My Thoughts and Life

What Is In a Soul

2012-01-11T01:59:00.000-08:00

The following may be of interest to no one, someone or just one.

First what exactly is a soul. Is it nothing or something of substance. An entity on to itself. Or just religious hocus-pocus. Do only humans have a soul? Well since we are the winners of evolution. We write history according to the winner then the answer is yes. Then again . . .

The make-up of a soul can be anything we want. Spiritual, philosophical, physical or nonexistent. I’m sure some down through history and even today some believe it to be nonexistent. Especially those whom are in politics. As to the spiritual ask any into religion.

Now my thoughts on the subject.

What is in a soul, is what is in our heads.

Simple huh.

Here’s how.

As we are the only creatures on this planet that have FREE WILL. Along with the knowledge of truth and evil. Have the necessary compulsion to act on, or not, our thoughts. Ergo as we are decision capable. We decide what in our own soul.

If you can successfully fill in any of the blanks below. With between 1 to 5 words. You will know just what is in a soul.

Fill In the Blank

It doesn’t matter why _______ It doesn’t matter because _______

It doesn’t matter what _______ It doesn’t matter how _______

It doesn’t matter which _______It doesn’t matter but _______

It doesn’t matter who _______ It doesn’t matter if _______

It doesn’t matter where _______ It doesn’t matter until _______

It doesn’t matter when _______ It doesn’t matter in _______

Sheilah Say

A Lie is a Lie is Just That a Lie

2011-12-31T20:49:00.001-08:00

    In this coming year you may want to give thought to the following.
    When a lie is put forward by someone, remember only humans lie. The person that lied is only fooling themselves. They may believe they’re fooling others but they're not.
    Think on this. Once a lie is said no matter how good. Even it’s been back with truth and mired in detail. “The lie will break down and the source, from whence the lie originated, will be exposed”.
    Now it may take time to break down. But time is something a lie does not have.
    Have a wonderful 2012.

Sheilah Say

AN INEVITABILITY

2011-12-22T18:36:00.000-08:00

** TRUTH RULES **

>>>> EVIL DROOLS <<<<

                         \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/

                    A Few Well Placed Words

                           WAR IS OVER!
                                  If You Want It!

                      Have a Wonderful and Safe Weekend

Sheilah Say

Requiem for a Planet

2011-12-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

There isn’t a song for this planet,

Living breathing world of granite.

Look to its future can’t you see,

Poisoning dying slow by degree.

This passion to heal without desire,

Bringing only muck, ruin and mire.

The worlds night light with oil fires,

Not to fear say the corporate liars.

Air smelling more foul not pleasant,

Earths people just pray to their God.

What’s the solution to this our plight,
Will it end with not an end in sight?

We opted for flight instead of fight,

Deaths door roams with it a blight.

Soon the fires slowly turn to pyres,

And living on a world that’s dying.

The requiem starts soon take a seat,

Not only a mass for the masses dead.

Requiem Mass for a planet set dying,

The Mass is for only dying or deceased.

This Mass of the Dead already arrived.

Sheilah Say

In My Life Time

2011-11-26T13:46:00.000-08:00

    I woke up this morning in good spirits. Made three slices of cinnamon toast and a cup of real coffee. That’s the stuff with caffeine in it. Sat down and opened up the new National Geographic.
   Now I am so depressed, it’s taken me a little time to type this. Because thinking about what was read, brings on a powerful emotion too cry.
    What was it I read which is making me depressed you may ask. The National Geographic December 2011 article, How We Can Save Wild Tigers.
    I would quote the estimates but I just can’t go back into the article. Though I did do a search on the world tiger population. It averages out to 4,000 tigers left in the wild. India’s tiger population is up 16%.
     Even with the Indian population. Still the 4,000 number is very low. Thus the title of my Blog. In My Life Time I may see my most favorite animal on the planet go extinct.
    That’s it. This is all I am able to write on this subject.
This was posted on November 30, 2011

Sheilah Say

Least We Forget

2011-11-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

    Now that Thanksgiving is tomorrow. Everyone
should know the truth about the day.
    Thanksgiving is not a religious holiday. If it were would the pilgrims invited pagans to a religious feast? I think not.
    Thanksgiving was a day to give thanks for bountiful harvests and a festival. And it was multicultural event. Enter indigenous peoples.
    As in all holidays that can get a religious spin put on them. That’s what happens. To which a Christian religion gets shoved down our throats.
    I bring this up because of what been put out in certain right winged media. I really don’t care what is done with or making Thanksgiving into. Just don’t think my IQ is so low. I will believe a blatant lie.
    That all need be said on this subject.

Sheilah Say

Upon Us Again, Holidays

2011-11-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

    Here come ‘dem holidays again. Making Ben happy when you spend. First comes the big feast. Over stuffed beast shoved passed the teeth. When it’s all over with a huge drink cup. Plop ourselves the legs are up. Listening to a beat out of a box. There it be between the feet. Don’t you wish for that box seat?
    Later comes the Friday of Black. All the populous out and there about. They shop here, they shop over there, all shop just anywhere. Too much traffic it goes ‘round and ‘round. Ol’ Ben now wears a happy gold crown. Going on for more than three weeks. Make a head spin also brain dead. Oh how it is so commercial and cleaned. Second nature it’s become to one and all.
    Then the day comes all the little ones waited for. A day the credo’s supposedly for all. Better to give to that of receiving at all. But in the end all receive giving their all. Little ones scamper to a tree. Origins of which are unknown to us. To open up their little givings of tidings and joy. We bask in happiness of the joyfulness of what a gift brings to all.
Following the scramble to unwrap what’s scribbled upon. Next comes the cleanup than followed by the other feast. Equaled too that one of before the Friday of Black. All leave the table satisfied and full. Watch more from that box from between the feet. When the day has gone and night falls without a sound. We all head to sleep snuggled in our beds. Dreaming dreams of sleigh bells, dancing fire light and another wonderful year of giving.
     Wait! Has something been forgotten? No not a something but someone’s. These are the ones, you know you like to forget about, asking for money receiving mostly chides. Their unwrapped gift is perhaps a meal at a shelter. Where when the new dawn of day are shuffled away. A gift that keeps on giving to those who receive it yearly.
    Now isn’t gift giving wonderful and fulfilling for all? Or would you rather read more of the ones with holes in their knees, sleeping in the street or just asking for meat.
    No let’s do what most do. Sweep it all to a pile and under a rug. Out of sight, out of mind. Go through the new year blissful in being those who are under informed. After all isn’t there place and others that take care of them.
    There is no morale or happy ending. Only more of those we refer to a ‘street people’. They will not go away or become invisible to the eye. All that would happen is come this time next year. Their numbers shall grow.
    So what will you do. Would you hide in the sand. Or bearing the true gift of the holidays. The gift for anothers happiness a gift from our hand.

Thought by
Sheilah Say

Occupy It Again

2011-11-17T19:29:00.000-08:00

    A fiasco is what it was on Wednesday 11.16.2011. An eviction, an 80 years young woman gets pepper sprayed and a mayor waits and receives what he wants.
    Though this is just a beginning for ‘them’. The Occupy people have other plans.
    Some 20 to 35,000 people turned out in New York City. Over Wednesday’s fiasco. For a ‘Day Of Action’.
    In my opinion it won’t matter what is thrown at Occupy Protests across the country. Or how to stop the protests. No matter what is tried. It will only make the protesting stronger and spread farther.

Sheilah Say

Ready For Round Three

2011-11-09T22:41:00.000-08:00

    Well seems as if Oakland police are revving up for round three. They canceled a training exercise. Guess so when a baton hits a head it stays. Or maybe they’re practicing firing rubber bullets. They don’t want to miss any vital areas.
    I know here in San Diego County. The Sheriffs, San Diego City Police, Escondido P.D. All have an unspoken ‘better to shot to kill. (Less paper work. plus administrative leave). Than wound are maim by being beaten on.’
    Pay attention to Occupy Oakland. Either before or soon after Thanksgiving. There’ll be several rush’s from Oakland P.D. to clear out the protesters.
    And if they fail too. Most likely a concerted violent effort will come before Christmas.

    The police are just looking, an itching, for a fight. Even if they have to do it under false pretenses.
   They will.

Sheilah Say

Ratcheting It Up–Occupy

2011-11-08T11:55:00.000-08:00

Okay, see what is happening in Oakland California. I wrote previously in, "Calle de Pared Ocupar". Or the English translation, "Occupy Wall Street". About the "Specter(s) of Violence". That it would come to pass something might happen. That something is Oakland police becoming increasingly more violent.
    At the first Oakland incident. There was glass broken, graffiti and “protest agitators”. The first and second incidents of violence. Were disavowed by the Occupy Oakland protesters. Who are and will remain a non-violent Occupy Oakland protest.
What I want to point out are these agitators in the first incident. Who are they? We do not know. They just happen to wear a covering to conceal their true identities. Why cover your face. Obvious answer. So they, the Establishment, is unable to identify the agitators.
    I say, PHOOEY! To that reason. (Now this next part is just my opinion).
    I believe these agitators real reason for not disclosing their identities. They were embedded by a right wing group. To discredit the Occupy Oakland protests.
    Now here’s a question you should ask yourself. Where were these agitators in the second Oakland violence?
    Now winter's coming up. So the Establishment believes with cold weather. There'll be an end to the protesting around the country.
    I for one don't think this will happen. Though do understand not protesting. When the Occupy Protest is in a cold climate area of the country.However. If by chance the protests continue through the winter. Which means law enforcement needs to be there in mass. That more violence will ensue. Not like before in Oakland. This time law enforcement throughout the country. Will make a concerted effort to break the protests by what ever means possible. With that will come very serious injuries to those that protest. Law enforcement will claim protesters started it. And that may appear so on the surface. But remember the “agitators”. Well keep a weary eye in that direction.
Now for all of you that just read what I typed. Some may think I'm just being paranoid. It's not paranoia which drives me to type that. Rather the sorry state of this countries law enforcement is in.
    Not all but a vast majority. And that majority are a bunch of PUNKS! Who, more than not, went through a rough patch before being adults. Who, and not collectively, decided with a badge, gun, their other homies and the law by their sides. Could, and do, exact a measure of revenge. Just to eve up the score.
    The parts about a rough patch and revenge, are again, merely another opinion from me. The in which my reference of law enforcement as a bunch of PUNKS. That part is true. YOU ARE!
    Actually I left out the other part as a courtesy. It was and thugs.    I'll add the above are from observations and experience
    My apologies to those in law enforcement that do an outstanding job. Practicing restraint and tact in the performance of their work. You have a difficult job to perform. One you do well. Thank you and again apologizes for offending you.    You’re probably thinking I’m coping out. Or covering my tushy. Not true. There are a few that deserve my apology and praise.

That’s what I have to say about that.
And sticking to it like white on rice. Or flies on poop.

Yours Truly
Sheilah Say

My Home

2011-11-05T04:54:00.000-07:00

More than mere accommodations.

Or a place to hang up my hat.

For warmth, relaxing and reflection.

Center for a brand new day to begin.

Close a door my fortress of solitude.

The place in which privacy reigns.

When all else fails a place to retreat.

Practicing playing with my guitar.

Listen to music and compose verse's.

To be alone with only my thoughts.

A place where time is spent alone.

Forget the past, focus on the future.

For friends they will find me home.

Home is my place for entertaining.

Where my cooking skills are honed.

My home with room for one more.

Where I pray giving thanks for life.

Home, a place for my heart to be still.

Sheilah Say

In You

2011-11-02T22:03:00.000-07:00

In the morning with all its haze,
Watching the sunrise blaze away.
In a corner seen from the eye,
Was a shadow standing nearby.

Offerings for a new dawn of day,
They’re coming some in disarray.
Dark set aside bringing on light,
Glimpse a new change of bright.

Set aside loss and embrace hope,
With this all will be able to cope.
As the day slips by into the night,
Knowing another came out right.

Sheilah Say

A Thank You

2011-11-02T13:01:00.000-07:00

Guten Tag, ich habe eine Zunahme der Leser aus Deutschland bemerkt. Vielen Dank für das Lesen meiner Blog. Ich hoffe, Sie haben den Lesestoff in ihm dargestellten genossen.

Также заметил, увеличение читателей из России. Спасибо и Вам. И надеюсь, вы тоже наслаждались, что я представил в своем блоге.

Sheilah Say

Open Letter To the President of The Unites States of America

2011-10-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr. President,
    You should know after thirty years of not voting for either a Democrat or Republic Presidential candidate. I voted for you. It wasn’t for the promise of ‘a new beginning to the American people’, Or healthcare. My reason was simple. You represent change. A change from the status quo and a fresh look.
     Instead we get wishy-washy don’t-want-to-standup to the Republican party. You wanted bipartisanship so bad you let the Republicans use you as a doormat. To wipe the dog poop off their shoes.
     You did however do a good thing. That was to back off on the medical marijuana. In those States that passed propositions for its use.
     But when your approval rating hit 38%. You scratched and clawed to raise it. It rose but when it dropped again. The war on medical marijuana was back on.
     That’s called hypocrisy Mr. President. Oh wait. That’s right you’ve been called a hypocrite. How about calling you this instead. YOUR LOSING YOUR CORE CONSTITUENCY!!! Or perhaps you just don’t care. After all a war on drugs is always a good way to get votes. But where are those votes coming from?
     So I ask you Mr. President. Is your reelection in the bag? What about those new registered voters? (The ones which voted for you the first time). And Lastly Mr. President. Why is marijuana a Schedule I Drug?

From Me

2011-10-12T16:37:00.000-07:00

Keep me,
Where do they stay.
Brave me,
Sounds seems on replay.
Change me,
That’s when donkey’s fly.
Believe me,
Memories coming back.
Save me,
From evangelical freaks.
See me,
Been seen all over here.
Take me,
Straight away from there.
Clone me,
Not in ten million years.
True me,
You’re also on the mind.
Who me,
What blocks the way.
Lost me,
With nowhere to stand.
Con me,
Fool me once in a lifetime.
Wake me,
With a well placed kiss.
To me,
Life is beautiful to live.
With me,
Reality is nothing to fear.

Sheilah Say

Occupy Wall Street

2011-10-08T09:44:00.001-07:00

¿Quiénes son ellos. ¿Por qué hacen lo que se está haciendo. ¿Llevará esto a "cámaras de gas". Como un programa de entrevistas predice. ¿Qué hay de sus demandas. ¿Esta metamorfosis para otros niveles de violencia. ¿Habrá violencia y disturbios [Voy a exponer en este caso en breve]. A lo largo y medida estos mítines se mantenga. ¿Serán suficientemente sostenible para el impacto. Por último, ¿qué pasa con la derecha republicana.
¿Y qué del título del artículo en español.
Todo eso y más será ponderado. En otro, "Como el país Activa '.
En primer lugar, sus demandas no son demandas. En lugar de una Declaración o "Ocupar Wall Street Declaración". Como es sabido no oficiales. Sigue el link para su página web. Ocupan Wall Street Declaración
¿Quiénes son estas personas. Ellos son tú, yo, nosotros, ellos. que son los americanos el ejercicio del derecho a la reparación de agravios.
Enmienda 1
El Congreso no hará ninguna ley respecto al establecimiento de la religión, o prohibiendo el ejercicio libre de la misma o que coarte la libertad de expresión o de prensa, o el derecho de las personas que pacíficamente se reúnen para, y para pedir al gobierno la reparación de agravios .
Las primeras diez enmiendas de la Constitución fueron ratificados como la Declaración de Derechos el 15 de diciembre de 1791.
Estas primeras diez enmiendas a la Constitución son los escritos más importantes que tenemos como nación.
La Constitución de Estados Unidos explica la forma en que nuestro gobierno es la instalación. Sin embargo, la Declaración de Derechos es el nuestro. Y no se puede tomar o legislado lejos de nosotros.
Lo que hace que la Primera Enmienda tan importante para la gente de Ocupar Wall Street.
¿Qué esperan, o cumplir la voluntad. a) Que un uno por ciento, que no debe confundirse con una sala de emergencias del 1%, vamos a dar o tomar una parte más de su riqueza. b) Que el efecto de goteo hacia abajo no, y no ha trabajado desde sus inicios. c) No es de los ricos que crean la mayoría de los puestos de trabajo. Pero las empresas pequeñas y medianas empresas que lo hacen. d) A Wall Street sin regulaciones es destructiva para los EE.UU. y las economías mundiales. e) Las grandes empresas deben tener un paquete de estímulo mejor. En la forma de incentivos fiscales y créditos para crear y mantener puestos de trabajo en Estados Unidos.
Lo que el ....! son los ciudadanos de hacer esto.
La más obvia, informar, no echar la culpa. Para hacer frente a una cuestión pendiente. Que ha enconado como un quiste pilonidal y se ignoran. En las perspectivas, si no se dio cuenta que desaparece por sí sola.
A la posibilidad de hacer una corrección en un sistema sido ladeado.
Washington, presta atención! Ponte de pie y morir fuera de sus muertos a **!
¿Qué saldrá de todo el follón. Un sentido de solidaridad de mentes como las de dar forma a un cambio.
Tal vez un pensamiento hacia delante de la conciencia. Simultáneamente con la participación masiva tomadas por impartir un esfuerzo de coordinación exitosa.
Specter (s) de la violencia.
Que se cumplirá con aparentemente predictableness. El estado de ánimo se habla de ser más agresivo y agitar. Basa en las referencias oculta a los incidentes. Un cuerpo a cuerpo estalla, seguido por la noche de los cristales rotos.
El 'hasta ahora-derecha que va a estar hombro con hombro con la izquierda ".
Mostrar una partición frío cálculo de la cuestión complicada en la ideología política. Asfixiado con dosis constante de los valores de moral. Que por supuesto va a ser el consenso de los ciudadanos estadounidenses. Excepto que nadie se pregunta en torno a los 330 millones más de nosotros.
Cámaras de gas. Sí. No se. No. Más bien, yo no quiero saber! Usted puede calcular esto. Una idea de locos "miedo a la muerte por enfermedad".
Impacto / Longevidad.
Mantener un nivel sostenible de controlar la no violencia. Manifestaciones pueden entrar y hasta el año 2012. Hasta el año 2013 o 2017 siempre y cuando.
Esa es mi historia, y eso es lo que voy a decir.
Lo anterior, poco más abajo y mi nombre.
"Una vez que se ha eliminado lo imposible, lo que queda, por improbable que parezca debe ser la verdad".

Sheilah Di

Button

2011-10-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

I’m as cute as can be,
That’s for you too see.
It’s just like me,
To keeping it free.
But know this,
Don’t throw debris,
Feel like a sea breeze.
All done with an ease.
Or squeezing sneezes,
Between the knees.
Always fun all agree,
No one’s an escapee.
A simple need for me,
Family don’t you see.

What say you?
To be me,
Or not to be me.

Sheilah Say

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Calle de Pared Ocupar

2011-10-06T20:28:00.000-07:00

    Who are they. Why do they do what is being done. Will this lead to ‘gas chambers’. As a talk host predicts. What of their demands. Will this morph to other nonviolent levels. Will there be violence and riot [I’ll expound on this one in brief]. To what length and extent can these rallies be sustained. Will they be sustainable enough to impact. Lastly, what about the Republican Right.
And what of the Spanish Article Title.

All that and more will be pondered. In another, ‘As The Country Turns’.

    First, their demands are not demands. Rather a Declaration or “Occupy Wall Street Declaration”. As it is known unofficial. Follow the link for their webpage. Occupy Wall Street Declaration

    Who are these people. They are you, me, us, them. they're Americans exercising the right for a redress of grievance.

Amendment 1
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press, or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.

    The first Ten Amendments of the Constitution were ratified as the Bill of Rights on December 15, 1791.
These first Ten Amendments to the Constitution are the most important writings we have as a nation.
    The United States Constitution explains the way our government is setup. But the Bill of Rights is ours. And cannot be taken or legislated away from us.
    Which makes the first Amendment so important to the people of Occupy Wall Street.

What do they hope or will accomplish. a) That a one percent, not to be confused with a 1%er, will give or be taken a better share of their wealth. b) That the trickle down effect does not and has not worked since it’s inception. c) It’s not the wealthy which create a majority of the jobs. But small and medium businesses that do. d) A Wall Street without regulations is destructive to the US and world economies. e) Big business should have a better stimulus package. In the way of tax breaks and credits to create and keep jobs in America.

    What the….! are these citizens doing this.
    Most obvious, inform, not lay blame. To address an outstanding issue. That has festered as a pilonidal cyst and ignored. In the prospects if not noticed it goes away by itself.
    To possibly make a correction in a system gone askew.
Washington, pay attention! Get on your dying feet and off your dead a**!

    What will come from all the Hullabaloo. A sense of solidarity of like minds, of shaping a change.
Perhaps a forward thought of awareness. Simultaneously with mass participation taken impart by a successful coordination effort.

Specter (s) of violence.
    It shall come to pass with seemingly predictableness. The mood is spoken of being more agitate and aggressive. Predicated on obscured references to incidents. A melee breaks out, followed by night of broken glass.

The ‘so-far-right-we gonna be shoulder-to-shoulder with the left’.
Show a cool calculating partition of the issue convoluted in Political Ideology. Smothered with constant doses of morale values. Which of course will be the consensus of American citizens. Except no one got around to asking all 330 plus Million of us.

Gas Chambers. Yeah. I don’t know. No. More like, I don’t wanna know! You can figure this one. A crazies idea of ‘scared sick to death’.

Impact / Longevity.
    Maintain a sustainable level of controlled nonviolence. Rallies could go into and through 2012. Up to 2013 or long as 2017.

That’s my story, so that’s what I’ll say.

The above, bit below and my name.

"Once you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable must be the truth".

Sheilah Say

Life’s Stream

2011-09-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm not as lonely as seems,

To me nothing is a dream.

No reason for me to scheme,

Life's not like a moon beam.

In my life there is a theme,

To gently float down stream.

Sheilah Say

WHAT RULES ME

2011-09-20T13:15:00.000-07:00

It isn't emotions. Nor is it pride. You can rule out desire, ambition, or lack there of, material wealth, relationships, peers, fashion, current events, opinions, what is said of me, politics, religion, impressions left on others, morality, fear (of the unknown) and fate.

All of the above and certainly more. So what does rule me? First and foremost, integrity. Along side integrity, truth. Followed very closely by, knowledge, reason, true-facts, logic and deductive reasoning/logic. As in the following.

'When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth?'

Then there's common sense. If it were not for my common sense. Where in life would I be, is any ones guess. There is a need to balance the intake of information.
I am not completely without emotions. Although a certain degree of caution and prudence are employed.

After all I maybe a fool* but I ain't stupid.

Sheilah Say

*I alone reserve what reference is used when referring myself.

Me and my love affair

What I Know

2011-09-13T10:58:00.000-07:00

I Am I’m Not

Speak my mind    →but not rude
Confident            →not reckless
Intelligent            →not conceited
Content               →not medicated
Creative              →not conforming
Imaginative       →not dull

Humble →not superior

Curious →not nosy

Intelligent →not a know-it-all

Questioning        →Not dumb
Caring                 →not selfish
Reassuring          →not disconcerting
Optimistically →not pessimistic

Sheilah Say

Me

2011-09-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

I am a cutey beauty
‘Cos I’m the reality
A very rare commodity
A treasure not an oddity
Ain’t one dem snooties
Nor big on popular beauty
Even the valley fruities
Get the ol' foot booty
Wannabe’s poser that be
Truly they are not for me
Say this person you see
She isn't all that perfect
Less a teaser more a pleaser
But a cutey beauty indeed
Sheilah Say

HATE! HATE! HATE!

2011-09-03T03:20:00.000-07:00

I hate when that happens! I hate that! I hate her! I hate going this! I hate him! I hate you!!

Nice word huh? Used by many worldwide. It’s said to describe something; someone or some place has become part of our everyday vocabulary.

The problem with the word hate... It isn’t even considered among the 'four letter words'. You know those bad, profane words we all use at everyone and everything. Except this word ’HATE’ is said as second nature. The worst word in the world! Just look around, read a paper (OOPS I forgot some of you can't read), listen to the radio or even watch or hear a television. Hear it said over and over and over.

It is without a doubt, in my mind at least. A most foul disgusting word used in any circumstance.

You may use hate just in an offhand way and not realize it. You know you use it when you’re raging pissed. You know you do. I did and used it. Used it to vent or describe disgust and disdain. Or just because I did not like or enjoy something.

This word ‛HATE’ comes from a feeling within us, within you. How you feel about a people’s skin color? How you feel about their social order or disorder? Their place in life, the toys they have, their sex. Whatever it is you hate, ‛STOP’!!

We are way to intelligent and I mean everyone, to allow this gross obscene lecherous 'FOUR LETTER' word creep into the vocabulary.

Yes it's easy and it means a lot. Plus it will do the maximum amount of psychological damage.

But does hate really make you feel better?

Does it?

As you can tell I really dislike this word. This word has hurt me more than any other word. This word can and has brought me to tears before and during hormones.

This poor excuse for a description was purged from my system twenty years ago.

Refusing it as a reference for the remainder of my life. Other than as I just have.

What about this word, love.

Love, wow! Now there’s a word you can live with.

Hate such an evil word. No other word does so much damage. Just the word if said enough. Will get a person to believe in what they are saying. Such is the power of one word.

"At times you make the correct decision

Other times you make the decision correct"

Sheilah Say

2011-08-19T13:49:00.000-07:00

Without understanding I am nothing
Without love I am alone
Without family I am lost

Sheilah Say

My weekend you ask. How was it.

2011-08-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

I would have to say far from uneventful. That is to say as eventful as it was. There wasn't any fireworks as such. Just one huge mega ton explosion!

When Edward, my boyfriend, passed away in June/2007. I was left with this huge emptiness. (That stuff, " 'Tis better to have loved and lost/Then never to have loved at all")* Perhaps but 'The loss of a love in life/Is equaled to the emptiness felt'.

I endeavored to fill my emptiness but met with a haunting loneliness. There was one who did fill me with a joyful tenderness. My attraction for him grew with each visit. However I could not bring myself to break the agreement set in place between us.

So I carried on with life. Thinking could such a search be fruitful. By nature patience is a quality in abundance with me. After all, 'all good things comes to he that waits'. It's a know-brainer for me. The wild card was how long would the wait be. Well perhaps not the length of time anticipated.

The one mega ton event this weekend brought forth. Is the one special light in my life was lite up. For the first time, in what seemed an eternity. A recognition between two chatting through instant messaging was recognized. Acceptance and acknowledgement of typed words. Through a less then desirable medium to express ones self. It was for me being transported and seated next to someone. Knowing what was meant by seeing the face expression. Or the inflexion in a voice.
In a word, smiles.

Sheilah Say

'Words, thoughts we impart to each other'

*Alfred Tennyson, 1st Baron Tennyson (08.06.1809 to 10.06.1892)