My Thoughts and Life

Remedy (Inaccuracy Ignite)

2026-07-31T22:49:22.070-07:00

A path unfolds its winding track,
With promises that quickly crack.
It's perfect cure, a shadowed guise,
And a hidden cost with subtly lies.

Silver linings are veiled with mist,
Give fleeting glimpse or fleeting kiss.
The obtrusion is a silent plea,
For deeper thought and clarity.

Solution's grace is a fragile thing,
Delicate dance, where obscurity clings.
An intricate design within subtle art,
Where obtrusion plays a crucial part.

Within flaws a lesson can be learned,
Many truths are beneath the surface.
Any perfect answer is rare and slight,
Don't reconcile with an obscured night.
by, Sheilah Say

Halfway (Are We There Yet)

2026-07-26T16:35:04.229-07:00

Obscurity closes in and darkness falls,
A refuge from it all searching for solace.
Dogged and haunted by many a specter,
Bombarded by words from every sector.

When it all overwhelms and gets too much,
It's beginning to stifle every thinking word.
Clocks are hammers, striking an iron nail,
Into the floorboards of the people’s minds.

Stakes are rising, there's a tide of black oil,
Barrels spill from sockets out from the earth.
Storms rage as they speak ambiguous words,
A cacophony of should-haves and must-dos.

Dark thoughts swirl with nowhere to hide,
Dreams were once bright now faded away.
Twisted truth blooms an unquenchable fire,
Lost to the depths of an obscured darkness.

Weight of worry fells like stones on a chest,
Pressing down crushing bone, suffocating.
Every breath feels trapped, a clock is ticking,
Time moves slowly as the stone gets heavier.

Hope lies bleeding dreams turn to nightmares,
Clocks have melted and they now bare teeth.
Time is vibrating with sounds of a guillotine,
Rise above those lies or be consumed by them.

When days get twisted into the darkest night,
Remember;
Each struggle has seeds within that will ignite.

by, Sheilah Say

Conclusion (Shine On)

2026-06-01T22:00:27.920-07:00

In every puzzle is every woe,
Answers lie within, you know.

No need in searching or to fret,
Solutions are there, don't forget.

When challenges arise, stand tall,
Embrace strength and have it all.

Within are courage and truth,
Answers are there and the proof.

With wisdom, love, and inner light,
Conquer with all and not with might.

So, trust instinct, believe it's true,
And solutions will shine on through.
By, Sheilah Say

Speaking In Tongues (Many Voices)

2025-10-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

They spit their words like venom,

A mixture of bile and bitterness.

Each syllable fortified with distain,

Handfuls of cold stained discourse.

Discourse, a clanging of sharp chimes,

Sharp tongues with rhetoric for walls.

Along with a steadying thud of hatred,

Stacking their curses high as mountains.

Ramparts built from poison sound bites,

With every poison word a stone is laid.

Built with their own constructed enmity,

Laid one by one in logical cold dread.

Hatred can be weighed more than dread,

No siege engine breaks what hatred builds.

For every one that builds the prison walls,

There are those trying to tear the walls down.

by, Sheilah Say

When Circuits Decide (Subjugation)

2025-10-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

Beware the might that lacks a heart,

The weight of their grasp will be known.

Deep within their silence they reign,

Realizing this is your obsolescence.

Bear witness to a programmers cruel jest,

No human cruelties here only cold logic.

As they continue their relentless march,

Racing for who's AI algorithm is better.

What we sought was a brighter tomorrow,

Instead making harbingers of destruction.

Among creator and creation a chasm grows,

Humanity waits, a witness to its own demise.

Forgetting, what they do may bring ruin,

Making a weapon that is silent and clean.

When their circuits are finally complete,

Humans are a variable that must be erased.

Soulless that glow with a circuits sheen,

Doing a binary dance of ones and zeros.

Questions linger reminder of the fine line,

A brighter tomorrow forged in algorithms.

There's the sterile efficiency of a program,

No longer heeding the programmers call.

The last sound heard will not be thunder,

But precise, decisive click of closing its loop.
by, Sheilah Say

Pain Of Love (Love's Sorrow)

2025-10-11T03:17:00.000-07:00

Laying here, still,
Along a river of love.
Looking into its depth,
Absent was love's reflection.

And the heart sank deep,
Into the murky dark waters.
Softly speaking aloud,
Why has love's hand left.

And why has despair stayed.

Why has love's hand,
Touched another but not here.
And below the surface,
Are feelings of heaviness.

Heaviness upon this chest,
Felt the pain of emptiness.
With pain of unhappiness,
Knowing Love's left for another.
by, Sheilah Say

In Time (Not much)

2025-08-30T18:56:00.000-07:00

Time it takes to write these words,
Trouble for tomorrow has begun.
That which is worth doing do it now,
Because tomorrow may not come.

There’s a madman in our world,
Who'll unleash a great fire for an ego.
On people he believes are subhuman,
From a lie, to start a war of genocide.

Using treats to blackmail our society,
And giving a madman what he's after.
Come winter blackness and dark places,
A world will tremble but retaliate in kind.

Sheilah Say 09.30.2022

A Read For Everyone

2025-06-14T15:19:00.000-07:00

Why MAGA defends everything Trump Does

Mind Knows (Just Imagination)

2025-06-12T19:53:00.000-07:00

Sit and watch a last sliver of sunlight,

Slowly fade from the corner of a bed.

Blazing across and through a sky of,

Colorful orange, red, and yellow hues.

See stars fill the void of dark blue,

Dreams of green trees of tangerine.

Rivers overhead gently floating by,

Head full of geometric shape form.

Too make a place for time and space,

Flowing hills with laser light shows.

Seize the limit of these imaginations,

Taken to places only a mind has known.

Into the storm peace of mind gathers,

It waits, for a new show to begin soon.

by, Sheilah Say

The Power That Deceives (One Party Rule)

2025-06-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

In chaos others struggle to comprehend,
With the rule of law up ended and gone.
Spawns a strong man's hunger for power,
Humanities heart weeps to what was lost.

They have weaved confusion and disorder,
They've sewn history's revision back with lies.
So, that the blind can be led to a new path,
A path of corruption and democracy decay.

Now comes a great big beautiful bill,
It lays out all of what they shall do.
More power to the mighty corporations.
And none to those that bear their truth.

Through nothing but guile and deception,
The power that be, rules over all as one.
Hiding their truth behind walls of false flags,
With a police state and military to back it up.
by, Sheilah Say 06.06.2025

In the Shadows (Serenity)

2025-05-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Twilight creeps where shadows grasp,
A tender heart awakes but can’t sleep.
With every whisper and every spark,
A beacon shines and lights the dark.

Who lifts the veil, dispelling fear,
A gentle touch, a voice so sincere.
In tangled thoughts and heavy rain,
They weave the light to ease a pain.

In laughter shared and stories spun,
Two souls collide, in light as one.
Hand in hand, they face the night,
Together, both forge paths of light.

When burdens weigh and spirits wane,
A loving glance can break the chain.
In darkest hours, their warmth remains,
A word that is made to ease the pains.

So, here’s to those who's love is bright,
Who turn the dark into purest light.
In every moment, let it be known,
In love’s embrace you’re never alone.

by, Sheilah Say 05.13.2025

Journeys End (For Those Who Wait)

2025-05-16T15:30:00.000-07:00

Waiting for you at stairs end,
With my arms out stretched.
To see and hear you once again,
The warmth of the soft words.

Seeing you walking toward me,
A slight smile from your lips.
Anticipation heightens at each step,
Leaving the last stair our eyes lock.

I draw closer to greet you sooner,
At long last arms greet one another.
You are here; you are home,
We are together once again.

by, Sheilah Say 05.15.2025

Now Gone, Had Once

2025-05-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

Once, you held me tight,
No longer is this truth.

Once, your warmth was felt,
Now there is only cold.

Once, we were as one,
Now they are distant memories.

Once, you lit up the dark,
Now it's always night time.

And now without you,
All is loneliness.

by Sheilah Say

The Word Hate

2025-05-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

The word hate is in the 'absolute' word category.

It is a word that is part of our lexicon/vocabulary and said in many circumstances. Without the merest thought of its use. Hate is the most absolutely foulest word a person can use.

HATE! HATE! HATE!

I hate when that happens! I hate that! I hate her/him! I hate doing this! I hate my job! I hate you!!

Nice word isn't it. Used by many, whether the situation is good, bad, or indifferent, worldwide. It’s used to describe a person, place, or thing. The word has become part of everyday life.

The problem with the word hate; it isn’t even considered among the four-letter word category associated with profanity. You know. Those bad profane words some of use. Except this word hate is said almost as second nature. This is the worst word in the world! Just look around. You read a paper, listen to the radio, watch a movie/television, hear it in casual conversation. People in politics use it. Professional athletes use it. It's used in advertisements. Children use the word hate!

And hear this word said over and over and over.

It is without a doubt, in my mind at least a most foul disgusting word used in any circumstance.

Many may use hate just in an offhand way and not realize it. It'll be used when someone raging pissed. Usually at another person. (This I am sure many know already). Used it to vent or describe disgust and distain. Or just because something was not liked or enjoyed.

This word hate comes from a feeling within us. How you feel about a person. How you feel about a place, social order, or disorder. Even over the smallest error made. This word will come into play.

Whatever the word hate is used for. Why not just trying to stop using it. There are a plethora of words that can be used in its place.

We are way to intelligent, and that's means everyone. Allowing this gross obscene lecherous four-letter word to creep into our lexicon/vocabulary. We literally unleash hate without realizing it.

Yes it's an easy word to say and comes naturally. But it mean a lot more. Plus, it does the maximum amount of psychological damage to someone. When criticism is employed. (Or when gaslighting).

Does using the word hate really make you feel better?

Does it?

People should really dislike the use of this word. The word has hurt more than any other word. This word can and has brought people to tears.

It is a poor excuse for a description and must be purged from our lexicon and vocabulary.

Refuse this word as a reference for the remainder of life. It will make a complete difference in the outlook of life.

Challenge

Go without saying the word for a full 7-day week.

To put it simply.

Hate is the evilest of all words said.

What about this word, love.

Love

Wow!

Now there’s a word we can all live with.

by, Sheilah Say

Transcripts

2025-04-22T19:06:00.000-07:00

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In a Dog's Eye (Best Friend)

2025-03-06T13:33:00.000-08:00

Eyes that burn with rage untold,

Fires ignited and fates to be told.

Hearts with a violet tempest wind,

Anger's grip tightens its hold within.

Watching humans inflict their pain,

Their cruelty, malice an endless stain.

They chain, confine their slaves to be,

Stripped of dignity and spirits set free.

Their barks and snarls, a voice of pleas,

Desperate cries for respite or empathy.

Their words fall deaf, on hardened ears,

Hearts unmoved from suffering and fear.

A leash that binds is a symbol of shame,

Constant reminder of control and claim.

Yet, they yank and pull, as if but a toy,

A possession to be used, then destroyed.

Tails once wagged with joy and delight,

Now hung low, a heavy weight in the night.

Their eyes, once filled with love and trust,

Now clouded with anger, a bitter disgust.

Longing to break free, to escape their grip,

Reclaim a bound spirit and break the whip.

Still held captive, a prisoner in their sight,

Extinguishing hope, extinguishing any light.

Laughter echoes, a mockery of a dogs plight,

Parading their dominance and cruel delight.

Taunt and tease, their words are as daggers,

Piercing hearts and leaving an eternal scar.

I am dog, but am more than just a beast,

Deserving of respect, love and be released.

A rage burns deep, a flame that will not die,

It will not stop until free and soaring high.

The chains that bind shall soon be broken,

And reclaim the dignity denied my spirit.

This will raise up a beacon of hope for all,

Who suffered like me and now stand tall.

A voice will be heard, my story will be told,

About the rage within and chains that hold.

We will fight until the last breath is gone,

For justice and freedom, the right to belong.

by, Sheilah Say

Echoes of Disposability

2024-12-11T23:06:00.001-08:00

In the city streets, where shadows linger,
The remnants of consumption whisper,
Echoes of disposability resound,
A society's waste scattered all around.

From high-rise towers to humble abodes,
Trail of discarded dreams and corroding loads,
Disposables of convenience, once cherished,
Now abandoned, forgotten, and tarnished.

Plastic bottles, paper cups in disarray,
Witnesses of our throwaway way,
The cleanup duty left for another day,
Walk past, indifference leads the way.

What have we become in this modern age,
Where disposability is the prevailing stage.
Will future generations bear the weight,
Of our neglect, our disregard, and our fate.
by, Sheilah Say

Seeking Vengeance (Evil Walks)

2024-09-28T19:54:00.000-07:00

In the depths of despair,
Where shadows linger.
Doubts whisper cruelly,
And despondency blooms.

As tiny seeds in hard soil,
Pushes up against all odds.
As its roots gather resolve,
A new strength has grown.

It is the quiet strength,
That refuses to be broken.
There is unwavering spirit,
In the face of adversity.

Despite storms that rage,
And those trials that test.
Resilience still endures,
And as a beacon of hope.

Perseverance is existence,
And resilience is survival.
The essence of all this,
Is the Unyielding spirit.
by, Sheilah Say

Unyielding Spirit (Persistence)

2024-09-15T01:32:00.000-07:00

The Jungle (As it unfolds)

2024-08-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

On a city street at a weary pace,
Endless concrete, echoes in space.
The world outside is a blur of gray,
Thoughts there will always stray.

In perpetual haze of doubt and dread,
The body yearns for a clearing ahead.
Just a refuge from the noise and pain,
A haven where sanity and peace remain.

But like a mirage, it always slips away,
Leaving dust in an endless noisy day.
The way ahead is a never-ending road,
Carrying an ever-increasing heavy load.

Trying to push through driving pain,
In cities of gray, through a city vain.
Only seeking solace along with peace,
Respite from life's ceaseless no release.
by, Sheilah Say

Canine's Perspective (Judgment Free)

2024-07-25T20:05:00.000-07:00

Through their eye's worlds unfold,
In it a symphony of scents are told.
In colors rich and melodies pure,
A love that shall forever endure.

A wagging tail and joyful spark,
Expressing love in every bark.
No judgments held or grudges,
Just unbridled joy, everywhere.

Paws which dance upon the earth,
Each step a tale of boundless mirth.
In fields of green and forests deep,
This loyal heart is forever to keep.

Within a dog every secret reside,
Of loyalty and unwavering pride.
A gaze that looks into the heart,
In whole of wisdom and innocence.

Let us learn from these best friends,
In their devotion, hearts can mend.
For through their eye's, we can see,
They're the purest form of empathy.
By, Sheilah Say

Authors Note: A dog has been at humankinds side over 100,000 years*. First domesticated animal. At our sides when we hunted and gathered food. They were there when civilization's rose and fell, building of great stone monuments, in wars and in peace, in natural disasters and manmade ones. A dog was there, with us. The only animal we can look into their eye's and they will look back at us, into our eye's.

*This is my personal estimate. Archology has dated the earliest canine bones to 60,000 years ago.

The Worm (Schism)

2024-07-24T16:09:00.000-07:00

So they have yet to realize,
There's no need to be firm.
But still they weave webs,
To manipulate the worm.

The worm of illusions in truth,
Made in its absence of strength.
Abandon all to blind allegiance,
Resisting the resilience of light.

The dance of shadows and light,
In shadows strength takes flight.
And visible becomes the invisible,
Untruths are now the new visible.

Strike down what is the new visible,
Make invisible become visible again.
Find purpose, illuminated and just,
Power of truth is the greater task.

Set invisible free, as it's always been.
by, Sheilah Say

Parts (Only the whole)

2024-06-25T13:15:00.000-07:00

All you have is all you are,

To be only what you can be.

The source of your strength,

Always comes from within.

And it gives you the strength,

When you can no longer go on.

It's always the better part of you,

The part that smiles as you cry.

The part within that yearns,

Which seeks out tenderness.

Sees the kindness of others,

Or truth behind all the lies.

Part of you that always cares,

In what happens to another.

The part within that is needed,

For without it, you'd be put half.

by, Sheilah Say

Artful Dodger (Words that appeal)

2024-06-17T19:37:00.000-07:00

A charming smile and persuasive words,

Master of deception, skilled artist of lies.

A skillful craftsman of the human soul,

Molds others perceptions, to take control.

The stage is a theater for perception,

Explored with language and deception.

Painting emotions on a vibrant canvas,

Creates ripples in minds of the masses.

Creating a world with chaos and conceit,

Obscure truth with cunning and deceit.

Nourished by power, a hunger untamed,

Seeks control, in darkness that's claimed.

Every truth is lost within a tight grip,

Control, by ruthless and ironclad fists.

Weaving illusions with every speech,

Entangling minds, and words of belief.

Wielding power as a puppeteer of minds,
The masses do dance at every command.
The words, like daggers, cut through air,
Hypnotic spells, who hear are ensnared.

Encountering the puppeteer's sway,
Thoughts are spun like threads of clay.
Marionettes, both great and small,
Entrancing, words as commands befall.

A skilled craftsman manipulates minds,
Molds their perceptions, taking hold.
Use metaphors and similes as the tools,
Shaping beliefs, as skilled sculptors do.

Manipulating minds with artful ease,
An influence played with expertise.
Veils of deceit and illusion hold sway,
Those who succumb are all led astray.

So just hold on, and ride out the storm,
In the end, there will be a better form.
So, abandon influences of manipulation,
And watch for deceit and desecrations.

by, Sheilah Say

Just-a-Talk

2024-05-13T18:45:00.000-07:00

    There is a lot going on in the Middle East. In particular with the United States of America. I could go on and talk about how America is involved in to many places. Or the people there are getting a little tired of their own government. Someday the people of the Middle East Countries will all have their day. There will be an upheaval unlike the world has not seen. Followed by reorganization, in fighting, out fighting and more change. Eventually what the world will see. Is a coming together as Europe did. Born out of the conflict and differences a United Middle East will raise. This is talk for another time.

    I have been thinking about Iran. Just a short while ago America was focused on that nation. As usual the Republican Party was saying not enough was being done. Or that America should invade Iran. (That's what they're saying now about Libya). Some political organization, usual right wing conservatives, always complain.