Nicole BearBear

No WAY!!!

2012-07-18T01:03:00.004+08:00

NO WAY NO WAY ??? WHY??? I'm going to college next week.. Ya..i know...is on next Tuesday.. it sounds so rush..right ?? But hell ya.. Nicole going to college...since graduated till now..i think is about 7 months of period time..i been worked in Genting, Prudential, Yea and shake my legs at home..gosh..

but i did learn lots of things in this periods of time..i didn't felt wasted... actually the plan is straight heading to Singapore for my further studies..but after a clearly and seriously consideration..i think this is not a good choice..it would be a tough choice for me.. BeCause of what let me fear of it?? Let me tell ya.. is ENGLISH...i totally knew that my english is going backward although i went to British Council for my lesson..but WTF ?? My english just stop at there and didn't improve at all..so upset.. i think i have to improve it... i love my course and in this course..English must be perfect.. goshhh!!! I can't believe that I'm taking double-major...wahaha.. Don't know why I'm kinda of nervous.. Orientation date is on tuesday too.. and im ready for it..( I think) I bought new baggie from Puma..it means NICOLE back to school...holidays over and be ready.. I'm going to live in KL...i have to get used to life in big city...( I don't like it pretty much..is noisy) hoho..i didn't stay in hostel but staying with a friend of mommy... She owned 2 little cute puppies.. the only thing is mommy do not let me drive to KL...she say is dangerous..wuwuwu...mommy say after a while of time just let me drive...Mom, any different ?? But anyway, thx mommy...u had done so much things for me, I love you... Mom had went to KL decorated my room, bought air-conditioner , tv for me..i just need to move my ass in the house.. sorry for not staying in hostel my fren. First, I don't like to stay in a tall building (condo) cause I'm fear with it.. Second, I don't like share room.. So, i tell mommy i wanna live outside. Mommy keep worry about me and keep saying KL is a very dangerous place not like in Penang...I know Mommy..i promise that i will take a good care of myself.. if have choice, i also hope that study in Penang.. just in a few years after studies, we all grew up and we will left home for our own future, so very hope can stay beside mommy, i knew that KL is not far from Penang, but haiz... who don't want to stay beside mommy to be her baby girl ?? Is time to grew up and learn independent. My school not allowed to wear shorts...urgghhh...wednesday is Formal day.. got to wear office looks...(yiaakkk)..Friday is uniform day...but other days have to wear long pants...WALAO EH...do u guys have this fucking rule in your school??? forget it, just keep telling myself that my course nothing do about fashion...haha..

shitt u man, im going to start my college life next week, but u had came back Penang already for your sem-break.. shittt u Mr.Hew...

Enson Bro~Happy Birthday

2012-06-05T03:17:00.001+08:00


nicole with men in black ==

new years festival

这个人我是从我的brother Jye 认识他的~从我还未跟他很熟时。。我觉得这个人很静
有天他开始射我时。。我们却认识了。。也比较熟了。。刚开始认识的我们总是有聊不完的话题。。我们什么都聊。。渐渐地我们变成好朋友。。交换秘密。。一起谈心事。。
可是之后不知怎么了。。大家也少来往了。。
我觉得你总是很难开心。。。有心结？？解不开？？很努力的想让你开心。。可是在你身上我发现这是一件很难的事情~你虽然会笑。。可是每次都保持不久。。没人懂除了你自己。。
之前跟你说了不好听的话。。别放在心上~忘掉吧~
小弟弟~人活在世界上一天就是一天。。所以别老是把压力很不快乐放在自己身上。。你才19岁。。敢敢冲。。敢敢玩。。不要那么小气！！！知道吗？？？
认识你这个朋友是蛮不错的。。没后悔过。。只是有时候会气死人。。
今天帮你庆祝。。还订了你爱吃的水果蛋糕~还可以吗？？
星期四带你去选礼物。。。这是最后一次帮你庆祝了。。。之后的应该很难有机会了吧。。
姐不喜欢看你愁愁的脸。。笑一笑呗~就像刚才在车上的你。。傻傻地摇摆真的很CUTE...
送一句话给你“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever”
*不要在驾车时信息和拍照！！！

WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY & WISH YOU ALL THE BEST...HOPE YOU DREAM COME

TRUE

日久见人心

2012-05-18T13:23:00.000+08:00

说真的~有时想起来。。真的觉得很遗憾。。我不懂结局为何是这样？？
但是我选择接受了。。。或许我的错比你还要多。。但是一个错一个没有包容，那就完蛋了。
不管啦。。随它去吧。。。就当着缘分用尽了吧。。。
我们的结尾不是很顺利。。。大家都很假。。假到可以去当演员了。。。不喜欢那种感觉。。
本来还想与你做朋友。。但我觉得应该没那个必要了吧。。
什么都能吵。。。很烦耶。。。我也想要只记住我们美好的回忆。。但我会把它给忘记。。
我想要忘记你这个人。。和你在一起两年半多多。。。那些回忆就当着我昏迷吧。。
之前我还很留念。。很不舍。。但是我觉得这样是不对的。。
在这感情里。。我很无理取闹。。我很任性。。我很小气。。我爱吃醋。。我很霸道。。
但是你已经算是很能忍了。。最后火山爆发收场。。。==
很多人都一直以为我欺负你。。但是那是他们认为。。。我在乎的是你的想法罢了。。
现在。。我想要过新生活了。。过去就让它过去吧。。一切顺其自然。。
我不会怪你了。。放心。。我还要感激你教会我怎样看清一个人。。。日久见人心。。
这句话说的没错。。
美珍老师总是向我问候我们两个怎样了？？她还会一直说我们还会再回一起。。我去回答。。不。。我怕了。。哈哈。。
希望你在singapore一切顺利吧。。加油。。陌生人~~~

本来是平凡的一天

2012-05-07T00:50:00.003+08:00

不懂要如何形容今天的心情。。。

从我醒来的那一刻讲起吧。。我醒来时已经将近1:30pm。。

脸都懒惰洗就下楼吃早餐。。虽然已经下午了==

冲好凉后。。看了一部戏。。觉得还不赖。。满好看的说

这部戏叫[Unstoppable]...有听过吗？？关于火车的故事。。


~Chris Pine 男主角很帅哦~

过后就去阿嫲家找阿嫲。。阿嫲说她的脚又痛了。。所以我就带阿嫲去看医生

阿嫲老了。。脚似乎不是很强了。。总是会脚痛。。

阿嫲脚动过手术。。所以走路也不是很方便。。

真的不懂该怎么办才好。。。看了心疼

之后带阿嫲去jusco走走。。阿嫲还真的很厉害吃零食。。

买了好多‘粒粒拉拉’的东西。。。

今天又没有大减价可是不懂好像有什么event。。所以蛮多人一下

过后。。带阿嫲去吃。。带阿嫲去看我们的新家。。

回到家也很迟了。。就觉得车有点脏了。。所以动手自己洗。。

妈咪突然打电话回来说要去penang...叫我们三个瓜准备。。

很快的。。三个瓜准备好了。。。可是突然发生了很不开心的事情

所以最后我没跟着去。。还大哭了一场。。

打给表姐告诉了她。。。幸亏有她听我诉苦。。。

之后ah hew来载我了。。我是哭着上车。。所以他也吓到了。。

一整晚。。眼睛红红肿肿。。我真的心情超不好的说。。

去了station one 吹水。。。一直射ah yang..对唔起。。。心情不好。。

过后去了song song...几个瓜陪我玩陪我傻笑。。的确是好了一大半

可是最终回到家。。我还是笑不出。。因为我一定会永远记着。。

他妈的。。你臭鸟蛋。。你凭什么身份这样说我们？？

我真的很够度懒。。。想把三字经骂了一遍又一遍。。

不懂为什么。。每当我很生气。。哭时。。我就很想回去美国找daddy

我很想很想daddy...如果受允许的话。。很想回去半年。。haiz...

每个人都要过活。。每个人的背后都隐藏着不同的故事。。

每个人都有自己的压力。。每个人都有自己的苦衷。。

每个人都有自己的烦恼。。可是有时候又不想要自己憋着。。想找个人谈谈。。

但是又不想增加别人的烦恼。。 haiz...

如果有诉苦事务所那该多好。。我一定报到。。。

2012-04-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Teddy & Bear


Ponteng Day

Beach day

Big TeddyBear from Mr.teddy


School Life


School Life

Dinner Night

Teddy Bear...我和这个男人走了两年多。。虽然我们分分合合了几次。。可是我们的心都没改变。。直到今年的三月开始。。我们闹僵了。。感情也开始变化了。。（正确来说是我开始变的）但是我们还是有联络只是比较少而已。。。其实我要说什么。。他都不可能听进去了。。因为我一直在伤害他而已。。再加上他有一个很好的brother，JinHau 在旁边加油添醋。。所一直把事情越变越不妙。。。很快的。。这位先生要离开马来西亚。。到新加破去。。那会是一个很难的挑战因为所有东西都必须亲力亲为。。。那天我告诉过他。。不要慌不要乱。。just relax and cool down ...因为我也是有过这样的经验。。所以我可以理解。。what i can do is just support you...以前我只会怪这个不好怪那个不好。。其实正真错的人是我。。我总是不会珍惜我们的感情。。连我身边的姐妹也骂过我。。但我还是一样。。。老实说。。我不是不爱你。。不是不喜欢你。。只是我很矛盾。。我喜欢自由但同时我也喜欢你。。。我不喜欢束缚。。对不起。。一次又一次地让你失望。。。我们的回忆并不少。。。回忆里有开心的有不开心的。。2年虽然不是很多但也不是很少。。。但是我们一起经历的东西并不少。。。我很开心我是你那么多交往过的。。我是维持最久的那个。。但让你最头痛的也应该是我吧。。。我想念我们在学校的时候也很想念我们毕了业之后的生活。。。以前不怎么相信缘分。。是你让我相信的。。。我从来也没想过会和你有任何关系。。。回想起来还真的是很好笑。。。我高一那年，你是因为TTK所以才认识我。。。但我从来没留意过你这个人。。但也很奇怪的那时候我电话里已经有了你的照片。。。高二初，我们在面子书认识。。聊了不多。。没过一个星期我们在一起了。。起初大家都抱着玩玩的心态。。很多姐妹还反对。。因为说你很花心。。不久我们在一起的事也传开来了。。。很多跟你走过的还叫我跟你分手。。哈哈。。因为他们说你很花。。。==。。但我也没理过他们的话。。。跟你在学校的日子还过得真快。。。一下子你毕业了。。那时候我还协议说先分。。因为不懂你毕业后会往那里去。。哈哈。。。但最后我们还是分不开><...我高三那年只留我一个人在学校。。但是我们的感情并没淡因为你还是时常陪在我身旁。。但是我们还是有吵架的时候。。。每次我们出事时，我们的辅导员一定是Little Sheep & Summer。。谢谢你们。。要不是你们的话。。我们应该早就完蛋了。。。还有去年发生了一件非常痛心的事我也不想去提起。。我只知道那时候的日子很难熬过去。。每天只会哭哭哭。。。那整个月真的很痛。。我还是忘不了那个痛。。。谢谢丽榕&Eva..要不是你们。。我真的跨了。。。是你们教会我坚强。。。虽然你们有劝过我放弃。。但我相信他会回头的。。果然我等到了。。我愿意再相信他一次。。但之后的感情也并不是那么顺利。。。haiz...我也是一样。。跟他在一起时又喜欢了另一个人。。害我们也吵了不少。。但我发现到那只是一种欣赏。。并没有爱的感觉。。对不起。。让你气爆了。。这些只能说是过去的事情了。。但我依然没把它给忘了。。会一直保存在我心底。。很多事只是我们两个知道而已。。可是有时候你一直在否定。。我不懂为什么会这样。。但也无所谓了。。。如今的我们已经分开。我觉得你应该是时候松下一口气。。。我承认我不会珍惜。。所以我们有今天的结果是拜我所赐的。。无论几万个抱歉都是没用的。。。因为错了就是错了。。。我们分的时候。。我还说过我想要的是自由。。。我们各走各的。。其实是个对的选择。。因为你也累了。。。应该崭开新的生活了。。但是为什么就是那么不公平呢？？？为什么分了之后不可以做朋友？？有那么难吗？？前几天我们还有说话的。。直到Jin Hau‘讲话’过后。。我们又吵了。。。我没有否认我跟他出去过。。但我们都知道我们已经分了嘛。。。无论如何。。我不会怪你。。。因为我了解你的脾气。。我懂你一定生气所以我告诉了Jin Hau不要说。。。但是Jin Hau 很诚实。。。我应该向他学习。。你愿意相信朋友也不会相信我。。因为你一直说我帮朋友都不会站跟你同一阵线上。。。分开是分开了。。可是那份感情的根还一直在我的心。。。我不会复合是因为我选择了自由。。可是难道不能做一直保持联络的好朋友吗？？或许你已经被一些人辅导过。。那就算了。。。因为你的脾气就是这样硬。。我在这里祝福你。。。Teddy...Hope you always can smile and be Happy...I know is tough for you after you start your life there..but no matter what i will always support you...I had been through this before..so i can probably understand that ...Maybe the first few weeks...you cant sleep..you cant eat...but try to remember...here Malaysia..hav so many of your friends supporting you...Maybe we dont hav any action..but our heart really stick with you...Malaysia is your home..so we welcome you back at anytime..but remember why u heading there???set your goal..and just go for it..dont think too much..it will let you crazy...anything unhappy just call or text us...we all are ready for you anytime...I knw that u wont forgive me..but as i saying..no forgive is doesnt matter for me..but please release out all of your anger n be happy is more important...even u wanna forget me oso nvm..as long as u stay happy...everything will just be fine..time past fast...but if u giv yrself too much pressure..then u will start depressed then the time will past hardly....I love you...my fren..Mr.teddy...im gonna miss you so much....

2012-04-17T03:47:00.003+08:00

Gosh..such a super damn long time, i didn't update my blog. Before I used to updated every week.. I felt like so lazy now.. =) Life changed more miserable...even tough i had set my goal but im in some kind of lost situation. I think im going to leave in July then if everything gone sucessfully... Amen Amen Amen..
Today i slept until 12.30 noon again ==..yap..i know it sounds like im a piggie right?? sure..I would like to be...(jz kidding) after that Italian Sub as my brunch..then is my movie time...I watched all the movies except Titanic 3D...so me and my dear went to watch Titanic in Gurney Plaza...today im crazy..bought lots of snacks..cause what i thought is 3 hours movie should be bored..so snacks can accompany me... ==


Jack & Rose Dawson

guess who i met?? I met Bico...the little cute girl...she cut her hair..but anyway she always the cute girl with sweet smile..i met Shu Qian too...she work in Penang..seems like everyone are free..heading for Titanic...Titanic is 100years old..but feels like happened long long times ago?? Is 100 years old very old??
I love the cruise but i dun like the story...why the people so selfish?? over 1500 ppl..just 6 ppl get saved??
Between the story of Rose & Jack quite touching... nobody believe that Im 19 but i hvt watch Titanic before..hehe..i heard but i never got a chance to watch...watch Titanic first time with Dear.. ^^
after finish the movie..Rinko call us whether want go to support her brother..her brother join the basketball competiton tonight.. Sure yes...of course i will go to be a supporter...there are lots of people there...screaming & screaming...woootss.. finally...her bro team WIN the games...because i brought luck to them..i guess == is 3.50am now..but im still sitting in front of my pc to blogging...lots of u guys had sleep..butt i couldn't slp at all...why why why?? this few days always slept late...my panda eyes appear again...hate it..is that anyway to solve the panda eyes except slp early?? i think im going to get some music and force myself to bed... i told my dear that im gonna sleep an hour before..but now i hvt slp..if he find out..i really will kena...so goodnite big big world...goodnite dear..goodnie friends...(actually is good morning right??)

甘你的老娘

2012-02-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

超久没上来这里了~最近的生活满悠闲的~忙着翘脚
但是明天我就要到Prudential Office 上班去><
我今天又遇到让我能伤心气爆的事情了。。。haiz
都怪自己手痒咯。。要不然还可以蒙在鼓里的==
算了吧。。真的是算了！！！放弃吧！！！过新生活也应该不错嘛~（安慰自己）
我都说过了。。就算我厉害管？？so wat??有心烦错的话。。就算你死了也可以托梦给他啦
呵呵~打个比喻~别气~我不懂为什么你们两个总是可以让我有三把火？？
现在还出现了两个？？对啦。。虽然你说没什么。。BUT who knows???
不再让自己烦恼。。不想有part3...==。。。你自己想清楚吧~
对我来说没差啦~随你的便咯~
我永远都不会忘记那几个月的事！！简直就是一大条的疤痕。。他妈的%#*(%(
F**K!!!!
本来可以好好过今天。。但却留下那么‘美好’的回忆。。。jipek
我只我也有错~但错再不一样的东西~希望你能考虑那句话啦~

Welcome 2012

2012-01-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

again n again...i had no time for blogging...but actually i love to blog

i came back almost 2 weeks already...but i had went bek there once

mommy hope i dun go bek there n stay in BM

so i oso decided to find a job in Bm

finally i found a job that located in Aquaterrace

such a nice place for dining & clubbing

but the management like fucking shittt....

i knew that staff need to know everything...

but is quite funny right??u dun hav customer at that whole period..

so after we had done our side work...is that we can sit??

NO.. supervisor not allowed us to do so...then NVM

when we are free...he ask waitress n waiter to do the cleaner's job

the cleaner's repeat their cleaning job again n again

the bartender need to do all rojak job...include be a barbag

the cashier do almost everything...fuck...

then u as a supervisor...why u guys just sit there n keep online??

one working place..there are almost ten of them as supervisors n managers

urghhh...none of them talk same thing...satu orang cakap satu barang

awak nak aku dengar siapa punya???

me n other 3 frens trying to quit this job n move to other place

but really sorry...i had told mommy..n mommy told me to quit this job

yap...im quit...leave u guys there...very sorry

but im pretty sure that u 3 quit soon...

i wan to rest at this moment..then just start my war again

study plan actually start at October..but probably will forward to July

finally...i study Hotel & tourism Management...both courses is my favourites...

goodluck to me ^^

CNY coming soon...i miss reunion dinner with frens n family

something special going through this year...

Gong Xi Fa Choy

Miss Penang...

2011-12-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

sorry..i had been a month din up here for blogging
recently..everybody knw that im busy working & training at Casino de Genting
my time mess up cause everyday i hav different schedule..so i dun hav much time to come up here
i will come up here blogging once i hav free time ..ok??
still remembered the night that i left..some of you came to farewell me..thx..
even tough i just went to Genting..but u guys still came for me..im happy v it
along the way to Genting..u guys text with me n i keep crying in the bus lonely
first time went to Genting with sadness...n first time went to Genting is live in hostel but not hotel
i think i will stay up here for 2 months period then heading to NZ
first week at here...i hav seriously homesick..i keep cried so much
but after a while..i try to suit my self in condition
i meet new frens here,,,but most of them are croupier too
i learn how to be independent...laundry by myself...flip bed sheet by myself..
buy food by myself...sweep floor by myself..everything by myself
in the society is a reality world..so nobody can be trust except yr family
this is wat i learn up here..cause in casino everything talking about money
so money is harmful or harmless???
this makes me more miss u all so much...the frens that under the big mountain...
im waiting for my holiday..so once i go bek..i will go find u all
i oso miss penang foods so much ><
18 days of training finally over..so i had step in to the real casino but not training room
when i wear the uniform..n start to dealing with my customers..i felt tat i had grew up..
n im happy v this first job after graduate...i had learnt lots from this job too
even tough everyday had met different customers...but thx to them too..
because of them i learn how to be tahan tahan tahan...
customers always the right in the service crew..
before in hometown..i not dare to do anything by alone..
but now i used to it dy...i can do it by myself...hooray..even hav fren.
but sometimes our time different..so hav to do it alone too...
i gotta go to work now....when free..i will continue my story at Genting...
Miss my family..miss my dear..miss u all ^^

last 2 days

2011-11-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

好久好久都没上来这里打扫灰尘了=(

被骂了。。呵呵。。我会努力update的。。哦给？？

今早就到学校了。。到校门口时。。看到德钟。。

我开始犹豫到底要不要进去？？想了想~我还是进去了

Ah Heng帮忙遮着我。。但最后还是失败了。。

只能怪自己太大只了=(....他第一句话就说：那么快要变美国人？？

我就知道我的头发中了。。我真得没想果染出来的结果是那么的亮啦

算了。。几百年都没在校门口晨读了。。跟Ryan结了晨读书

当我偷看电话时。。真谢谢你们~发一些狗布拉吉的信息给我

看到我被抓。。还在那边开心的勒。。。还恭喜我><

之后。。德钟把高三生都交给彭宏处理。。

主任没罚我们~谢谢~但是他却要我待在学务处一天

还陪美珍出去学校附近复印。。而且是上课时间

我帮忙派memo。。然后又偷跑回班了。。

一些忙着些照片。。一些忙着派照片

一些忙着拍照。。一些忙着跳舞

一些忙着看戏。。一些忙着讲是非

一些却在角落睡觉。。一些却到处乱跑

这就是毕业典礼过后的生活

我开始慢慢会舍不得你们了~虽然我只在这山脚下的学校带了4年

我想到星期五晚上就要离开了。。就很伤心地说~

明天晚上就是毕业晚会了~我相信大家都会变成

很帅很漂亮的帅哥美女出席。。

我一定要跟大家派多多照留念留念~

我在离开前。。一定会update多一次。。放心^^

woops..i had forgot my blog

2011-10-31T08:55:00.003+08:00

there been a while i din blogging..because UEC

Oct 28th..last day of UEC...wootss..Im so happy that day

when 12pm..after i had finished my Book-keeping..

i keep turning around to looks at my friends..

i keep laugh n show my pattern lots to them...

i think they must be very frustrated to me..wakaka

after exam..wow..Im so so so happy until i cnt mention that feeling

but somebody spoiled my mood...Damn you!!!

but after that..it's get better...

that friday night..at first there are lots of them went to steamboat

with us..but because of Keat Keat..then the rest juga tak pergi

So..only Ah Heng, Haw, Sheepy, JingLing,Enson,Koko & me

went to Town of steamboat..we met tiok Peyshan & wei wei them at there


This steamboat house have affordable price..is really cheap n many choices too

when on the way..the rain so big until i cnt drive well

that stupid Haw dunno the direction..so ask us wait him at Caltex that next to E-Gate

we just wait for 10 mins..then we gone..haha..cause all of us hungry already

they all start took lots of food except me waiting on seat..hehe.

come serve me !!! hell..Jingling, Ah heng always serve me..Thx ya^^

but that night i really din eat much...a bowl of noodle , 6pieces of ham,2 fish balls,

2 bird eggs, 2prawns,ice-cream,4cups of juice

is this call makan steamboat???wakaka

Haw super happy that day..i think..cause he dream come true..

can fetch his lover go kai kai...

after that..we fetch Enson Home..then Haw fetch sheepy back butterworth

Enson home was a bit far...his house very deep inside tanjung bungah

after that..heng speed back to auto city meet Haw..

we went to Over-time..of course..Starker for us.。。fruitpunch for Jingling

the time going to be late..so we hurry fetch Jingling go home..

my body just like on fire ><...haha

saturday morning..i slept until 11 something..

then boyang call ask me how??still going or not??

but at last..hooray..i can go...i brought my sis along

Koko fetch me up to meet Ah heng..then i swtich to Heng's car

Koko went to fetch Herng,Potato & duck...

Me,Jess & Heng..went to Gurney there d MCD wait Enson

I had try the new Mini Chicken Bites..

I'm loving it..hehe

　after Enson reached..we heading to 1st Avenue..

while reached there..D'vol dance studio had performed at there

so met tiok Yumito & Peeyee..Jia sheng them

talk a while then i left..Heng left 3 of us..he went to

find his Adidas shoe..Koko them went to Master Choo..

their movie time earlier than us..

we watch In time..is a nice movie...

we walked around the plaza..to wait until 4.30pm for our movie

this movie is talking about 'Time is Power,Time is Money'

Justin Timberlake..^^

But i hvt watch panaroma & real Steal..><

later dunno they wan watch wat movie leh???

after movie...the sky was so dark n it started to rain..

we fetch Enson back home then we went for our dinner

traffic so jam that night..we cnt make it to Rinko housewarming party

that night..so mny frens jio go to Over-time, Fuel, Voodoo & mois

but i had gave it up that night..because im not robot..i will tired d leh

Sunday i slept until 2pm..damn late right??

Teddy fetch me n jess went to eat laksa..i dun love laksa..but i do love the crackers

after that went to sunway for apple & xiu yu Presents..

urgghh..i got no idea at all..so bought Body Shop staff for them

at night went to Bikkuri Station with Teddy, Haw, Heng

i had a same set again...not dare to try on others

after that..Haw said that he was hungry..so we went to MCD again

4 of us having the family box as supper..

Lots of books waiting me to tidy up..i need to seperated all the subjects

wuwuwu..tmrw school re-open..sibeh behsyok..

tuesday..singing competition..but i hadn't practice yet..wakaka

gotta off..get prepare then heading to Sunway again...

go cheong K and movie time <3

Muacks

'My Happiest Moment'

2011-10-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

this picture snap on 5th September 2011

i had ponteng school that day because some of friends going to leave malaysia

& heading to Taiwan..so i'm going to airport..

in the early morning, this guy brought me to Batu Ferigghi

for a morning walk by seaside..i love it

the weather was so lovely <3

i wanna try it again..but not ponteng ><

we always snap picture no matter where we go

but i love this picture so much..

it remind me how sweet we are^^

that moment i would never forgot =）

i love you

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2011-10-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

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2011-10-17T22:43:00.001+08:00

today when PJ class..i 'accidentally ' forgot my shirt in class

so me n yun kena denda..200 kali duck down n up...&$@*%&@)

this is first time in this year..(i think it might be last too)

this is the second time after i step in the school till now

my leg muscle pain till i wanna cry..seriously pain..urgghhh ><

today watched Johnny English at JE class...

whole day awful cause my stomachache...(not toilet that kind)

my dear dear bought me the medicine..but i hvt use it yet..later lah ^^

thanks ya dear...muackzz

dear fetch me n my sis went home today...

after that..me n sis went to potong rambut...kenapa??

kerana esok spot-check lagi sampai khamis..==

gila sekolah ini..tetapi tak apa lah..last time already i think

this time i really potong short short liao..hehe..a bit funny

my sis keep laughing at me ...adui

this is what my funny hair looks like!!!

i promise dear dear grounded at home for 2 weeks..wuwuwu

only dear can bring me out right??keke

after 3 days..the Game of UEC begin..but i dun think so

i had prepare enough for it..im quite nervous..haiz

why the time past so freaking past wor??

i dun wan get bad result..it very shameful leh...

we all really crazy dy..the exam hvt start..but we dy plan

all the programs after exam..haha...

my list after exam:

-watch movie

-sing K

-eat pizza & sushi

-fly kite

-go beach

-clean up my room

-halloween party

-clubbing & shopping

WOOHOO....!!!

now i wanna continue my revision lur...arh boh dear will scold me liao ~~~

muacks...love u all so much...

我够笨

2011-10-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

今天整天莫名其妙很累。。所以睡了很久
整天只吃了一碗面。。因为我知道晚上我们会出去
六点。。我早就准备好了。。等你来接我
妹问我要吃吗？？我告诉她们吃完吧。。我出去吃
当你告诉我，你去吃晚餐时，我就知道你忘了
但我还是问了你还有去吗？？你却问我去哪里？？
那时候我觉得算了。。你已经忘记了。。
是不是觉得我还有潜能做笨蛋呢？？
是的。。我非常适合~~~
下次无论你说什么。。我们都签白纸黑字来证明吧~
不是不出了。。时间也过了。。又浪费一天啦
我说不出了。。你还告诉我无所谓？？你跟你朋友去？？
所以一切都算了。。
关于status的问题。。我不会在乎那个东西。。希望你也一样

interview day

2011-10-15T15:49:00.001+08:00

today woke early in the morning n get prepared

after fetch up Jy..we went to Chai Leng Park for our breakfast

next..we went to Pearl View Hotel for our interview

of Genting Highlands Sdn.Bhd holiday jobs

when we reached there...wow..there are lots of people

so we fill up our form n waiting..

while we waiting..we saw Mr.Bean n his fren

we pass up the form & wait for several hours

i feel sleepy while waiting...><

suddenly..i heard my name..so i masuk the room

start felt a bit nervous..he ask me to take out my IC

but guess wat??i had forgot my IC...i lefted it at home

so i use my driving license..haha

he keep ask some questions..

At last..i get my job..a job as croupier(casino dealer)

this is my first time as this job..

but should i consider ??erm..i dunno..haiz

im leaving Malaysia in January or February..so should i go?

after the interview..we went to Chai leng park again

for our lunch...famous Chicken Rice of Ban Quan

yummy n ate lots...this cause a fatty me><

alright..i wanna continue my study lur...TATA

Octoberfeast..i cnt join this year ..so do the party..wuwuwu

CIBAI

2011-10-12T23:47:00.004+08:00

Ma puki..seriously??that 'gorgeous girl' viewing my blog since when??long time ago??
That sexy leopard..ewww..feel wanna throw up..
this is her honour that been show up in my blog..eww(seriously humiliate my blog)
oh..who interested that super cute leopard can come find me o..i can intro to u guys..
what the fuck god..this is my first time praise a person in public ><
just simple post that let me throw out my comment..DAMN!!!

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2011-10-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

today woke early in the morning..fetch grandma to pasar pagi for

yummy LOH MEE at Kota Permai Pasar..lots people ==

after that back home prepare for tuition..but manazai chg time

so it might late to penang..so i chg it to other day

first went to Tesco that next to E-Gate..for milk

cause im going to GuLENG HOOd pray for my UEC

this is my second time went there..cause last week when i went

i forgot to tied the strings..so pray again

then heading to Muileyo-yogurt..recomended by Xievall

erm..this time i pick apple flavour n 3 toppings..

forgot to snap pic...actually it tastes good..<3 it

after the temple..we went to 1st Avenue for Abduction

n our lunch..urggh..wont went there again..hate Kim Gary

too much choices to make..but i still cnt chose wat i wan ><

we went to Sungai Pinang there for dinner..but off monday ==

as we not hungry so we back BM..chit chat at grandma house

so now is 12.05am..i felt hungry liao..i wan eat pizza llah><

fatty me..dunno when just can slim down..haha

i think is a mission impossible..wakaka

alright..stop here n gonna sleep tight now...

Miss you...hehe

MAD + UPSET

2011-10-08T20:51:00.001+08:00

today morning a bit unhappy..cause we 2 behsyok each other...= =
过后我们还是见面了。。我们小吵了。。到底何时才不吵架？？
不喜欢和你吵架。。但喜欢和你逗逗嘴。。你一定输的。。呵呵。。
但是我真的不喜欢你对我隐瞒嘛。。有话直说不就行了。。
其实我在前几天就有感觉怪怪的。。想不到今天发生了
我们虽然吵了很多。。但我的心还是向着你。。很多人以为我放下你了　　
事实上没有。。我欺骗自己而已。。我想通了。。我想要在相信回你了
你却告诉我你不懂还有没有对她有感觉？？先生。。你在玩我吗？？
或许玩我。。你会开心吧！！！我很后悔之前失去过你。。所以我不想有第二次
我留在马来西亚的时间剩下两个月多。。我想跟你一起走那两个月甚至越久
但是你让我失望了。。还是同一个人？？我一听到。。我哭了。。我顿时觉得累了
我不该再相信回你。。因为这样只会让我再次受伤。。再次难过
每次都在考试前。。搞到我很难收拾心情。。之前有朋友陪我聊天
现在我真的不懂可以找谁？？大家都在拚考试拼统考。。
我真的不懂要找谁说心事？？有谁懂我的心情是有多么的糟？？
我只能发泄在面子书上。。我错了。。对不起。。我好想好好继续我们的故事
但是我不能原谅你。。我已经做了三次的傻瓜了。。够了。。我没在欠你了
我在想你也应该不会像要和我在一起了。。因为你说过你讨厌做选择。。
既然你的心总是放不开她。。那就算了。。有天就算你懂了。。你醒了
也别再来找我了。。她一定是个好女子。。要不然不会三番两次都因为她
而伤害我。。我陪不上你。。真的抱歉。。我给不了你要的幸福。。
无论你的决定是什么。。我都尊重你。。结论是我不可能再相信你
要建立信心和相信不容易。。但是我已经努力了。。也应该停止了。。
我还是很谢谢你曾经留下一段美好的回忆给我。。我不会忘记～
你要赶快去新加坡绝对是个借口。。你只是想要逃避。。现在不用了。。
你给不了我幸福。。那就让另一段感情幸福吧。。
很对不起。。我时常不听你的话。。我常跟男上出门。。
我很霸道。。总是管你。。但不让你管我。。
对不起。。你伤心难过的时候，我还重伤你。。没有安慰你
对不起。。我不了解你。。你说得对。。我们之间有一道墙
总之。。我真得很抱歉。。我会离开的。。很快罢了。。
我说还有几样东西还未完成。。我自己会起完成它。。谢谢你～
我也醒了。。我们不适合。。我只带来不快乐给你。。对不起
你也要离开这里了。。别再因为我让自己再次后悔。。去追求你的幸福吧～

2011-10-03T15:12:00.001+08:00

today 7am woke already..cause mommy going to KL this morning..

tuition class at 8am...so early right??mny people late..so do me...XD

actually i just join first section only..but EVA beg me to accompany her

but lastly me n sheep spent our times at Yee Fong there..gossip..haha

after the class...went to Jusco for our Dutch Lady..Full Cream for Me n Orange,

Low Fat for Sheepy & Haw..Fresh for EVA...

tmrw we going to GULENG HOOD...we wanna pray for good result

haha..but i knw we hav to work hard too..

maybe heading to Sleeping Buddha too

We actually going at 12pm..but that Orange 3pm just finish tuition..yor

nvm lah..sheepy n eva came my class for revision after the class

girls..stop fooling me..i swear that i dun hav lah !!!

just now fetch EVA & sheepy go home..walao eh

sheepy forgot her house key..so mommy back all the way from work

SHEEPY...dun be so troublesome next time...ok??hehe

after fetch sheepy go home..me n EVA went to 0 celcius for drink

then after that went to da bao for my sister

but guess wat?? along the raja uda sampai apollo...none economic rice==

just lefted the JIU WANG YE...but my sis dun likey vegie

so i drive back to BM..walao eh..mny tak buka juga

why why why??kenapa semua tak buka??

hoho..just cut my fringe...not big difference..but i like it..<3

alright..is time for revision...GAMBATEH =)

ponteng 2 hari

2011-09-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

first day of the week..september 26th...~ Fatty JyE birthday..

he was 17 now...happy birthday bro...

after school..wanna gav him surprise..but he saw it

by the way his face sibeh dark..dunno wat happen to him

even tough i feel so old when hang out with yr fren

but im happy..u all are great..love the feel hang out with u guys

september 27th

i told Ewen that i wont go school that day,,

but he want to go...still say together ..hng

that day keep online then revision then mv..charm lah

evening time..mom suddenly say kia go penang..

so first stop...mommy go office take her document

then heading to Queensbay Mall...absolutely shopping again

fatty me.haha..everytime went thr never will forgot my JCO yogurt


My favourite besides tutti frutti...<3

after that...just been a while..sis said she want to eat sushi..

then we went to sushi king..erm..actually got a bit not fresh lur

next time need aware liao...><

actually who that bought lots of staff is my mommy

i just bought a pair of home slipper..polka dots..cubi nia

n bear shape d plate..tmrw take to school..hehe

i love the bear mug n bowl too...

regret din buy it..i want go buy after UEC..

hope dun out of stock again..or i will burn yr shop ==

mommy say want go gurney for her office wear...

so go a while nia...

after that dinner time...James Foo Western Food

i dunno how to say where is it..but after we reached there

mom just say OH...here is it..i been here before...==

now i knew it located at Fettes Road...beside that Fatty Chicken rice shop

the chicken rice very famous since i was small..

Heng them that day just went there..but we went for bak kut teh

just early 9pm..but the shop already full of customers..

met tiok fren there..lucky me..hoho

why there so mny people??because the food there cheap..(very cheap)

the most expensive price in the menu is RM 22..cheap right??

the portion of the meal suitable for a normal person

the enviroment not bad..because this is new shop

James Foo Family this business since 1985

the service crew not bad too..n the food come fast..(about 20min)

people ..go try it..when reached island plaza then turn left..then u will saw it

The most happy things is finally i did it..

withthin 5 min..i can past through penang bridge...woohoo

sibeh syok nia..i thought this is mission impossible..but i dun think so now

urghhh..tmrw llast day of school then start our war holiday..pity me

is time to tidy up prepare for exam...=(

can i do it??haha..i dunno

~~X go out..especially at night~~

~~X party~~

~~X movie~~

~~X sing k~~

~~X shopping~~

~~X sleep late~~

i dun think so i can do it.. ^^

WoOhOo

2011-09-24T13:48:00.002+08:00

FinalExam over...yeah!!..but UEC coming in 3 weeks...haiz

pressure pressure...i hate you..but i hate exam more

why as student need to take exam so much??

exam any helpful??just make the student gone crazy only

after next week..holiday for 2 weeks...

erm...actually this holiday not for entertainment...not for fun =(

is going to prepare for world war 3..shoot!!!

my sickness killing me a week already...damn

my voice so sexy now...HAHA~~

few days be4...had a fight with my sis ==

she scratch my face..guess wat??my face !!!

bleeding...i din put any medicine on it...

my hand too...pity me >< that day really geram her nia

exam cepat mari..i waiting for you.!!!

after UEC...Holla...party everynight..haha...

shopping everyday...

my target for NOV & DEC

kind of tired...wanna take a nap..so TATA!!!!

muacks...miss my dear <3