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2011-03-14T10:34:00.001-04:00

How Spankable are you?

2010-07-24T11:00:00.002-04:00

I got this from Hermione's Heart she has a great blog.

SPANK SLUT

You are 93% spankable

You loved to be spanked, good and hard, with any available object. You will take it as hard as anyone is willing to give it. You are probably guilty of provoking your lover into spanking you, by flagrant misbehavior or verbal challenges. Hell, your ass is probably red right now. We wouldn’t be surprised if you are standing at the keyboard, because it hurts to sit down.

This fits me perfectly. I have only been spanked twice where i couldn't sit right the next day. If you want to take the test its here. If you don't want to sign up chose single and uncheck the box for save my results. How spankable are you?

Chaotic ramblings

2010-07-22T14:37:00.000-04:00

Last night was good. Another great round of play. He stretched my pussy to fist me last night. I don't know why but that has always turned me on. My mind is all over the place today. Been having some really bizarre dreams lately. I am constantly horny now and my appetite for sex is insatiable. I can't concentrate to even write today. I go to write in my journal and everything floods to mind. Well have a great day everyone sorry I couldn't be more descriptive.

The good and odd

2010-07-20T13:39:00.000-04:00

The last two nights have been amazing. I turned into a guy again in the sense that I have rolled over and passed out after sex. Sunday night I started wrestling with him and trying to get him to let dragon out. There is something about wrestling that turns me on. Maybe one of these days he won't be able to pin me so easily, but until then I get pinned almost immediately. The spankings i got both nights started out really aggressive. Last night I tried to be a S.a.M but I guess it didn't translate that way it translated into he though he was hurting me more than he was. Still was great sex. Being forced into a position and then held there while he lubes himself up and then stuffs his cock deep in your ass is a major turn on.
He has yet to ever seriously punish me but last night was the closest he has ever come. Sometimes I wish it was just out of the way and then other times I come to my senses and know that it would really hurt, but then there are other times that I know it will hurt but I am willing to take the pain I want him to do what he wants and what he needs to do. How do I explain this...something deep inside tells me until it happens it is holding us back. I am scared of it, I know it will hurt, but something tells me until he acts on wanting to take me into our room or in the car when I act out or get irate and beat my ass and show me he is in charge we won't move forward. I could be wrong but I feel like he holds back and doesn't act on his feelings or wants.
I know that if my dreams are an insight into what is what last nights dream showed me how I see him. I dreamed that I was cheating on him with him. In my dream the two halves were separate. The Dragon and the guy. I gravitated toward the dragon in the dream and everyone else present didn't even seem to balk at the idea. They didn't clue the guy in and they let it happen. I know I am an odd one.

Hurts so good

2010-07-10T12:01:00.000-04:00

Last night was really really good. Stretched, caned, spanked, fucked and worked over well. He didn't go slow he wasn't too careful. Sometimes I feel at a loss for words when I try to describe what went on. Its really hard to describe when you can't see because it is all occurring behind you. He started shoving a dildo in my ass and leaving it there while he spanked me with a belt. Its been awhile since he used the belt on me. The dildo was uncomfortable the way it was hanging so he moved to using the the inflatable but plug. He didn't take it slow inflating it either. He was making sure I was stretched. Between caning me and stretching my ass it was so overwhelming. He would pull on the plug as it was inflated and make it stretch the outside of my asshole. He would then stick it back in and give 2 more pumps and continue caning my ass and legs. He made sure it was pumped up nice and tight so I was squirming good. He put a vibrator on my clit and told me not to cum. He moved around to the front of me and grabbed me by the hair and fucked my throat. He repeatedly rammed his cock down my throat cutting off my air supply. While fucking my face he continued to cane my legs and my ass. With the vibrator on my clit, the plug in my ass, his cock in my throat and the cane whipping away I was overloaded with sensations. Pain, pleasure and being so full. He move from the inflatable to the large plug (this thing is 7.25 inches in circumference). He rammed that thing in my ass and proceeded to fuck me with it forcing me to take more and more of it.
He decided that my ass was stretched enough and proceeded to put 5 fingers in my ass. He was close to fisting my ass. I still wasn't completely stretched to take his whole fist but he managed to scratch me with a finger nail and I couldn't take any more abuse. So he grabbed my arms and put them behind my and railed my pussy. He fucked me so deep and so hard he was bottoming out on my cervix. I whimpered in pain and pleasure which only made him hotter. He fucked me harder and harder. As he rammed himself into me he also pulled me by my arms onto him. I was begging to cum...after awhile he finally let me cum with him. I collapsed in pleasure and exhaustion. I went to the bathroom and cleaned up. I relaxed in bed for a few and then as always he gave me a very good oral orgasm.

In for it...

2010-07-09T21:32:00.000-04:00

He says I am in for it tonight. I can't wait to write about it tomorrow. He has been in a very aggressive mood today. The rain made it cool down a lot so I am in the mood again. Well I will be writing tomorrow.

Too Hot!

2010-07-08T14:41:00.000-04:00

You know its too Hot out when the thought of being next to another sweaty body is a turn off. It has been over 95 degrees for the last 4 days. The heat index right now is 101 and the humidity is 72%. Last night it was 98% humidity. Its just awful...I can't even get in the mood for sex much less the mood to play. My sister can't get home soon enough. Can't wait to dive into that wonderful pool of hers. Dealing with 4 kids on days like these is just torture...they are trapped inside sitting in front of fans. AC would be a god send right now.

Pure Contentment

2010-07-02T12:36:00.000-04:00

Last night was exactly what I needed. It has been so hectic around here. I was so tired but so horny at the same time. We laid in bed and relaxed for a bit. He read his book while I watched TV. He rubbed and cuddled with me and then he started spanking me. It felt so good. He wasn't being gentle and he wasn't being to rough. He spanked me with his bare hand for awhile until my ass was sufficiently reddened. He then moved to the cane. I love our new canes. I like the multi-strand one and the skinnier one. He always seems to start out with the multi-strand one. I love the way it feels, 5 strands hitting at once. He caned my ass and my legs. He didn't start out light with the cane either. He was truly enjoying himself. He only actually asked if I was OK when he switched implements. I was getting wetter and wetter with each strike. I wanted to be fucked, but i didn't want him to stop caning me. He stopped long enough to ask me if i was doing OK and switch to the Jr. cane. That cane has a nice sting...I am sure if used for punishment I wouldn't call it a nice sting. He seemed to know just how hard I wanted it. We seemed to be on the same page tonight. I wanted it, I needed it. He caned me harder and harder all over my ass and legs. I cried out and squirmed. He stopped for a moment and switched implements again. This time it was the tawse. That thing bites and it bites hard. I was squirming and whimpering. It hurt but my pussy only got hotter and wetter. He had me take my shirt off and roll over. I moved my head out of the way and arched my back knowing he wanted to cane my tits. I wanted him to. I spread my legs knowing my thighs would be soon caned too. I wanted him to hurt me. That sounds strange but I wanted him to do as he pleased. I didn't want him to hold back if he didn't want to. He repeatedly caned my tits and my nipples then he would cane my thighs. He grabbed my ankles and lifted my legs and caned my ass hard. He just worked my body over with the cane. I was so wet! My body was aching to be fucked. I wanted to cum. I needed release. He lifted my legs to my chest and entered me swiftly. As he fucked me he continued to cane my tits. I was soon on the edge of orgasm and he knew it. I begged to cum. He soon allowed me release as he came with me. I was on a high for the longest time. I literally felt like I was high. He let me relax for a bit and went down on me. He is so good at that. He pinched and pulled at my nipples and made me whimper. It was making my orgasm build faster and faster. It washed over me like a tidal wave. I was soon shoving his head out. I always instinctively roll over after I have a clitoral orgasm well when I did I got two quick and hard smacks on the ass.

Needless to say I slept like a log last night. I don't think I even dreamed of anything. I asked him earlier if he enjoyed himself last night, his answer was "duh!!"

Busy, busy, busy

2010-06-29T12:22:00.000-04:00

Being sick, end of school, graduation for his oldest. I don't think life could get busier. I will post more later...in the middle of catching up with laundry and have to go register my oldest for summer school. I feel like telling him I told you so over and over. Teenagers think they know everything.

Life gets in the way

2010-06-16T11:43:00.000-04:00

Sometimes life just gets in the way of playing. OT and last days of school have taken their toll this week. We still manage some great sex but playtime has been nonexistent for a few days. We even got our canes Monday and haven't had a chance to try them out. Maybe tonight will be less hectic. I could use some playtime. Here is hoping to getting some playtime tonight.

Outer Labia Rings

2010-06-12T18:00:00.000-04:00

Anyone out there have outer labia piercings? Do they get in the way during sex? The pain won't bother me I had my navel, nipples and tongue pierced and it didn't hurt. I actually came real hard for my nipples and got really wet for the other 2. I want to get 2-3 on each side and am more worried if they will get in the way during sex? People say that they have a high rejection rate but I can't see doing the inner ones. They would get in the way during sex. So if anyone out there has an opinion on this leave me a comment, I would greatly appreciate it.

Sweet pain

2010-06-10T13:14:00.000-04:00

OMG last night was wonderful! I got an extended version of what I got yesterday afternoon. I have to remember to take a pic next time. The marks from that tawse are intense looking. I got spanked, whipped and fucked for over an hour last night. The kids all cooperated last night and went to bed on time. We laid in bed watching TV for a bit relaxing, but with me laying on my side with my bare ass hanging out there was no way he could go long without. Plus we were watching a show on Max on Rio de janeiro about their sex lives. People seem more uninhibited down there compared to the states. Anyway he started with his hand and made my ass all nice and warm. Then he went to the paddle, then the tube, and then I got shoved up against the wall again and received the tawse. Long story short I was in heaven and so was he. He had this look on his face that I can't explain. I have to ask him what it was.
I ordered the 4 piece set from Cane-iac.com today. They are based in MA so hopefully it shouldn't take to long to get them. I am dieing to get them...they will be used the first night. There is no way I could stop him from trying them the first night. I have a whole wishlist of toys I want but I can't decide what to get. I might leave it up to him...
Well anyway today is payday around here so I have lots of stuff to do still.

Tawse

2010-06-09T18:13:00.001-04:00

Let me tell you that tawse bites. I still have marks 3 hours later. We didn't do anything last night except fight. He plays computer games and yesterday on his day off he played most the day. Well I wasn't happy about that (I get cranky about computer games when things aren't going right e.g. kids not cleaning, fighting an abnormal amount, or the 15 yr old thinking he is the adult of the house and yelling at the little ones). Well needless to say anything that could go wrong yesterday did. By the time the 3yr old fell asleep at 10:30 I was highly irritated, exhausted and in the mood for a fight. I went and took a shower and when he came in I was irritated that he found my irritation funny. The more he took my mood lightly the more upset I got. Well to make a long story short we wound up fighting most the night and I went to bed with swollen eyes feeling less upset, but not like anything was fixed. When I woke up this morning I found that my mood was worse. I was hurt, I felt that nothing was accomplished last night and there was a distance felt between us. I sat down with my coffee trying to make light conversation. It didn't go well, it was strained. I wanted him to hold me, start bitching at me or take me in the bedroom and spank me. We got ready to go to his dr.'s appointment and the ride was quiet. If our little guy hadn't been chatting up a storm there would have been utter silence. When he got out of the dr's office it was a little better. When we got home we ate lunch and sat in different rooms again. He went in the bedroom to watch TV and I decided to join him. After awhile he pulled me to him and had me lay against him...he proceeded to pinch my nipples hard. He was establishing that he was still in control and that I am his. Our little guy came and asked if he could use the computer and Daddy went and set his game up for him.
When he came back he flipped me over and pulled down my jeans and panties. He spanked me with his hand hard, then he moved to the cardboard roll. I guess he felt done for the moment, he dragged me over to the side of the bed and removed my pants and panties the rest of the way. He put my legs up to my chest and entered me swiftly. He fucked me for a few minutes, I wanted to ask to cum but I didn't feel right asking. I felt that it would have been the equivalent of being put in a chair and asking to watch TV. He flipped me over so I was now leaning on the side of the bed. He spanked me again with the tube a few more times then he reached over into the toy box and grabbed the tawse. He asked if I was ready and of course I said yes. I needed this, I wanted this. It hurt and he just didn't use it on my ass, the back of my legs got it too. I soon was moving and squirming. I wanted it to stop and yet I didn't. I wanted it harder and I didn't want him to relent. I wanted to be made to submit to him. After a bit he stopped and kissed me deeply and rubbed my ass making me whimper i pain. He asked me if I needed more. I softly said yes while nodding. He shoved me up against the wall putting my hands above my head. He whipped my tits, sides and my thighs. Shoved up against the wall I couldn't shy away from the tawse. I wanted the pain to stop but yet again I wanted more. He turned me around and whipped my back, ass and thighs. It hurt but it was so restoring. My juices were running down my leg. I wanted him to fuck me. As my juices continued to run down my leg he whipped me harder, making sure he asserted himself well. I jumped and whimpered. He put me back on the bed and fucked the shit out of me. I was soon close to cumming and asked if I could. He made me beg him to do so. I begged and begged for release, as he was about to cum he allowed me my release. We cleaned up and prepared for the influx of kids soon. He sits on the computer playing his game as I write this, but today it doesn't bother me. I am dieing to see what I am in for tonight.

Toys

2010-06-08T09:38:00.001-04:00

Yesterday we got the Viper Tongue. This thing looks like its going to have a bite to it. I can't wait to try it out tonight. Neither can he for that matter. Thursday I am ordering the Spanking 4 piece set. We got our first cane 10 years ago. I have spent 10 yrs afraid of the cane. My mistake I bought a bamboo cane. His mistake not really learning how to use it. The combination of those 2 mistakes was a lot of pain and a belief that I would never like it. I still fantasized about it being used on me though (it was always a punishment scene though because it hurt). I contacted the nice people at Cane-iac.com and explained my situation and asked them about the difference between some of their canes and such, here is a copy of their response.

Hi Kim,
Let's see if we can help. The thicker the cane, the more thuddy it will be and the thinner canes will pack quite a sting. Our Rattan Master's Choice Jr cane would create quite a stinger and the Rattan Master's Choice Thumper with be painful, but thuddy. Also, the force with which the cane is used will also determine the stinging/pain you experience.

You say you've had no luck with Rattan. Is it because they break or the feeling isn't right? If they are breaking, the important thing to remember is that the tip of cane must alway hit the body. If more of the middle of the cane hits the body and the tip does not, the momentum of the swing will cause the tip to continue to move after the rest of the cane has stopped on your bottom (ouch) and the tip will break off.

Our Delrin Master's Choice Jr cane is the closest feeling of a Rattan cane and Delrin is very durable and unbreakable.

Our multi strand canes - Mr. OTK 5 strand - is a very nice erotic warm up or cool down cane to use.

To get an idea of which width cane would be best, I would suggest our School House 3 pc set. The Sr cane is the same width as our Master's Choice Sr and the Jr cane is the same width as our Master's Choice Jr.

I hope this helps. Please let us know if you have any other questions.

Best Regards & Always Play Safe, Cane Master & Mistress

Notice that they mentioned one of their cheaper sets to try instead of steering me to the more expensive. My Hubby/Dom decided what we were going to get. He wants the 4 piece set because of the handles and the look. I never knew the difference of thickness made the difference in feeling. Thank you so much for all your help. I can't wait to get the canes now and for once in 10 years I feel like I might actually enjoy a cane. I will let you know how it goes. My experience with the tawse I will let you know about tomorrow. Oh tonight can't come soon enough.

Cardboard tube

2010-06-07T10:29:00.001-04:00

OMFG...last night and the night before were awesome. I blame it all on the lovely list over at My Bottom Smarts of all the things around the house you can use. Well any way we got back from the grocery store and he was vacuum packing the meat. When he was making the bags to vacuum it all up in the roll of plastic ran out. Well needless to say he got this evil grin on his face. He walked up behind me and smacked my ass with it. I was not expecting the sting it had. Who would have thought that a cardboard tube could have such power behind it without bending.
I got it used on me later that night and last night. It was heaven it was as close to a cane feeling you can get. Plus an added benefit it was rather quiet. He smacked my tits and ass with it rather gently the first night. Last night was different...he was in a rather aggressive mood last night and well he didn't want to be gently. For the first time ever I invoked my safe word. He spanked my tits and made them glow and while I was on my back he used it on my pussy and thighs (god what a sensitive spot). He flipped me over and spread my legs and went to work on my ass and legs. The sting was intense and felt so good. My pussy was getting wetter by the minute. I must have looked like a jumping been. I was trying to be good and stay in place but your body just reacts to the sting. The strikes got faster and harder...I was squirming all over now. He has gotten really good at where he spanks and concentrates on the sweet spot. He was testing my limits and I did reach it. I called out my safe word. He stopped instantly and held me for a few. His crotch against my ass only made it worse. Let me tell you i usually rub or he rubs my ass after but it hurt to rub. It just made the area even more sensitive.
He soon took me and fucked me to orgasm multiple times...making me beg to cum for most of them. When he was done giving me non stop orgasms he had me mount him reverse cowgirl style. I rode him that way for a long time. I was enjoying the feeling, soon though I felt a plug being pushed in my ass. Oh god I felt so full. He smacked my ass and made me fuck him faster and harder. I was begging to cum again. He soon was jealous of the plug and removed it. Without being told I switched holes. I slide his cock deep in my ass and rode him as hard as I could, my legs were already aching from this position but I kept it up for as long as I could. I begged him to take me doggy style and take my ass as hard as he wanted. He flipped me on to my knees and fucked the shit out of my ass. He rode me harder than he ever has. I was begging to cum and he made me hold off until he was close himself. We came together and collapsed. After a few I got up and went to the bathroom, when I came back he went down on me and gave me another earth shattering orgasm. When I come from that I always roll over on my stomach (who knows why), well tonight that was a mistake. When I did he grabbed the roll again and gave me a few more right on the sweet spot on my ass. I was so squirming and he stopped.
Needless to say I have a permanent smile attached to my face today. Sex life can't get much better that this. I always say that but it always does.

stupidity

2010-06-04T15:40:00.000-04:00

FYI...if you get a judgement against you and you pay it off make sure they report it to the credit agencies.
Phone call this afternoon...
Hubby: This is.......I would like to know if you have received a satisfaction of judgement on my account (gives her all the info she needs)

Lady: Yes sir we have

Hubby: Have you reported to the credit bureaus of the satisfaction in payment?

Lady: No sir we don't do that. We report the bad not the good.

Hubby: WOW!!! Just WOW!!!

Lady: you have to come down and pay to have the information copied and then file with all 3 credit agencies.

He now has to go all the way down there and pick up this paper work and mail it all in with ID and special forms from each agency. So be for warned just because you paid your shit doesn't mean it looks like you did.

Took the car for inspection. It failed miserably. 500$ to replace the parts on a POS 98. When it rains it pours.

I need a spanking the tension is all the way in my neck...god life can go to shit in a hurry.

Last night

2010-05-30T11:46:00.000-04:00

God last night was so so so good. I got everyone to bed and while he was taking a shower I had a glass of wine to relax. He came to bed and massaged my back and ass. We finished watching New Moon and when it was over he started to spank me. He didn't start off light like he usually does. The strokes were hard and right on the sweet spot. I do have a little reminder this morning, its a little sore when I sit down and there is a few little bruises. I feel so good though. When he spanks me I feel close to him, I can feel the love and adoration in it.
I still can't concentrate but that is because my mind is still focused on the feelings last night. I am so much more calmer today. I actually was able to let go a little bit, I didn't cry out but there were tears it was a very nice release. I am not a crier about pain or death. I will cry over injustice, cruelty to animals and such but not to pain. When I can concentrate on writing a coherent thought i will write more but for now I am going to go expand my story that I have been working on some more.

Discipline

2010-05-29T17:53:00.000-04:00

I can't wait for tonight. Less than 5 hours to go and I get the discipline I need to keep me sane. Some people drink, some do drugs, some have hobbies and some even talk to therapists to keep them sane...I use spanking to keep myself sane. When I receive a spanking it does something to my core. I can let go and be a little girl if I want. I can connect again with my inner child. I can allow myself to be scared and uncertain and not have to have control of the situation. When I am with my husband like that it allows me to be me. The pain I feel during a spanking makes me feel more alive than I can any other way. The thing is I get extreme pleasure from most spankings. He has yet to give me a true punishment spanking. I am in dire need of this tonight. It has been a very stressful month and I need to give all myself over to him tonight. I need this release. I will write more tomorrow when I am centered again and you will see the difference.

Cranky Day

2010-05-28T16:58:00.000-04:00

I always say, keep a diary and someday it'll keep you. ~Mae West

I love my kids but when school is out for extended breaks it screws up my daily routine. I am cranky enough today as it is...Sun won't cooperate I lay out it goes behind the clouds I give up and come inside and it comes back out. My period just won't seem to go away. I clean one room leave it and go to the next, while I am in the next cleaning the little rug rats mess up the first room. I have a never ending supply of laundry it seems. My mood is getting worse and Saturday night can't come soon enough.
I didn't get my spanking that I needed...he wants to wait till Saturday night seeing ass the oldest in the house the one with the closest room is going to his Nanny's for the weekend. He wants to turn it into a night long scene. I haven't had the chance to workout today and that is getting me down. Getting things tone again isn't easy when you have constant interruptions. I love my family but I need someone to take all of them out of the house so I can have some me time.
My sex drive has been through the roof. I can't get enough. I think it is because I am in my prime and the fact that he controls my orgasms. He works from home so on breaks and bathroom breaks he comes down and teases me and makes sure I stay nice and worked up. Walk by me and grab my crotch, smack my ass, or come up behind me and pinch a nipple and make me whimper (that one is more for his mood than mine, he loves to hear me whimper).
I write erotic stories for him and I am currently working on one. Well I should say that I am extending one that I previously wrote for him about a cabin in the middle of nowhere. Maybe I will post it when I am finished. He says I should publish them but I write them just for him. I figure when we are old and grey we can look through them all and my journals and have a fond remembrance considering we will be too old to do most of what we do anymore.
Well motherhood calls dinner time.

Pain

2010-05-27T17:01:00.000-04:00

"It is always by the way of pain one arrives at pleasure" ~Marquis de Sade

Spanking is like an addiction to me. It centers me and calms my spirit. When in need of a spanking, a firm hand, I can feel it crawling down my neck to my tail bone. Why do I need it? I have no idea and I have given up trying to understand the need. I love that I have a man that can take me in hand and control my wild nature. He has given me the power to focus more than ever before in my life. I need a spanking now. How hard is up to him but I will gladly accept whatever he choses to give me. The feeling of his hand on my lower back with my ass up and bared is so submissive. I don't even need to be in restraints to feel completely restrained. The power he has over me is amazing. He can take me from being out of control to calm in seconds. Especially at this time of the month. I have PMDD and I can't/won't take antidepressants for it. They have an adverse effect on my sex drive. I am hoping for a spanking tonight. I am glad our house has the layout it has...our room is so far away from anyone to hear.

Anal sex is only a pain in the ass if you are doing it wrong. I used to be so scared about it, but now I would rather have that then regular sex. In terms of favorite it would have to go anal, oral and then vaginal. Lately we have been working on stretching my ass. I am his slut and I want him to be able to take any hole whenever he wants. He took a nice pic of my ass gaped wide open when he was finished stretching me. I was amazed when he showed me. Right after he showed me he fucked my ass and rode me hard. I was a quivering ball after we were done I came so hard.

Intro

2010-05-25T12:46:00.000-04:00

Let me introduce myself. I am a Mother of 6. I have 1 child from my first marriage, he has 2 from his first marriage and we have 3 together. I am 37 years old and have been married to the most wonderful man for almost 9 years. We have been together for 12. I love to cook, read and write. Gardening is my passion. I love the outdoors and right now am very upset that 55 of our state parks are closing. I would like to go back to school for environmental sciences. I don't wear makeup often and my hair is usually up in a pony tail. I have 3 tattoos and plan to get a few more. To look at me you would never know I am deeply submissive to my husband. In fact if you met me out and about while I was alone you would probably assume that I was the dominant one.

Since the beginning I have know that my husband had a very dominant side. You could see it in his demeanor and hear it in his voice. You can't classify our relationship as far as we are concerned. We are into BDSM and we have a 50's style marriage. He is the Head of the Household. All his decisions are final. Taken in Hand with a mix of BDSM would be the best way to describe it. We employ domestic discipline in our marriage. It is a very interesting marriage to say the least.

I am his slut. He can fuck any hole he wants at anytime. If I am bad he has the right to spank me. I have a very hot temper so being good is not always easy. Don't misunderstand me here. I am not his doormat and I am not currently in an abusive marriage (that was my first marriage). I am his to do with as he pleases, but its like a man with a classic car. He rides and drives it hard, loves to hear the engine purr, but he always takes the best care of it and treats it very well.

His only requirements of me are to keep our house clean and take care of the kids. I am a housewife. Will it stay that way? At least for the next 2 years it will but when my youngest goes to school I might decide to go back to work.

Well anyway that is me and I will be writing here to post my daily thoughts and doings in our marriage. Be forewarned; It will be graphic.