PPE figure in the SFP. As such I would suggest these are likely to need separate workings rather than just a bracket beside the final answer.

Revision financial statements (question 2) If there is a topic/adjustment that you are unsure of, come back to it. You are better to get the adjustments that you are comfortable with done first. It is easy to get bogged down and waste time on a difficult adjustment at the expense of doing an easier one that appears later in the question.

FAQs

Q. How do you treat PUP adjustments between a parent and subsidiary?

A. For transactions between a parent and subsidiary, you always reduce the inventory on the SFP. The opposite entry will be to reduce the selling company's reserves, so if the selling company is the parent, reduce W5, for the subsidiary reduce W2 (SFP and post-acquisition column).

Q. How do you treat PUP adjustments between a parent and associate?

A. For transactions between a parent and associate, you always reduce the group reserves on W5. The opposite entry will depend on which company is holding the inventory. If the parent is holding the inventory, and therefore the inventory is included on the group SFP, the inventory on the SFP should be reduced. If the associate is holding the inventory, you should reduce the investment in associate.

the F6 ACCA Exam Tips from Kaplan ACCA

2011-11-16T01:06:00.001+08:00

Tax rates and allowances
Make sure you read the tax rates and allowances in the exam. You may find they prompt you to remember things. For example, as high emission cars only receive a 10% WDA for capital allowances it may remind you that high emission leased cars with CO2 of > 160g/km have a restriction in taxed adjusted profit computations of 15%.

Memory aid
The badge of trade to determine if someone is self employed can be remembered using the mnemonic SOFIRM:
Subject matter of the transaction
Ownership period
Frequency of the transactions
Improvements and marketing
Reasons for sale
Motive (profit)

FAQs
Q. Why don’t I include all NSB interest in the income tax computation?

A. National Savings Certificates are exempt from income tax and should be noted as such and excluded from the computation. NSB easy Access Accounts and NSB Investment Accounts are paid gross and should be included in the computation as the amount received.
Q. How do I deal with expensive cars in capital allowances computations?

A. Expensive cars are any costing more than £12,000 but this was prior to the introduction of the new rules based on CO2 emissions. Therefore all you need to remember for the exam is that if there is an expensive car brought forward then keep it in its separate column. Remember to claims 20% writing down allowance but that it is restricted to £3,000 per annum. You may need to pro-rata if the accounting period is less than 12 months and the restrict to business use for sole traders.
Q. What are the core areas I need to learn?

A. You can find this at the front of the Kaplan Essential Notes or on the ACCA website, but generally these are Income tax, corporation tax, capital gains, VAT and Inheritance Tax.
Q. How much work do I need to do!

A. Enough for you to feel confident on the day, I always say you don’t want to feel you’ve let yourself down due to a lack of work as that is one thing you can control!
Q. Where can I find good practice questions?

A. Use the Kaplan Exam kit, do the mock exam and attend a Kaplan Question Based Day.
Q. Where can I access relevant articles?

A. They are all on Kaplan EN-gage www.en-gage.co.uk or the ACCA website.
Q. Are pro-formas important

A.Pro-formas are vital to success in this exam. The examiner will be expecting you to use the correct layout for each question. If he has to search through your question paper for the answers, this will not improve his disposition. For adjustment of profit, ensure you put 'nil' if the amount is allowable. Besides which, pro-formas give you the student, an easy way to remember the key elements of each individual tax. My advice? Write the individual pro-forma on a separate piece of paper, and adorn your room with them. Seeing them every day, will help cement the format in your minds.
Q. Do I need to remember all the loss section names?

A. In short, no. The examiner has stated no section numbers are required at all for loss relief. Explain what you are doing with the loss relief.
Q. Can I miss out Capital Gains Tax, as I don’t like it?

A. No! CGT is the basic for a 20 mark question (the 3rd largest question on the paper) it is a must that you at least have an understanding of the tax. Please remember however, that a pass mark is 50%, if you perform well in Q1 (Income Tax) and Q2 (Corporation Tax) you may still pass the exam even with poor marks in CGT and IHT.

15th November 2011

2011-11-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

Assalammmualaikum...

it such a long gap between this and previous post.. i can see alot of spider web and dust on this blog already..
i already feel that, this blog really become my dearest diary with public reader option on it.. how lame of me.. -_-
honestly, i'm a diary writer since i was 14. and i only wrote thing that extremely effect my life.. that i unable to share it with someone else.. i was like that before.. my mum have to read my diary just to know what i've been through -_- i was that secret till i am today, but i think i'm bit open now.. my mum always say, if anything tell me.. but i guess i dont have any.. hishh

oh yeah.. well. i'm reading on this inspired blog by a young lady, that very spirited! how i'm jealous of how she looking of this world..

http://amalina-peter.blogspot.com

er.. i know most of it is about herbalife products.. but, please look at the point she wants to share and express :) the words are catchy and going straight to your brain and heart.. i should read more this blog.. i just met it today..

you know, i'm such a dreamy lady.. yes and yes i'm.. i have alot in my wish list, most of it is my personal achievement.. i wanted to realize my dream. each of them.. (amin ya rabbal alamin) but i'm distracted on many option offer. i dont know what method will give the best result on me to make all dreams become reality..

for me, i'm a little late than my peers which already settle in a career for 3-4 years, while me? still a student, in her fresh year! at this number??

" DECIDE - COMMIT - SACRIFICE - ACHIEVE "

i'm bit depressed on where i was now.. still confusing which one will give me the best, even my friend already tell me for zillion time, that what i've already chose, dont be regret and live the moment and struggle and achieve the best.if i chose and let them drawn, so there come my stupidity on choosing it on the first.ask yourself, heart and brain, what are u CONFIRM want? list the sacrifice you'll have on this life line..

i'm really want to achieve the best.. but, (there it goes, the but!) seeing friends living in a career and some of dreams, i know their financial aid become stronger while i just keep hearing on and hoping.. that i can be just like them in future.. (no i want better than them!) but when?

you know,lately, i decide to have interview, expected for a real job, as a preparation for the worst and part time job as my pocket money once i starting my 2nd semester. event being an account assistant is like a nightmare for me to have.. why ah? a cashier may suit me the best.. the comp will keep arguing with me that as a bachelor degree holder i'll demand the salary.. aiyak~ then why i choose u at first? when i answer them, for me ( with that tone) having experience is the most i seek that my monthly salary.. (of course that not!1/4 of my want is my monthly income) they laugh at my face, why? at least 3/4 is true.. i'm looking for experiences..

i become freaking more and more.. i really want to make my dream come true.. but i was laugh at.is it because i making joke of my life line?. i'm running out of time.. everyone is..

praying for the best time to success.. i hate to have a look at my wish-dream list more.. i afraid, i'm unable to do it before time.. for all my surrounding time

11/November/2011

2011-11-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

it is 11/11/11.. i dont know any special on this number as im not an obsessed on figure unless it is a money inflow :-p at this noon my cousin Dyba Soot will have her solemnization with her fiance at Segamat, Johor and i wish i'm able to be there on time

my house is like a mess lately.. and i managed to settled my mount of laundry and vacuum my house and moping it, yeah.. i can be a Cindarella, but it will happen, sometimes :p

having my sis in my house, accompany me while im doing my revision and she is doing his university job, i dont know what she take to play my old song a.k.a diploma song in 6680's folder.. everything looking back at the good time in my diploma period.. and i stuck at the time..
living my life at back then is the most enjoy time i ever have.. it is an upward without downturn on that time, nothing than laughter than crying, nothing but motivating no blaming.. i really love and miss the moment of 2005 till 2008 :) but i know.. i'll never happen again.. in any time..

when we approach at the end of diploma, everything looking confused to me.. i dont want to lose them as i love them so much.. listening to Graduation by Vitamin C is a big sin to me.. i would cry over and over cause i i know, this moment will never ever happen in my future..
the famous term between me and my best friend would be

as we go on, we remember all the times we had together.. as our life change, come what ever, we will still be FRIENDS FOREVER....

can anyone of you believe, i still have it on my old phone.. it is a gift from a friend, that i will keep it till the end.
wishing and hiding note, or made it obviously on each other class notes, which i been keeping since then and never think to dispose o hand it to another.. for me, it is such a beautiful rhythm on my eyes and my memories.. i never fail to smile on those pencil o pen scratch on my file.. class pictures.. the taman Bayu, Karim, kedai tayar :) ... i really miss all those moment...

but i know, this vitamin C graduation song seem no longer rational and relevant at any time starting on our new phase of bachelor degree, still... it is a big sin to me to hear it at this time.. i just cant fake my ears and my face, not to have tears in my eyes.. yes.. it is really hard to times really fast leave me standing in lane.. of memory..

so if we get big job and we make the big money, when we look back now, will our jokes still be funny, will be still remember all things we learned in school, still be trying to break every single rule :) ........ i keep, keep thinking this is not goodbye, keep on thinking it is time to fly...

once before.. i keep replay this lyrics on my mind.. but i guess, i already have my answer..

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? can we survive out there? can we make it somehow, i guess i thought this would never end, and suddenly it's like we're men and women. will the past be a shadow that will follow us around, will these memories fade when i leave this town, i keep, keep thinking it is not a goodbye, keep thinking it is time to fly

to my friends

naz, ain, lina, qur, ayu,pika wawa, wan, muaz, remy, azmi, and all my diploma DBS C classmate

as i know, you are chasing you dream somewhere on this earth planet and i wishing u all the best of on the world.. i just wanted to give and dedicate this song by cold play - yellow, on your new phase of life.. and i know we will still be, friends forever.. aminn
thank you for all memories and cherish and support and love