Officially Angelus

I promise

2012-02-05T00:14:00.000-08:00

Seriously, I can't believe anyone actually read my blog please. I read few of my posts from these past years and I was like, "What the shit, why is my writing skill so bad!" I'm sure my writing has improve and drop over the past years but I bored myself with my own posts.

If you're a reader from long ago, thank you for reading my boring blog, if you're new, thank you too, never knew my blog can be so boring until I actually read it. But not to worry, I promise I'll try to improve my blogging skills!

I'm saving money to buy a HD camera so that my blog wouldn't be so boring and full of words. Just give me a few weeks, more exciting posts will be up. You know why? 'Cause my exams are coming. & what comes after exams? HOLIDAY BITCHES! WEEEEE~

Need to head down to town soon to change my ear piece, hopefully Apple allows it. Until then, here's a photo, no wordy posts unless it's a rant post. Hahahaha!

Chinese Dragon Year!

2012-02-01T22:25:00.000-08:00

Time has indeed passed since my last post. Wanted to blog sooner about my not-so-exciting Chinese New Year days but was unable to because there has been issues with my Internet access.

My Internet is still having problems but for you sake, my dear readers, I blog at home and bring my heavy Lenovo laptop to school to upload. Happy? You better be! Hahaha!

So I went to my elder sister’s new house located somewhere in central (?), for the reunion dinner. I helped pack my sister’s new closet, that’s now filled with clothes. There are still many clothes back at home which I didn’t manage to bring along. I wonder how I am supposed to transfer her clothes again… Then I got a bad cut on my arm by that stupid wooden wall cabinet next to the closet. Fuck my life please! It’s still healing now. I was quite angry at my family because when I told them, they didn’t bother to bandage it. They’re just “wa wa wa…” Yeah, like that helps a lot~

Here’s the photo of the food.

We were eating halfway then only my 2nd sister snapped a shot of the food without taking any of our photos because we were all badly dressed. Actually I wanted to dress nicer, but I see my mom in tee shirt and shorts and my 2nd sister didn’t make up, so I ended up dressing in some plain shirt that day. Anyway, we were all stuck in the house and my family is not keen into photo-taking, unlike me. Hohoho!

Every year, I don’t celebrate Chinese New Year. Don’t “Haiyo, are you even Chinese anot?” with me! It’s not my choice in whether I am celebrating or not! Who doesn’t want extra cash? I’ve no ang bao hor, unlike many fortunate ones like you! *points* LOL

My 1st and 2nd day of Chinese New Year was spent waking up late and sleeping late because I was mad rushing a Chinese drama called “Startling by Each Step”. If you’re catching it in Channel 8, 7:00pm now, you’ll get what I’m saying. You’re so slow, I’ve finished watching it! Hahahahaha! It’s so sad, be it the ending or in the middle or whatever~ Okay, no spoilers for you guys!
Then I went back to school on Wednesday, MOE Y U NO GIVE ONE MORE DAY OFF?! FUUUUUUU.jpeg

After school went over to Veronica’s house with Annabella and Kai Xin to visit *ahem* gamble *ahem*. I was winning please! Then Veronica was like saying anyone who wins over $2 should treat the rest Koi. I was like alright fine with me~ However, I ended up losing. DAMN. Veronica won but Annabella won the most! But she didn’t buy Koi for us. BELLA Y U NO TREAT KOI?! FUUUUUUUUUUU.jpeg

Now, time for me to shut up and spam you photos!

Chomp Chomp Chomp Chomp!!!

2012-01-24T00:56:00.000-08:00

How's every one's Chinese New Year? For those non-Chinese, take this time as a day off or two from work and relax!

However, my New Year isn't that great. But still, it's quite nice to have a holiday after all who aren't sick and tired of school and work? I'll update my New Year in another post soon, hopefully. Hahaha. Most of my school projects are over, but my 'end-of-semester' exams are coming. Those are heavily weighted, if I failed them, there goes my year 2!

Well, last Friday I went to watch We Not Naughty with Yi Ling, Joanne and Ding Chao at Nex! I was late because I'm so frigging tired. My Friday sucks, no party, late release from school. I went back home to change around 5pm and was supposed to meet them at Nex at 6pm but I rest too much and by the time I went there it was 7.10pm. I was quite pissed off because when I tried to contact them, none of them actually pick up my call. Was super fed up because Joanne told me they just got up their bus at 6 plus so I thought I could rest awhile too. Anyway, my house to Nex is only 15minutes away or so.

Initially we wanted to go Orchard to catch the movie and go kino instead. But it was so frigging late and they intend to go home and change. So I was like by the time I go there would already be so late. Their houses are at Ang Mo Kio, going home from Town won't take long but mine is sooooo far. That's why we went to Nex instead.

Was late for the movie because they only told me the timing of the moive at 6:45pm which I was still at home, going out. The movie starts at 7pm, I was rushing so much please.

Then we went to Chomp Chomp to eat dinner and we saw Cleon there too. As a super gossip girl, I waved to him and pointed Yi Ling and Ding Chao. Hahahaha!

A picture of me and Yi Ling. I'm too lazy to edit my fat face and the lighting. Hahahah!

The epic fail thing was when I mentioned to Ding Chao to go Chomp Chomp to eat, both Yi Ling and Joanne asked me what's Chomp Chomp. Yi Ling said she heard of it and asked if it is restaurant or what. I died from laughing please. Ding Chao mocked Joanne all the way while she used Yi Ling's phone to google for it.

When we reached there, I asked Joanne what she wanted to eat, she pointed across the table, say she wanted to eat porriage. Both Ding Chao and I responded with a 'HUH?!'.

End up we ordered fried oyster, satays, fried kway tiao, chicken wings and 2 bottles of beer. Yi Ling and Joanne said she doesn't eat chicken wings, dirty their hands. I find them quite... weird. But Yi Ling kept dropping food on the new bag I got for her because she don't know how to hold chopsticks. Throw Chinese faces please! Hahahaha!

Okay, I shall end off here with a picture of Ding Chao and Yi Ling aka the famous orange couple in my class. Hahahaha! XOXO ;)

Damn I feel like eating it again -_-

Shopping for CNY with Jipaban!

2012-01-14T02:28:00.000-08:00

Advertorial Post

When is Chinese New Year uh? WHAT?! NEXT WEEK?? U KIDDING ME BRO? Oh no, FML~ Time passes so fast, uh?

I'm so screwed! CNY is coming and I've absolutely no time to shop for new clothes! You see, just nice all my projects and assignments are due this and next week, which means I've to wear all my old clothes for New Year. Wait- NOOOOOOOOOOO!! I'm so not gonna do that! *face palm*

Nevous look all over my face, can't you see?
You're facing the same problem? Y WE SO BUSY?

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Fret not boys and girls! There's something called "ONLINE SHOPPING"!!!!! Yes, the power of shopping online, for now you can purchase anything, no, EVERYTHING ONLINE! :} Isn't it great?

You're unsure of where to shop? Don't worry, Angelus here to help~ Go for Jipaban then! With Jipaban, you need not squeeze yourself into departmental stores to grab for all the clothes. You also need not let other people's sweaty bodies rub you through your shopping trips.

People like me, SUPER BUSY? Don't panic! Working in your office? Look out for your boss, no he's not here? Quick, click Jipaban! Doing project reports? Save it and take 5 minutes off! Have a cup of coffee and relax!~ If I were to have a $100 Jipaban voucher...

Phew~ Wait, what? What's the problem now? I'm busy shopping in Jipaban too, you know! Oh, there are too many things to choose from and you need my help again?

Since I'm in such an awesome good mood, I shall help you a little ;)

I know they sell many different style and design of clothes, but you want to wear something that make you feel you're in CNY mood? Or are you scared you buy the wrong type of clothes and let your relatives take wooden cane and run after you? Hehe.

Tada!!

source from www.jipaban.com

There are still a few to choose from.. Okay, I think I know which one is my favourite one!!! It's from THEME 4 SHANGHAI ROSE LOOK 3! (http://www.jipaban.com/cny-lookbook/women)

Why I pick this? 'Cause this is simple looking and I can wear it out next time since it's so casual. Another reason I pick this is because of the heels. Gosh, look at the heels, it's so elegent and pretty. *gaga*

Well~ So is your problem solved now? No? Why?! Oh 'cause you're a guy? Okay okay, check this out then! (http://www.jipaban.com/cny-lookbook/men)

Well well well, how is your shopping experience with Jibapan? If you haven't go there yet, do so now! Why wait! They are giving away sweet prizes too ;) *wink wink*

If I manage to win that $100 voucher, I would not only buy CNY clothes but more!!! & I'll force all my friends to buy the clothes and shoes with me too! Muahahaha!!

I'm checking out Jipaban.com for my CNY attire and more! So join
me at http://www.jipaban.com/

2012 Resolutions

2012-01-07T23:25:00.000-08:00

Okay guys, maybe my resolutions for 2012 has been too more like a wishlist, like Qiu Qiu's. Hahaha! So I think I should do a proper one, although I doubt I would maintain for the whole year anyway, ha! These are the resolutions for my own. Hope the resolutions would be maintain as long as possible as these are good for me!

1. Drink more water

I know this sounds so weird but I am a person that hardly drink any water. Water as in plain water... or any water. Hahaha! I could go a whole day not drinking water and come back home having throat pain etc. Plus, with more water, it's better for your body. It can cleasn all the toxic in your body and you would then have lesser pimples! So, hopefully I could keep this in my mind all the time to drink water. But sometimes I'm too focus in something.. like ahem YouTube ahem, so the next thing I know, four to five hours have passed. Gosh, this is so not good at all!

2. Eat more vegetable

As said above, this is also good for body! Also, I can shit better next time! Hahahaha! Seriously, no one likes veggies but maybe I should go buy more Yong Tau Foo next time and pick more veggies instead of all the fried food.

3. Study

Yessss! This is the one I bet I die also wouldn't do it. Oh please, where can I find my time to study? Hahaha! Online too much and I spend too much stuffs elsewhere, like working and going out. Social life + Internet life = no sleep + cui results DAMN! :( My exams are next week all the way to my holidays, I should be studying, not online and 'Tubing!

4. Save up more

I rarely work nowadays since exams are coming up and I'm spending more than I should, thus my bank is going to have a negative value soon. Damn, MONEY Y U NO DROP FROM SKY?! Sobs!! So basically, spend on things that are needed. Like books, pens, food and transportations. No more buying clothes and shoes... and most importantly, stop buying cosmetics! Whenever I see cheap cosmetics, I would buy, but I would ended up spending all my assets away 'cause it's so cheap, who wouldn't want to buy them all? Cosmetics, gotta buy 'em all! NOT! :(

5. Be less emotional

Often, I feel that I would be so emotional that anything I see that was touching, I would like cry! Watched T-ara's Cry Cry MV also cry. Wtched Supernatural, Castiel died, I cried. Watched Gossip Girl, Chuck and Blair got into car accident also cried. I should stop that, or my eyes might murder me. Hahahaha!

Also, whenever I got pissed off, I would bottled my feelings inside me and this upsets me, like A LOT. Whenever I am pissed off or upset, I keep my feelings to myself and this ended up making me cry alone. I should be better at facing and dealing these kinds of things.

6. Lastly, because I can't think of any.. Ignore the bad, and care for the good

There are people who want to bring me down and there are people that I cherish. This week, I received an advise from my dear XT sister and it does cleared up my mind and calmed me down by A LOT. I was feeling super emotional and super pissed, like Brendon having moodswing. Thank god I texted XT sister and she said,

"...Don't stoop to their level. Singapore has freedom of speech so you're
allowed to say whatever you want. Since they wanna stoop down to such low
childish level then let them xiasuay themselves. :)"

Best advise so far in 2012. XT sister has matured a lot, seriously. Rp has taught her things uh? Hahaha, then I should have gone Rp? Meh, don't talk about the past, make your own future.

Well, saying that, I should prolly go cook myself some maggie mee and get to work on my projects or my marketing mates will murder me.

It's 2012!

2012-01-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! So how was your New Year? Did you celebrate with your friends? Got wasted? Or simply stay home and be #foreveralone? Ha!

Don't worry, I was actually staying at home because all my friends are like campers. We support #teamforeveralone. Maybe that's why Brendon is still single. Oops~

So I ended up going out *thank god* and this was the 1st time I celebrate New Year outside! Yay me~ Alright, no more wordy wordy.

As usual, I like to take the head shot. Bang! No, I'm kidding nuts. I can't believe I actually took only an hour or even less to edit these photos. This shows how much I care hahahah! Or maybe.. No I won't even start.

Okay, I was back from cooking my cup noodles.. where was I????

Oh yeah, we meet quite late, thanks to your highness here troll. No, I won't be that late *9pm* if they have just stop calling me and texting me nonstop. Officially hates my ringtone. What? Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

It was super annoying when she goes "Have I died..." No bitch, you died, I'm busy, shut up! Lol. Have to redo my makeup because as an insensible boy, Donovan refused to stop calling.

Dear guys, if we have time to pick up your call to answer your stupid questions, we rather spend time on doing our makeup or finding that dress that went missing for ages. & use your brains, I'm sure you know where we were when you call, stop calling every 5 seconds to ask us, it's not as if we teleport right? Gosh, that was harsh ha.

Then we went to Vivo and stupid me wanted to buy GongCha and we realised it was closed AFTER we went up to sky garden or rooftop garden, whatever that's called, and went BACK down again. Then we waited for Momo to end her work and rush here.

Lynn told us she knew this guy that asked her if she wanted to go PH. He said his friend's had guest list. Then we realised it was him. That guy who came into our lives and created a total mess then left without a clue. It was back when we were secondary 2 and I refused to keep any contact with him or anyone he knows.

That stupid guy, I was just nice conplaining to Lynn about him and she told me about her friend she met online, totally never met before. She then showed me his Facebook photo, which then, I got a shock of my lifetime. Hahaha!

He called her to ask her to decide. I think at first he doesn't mind her friends going with her but after that he realised WE know him and dying to find out who we are. I took the phone and told him our names and he knew.

Then he sorta hung the call. After awhile, Lynn texted him asking him if we were to go, is there available slot in the list. He said only left 1 slot. Oh please, you just want Lynn to go alone. I die also wouldn't let my dear friend near you.

To add on, you've already have a girlfriend. When Lynn asked you, you said no. I don't know when was it but I know your girlfriend too. This is so damn funny. I wonder what would happen if I tell your girlfriend what you told to Lynn.

Enough of that nonsense, back to photos!

Brendon went to Timezone to play. Sadly I thought he was playing Jubeat. It's okay, I can play next time. Stupidly, he almost made us missed the countdown and fireworks. I didn't took any photos or video of the fireworks, it was too small, sobs.

Then Donovan broke off with Tyanhuey just nice when the clock hits 12. That was the most epic breakup in history ever. But seriously, we all find her quite... controlsive. We were playing games with Donovan's iPhone, she called, we picked up told her Donovan was in washroom, but she choose to disbelieve us. She text him, which was received by us, "i know you are there you bring your phone everywhere you go". Well actually her English was super lousy, I kinda improve it so that my readers could understand. Then we texted her back saying he was in the washroom. She texted back scolding us. I replied her, 'brush up your language skills before speaking to me.' She said we were being very mean and it offends her. If she choose to fucking believe, I bet she wouldn't got dumped in the first place.

But I must say, it's kinda super sad, dumped by boyfriend straight away when clock hits 12. To make it worst, it was the new year. Whatever, juicy's over, back to my life.

We went drinking, thanks to Yuan Yuan and Lina for buying it for us. Brendon was like saying 7 eleven don't sell drinks after midnight. Bullshit, in the end we are sitting happily drinking. Although the drink kinda taste like cough syrup and it was only 8%, it managed to get Donovan drunk. What the vuck right?

Then we took the stupid night rider bus home which took so frigging long, like about 1 hour plus? We went back Orchard Road and I finally can see the Christmas lights. So sad that I missed it, but whatever, there's still next year. I was #teamforeveralone when Xmas. Thank god I could spent my New Year with friends.

Back to photos!

Brendon and Momo

Momo and Lynn

& lastly, ended with Lynn and me!

Do how was your New Year? Did you have fun?

Quiz time!

2012-01-04T01:06:00.000-08:00

Saw this on Facebook and decided to share it! Have fun!

测验开始：请将每一题得到的●加起来，再对照最后的结果。

1. 你平常的作息是否十分不正常？
很正常，因为工作或上课的关系 - ●
不是很正常，早上需要闹钟叫醒 - ●●●
非常不正常，睡觉时间常常颠倒 - ●●●●●

2. 在朋友面前你是否常过度吹嘘自己的能力？
不多，让别人慢慢来了解自己 - ●
在有好感的人面前可能就会这样 - ●●●
常常会这样，也不知道怎么才改得了 - ●●●●●

3. 你是否平时有暴饮暴食的习惯？
很少，三餐还算规律 - ●
不会，不过三餐时间有时不固定 - ●●●
会，看完食字路口就会想大吃一顿 - ●●●●●

4. 你喜不喜欢被人约束的感觉？
还好，只要合理都可以接受 - ●
不喜欢，可能会想反抗 - ●●●
不喜欢，可能直接撕破脸走人 - ●●●●●

5. 跟朋友相处你常有怎样的困扰？
朋友很少，大家对我好像也不怎么友善 - ●
很难有知心朋友可以倾吐心事 - ●●●
感觉在团体中都是自己配合别人 - ●●●●●

6. 看到朋友在一旁议论纷纷，你会有怎样的反应？
应该不关我的事吧？！不管他 - ●
很好奇，会凑过去了解状况 - ●●●
会不会是在讲我的坏话？ - ●●●●●

7. 最受不了什么类型的朋友？
自私自利，一毛不拔的朋友 - ●
死不认错，又爱推卸责任的朋友 - ●●●
情绪相当不稳定的朋友 - ●●●●●

8. 遇到有好感的人，你通常会有怎样的反应？
跟踪他，调查他的所有一切 - ●
制造巧合偶遇，增加见面的机会 - ●●●
会在心理幻想他是自己的男/女朋友 - ●●●●●

9. 假如已经有了另一半，允不允许自己有出轨的可能？
可能，保留自己谈恋爱交朋友的权利 - ●
会去认识他，做做朋友应该没关系 - ●●●
只可能心动，绝不可能有任何发展 - ●●●●●

10. 想到什么会令你最控制不住自己的情绪？
工作或课业上的压力 - ●
人际关系产生的压力 - ●●●
感情问题产生的压力 - ●●●●●

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20个●：你容易有‘反社会人格’

反社会人格特质很容易对现状产生不满，生活中难免的小摩擦或是不如意都会让你抱怨连连，仿佛全世界都对不起你一样。感觉‘处处碰壁’的你很容易情绪不稳定，你也很难克制自己一时的冲动，也很难有热忱长期去从事同一件工作。

建议：当有不如意时，就适时换个环境，转换并缓合一下起伏的心情。

21~30个●：你容易有‘边缘性人格’

边缘性人格特质的人好恶相当明显，对喜欢的人或事物可以紧抓着死缠不放，对不喜欢的人或事物，则是极端厌恶，甚至展开毁灭性报复。尤其如果自己得不到的东西，更可能由爱生恨，想尽办法去毁了他。所以你也是情杀事件的高危险群。

建议：感觉自己想法和旁人迥异时，记得静下心来，思考并询问对方为何如此做。

31~40个●：你容易有‘戏剧性人格’

戏剧性人格特质型的人喜欢享受掌声，害怕寂寞。也非常在意旁人对你的意见想法。你喜欢尽所能地去表现自己，也喜欢站在领导地位，对他人有支配欲，容易对人颐指气使。有时过于依赖自己的想法去左右周遭，常得罪朋友而不自知。

建议：充实自我的专业技能，自可相得益彰，旁人对你也可由衷地心服口服。

超过40个●：你容易有‘自恋性人格’

自恋性人格特质的人非常以自我为中心，旁人甚至包括情人都只算是红花绿叶，你的陪衬点缀，很难有对等关系的存在。在自我优越感的意识作祟下，讲话自然高姿态，对任何东西都喜欢指指点点，也无法忍受旁人出现对你权威的讨战。

建议：自恋无可厚非，可以多点自我解嘲式的幽默。记得尊重他人才有双赢。

The Last Entry of 2011

2011-12-31T01:33:00.000-08:00

Okay, since everyone's making such a big deal about the last day of 2011 be it in Facebook or Twitter, so I shall blog "The Last Entry of 2011".

Cheesie was so recaping what she had done in 2011 but I don't think I would do that. Had she travelled 11 countries in 12 months and I did none of these, making me looked like I have a sad life.

So, what did I really do this year?

1. Long holiday thanks to post O's.
2. Tried to work in an arcade, which sucked, horribly.
3. Shopped till I dropped.
4. Order things from online for the first time, excluding Singapore blogshops.
5. Found a new job and maintain for so many months.
6. Got into Nanyang Polytechnic, School Of Business Management.
7. Meet new people (still hoping to meet more awesome people)
8. Attended JJ Lin Jun Jie's Coming Home Concert 2011 ♥
9. Attempting to bling a iPhone case
10. Got a new phone (which I don't even like)
11. Have Rilakuma head plush toy
12. Bought a lot of new clothes that ended up not wearing
13. Chopped off my hair and regretted it.
14. Got my 1st ever laptop!
15. Spent money like mad, REAL MAD.
16. Attended my sister's wedding for the 2nd time.
17. Survived 8 days at home without my mum!
18. Fall in love with English dramas ♥
Whatever, I can't think anymore! But 1 thing that hasn't changed in my life is that I am still

#FOREVERALONE

LOL, seriously I'm about to spend the last day of 2011 home alone, maybe not, if you include my mum. Damn, I need a life.

For Year 2012, since everyone is making New Year resolutions which I jolly well know I won't even hit any goals I set for myself, but I'm making it anyway, BITCH!

• Don't get a haircut! Maybe trimming but never chop my hair ever!
• Save enough money to get a Lumix or something? Die also want a camera.
• iPhone 5. Enough said.
• Dye my hair with my mum's permission. Sick and tired of my old black hair, can't my mum just let it go? Maybe I should ask her to make this in her New Year resolution: Allow my daughter to dye her hair.
• Able to wear contact lens properly.
• Improve my makeup skills
• Projects will be easier, which I know it won't be, but whatever.
• Get my own room, let my ears rest from hearing my mum's snores.
• Get my own table, so that I won't have to sit in front of the television to use my laptop and have to watch stupid Taiwan dramas with my mum.
• Have more friends! Know more people! Know more bloggers!
• Be mean to people. Why is this in my resolution? 'Cause I'm too frigging nice to everyone that most of them are climbing up and doing a pole dance on my head! But I know I won't, because Pisces are kind souls.
• Have the most AWESOME 18th birthday party.
Someone sponsor me a plastic surgery for my nose? Sobs.

I think this list is not resolutions anymore, it's more like a wish list. Dammit. I gave up, I'm not continuing this anymore.
Thus, wishing everyone a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Outings with Lynn

2011-12-31T00:40:00.000-08:00

Recently went out with Lynn.. actually not recently but quite awhile ago but I'm too dead and lazy to edit photos and do up an entry. We went to NYP K-Attack together with Kelvin too.

Here are the photos!!

Sadly no photo taking are allow, so we only can take this after the concert. Plus it was super epic, we were sitting in the first row. Super regret cause we can't see the people performing but a bunch of chairs. Blame Kelvin for being so indecisive of going! Hahaha!

Then after the concert end, we went back exit to see them but we are not some fan girls or what. Then we left without Kelvin and went to settle our dinner. We walked for like 2 hours before deciding what to eat. This was at Suntec City Hall linkway whatever you called that. It was newly opened back then and we overheard people talking about it so we kpo a bit and went to try. It was alright but I find it too salty.

This is Lynn's

This is mine!

Then we went out to NEX again! I forgot why were we there but I think it was for a movie? No? Totally forgot but I rememebered she showed me this cute guy working at the phone accserories shop outside the theater and I ended up buying from him a mirror screen protector. I missed my old mirror but somehow this is way better. I used my old protector for like 1.5 years already, can't believe how time actually flew so fast!

Back to the main topic, then we settle dinner and go home. Wait! So fast? I've no idea, hahaha! Well, here's a photo!

Taken by her iPhone 4 white since my crocky phone is so crock up. Someone has to give me a damn camera, goddamit!

Work work work!

2011-12-25T00:47:00.001-08:00

I mentioned that I went to my secondary school to work right? & I don't even have time to start on my projects. I'm so damn screwed.

Last Thursday was the sec 1 registration day and I was one of the in-charge for the whole uniform selling thing. After that day then I realised I love to serve customers rather than sitting behind and doing all the behind the scene thing. I was supposed to be calculating the money but I saw the newcomers are handling customers and few of them are so slow. I went to help one of them which wasn't suppose to be called as newcomer already. All of the working days she didn't com tribute much and she was always MIA from the classroom and she can tell me she don't know how to measure. We are selling uniform, you tell me you don't know how? Some of them are alright, but are too slow. The queue was super long and they said they can handle it but I was worry for them. Parents are one of them most scariest things on Earth. If you are too slow, they might bite your head off. Hahaha!

This year didn't have much drama so it was alright. But I realised this year was boring. There are a lot of people and it was so awkward.

Siying brought along her Polaroid cam along and we took a photo of us.

(from left) Siying, Rachel, Jocelyn, Rachel, Me

I realized I was the only person with fringe down. If I have my fringe up, I won't even want to take photo please, ha! So we have 3 Rachels working together, little confusing though.

Busy busy busy

2011-12-16T08:51:00.001-08:00

Hey all, I kinda went missing for awhile again huh? Hahaha I've a damn good reason for it. My plans for my 2 weeks term break didn't even happen at all.

Firstly, my mum went overseas to Taiwan with my elder sister and her husband. Then since the start of my holiday, I went back to Punggol Sec to work for Uncle Lim. Besides that, I'm all stuck with cleaning and washing of my clothes and all these. Since my mum was not home, I gotta pick up all the skills and learn them by myself. It wasn't hard but it was tiring, especially when you're back from work and you gotta clean your own shit up.

However my mum is back now. I didn't sleep yesterday night just to wait for her to pick up her luggages. It seems that my mum kinda enjoys herself quite a lot. But she complains to us nonstop about her suffering in the flight 'cause budget airline doesn't have any food to eat and she had to eat cup noodles instead.

I just let her complain though. I've been eating cup noodles for a week now since she left for Taiwan 'cause I'm too lazy to cook. I actually bought food from kopitam for a day since I gotta go back Poly for project meeting and I've gotta buy my phone card in Compass. Why not just buy everything?

Then I realised I was out of cup noodles, then I went to NTUC last Friday, I think. With Jeslyn, we headed down to Hougang Mall NTCU to shop. Actually we only went there 'cause Marilyn wanted to play JuBeat.

Jeslyn was kinda pissed off because Marilyn's money was confiscated by her mum and Cherlyn didn't even bring money to lend her. Oh btw, Cherlyn is Marilyn's elder sister. We are all working together with Uncle. Marilyn said she was sabo'd by Cherlyn who told their mum Marilyn anyhow threw her $50 in the house. Whatever, then Marilyn told Cherlyn she can go home already after realizing she doesn't have enough cash to lend her.

It was actually quite funny though. Cherlyn pouted and went off. But end up, I have to lend Marilyn 8 bucks. Waiting for her pay to come so that I could get my cash back. I am facing a fanancial crisis here hello, thus the inner cheapskate me is release! Bwahahahaha!

Went to NTUC with Jeslyn and we shopped like some aunties. We didn't have NTUC card, thus we stood there and waited like a badass dog for someone to lend us. Thank god we are 17 years old little girls, an old couple lend us their card in the end.

How happy are you?

2011-12-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

Saw this awesome quiz in my old archive and decided to re-do the whole thing. The last time I did this was when I was 13 and the outcome was 42% happy with my life. And now I'm 54% happy with my life! Isn't it great? At least I've a passing good life uh? I've no idea why it's so low either, haha. Anyway, I'm too lazy to change the questions form friendster to Facebook.

54% Happy with my life
[ ]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]You are in love
[ ]You have your own room.
[x]You own a cell phone.
[x]You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[x]Your parents are still married.
[x]You have more than 1 best friend.
[ ]There is a swimming pool in your
backyard
T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more
than once a week
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in
your room
[ ] You have never been beaten up
[ ] You NEVER cry more than twice a
month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the
music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
T 0 T A L: 3
TO T A L S O F A R: 7

[x] You have over 50 friends on
friendster
[x] You have over 500 friends on
friendster
[ ] You have over 1000 friends on
friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster
[x] Your parents let you have a
friendster
[ ] You get allowance
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going
to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone
else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 4
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your
mom
[ ] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never gotten a failing
grade in your life
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 1
T O T A L S O FA R: 12

[x] You know what is going on in the
world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You know more than one language
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5
songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 6

TOTAL OVERALL: 18

Now count your numbers and multiply by
3

Walk in like a boss

2011-11-30T19:11:00.000-08:00

Yooooooo!

Guess what? I'm blogging from school right now. Having a massive headache, I'm so depressed. In this IT class that I don't even know how to do. We were learning access software but I got so fed up as I can't even follow the class. The teacher talked so chimerlogy, I barely catch a word.

Last week I missed the first lesson for excel software and the submission of my access work. Thank god my work was with Joanne. But I sorta miss the start of the lesson for excel so I'm kinda lost right now.

To add on this mess, I woke up around 9 plus this morning. I thought my class begin at 11am so I slowly go prepare. My sister came this morning and we sorta chit chat for awhile and I left my house around 10.10am. I didn't even rush at all!

I took the bus and I received a message from Joanne asking if I'm coming or not. I told her I am but I didn't think too much. It was until I feel something was amiss. I knew my class duration is 3 hours and my break was 1pm. So how can it start from 11?

I went to check my timetable in my iPod then I realised... I OH MY GOD. I was late for already 45mins and I thought I was on time! Godammit! Hahahaha actually it was quite funny.

I just entered the classroom awhile ago and it was super epic. Everyone was looking at me. Teacher marked me late for an hour and asked me why I was so so late.

As usual, I'm good at this type of shit. Like cmon, I'm not called 'Late Queen' for nothing, alright? I simply told her that I've got stomachache in the morning. Which was true as well. I was having stomachache and headache which my headache is still bugging me now.

This shit sucks. I went back to my seat and I'm so fucking blur 'cause I don't know anything and everyone else is listening. What the fuck this is bullshit?

DAMMIT.

P/S My horoscope is right. My December is not good and it is not gonna be good as well. OH CRAP.

Numerology Horoscope

2011-11-30T06:39:00.000-08:00

I saw this horoscope thing from Kay Kay's blog and according to her twitter to Qui Qui, it's quite accurate. Thus I shall be kind to share here too!

If you were born on the:
1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

Types of People who pisses me off

2011-11-26T21:32:00.001-08:00

I've sudden interest in posting this because this few weeks, people have been pissing me off and I totally can't stand them at all! Won't they piss themselves off too? I mean sometimes if I fell into these categories, I would be quite pissed at myself.

Buay(not) steady people

Personally I think I'm quite an okay person, so if someone were to ask me out or help them do something that I'm able to do, I would be willing to. Not steady meaning they would agree to help you at first, but last minute back out. Or you asked them back or vice verse, they would set you up. I don't mean I hate people who always set me up. If you have your valid reasons, of course I can't be that demanding to you, right?

If you gimme bullshit reasons like "Oh I can't go out with you cause I wanna study at home." Screw you then. Can't you study at another day? It's not as if your exams are tomorrow right? Or reasons like "I am tired." Then I should tell you that "I feel like slapping you in the face" is an understatement.

Weaklings

This is especially to girls. I can't stand people who cried for no fucking reasons. Because I'm a girl, that doesn't make me a fucking weak person. Girls should stand up for themselves. They don't need guys to back them up and they don't need to fucking hide themselves in the washroom or a corner to cry and emo.

People do feel weak at a certain point of time. I remembered back in secondary school, there was this girl who told lies about me and got me into serious shit. I was afraid and I can't believed that it got me so upset for like few fucking days. I swore to hell that bitch's mouth is as dirty as drains.

But as we grow older, we are no longer a child. We can't let people protect us anymore. We can't hide in the shell forever. If you think you're facing hardships now, what will happen to you when you go out to work in the 'real world'? I don't get it.

Yes you can cry about anything everything, but at the end of the time, know what you cry for, and stop being a weakling and stand up for yourself! Wow, that was so positive.

People who dilly dally

YES I KNOW I'M A FUCKING SLOW PERSON. I'm always late, I do last minute stuffs. But I don't walk so damn fucking slow. I can't stand people who walk so damn slow. What? Are you shopping or what? I could shop faster than you walk! You are blocking the fucking path with your stupid ass.

I can't stand people who take their time into answering your goddamn mother fucking questions.

E.g

"What are we supposed to do for accounting?"

40 seconds later

"... what?"

Mother fucking bitch, listen to what I am fucking saying and respond quickly. I don't have the American time to joke and kid with you. Nor I have the time to fucking stone there like a statue of liberty just to wait for you to answer my mother fucking questions.

People who can't make up their mind

This one pisses me off greatly nowadays. I don't need to elaborate much.

"Wanna hang out after this?"

"Sure!"

After this:

"Oh I
don't think I'm going but enjoy!"

SON OF AN IRRITATING GOD MOTHER. How am I supposed to enjoy when you just set me up?! How am I supposed to hang out WITH MYSELF? Use your brain to think! If you don't have brains, use your ass to fucking think. I'm sure your ass would be as pissed off as me.

If you don't want to go out with me, or do something for me, at least fucking tell me BEFOREHAND. Don't wait till the last fucking minute then there you are, showing your innocent face trying to make me feel bad for wanting to punch you right in the face but actually I still do wanna punch you in the face look.

Tell me beforehand so that I can find a replacement, or someone more worthy to trust.

M.I.A fellows

I know you guys might say, hey you bitch, I took 48hours just to contact you through your goddamn useless Nokia phone. *hint: get me an iPhone then*

Wait wait wait, hold your horses fellas!

Everyone knows that if I'm at home, contact me through Twitter or Facebook. If I'm outside, contact my phone.

I don't motha fucking like to contact people who just don't reply. Even if you see that fucking message, reply something. I don't care it's a letter or a word, JUST LET ME KNOW YOU GOT THAT MOTHER FUCKING MESSAGE SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO RUN AFTER YOU.

If you don't use Facebook and you are not always on Twitter, if you don't fucking take your phone 24/7, how the fuck am I suppose to find you!?

At least everyone knows you can tweet me or post on my Facebook wall.

Spam-callers

It says it all. Don't fucking spam call me for no fucking reason. Or stupid reasons. If you know I'm at a mother fucking place where I am not able to pick up a damn call, just send me a text and I'll reply you for fuck sake.

Don't spam call me because I'm late. 'Cause I'm always fucking late. No point trying to rush me by doing it. If I have the time to pick up your call means I'm a DILLY DALLY PERSON WHICH I AM FUCKING NOT. I might be slow to some people, but I've seen horrible ones.

AND don't fucking spam call me 'cause I owe you a cup of Koi, or $1. Is that even necessary? Don't call me to remind you to bring your things. I would never do such a thing. The most is 2 messages to remind the person.

Spamming phone calls only pisses me off. If I'm supposed to meet you, you spam I'll take my own sweet time, which is still faster than those people who dilly dally. If you spam call me to get back something, either I'll bring and give you a black face or I would purposely not bring it.

Sometimes if my phone is near and you spam and I can fucking feel it, I won't pick up cause you pisses me off. If I'm kind, I would let it ring. If to a extreme extent that you pisses me off so much, I would divert my call to Singapore Casket or some weird places just so that you could not reach me.

This is should a long post. I shall end it here.

AFA 2011

2011-11-26T00:32:00.000-08:00

Guess who's back!

Recently I'm back to cosplay crazy. Maybe cause I went to AFA 2 weeks ago with Nana. Yes, that Tumblr famous Nana. Hohoho!

It's been years since I last went to AFA. The last time I went was when I was Secondary 3, which was like 3 years back? I've been missing out a lot, I know. But this time, I went back there and I realised everything had changed. I prefer AFA back when it started in 2008.

I think right now AFA is kinda too overrated. It's all filled with Otakus, photograpghers and even those who are not even interested in animes or Manga! Back when AFA started in Singapore, it was simple. Yes, there were many people, but not as crowded as like this!

In 2008, the convection wasn't that crowded, there were tons of spaces for the cosplayers to pose and hang around. In 2009, more people came and cosplayers have to stay outside to get enough space and all that. It was super crowded yet it was fine with me. I missed out last year and I went to see a few weeks ago, it was hectic. I can't even walk through the crowd. I pity all these cosplayers in big costumes, trying to walk through without getting their dresses or props torn.

I went in to the hall and I realised that the shops are repeated. I saw two shops selling the same thing! The only thing about AFA was the cafes, that's all. I went in less than 30 minutes, but I realised I spent a whole afternoon there. Mainly 'cause I was trying to find my way in and out and getting the tickets all these.

In the end, I kinda feel like I wasted my ticket going in. I only got myself a neko hairband and nothing else. I thought it was gonna be shopping time for me, and might even spent more than $100 there. End up, I only spent like $20 on that over-priced hairband. It's kinda sad, don't you think?

Well, this is mainly my view. Also, I think there isn't enough space for the cosplayers as well. 2009, when there wasn't enough space, cosplayers when down a level to camp but this year, there was some event going on down a level so no one went down. I've no idea what that event was, but it was empty with few waitresses and classy tables and chairs.

But it was cool, Nana and I went back and fore to Marina Square and Suntec instead. We went to took neo-print. God, I can't even remembered the last time I took one. I think it was Secondary 3 as well.

Hopefully I can get my costume in time for EOY. Yes, I'm cosing but I'm not gonna reveal the character yet. I'm so scare I might be too late cause I'm so busy rushing my school stuffs that I don't even have time to prepare for it! I'm so dead!

Updates!

2011-11-23T21:10:00.000-08:00

Hello people from the Internet! :)

I did not change my blog layout. I just create another blog and import my old entries to this blog. You can still visit my old blog @ http://buriedth-past.blogspot.com/

Don't judge me! I barely even use a second to think of that link. I just need a link to save my old blog.

Tell me what you think about my new blog layout etc. I don't like to mess with the codes and all, esp when I'm this busy. Thus, I just make it very simple. I repeat, VERY SIMPLE.

Just only few updates~ I miss blogging and all. I have so much inspiration to blog and all but when I finally have got time to blog, I don't remember anything! I feel like killing myself.

Recently, I found myself in sort of a 'mid-life crisis' situation. No, I'm only 17 but sometimes I think my life is too much and I can't take it. But you know what, I'll spare you the ranting and all.

P/S I've edited my comment settings~ You can post bullshits here if you want.

Out with Jes

2011-11-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

Went out with Jes today! Today is her last day of Olevels! I'm so happy for her, she's so over with this and she can move on in life. One goal done, more goals to achieve!

Went to meet up with her today at NEX. It's been a long time since I saw her. Wanted to watch a movie but we're too late, it was already fully booked. Then we just walked around, chit chat and went to have dinner at this some weird Hong Kong resturant she suggested. I treated her cause it's a celebration for her, freedom is here for her. But freedom doesn't last long. Enjoy every moment of it.

She said she dreamt we went to that place to eat. Damn the food has big portion, I ate till I wanna throw up. Hahahha. I think this will be a short post. I'm too tired to blog.

Plus, I'm having exam tomorrow and I haven't even revise. DAMN ME.

Too random!

2011-11-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hello people in the internet! I'm back!

Hey, I know I've been mixing in apple(m.i.a) for awhile but guess who's back?~ No one misses me? :'(
Right now, I could totally say it. My life is dead!!! All I'm going to going to school and back home and to work and back home. Where's my life! Gimme back my life!

But I'm here to tell you guys that...

I've cut my hair!!!!

I know this is soooo not me :( I missed my old hair, but whatever~ What do you guys think? Is this bad, really bad or not so bad? Hahahaha! It's sooo short, I can't believe I actually did this kind of thing, again. I just simply chop it off without thinking! What the...

Apart from this I-don't-know-is-that-good-or-bad-news hair thing, I bring good news!

You guys know that I've been working for like 9 months now right? 9 months on the SAME job I mean. & finally it's pay rise time! I had been thinking of quitting the job to change to other one with my friend but I don't really know now. I got this news like this week and I don't know it I should quit or not. I mean, if I join my friend at his job, I'll get back my old pay and start learning everything again, but sometimes my job is so boring. At least gimme more customers to serve what!!! D8

Okay, quit ranting now... I'm quite sad I got this hair cut cause all my clothes doesn't even suit this style! I walked in class that day with my new haircut, one of my classmates was like "what's wrong with you..?!" Yeah, I know man, it's super sad. But quit it, I don't do regrets! Even if I regret, I can always extend my hair back or get a wig or something.. but I'm too lazy so I don't even wanna care less.

Hey, didn't I said quit ranting? Sorry~ Hahaha! Last Monday, Lynn came to my school and we tour around NYP. I mean it was alright but someone still manage to piss me off everyday. Oh, I'm off topic again! *slap myself* Then me and Lynn went to Tamp Mall after my lecturessssss after six. It was so tiring! Lynn commented saying my lectures are boring. I agreed 1000%!!!

Really, after moving from LTC to LTD, a way smaller lecture hall, ahem room, I realised that this freaking lecture room makes me wanna sleep. Not only that, it's small, and the lecturer's voice was bounding off the walls and the surrounding just makes me wanna sleep and it's so small and cramp with 4 classes, I can barely breathe!

That's why, currently is week 3, I haven't pay any attention in any lectures at all! Stats tutorials are a bullshit cause I barely understood the lecture and the tutorials are pissing me off. I hate Friday cause it's the most pack of the week.

Oh and they're being retarded for packing the lectures in the afternoon after lunch break. I mean, who listen in class after lunch break? This is hell break loose man, seriously.

Throw aside all these school craps, I went out with Lynn yesterday again. We went to DBG to watch In Time. Justin Timberlake was still gay-looking to me but at least I think the movie was quite good! It's funny and storyline was exciting. I was not that into Justin though. I was more interested in the female lead, Amanda. She was super pretty! I mean, look at her bob hair, I was guess it's a wig~ and her eyes! Her eyes was so big and bright and her eye makeup is fantastic!!! The whole time I've been staring at her instead of Justin. Like really! SHE IS SO PRETTY!!!

But I came to realise that the story was abit off. I mean, look, the time keeper was trying to catch Will (Justin) for stealing time then it changed to them giving time to the poor people... whatever~ I just like that female lead. HAHAHAHA!!

Okay, before I go, post wedding photos of my sister's wedding. Actually it's more of cake and chocolate photos... whatever~

soooo sorry this post is all random and messy cause I didn't really think of writing an entry. It was all too sudden and random. HAHAA BYE!~

P/S OH YA I forgot to mention that... MY HOUSE BLACK OUT LAST WEEK. HAHAHAH! It was all dark and pitch black and we couldn't fix it! But it's alright now!

my sister's heart shaped candle! hahahah!

Where's ANGELUS?!

2011-10-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! So, I know it's been too long to called 'awhile'. I missed my blog so much! I doubt there's anyone reading anymore. However, if you're reading this, I'm glad. I think I've been long forgotten.

So I heard fall breaks are finally over. I'm depressed truly. I missed staying at home, rushing through dramas and animes, or simply just surfing the net. My stupid insomnia hasn't recover since that day I didn't slept for my Econs paper in which I got C+. Blame me for sleeping during the exam for an hour!

Well, I hope someone is interested to know what have been going on in my life! Don't get your hopes too high though, 'cause to me, it's just kinda boring. It's like the same routine every other day.

First few weeks of the holidays I went out nonstop with my secondary mates. It was fun until things started getting boring. You know, normally I go out with them to eat, pool or slack. Then I think around 3rd week or so, I pick up a new part time job selling crackers at Rivervale Mall. It was alright yet boring. But thanks to few people who kindly came down to accompany me, or I might bored dead!

Here's a pix of the cracker stall!

& eating Ice Cream while working~ Shiok life uh moi! Hehehe.

Sadly, I spent all my hard earn and stupid boring money from the cracker stall away the week after my job was completed. Crackhead me. Then I went back to Couple Lab for awhile. That was when I got into the conflict and what-so-ever. Then I started hangin' out with Jo, one of my fellow couple lab mates. Then I realised- what I've earned in couple lab was too little to support me and yet, I did nothing about it simply 'cause I'm too of a lazy.

Thanks to this holiday, I reunited with my lazy bones. I've watched too much dramas and movies plus my insomnia is getting from bad to worst. Just today, I slept at 6 in the morning and woke up at 7.30am- thanks to my mum's snores and noisy packs of dogs from nowhere.

You might think I've enjoy a lot but I found myself doing nothing but growing fats. In addition, I kept getting nag and yelled by my mum 'cause I was the only living person at home that she could vent all her unhappiness at. & that is THE ONLY reason I wanted to go back to school...

Back to the main point~ I've watched all American Pie movies, Bad Teacher, No String Attached, Friends with Benefits and too much more. I'm now waiting impatiently for my English dramas to come out. I finished Gossip girl till the lastest episode- Why wasn't the baby Chuck's?!

Oh oh oh! I'm back into watching animes as well! I finished Uta No Prince Sama 1000%! OMG the guys there are so hot! I wished they can turn 3D! I finally get to finish the one anime that I kept repeating the first episode and gave up. SOUL EATER. It was nice but I must say, maybe I watched too fast, the ending is quite suckish. Maka took all the attention, where's my Evans?!

& not to miss anything out- My sister's wedding was held like a week ago.. Wait! A week? It only looked like few days ago?! I hate school... seriously?

To add on, I've lost contact with all my Poly classmates. Joke right? This holiday- either I'm working(applies to first few weeks) or out with my old cool clique or down at home. Oh! & not to missed out, I've few "Nana Invasions" too! NO, that's not a movie!

Talking about hangin' out, I only pooled thrice? I know that the 2nd last one- from Pomo pool all the way to Hougang kpool- I've only lost way too much.

FINALLY, today I went back to hougang pool and played and I won! Played loser out and I kept winning until XT couldn't take it so we tag team. It was fine until I played with stupid Donovan with his mind lag like mad! =.=

I think I blah too much? Here's some photos then!

The signing of ROM!

"You may now kiss the bride!~" WOOHOOO~!

FOOD TIME! The area I was seated in was quite dark so I didn't really get a chance to take all the food. It was yummy though!

The zoom in pix looked so gross with my low quality cam.

This looked better with lighting but my flash light was too strong, all the elderly were staring at me as if I was some crackhead.

SHARK FIN SOUP! Nothing can save my pix from this lousy shitty camera. Not even Photoshop! SOMEONE NEEDS TO SPONSER ME A CAM *HINT HINT*

Okay, now for some serious camwhore time!

This one was taken at home after the morning ritural and stupid prank games.

Alright, I shall end here! 1 more day before my Poly nightmares- wish me luck!

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BYE!

Miscommunication? - Part 2

2011-09-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

This is the part 2 of the whole story! If you hadn’t read part 1, you can click here!
http://angelus-officially.blogspot.com/2011/09/hey-guys-i-know-i-promised-to-blog.html

I know this post is super long but I’m only done with the recent case. I’ll summarize another case that happened quite a while ago.

It was months and I was not given any work schedule from A or M. I was in need of money since I don’t get pocket money from my mum. Back then, they still owed me my pay. Although it wasn’t much, at least it’s better than nothing – better than eating nothing for lunch.

I sent a text to A, asking if my pay was ready for collection. No respond. The 1st text was at night. I remembered how he complain that PaoPao texted him at night so he didn’t reply as he was sleeping. So I woke up in the morning and texted him the 2nd time before I leave for school. No respond.

During lunch break, I texted him again. No respond. For once, I believed that he actually change his number. I reached home from school and texted him around evening time. No respond.

How many times did I text him? FOUR. My messages don’t come for free. I wasted 20cents on someone who doesn’t give a fucking damn about my pay.
In the end, I have to ask another staff that I got along quite well to help me find out.

I went to ps for collection. Both A and M were there. M told me to get my pay from A. I walked and stood in front of him. He was wiping some displays. I told him I was there to get my pay. I went into the shop and stood there for 5minutes – for him to wipe clean the fucking display and place it back nicely. Damn dua pai please. He thinks he is Tony Tan or something? Am I supposed to email him to arrange a meet up and wait 3 working days for the email to process?

He slowly took out the cheque, I quickly checked and signed. He still dared to say (in Chinese): “I know I owe you pay la, but why you so black face?”

Actually I wasn’t black face or unhappy because throughout that 5 minutes of waiting, I was listening to songs. If I don’t smile, my face will be like that. What’s wrong with my damn face? I’m born this way – you don’t like it? TOO BAD LOSER.
I was so pissed off by what he said. I reclaimed: “I’m not even pissed off at you.” ----- Actually more like “I also not dulan you.” LOL it’s like –insert troll face- I AIN’T EVEN MAD AT ALL.

So you feel damn nothing about not giving your staff any work time so that she cannot get any pay? Yes, it’s good for the fucking company but at least inform lao niang that you don’t need me in there. I WON’T BE EVEN WAITING FOR A TEXT FROM YOU – I WOULD START TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER FUCKING DAMN JOB. DAMN.

You’re damn holy as well. You let your poor staff to stave by not informing her that you don’t need her and went missing when it comes to the concern of her pay.
YOU FUCKING THINK JUST BECAUSE I’M A FUCKING 17 YEARS OLD TEENAGER – I GET POCKET MONEY FROM MY MOTHER AND MY MOTHER DRIVES ME TO MY FUCKING SCHOOL? NO! I PAY FOR MY TRAVELLING FEES AND EARN MY OWN FUCKING POCKET MONEY. I know most other teenagers still do this but I’m not that fortunate and you’re just stereotyping.

After all these ranting, I feel so much better although I couldn’t connect to my home Wi-Fi right now. It’s 2 in the morning and I need to wake up at 9 in the morning. I think I’m screwed. But it is okay; at least I know there is always a place for me to throw in all my rants! & I’m sure you are most interested in reading.
Told you it was a long post.

P/S I met up one of the staffs yesterday. Apparently A DO know what does "cmi" stands for. So I can say that he just wanted to push all the blame to me. I'm more pissed off when I realised he actually know what it means and denies it. How can two people not know "cmi" means and assumed as "coming" at the same time?

I can say that I've had enough of this nonsense. I'm not gonna put up with this shit anymore. Just because they're lack of staffs doesn't mean I can't get my off when I helped them so many times. Can't they help me by giving me a day off? Overboard bitches.

Miscommunication? - Part 1

2011-09-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Miss me?

I know I promised to blog about this funny guy I met like weeks ago. I saved it as a draft but then I realised I didn’t have the time to really finish it. I’m gonna rewrite although I forgotton everything. It's already at the bottom of this post!

But this post isn’t about him. This post is dedicated to my work place. Yes, although I do talk about them often but this time I’m really very pissed off. I’ll split this into part 1 and part 2. The whole issue is in a summarized in one word: Miscommunication.

I received my schedule that I was supposed to work on 10/09/2011, Saturday at Dbg. However, due to few reasons, I don’t wish to post here (sorry!), I couldn’t attend work. On 07/09/2011, Wednesday, I texted M who is one of the higher rank staff there. She did not reply me until the next day I decided to text one of my manager, A.

I’ll reveal the content of the message here.

This is the one I texted to M:
“Hey I 10 Sep cmi leh!”

This is the one I texted to A:
“Hello. I this sat cmi for work leh.”

Yes, it’s in broken English but if normal Singaporean or those who stayed in Singapore for at least 3 years or so would mostly understand this Singlish, right?
If you don’t understand, both of the messages mean I’m unable to work.

Both of them did not reply to my texts. Well, for A, he always doesn’t reply my messages so I don’t really care. At least I told them.

On 9/9/2011 – I received a message from M:
“Remind u tml got work at ps
(dbg) n start 2pm until close.”

I was so damn surprised as I already texted both of them that I’m unable to work. Since my phone currently doesn’t have any value, I couldn’t reply her. Thus I used Lynn’s phone to reply her. I told her that I already told her I am unable to work on Saturday and I did mention to A too.

They missed called me and Lynn’s phone many times. I called back only realised that they tried to push all the blame to me.

M answered the call and passed the phone over to A. He took it and at first I was trying to be polite.

However, he was being very rude by saying I did not mention anything about me unable to attend work. I told him that I did text M and him. It was his tone that I was upset with. The way he put it, he was accusing me of not telling him.
He said it in Chinese; I’ll be kind to explain what he just said in English. He was trying to say that I was trying to blame everything to him that I told him I was unable to work when I did not. The way he said – he was so sure that I did not text him. I’m sure I did – unless he changed his number. If he actually did, I would have said I texted his old number. But he did not. Both of them in fact got my messages, but did not respond to any of my texts.

I was so pissed already. He said he doesn’t understand what does “cmi” stands for. He used the same excuse for M too when I said I sent the same thing to M. So, in conclusion, both of them don’t know what does “cmi” stands for.

Of course I would just shoot him by saying people in the Internet knows what does “cmi” stands for. This shortcut is general.

To this who really doesn’t know, it means “Cannot Make It”. I hope that do really clears you up.

Back to the topic, he was trying to push all the blame to me – which I was in all wrong for sending them in shortcuts.
I was trying to be calm so I apologized for that and I promised next time I will text in proper English with full spellings. However, that didn’t shut him up. He continued to blame everything to me. I was already so pissed and my tone changed.
I mean, I already apologized to him – what else does he want? He wants me to kneel down and beg for forgiveness? Or perhaps get him a wife? Seriously, it’s a no wonder that you’re still single and your twin brother already married. Both of you looked really alike, but why are you still single at your age? It’s the attitude and personality that makes big differences.

So I changed my tone and started being rude to him. I guess he was shocked that I was so rude. I don’t give a flying kick about being nice to him anymore. I’m not a bootlicker or anything; I don’t need you to give me a pay rise either. He asked me why my tone became like that. I think he was being funny. Anyone who doesn’t treat me with respect doesn’t deserve mine either.

I repeat myself thrice that I had already apologized for that and promised to use full English – what more does he want? In the end he gave up and double confirm with me if I really couldn’t work on Saturday – DUH! WHY DID I EVEN TEXT YOU IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE IF I AM ABLE TO WORK? AND IF I COULD WORK, WHY ARE WE EVEN HAVING THIS STUPID CONVERSATION IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE.

Upon hanging up the phone, both Donovan and Lynn told me if they were in my situation, they would have already resigned. Well not for me, since I’m working on the 17th and 24th Sep. I won’t see their faces for these two days anyway, thank god!
While trying to calm down, I sorted my thinking. The whole situation is not all my fault at all.

1. If both of them doesn’t understand what does “cmi” means, why can’t they call
or reply my messages and ask me?
2. His tone was accusing me – saying I’m
pushing all my responsibilities to him when in fact I did not.
3. His
attitude sucks.
I’m too lazy to further list out… But you get what I mean.

Fyi, both of them thought “cmi” means “coming”. No one in the right mind would think that way. I guess both of them made an agreement to push all the blame to me. Even if I were to shortcut “coming”, it should totally be “cming”? Please don’t come too much that every word to you means come alright? Seriously, who in the right state of mind would think of that? Also, if I’m able to attend, why in the fuck will I text you to tell you I’ll be coming to work? Are you dumb or what? You’re so not my mum or dad, I don’t need to report to you if I’m coming. Also, I worked under this company for 6months. If I were to tell you I’m going for work every week, shouldn’t I be continuously doing that from the start? If everyone were to do that – how many staffs you own? – Your phone will totally explode with SMSs.

1. I won’t text you for no fucking reason.
2. You don’t reply any of my
SMSs, how am I supposed to know if you got my goddamn messages in the fucking
first place?
3. I’ve always been nice and polite to both of you.
4.
Whenever you called me for last minute work, I helped you out.
5. I NEVER
FUCKING ditch your bloody job before.

I may be nice, but if you cross the line, you can never go back. My respect for you has gone to zero.

A, don’t think everyone in the company loves you. I met few of the staffs who are unhappy with you. Even if you actually read this and try to find out, no one will admit. ‘Cause all you do is to nag and push the responsibility.
After the two days of work, I doubt A will set any timetable to work for me, so what, I can always go and find better jobs with better pay.

Love at first sight?

2011-08-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

As I promised, I'll blog a funny incident that happened recently. Btw, if you're wondering, I'm listening to Backstreet Boys songs. I simply love old bands~ *insert hearts*

Few weeks ago, I just finished my POM paper. My exams didn't really end but I just feel like playing out of the sudden. So I pulled Joanne and Yi Ling to AMK to play pool. Yes, I sometimes do drop by AMK to play pool, you might find me there.

We were playing quite happily and noobishly. Well, it had been months since my last game so my skills were summarized in one word: Rusty. Hahaha but that doesn't mean I'm a good player, it only made me worst.

I taught Yi Ling and Joanne how to play pool although Joanne just can't learn it.. Okay back to the point. When 3 lousy pool players united, we were just disgracing ourselves there.

That was when the funny incident happened. The 3 guys by the next table were just leaving and one of them came over our table and told me this: "Hey, I saw you all played, not bad.. was wondering if you guys might be interested to play with us?"

At first I was thinking they just wanna play one round with us so I just agreed. I'm quite a sociable person, you know. HAHAHAHA!

However, he said: "er.. no no, I mean we were just leaving, maybe you could leave your number down and we could meet up for a game..."

I wasn't thinking straight at that point anyways. 'Cause normally when guys take numbers from you, normally they just want to know the other girl in your clique. Well obviously, he wanted to know Yi Ling.

I gave him my number since it was not really concerning my business. Then they came back to find us and chat. In the end, we exchanged numbers.

Then I realised that one of the guys kept texting and calling me. I got so pissed off thus I diverted my phone to Singapore Casket...

Okay, you know what I kinda forgot about the story but you know what I mean. Kids, don't anyhow give your number to others unless he's kinda cute or good-looking. Who knows anyone will be so irritating?

Yes, fyi, he asked me to be his girlfriend right that night after I just know him. He texted and facebooked me. I really can't stand people who asked for a relationship through online. I find it damn kiddish and not serious at all. If you guys do that, that's for you. I just think that is too secondary school and I'm way too old for these kinds of things. The way he tried to flirt with me were kinda old school ways.

Anyways, I don't really give a shit anymore. One of the last messages he spammed me was telling me he liked a girl for 4 years and he can continue to wait for me. Don't be too touched, my dear sister, XT stalked his Facebook and realised that he liked a girl like a few weeks back before he know me. Oh please, are you that despo?

Sometimes I just don't get what some guys are thinking. Don't anyhow tell a girl you'll wait. In other words, you're just meaning you'll just keep her on radar until you find another better and pretty one. Boys will always be boys.

I'M ALIVEEEEEEEE~!!!

2011-08-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for mixing in apples(MIA) for such a long time! I was really busy. I've been partying all week! Just kidding.. I'm not even the legal age to party and act like a stupid wild dog yet.

So when you grow up from being an innocent baby, to an irritating preschooler to a spoiled kid in primary school to rebellious young adult to partying all day adult. What a life!

Just kidding. This month you might notice that I don't really have pretty much lots of things to rant about. Mainly because I switched from bus taking to the frigging train. Normally people would have prefer that... but really? From Punggol to Serangoon to Bishan to Yio Chu Kang each day back and forth just to go to school? BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER!!!

My holidays are coming soon and hopefully I can update more stuffs here! This week is exam week and truthfully, I have yet to study a single thing. I screwed up my stats paper today anyways.

Just a short update informing you guys that I'm NOT dead! Yes, I cut my hair but it doesn't make any different because my hair has once again grew longer and it's looking like hays. /Insert crying faces/

Next post will be a funny post. Still thinking how should I write it. Hehe.

Oh yeah.. I totally forgot to blog one entry to complain about my workplace.. you guys should remind me about it! :(

I'll back shortly.

2011-08-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

In the meanwhile, you can watch this video.