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Broken Heart

2009-07-04T15:05:00.004+02:00

Just another re-post from my primary blog. Publish it as requested by someone.

Courtesy of: www.rolisonwebcreations.com

I just got home at 5:15 AM from a party... it's not a party like "party" but more hanging out between friends, sharing happiness together.. but really I had a good time last night. Well, I'm not going to talk about it, but about one of my best friend who has a broken heart. Gee.... how many people have to suffer everyday from this kinda uncomfortable illness (hahaha all the sickness is uncomfortable, no *grin*). Frankly I didnt expect this news from her, coz when I saw her online... I just wanna say hi, doing the "basa-basi" thingy, but short she started to write me how she feels.

She: I'm sad now. Can I talk?
Me: Sure.. tell me!
She: I just broke up with my bf one month ago.
Me: Why? I thought everything is fine with you both.
She: It was, but not anymore. It's over now, full stop, finish! I've been crying since then.
Me: It's ok. Cry while you can. It helps.
She: It hurts.. I hate him. I will stay here, dont want to go home anymore.

Just for a moment
All of my nightmares came true
Just for a moment
My heart was broken in two (Just for a moment - Aqualung)

To have a broken heart is the most unwanted thing in life. Nobody wants to have a broken heart, no? Obtain a broken heart is really suck, since all of sudden we have to loose everything that we have in only one day or even in a minute by the time he/she said "We are over". Everything will taste bitter... everything will be wrong. Walking on the beach will not fun anymore since he wont be there by your side. Sleeping will be a nightmare as the memories of you being together plays in your dream over and over. Terribly everything is lost its fun anymore... it will keep on burning your heart up to uncertain time, until you said "Enough".

I hate him, how could he did that to me after all promises he said and after all the nicest things he did. How could he?

Those words will keep on echoing in your heart and mind that will hurt you more. Thousand of hatreds will bring up ideas to leave all the memories behind (by migrating to Germany for example, hahahaha) or to pay him back "double" (like Amaya did in Kok Putusin Gue by Ninit Yunita). Whatever you do to forget him and your broken heart is ok... but until when you have to escape or to take revenge?

Been there done that! Yup, me myself I've been there before. But really, they (leaving all behind and getting even) didnt make me feel better. IMHO in spite of wasting your time to think about how bad he was (it works tho), better to remember all the nicest things he did to you. Just treasure that he gave colors in your life and made a great depiction. How exciting life was when he was there beside you, that he gave you chances to feel sad, happy and angry. So, again IMHO... let's deal with the broken heart by letting go. No need to think about revenge, no need to think about leaving all behind. Just face it n let go! Ikhlas is the right word for it.

Dedicated to:
* My best friend in some part of Germany... I know the feeling sweetheart, but I know that only you can feel all the pain. Be strong, I know you are!
* Myself (I had a broken heart, one month after I wrote this entry)
* Anybody who has a broken heart.

[Blog] Keluarga Pelancong[Dot]Net

2009-06-30T07:39:00.001+02:00

Temans,
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Penasaran? Silahkan mampir kesini ;)

Rindu Jilid Dua

2009-06-01T17:40:00.000+02:00

Untukmu

2009-05-05T19:49:00.000+02:00

Smells Like Spring

2009-04-23T21:22:00.007+02:00

Experiment shooting in a low light condition at 6:30PM with using different white balance.

WB: Tungsten

WB: Fluorescent

And I found that tungsten is the best one in using with this setting.

Kirschblüte

2009-04-04T14:06:00.005+02:00

Endlich! Spring has sprung!

When I walked home from my doctor, I saw a Kirschblüte tree with its beautiful flowers. Though my tram was almost coming, I still decided to photograph the beauty of it.

Yes! Kirschblüte is the famous Sakura (サクラ or 桜).

I guess for a moment I am satisfied enough to enjoy the beauty of Sakura ops.. I mean, Kirschblüte in Germany until one day I put my step in Japan.

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Photo taken at am Dobben, Bremen, Germany
Friday, April 3th, 2009

Meet The Model

2009-03-22T21:42:00.006+01:00

Last Friday at Bremen central station (Bremen Hbf), I saw a beautiful woman asking someone to take a picture of her beside one advertisement. Since I walked from behind the ballyhoo, I couldn't see what make her wanted to be photographed with it. Then when I finally could see what it was, I directly grabbed my camera and shot her after asking her permission.

Then when I showed her the photo I took, she asked me to take one with her camera. She loves the result and thanked me.

"tausend Dank"

Here is the advertisement:

And here is the model with the ballyhoo:

Isn't she beautiful?

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Photo taken at Bremen Hbf, Germany
Friday, March 20th, 2009

Budapest

2009-03-16T07:43:00.005+01:00

Last two weeks, I was in Budapest, Hungary. I can't describe how beautiful the city is, but I can show you from the both picture below.

My story about Budapest will be posted later.

Have a nice Monday!

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Photo taken at Budapest, Hungary
Saturday, March 7th, 2009

Reflection

2009-03-15T12:43:00.007+01:00

Some crazy woman living in Scandinavian country has threatened me over the net. She said that she will gather people from Flores (where she came from) and come to Bremen (where I reside now) to break my finger so I cant type anymore. She also said that she will persuaded some woman in Berlin (who married to a Flores man) to cancel our student visa (mine and my hubby's).

How pathetic!

She has ashamed herself by those statements, especially the visa thingy. Germany consists of state, and each state has their own rules. Berlin is the capital, indeed, but it's in different state as Bremen.

Idiot!

Why don't you stand in front of a huge mirror (if you don't have one, I can borrow mine) and see your own reflection! So you'll find out what kind of person you are.

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Photo taken at somewhere in Budapest, Hungary
Friday, March 6th, 2009

Can You Feel The Cold?

2009-02-25T09:45:00.005+01:00

Been abandoned this blog for quite long as nowadays my hands are full doing this doing that. My study takes a big portion of my times that I wish I had more than 24 hours per day.

I was sick last month for couple weeks. I got cold, a bad one. It was my mistake hunting photos with empty belly under minus temperature. I'll share you some of photos that I took before I got sick.

Can you feel the cold?

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Photo taken at Mühle am Wall, Bremen, Germany
Friday, January 8th, 2009

Demo Dibawah Rintik Salju

2009-01-07T09:58:00.005+01:00

Tanggal 03.01.2009, persatuan muslim se-Bremen mengadakan demonstrasi menentang aksi biadab Israel di Gaza terhadap rakyat Palestina.

Demonstrasi berlangsung dibawah rintik salju dengan suhu yang cukup dingin menggigit tulang.

Semoga Allah memberikan ketabahan dan kekuatan untuk para saudara-saudara kita di Palestina dan menempatkan para korban ditempat yg terindah, amin.

Foto-foto lain bisa dilihat dialbum: Rintik Salju dan Air Mata

Soulmate

2008-12-29T22:20:00.015+01:00

According to Wikipedia: Soulmate is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity , love, intimacy, sexuality, spirituality, and/or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join.

Walau sebagian orang cenderung mengatakan pasangan mereka (suami/istri/pacar) sebagai soulmate, saya lebih memilih untuk mengatakan pasangan saya sebagai destiny.

Kenapa?

Karena buat saya, soulmate itu bisa siapa saja dan tidak harus pasangan kita, bisa jadi soulmate itu adalah seorang yang sangat dekat dihati kita spt sahabat misalnya. Ya, at least itu yang saya rasakan pada sahabat saya.

Kami seperti dua orang dengan satu jiwa yang bisa merasakan apa yg satu sama lain rasakan. Walaupun saat ini kami dipisahkan oleh jarak dan waktu, namun rasa itu tetap ada mengikat kami tanpa batas.
Disaat saya sedih, hatinya ikut merasakan setiap kesedihan yang saya alami walaupun tanpa kata yang saya ucapkan.
Disaat dia bahagia, jiwa saya ikut bergembira walaupun tiada berita atau cerita. Semua itu terungkap dikala kami berkomunikasi dan saling bertukar kata.

Buat kami, saat kami sama-sama membuka hati.. disaat itulah kami tak terpisahkan dan menyadari bahwa dia adalah soulmate untuk saya dan begitupun saya untuknya.
Inshaallah, amin.
Bremen, 29.12.08 - Senin 23:01
When I miss you the most.

Seine River

2008-12-17T11:00:00.005+01:00

The Seine (pronounced [sɛn] in French) is a slow flowing major river and commercial waterway within the regions of Île-de-France and Haute-Normandie in France and famous as a romantic backdrop in photographs of Paris, France. It is also a tourist attraction, with excursion boats offering sightseeing tours of the Rive Droite and Rive Gauche within the city of Paris. It terminates in the Bay of the Seine region of the English Channel and is navigable by oceanic transports about ten percent of its length to Rouen, 120 km (75 miles) from the sea, whereas over sixty percent of its length from Burgundy near the Swiss Alps is negotiable by commercial riverboats and nearly its whole length is available for recreational boating.

There are over three dozen bridges over the River Seine just within Paris and dozens more spanning the river outside of the city. Examples in Paris include the Pont Louis-Philippe and Pont Neuf, the latter which dates back to 1607. Outside of the city, examples include the Pont de Normandie, one of the longest cable-stayed bridges in the world, which links Le Havre to Honfleur. (Wikipedia)

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Photo taken at the bridge over Seine River, Paris, France
Saturday, June 28th, 2008

Bremen at Night

2008-12-13T02:10:00.002+01:00

Mühle am Wall

The Twin Towers are Dom - Bremen Cathedral

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Thursday, December 11th, 2008

Eid-al Adha Mubarak

2008-12-07T12:07:00.001+01:00

Night Sky

2008-11-29T00:35:00.008+01:00

it is you... dear
who make the sky so bright
and keep me warm
during the cold winter night

....sefa firdaus

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Picture taken at Wesser River, Bremen, Bremen, Germany
Thursday, November 27th, 2008

Alone

2008-11-21T23:47:00.005+01:00

through the cold of winter night
under the falling snow
i walk the path alone
to be with you

...sefa firdaus

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First Snow of Winter 2008-2009
Picture taken from my balcony, Daniel-von-Büren-Straße, Bremen, Germany
Friday, November 21th, 2008

Quote of The Day - Autumn Leaves

2008-11-16T01:23:00.003+01:00

Emily Brontë was born in Thornton, near Bradford in Yorkshire to Patrick Brontë and Maria Branwell. She was the younger sister of Charlotte Brontë and the fifth of six children. In 1824, the family moved to Haworth, where Emily's father was perpetual curate, and it was in these surroundings that their literary oddities flourished. In childhood, after the death of their mother, the three sisters and their brother Patrick Branwell Brontë created imaginary lands, which were featured in stories they wrote. Little of Emily's work from this period survived, except for poems spoken by characters (The Brontës' Web of Childhood, Fannie Ratchford, 1941).

Read more in Wikipedia.

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Picture taken Doventor, Bremen, Germany
Thursday, November 13th, 2008

Man's Best Friend

2008-11-13T22:10:00.006+01:00

When I hunted for late autumn view nearby, I captured a man walking with his dog. Though it's a common view in Germany (since it said that the Germans prefer to have dog than their own kid), but still... it touched my heart (somehow I can feel that they care for each other). Those moments reminded me of Hachikō, a dog who waited for his died master to come.

In 1924, Hachikō was brought to Tokyo by his owner, Hidesaburō Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life, Hachikō saw him off from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno didn't return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.

Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. After time, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he didn't see his friend among the commuters at the station.

The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. Realizing that Hachikō waited in vigil for his dead master, their hearts were touched. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.

This continued for 10 years, with Hachikō appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station. ^[1] (Source: Wikipedia)

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Picture taken Doventor, Bremen, Germany
Thursday, November 13th, 2008

Rindu Cintaku

2008-11-10T12:01:00.008+01:00

Aku rindu
Itu katamu padaku
yang tertulis lewat jendela itu

Aku mencintaimu
Itu jeritan hatimu
yang terdengar dari bilik itu

Aku ingin cintamu tak akan berubah
Itu pintamu
yang terbaca dilayar itu

Kubaca lagi dan lagi
dengan tetesan air mata
tak berdaya

...sefa firdaus

Bremen, 10.11.2008
Hang-on dear, I'll be home soon

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Picture taken at The Entrance of Rhododendron Park and ‘botanika’, Bremen, Germany
Tuesday, February 5th, 2008
First appeared in album: Bremen: When I'm Feeling Blue.

Katamu

2008-11-06T23:30:00.007+01:00

Katamu aku harus bersabar disini
Menunggumu dengan doa dan cinta

Katamu aku aku harus kuat
Menahan segala rindu dan sepi

Katamu aku harus setia
Menjaga ikrar dan janji kita

Tapi...

Semua itu hanya kata
Yang kau tak sanggup tuk melakukannya!

...sefa firdaus

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Metronom Hamburg-Bremen, 04.11.08
Terinspirasi dari cerita seorang teman yang cintanya dikhianati.

Semua Tak Sama

2008-11-05T21:38:00.006+01:00

Dalam benakku lama tertanam
Sejuta bayangan dirimu
Redup terasa cahaya hati
Mengingat apa yang telah kau berikan
Waktu berjalan lambat mengiring Dalam titian takdir hidupku
Cukup sudah aku tertahan
Dalam persimpangan masa silamku

Padi, Semua Tak Sama

.......

Entah mengapa, dalam perjalanan pulang ke Bremen dari Hamburg kemarin, lagu ini terus mengiang ditelinga saya. Berulang dan berulang, seperti ingin menggali kembali semua kenangan yang pernah terjadi dimasa lalu.

Ahhh... saya rindu dia!
Kampung halaman tercinta.

Ischa Freimarkt

2008-11-05T13:27:00.009+01:00

Ischa Freimarkt also known as Bremer Freimarkt, is the oldest fair and is claimed as the biggest fair in Northern Germany. Located in both Bürgerweide and Market Square on over 100,000 square meter area in Bremen.

Ischa Freimarkt annually held from mid October until beginning of November within 17 days. Though the weather during this period is quite cold, but Ischa Freimarkt is always full, especially during weekend (Friday - Sunday).

In 2008, Ischa Freimarkt celebrated its 973 years old birthday.

Read more about Ischa Freimarkt here.

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Photo taken in Bürgerweide, Bremen, Germany
Friday, Ocotber 31th, 2008

Grafitti

2008-10-26T20:29:00.008+01:00

Graffiti (singular: graffito; the plural is used as a mass noun) is the name for images or lettering scratched, scrawled, painted or marked in any manner on property. Graffiti is sometimes regarded as a form of art and other times regarded as unsightly damage or unwanted. Others, a culture of its own.

Graffiti has existed since ancient times, with examples going back to Ancient Greece and the Roman Empire.^[1] Graffiti can be anything from simple scratch marks to elaborate wall paintings. In modern times, spray paint and markers have become the most commonly used materials. In most countries, defacing property with graffiti without the property owner's consent is considered vandalism, which is punishable by law. Sometimes graffiti is employed to communicate social and political messages. To some, it is an art form worthy of display in galleries and exhibitions, to others it is merely vandalism. There are many different types and styles of graffiti and it is a rapidly evolving artform whose value is highly contested, being reviled by many authorities while also subject to protection, sometimes within the same jurisdiction. (Source: Wikipedia)

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Photo taken somewhere in Sittard, The Netherlands
Friday, October 17th, 2008

Smoking

2008-10-26T13:39:00.003+01:00

is not good for the health!

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Photo taken at Hamburg Int'l Airpot, Hamburg, Germany
Sunday, August 24th, 2008
Model: My Better half