Never To Fall Apart!

INsANE “THE BEAST AND THE WITCH SON”

2012-02-03T16:46:00.000-08:00

Potentials and gift encouraged and developed stand the test of time no matter the wind of fate. Its Journey may seem far but persistence, will and passion keeps the glow in them to light out.

SCENE 2 “THE BEAST AND THE WITCH SON”

In the room the beast is holding his guitar, playing the strings and penning out the lines of his new song for the story he was writing, that the silence of the day has floated out of him, this he did with so much concentration that he did not even know when his mother pushed open the door, smiling at him, seeing how soaked in he was, she walked out toes stand to the kitchen. When he was through he got up calling out to his mother looking around the house.

Beast: Mama! Mama! Oh! There you are.

Beast Mother: My Angel, have you finished with your writing and song, I checked up on you and found you where too busy to kiss my presence with your eyes, so I said I made you some juice to calm and chill you for the great work you are doing.

Beast: I have finished with the story. Mum it is evening I want to go sing with the sea and ease my nerves in her presences, but I won’t be staying too long.

Beast Mother: Good boy, I love that don’t stay too long and please remember what mummy told you about people out there, you are special do not listen to what they say just have a great time and don’t forget to dance with the winds.

She poured him a cup of orange juice

Beast Mother: Here you are angel drink your juice and give mummy a kiss and hurry before the sea start being impatient.

He drank the juice, as soon as he dropped his cup, he kissed his mother and out he was, strolling to the music of the birds that brought harmony to his soul, he brought out his flute, kissed them with soft breath as its sound dance with the movement of the winds embracing his gesture. Voices of boys could be heard chanting and as he got closer to the voices, the memories of its wickedness flash back at him. It was the “witch’s son, the charmer of the town; whose charm has clothed him with arrogance, pride and wickedness, and his three friends they have always been a thorn on the beast’s flesh” as they saw him they started laughing and making mockery of him.

Witch Son: look who we got here the beast of the town, which has refused to live in cave of the mountain but scare the town with his horrible looks.

The others laughed out loud. But the beast ignored him and tries to walk pass but was blocked.

Witch Son: Is it not better to die than live in the coat of a beast; the evil spell of the great witch born a beast from the womb of an evil mother.

Ah! Ah! They all laughed out loud

Beast: ‘He calls him by name’ let me be, for I have no ear for your songs, your mouth can pour your heart but listen, a fool is left to time, to teach himself wisdom.

Witch Son: Well, you are right for the irony of the beast is the beauty he failed to have and his foolishness made him a beast in the helm of men.

They all laughed again and one of the ‘Witch Son’ friends then asked

Friend A: So how does it feel to be a beast sucking at his mother’s big breasts?

They laughed again

Beast: How dare you speak of my mother like that? I will pull your head off hinds if you ever speak ill of my mother again.

Witch Son: what will you do? If I speak ill, is your mother better off than a whacked blankly blood sucker?

They laughed, but this time they got the beast deep, as he could not help or take them insult his mother, he attacked the witch Son, beat him up with the gang and gave him some bruises, as they all ran back home with the witch son crying. Seeing this he felt relieved and continued his walk to the sea, getting to the sea he sat on a rock a little off the shore staring at the beauty of the sea that embraced his presence with a warm chilling breeze that brought a sweet smile on his face, he quickly took out the flute and began to blow his passion, energy and tenderness, as the birds spread their wings in joy, dancing to the melody of this lovely heart, the sea waved up and down in glowing joy, with little creatures swimming out to sit around him, the sound was the sound of angels, his heart felt alive to see the ears of the trees opened with winds moving to the rhythm, he continued till the moon was forcing her way out begging the sun to rest her head, so she could feel the soul of the beast.

Mean while back at home the Witch in anger went to the beast mother, getting there she began to bang at the door, bang! Bang!! Bang!!!

Beast Mother: Who is that? That wants to fall my door, please hold on, I am coming.

Witch: Open this door, you evil woman, you want to kill my son, you and your son will not succeed with your plan, open this door evil woman!

Beast Mother: What is the meaning of this “called her by name”? How dare you come to my home to call me names? What is the problem?

Witch: why won’t I call you names, are you not evil, you killed your husband, you brought a beast into the town to torment us all and steal our peace of mind, and now you send him to kill my son, because he is so handsome and the charm of the town, you have failed. Listen let me tell you something the town is tired of both of you just take your son and go to the forest and stay that is where you belong, evil woman.

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INsANE Fighting Your Fear!

2012-01-30T16:56:00.000-08:00

THE IRONY OF THE BEAST

The Story...!

The greatest weapon to success is understanding fear, when understood can be conquered, when conquered Courage is born to take Vision through Will in potentials to bright skies.

SCENE 1 “FIGHTING YOUR FEAR”

The beast who had a very hard and frustrating day walks into the house where his mother sat on the chair cuddling the gentle fabric on her hands. He is looking so depressed, drowned in anger and pain.

Beast mother: What have stolen the smile of my holy beauty to make him fight his steps in the claws of bitterness?

Beast: oh! Mother, I can’t take this anymore the eyes of the people pierce my soul with mockery blade, flaming my soul to unrest.

Beast mother: My dear come here, come my holy beauty, you know that the eyes of mama watch you with love, come sit by me, do not let the noses of the world smell your weakness.

He walked to his mother and sat next to her as she took his hands and listened to him as he said.

Beast: But mum! Is it my fault that I was born a beast that people mock and kill my soul with their wickedness? Oh! Mum look at me everyone runs away from me, I am the joker song of the children, friends I have not, because the wrinkles of my skin they stare and burn with hatred

(He gets up angry and in a loud voice he screamed) I can’t take this anymore its killing me mum let me die I want to die!

Beast Mother: Speak not death my son, never you speak of death, look the eyes that see sun should be glad to hold its gaze no matter the heat the wind blow.

(She pause) Oh! Son my holy beauty let not the whispers of the winds eat your ear to dust, where has the strength of my angel gone? ( she gets up and grab him as he weeps} baby please I know how you feel, but you have to understand that mummy loves you, and you are a special person that someday the world will see and seek you .

Beast: But mum it hurt so bad, I just want to be like everyone else, I want to feel what they feel, I want to share my heart with all, I want to be accepted, appreciated, be treated like every other person that is breathing. The beauty of the face does not make the heart; the beat of the heart is the melody that speaks its person mum!

She hushed him as she closed his mouth with her hand and answered him saying.

Beast Mother: Yes my son the look of a man is just a shadow of his being, for the face of his heart is a hidden light that shine in fate of time. So never mind the laughter of the bee but reach for the honey, that will sweeten your taste; Have faith in God.

Beast: But mother how can my lips taste sweetness? While my soul flows sour stream. Mum I don’t deserve this, what have I done? Absolutely nothing mum! Still the walls push me off door.

Beast Mother: Hmm! Son please look at the eyes of your mother, the light you see in them are the strength you give it, please let not my flaming light wax away, I need you to build your strength forget the voice of the world and make the best of the gift and talent that lives inside of you. Take it as a challenge to face and make the world seek and love you for you.

Beast: Oh! Mum, you know I will never let the flame of your eyes wax away, I heard you, so now I will close my ear to the music of the day and listen to the rhythm of my heart.

Beast Mother: That is my angel common give mummy a hug.

They both hugged each other and both busted into a long laughter as the atmosphere is now covered with a fresh wind of joy.

Beast: I love you mummy

Beast Mother: I love you too my holy beauty more than the blue sky around the whole wide world.

To Be Continued.

INsANE

2011-12-31T14:13:00.001-08:00

INsANE

2012 Station

The ice in the glass staring right at me, with a blushing smiling, as I pour the win she dance with teasing swings that stirred up my desire, with warm embrace I held her in my hand walking down to the nearest sofa, stretch out a hand and turned the light off. In the dark wall wrapped with silence sit the singing clock watching time tick by, awaiting the New Year.

Earlier I have made a list of all that I want for the New Year, and I said a little prayer over them all, as the good God has instructed that in all things we should make our request know unto Him, not forgetting the book of truth saying we should ask and we shall receive. Now my list is ready, my request I have taken time to bring forth to God awareness.

In the silence of the dark room, I reflect through my heart, how wonderful the ride the 2011 train of life has given me to 2012 station. In the train I met good people, annoying people, I faced many challenges, I cried, I laughed, I danced, I learnt , I met you, and I was inspired always inspired by your smile, encouragement, and your presences.

So much has happened on this 2011 train of life to 2012 station, some fell ill while other were healed, some died while others were born, some heartbroken while some found love, even thou many was lost, yet enough was found and the ride must go on.

Now as I await the sounding trumpet of jubilation awaiting us all at the station, with family, friends, even those we hate and those who hates us, at that station at that time for a second it all feels perfect and nothing else matters. I’m thinking about you, believing you’re in good faith, and staying grateful for every luggage or baggage you have on the train, rather than worrying about how little your luggage/baggage is or how big the others are!

So I shall light a candle for you, say a little pray for you and I hope you will do same for me, because on this station of 2012 station, together we will find much treasure, but we have to open our heart to receive it, and the key to our heart is staying grateful and living in JOY!

If we stay GRATEFUL and live in JOY this 2012 no matter what, we will find hidden treasure of the New Year.

GRATEFUL- Appreciate your luggage or baggage +JOY- living happily, staying positive= 2012-Prosperious.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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INsANE

2011-12-24T06:39:00.000-08:00

It's simply Christmas

With blue skies blues

playing simply music

of a merry merry Christmas

Troppo Shout out

In angels wings

with sweet love to you

in the eyes of tutle doves

There you are

with smile of rainbows

in santas whispers

of a merry merry Christmas...

with love is Christmas blues

in ice of winter wine...

ta.La.La.Laa.Laa!

INsANE

2011-12-14T08:50:00.000-08:00

INsANE

Crying Tongues

An angel walked into my life, she is five weeks and a day since we met, and I am so grateful that she came into my life. As a little angel in a new world where I have been called to be her guidance, I gladly accept the responsibilities as she has a lot to learn about this beautiful world of ours. Strangely over the past weeks, amazingly she has been the one teaching me. She has made me realise the vital importance of patience and understanding, since she can’t speak and all she can do is use her sparkling beautiful eyes and cries to tell me what she wants and how she wants it. We have had our fights and heats which amazing makes me reflect on the beauty of life. As little as she is her ignorance is so big that I laugh watching her cry in my arms, when I am feeding her and I pulse to wind her, she cries because she wants more, all that matters to her beautiful heart is “give me my food” but as her guidance the food is in my hands, and I have no intension of not giving her, my actions at that point she will never understand, because of her ignorance heart as a child. One day I said to myself I will take her call and feed her through but at the end she got stock and started coughing and I wind her, with relieve she looked at me and laughed, I busted out laughing too, she was just watching me, but she will never understand my intensions as her guidance and what lesson she has taught me. There were time I have done everything but she just keeps crying, at first I did not understand, but when I did I sit there and watch her cry. Hmm! Is not that bad, she needs it is part of the process I call it her time of vocal training lol, the truth is it hurts but as long as I know all I have to do is done, I let have that moment after a while she stops.

I believe every one of us are victim of this ignorance, as for me I am a big one, with this experience I see how blind I have been, towards the love of my guidance the Almighty God. Who with love watches me every day, makes provisions for me, and my ignorance of His loving intensions or purpose for my life, keeps me crying and grumbling and complaining, because all I want at that moment is what my little heart and mind is yearning for. God knows when we need to be wind, and our moment of vocal training lol, He does not love us less, just like I do not love my angel less. But she is too young to understand at this moment, just like you and I, are very young to understand God’s awesome purpose and plan

Merry! Christmas…!

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INsANE

2011-12-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

INsANE

My Insanity

What is the terror that I see with open eyes, she stares deep inside me smelting my walls as my fear is awaken by the yawning of my weakness, what hope do I have when her winds blows harshness from the north pole of the antic to the south to cage night in the cover pot of boiling moult, meant to seal the faces of the stumbling feet’s.

Truth is strip naked in the brightness of the sun, yet eye is clothed in skirt, jeans worn in suit with ripple hat of blindness. How can I see this plot of falling walls brought to dust in desert shells of sand less seas, and remain sane.

What value is sane if insanity does not dance in market place, selling shame of countless flaws that sane maybe remembered and asked to cover stores yet on pollen bags.

The eyes will see the sun as the ear will wish for the hair, be covered till the mouth shall speak, leaving the nose to ponder the writing rapped in the sky.

What shall I do, I beg to know for my time is here to face the test of faith in faces glowing in skin, till the terror comes to eat my flesh and bury my thought, a slave within, fighting for long; will I not dance when my breath still flows till the end of time, if I do not, what flute shall I play to my master ear?

That I saddle in sadness leaving joy to drown at sea. No I shall rejoice in pain even when I see darkness clouding my world, I shall share my heart in love to all I find till my very last dance in the arms of the moon to the song of the night. Sunlight will wake me up to carry smile to a faceless reflection of me even if terror stares at me.

If we humble ourselves like children we are, we all shall be lifted up.

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INsANE

2011-12-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

INsANE

Our Life

Adam! Eve! Children where are you. Oh there you are why are thou hiding from me? Have thee done what I asked you not to do?

Adam: Eve made me do it; you gave her to me now she gave it to me

Eve what have you done?

Eve: Lucifer made me do it, you should be asking him, I did not want to but he made me to, but it was sweet and I enjoyed it.

Lucifer! Hmmm!

Eve: Oh! Are you angry, do you need to be angry?

You have disobeyed me and you have now become like us so now you will have to think work and live like us, so leave this gate you both and labour for in the Labour shall you learn and gain.

They walked out the gate into the land and build a hut for themselves.

Adam and Eve sitting and playing in the field: while almighty and his Spirit watches them and talks.

SPIRIT: I can see that your plans have falling in place my darling.

Yes my dear it is all working out for good, the eyes are in motions lens that will catch its pictures of faith in clear moon.

SPIRIT: Well the misery still remain seal in cloth of oath, till the mediator has subdued the predator and returned back to sit at your right hand this is still a pages covered in chapters

Ha! Ha! Ha! The chapters are held in scroll with turn pages unknown till time is right for them to understand. I am, I am, my ways will not be their ways but a misery that will only be understand when reveal.

SPIRIT: Look at them if they can only understand what you have plan for them and knows how much we are willing to protect and make them run into our everlasting grace of love.

Let them know each other; I love to see that, for in them will I put three seed that makes a blessed cord.

“Our life began with a good intention to bring us to perfection, so it does not matter how much failure we have archived we will sure be restored into that perfect peace of success” So let’s keep pushing…!

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INsANE

2011-12-01T17:44:00.000-08:00

INsANE

First Kiss

Almighty has created a companion for Adam and called her Eve, and in the first gate they both played, running around at the absence of the Almighty, and Lucifer the predator to whom it is to teach man evil, went to fulfil his wish to steal the birth right from man, Which unknown to him, is the plan of Almighty.

Eve: Baby I am tired let’s rest for a while

Adam: Ok my love, I am hungry, I do need to feed my stomach before they cry out for justice.

Eve: Okay baby let me walk down and get us some fruit to eat

Adam: You are a darling am so grateful for your endless love, hey! Do not forget the tree in the centre the one of good and evil we are not to eat from it or father will be angry with us.

She left and walked away while Adam lay on the grass with eyes close to rest.

LUCIFER: You are looking absolutely beautiful ER your beauty melt my heart with a scent of joy that make the winds embrace my wings is tune of fancy

Eve: Oh! Lucifer why tease me with such praise, is there anything as handsome and beautiful like you are, you mock me

LUCIFER: Mockery is a sharp blade of notes in a writers song, it make the rhythm in tone of melody, so why walk you alone in the gates?

Eve: My love rest in hunger I come that I search fruit to feed him.

LUCIFER: That was his duty, not yours but since he has given you the honour why not eat of that fruit in the centre, I heard that almighty ask that you eat not of it or you will die.

Eve: Yes he said that, and I am not ready to give up all this beauty for it.

LUCIFER: (Laughs) Ha! Ha! Ha! You amuse my heart with such a tale in sky above clouds, look that is not true the true beauty of life in hidden upon this tree.

Eve: How do you mean? Thou I am not to be listening to this but something inside me tell me you have a point to be considered.

LUCIFER: It is the simple truth; you will not surely die but will be like the almighty and know the truth which lies in light and darkness, the reason for night and day.

Eve: Hmm!

LUCIFER: Common go and be wise that you may surely live like Almighty

Pauses a while then walked and plugged the fruit and eat

Eve: This is so sweet! Hey thanks I got to take some to my love

She Runs to Adam who laid on the grass, when she got there she acts seductively.

Adam: What took you so long my love, so what did you get for my belly?

Eve: I brought you the truth and the beauty within, take my love eat the fruit from the centre that you might know that which the almighty has been hiding from us, so we can be owner and ruler of our destiny.

Adam: What is destiny? That is new you seem to know what I know not

Eve: Yes because love I have eaten from it and I am living, I see your nakedness, whoa! Baby that is big so take I can’t wait to have them inside of me.

Adam: What are you talking about?

Eve: Take love then you will know what I am talking about and what you been missing. Look at me can’t you see I am naked and sexy.

So he takes the fruit eats and they both starts to run playing joyfully in the gate till they heard almighty calls, when they were about to have their first kiss, they hide.

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INsANE

2011-11-29T11:50:00.000-08:00

INsANE

Die To Live

Welcome back. I am truly insane and completely losing my mind, everything is so blank and voices dancing in my head. I am now scared but I have learnt that my greatest enemy is my fear, now left with no choice I have to fight and let this fear go as long as my insanity is not let loss in your eyes.

In heaven the spirit and almighty speaks

Spirit: Darling I can see our child is doing great, look at the joy and peace surrounding him

Yes that is for now let him enjoy the picture of the future, by morning I shall multiply him and by midnight I shall release the passion of knowledge that shall make them eat the forbidden fruit that will release the knowledge of truly gods that he may die to live.

Spirit: Yes the knowledge of black and white is the garment of the truth upon the throne. Without the knowledge they cannot be called sons of God.

I shall hand them to the flame Lucifer, to burn and purify them into the truth that shall stand for a time in locked key, in this period we shall see the true nature of who we are and how great we are to hold and control all that is within us.

Spirit: That is for sure they can never be able to hold or control, so we shall bear and make patient and tolerance our weapon to bring our true nature in them in this earth academy.

You are me my love let’s sit and watch our character display our nature and curtail our pressure in a tunnel of flame burning from the pressure of our pleasure.

They both began to laugh….

We all have who we see as enemy, just as the enemy see us as one too, all together it’s all good, we all wear same shoes called ignorance, but different size.

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INsANE

2011-11-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

INsANE

First Gate

Almighty has given birth to his heir, heaven rejoice and dance man is born a kingdom his established, almighty sit on the throne as man stands naked surrounded by angel on white gloves of wings dancing and singing then after almighty spoke

Host of heaven behold the heirs to the throne, I call Adam, angels behold your master, and at their services shall thee be. Adam as children you shall go learn knowledge and have a sound education to prepare you for the throne as I have set forth your teachers on earth from them shall you learn the secret within

The angels bows and shout Holy! Holy! Is the King

The earth shall you posses and in it shall you grow till you are refined grown to be called my children, I shall be with you, guild, protect and provide for you, and I shall hand you over to the hands of the rebel that you may learn the secret of the hidden truth that lies in the flame of life.

They host praise Holy! Holy! Holy! Is the king!

Go now to the earth and posses it all; and learn the truth of your purpose for within is the light, strength and power for I dwell in you and you in me.

Wears him the garment

Man was brought to earth carried in chariot of angels into the garden of the first gate (Place for knowledge)

Adam wondering in the first gate, with no knowledge of his purpose and no understanding of his right and will, almighty visit and chat with him.

Son how are you doing today, I see you enjoying the works of your father the beauty of his love, all this I made for my pleasure and for you as a son I give,

Adam: Yes father I have seen and I have named as it flows within my joy , But still I just can’t understand why I do need to go through this, you on the throne me here?

(Laughs) You see son I am your father, I know what is best for you, everything in me is in you, you can do whatever you aspire to do, but you need to understand who you are and what you are, to be able to bring what you have, so here you shall learn a lot about me and about you.

Adam: Sound interesting and demanding but I feel so incomplete.

Yes you are incomplete but by morning I shall make you a companion from within you and that shall be my last creation for every other shall come from you my son this shall be a demonstration of multiplicity that you may learn to multiply and grow.

Adam: Thank you father I love you,

I love you too my son more than you can ever know or understand.

“You can do whatever you aspire to do, but you need to understand who you are and what you are, to be able to bring what you have”.

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INsANE

2011-11-26T08:23:00.000-08:00

INsANE

Sacrifice 11

SPIRIT: Oh darling, look at our child, so Handsome.

yes He is will be better when they are fully refined and trained to be true heir of the throne, they will learn and grown not to depend on us all time , our characters and attitude with ability lives in them because we live in them, but this they can only learn by facing the flame that shall torment them. We shall sit watch and direct them. Look at Him so Innocent, harmless

SPIRIT: Yes but that will not make them almighty because we have it all, they need to have it all and be able to be in control and do what is right, look at us we have the power of good and evil in us but we have the control, as we do.

MY dear I am the beginning and the end, there is nothing evil, for all things works for good, that purpose be archived, I used evil to subtitle the function of my purpose. So the knowledge shall be flamed on our heir and with us they shall learn and be able at the end to appreciate the love and habitant kept for them, there shall be a written key, in which you shall dwell to guild them at each point, as I shall over see everything, so we can have a great achievement.

SPIRIT: I understand my darling you are great, the one and only true God.

At midnight the almighty unlocked evil and it fell on Angel Lucifer and two third of the heavenly angels as planned by the Almighty, began to rebel against the throne they were held and cast down to perform their un-understood function to the achievement of divine glory.

LUCIFER: Loyal Traitors there is great battle ahead, the voice of the land is rejoicing for the sand shall bring forth our treat of peace that we have to destroy, heaven play trumpet of war to torment our peace, they have failed to see the dream that we have, so the soul of the new breed shall we steal.

They all screamed “OH YEA THE EARTH IS OURS”

LUCIFER: The breed he call them men he has given them the authority that belong to us leaving us as nothing, we have been loyal and patient, but that he took for granted so now we shall show that we are the one with great vision.

Anglo: My prince; for the good of the whole Trait, what is our vision?

The rest nodded their head, while he laughs and answers.

LUCIFER: Our vision is to have the soul stolen; their birth right for our self so that we may have full authority and the kingdom of heaven shall bow to us. It is a battle of evil against good and we are the object of evil.

They all screamed and rejoiced, drummer playing trumpet blowing merry took the air while the Almighty smile as he sees and hear them.

“The beauty of Life is our very own journey ahead” Everything is close to the eyes but not all things are seen. Don’t trade your joy is a priceless free gift, but make the best of every moment.

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INsANE

2011-10-27T04:09:00.000-07:00

Sacrifice

I sat watching the flash of light sparkles bubble glows, wishing you were here to see and feel this awesome moment of divinity, I was so excited I just wanted him to continue so I can grab as much as I can at that point in time. I felt this cold wind cuddle me carring me in the beauty of this lighting glow, and then he continued.

SPIRIT: Let all Praise be to my darling and beloved, Darling now we have a kingdom, we have the authority and power is it not time we have our heir, our children to enjoy the beauty of our hands.

You are right my dear, I have made plan for that, it was in the plan, every plan gives birth to other plans, every plan is lined in together string to carry each other . My dear it is not time yet be patient with me okay.

The almighty sat on His throne his head angel walked in, his beloved angel, he bowed before him

ANGEL LUSIFER: Praise to the holy one, forever you shall reign

Oh! My beautiful prince of angels there you are I was about calling for you I needed your presence.

ANGEL LUCIFER: Let me play thee thy songs of praise for your throne to dance in worship for thou are king forever.

He started playing the praise and worship for the King of kings, as he watched angle Lucifer plays his heart out in praise, holy tears began to fall from his eyes, he his broken knowing the secret within that in time shall be revealed he could not stand it anymore he asked everyone to leave. They all walked out, leaving him alone, he sat quite till the spirit walked in.

SPIRIT: My darling what bring out rain from thy cloud in the presences of the sun and moon?

It is not easy to make a sacrifice , it is time for us to have children, which mean it is time for the divine sacrifice, look at him so beautiful pure and strong, I love him it hurt you know, am going to miss his praise none plays praise like him.

SPIRIT: I know my dear in you his strength divine, we need children and what has to be done should be done at the end we all shall be happy and glad we did.

Yes is time to do what I should do, at midnight I shall unlock the darkness and it shall fall on him that he know the evil that I only know then we can have room to be able to make children. You see, my love for us to have children like us we need to uncover the other side of us.

SPIRIT: He shall be the flame to purify and bring them to our true nature, he will torment them and draw them to their true position as our beautiful children this is going to be fun darling, common cheer up my king.

As in insane this may sound, the world right from the first foundation has been structured under the ground of sacrifice. In as much as this foundation gave birth to everything exiting, it still remains a mystery hidden in simplicity of its existence.

The first sacrifice made for the true birth of mankind was on angel Lucifer… to find out more join me tomorrow, but remember for a seed to grow it must die first.

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INsANE

2011-10-26T05:04:00.001-07:00

THE BEGINNING

Something strange happened to me last night, I felt this chill dancing through me, and this force and noise beating around in my head, I wanted to scream but somehow, my largest shout out was just a whisper of the winds echo. I try as hard I could to fight this force the more I try the harder it became, so being me the man insane I gave up and everything just went blink.

I could not see anything, but it looks as if I am in a waving tube, all I could hear was this soft sweet warming voice saying, “Don’t be afraid, I need to tell you this story, you must listen very carefully and share when you get back” Well that was fair enough at least is just listening required of me not my soul, so I felt confident and I stayed like dolly doll watching Star wars, and he began.

It was all empty space a vacuum occupied by a great divine God, full of thought and visions He moved round east to west, north to south as he ponder

Who am I? I am Almighty, I moved the space and yet to find any to challenge I am the greatest the first and I shall be the last. I need to rest now, but where do I rest, there is nothing here but me. I do not think I can stand this loneliness for long; I deserve praises and worshipers of my greatness. I deserve a family, a kingdom because I am a king. I am an artist a creator; I have great powers dwelling in my words of knowledge. With it I could make so many out of this emptiness I could build my kingdom and remain the greatest. I need to awake my spirit, who is my understanding knowledge and defined word to build a kingdom that will bring me glory.

SPIRIT: You woke me up my beloved, what bother your heart my love to keep your glow in clown?

I need to make something off this emptiness gazing my sight, and it is time we build a home in me you dwell and rest but where do I rest I move round through this emptiness, my dear is time I build our home and make babies that shall be in our image to inherit all we shall build.

SPIRIT:That is no problem my love, you know I am here and in support with all that you wish to do and as you’re beloved, just declare and I shall do it. But love do you have a plan yet.

Yes I have a plan.

SPIRIT: I see! You such a genius, I am so proud of you, I know you can never fail. Well I will just do as you have said.

You are a darling, so from now let there be!

As he spoke let there be the spirit made and created all that He wanted, they made heaven and earth as heaven became their home , everything was beautiful angels served him sang him praises.

SPIRIT: Look at the work of thy hand my king; you have made something out of nothing, a beauty that will amaze our heir.

Yes my dear look at the glowing beauty of everyone and every structures of my throne, now I can sit have full control dominate, command, multiply, subdue for I shall be the king of kings and the beginning and the end with nothing to stop me for I have the secret within.

If God can’t stand being lonely, so don’t stay lonely reach out and share love. Everything we are looking for is just there in everything we count nothing.

Continue….!

INsANE

2011-10-25T04:37:00.001-07:00

Magical Bond

Today I woke up thinking about you, I have been so selfish, always talking about me, crying my heart out on your shoulders, and you patiently listen and smile back at me. You never can tell how much those smiles and time you give to me heals every wound inside and lighten up hope for me to try as much as I can to be here with you. I just want you to know this I appreciate you, you are a wonderful person, doesn’t matter if no one is whispering those words you want to hear, just keep being the best you can, not for anyone but for your peace and your happiness.

I found myself in the hospital with lots of swollen belly as I listen to the midwife prepare each women for the arrival of their child. As she speaks I found my heart beat so fast with much excitement trying to understand that magical bond between a mother and child. My shoes were now inching I just wanted to take the shoes of the lady next to me and wear it to feel that magical connection, I truly wanted to have that feel but I guess my tennis balls has given me a disqualification card in that Olympic game. Why are you laughing? If very banana with cap where to make babies, I bet you, there will be no new generation, because every cap will be faced backward with a swag Hip Pop rules.

Okay lets be serious, I know I am Insane, I accept the fact I can’t actually feel the bubbles of love tide to the magical bond of a mother and child. The child feels her mother, smells her, understand everything about her and when born magically she has to be warmed by the heat of her mother body as she is wrapped on her naked chest, the mother temperature magically changes to suit the child, wow.

What a bond well I guess that’s why James bond was able to carry us all in the magical spooks of entertainment, he was the child and we were simple his mother, Thanks Bond, you have made me have such a feel of bond between a mother and child.

Back to you, have you ever thought of where you’re bonding in life, how do those bonds affect your life? Well now I am sounding like the naughty profession, lol…. I am just curious maybe we should take time and reflect on how magical everything around us are breathing and find ways to bond with them or see if our bonding today is magical.

Continue….!

INsANE

2011-10-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

In Love with the Devil

I have been trying for days to get over every pain and every dark thought in my head, I truly need to move on and keep my past in the bottle, take it to the sea and throw it in to sail away. The more my insane mind tries the harder it becomes, the more I want to talk to you and let you know. Maybe my insanity is a bucket of rose on a candle flame, which ever case you must know.

She is a bag full of lies, with her tongue she paints tales of endless illusions, like eagle she carried me high above the sky, showed me the beauty beneath, with her eyes she blind my sight, burns my mind only for me to believe but hope in shattered dress she has worn me.

Like madness dog I bark and with a little born of her kiss my silent is guaranteed, she took control of my soul, as they bleed more and more each moment without her, with her hands she locked my body tired to her caress and touch, every feeling is made real in her ink of deceit.

She is a viper of the midnight queen, the daughter of the wounded sea, out in rage for vengeance.in her is no feeling she is naked with no shame ready to give in turn to place her curse upon my soul.

In moonlight she cast her spell, and in my dream I see her face, like torn she has become a burning bush in my heart, with no shoe on my feet, I cry in pain .

Please help me I cried like a baby to her mother, but only a mother knows the true father of her child. Her mind is made up hidden in her beauty the sparrow sings warnings as she walks the sunshine, beware! Beware! But is mellow songs are sour to my ears.

Now with her claws above the skies she drops me to fall with broken bones and wounded heart.

I am not the only one bitten by her vengeance, maybe you have, but the truth I must tell you, I must confess, I cherish every moment and if she calls me back like a little puppy I will wag my tail and run for her cuddles, I love her like I have never loved before.

Falling in love with the wrong person in life is a big dance with the devil. We don’t need to fight too much to all we need is true friend to help us walk each day out of his spells. Christ can help us!

Continue….!

INsANE

2011-10-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

Crying Sheep

I am sorry I came late today, last night was a night I will never forget, well I guess we all have such nights and moment, I felt like giving up and sucking in my bleeding heart only to hear my neighbour turn on the radio and I held the voice of Toni Braxton telling me “breath again” But how can I breath again when the ice cube in the eyes of the sun has broken my relationship finally, she has left me for someone else.

The song kept playing like a plan coupe to take over this sadness I find so comforting and really wanted to embrace. Common don’t look at me like that we all like to embrace that moment, hide there to steal time, infarct it is a beautiful moment, when nothing else matters but just that moody cold wind and aching heart, that rage and bitterness floating like winds playing every memories as paints ink in the midst of darkness. All this tormented me last night making me a crying sheep.

here we are all alone, insanity making the beauty of existence, who on earth in right mind will sit and watch your eyes or talk to you when there are so much booty-Calls out there to nap? Me, well I guess this a medication nightmare of insanity shot by heartbreak.

Maybe I am just a sheep like you, in the wrong court yard eating bones meant for dogs, or what do you think? I got too much patience and tolerance, too much kindness and good intentions that I am so dumb, to see every written warning, because I trusted so much on everyone lead.

Well I have had enough, I just can’t stay being this innocence sheep like you, I have to go get myself a bottle get drunk and get married like Tuttle doves in Christmas. “I am sorry I am hurting your feeling, it just the truth, you very boring and too good, gentle and patience, you need to have some swag. Why you looking at me like that, you don’t have to cry”, I am leaving to start a new life and I hope you get yourself together and move on too.

Relationship is like a lighted candle in a dark field, each seconds wax its strength away, but no matter the winds, there is always a shield to guard its light. Never give up, find you as you keep learning to be a better you…

Continue….!

THE LAMP

2011-10-19T17:11:00.000-07:00

Lamp of my face
Shine not thy frown
Glowing from bitterness
That flows through my wall of comfort.

Coil my heart with oil
That i flame with passion
Shining my love, in brightness
To your gentle soul.

Chasing darkness, clouding loneliness
My sky rainbows affection
with heat that burns sorrow
For thy light, kissed my part
With spring of hope
To the treasure of love.

Never To Fall Apart!: INsANE

2011-10-19T06:42:00.000-07:00

Never To Fall Apart!: INsANE: Ice Cube In The Eyes Of The Sun Me and my girl have come a long way, faced hard time together, I know I have been a bag of much colourles...

INsANE

2011-10-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

Ice Cube In The Eyes Of The Sun

Me and my girl have come a long way, faced hard time together, I know I have been a bag of much colourless inks in the economic meltdown, did I just say meltdown oops, yes the world is now an ice cube in the eyes of the sun. Just yesterday I was beaten by that crazy dog, leaving me with patches all over.

And now my love is threatened by the ice cube in the eyes of the sun, and I wonder if anyone out there can pitch my words and stand with me on this sad song. Well since it has come to this I have no choice but to sit hear listen to Ice cube rap my love like hip hop in a billboard chart. But I pray I get an award for being so insane to let my life be run by the wired electrical socket switched by a total stranger.

We have not been talking like the way we use too, well I guess now I am jobless and insane, the candles are broken and the bills are flying like eagles faster than thought, oh my, this is driving me crazy, can you please pulse and let me wear you my shoes to see what I really feel. Seeing what you love so much turning apart right in front of your very own eyes, and all you can do is just watch, even when you stand to do something about it , it just don’t work out. Hmmm! What are you thinking about? Don’t worry, it will be okay, things have a way of getting solved hmmm! I am truly in insane right! Thank you for your sweet encouragement it has helped me to stand now to make up my mind, I got to do something so I wrote her this poem.

Our love is not build on economic problems

We need to stay together

Communicate no matter what

That is what we have now

We don't need to bridge our communication

We need to build it stronger

We need to stay more to each other right now with tolerance

Because when we stay too far away we lose each other

God has always been with us

So one day everything will be a dream come true

Now I need you more.

With Ice Cube in the eyes of the sun, I hope this work magic and bring my love back to me.

Continue….!

INsANE

2011-10-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

Dog Bite

My girlfriend just crowed and I am up with a smile, she has forgiven me, I ran to her fed her breakfast, then took a bath and down to the door.

I have a meeting with this dog at the park, I heard he bites so I love myself enough to make it early and avoid making him mad. So rolled my bicycle out and jumped off in the street. Oh I have dreams and in my dreams I drive real big expensive cars, but when I wake up I drive bicycle, so what should I do, maybe I should just keep dreaming and never wake up, but my girlfriend will miss me, you will miss me, even the dog will miss me, so I decided to stop dreaming and look for way to make it happen. Now I am out motivated hoping to seal this deal with this dog.

Oops! My tire bust, now I will have to walk to the park carrying my bike on my head, everyone is so in a rush, they are as insane as I am, so we can’t help each other out right now, or the traffic will kick them so hard.

Am I really losing it, what is happening to me, why of all day that today shelly high heels has to be broken, now I have to carry all this extra bounce , it’s really annoying and not a good way to start, after all the effort of getting up so early I am already 5minute late.

Now I am left with faith to help me believe that the dog will not bite today, just as I whisper that prayer in my heart I heard the dog barking in the park. Oh my god! My palm is crying pouring out tears.

When should learn to expect the unexpected, no matter the pressure of life, we can make the best out of it if we accept the fact we are in control, and life pressure are just friendly hands stretched to bring the best out of us.

Continue….!

INsANE

2011-10-10T10:32:00.001-07:00

She is a Chicken

I just woke up only to find that my girlfriend is so upset with me, since we met I have never missed her good morning, I love how she screams it out every morning, reminds me of Eddy Murphy “Good morning my neighbour” in Coming to America, what a character, so much energy, with that energy you can’t just be dull in the morning. this is happening because I made a decision to go drunk yesterday, with no doubt I know she screamed out but I was dead in sleep that I did not hear, I walked to the window there she is in her little cage, feeling so betrayed. I felt ashamed of myself. She trusted me, she believed in me, because of me every morning she makes sure she is the first to scream out good morning, in an unusual language that made me fall in love with her.

I could not look into her eyes, breakfast was cold, in as much as I tried with her food in my hands she turned away , the day is mourning now “I don’t feel like doing anything” like Bruno Mas I will just sit in bed and hope my girlfriends forgives me.

As I lay on my bed, thoughts of how our morning used to be lingered in my head, how her crow wakes me up each day and keeps me moving, how she loves to eat those corns every morning in my hands, our relationship has grown over time, she may be a chicken, but the truth is I love her, I have failed her, and I need to make it up to her.

Every decision we make today, surely will count tomorrow but no matter the result or effect of our decision we should never allow regret enslave us, but learn and make right our mistakes.

Continues…..!

INsANE

2011-10-08T11:46:00.000-07:00

Getting Drunk!

Is another day, I have made up my mind, I am going to get drunk, I will drink like I have never drank before, so I picked up my coat off, my way to the bar. This is what I want to do, and no stopping me.

They say I am stubborn, selfish and inconsiderate, who cares, those it matter what they say? I deserve to be happy is that not my liberty and freedom, my will power, then why, should I trade it for what people say or think about me. I must be a criminal if I should trade my joy for sorrow and sadness, who what to be with a sadist and mourner, when the world its self is a heating oven of confusion.

Anyway I walked into the bar and there she is sitting right there staring at me, dress in red silk with rose hat, her hair fall down standing upon her shoulders, her smile melt my heart, I have hungered all day for this moment. She smiled again looking deep right into my eyes, nothing else matter she is adorable a sparkle of relieve took me straight to paradise. As I took a step further I could hear him say to me, “She will destroy you, you don’t need her” I turned and I looked at him sitting on the wall with old hat on, his lips with inks and his eyes with sorrow, dress in boredom looking so horrific that I almost fainted only to be recused my her whisper with a fragrance of kisses dancing in the winds.

I went sat next to her, looking into her eyes, with so much excitement, all I need is to be drunk in her affection, as she has a way of making me forget every pain and every madness singing around me, tenderly I reached out my hands, hmmm! I took her hat off, fuddled her hair as her smile sparkles, I took a deep breath, every passion and emotion inside me arose as I carry her lay her down on the bar table like magic I kissed her and I felt her breath dance down through my veins, my blood rose singing blues, my eyes bright and clear, we went deeper , she took all of me as she caresses my body, I mourn out loud till I began to speak in tongues , I was drunk so drunk, not minding who was watching, If only they could understand how she makes me feel, if only they could understand how much liberty and freedom life has given us, then they will not live worry about me, but making the best of now that they have and be happy.

Continues….!

INsANE

2011-10-07T16:54:00.001-07:00

Opening!

Where have you been, I can hear you say, just when I was beginning to fall for you, you just disappears, now you walk in back, not a word and you want me to sit here and listen to you, you must be joking twitting me this today.

How do I start, maybe this is who I am, always afraid of facing the light, maybe I am just being that failure no good person they say I am, or could it be that I am standing firm to being who I am, not minding what other thinks of me, after looking into your eyes, I knew that I am just not the right man for you.

You deserve better than I can give, I am not worthy of your love, like I always do I will run leaving you to loneliness, because my heart is stolen by pain and bitterness, that I find joy in hurting myself not knowing how much it hurts other.

Now you are here where do we go, for it hurt knowing within that I want nothing more than to be with you, even if I know it will hurt when you run again!

I will rather embrace that pain than not having anything at all. Why waste time on words of love, it means nothing but “a sharp knife cutting throats bleeding tears” I must admit you got a lot going on inside you, well this man you see is dead and lost.

You are not dead but afraid because love lives deep inside of you, I can make you feel it again, all I ask is one more time to prove to you, you can love me and love yourself.

Why are you smiling, I thought you said you don’t want this, now we sitting at troppodane blog, sharing our feelings and I am really exhausted, if you don’t mind why not get us a drink, there is such a lot to talk about, but first I want you to know I missed you, I missed you telling me stories, me too I missed you reading every line of my heart; really then let’s make this work this time, okay I will try if you promise to read every lines that I send to you every day.

Sure I will as long as you promise not to run away again, lol….

Consistency is a very strong coin of building a true relationship, consistency in tolerance, patience, and the desire to make it work, is a good way to start.

Continues...!

Our Love Will Never Die

2011-03-07T12:06:00.000-08:00

Thou my wind
Tangled love
Blowing breeze
From passion flute
Dancing North, South, East and West;
For our love will never die.
In the sky;
Was our first kiss,
Held by cloud
In warm embrace;
For the earth to see,
That our love, will never die.
Never thought;
I will ever find,
A sea of love flowing high;
Current filled,
Drowning pain, that choke my heart.

Now my star's shining love,
Twinkling bright everyday
For our soul is held in glow.

Oh! Drummer boy!
play my soul;
for melodies will always flow,
With rythm and sound;
That bless the Ear,
Lost to see the color of love.

As the eyes fail to hear
But the mouth will sing
For our love, will never die.

Priase to him!
That kiss my lips,
With a song that heals;
Gentle Lord, gentle God,
Thou has gaven me;
A love to hold
In your hand's I rest our case
That our love...! will never die.

Reminiscing

2011-03-04T13:11:00.000-08:00

Oh my love
I ran out the walls to embrace your heart
Holding my breath in my hands
Sitting on my soul pulling lips
to wet the fingers that speak my mind
with a kiss of floating moon in paradise.

A lovely rose spell fragrance
Melting butterflies with Joy
In your wings I found rest
cuddled in womb like a baby
To be born in your love.

My tears where the sweatiest moment
Known in it's rain for the wind blew so hot
And your affection held me
pouring passion plated in hair of tenderness
colored in rainbows of clouds
That melt the pains away.

How I long thy presence to kiss my eyes
For my feet count my stands
In ear of the echo,of thy voice
That play my soul to stars singing in the night
With the whisper of the moon.

With joy I sing my heart
To the wind to carry my voice
Into your soul, as dove of love will peak
It's rose to the nest of it's queen
My love will sting for ever yours.