OH MY GUMS!

02-20-2015

2015-02-20T16:37:00.000-05:00

Last Tuesday, I passed by Sonny's BBQ and got a sniff of that yummy-smelling-freshly-cooked ribs.

I smiled because I remember how my late husband Chuck loved them.

Today I was remembering how Chuck likes to surprise me with little things when I get home from work.

A card.

Flowers he picked up from the neighbors garden.

A piece of chocolate with my name on it.

I smiled.

A week ago I was organizing my stuff and found Chuck's favorite shirt.

It still smells like him.

I tried to smile but I couldn't.

Because he is not here today, on what would have been his birthday.

Happy birthday up in heaven my Mister Fun Guy!

Thank you for your true love...

"It's not about money money money "

2015-02-13T09:50:00.001-05:00

* S.P.O.I.L.E.D*

2014-08-21T13:28:00.000-04:00

It feels so good to come home to a nice dinner ready for me with beautiful pink flower from the backyard too! ... I'm lucky to have a new "Chuck" in my life who makes me feel so special every second of the day....

* A Visit...

2014-05-07T20:30:00.000-04:00

After a little over 2 years, it feels so good to be back to my late husband's (Chuck) and my favorite place we called "our paradise" that we used to visit every other weekend... and to have TIM who patiently accompany me here and loves spending time with me 24/7 , I AM VERY HAPPY. I found another CHUCK in him... Life is never a dull moment with my new fun guy.

*I WASTED MY LIFE BEING WITH THIS GUY

2014-03-19T08:42:00.000-04:00

Some people are just born to be douche bags, fake, jerk and CHEATERS

*Mr. Right VS Mr.Wrong

2014-02-14T14:13:00.000-05:00

T.R.U.E

( I found my Mr. Right the second time around :D )

Yes it will....

2014-01-14T03:30:00.000-05:00

CHEATERS GO TO HELL!

2013-12-02T01:30:00.000-05:00

*THE WORLD LOST SOME COLOR

2012-06-20T03:26:00.000-04:00

( written on Oct.26,2011 ---missing my Husband )

......October 24, 2011, My husband Chuck passed away due to Heart attack.

I typed those words and I re-read them and I cannot believe it’s true.

I wish I was lying to you.

But I’m not.

The world lost some color that day... As soon as the doctors told me to be ready because there's no hope that they can save him, everything seemed to turn black and white.

I imagine it will take time to turn back to color again but the world will never, ever be the same.

My heart feels missing.

Lost.

Broken.

This is so completely unfair.... It’s unfair....

I just can’t comprehend it..

I wonder if I can get an explanation from God why this happened, would it make me feel better?

I am so grateful to have him for 9 years...great fun loving memories. To have wrapped my arms around him, kissed him , laughed with him.... to have shared our dreams together, to have been able to look into his eyes and tell him how much I loved him and how lucky I was to have him in my life...

I will never, ever forget the gift of just knowing him...my fun fun funny guy!

BUT FOR RIGHT NOW, MY HEART JUST WANTS HIM BACK.

Please pray for his soul....

*A SPECIAL DAY

2012-05-13T01:40:00.002-04:00

"IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE , YOU NEVER STOP NEEDING YOUR MOM" - Kate Winslet. ....And I will never stop needing mine...Happy Mother's Day to the best mom in the whole world.Daddy,Honey, Jon-Jon, Precious and I wants to thank you for the never ending love and care.We love you with all our heart.

It's a great feeling celebrating it with you this time...

* Happy "V" Day Everyone!!!

2012-02-14T08:25:00.004-05:00

Sometimes you can tell how much people love each other without even seeing their faces...

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2012-02-02T14:54:00.001-05:00

The smiles. The laughters. The love. The time together.....Those are what matters.

*EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT....

2011-12-05T20:33:00.003-05:00

....IN TIME

*random thoughts # 31

2011-09-02T22:39:00.002-04:00

I wish I had three hands. Then I could eat cupcakes, ride my bike and fly a kite at the same time.

*A WALK IN THE PARK

2011-07-04T19:28:00.004-04:00

It’s been unseasonably cool here this early 4th of July morning, must be brought by the rain these past few days... The hubby is in his deep sleep and when the sun came out I decided to sneak out of the house and do my walking at a Park close by and take some pictures.

I didn’t walk fast enough to get a cardio workout kinda' thing, but it was so nice to just enjoy the flowers,the plants and the trees...to listen to the sound of the water flowing from one pond to another and to feel the damp, refreshing air on my face.

I saw a group of white birds and ducks and a squirrel lookin' back at me and some other creatures minding their own business.

It was nice...

Sometimes, I have to remind myself to live life even in small ways.

*TEMPORARY BINGE EATING (again)

2011-06-25T19:16:00.003-04:00

Monday, I'll go back to healthy eating, but today I enjoy the hell outta my huge fried tilapia with lots of rice…and strawberry margarita...and chocolate cake topped with vanilla ice cream...and whatever the hell else I want.

*MOMMY YO!

2011-05-07T15:10:00.006-04:00

May you always stay beautiful.

May you always dance your heart away.

May you always be tough like Manny Pacquiao.

May you always know that you are special.

May you alway feel confident wearing them high heeled shoes.

May you always smile, be happy and enjoy life because you deserve it...

May you always feel loved unconditionally.

BECAUSE YOU ARE.

Happy Mother's Day!

I love you Mommy...

*MY ROYAL WEDDING THOUGHTS

2011-05-01T10:30:00.020-04:00

Luckiest girl in the world...

How do you wear a hat on your forehead? ....SUPERGLUE?

Home wrecker....

William needs ROGAINE...

Pippa (the Maid of Honor) looks absolutely beautiful! ...she nearly outshine the bride

I threw up a little when I saw these hats...

They look good together...

AVATAR...

Harry just oozes charm...( he's my new favorite guy :) )

I think there should be a Royal Family reality show so a Royal junkie like me can sit and watch all day while learning even more about weird hats and expensive dresses and all royal stuff that only royal family do...

AND

I.JUST.HAVE.TO.DO.THIS

*A LITTLE BIT OF EASTER HUMOR

2011-04-24T09:06:00.011-04:00

*check out the pics*

"LET HAPPY THOUGHTS MULTIPLY LIKE RABBIT"

On a more serious note, may your Easter be filled with joy, peace and love. Feels great to be love by Papa Jesus unconditionally. HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

*I'M SUFFERING FROM A SLIGHT LACK OF SLEEP

2011-04-11T22:49:00.024-04:00

...and a slight distraction by Angry Birds.

I live next to a huge man-made pond. It's really pretty, when it's not ripe with decaying algae or a sight of an alligator torturing another species.

However,for the last three nights,I have been awaken from my precious sleep at around 4 AM by DUCKS which sounds like hundreds of them having a wild pond party....Or maybe an orgy.

I asked hubby if he wouldn't mind slaughtering the ducks on his way home from work.

He said "NO WAY , JOSE!!!" :( ...oh well. Just a thought...

And who the hell is that JOSE guy?

What is the most disturbing part of this is that I can't get back to sleep again.

Any kind of sleeplessness is highly unusual for me... I can sleep pretty much anywhere, anytime. But something about the nasal honking of hundreds of ducks (with maybe a couple of screaming sandhill cranes and crying ducklings) gives me anxiety. They sound weird and noisy and annoying all together.

Do they have to do it in the wee hours of the morning, though?

INCONSIDERATE FREAKIN' DUCKS!

random thoughts # 30

2011-04-02T22:58:00.007-04:00

Kung may kilay ka ba naman na mala-Bella Flores tulad nito...GO lang nang GO!

*Letter to STEVEN TYLER

2011-03-26T09:41:00.008-04:00

I was there.I was at your West Palm Beach,Florida concert on November of 2007.I touched your shoes from up the stage while you sing my favorite song "What It Takes".

But you didn't talk to me or invite me backstage.
Not even a wave.
Or a wink.

Nothing!

You just played your songs and flirt with those blondes as if I wasn't around...

I talked to my husband and he says it is OK if you come to our house for dinner.

I know there are other rich, powerful, beautiful celebrities with perfect faces and drop dead gorgeous bodies around you.But you know what? ....they aren't me.

They don't know every single word to all of your songs.
They don't google you, collect your albums and watch you on youtube and American Idol....OBSESSIVELY.
They don't join the Aerosmith fan club.
They don't download your APPSOLEWDLY apps.
They don't have the same shirt like what you wear here. (By the way,I got the red one too)

They don't accept your mistakes.
They don't like it when you wear black nail polish.
They don't think it's cool when you joined the American Idol.

But me? I don't judge. I accept you for who you are.

I know you were busy and had a lot on your mind and maybe you were being a bit shy or playing hard to get...But I didn't want much. Just a "HELLO" would have been nice.

And accepting my offer for a dinner with my hubby in our house would have been even better.

Maybe next time you're in Florida?

Love,

Super Ganda

PS: Happy Birthday

*SUPERMOON

2011-03-20T10:53:00.013-04:00

(Picture taken on March 19, 2011 at 7:58PM EST , Jensen Beach, FL)

"The last full moon so big and close to Earth occured in March of 1993" Geoff Chester of US Naval Observatory said in a statement from NASA.

After 18 years, me and my hubby got a chance to witness the "supermoon" and I'd say "IT'S WORTH A LOOK!"

(taken at 8:12PM EST)

random thoughts # 29

2011-03-14T21:55:00.000-04:00

Remember when balloons gave you so much joy?

*CARTOON TIME

2011-03-09T21:58:00.019-05:00

I grew up watching POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN from neighbor's TV...(that time when not a whole lot of people can afford to buy their own television.)

I remember the green thing called "spinach" out of a can that POPEYE pops every time BRUTUS get the better of him and he suddenly had super strength.That funny sound everytime his muscles got bigger. I remember OLIVE, the love of his life and her tiny little body and her famous hairstyle.

Of course at young age, I didn't quite knew what spinach was. All I knew was that green stuff gives you super power.

I guess that what got me into eating talbos ng kamote, kangkong , malunggay and other green veggies.

I guess I'm glad I did.

I guess I just miss POPEYE... Haven't seen him in a loooooong time.