On My Mind 0_o

Tired Post

2011-05-10T15:15:00.000-04:00

I'm so tired its not even funny jah know it sucks when your getting old and have to grow up :( I can't seem to fight sleep and win again at least not for as long as I use to .
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The Individual known as Blu Blu

2011-05-04T12:07:00.000-04:00

Ive posted a few videos of this person just because I think the world needs to see them. Someone needs to catalog this person's life. Ive known him for about 7 years maybe even more..and I've never met another like him he is in my humble opinion the biggest pathological liar of my time..this dude dreams about lies he is what you would call a freestyle liar... he makes things up out of thin air just for the sake of telling it ... anyways i will link a few videos of this unique individual below ..here goes..

Ps: say something weh mi nuh like and see wah reach you

I'm Still Here

2011-03-21T15:57:00.000-04:00

Yes I know I'm not keeping up with my promise I'm not venting as much as I should but the things on my mind as of late would be kinda rude if I were to express them. I am working and becoming a much better person emptied of all my anger and hate so as soon as I do this I will begin with some lovely post or maybe I'm just kidding myself who knows :) but I just wanted y'all to know that I'm still here I'm still alive :) peace
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Idle Vid from the past

2011-02-28T22:23:00.000-05:00

This was around september october of 2000 something i really don't remember but most of the aqua ave crew came together to clean up the park. Something really funny happened and we missed it so we decided to start video taping just in case it happened again which on the ends it usually does. Pree video below

BIG UP PON YOUR STRONG MI DON!!!

2011-02-28T22:10:00.001-05:00

Happy Birthday 5cent aka 5shizzle mi Bredrin mi Bredda mi Boss!!!

Happy Birthday 5cent

Yute we still a talk bout you, you still deh pon me mind when me a touch di road alone me try fi walk and drive good cause the world nuh nice out deh. If I could turn back the hands of time me wouldn't need fi a write this :( still hurts when I think back and memories surface and your not around tears flows when I remember but I hide them in the streets, You were a real friend and a very good person and I miss you everyday. We celebrated your birthday on Saturday not a lot of people came but for those who came together and made it happen it was a blessing I hugged your mother I told her I loved her and I felt her love for me for all of us. For all those who came out to celebrate our friends birthday even though gone we showed he's not forgotten thank you it meant a lot. Happy Birthday Andrew aka 5cent.
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About a month or so

2011-02-28T14:39:00.000-05:00

So its been awhile since I've updated this blog of mine, I'm sorry lots on my mind been busy and had nothing to say really....


jus chillin at the park for 5cents birthday

Its been about a month or so I'm sure but if I'm wrong just means time is dragging alot slower than I thought. In the past month I've been all over the place mentally emotionally but same place physically weird I know and I cant explain it either its difficult and a bit crazy/confusing..oh we celebrated my friend 5cent birthday on saturday well his birthday is today the 28th of feb but we did it saturday not alot of his friends came but those who did made it work it was a very wonderful get together his mother came and we had a wonderful time it was very special.. R.I.P (five cent) my memory of you will never fade :( miss you like crazy bro.

Thanks For Choosing Me

2011-02-12T01:17:00.002-05:00

So I got hurt again no big deal I'm use to it, its happened before well, its been awhile so it hurts it really does. Now here's the story. I asked my girlfriend of 3 years to not hurt me. She was to just do one thing one thing only choose me over somebody (a guy) she met 2 months ago I don't know what type of impact he had on her but it was worth ending a relationship :( . Hey I'm emotional sue me. My pride is all I got and to be honest it got CRUSHED today, I was told that I was controlling that I was jealous and that I was being foolish, do u know what effect that has on a proud man? I can't explain it but I wish I could cut out my heart and still be alive I don't want to feel I don't want to care for anyone cause in the end they all leave and ur left hurt and heartbroken. She said I'm ending a 2 year relationship over a movie ( its been 3 )
I said I hope the movie was worth it.

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Last Tears

2011-02-10T14:47:00.001-05:00

This is me I don't feel ashamed.
It's clear there is no changing you,so I remain the same.
I am so angry at this moment I can't think straight and this feeling I am having can only be called hate.
My eyes are focused but I don't hear a thing,this hurts so much way beneath the skin.
I want to let it go don't want to feel this pain.
I hope it makes me stronger I pray that bearing all this weight won't make me strain.
I've seen it happen to a lot of friends I guess its just a passage from boys to men
Some make it out some lose their minds some find themselves some get left behind
I will remember this till that day I die this is my last tear my eyes forever dry.
Ps: The future me will never cry :)
That's was something I wrote a few years ago took me about 5 mins uzeet uzeet, tell me how it sound nuh
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Saturday Morning Football by Donald Quarrie High School.

2011-02-05T08:34:00.000-05:00

This his the 3rd year since we started this out of necessity because the original field we played on got dumped up by some bad minded neighbors . Anyways the rivals meets here every saturday morning. The style play resembles the brazilians, very skillful :) most of the guys here represents a professional team so watched out we recommend u play with caution.
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Loosing Battle

2011-02-04T22:07:00.000-05:00

Never argue with fools you will not win and you'll just end up feeling annoyed and a little bit dumber, here's why, the fool will never understand your level of reasoning, so you will have to dumb down to the fools level and there you will be beaten with experience. Fools are usually loud and when arguing with a fool the person who gets the loudest or has the better punchlines usually wins not the one that uses facts and logics as tools. When arguing with a fool logics serves no purpose unless its to end the debate before it even starts. Fools don't play by rules so they'll say anything I've been in situations where fools would use the phrase "you or no book can prove anything to me God affi come tell me dat himself" word to the wise if you hear this phrase end argument immediately. Fools tend to love attention I don't know y but they do so there will be a crowd and honestly no one will really know who the smart one is since u will now be battling at the fool's level so to any audience there looking on both parties are considered the fool. So my point is Don't be a fool by arguing with one.
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Got My First Ticket Today

2011-02-03T08:24:00.001-05:00

I'll take care of this one officer

After five years of tearing the road I finally got my first ticket. Ironically not for speeding or anything crazy but because my fitness was up from Monday and I had no idea (negligence). Its all my fault actually, I should have been more aware I thought I was good, I thought my papers were too :) I was being kinda cocky even. "What's the problem officer your gonna make me late for work, hurry up and check the papers so I can beat the traffic " I was shocked when he told me the fitness was up :( at that point I wish I had kept my mouth shut.

I always said I could talk my way out of anything but I was proven wrong today. The wicked police was not having it and was hell bent on giving me the ticket, I tried begging I even tried letting out some tears I tried limping as if I were injured, made up a story about me not being in Jamaica for the past 3 weeks and I just got back and was on my way to take care of it :( none of that worked. A female officer was also there and I had her in the palm of my hands she really didn't want to give me the ticket but the big man say him a do him job and me fi jus tek the ticket and lock me mouth (shame) a deh so me did really waa cry. Long story short me tek the ticket me late fi work and me affi go sort out the fitness so me just a gwan vent yah now ... But its official now I hate Cops. The senior officer was an ass!

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GoodNite

2011-02-02T22:14:00.000-05:00

Good Nite internet people Hope y'all have a wonderful rest and stuff peace

A Bit More ....

2011-02-02T16:59:00.002-05:00

tend to get shy around crowds. I don't know why its like I think they're all staring at me and whispering saying hurtful stuff that I can't hear, if they laugh out loud I think its me they're laughing at. Is this normal? Am I weird for feeling like this? I often take the long route to avoid contact and when I'm asked to do something where a audience will be I start talking to myself well I try to motivate myself. I am not a people person willard is very shy, very quiet and unassuming young man and that is why u have willy and willy london my alter ego's they get me through the day. Those two knows no fear and say whatever's on their mind the problem with that is they tend to get me into trouble :) but who gives a damn, They're still likable . Anyways I just had to get this off my mind and onto the internet hope this gives a little insight into who I am .
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My Day Off

2011-02-02T08:58:00.000-05:00

My day off is nothing like Ferris trust me i wish it was .

Thats how i actually sleep

What to do on such a day? Lay in bed late surf the internet and watch some videos on worldstarhiphop.com tweet some thoughts and then tell Facebook whats on my mind. After that I'll head into the living room not before stopping by the kitchen to warm up my overnight dinner for breakfast and to fix me a glass of coconut water(the real drink of champions) then go around my computer to catch up on my favourite episodes i missed the days before. I often do this for a few hours till i get bored or tired then i go back to my room for around and hour or two, I will more than likely be laying down listening to some songs probably a jay-z album or some comedy album from either George Carlin, Richard Pryor, Eddie Murphy or Bill Cosby ( yea yea I love to laugh). I usually fall asleep listening to whatever and wake up just in time to take my sis to work. Ive recently started to hit the sands in the evenings with my friends cause I'm trying to get fit well I am getting fit i think, I don't get tired again like out of breath or anything but my back kills but i push through :). After the sands and stuff I go straight home take a bath and then head to the park just to chill with the mosquitoes and my friends vibe a bit and just reason. I will then end the (Day off) on my phone with my girlfriend :). I don't really get to do anything crazy exciting on weekdays but the weekends will blow your mind I'm talking sky diving swimming with sharks and all the stuff i can make up :)
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My Favourite Sport

2011-02-01T23:24:00.003-05:00

Tuesday Nights
We think about it all day long we can't wait for the day to finish the night fall and the stars to come out. It usually starts out with a game of 3 vs 3 then as the rest of warriors arrives its stretches into a full court. Yes I'm talking Basketball we meet every Tuesdays and Thursdays at the place we dubbed(the blvd) this is where we settle all beef where trash talking is free and where rivals meet, I'm a member of the most feared team We are called Harbour View and we don't lose. Tonight is first time in two weeks since anyone has been to the court so it should be Good Epic even. I will try to make this topic a weekly series being that this is my favourite sport and I do most of my venting on the court. I'm about to head out now as soon as I come out of the bathroom :) Nerves

Edit: we lost tonight lol bad. I blame that on BAD Lighting dwl

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Feeling Sleepy As Usual

2011-02-01T12:10:00.000-05:00

I don't know if its the food I eat around this time of day or just me having a bad habit either way my eyes or tired.
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Afraid to Fail

2011-02-01T09:29:00.000-05:00

Its apart of life, failure that is, we all experience it yes it sucks but it teaches us what to do what not to do and how to do it. Being afraid to fail can make a person a failure its sounds weird but bear with me.

If your afraid to fail in most cases you wont even try and if you wont even try it will never get anything done.

I've seen this happen a lot of times with people I know personally, one of my best friend is like that

he will never give u a straight answer or honest input unless someone else does it first he waits for someone else's answer before saying “hey thats what I was gonna say” ( yea right). I'm assuming this came about from his many failed attempts at trying to answer a question correctly or being embarrassed when someone said no you fool !I don't know but thats what I can come up with :) .

Failure is apart of life it hurts I know :( its a feeling you would never want to experience again but that should never stop a person from trying go out there and give it your best learn from your experiences and become a better person in the process.

If you don't push yourself you will never know how far you can go and if your afraid to fail in most cases you will never even try.

Note to readers: This is my first time blogging it will get better I promise I'm just venting

Ubuntu

2011-02-01T07:36:00.001-05:00

This is the Os of choice where I work its stable not prone to viruses and has most drivers. Yes I'm happy with it oh by the way good morning I'm at work and the school day has begun :(.
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Nite Ryder

2011-01-31T20:22:00.001-05:00

Yea that's me keep it on the low dow :) ( taking the pic) that is not my car ok i jus liked the lights
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The Dreaded Sands

2011-01-31T19:13:00.001-05:00

I went jogging(walking) today again me and two of ma friends shouts out to alrick and buju. I've been trying to get fit as of 2011 since 2012 is around the corner and I will need to be fit to lead :). Let me tell you though its not easy at all, for every step I make its seems as if the sand is locking on to my foot its a long road but I must get to my destination. Walk with me :)
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The EU CluB...

2011-01-31T16:22:00.002-05:00

So what really happen to The EU Club? Well it didn't happened the way it was planned as always greed got in the way and it stayed there. It all started in November of last year I was doing some pushups (mentally) and it came to me, why not start a group with my friends not the dance thing but like a company a movement to put all of us on the map as well as the community we came from. So I called up ma closest friends we met one day at the park (this is the place we hang out) I pitch them the idea and I laid out the plans. We were to come up with a name first of all after hours of brainstorming we came to the decision to name the group The EU Club (The Elite Union) next we were gonna introduce the name to the community by throwing a invite party. Anyway we did that and it was a crazy success nothing like that had ever been held in the club and everyone who was there or heard of it wanted to know when we would do it again. Anyways one of the members came to me saying that a promoter approached him to keep another one he liked the crowd we got and wanted us to help promote his event the only thing is he only approach one member the greedy one. Long story short he never mentioned that it was a group effort and he put his name on the flyer and then said He didn't like the name THE EU Club and that we should work for him jokingly the acronym was L.I.E....

Posting From my Phone

2011-01-31T14:23:00.002-05:00

WTF!!!! OMG I just found out that I can make Posts DIRECTLY from my phone now I finally have the right avenue for my thoughts (pause) the world literally feels like a better place :)

Japanese Curried Chicken

2011-01-31T14:13:00.000-05:00

Looks great huh? Well looks have been known to deceive people :)
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Finally

2011-01-31T14:04:00.000-05:00

I think I'm digging the new template, in the space of an hour I've change design templates 3 times, I just was not feeling them I liked the darker colour ones but not all fonts really agreed with them and since I want people to read my blog I cant be aiding them in the journey towards blindness so I opted for lighter colours. What do y'all think be honest and hurt my feelings if must, I cant hate on constructive criticism :)

Been Sleepy as of late

2011-01-31T12:28:00.000-05:00

So I go to bed around 9 at nights, wake up around 5 in the morning bathe put on some clothes and lay back till its time to leave for work around 7:45am. I get to work do my rounds and sit at the computer to check for emails reads some blogs and check techjamaica.com to see what topic is on and popping. I sign into face book messenger via a third party app on Linux cause I don't want to be viewing the site at work, I gotta set an example since its blocked on most computers where I work. after about 30 mins of sitting around the computer I start feeling sleepy. Ok maybe its boredom since nothings is really new to me on the Internet been surfing since high school that at least 15 years. My favourite blog only gets updated twice per month so there aint nothing good to read unless y'all can recommend something for me. Aright back to me being sleepy this never use to happen to me or maybe it did probably I wasn't this bored to even notice it but every day around noon my eyes starts telling me I need to close them I wish I could even for a second but me and my boss shares the same office and he's always there with me. So I tend to get up go for walks or go outside to slap myself in my face.... as a matter of fact this is how this blog came along I was bored and sleepy. Anyways I'm gonna go find something to do till next time maybe tomorrow or even a few minutes from now. I want to make this a hobby of mine so I will try best to blog as often as possible so until next time . London Out!