My station..My feelings...

炭烤鸡蛋糕

2012-01-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

我不是在爆粗。。。妈妈心血来潮把早已封灰的模型拿出来，说要做炭烤鸡蛋糕。炭烤? 我傻眼了。妈妈已经有十年没做炭烤鸡蛋糕了吧！昨天一定是疯了，哈哈哈！！

洗干净了的模型。
或许只能在跳蚤市场找到它了吧

放在炭炉上的烤盘。
锅里的沙是为了控制炉温，以免下半层烤焦了。

把之前制作的面糊倒入容器。
倒入四分之三满就可以了，以免过度膨胀。

把烤盘的上半部盖上。
上面也放炭以让鸡蛋糕受有均匀的温度。

过了5分钟就把烤盘拿起来，看看蛋糕熟了吗。

制成品~ 不错吧~

一大桶鸡蛋糕=一个礼拜的早餐

还有两个星期就新年咯~提前祝大家新年快乐~

黄梨饼- 苦。乐。心得

2012-01-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

今年做的黄梨饼比往年失败，所以呢今年不送给亲友啦。买桶蛋卷好了，如何? 没异议吧……（我家库存的4罐黄梨饼就自己啃了 >.< ) 为什么会失败？材料没问题，是程序上有了问题。所以决定分享我的心得，提醒自己提醒大家。 =P

材料（饼皮）

a. 牛油- 250gm

糖粉- 50gm (可将砂糖用搅拌器打成粉）

b. 蛋黄 - 1粒

vanilla 香精- 1茶匙（依个人口味，可有可无）

c. 低／中筋面粉 - 360gm

牛奶粉 - 20gm

蛋黄粉 - 10gm （custard powder)

栗粉 - 10gm 　（corn flour)

**牛奶粉和栗粉可用低／中筋面粉替代）

步骤

1. 牛油，搅/打几下后加入糖粉才打滑。（不要打到发／溶／起）

２．加入蛋黄搅几下

３．加入ｃ搓至均匀

**切记所有步骤，

－〉如果步骤１做不好－饼皮会太软，烘烤时会塌下来。　（我失败的主因）

－〉如果饼皮太软，适量加入面粉。相反的，可适量的加入油以软化饼皮。

－〉饼皮搓至不黏手为佳。

－〉如何知道饼皮软硬适中？

我用的方法：
能‘拉’出美丽的条状饼皮，且能轻易卷起来
。去年制作黄梨饼的图片。

馅

*我还没有学会，可到市场上购买。对不起咯～

看看这次我如何失败吧，哈哈哈。由于这次制作的黄梨饼皮大大的失败，所以此黄梨饼非彼黄梨饼……

家中另储有一罐……
＞．＜

妈妈不能接受的奇怪造型黄梨饼

妈妈不能接受的奇怪造型黄梨饼之２
我很丑，可是我还能为你医肚……

这个……才叫成功吧。

我……没什么感言。下次再努力好了。Ｔ－Ｔ

当晚还做了炭烤鸡蛋糕哦，请留意下篇～

The Gold experience

2012-01-04T13:14:00.001+08:00

31 Dec 2011

countdown - negative ???

gathering - positive

drink and fall - negative

new year resolution - negative

movie - positive

shopping - positive

No, I dun have a special post for new year, nor new year resolution (yet).

I kinda looking forward drink and fall + countdown, but its a NO too. Reasons - unknown.

shopping - always positive. (tell me who can resist the shopping spree especially when there is mega sales)

gathering A- a reunion of 3friends at Mid Valley. We had a good time ~~bullying Xiao Min~~ concerning each other current status (gossip? hmm, dun think we did tat. HAHA)

gathering B / House warming - UTP Gang, new friends. Din have enough time to gather, bad bad bad. **Cant find any extra furniture in the house except a sofa and stand fan. Any good people please donate some furnitures to _______(address here)___________

countdown - We wish each other Happy New Year and continued the movie. o.0

movie - my first Gold Class experience, shock when he brought me into the auditorium lounge with comfy couch and ambiance environment. No more standing outside and squeezing with others.^^ Theres an attached washroom in the lounge(nicely decorated, extremely clean, warm lights) as well as a counter selling food. The staffs are very very kind compared to the normal class ticket, they even BOW and ask you to enter the hall, then lead you inside. Big Difference huh. Of course we deserve it because the ticket is bloody hell expensive - RM50 each. >.<

Entered the hall dumb folded ( forgive my kampong look), 16 pairs automatic wide reclining leather seats in the hall, each come with a comforter. Even more comfortable than my bed! How I wish I could have one in my home...... Feel free to sponsor me, anyone. =D Theres a table between every two seats with a service call button. ( I tried, but no one come to my place. >.<). One deficiency would be the kinda warm temperature in the hall. One need no blanket actually. Or MI4 made me too nervous? hmmph..... btw, im not sure if they provide free food or water..

*picture stolen from web, always forget to take picture myself*

Conclusion - you WILL NOT return to normal class movie after you tried the gold class seat. But, BUT... my pocket does not allow me to do so, just stick to normal one ba..hehe. What about premier class? well, comfortable but I would choose normal one as the seat in premier class aint very very comfortable, it is just huge, huGE, HUGE ( erm, still better than the normal one la). The only good thing is you can lie down (with your legs over your mate) and feel numb after the movie. Thus, pick the Wednesday offer RM6 ticket ba. LOL

above are my personal opinions ONLY, judge it yourself

I aint tall so I dun have problem ter-kick front seat

I will scold people of he/she ter-kick my seat.

*Normal class movie fits me just well. XD*

Well, why not pamper yourself by watching premier/gold class movie every 1months. or perhaps 3months, 6months.... .... >.<

what had I done in 2011?

(20) X'mas, 2011

2011-12-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

Happily received gift from my man, and things aint smooth after all. Hilarious family.. .. ..

More than happy when I received this, nicely wrapped box.
Thanks to my dear

Unwrapped the present
and
Tada, a big big bear for me.^^

did not tie the ribbon and bring it home.
family : wah, whats that ya.
me : (proud) my x'mas Gift!
dad : Looks like 清明节烧的纸箱咯。
others : LOLX !
me : (sweat face) hmm, true also....
>.<

And when i reopen the box,
my thought : owh no, its like the bear's coffin!
Sweat sweat sweat!!!!

Anyway, I still love my gift!
another 'gift' on Christmas day is my 剪坏了的头发
cant be shown here, thus i use special effect!

Happy new Year everyone! New year, new resolution~

Phuket 2011 (Day 4) - City Tour

2011-12-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

Last day at Phuket, 20Dec (parent wedding anniversary)

So soon, we had 3 enjoyable days at Phuket. =)

I emailed the hotel representative to request special arrangement for my parent, but no one reply me. I thought I could arrange some thing romantic for them, just like what shown in TV - love shape rose petals on bed/bath tub etc etc. BUT nothing is prepared. >.< Anyway, we do enjoy the last day at Phuket. Flight is schedule at 9pm ~~( thou it delayed 50min at last >.<)~~, thus we have plenty of time stroll around the city. =)

First thing first, lets enjoy swimming at pool rather than spending whole day beside the beach!

1st pool, 1.6m deep.
The water is warm in the early morning

2nd pool, 1.2 -1.8m deep
Freaking COLD water, and we spend 45mins in there.
Cool huh?

After preparation and waiting, finally the van is here. Since ours is rather a big group ( 8 ppl), they offered us a private tour. The full day city tour is around 850bath per person, included transportation, lunch and all entrance fee. Our first stop is the famous view point of beaches, just stop by to take photos. aint a good place to rest thou. Next stop is the exciting elephant trekking and ATV ride. Trust me, 30mins for each ride is just perfect. I feel lower part of my body NUMB after the 30mins elephant ride. >.< I din ride the ATV, but my family found their hand painful after the ride. Only 30mins, but you will get all kind of pains after all. hahaah, old man.

The bay looks just like a letter B huh.

2nd stop, elephant trekking.
My elephant was quite 'guai lan' as he pee and pangsai few times during the journey.
Only then I know their Shit looks like 'bola takraw' XD
Freaking hot afternoon,
I found they provide umbrella beneath the seat only after 80% of the whole journey >.<

Feeding the elephant. 100baht per basket of pineapple.
The elephant pee, just like water fall. LOL

Hand made cap by the tour guide.
Thats the way they ask for tips.

The adventurous ATV ride.
One does not need good driving skill but STRONG GRIP of the sterling.
Else, you will have accident. just like me. Twice, two times only.
WAKAKAKAKAK

Lunch by the sea side. We had our seat under a tree, enjoying the breeze; very caring tour guide. =) After the mouthwatering dishes, we visited the BIG BUDDHA ~~( apparently, its not completed yet)~~ and Wat Chalong, one of the famous temple in Phuket. Im amazed by the structure. (typical type of civil engineer huh? perhaps.. perhaps..perhaps..)

us doing 'something' under the hot sun.

Our lunch at Kan Eang Seafood Restaurant.

The huge Buddha statue.

on top of hill.

Wat Chalong
Gorgeous Structure

Another beautiful structure at the temple

wat chalong

Next, we visited some places built for tourists - Gem Factory, Cashew Nut Factory and Brands Outlet. Well well, I admit I have a good time shopping there, except cashew nut factory.hahahaha. NOTE : remember to claim your VAT at the shop. Some shops do not remind you for that, and this made us lost around 2000baht!!

This Gem factory is the world largest, unbelievable? believe it.

Last picture of the post,
Cashew But factory.

And this is the end of our family trip!

looking forward the next one ! =D

Phuket 2011 (Day - 3) - James Bond island 5 in 1 tour

2011-12-24T13:49:00.001+08:00

19 Dec, my sister bday.haha
We booked James Bond Island 5 in 1 tour at 140baht per person, inclusive of transport and lunch. 5 in 1 tour meant visit to 5 islands - Hong Island, Panak island, James bond island, Panyee Island and Naka island. BUT, never ask me which island is the best as I have ~~no idea at all~~ which is which. Owh, btw, another special thing about this trip is we take Long-tailed speed boat instead of the normal one. The long-tailed boat is nicely decorated and painted in various colors, pump up ur mood, isnt it? =) Although the journey from our hotel to PhangNga Bay is quite a distance( 1.5hours), we have no complain after reaching the destination. It is a pretty worth value trip as we really enjoy the day. Let the photos say the word. =)

Scenery along the way

The Long tailed Speed boat.
eh, no. our boat is newer and nicer.
heheeh

1st Stop at temple.
Too many monkeys to count. ~ _~

One of the Buddha statue inside the cave.

2nd Stop at Panyee Island ( yes, i know the name cz its special)
the local sea gypsy village which is the ONLY village
in Thailand built on the sea

Lunch provided.

The famous James Bond Island

Other scenery at James bond Island

Fallen rock, slate?

Next stop for sea-canoeing

Well trained paddler provided.

- no caption -

Spent the rest of night shopping, again. And Thai massage, hooray~~~~

Forget to mention its Phuket carnival during our stay, Patong beach is extremely crowded. Crazy night life!!

Phuket 2011 (Day - 2) - Phi Phi island tour

2011-12-23T16:56:00.001+08:00

18 Dec
We booked Phi-Phi island tour at 150baht per person, inclusive of transport, snorkeling equipment and lunch. I cant judge if this price is reasonable, anyhow I wanna remind you to take care of your belongings/snorkeling equipment well. I dun wanna blame the tour guide, but things happened. Just take care of everything, everyone.

The tour aint satisfying as compared to Redang or Tioman tour, the sea water is not clear and none of the corals survived. The protection work is never enough thou the tourism business is pretty successful. hmmph.... The only good thing would be the view along the journey. =) owh btw, the tour guide will continuously hint you to give them tips. You could ignore them, but after seeing every one (our tour is 'foreigner group') give them big amount of money, u may feel embarrass. huhu. I ignore them for the whole journey because I dun have a single cent with me. wakakaka.

Let me show you their skill,
ehem. bla bla bla, hope you enjoy the trip. ( take their hat down), you can see my hat is empty now, wish you could fill it up. Then, they will go around the boat and stop in front of you. ~~How I wish she will come to me and im gonna throw a rubbish inside. ( so mean right, LOL)~~

Our hotel is at Patong beach area, a highly populated place. I cant find a word to describe the area, both gender would love there, I guess. Ladies could go for shopping, just bargain as much as you can and you could get the item at 70% discount. Just like us, 3of us got our self total of 6bags, 3 shoes, 2 scarf in less than 4000THB. hohohoh As for man, just enjoy the Thai boxing, Tiget show, etc etc. I din join one, but I guess man enjoy VERY MUCH from their facial expression. hehehe

Before departure

Stop at one island for snorkeling

Lunch

sandy beach with hot ladies

The only place with clear water, perhaps its
because less ppl snorkeling here?

Last island for resting and snorkeling.
you can c how 'clear' is the water.

**did not manage to capture the crazy night life of Patong beach as we were busy shopping~ Btw, you must try the massage, its cheap and worthy. =D

Phuket 2011 (1) - Family Trip

2011-12-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

A well planned trip by my sis and I, hohoho.
90% sponsored by my sis, hohoho.
more than value trip, hohoho.
~----~

17 Dec

Its my first time to have people holding card with my name on it at airport to welcome me, really an exciting experience.hohoho. Despite some communication problem with the driver, everything is just awesome~ A half day sightseeing city tour open my eyesight, first thing I notice is Honda & Toyota vehicles are all around the city. Name it, and you will see it. 2nd is the super messy cables and transformers besides the road,trust me, you will never find this complicated cables in Malaysia. @.@

Highlight of the day will be Phuket Fanta Sea show, the decorations and environment will definitely make you transform into a child again. Everything inside the park are just too colorful and attractive, especially their mini zoo. woohoo, I was once bored v zoo but this mini zoo pull me back to the craziness. lets see some photos~

Ticket counter
Ladies in Thai traditional costume welcome you once you get down from the car,
till you reach counter.
such awesome service~

at the entrance of 'mini game centre'
workers dressing in different cute costumes dance to welcome you.

Inside the 'Gold Kinnaree restaurant'
buffet dinner

view at park.

another shot inside the park.
its just too shiny~

The Elephant kingdom.
Entrance of the show.

Pond of Gold fish.
Chinese love the most.

Entrance of the 'mini zoo'
Enter if you dare!

before you enter the 'tiger zone'

epic shot with white tiger!

Stay tune for more post - island + city tour!

I'm Leaving

2011-11-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

After joining Qube Integrated (M) Sdn Bhd for 2months, I guess its time for me to say good bye. Did I enjoy working here? I guess everyone must have complains for their company, so do I. Sept - Nov - turning point + important mark in my life. Its really a bitter sweet memory for me.. I have participated in several great exhibitions such as Intrade Malaysia 2011, PIPOC, Malaysia Coco and Chocolate Fair, HomeDec KL etc, sounds cool. Now only I realized I have involved so much in this company. Cant forget some bitchy, barbarians, cool, nice, handsome human I met, what a great social experience huh. Too many to share, to forget, to love ... .... Anyway, I am leaving. Heading to a brighter path.

Anyone who are interested to work in event company just send over a resume ba, wish you luck!

My next career -- OAG or MISC?

stay tuned.

My first 'on site' experience - MCCD

2011-10-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

Im so gonna blog about hand percussion!

I love this man, kekeke

find them here!
Hands Percussion

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Was required to go on site with another project coordinator for an event held at Mid-Valley.The preparation for the event aint much as there are 30booths only. I helped to prepare some documents and attended my first ever meeting in the company before the event~ It wasnt a formal one but I appreciate the chance,learned a lot from seniors. Since that moment, I admire my director. I can sense the strong confident in her, the words sound very promising. Besides, her experience in this field is definitely precious. The great management tactic, soft skills, time management etc presence in the conversation, truly a successful woman!

As a project coordinator, I need to go on site one day before the event to check if the build up progress goes well, sufficient number of furniture and electricity items for each booth, correct fascia name for exhibitors etc. All are easy jobs, unless you meet some hard-to-manage exhibitor. Lucky me, I did not meet one y.e.t. ( gonna help out 3 events in the coming 1.5months, wish me luck ba) Frankly speaking, I rather meet difficult client than facing 'no-eye-see-colleagues' everyday. =)

Lets jump to next day - opening ceremony. Senior said please wear nicely as we represent the company. Owh no, i cant wear company t-shirt with jeans. >.< Its just too bad that I din bring camera on that day, else I would show you my pretty yet professional look. LOL! im kidding, I wore a dress with a knitted jacket. The best I could have, huhu... Anyway, the opening ceremony for 2nd Malaysia Cocoa and chocolate fair was schedule at 11am and Im glad its postpone. Why? Kuala Lumpur Photography Festival (KLPF) was held in opposite hall and their opening ceremony successfully gained public attention! The Hand Percussion - woohoo, charged me up to handle next work load^^ amazing, amazing, handsome, yeng, smart, macho, energetic, cool are the words to describe!!

Paiseh, this aint the performance they had in KLPF.

Just wanna share with you this awesome team

oops oops, back to the cocoa fair. I would say things that catch my attention are only the 3 special design booth and the chocolate sculpture competition. Exhibitor, do loosen your budget to build a special design booth if you wanna catch more attention! As for me, I dun see any attractions in normal booth, some even did not decorate at all. >.< The special design booth - Lembaga KoKo Malaysia display models cocoa plantation together with raw and processed cocoa.The officer on site let me taste both raw and processed cocoa, an interesting experience. The raw one looks like mangosteen but taste like 'shijia' (sorry .. I dunno the translation) - yummy^^. The processed cocoa taste just like the cocoa powder you found in market - bitter..Owh, do you know they are more than 3 grades to differentiate the quality of processed cocoa? Bet you dunno. =p

the raw one

On the other hand for chocolate sculpture, all the participants did a really good job. I especially love 2 pieces of the art works~ However, the location for the chocolate sculpture show aint perfect. It was located inside the hall, behind the booths.I think public may not know about this competition even they entered the hall. >.< Lemme share with you part of the competitors artwork, copied from her blog -- > Eat your heart out. Enjoy~

"My dream set of dinner table"

Add caption

"Ladybird"


Love this, It looks like a real copper statue~


This one won my attraction, but the color is a bit 'down' for me..

interesting piece, real clock~

This aint the participated artwork.
These chocolates were made by the chef before opening!
I saw him made it, great great great~


another set of choc from the same chef

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Wait for my hand percussion blog! perhaps? =p

reminisce night - T.Y.LIN-ians

2011-10-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

Fall into a deep dilemma whether I should attend Chai's farewell, both venue and time is good, just that I dun have the transport to go. >.< Well well, somehow I made it. Bow to Derek & Donna. =D Feel so gooood to see my ex-colleagues again. Its really an emotional + fun night out, or I shall say a reminisce night. Memories flashed back and I remember I used to tumpang that Silver Saga to work almost every day, listening to Hitz FM and stuck in traffic sometimes. Chatting with GK Loo and get heart attacks frequently, talking to Chai and feel 'wu nai'+'owh?' most of the time etc etc. Memories remained but life changes every minute. I realized some things aint the same like before, I can feel it. I struggle to find a suitable place for me in this diverse world, Im growing up. =)

Many thanks to zee-chen who inform me about the night out, gam siah~

pssppps --> One long table is good for a 10-person group, but definitely not for chatting. You dun wan to repeat the same old thing for thousand times. >.< Recommend --> round table. Anyway, I aint complaining. I love to catch up with my frens, how I wish time would freeze when we meet, chat, play, eat, and love. I really do miss those moments.(MRSM -> bila eh?)

update on work, again?

2011-09-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

I guess I will update my blog quite often this week since the hell day hasnt reach yet. Someone said every work is important to a company, so does my job. I presume that if this unit aint doing any progress, the company might be in a fuzzy condition. hahaah, over confident? Anyway, once you find self-value in the company, you will be more motivated in working. well, it sounds just right for me.I used to turn my nose up at this job(sorry, my bad), I was thinking come on, any one could do this paper work. Soon, I realize my mindset it totally wrong. Its a solid truth that do not comment if you are not in this line, you can never understand the pain behind it.

I appreciate the work load given else I will feel very guilty upon receive my pay check. LOL. Anyway, Im sure this kind of thinking will definitely change in future. Who doesnt love earning money without contributing much. kekekeke... Im getting familiar with my job scope, still learning and struggling to get the right 'feel'. eh, struggling? Not at all. I fitted quite well in this paper work~ Did some mistakes today too, note that 'too'. Yea, I did mistakes yesterday.>.< Glad that my senior colleagues did not nag at me, ~~(though I doubt if there is another reason? forget it, make life simple.)~~ my heart was beating real fast after being caught on the scene, huhu.

2nd day at work ended! The music just rang, woohoo~ Gonna meet with my love later, its been more than a week since the last meeting. Happy happy~

Forgot to make a thank you list yesterday, gonna post it up here!

Thank you :
1. Boss for giving me this chance.
2. Donna for giving me a chance to ma pou with her^^
3. family of course, too many so forgive me for not listing you all down.

I am doing great here, \0/

My first day at work!

2011-09-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

Left home and start my part time job today while waiting for MISC to call. I was pretty much excited+nervous for the past few days, cant explain why. LOL. Got up before the sun rise to get ready to work! nah, Im just kidding. XD Still, 7.30am is consider VERY early for me. Especially after few years of cozy and lazy student life.

Everyone in my unit seems like a busy bee, no time for staff introduction. I was briefed by a young lady about my work and so my day started. Check and update data, simple job. Then she said print, sign and fax to other company. My OS in heart -- phew, its all about $$ related document, you trust a first day part-timer? >.< To be frank, I was pretty contented when I signed the document. My first official sign~ XP

my first day gone by checking, updating data for a coming event.. My body cant adapt the quick change of lifestyle yet, tired. /.\ Thought of the day,am i not suitable for paper work? Well, its only first day. Dun say it so soon.^^

Jia You Jia you

Turning Point in my life

2011-09-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna start my part time job next Monday.
How would it be?

MISC, will you hire me?
crossing fingers

周迅 - 外面

2011-09-23T00:02:00.001+08:00

献给所有朋友，去找我们的未来吧！ =)

外面的世界很精彩

我出去会不会失败

外面的世界特别慷慨

闯出去我就可以活过来

留在这里我看不到现在

我要出去寻找我的未来

下定了决心改变日子真难捱

吹熄了蜡烛愿望就是离开

我出去会变得可爱

外面的机会来得很快

我一定找到自己的存在

一离开头也不转不回来

我离开永远都不再回来

这歌词写得真好~朋友们一定要坚持到底，努力寻找自己的未来与定位。再难熬的日子都要撑下去！但是不要离开了就不回来！

Credit to CC Fong

Auww, Is it that bad? Diff opinion!

2011-09-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

7months ago, this jacket found his new master - me.

what do you think?

We love this jacket at first sight, its simply gorgeous..

. a month ago,

A : your jacket looks very 'patriotic'.

B : It looks like sport carnival jacket.

Yes, this is my reaction.
oh my..

Luckily I found some people stand by my side.
C: Its stylish!
D : I love it. It looks nice!

Im still confident.
LOL

To travel or not to travel

2011-09-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

I chat in phone with him yesterday..Out of the blue, my conscience emerged.

I told him hey, I shall not travel that often. I feel guilty.

He was like, eh? you sure? HA.HA.HA.

then we cut this topic off.

Till today, I saw frens posted in fb --> booked! or yea, cambodia, bangkok next year, etc.

hmm, AA offers promotion again?

SHIT! How can I miss it !

Ignoring the fact that AA service is yet to reach my standard,

I check flight status and 2012 calender.

deng dong

hey, can we go Philippine? its less than RM100 per person!

so cheap? But someone told me she doesnt want to travel this often...

-Bang-

yea, the 'someone' refers to me. >.<

well, after considering many issues, I closed AA page.

(heart-ache. /_\ )

firstly - I should save up some money.
2nd - I had been travelling these years, enough..its enough...
3rd - there are more chances coming up, go for some luxury tours! Just pay and enjoy the trip, no planning task!

Frankly speaking, I really feel like booking the flight ticket.

So glad that I fight back the temptation!

Note: This post doesnt mean my travel story stop here. Just that I shall not plan any trip from MAY2012 - October 2012. XD

(19) Sibu, Sarawak [17~19June2011]

2011-09-20T23:12:00.003+08:00

We flew over the south China sea to sibu to attend a wedding dinner with his colleagues and friends - one of the most exiting and long awaiting trip for me. =) The host arranged few cars and mini bus to pick us up at Sibu airport (wow, yea, these muuccchh of people.) and sent us to the pre-book hotel. Kingswood hotel offers the best scenery in town, idyllic view of the longest river in Malaysia- Sungai Rajang. Besides, the spacious room with complete facilities allowed us to enjoy utmost pleasurable stay too. I would say this hotel is the best choice as the tourism hotspots are just one stone throw away from hotel. (Oops, too much credit? =p) Cars were waiting for us outside the lobby to fetch us to the groom's house and dinner was ready for us too, how thoughtful right~ Irresistibly scrumptious food and passionate host. Are all Sarawakian like this? I love them,hahaah. =D

Next morning was the big day, I was overwhelming cz its my first time to attend a church wedding. I even google "do & dont" for church wedding, LOL. Well, apparently the western customs din match with the local one. I avoid wearing white dress to the church wedding but many wore white dress on that day. Hrmm, who cares those customs nowadays? Anyway, the Bride and groom looked awesomely gorgeous!

perfect match

-US-
no white dress to church wedding. LOL

Lovely
owh, i meant the bride and groom. =p
love the idea of poster/banner printing

detailed deco outside the ballroom.
love-

Kingswood hotel Ballroom
I demand similar concept for my wedding dinner.
LOL

Tour arond Sibu town..

boats along the river

restaurant.

Local famous temple
Da Bo Gong

pagoda

Swan City - Sibu

Ended the trip with exhausted body yet pampered mind

Thanks for everything

死亡。征兆

2011-09-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

大约两星期前，我们送走了挚爱的外婆。89高龄，安详的走了。有人问，怎么死了呢？有人回答说人老了就死啦。嗯，也对啦…… 外婆去世后，大家对死亡的征兆各有意见。

1。对面的佣人说，我看你的外婆每天头低低，应该活不久了。
2。很多蚂蚁爬去双脚，魂归天命的时间也快到了。
3。脸/脚浮肿。
4。没有胃口，体温日趋渐凉。

以上的说法各有不一，可是好像都‘中’了……

和外婆一起住了好多年，很伤感。很多东西不一样了，再也没人坐着轮椅在客厅看戏，桌上也没有各种糕点，也少了特别为她烹调的食物。房间的家具也都捐出去了，空着的房间；感觉真不一样。好多好多事情都不一样了……

矛盾，一方面替外婆的离去伤心，一方面又替妈妈少了一份担忧而开心。好坏并生这个道理没错吧。所以呢，不要过着灰蒙蒙的日子；总会有晴天。（我需要好好学习这个道理！）

至少他们在上面相聚了。=）

haunted.FYP

2011-09-13T16:47:00.002+08:00

Things that haunted me for past months - FYP issue. I enjoyed doing FYP. My project might not a great one for you, but I did receive compliment from several important parties.I would say A is in my hand. However, I was shock when I received the result as it dropped 2grades than what I expected. ( A --> B+, B --> C+ ) its a 4 credit hour subject and 2grades diff meant a lot to me. Cant explain everything that happen.. .. ..

I contacted my supervisor(A) and met FYP coordinator(B) soon as I get back to UTP. Truth revealed, my progress mark, 10% was not added to the total marks. B asked me to meet academic admin(C) regarding the problem. C advised me to appeal for the result, and promised that fee for appeal(RM50) will be returned if the department found that they did the mistake. Well, I thought I can sit back and relax. Just wait for them to update the result, thats the way should be right?

And so I waited for a month, hmm no news yet. Met with C again to check, C called exam unit(D) and no body pick up the phone. C then asked me to go D and check out myself. Sigh, mafan. D said hey, you shouldnt appeal it. Just ask your department to send a memo to us. Gosh, RM50 gone. C, will you pay me back? I then contacted A, B and C to tell them about what D said. No replies. Called the head of D and voiced out my concern. Head of D said no news from your department wor. Nvm, I will help you to contact them. Great, finally one do the job.

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C asked me to meet my HOD regarding to the matter.
HOD : I understand your case now, so whats your side of story?
me : (stunt for a second.) What do you mean by my side of story?
HOD : why would this happened?
me : I was hospitalized - submit my progress report beyond the deadline via email.
HOD : Can you show me your MC?
me : I need some time to find it. will get back to you by afternoon.

---went back and searched my MC, went to office again---

HOD : ok. you will meet with the Investigation team to see if you are qualified for these lost marks. Come back later.

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Investigation team ( 3lecturers - i, ii, iii)
iii sty quiet all the while.
Cant remember the sequence, thats what happened.

ii : how frequent do you meet A?
me : only when I faced problem in project. I update my progress via mail.

ii : you send in the report beyond deadline, din submit your progress report in hardcopy. Thats your fault. bla bla bla
me : (agree) but I informed A. A was on sick leave for months, and I was hospitalized after A back to uni. Thus, we contact via email which A seldom reply email. Its a norm for me that A din reply email. ( I shud hav mentioned how many times I end up in disappointment waited for A outside A's office since A came back to uni twice a week) Its week 12 (if im not mistaken) when I got back yo uni.

ii : A said you were missing for months. A only able to find you after A ask some other students to contact you.
me : Ya, I remember. I changed my contact number, but I did inform him. ( I din say A and I had talked about it and A said he might overlook my text, now that im d one MIA.good) I did text him many times when I got back to UTP. He never replied.

i : any evidence that A din reply your mail or any proof that could help you?
me : yes. I can print out the emails and search for evidence.

ii : theres no need to prepare any of it. We need to do immediate decision. Whats your CGPA?
me : 3.**
ii : thats good enough.
i wanted to say but its not related to this case. ii cut me off.
ii : Its God plan. We all dun wan this to happen. bla bla bla. ( which I analysed it as its your fault.)

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met A in office.
A: Do you receive the investigation report? Im sorry to what happen to you. I overlooked your mail. bla bla bla.
me : No I din. ( meaning to say my result remain suckie) nah, its my fault too. ( in fact I felt unbalance.)
A : hope you learned the lesson.bla bla bla. ( bring me to meet HOD)

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A: we have settled and in good term now.
HOD : good. (sambil 拐弯抹角地刺我）

I wanted to shout, hey you shut up if u never try to understand the whole story line. You should know the diff of doing work and not doing work; begging for pass and wanting the truth. Dun fool us who have no power to protect our own right. How pathetic.

Will you admit your minor action cause harm to another person even your reputation might get affected?

Those endless night with tears shall end now.
CED .

Somethings about CED

2011-08-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

some people claimed that Im opting for too much, setting too high standard for one particular thing. I have to deny this fact today. Im telling you I cant stand it anymore. Is it me who set too high standard or you are the problematic one?

This project had been torturing me (all of us) for 2semester. Its a total mistake from the very beginning, I do not accept any miss-communication excuses ok. Dun tell me that I told him so but I dunno why will things end up like this. It sounds like bullshit for me.

Sem 1. Days passed by and deadline is approaching. Everyone is still very blur, so am I. FYP is nothing compare to this project, its much stressful. Group project sounds just great, yet management is the hardest thing ever.

The 2 things i remember from previous sem:

we hardly survived
Im gonna take off my mask

dun wan to recall what happened last semester, just let it buried in my memory.

sem 2. Its over now and i think some did their job perfectly. Did I remove my mask? No, just partially... Its really nerve cracking when your team mate cant fulfill the promises.I bet many faced this experience before, can we like throw slippers on their face? &&^$& It takes high tolerance level to accept the fact that your team mate aint helping at all or submit a poor quality work. We are thinking like well its ok, at least he/she tried. However, things are worsen cause we pampered them too much. My tolerance limit is at the top ed, Bye fren, i meant it. btw, the appropriate way for me is to tell me the fact. If you are not up for this, I might as well as ask others to help. But no, you fail the promises. I chose to trust you, yet you broke the bridge once again. Guess that I should have never trust you or give you any chances huh? Besides, stop telling me nothing can be fixed. WTH, its the matter if you wanna redo or not. Owh, some people just do not understand the term 'responsibility' huh. I feel nausea seeing selfish and irresponsible person. Shu shu, outta my way. >.<

argh, im not blaming you. Perhaps you should check back what have you done throughout this uni life if you are terasa. It takes time to change, so am I. Im still learning, struggling to survive in this reality. Mayb Im a thorn in your mind but I dun care. I will just do my best.

Thanks all for helping, the project cant be completed without you guys. Sincere thanks.

my thank you list

1. coordinater/founder of this project

2.group members

3. TYLIN - zchen, ah chai, koe, boo yiang, jiun ming, albert, ms. choo, kuak, cm loo, gk , hng... ...

4. siew

5. anyone that offered me help

I cant accept any non sense, crappy words, bullshits, irresponsible act etc.

Im so glad Im graduating.

July & August

2011-08-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

自七月来发生了很多事情，可是我都没有心情update.

短短的纪录一些事情算了，至少1年后的我看见这篇文章会提醒自己这些回忆。

一周年纪念(movie,klcc,san francisco, look out point)

台湾行 (波折重重+非常好玩），

CED project （头痛，压力，朋友，你去死 etc),

batch dinner ( awesome, first and last, wire, award, souvenir)

旅行？

再加上一次次的心痛。

>.<

Lastly, its good to be home.

~ Their Proposals ~

2011-07-01T18:05:00.001+08:00

Participated in 'Black Cat' proposal more than a year ago and my task was easy - bring RenHong to JonkerWalk and stroll around there. **I felt good when RenHong started to get impatient bcz ''my fren'' was late for the date, =p** Well, I did not know hows the plan go and I was shocked when some unknown pedestrians gave RenHong roses. One by one, until she got 101 roses. She moved to tears and brought up to stage. You know what happen next. He knelt and she said I do. arh~so romantic~ Heres a snapshot for the 'crew' - the white army^^

Lately, my cousin planed a proposal too. Owhya, I have big family. So dun doubt when I say Im busy for family matter.=p. My sis and I were the preparation crews. Given less than 12hours to brain storm ideas and all preparations. Phew~ It was a rush one. Google ideas for proposal, yet no one is really helpful in our condition. Then, some things flashed over. Quickly, I went out to purchase 11 flowers and develop photos. While my sis prepared balloons for decoration in her car, on the journey back from seremban. Yea, dun question me. Her car was full of balloons when she was back, glad that her car din float up thou. =p Right, we proceed to my cousin house for preparation. Follow the pictures below!

my hand-made note which will be pasted at back of photos.
11 roses, 11 love notes. ^^

Cute Elsa will hand the 1st rose to Karen.
each roses is attached with one photo.

11 roses, 11 stations

See Karen's shocking face.
=p

The love station #3.
Found many dolls in my cousin house,
good for decoration!

another station

station #7 ?
too many that I cant remember the sequence.

Each photos marked their love journey.^^

Enter the house after collected all 11 roses.
Sit back and enjoyed the video composed by Darren, Aaron and Yuki.
The video is indeed, very touching.

Tada~ the most important agenda.
**so many photographers**

The symbol of Love.
Congratez =)

祝有情人白头偕老~

Lotsa L.O.V.E

*Photos credit to Yuki, nice touched up!*

My D.I.Y. cloth

2011-06-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

I cant afford fancy dress to attend his boss wedding ceremony, thus I tried online shopping. The DIY plan did not come in mind at first place while I purchased the cloth. I must admit that girls get distracted by PRICE during shopping easily, RM20 for a dress? I told myself I must buy it. Guess that I need to earn real big money while I work in the coming months, else how could I support myself? hmm, NoNo, I shall control the shopping spree. Can I? I doubt so. =p Well, get back to the topic. Below is the cloth I bought online, RM20 only! The model displayed it nicely, who can resist?

Felt super excited when I received the parcel, tried it on and the saddest thing happened. The dress is too long and HUGE for me. Just like a pregnant lady. >.< the model wore a black singlet in the picture too, dem it. I got cheated. No wonder she hold the dress while posing, to hide the truth that the cloth is very loose. BTW, the model is doubtlessly tall. well, model right... thats the typical height.

= loose =

@.@
what is this?
Long and loose.

OMG, what is this..

I must fix it right, else I have no nice dress to attend the dinner. Must portray a good image in front of his friends ba..Thus, I sew the dress myself, make it a little shorter, tighter and sew a pattern at the front part. Thanks mom and sis for helping me too. Scroll down and dun get shock. How many points do I get for my D.I.Y cloth? =p

The final product
not bad. =D

with my bf, outside the hotel ballroom.
frankly speaking, not bad right. XD

心動 vs 感動

2011-06-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

上网看到这句子 --〉「心動」是一下子，是一瞬間，而「感動」卻可以是一輩子的。在選擇愛情時，能遇到讓你「心動」的人或許很珍貴，但..... 願意不斷製造「感動」給你的人，才是更難能可貴的。

无可否认。。感動是刻骨銘心的，可是能"感動"一輩子吗？他真的会不停地製造感動给你吗？他也会感觉累了……〝感動〞可遇不可求，所以才难能可贵吧！你不能要求对方做些什么来令你感动-只能枯等。我相信感動，只是情緒的波動；心動却是发自内心的感觉。那你为什么不保持你心动的那一瞬间直到永远呢？

把感动存放在美好的记忆里，偶尔才打开回忆盒子缅怀过去。这样不是更好吗？一輩子當中會有很多很多的心動，所以在選擇愛情人生時，务必保持理智。分清楚这是心动，还是感动？当然能遇到讓你「心動」+ 「感動」的人就應該好好珍惜。（前提是心动为首要元素）

纯粹是我个人的看法，希望能帮上忙。=）