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My Heart Throbs

2005-08-02T17:13:00.000+01:00

In my dreams
You seem real
Appearing each time like a bright of lightening
On and off teasing my feelings
Opening up on me like strays of bullets
Your loveliness that’s out of reach
I can’t help feeling frustrated
I know they can’t fall on me
‘Cos I’m shrouded in the bullet proof of reality
My feelings are boiling
My heart is throbbing
My heart throbs for you
In the highest overtones
Bustling with lots of selfless love
That could make your body warm
And capable of sending chills up your spine
Only if you could open up your heart
And release those feelings that is sought
Only if you could stop and soothe this hurt
Caused by this heart that throbs

A Dream To Reality

2005-08-02T17:00:00.000+01:00

Close your eyes and open a dream
Dream in which we together are alone
You are stealing my heart with your magical eyes
And leading me to the world full of romance and love
Your tender lookYour slender body
And your silky blonde hair
Oh may darling I’m getting out of my mind
Because you are so near
I touch your fiery lips
With my fingertips
You bite it in a way
As you want something to play
I gaze into your wanted eyes
N’ understand your demand
I hold your hand and pull you closer
As you are at my command
I undress you and you cannot move a muscle
I’m trying to hold that moment
Now I’ve a tussle
Then I caress your mysterious body and give your breast a lick
The time is passing very swiftly with every single tick
I can hold this dream for long
As you are still with me
But this dream has to over for now
Cause’ I will enjoy it in reality!

My Endless Love

2005-07-28T09:41:00.000+01:00

My love and I try to be together
On the phone and here on the net
We have been together over a year
But we just haven't really met yet
I am hoping it will be soon for us
For we do miss each other so much
But for now, I guess it will have to do
It's our only ways of keeping in touch
Oh, how I miss him every day now
And long just to have him with me
I am trying hard to save for this now
When the time comes for this to be
Everything seems so right for us
But with God's help, it shall be done
Having faith in each others love
We already know we have won
Being together is all that we care
Our love is his gift from above
He has put us together forever
God's sent me my endless love

A WORLD WITHOUT YOU

2005-07-28T09:38:00.000+01:00

I could not imagine,a world without you.
My life would be nothing,in a world without you.
Since you came into my life,my whole world has changed for the better.
I wouldn't be able to live in a world without you.
I would rather die than to live in a world without you.

WORDS FROM MY HEART

2005-07-28T09:28:00.001+01:00

These are the words from my heart
To you and you alone
I can't apologize for saying yes to you
Cause I liked you when I first saw you
Can't apologize for Loving you
Cause you are such a wonderful person
And now even when you say it's over
I apologize for the words my heart is saying now"I miss you"

Soul Like The Vastest Sea

2005-05-27T13:31:00.000+01:00

Your soul is like the vastest sea
And mine a darting fish:
I lose myself within your love;
I live within your heart.
I breathe your love: it is my air,
My element, my world.
I know no other ambiance;
I have no other dream.
I know there is outside your love
A world of rocks and sand;
And I could live there, too, but oh!
How poor and thin each breath!
How rich my world, how beautiful,
Alive within your love,
Each moment filled with dancing light
Refracted through your eyes

A Vision Of Love

2005-05-27T13:28:00.000+01:00

Last night I had a vision of you and me
I was bare feet on a white sandy beach
Wearing a long flowing dress
Flowers of Jasmine adorn my hair
Tropical palms dance and sway in the summer breeze
The waves rush in to greet me
The birds singing songs of love
My hair blowing in the wind
As I look beyond the horizons
I ask God to send me a miracle
Suddenly I heard a voice say “hello Island Girl”
I turned around to see the familiar voice calling out to me
Is that you blue eyes?
The man I once knew
The one who captured my heart?
With his beautiful eyes and sexy walk
Whose smile makes me melt?
I fell to my knees in disbelief
That your spirit had found me
You took me by the hand
Pulled me close to your heart
I could feel it beating for me
Your lips met mine…it was just like the first time
The windows of heaven opened to pour down it blessings of love
The angels and cherubs sang songs of joy
Two hearts reuniting in perfect harmony
We made love in the sand until the moon and the stars arrived
God gave us his blessings and a smile

The Heart Never Lies

2004-12-31T16:45:00.000+01:00

True love comes from the heart
That's why my love for you will never part
So when you're feeling down
Just listen to your heart as it pounds
The sound will remind you of the love that
I giveKnowing that this love is the only thing that makes you live
Just believe in what your heart tells you
Cause that's the only thing that will get you through
You know it's real love when you can feel your heart taking control
When the sound of my voice warms your soul in the cold
Love is like a baby with a new toy
Knowing that the love of him having it brings so much joy
This is how I felt when I first met you
I was so sure it was True Love, but I didn't know what to do
This love we have happened so fast
I sometimes wondered would it last
Just trust in your heart is what I was once told
True love just don't come from the heart but also from the soul
So Merlin the most I can doIs hope to stay in Love with you

Kiss Me Breathless

2004-12-31T16:22:00.000+01:00

Kiss me breathless
Let me get choked up in its loveliness
Fill my whole being with your aura of love
Let me get relaxed in the romantic mood that I’ve always sought
Let your kiss open up my feelings like the morning dew
Falling slowly making me feel ever new
Chasing away my mood so blew and leaving our love still anew
Aerate my system with your sweet, refreshing breath
Let it ignite the smoky embers of love that’s restless
Fanning them into a roaring love fire that would never die
Keeping the lights on in our minds
Send your electrifying fingers down my back, sending those chills up my spine
And the thrills I always get in the hidden corners of our self
Love me non-stop,
Let the arrow of your love pierce deeply my guarded island of love
where those pent-up feelings abound
Encase me in that warm embraceLet me feel imprisoned in the tightness of your hands
Crushing me with increasing passion that inflames my lukewarm emotion
Slowly, passionately whisper those sweet words into my ear
with the voice that calms down my fears
Let me feel you inside me, satisfying my unquenched needs
With the ecstasy propelling us to the ninth cloud
Where the angels of love patiently wait to dine with us

the reason I love him

2004-12-31T16:17:00.000+01:00

I wonder the reason why him
I ever loved
What was the charm in him,
That made me forget the world?
There were no common grounds
Ever between us.
If I saw him as the sky,
Then I was the Earth's dust.
Dust, I call myselfFor no matter how hard i tried,
I could never reach to touchThe height of his sky.
We had different life perceptions,
One thinking the sun, other the rain.
I still wonder what there was
That bonded us like a chain.
I, being a girl of nature
Filled with giggles and dreams.
He... a serious personRealistic to extremes.
I believed in expressingwith words, flowers and cards.
He, a preacher of silent love,Found expressing very hard.
I wanted to look at the sunset...with him, walk by the sea.
He found it too conventionalAnd would not agree with me.
His idea of love was different.
Like the world, mine was the same.
God made two different players...
Play the same sensitive game.
I think the only reason
That kept me chained to him...
Was that magic in his eyes,
And in our differences, an element of thrill!

Open to Love

2004-12-31T16:04:00.000+01:00

Come find me
My spirit flying high
Hear my song
Passed my smile
Passed my cry
Come inside
The secret place I keep my joy
Find my heart
Take my love
My soul employ
There is no gate
To keep you out
Or keep me in
Not fear, nor guilt,
Nor shame, nor bitter sin
I am open to the world
I am free
Come take my breath away,
Envelop me

KNOWING YOU ARE THERE FOR ME

2004-07-15T19:02:00.000+01:00

Knowing you are there for me
And supporting me all the time,
Gives me strength and fortitude,
It makes me feel sublime.

Knowing you are there for me
No matter what each day brings,
Gives comfort and much happiness to me
It makes my Spirit sing.

Knowing you are there for me,
That makes me feel complete,
You play a big part in my life,
You make my life so neat,

Knowing you are there for me,
Gives me a fullness , I feel whole,
Knowing you are there for me
Makes me happy in my Spirit and Soul.

So Glad We Met

2004-07-15T18:51:00.000+01:00

Met one day on the internet
two unfamiliar people faraway
From different parts of the world
a true friend to come my way

Keep in close contact
with e-mail we send
When I need a shoulder
on yours I can depend

Don't know each other personally
but in a way it seems like I do
Because I really enjoy
having a friend like you

Loving you

2004-07-15T18:42:00.000+01:00

I love to watch you
Each time I set my Eyes on you
To look deep into your eyes.

And touch your inner most soul
To see you in my dreams
Day and Night.

To share in your hopes and dreams
But most of all not forgetting to
always love you.

My Distant Love

2004-07-15T18:24:00.000+01:00

Here I exist in an emotional fathom,
for my love is too distant to touch.
A never ending sigh of romanticism,
pining her presence to lovingly clutch.

My loving through a dreamed eye,
thoughts of her sweet flesh of passion.
So far away is my beautiful butterfly,
with frail wings of a fluttering vision.

Beyond a wish is a taste of her kiss,
lips dreamed softer than rose petals.
To love beyond this lexis of bliss,
experienced between our terminals.

MY DEAR FRIEND

2004-07-15T17:05:00.001+01:00

To some people, a friend is
practically anyone they know,
to me friendship means a much
closer relationship.
One in which you take time
to really understand each other.
A friend is someone you trust
enough to share a part of
yourself the rest of the world
may never see.
That kind of friendship doesn't
come along everyday.That is why
I am glad you are my friend.
Thank you for being my friend.

My best Friend

2004-07-14T16:35:00.003+01:00

We have always been inseparable,
Well at least since the age of two,
Best friends we stood side by side,
It was always me and you.

We always told each other secrets,
There wasn’t anything we kept from each other,
I loved you more than anything,
You were like my brother.

From kindergarten to 4th grade,
You got teased for hanging out with a girl,
Still you never left me alone,
You put me before the world.

Then I fell in love,
With some guy in my 7th grade class,
And when he broke my heart,
You were there to kick his a$$.

You were always there for me,
Through the thick and thin,
Always you were there,
Being my best friend.

No matter what happened to us,
Or came in our way,
You never left me all alone,
You were there to stay.

You threw me the biggest party,
On my sweet sixteen,
Everyone from school was there,
But you I hadn’t seen.

As I went to open my presents,
I opened your card first,
It said the you loved me more than a friend,
And my tears soon began to burst.

Then out from the corner of the room,
You began to walk my way,
Tears came streaming down my face,
I began to runaway.

I locked myself in my room,
And cried tears to form a sea,
And soon I realized we were more than friends,
That we were meant to be.

I came out of my room,
To find you standing there,
I looked into your eyes,
And realized you really cared.

So soon you became my boyfriend,
And we kissed for moments to last,
And forgot all about just being friends,
Like we were in the past.

Then on my birthday,
You took me for surprise,
As you went down on your knees,
And I looked right in your eyes.

You took my hand so firmly,
As you were about to change your life,
You took a ring from in your pocket,
And said, “Will you be my wife?”

I was so shocked my mind went blank,
I didn’t know what to say,
As I softly spoke words so true,
Tears came as I said, “Okay”

You looked at me and said,
“I have another present waiting for you.”
You opened the curtains only to see,
A BMW painted blue.

We both jumped in,
My brand new car,
And we took off for a ride,
Though we didn’t go far.

Another car started swerving,
And right in a flash,
That car and I,
Had suddenly crashed.

It was a drunk driver,
Who took my soon to be husbands life,
And left me here all alone,
His soon to be wife.

If it wasn’t for them,
He’d still be alive,
Just shows to what happens,
When you drink and drive.

Loveless Life

2004-07-14T16:21:00.000+01:00

A life without love
is a life without a purpose
like a sun without a ray
or a clown without a circus
There is no reason to live
unless someone lives with you,
Yet there is no reason to die
if no one will miss you
The pain of a love,
That is not returned
Is the pain of a person
Who will forever be burned
To grow and live
to an age so old
Is pointless without
a hand to hold
As your mind withers
You may suffer with me
I will be for you
Whatever you want me to be
I will be your love
Your hand to hold
I will keep you warm
In the blistering cold
By me you
Will never be burned
For if you love me
Your love is more than returned

Same as me

2004-07-13T06:01:00.000+01:00

Your sorry
And feel the same as me
But when I get cut I bleed
You don't understand the pain you've caused
Times I didn't think I could stop being that bump on a log
I pray what you say is true
I can’t stand thinking again being blue
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired
Trying to figure you out
But I am scared and certain you’re just a liar
Constantly running in circles
Like a dog chasing its take would be
Stop not believing
If you want the same as me
You should accept and let what's there be
Stop running, don’t hide
Those aren't the rules to abide

Where is the "BC"

2004-07-13T04:06:00.000+01:00

THERE was a rather old-fashioned lady, always quite delicate and

elegant, especially in language. She and he husband were planning a

week's vacation in Florida, so she wrote to a campground and asked for

a reservation. She wanted to make sure the campground was fully equipped,

but didn't know how to ask about the toilet facilities. She just

could not bring herself to write the word "toilet" in her letter.

After much deliberation, she finally came up with the term

"bathroom commode". But after writing that down, she still thought

she was being too forward, so she rewrote the entire letter and

referred to the "bathroom commode" merely as the "BC". "Does the

campground have its own BC?" is what she actually wrote.

Well, the gampground owner wasn't old-fashioned at all and when

he got the letter, he just couldn't figure what the woman was

talking about. That "BC" business really stumped him. He showed

the letter to several couples, but they couldn't imagine what the

lady meant either. So the campground owner finally came to the

conclusion that the lady must be asking about the location of

the nearest Baptist Church, sat down and wrote the following reply:

DEAR MADAM,

I regret the delay in answering your letter, but I now take the

pleasure of informing you that a BC is located 9 miles north of

the campground and is capable of seating 250 people at one time.

It is located in a beautiful pine grove and is open only on Sundays

and Wednesdays. I admit it is quite a distance away if you are in

the habit of going regularly, but no doubt you will be pleased to know

that many people take their lunch along and make a day of it.

They usually arrive early and stay late.

My daughter met her husband in the BC. Sometimes it is so crowded

there are five to a seat. It may interest you to know that right now

there is a supper planned to raise money to buy more seats. They are

going to hold it in the basement of the BC. It pains me very much not

to be able to go more regularly, but it is surely not due to a lack

of desire on my part. As we grow older, it seems to be more of an effort,

particularly in cold weather. If you decide to come to our campground,

perhaps I could go with you the first time you go and sit with you

and introduce you to all the other folks. We will be sure to get

a seat up front where you can be seen by everyone. Remember, we are

a friendly community.

Sincerely, the Campground Owner.

A school Master

2004-07-13T03:43:00.000+01:00

A Schoolmaster from a remote rural area was transferred to a school in Bombay.
He reported for duty two days before August 15 and, as was the practice in the school,
was asked to address the assembly on the Independence Day.

Here's his dynamite speech :

Leddies and Gentulmens, Contemporaries, Children, "This is my first maiden speech.
If small small mistakes get inside my speech, I ask pardon. Stickly speaking,
I wanted to joint your school more fastly, but for the following reason.
Too much time lost in getting slipper reservation in three-tyre compartment. The clerk rejected to give ticket. I put complaint on station master. He said me to go to lady clerk. At first she also rejected. I then pressed her for long time and at last with great difficulty she gave a birth only to my son. Anyway I thanked the station master because he was responsible for getting birth of my son.

We got independent because of great leaders like Gandhiji who get-outted all angrezi peoples from India. Tilak said Swaraj is our birth-rate and we shall halve it. Today we all halve our birth-rate. You children are future dynamic generators of the Nation. Look into future time only. No backside looking, or looking at your behind. Be like great like X' raj Ranjan of Germany or Presidents like Loosebelt.

You know genius, no? It is one per cent perspiration and ninety seven percent evaporation. They became great by reading great books. After we finish you here in the school, you can go to college and get B.A., M.A. and other decrease. Then you can become great liars in the supreme courts, shattered accountants, or leacherers in college.

The school is like a garden. You are the seeds, school is the soil. We will bury you in this soil, pour water of knowledge on your heads and one day will become great phools. Many vacancy job come in newspapers. Only yesterday I saw in paper "Wanted for refuted engineering firm: Generators, highpower condensors" so and so forth, etc. These jobs may be teknickel, but you can rise. If you have flare in English, you can become teacher.

I am now ending this fastly. My God blast you!

Thank you and thank God I am finished. Joy Hind!"
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Happy Birthday

2004-07-13T02:36:00.000+01:00

I'm sending you some wishes
On this your special day
I hope that lots of good things
This day will come your way
I wish you special happiness
That will last the whole year through
And you will find some pleasure
In all the things you do
No matter what the season
Or what may come your way
I want for you birthday wishes
On this your special day
So blow out all your candles
And open your presents too
Since this is your special day
Good thoughts will be with you
I pray your day is happy
And sun comes shining through
So on this day, I come your way
To say Happy Birthday Just to you

Birthday Wishes For everyone

©By Mary

When You Were Gone

2004-07-13T02:10:00.000+01:00

My friend you were gone so long
I thought you'd never return
I was missing your sweet song
For your presence I did yearn

Being with you makes time fly
I forget my every care
Though I dread the next "Good-bye"
I cherish the time we share

I'm joyful when you are here
My songs reflect it well
My heart races when you're near
Wondering if you can tell

So often we've stayed up late
Laughing and singing into the night
Hours and Hours for you I'd wait
In your company I delight

I value the friendship that has grown
I hope you know it's true
When you are gone I'm so alone
I ache from missing you

Don't say it's time for you to leave
Please won't you stay with me
In your absence I will grieve
Until together we can be

Praise the Lord

2004-07-13T02:04:00.000+01:00

A farmer is driving down the road and spots a sign that reads " Mule For Sale " he decides to at least look at the mule to see if it is of good quality. He talks to the owner which tells him that the mule is the faster mule alive, and that it is very different from other mules. The owner explains to the farmer that the mule will only proceed to walk when the phrase... " Praise The LORD " is spoken and the more you say it the faster he will go, to stop the mule, the owner explains you gotta say "Hallelujah". The farmer decides to ride the mule to see if the owner is telling the truth. he gets on the mule and screams out ... "Praise the LORD!" the mule takes off the farmer then Yells "Hallelujah!" To which the mule stops. The farmer, seeing that he is a pretty good distance from the owner, decides to see just how fast the mule will go, so he Yells out " Praise The LORD" and the mule takes off he repeats the phrase over and over until he is really moving it along. The farmer looks up and sees he is coming up on a Very high cliff that drops off to a deep canyon below, and decides he had better stop the mule, when he realized he forgotten what the word was to stop the mule..hoping to hit the right word, he starts rambling and spouting out words... "AMEN!" ... "GLORY!".... "SWEET JESUS!" ... "AMAZING GRACE!" .... He sees he's getting closer and closer to the cliff when right at the edge of the cliff he yells ... "HALLELUJAH!!!" To which the mule stops dead in his tracks. The farmer, out of breath and shaking from the fright wipes the sweat from his brow looks up to heaven and says .... "Whew! Praise the LORD!"

I'll be Here

2004-07-13T00:55:00.000+01:00

When you are feeling down
or when you are in a bind...
I'll be right beside you
Comfort you will find.
If you need an ear to listen,
or a loving helpful hand...
I'll be right here for you,
I truly understand.
I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU!