Diabolic. Vindictive.

Yes. No. You are far more than Olympian Gods. You are a legendary Titan.

You decorate your throne with your elegantly proud posture in the hall of Gods. Sometimes you give a thought to the ‘things’ . You try to think straight. You can’t. You feel venerable to the ghast negativity of every question you have. But you are God. Insuperable. You sublimate the doubts in your aura of attitude and arrogance. You build up a cyst around yourself. Impregnable castle. You are amazed by your own efficacy.

You are amused by many other things about yourself. When you crack a joke you smile like a smug who just smelt his own fart. It is not depressing that you are the only one who is enthralled by your sense of humor. Other mortals just do not get the humor. They are merely samples of your playfulness. They might have a dim perception that you played a crual trick on them, but they lack the intelligence to really comprehend the magnitude of it. You are so authentic and original.

“Lets get out of the Sun and wait in shadow”

“I am generating vitamin D”

“Where do you live?”

“I live in the present”

Hail to you! Almighty. All knowing. Omnipresent. In your bizarre smuggish humor  there exists a subtle self mockery and bits of philosophy. It reflects how down to earth you are.  So cute and innocent.

But you need to tell your followers that you mock yourself, you bring pain upon yourself, you taunt yourself because even a legion of Satans cannot amiss your authority. You do it for pleasure purposes as no one else can do it to you.

And as far as your philosophy goes it is by itself a joke. Every joker is a philosopher.

God! Don’t you feel sometime to come out of your majestic city of Gods, get a life and put some fight like a real man?

PS: You are counting on mortals not to understand this. LOL

You choose to write about the random, witty, sarcastic conversation you had with random people, creating an impression on readers that you are a merciless antagonist, nourishing your ego with the brains of rather simpler people. But then most of the readers are puzzled, or they damn your best efforts with faint praise.

You choose to write about the music you have been listening to. You want to express how much you are in love with “Enigma”. Then you take the bag of your vocabulary, turn it upside down and shake it. You are not amazed at the words that fall out as they fall short of describing any kind of music, even simple sounds of clanging of bells, the beating of drums or the simple chant of words ‘Buddham sharanam gacchami”. So you end up reviewing the whole project as “Good”. (Enigma is an electronic musical project founded by Michael Cretu, David Fairstein and Frank Peterson in 1990.)

Then you consider writing about the fight you are waiting for between Kuchiki Byakuya and Kurosaki Ichigo in coming episodes of Bleach. Then you try to count number of people who might end up reading this blog entry (in case you publish it) who also watch Bleach. In this perceptive IIT campus was much better place where every other person will have atleast one interest common with you. May be if you write about how Butters Scotch became pimp in recent South Park’s Episode “Butters’ bottom bitch” more people would relate to it. Not because they tried their hands at the profession but there is a slight chance that they might be watching at least one serial by ‘Comedy Central’.

Honestly, you start feeling sleepy and decide to postpone updating the blog until you find some good comic strip to share.

Now, you suddenly realize that you have been living in Milkyway for a considerable amount of time yourself. So you really wont be reading anything that tell you how to do the same. I am sure that you trust me not to write anything which is so incredibly useless. (Although the fact is that, it being so incredibly useless and pointless creates a urge in me to actually write it).

Then you go like, “What the hell, is this a not even remotely funny attempt to write a sci-fi comedy? Was hitchhiker’s guide to galaxy not enough for one life time”

Relax. Do not trouble your brain cells thinking more about it. I just wanted to say that it been 25 years since I was born.

Ooh , so it’s your birthday. Well let’s see your birthday suit! - Stewie Griffin

One problem here. My turning 25 has nothing to do with you. So, you’ve go to know that you are absolutely right. It has absolutely nothing to do with you. It is my blog so it has to do with me. And since it is my ‘birthday’ it is a <quote>  big deal <unquote> for me. And since you have already been through an exorbitant amount of stupid random crap I trust you to keep on reading further.

Damn! I was really not waiting for this day to come. I always thought that I will be God till the time I turn 25. Come on, how much time can it take for one to become God.

Sadly I am not very much close to my expectations. Now I have to think about my life after 25 . sigh!

“Better the day of death than the day of one’s birth” (Ecclesiastes 7:1).

Ending song of Death note season one. by Alumina.

Nagareru toki no naka matataku setsunateki kirameki o
Kono yo no kioku ni kizamu tame arukitsuzukeru Believer

Dare ni mo mirenai yume o mite iranai mono wa subete suteta
Yuzurenai omoi kono mune ni yadoshite

Mada riaru to idearu no hazama ni ite gisei no kase ni ashi o torarete mo
Afureru shoudou osaekirenai tsuyoku motomeru kokoro ga aru kara

“Itsuwari” “Osore” “Kyoshoku” “Urei” samazama na negatibu ni
Torawareru hodo yowaku wa nai kodoku mo shiranu Trickster

Yozora o tsukisasu biru no mure hoshi nado mienai sora miage
“Mayoi wa nai ka” to jibun ni toikakeru

Kono machijuu afureru mono ni mamire utsutsu o nukasu you na koto wa nai
Asu e to tsunagaru michi no hate de kono te ni tsukamu mono o mitai kara

Mabuta o toji ishiki no umi ni ukande omoiegaku risou o te ni suru sono toki o

Kagiri aru “sei” o kono yo ni uke kare yuku dake wa oroka ni hitoshii
Hoka no dare mo ga mochienai mono “jibun jishin” to iu na no kesshou e

Kireigoto o tsukitoosu koto itsuka makoto e kawaru
Katakuna ni shinjitsuzuketai It’s just my faith. The absolute truth.

Nagareru toki no naka matataku setsunateki kirameki o
Kono yo no kioku ni kizamu tame arukitsuzukeru believer

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[english version]

A momentary sparkle twinkles within the
flowing time
I’m a Believer who can keep walking so to engrave into this world’s memories

I had a dream that no one else could
have
And I threw away everything that I didn’t need
Thoughts that I can’t surrender dwell in my chest

Even if I’m still in the rift between
reality and ideals
And my feet are bound by shackles of sacrifice
My overflowing impulse isn’t fully repressed
Because I have a heart that yearns powerfully

“Pretense” “Fear” “Facade” “Grief”
I won’t be weak enough
To be apprehended by the various negative things
I’m a trickster who doesn’t know loneliness

The groups of buildings that pierce
the night sky
I look up at the sky in which stars are such are invisible
And ask myself, “Won’t I be lost?”

Things like being smeared by those
who overflow in this entire city
Or being infatuated won’t happen to me
Because at the end of the road that connects to tomorrow
I want to see something that’ll grab onto my hand

I close my eyes and it surfaces in
my sea of consciousness
The moment when I’ll get the ideal that I’d pictured

To merely be accepted by this world
and rot away
For as long as you “live” is equal to being stupid
Go toward that which no one else can have-
The crystal known as “my oneself”

Piercing through the whitewash
Will turn into the fact someday
I want to keep believing in it stubbornly
It’s just my faith. The absolute truth.

A momentary sparkle twinkles within
the flowing time
I’m a Believer who can keep walking so to engrave into this world’s memories

Song: Mad Surfer
Artist: Kenichi Asai

lyrics:

DORAIBUGI GARUZUTATOU pasapasa no kami
HAIESU DASSHUBODO ashi nagedashite
DAUNTAUN nukedashite betsu sekai e yes worry
gang a boy HEDDOSHIEKU big wave power

somebody get me a love somebody get me a wild
I love your deadly hair I love your deadly wild
just rozy you got crazy

bad days nagasute te shizen ni kaesu rock bibi
NACHURARU shikou no ore tachi na no sa

somebody get me a love somebody get me a wild
I love your deadly hair I love your deadly wild
sphinx rose RUDEI living alone hey

sweet days sweet girls sweet smoke BUREIKU CHANSU
ANDORUBI BUREKKUFUASTO BLT JO PERI
yamagoya sodachi no ore tachi dakara
yakeni yakeni oh rolling

somebody get me a love somebody get me a wild
I love your deadly hair I love your deadly wild
somebody get me a love somebody get me a wild
I love your deadly hair I love your deadly wild
nobody living alone nobody living alone

From order of the stick at Gaint in the Playground Games.

PS: just realized that today’s date is 09-09-09 …

PPS: Just another extrapolation , JAE, I seem to like the characters with ‘B’ as the first character of their names. Meet Belkar. HE IS SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!