not about you for sure =)

Happy weekend

2012-02-11T17:05:00.001-08:00

ohh hell jyeaah everyone, its weekend! and i am so excited to go shopping with mummy later on and eat meatball at ikea. ngee. goin to be a several mall visitor today. lol. and as a starter, my day started with my sayang garfield disturbin me while i am sleeping.

thank you so much garfield. kak yaya love you! (-,-)

Love Letter

2012-02-08T17:54:00.000-08:00

It has been 2 months since arwah atuk left us. things get better bit by bit, i guess. i am not really sure myself.

this photo were taken back then during his birthday celebration at my home.

Dear atuk,

Nenek was so sad this morning realizing the fact that it has been two months since you left us. Yaya really don't know what to do at first. I was holding back my tears. I actually wanted to appear strong in front of her so that she can be strong too. But I know, deep down inside her, only Allah knows how she felt at that time. I can see from the eyes, where at one point, the tears are there. But still atuk, I am quite good you know. Even though nenek already start crying, I still managed to hold back my tears. I am pretty good in hiding it actually. I know you must be proud of me now. :) Then I showed her all of your pictures that I took before. Luckily, being me, I love to take photos of you before. So i had tons of pictures that I can look to every single time I miss you. One thing yaya regret, I didn't take any video of you. I wanna hear your voice. I really miss that voice of yours. Funny yet very calming. :) I know you are doing good up there. Got to go atuk, I have to go and urut nenek cause she's been complaining that her back is hurts.

Lots of Love,

Yaya.

Wordless Wednesday #6

2012-02-07T18:10:00.001-08:00

weekend with la familia

2012-02-05T08:49:00.001-08:00

we had super great time! eventhough it was freakin hot. but, it was something worth remembering. enjoy some pictures that i took. :)

Kaisara 1st birthday

2012-02-04T07:26:00.001-08:00

thank you so much for inviting me cayce! i had fun and the party was so pwettyyyy KECUALI the b
clown. me no like.

fact no #76: I am afraid of clown and maskot blergh

saya doakan semoga Kaisara menjadi anak yang solehah bila dh dewasa nanti. Amin

My surprise birthday

2012-02-01T22:17:00.000-08:00

definitely one of best moment i will remember for the rest of my life. thank you guys so much for the surprise.

part paling best, 1 2 3 bangun! ahahahaha! sumpah korang comel. :')

I AM ONE HAPPY GIRL SURROUNDED WITH AWESOME PEOPLE! YAY BIG TIME!

hello february

2012-02-01T06:43:00.001-08:00

1st February people! lets hope its goin to be a better month for all of us. insyaallah. :)

restless

2012-01-29T08:33:00.001-08:00

dear world,
tonight i feel so tired. tired of my life to be exact. i am restless day by day. sometimes i really miss my own sweet time where i dont have schedule to follow. to just sit and enjoy a cup of coffee. i miss those time. my life is so hectic. i feel like wanna give up. too much commitments on many things. day by day, it ate myself when i stop thinking about myself. keep prioritize others on top of me.

dear world,
just now, i explode. i just feel like i cant take this anymore. i need rest. i need time for myself. but mummy is forever being her. she told me do not give up on things that i enjoyed doing it. and if you wanna succeed and be successful, learn it from the hard way. helping other people is good after all
thank you mummy for being my bestfriend and always support me in everything that i do. i'm blessed.

mummy in blue. even prettier than my adik trolololo

testing

2012-01-27T17:45:00.001-08:00

loving my birthday present :)

the day I realized I am a young adult

2012-01-26T09:09:00.000-08:00

warning: this entry will be full with my oh-so-cute pictures, okbye perasan. muehehe.

finally, I have time to write an entry about my birthday eventhough It was already few days back tapi takpelah kan, birthday kita mestilah kita nak cerita kat awak semua ok enoying sangatt tu. :p

sebelum saya memalukan diri dengan lebih lanjut dengan memaparkan semua gambar gambar hidung MANCUNG~~kembang~~ saya hehehe, allow me to give an introduction first.

so basically, i was quite down week before my birthday cause thinking of the fact that i am not able to celebrate my birthday with the boyfriend and my bestfriends sebab kena balik kampung. tapi one day after I finished my final exam, I decided to spend time with the boyfriend which is sehari sebelum my birthday. haha so basically itu lah introductionnya lol. sukahati aku jer tambah -nya kat belakang perkataan introduction muehehehe

MEMANG PANJANG GILE INTRODUCTION KAU ALYA (-___-")

~~nanti saya bagi penutup jugak :p~~

Now, let the pictures do the talking...

where the magic begin :)

the birthday girl :)

semua wish dah sweet sweet dah, sekali sampai kat wish encik boyfriend. belum apa apa dah typo. He wrote Sayan instead of Sayang, ingatkan kat msg jek selalu typo (-___-")

tapi tapi, the card is soo sweet. it's written

" Your birthday should be a wonderful day because you're someone who makes life so much brighter for all those around you "

these are the people who lied to me A LOT on that day but it's all worth it :)

yours truly, the oh-so-kiut birthday girl *MUNTAH!

the cake was super awesome like seriously sedap gile. best red velvet i ever tasted so far! and and the beautiful flower given by him. *angau :p

&& my favs!

chocs and macarons! and not to forget, my giant macarons. sumpah puas makan hihihi :)

I personally love this picture.

& I am proud to call them my bestfriends :)

can I spend all my birthday from now onwards together with you <3? :)

& it is a must,

A group picture.

i can totally see that clearly nut (-___-")

after the dinner,

paling bajet

ye, perangai sebenar juga walaupun dah berumur 21 tahun.

thank you so much guys & r. mu'izzuddin for the surprisee! me love it to the max! I really appreciate what you guys did :D

p/s: on that day, he lied to me by saying he wanted to meet his friend at Alexis. texted fiza and she said she is at Aeon with her lil. bro. texted Nut and she said she's in the movie at Sunway Pyramid. semua pentipukkkkkk! hehehe tapi, semua saya sudah maafkan bwahaha okbye

akhir kata dari saya,

SAYA DAH 21!!!! :D

loves,

ALYAA J.

quick update

2012-01-24T07:26:00.000-08:00

helloo semua,

i am so eager to share with you guys about the birthday celebration but tak tahu lah sempat ke tak, cause today the whole day i am outside then balik rumah terus kena settle some stuff and unpack my luggage which I didn't unpack pun last friday sebab balik lewat sangat sampai rumah terus collapse sebab penat sangat. then tomorrow early in the morning I have sife meeting at wawa's and nak bincang pasal Presentation for Loreal. Khamis either teman mami pegi shopping or practice presentation for Loreal. Jumaat till Ahad Sife Training at Quality Hotel. aiyoyoyoyo. can I even call this a holiday meh? so busy and pack :/

but but, will definately try my best to find time to post an entry about my birthday celebration, kita seronok lahhh nak kongsi gambar gambar kita semua yang nampak ketara sangat hidung ~~mancung~~kembang . hewhewhewhew

loves,
ALYAA J.

Wordless Wednesday #5

2012-01-17T18:38:00.000-08:00

unsatisfied

2012-01-16T18:47:00.000-08:00

Morning all,

For this entry, i just want to share one incident that happened to me few months back and I really think that I should share this to at least change perception of the publics towards students from local universities.

this happened few months back. I was walking with a friend to have our lunch at Dataran Cendekia, UiTM Shah Alam. There was this one chinese couple came up to me and asked me the direction on how to go to INTEC. So being typical me, I was like sangat semangat lah kan explained to them all the way from A-Z and then right after I finished, they were like asking few questions about myself. *sempat lagi kan borak dengan strangers lol* basically, our conversation is in English. At the end of the conversation, they said that they were impressed with the fact that I am fluent in English. I still remember what they said,

" You used quite a good English. I am impressed. Didn't really expect that from UiTM " the man said.

of course at that time I was flattered with the compliments, no doubt about that. who doesn't kan? but to think about it again, I felt humiliated as local university students. I bet most people have this kind of perception where students from local universities are not really good in English. especially UiTM lah kan sebab kononnya universiti orang Melayu heh. I can't really deny that they are small percentage of students where they are not really fluent in English tapi janganlah sebab segelintir tu, nak pandang rendah kat semua students from local uni.

marah saya okeng! ok tipu, takde lah marah sangat hehehe, cuma terkilan sebab ada lagi segelintir masyarakat yang mempunyai persepsi begitu.

true love story

2012-01-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

this story is real. it's about a man and a woman. who took the risk to be together without even knowing each other.

it happened back then during the 1950s.

the man was an army. He engaged to a woman for 4 years and finally they decided to get marry. Month before the wedding, he went back to his hometown without feeling anything except for happiness. however, the happiness ended there when the future bride cancelled the wedding just because she decided that she's going to marry another man. he was so heart broken at that time and decided to go back to the army camp.

as weeks past by, a close friend decided to introduce few women in the village but all were rejected. he was about to give up until he saw a picture. a picture of a woman. he had this instinct where he know this is the one. without even knowing each other, he decided to get marry to the woman in the picture. By only one meeting with the father, they get married one month later.

night after the solemnization, that was the first time the woman saw the face of the man that she chose to marry with. that was their very first time to really look at each other and embrace the whole night together.

A year after that, the man had to serve the country. He was sent to Congo for year. The woman was already pregnant at that time. while the man was walking onto the ship with the rest of Malaya army. The woman felt devastated and she was running all the way towards the ship and couldn't stop waving.

It was not easy for both of them. The woman believe that her husband will be back soon safely. the man promised that he will be back right after his responsibilities to serve the country ended. He kept his promises up till his very last breath. His wife is the only woman that she ever love in his entire life.

they went through everything together, and had 5 kids from the marriage. they really love each other so much. although they started the marriage without even knowing each other, they made it till the end. till the rest of his life. this story is real. it is not something that I made up.

this story is about how my grandfather met my granny and decided to be one.

back then when he was 24 years old :)

this is what exactly she told me about my late grandfather.

" atuk kau tu ya, baik sangat orangnya. sepanjang kami kahwin selama 50++( i can't really remember), sekali pun dia tak pernah naik suara kat atuk(my nenek). apatah lagi marah. jauh sekali "

and few days before arwah atuk left us forever, he was sitting at the porch with my nanny while looking at people who passed by the road. all of sudden, he took her hand while saying " saya ni.. sayang sangat sangat dekat awak. awak sayang saya tak? "

:'(

" no matter how many times Mr. Boyfriend told me that I have to start accept the fact and let it go. I simply can't . It's too painful to accept it. Despite that, I know life must goes on and i'll make sure that i will take care of u nenek. Just like what atuk did. I will always try my best to make u smile and happy again. I rather give up my social life and be with you all day long and listens to your love story with arwah atuk. To see you smile and laugh while talking about it is completely priceless. I totally can imagine how happy you were back then. "

" To stop missing you is something that I have to learn to live with "

loves,

ALYAA J.

aku-nak-ini-as-birthday-present wishlist

2012-01-11T19:47:00.000-08:00

hahaha. can i get more straight forward than that? lol. sumpah muka tembok. eh salah, muka cantik. :p bak kata encik bapa. suka cakap kat saya, banyak cantik muka kau. everytime saya mintak handbag baru. hihihi cantik cantik pun, nanti bagi jugak. :p so anyway, good morning semuaa!.

as you all know (waaah gitu, kau hengat kau retis alya, smua org pakat nak ingat birthday kau puiii), my birthday is just around the corner and quite a few people has already started asking me on what I want as my birthday. here's the thing, setiap kali orang tanya, i'll go blur. macam maluu gitu nak cakap *padahal!

i think myb it is an instant reaction kot, terus macam hmmm. aku nak apa ehh? padahal sebenarnya wishlist nya dah boleh sepanjang resit kalau shopping groceries kat tesco penuh dua troli (-___-") sian mami. eh salah, sian dedi. :')

so, without waiting and wasting our time, let's start with the list. *hohoho syoknyewwwwww. :p

1.

this is specifically for mr. dedi laah hehe. selagi tak dapat. hmm xnak drive james( the name of the car haha! ). nak drive ini, pls dedi plsssss.

i want the whole set of this. i want it so badly aih. hehe but daddy seems can't get the point of having polaroid camera when u can just snap with your phone camera and then later edit it as polaroid. that's exactly what he think. feeling nya lain okay dedi. lain gituu.

i want this i want this! not just because of the oh-so-pweetyyyyy bottle. but because of the smell. nice okeng! simply me.

konon konon macam aku and sarah jessica parker have the same exact taste in perfume muehehe. :p

mulberry handbags muehehe. sangatlaah cantikkksss. ;)

i am forever in love with charm bracelet. any kind of charm bracelet would do for me! ;)

a square scarf from Tie rack, London. or tak pun salvatore ferragamo ker hikhikhikhik :p

i think that's all kot. sebab macam tak dapat pikir.*kononkonon pikir nak exam jer. hehehe anyway, whatever it is, i'm feeling very much excited for my coming birthday because it feels like i am so going to be a one fine young lady. legal age okay! :p

haaa, before i forget. nak kek macam ni.

hehehehe. yums! macarons tower as birthday cake pun okay jugak. :p

list ini adalah sangat syok sendiri, harap termaklum.

till then, take care readers! I simply can't wait to go back to Johor this weekend! :) have a nice week ahead people! stay healthy!

loves,

ALYAA J.

distraction at home

2012-01-09T21:54:00.000-08:00

lokasi: rumah manis rumah.

*lepas dinner, angan angan hati ingin study.*

me: bukak buku dan baru jek tengah cari pen.

kakak: yaa, aku nak pakai mask ni. jumla main spa spa muka.

me: tamau, nak study.

kakak: apa barang study, *sambil menari menari dan berlalu pergi*

FUHHH, SEKARANG BOLEH STUDY. *dalam hati

baru sempat tulis 3 baris.

adik: yaaa, jum lah tolong aku buat UPU ni. aku tatau nak pilih course apa.

me: i'm busy. aku tgh study.

adik: alaaaa. meh lah ya.

me: tamauu byebyebye.

*sambunglah menulis nota*

SELANG BEBERAPA MINIT KEMUDIAN.

*garfield si kucing datang menghampiri*

me: *dalam hati* OH NO NO! DAH DATANG DAAAH.

garfield: meooow meooww meoow ( macam mengadu sesuatu yang aku tak leh nak faham )

me: napa ni garfield, sapa kacau garfield ni?

garfield: * tolak tolak tangan aku yang tgh nak menulis *

me: janganlah garfield. kak yaya nak study ni. duk diam diam okay. garfield good girl kan

memang die bertindak mengikut arahan. TAK SYAK LAGI.

pastu memang dia syiokk tido kat atas buku. sampai aku terpaksa angkat angkat sikit tangan die nak tgk buku tu.

(-_____-") SABAR JE LAH.

quote

2012-01-07T15:39:00.000-08:00

i want nothing but a good vibe and a good company!

p/s: if you happen to read this ( i know you do :p ) mr. boyfriend. i simply can't wait to meet you!

al-kisah si encik lalat

2012-01-06T21:24:00.000-08:00

pada suatu pagi,

ketika saya hendak mandi.

ada seekor lalat yang berterbangan.

tibe tibe,

lalat itu telah mengalami kemalangan dengan lampu.

*kepala sakit terhantuk uhuk*

lalu lalat pun berkata "aduh sakit kepala aku! " <---OKAY INI TIPU. :P

lalu saya pun yang prihatin ini eceh,

dok potpetpotpet menasihati encik lalat,

"tu laah, lain kali jalan tu mata pandang depan"

*lalat pening terpusing pusing dan saya sambung mandi*

*few minutes later*

baru saya sedar.

"LALAT JALAN LAH PULAK KAN ALYA OII, APA KE SENGAI SGT HAMPA NI. TERBANG OKAY TERBANG. "

okbye, nak sambung study! :p

die hard fan

2012-01-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

sekarang dah boleh delete twitter dah sebab cita cita dah tercapai. diana danielle replied my tweet. heee suka sangat sangat. rasa mcam fall in love. muahaha, okay, that sounds so wrong. muehehehe

a day with the new boyfie

2012-01-01T20:22:00.000-08:00

meet the new boyfie, ary.

dan hobi dia bermain psp. tak layan saya pun the gf lol

p/s: this is at Starbucks, Setia Alam. selalunya aku drive thru jer, tapi this is my first time masuk dalam and I am quite amazed. So far, I think this is the best Starbucks that I ever went to. Sangat lah besar compare to other Starbucks and the environment sangatlah best untuk lepak lepak dengan kawan kawan. they even put all the board games for you to play. tak payah lah nak gigih sangat bawak saidina dari rumah muehehe. *speaking of my own experience lol :p

A great start for 2012

2012-01-01T20:03:00.000-08:00

so uolsss, how about your new year celebration? hee is it good? or not? so basically mine is great. teehee. sebab this is my first time ever celebrate new year eve. muahaha. after 20 years i've been living in this world. so, actually, i didn't plan to celebrate it pun. it's all start on saturday where my family had to go back to Johor to send my nenek. I insisted on not following them because the whole study week I've been staying at home and not doing anything beneficial.lol, not to say I didn't study at all but then I study lesser compared to if I am at hostel. too many distraction hehehe :)

saturday afternoon, went for lunch at Nasi Ayam Pak Mal, then after that, encik bapa isikan minyak kereta saya semua then they off to Johor. While I have to drive back alone to Puncak Alam. the fact that I have to be there alone in Puncak Alam is killing me at that time. rasa mcm sedih gile and sangat pathetic sebab malam new year orang happy2 while I have to go back to hostel and duduk diam diam, dinding pandang saya, saya pandang dinding cause I didn't have any housemate in this huge apartment. shoo sad :(

after few whatsapp with girlfriends, I drove back but guess what, I drove to Subang without I realized it. like seriously otak rasa macam blank sangat and I cried. saya selalu gitu! bahaya betul niiii. texted Mr. Boyf then he said " u celebrate dengan i kayh tonite " yippee yippee hehehe, terus benti nangis. drama betul. but then he had to go to his uncle house first so I drove back to Klang and went to fiza's house and stayed there. study sikit boraak banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaak. lol typical us.

borak punye borak, we decided to go to UIA to pick up our bestfriend, Izzah. :) punye lah jauh drive ke Uia. dh la aku drive sorang, kebosanan gile, selalu kalau dulu encik daddy drive pg UIA nak hantar kakak ke, takde lah rasa jauh sangat , tp ni bila aku drive sendiri, mak aihh. sambil drive sambil mencarut2 text Izzah "aku dah kat ampang ni, jauh lg ke nak sampai (-___-"). pick her up then we went to Aeon Au2 for dinner. it feels great to chat with MY bestfriends after a while we didn't meet up because everyone is busy with their own life and study and so on

cik bestie yang suka syok sendiri muahahaha.

ini fiza si adik manis si tudung cantik. heeee boleh pinjam? :p

lepas makan, we went to Desa Park City and I send them while me, went with mr. boyfriend to watch fireworks. heee

In total, I watched more than 10 fireworks and it was such a great feeling. memang eksaited and jakun sangat lah kan yours truly jadinya. eksaited sangat terjerit jerit, "b sana b sana, eh situ pulak, eh sana sana tengok " and thousand times of "oh myyy oh myyyy" hehehe.

& dekat Mont Kiara if i'm not mistaken, fireworks nya ada bentuk smiley. kat desa park bentuk love. shooo cuteee! heee. overall, fireworks paling cantik is at Desa Park, Curve and Mont Kiara. Klcc punyer kureng cantik.

then we back home, everyone is smiling. :)

the most important thing, I felt great to have the chance to spent time with my gf's and celebrate it with him. it's like when I watched the fireworks, I realized that " it is him who I want to spend my life with "

BOOOO BOOOO *JIWANG MOMENT. OKBYE

loves,

ALYAA J.

Termanis dan Terpahit 2011

2011-12-29T01:08:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum semua, hihihi. comel kan bagi salam dulu? haha okbye!
eh belum belum, disebab 2011 dah nak berakhir, i would like to recap balik everything that I can remember through out 2011. let's start with the sweet ones first. :)

1. My Childhood Bestfriend Wedding

those are all my primary friends. :)

2. In The Making of The Boyfriend Video Birthday

sangat lah susah rupanya buat video. credits to zati. after tonnes of pura pura senyum and pura pura lari and "baring-atas-rumput-sambil-mencarut2-sebab-rumput-tajam-sangat" the video was completed on time! :D

3.His Birthday

good times good times! :D

4. Penang Sife Trip

Had super great time during this trip cause I learnt many new things and get tons of new experiences. and that includes tangkap obor obor. pencapaian hidup :')

5. Bestie Surprise Birthday Celebration

i love you so much bestie! :)

6. Graduan Aspire 2011

first time jumpa hans isaac! muahahaha *cair. kelu lidah depan dia. mula mula konon nak start a conversation with him and ask few questions, sekali die dah kat depan. i go blank :0

7. Berkampung di Intekma Resort for weeks

makan sama sama, tidur sama sama, buat keje sama sama. it was indeed a great experience! and yes super busy.

8. SIFE National Competition

SIFE UiTM Team :)

9. Nutty Surprise Birthday Party

10. Hari Raya AidilFitri

- Last raya with atuk :'(

mami and dedi is shoo cute!

11. Cece Graduation Day

12. SIFE World Cup 2011

Met people from all over the world. it was a super duper great experience.

and yeah, this is with students from france. yums! :p

13. Terengganu & Kuantan Trip

trip yang sangat banyak makan makanan best. tak sempat nak rasa lapar langsung :D

14. Big Bro Wedding

sesungguhnya saya memang takde tangkap gambar lol, jadi curik gambar ni :p

dan yang terpahit...

losing my one and only atuk that I ever had. it has been almost 3 weeks and we are still missing you here very badly atuk. semoga roh atuk sentiasa dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang orang yang beriman. alfatihah :'(

P/S: i learnt a lot through out 2011. many good times and so does bad times. for every hang outs with my friends, every date with the boyfriend. it all matters. it just saya pemalas jer nak list semua. hehe

loves,

ALYAA J.

Quote

2011-12-26T23:42:00.001-08:00

purr

2011-12-26T01:39:00.000-08:00

welcome to my new baby. hee

p/s: my nenek is coming from Johor later on. can't wait! i am so excited to meet her. been missing her so badly :) :*

loves,

ALYAA J.

new york new york deli

2011-12-25T05:36:00.000-08:00

baked mussel. laik oh-em-gee, it is a must try! MUST MUST! like seriously. sedap gilee :)

and this is meat platter for two person. it has roasted chicken, fried chicken, lamb, corn and baked beans. i must say, worth your every penny & must make sure you are one of a kind eater cause the portion is quite big but me and the boyfie managed to finish it all. : D