a re-run on Life

What is Death.

2016-11-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

The 5 stages of grief and loss are: 1. Denial and isolation; 2. Anger; 3. Bargaining; 4. Depression; 5. Acceptance.

9/11/2016. 3.20 a.m. Woke up in panic. Window near bed was knocked and rattled hard. Faz told me to look at my phone.

1. Denial. 10 minutes it took me to read and re-read and try to understand what they wrote. Hands shaking. I sat down. Called Cikna.

2. Anger. 30 minutes of accusing Abah. Did he asked Mak to do something tiring yesterday? Packed and started car to come home. Angry at other people sitting near Mak's body. No that's my mom and that's my place.

3. Bargaining. This I will always do. I should have been home already when Mak asked "yah ko balik kan malam ni?" "Minggu ni balik?". I should have done it on the spot when she asked me to help cut her nails. Should have woke up earlier to help tidy up her edible garden backyard. Should have massaged her more or at least repair her massage chair. Should have taken her to all of her medical check ups. Should have cooked for her more. Should have washed her clothes more. Should have treat her better. Should have love her better. Should have hug her longer the last time I hugged her. Ya Allah, Mak ampunkan salah silap, ampunkan segala kekurangan layanan, halalkan segala makan minum dari kecik sampai la besar ni. How they say you can feel and miss a person's warm hug. How many times i stopped myself from lying down next to her instead of just kissing and hugging her.

4. Depression. How to study and justify why you're feeling sad? It comes and it goes. At times it's bad and at times it's good remembering the sadness and memories with and of her. Was she happy?

5. Acceptance. Accept what? She left this world, and her soul is going to the next. We lost her living body, buried in plot 219 at the cemetery. Accept that I can never again talk to her in this world, never hug her again, never to have her here again. Accept that the people coming were all here for her, people that her good heart had touched. People that although not our blood-related family, might have played a role in her life. The life when I was not there with her during weekdays. The life and her social circle that I was not part of. Accept to let them say their du'a and goodbyes as well. Accept that she has lived a full life and it was time for her to go. I still want her but it is Allah's will.

What is death.
But a separation of this material world.

Ya Allah ampunkanlah dosa ibuku Hajjah Futor binti Haji Anuar, terimalah segala amal ibadatnya. Lepaskanlah ibuku daripada sebarang seksa kubur dan api neraka. Masukkanlah beliau ke dalam golongan hamba-Mu yang soleh. Permudahkanlah urusannya di akhirat dan tempatkanlah ibuku di jannah, ya Allah. Semoga ibuku damai di sana.

Simple Microwaved Chocolate Cake

2016-03-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

Ok so back from office this evening, had the craving to eat something chocolatey. So i whip up this simple microwaved chocolate cake in less than 5 minutes. Honest to god it takes less than that (disclaimer: given i move pretty fast like lipas kudung in the kitchen and all the baking things are within easy reach)

Really simple recipe:

1/4 cup oil

1/4 cup brown sugar

1 egg

1/4 cup flour

1/4 cup cocoa powder

1/2 tsp baking powder

1/2 tsp vanilla essence

1 satchet 3-in-1 instant coffee (optional)

Directions:

- mix everything in a microwave-safe container (i do it by hand using spoon je dalam tupperware)

- microwave for 1:30 (90 seconds)

- ?

- profit

Notes:

- to make it ala #batikfudgebrownies i put some biskut marie pieces/chunks in the batter before putting it into microwave.

- since i eat it with cream cheese frosting, i reduced the sugar to half of its ratio (1/8 cup instead of 1/4 cup), but i usually put less sugar than all recipe calls for. So taste and adjust the batter to your liking sweetness level okay.

- i use olive oil. Just because.

- i think if you prefer it more fudgy brownie than cakey, increase the oil level to 1/3 cup instead of 1/4 ?

DIY Instant Shawl

2016-03-03T23:29:00.001+08:00

Too much hassle and no time to lilit2 shawl every morning, so you end up wearing yesterday's bawal?

Want to buy the latest craze instant shawls but they're kinda pricey and you don't want to restart your shawl collection all over again right. (Where will you put all your existing shawls - buy a new rack? Or looking at how many of them, maybe buy a new house?)

Here's what you can do: revamp your existing shawls into instant shawls :)

Basic Steps:

1. Own a shawl. I use my shawlbyvsnow basic essential shawls (rectangular cutting with curved ends), some non-label pasar rectangular shawls, and even a wide shawl,

2. If using wide shawl, fold to desired width, just like how you'd fold to wear it. Sew/hem the fold. Make it as neat as you can because this will be around your face and on top of your head.

3. Adjust like how you'd wear a shawl. Usually you'll have short end and long end (long end is the one you lilit around). Pin under your chin. Take it off, sew the short end from inside.

4. Put it on again, lilit and adjust the long end. Pin where necessary. Take shawl off again, careful to have the pins in place. Sew neatly along the edge of the long end where you have marked.

5. (Optional) add accessories.

So of course you can have variations in your diy instant shawl design. Like having pleats at one side, flower or beads accessories, etc.

Example: button and beads at corner.

I ended up making lots:

Cons: now each tudung need its own hanger.

Dessert Hoarder

2016-02-25T19:20:00.001+08:00

Pandan coconut cupcake

Baymax red velvet cupcake

Fudgy brownies

Then i got my period today.

Haha

Unique Flavour Cupcakes

2016-02-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

So last time i tried making milk tea cupcakes (cupcake teh tarik):

Ok la. I like the flavour and texture. Gave it 6/10. Recipe from http://ohsweetday.com/2013/07/earl-grey-tea-cupcake.html

Today i tried another unusual flavour: coconut cupcake

Geram tengok ig #cikkiah so this time i up the ante. Coconut pandan cupcake, salted caramel filling, cream cheese frosting, and topped with salted caramel candied walnut, sprinkled with some dried coconut flakes.

Recipe from http://karaspartyideas.com/2014/05/coconut-milk-toasted-coconut-cupcake-recipe.html

Housemate and friends: yahhhh why you bake these weird flavour cupcakes?

Yah: Too hipster to bake goddam chocolate cupcakes hahahahha

In all seriousness though, is it just me or you bakers/foodies out there also get bored making the same things? I felt like baking is a challenge and once i nailed that recipe, i don't feel that excited anymore. Oh well baking for own tummy hehe

I have lots of cream cheese frosting leftover. Because i messed up the liquid (whipping cream) ratio to cream cheese so i had to double everything else and ended up with way too much frosting. Might attempt carrot cake to eat with the cream cheese frosting...

Also in weird flavour cupcakes wishlist:

- cupcake sirap bandung soda

16 Shades of Shades

2015-12-31T01:44:00.001+08:00

It's that time of the year. Claim2 jangan x claim haha

Tak Cukup Perempuan

2015-12-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

Well then i am not 'perempuan' enough haha.

- i say i'm hungry when i am

- i say let's go when i want to go

- i say tengoklah when i really don't know if i can indeed go, not just to avoid saying no.

- because i say No when i mean it - no.

- i say 'pernah pergi kedai tu' just for reference - so i can give my review/opinion.

- when i ask 'penat?' - i really am asking to check if you're okay, to show my concern.

Since i am this direct, i also expect straight answer when i ask something.

So am i easy or hard?

When you mix engineering and fashion

2015-12-09T00:56:00.001+08:00

Haha this is what happens when you mix some electrical engineering with fashion:

It was buson's year end party, and the theme was luminescence - anything glowing/producing light by means other than heat.

So we customize some store-bought tees with LED and glow in the dark paint.

Didn't win the group best dressed, but still got some vouchers so not bad at all considering our low cost dress hehe.

DIY - Tutorial - Pouch

2015-11-09T21:57:00.001+08:00

6 simple steps to make a simple DIY pouch.

Materials:

Cloth/fabric.

Needle & thread or sewing machine.

Sciccors.

Craft rope or ribbon.

Steps:

1. Cut fabric into rectangle shape, size according to your wanted finish product.

2. Sew medium-width hem on both ends. This hem will ultimately be the hole you put rope/ribbon through, so make sure the width is wide enough for the rope/ribbon to pass.

3. Fold into half, wrong-side out. The hems should align.

4. Sew the sides of the folded fabric, stopping just before the hem.

5. Put the rope/ribbon through the hem, then knot the rope/ribbon. Turn the pouch inside-out.

6. Finish product :)

Other example:

Drama Dreams

2015-11-08T10:57:00.001+08:00

I guess this is the third time or so. Similar dreams. I was forced/arranged to marry. Last night's/this morning was just more detailed.

It started with suddenly on morning of my wedding day. I was already dressed and made up. I looked at my hands, with lacey veils around the back of my head. Then i snapped. Why am i in a wedding dress? Who am i getting married to?

I stood up, walking, and then running to look for my mom. I asked her. She said it's someone she knows, a divorcee/widow, i am to marry him to 'help him out'. I got angry. Why must -I- help him? Go find some girl in our village. But oh he said he wanted a woman who is working, a whole package. Wth?

She further explained that 'they' (a group of makcik2 in the village i guess) planned to marry off Wawa to another similar standing man. Again, wtf?

I ran across the hallway, passing in front of the bedroom doors. I kept pacing until it hits me that i have not even tell my friends. I have not tell him. Breathing shallow and heart beating hard, it saddens me that my marriage was to happen like that. I fumbled with the phone, looking for his number that i deleted.

Then i woke up.

As nightmares go, this is pretty worrisome. But i know when push comes to shove, my mom would not 'force' me to marry someone i do not approve/agree on. And between friends and him, i chose to call him first to tell about the marriage. Tying loose ends and perhaps hoping that he would come steal my hands?

Damn drama dreams.

Food Sensitivity

2015-11-05T13:09:00.001+08:00

Hello i know i'm a good cook. My food looks great and all. No need to stare ok.

As i wash and cut the carrot, tomatoes, and chillies. Haha. Not everyday i have the time or kerajinan to cook/prepare the night before. This morning i just grab whatever i can la. Ok what. Pan seared salmon with lemon, slices of carrot and tomatoes, some herb dressing and sambal kicap.

Pahtu cakap2 dalam bahasa dia. I dapat tangkap 'no carb no carb' je. Ye memang i kurengkan makan carb. Oh my reputation (and babat) preceeds me.

Sensitip ok org pandang2 makanan i. Rasa defensive macam kucing takut makanan dia kena curi. Rewrrrrrr.

DIY Souvenirs - pouch

2015-10-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

So. Sengkek people go travelling on a tight budget. Went to Vietnam and liked their coffee (ca-phe) so much, i wanted to give them as souvenirs. Bought lots of the trung nguyen instant coffee. Yeah the pure coffee beans will taste better but i don't think all my friends have coffee maker/ grinder haha.

Planned to put a few sachets inside a pouch. But the sold pouches are way expensive. 1 pouch costs more than RM2, handmade and all. Cheapskate me - heh i can diy the pouches =P

Materials needed:

- cloth (i use old tudung here)

- sciccors

- needle & thread (sewing mc faster)

- craft rope/ ribbon / thread to tie the pouch

- some pattern to trace & permanent marker or sharpie (optional. Cuter)

Reverse-engineer a pouch that i have, then cut and sew the cloth. Trace the cute coffee line-art with a sharpie/ permanent marker. Then iron/press the pouch so it gets tidier and smarter. Insert the craft rope/thread and tie it.

Not that hard to make but still no time to make 40 pouches. So some people get a simplified souvenirs:

What. It's still coffee. Haha

Emotional Distress

2015-09-27T19:19:00.001+08:00

So many things to think on yet i have so little control over the course of events 💆

Pending. Pending 😭😭

People pending on me. I'm pending from someone else. And the world spins so.

Hustle. Hustle 💪👊🔨

Susah now. Easy later.

Justified Cheat

2015-09-12T12:11:00.001+08:00

Semalam main badminton bersungguh sangat. Penat kena buli demmugais 😤 training angkat dumbell lagi! Lepas main lapar gila. Pagi ni pun sore muscles n lapar extra. So justified #cheatday hari ni hahhahahaha 😂 bfast nasi lemak kauuu

Syukur

2015-09-11T21:03:00.001+08:00

Just another thing to be grateful of today.

Alhamdulillah i already own a house.

Borak dgn jiran tadi. anak dia suka main dgn token n wawa. I didnt know i had it in me to beramah mesra dgn jiran hahahhaha 😱😱 pstu dia tanya n cerita la pasal dia sewa rumah ti dh 2 tahun. N rumah sblh ktrg disewakan 1k. Rumah lg 1 400. Dia tanya rumah ni sewa? Berapa? Aku x tau apsal sbb dia ckp dia menyewa, aku pun terauto tipu haah sewa dgn owner. 1000 gak. Tapi share 3 org, ok lg...

Akak ni muda lagi 20 lbih kot (tp aku panggil kak sbb dia dh ade anak kehkeh) so mcm standard average la still menyewa.

Family yg selang satu (now sewa 400) pindah dr sebelah (sewa 1k). Pindah sbb rasa 1k terbeban. Kebetulan rumah yg 400 tu old tenant nak keluar so drg dpt pindah rumah murah lagi. Family ni ayah dh tua myb 40 lbih. Anak mcm ramai. Prnh nmpk 2-3 sub-family dgn anak kecik datang. Ayah driver bas. Anak2 dia x tau kerja ape haha ko hingat aku spy ke nak tau semua? Tapi masih menyewa.

Ya Allah syukur Alhamdulliah aku diberi nikmat, kesempatan, kemampuan, kecelikan, utk beli rumah ni.

Ya Allah semoga aku sentiasa bersyukur dengan nikmat yg ade sementara mengusahakan utk mendapatkan lagi nikmat lain.

Permudahkanlan urusanku Ya Allah, di dunia dan di akhirat. Berikanlah aku kekuatan utk hidup dan berusaha, mengatasi segala susah senang Ya Allah.

Semoga aku sentiasa realize betapa untungnya hidup ni, banyak lagi org susah. Berikan aku kesempatan utk lebih mampu utk menolong.

Ammiin.

What's my dream?

2015-09-11T01:22:00.001+08:00

People have dreams right. Like what they REALLY want to do in/with their life.

My dream used to be to be a doctor, because i want to help and treat people. All the way until just before SPM. Because by then i realized that i like physics more than biology.

After that it's just going with the flow, among my 14 siblings, 2 are doctors, 2 are teachers, but none are engineers (well b.sam is engineer for plants but at that time i was not sure haha) so i was like "cool i'll be an engineer" then applied for engineering with SPM results, got to study in vandy, bla3, went back to Malaysia, bla3, then now working at bison.

A job is one thing, a lifestyle another. But what is my DREAM? It irks me that i don't know what my dream is. I know i want to be successfull - that much i know. But successfull in what? What do i consider successfull?

Even when going to FR's sarjana hartanah seminar, and reading blogs of people who has make it in the property investment, the first thing they want you to identify is, "why do you want to do this?" I always skipped this part because i didn't know what i want!

Ok so now i know. Or have some sort of inklings.

I want to be happy. How can i be happy? Am i not happy enough as of now? Is my lifestyle now lacking anything? Why do i need to do anything if i'm already happy?

Answers: yes i like my life well enough. But it can be improved. I like my work - some of it la haha - having data that i can analyze. And statistics to do. Yes i actually like statistics haha. But i don't like having to come to work everyday, having to answer to the bossess, the admin works urgh. Also if i continue to live as now, i don't have time to do all the other things i enjoy. Making clothes. Home diy stuff. Reading books. Cooking. Working out. Travelling. I LOVE going places!

So. What do i want. What is my IDEAL life?

I want to work on my own/ business/ consultancy? That gives me freedom in managing my own time, but will let me have access to data that i can apply my analytical skills. But for business to be successfull (able to provide enough money to live off), i will need to work so hard, i might have less time for my other hobbies.

So here is where property investment plays its role. I want rental income of 5k. Comfortable amount for me to save for emergency fund, give to my mom, spend for travelling, and living life.

Since my consultancy business will be just a side income - a hobby, if you will - i will not be burdened to continually work hard 24/7. I will have the freedom to do what i enjoy. Consulting/analyzing when i want to. Travelling when i want to. Sewing when i want to. Sleeping when i want to (lol)

Idea for own business: technical/statistic trainer? Consultant in what? Interior designer? Boutique shareholder? Food-related cafe/restaurants?

Consultant/trainer. Interior designer. Tailor. Traveller.

Even a housewife, mayhaps haha

But a busy and interesting housewife, yeah?

Come Marry Me -_-

2015-09-01T14:14:00.001+08:00

Mak Mon dah makin bising i sibuk cari beli rumah instead of cari laki haha. Bukan i tak nak kawin, xde orang laki serius ngorat/ ajak kawin. yg main2 friendly flirting tu ade la. Cer cakap direct "yah jom kawin bulan disember ni" kan senang i reply yes or no. Janganlah tanya "bila nak kawin?" - i boleh interpret banyak variasi. Dah tua bila nak kawin. Nak kawin dgn siapa. Bla2. Lainlah kalau tanya "kita bila nak kawin?" *guling mata*

Kalau ade laki yg baca ni, Islam, single, straight, memenuhi rukun sah kawin, & paling penting berminat nak kawin, ha meh baca iklan anak dara ni:

Name: pm for details. X boleh type kat sini kang google name i kluar pulak link blog ni haha *tutup mulut*

Umur: 26 tahun. Lahir '89

Tinggi: 165cm. Agak tinggi utk melayu. Kalau x suka pompuan tinggi, well too bad. Go pakai man-heels. Takkanlah nak i jalan melutut pulak kan *senyum sinis*

Berat: 67kg. Tapi i tgh dalam proses menjadi lebih sihat/fit. Ade potensi berat dan saiz badan berkurang di masa akan datang. Hoho

Status: Islam, anak dara single never married.

Fizikal: muka x huduh. makcik2 kakak2 cakap saya comel. Lelaki jarang puji. Rasanya pernah dengar org laki puji 3 orang je kot. Haha pathetic sungguh *nangis* sempurna tubuh badan, tiada kecacatan ataupun sakit kritikal/ sakit genetik/ sakit mental/ penyakit berjangkit. Family medical history - from mak ade darah tinggi & kencing manis. Parut kulit here and there. Kalau x nak parut lepas kawin belikan SKII la weh

Pendidikan: paling tinggi degree. Sy budak pandai. UPSR 5A, PMR 8A, SPM 11A1. Degree je x cemerlang. Makin besar makin malas pulak *kecewa*

Kerja: engineer.

Location: johor

Harta: rumah 1 dah beli duduk start bayar. 2 in progress. Kereta ade tapi name org lain (bayar sendiri jugak).

Keperabadian:

- masih perlu disiplin/orang pantau bab solat dan agama. Yg paling liat adalah subuh & baca quran. Solat lain no prob. Pakai tudung. Pandai jaga batas pergaulan. strict bab sentuh pegang2 lain jantina. I don't smoke. I don't drink. Gadis desa yg agak konservatif. (I'm saying that i'm not a bad girl iykwim)

- perangai - degil dan garang. I give what i get. Baik dgn org yg i suka, freezing cold with the rest. Baik dgn org yg baik to me. Proud. You can see it from this writing right. I am proud because i know what i deserve. Entitled.

- skill at home - pandai masak, pandai baking. Pandai urut (org ckp tangan besar gedabul ni sakit). Kemas rumah bila rajin. Threshold tahan tengok rumah sepah is 1 week. Threshold tahan tengok dapur sepah is 2 days. Standard hygienic routine applies. Mandi at least once everyday. Laundry at least once every week. Diy/tooling skill boleh la sikit2. Engineer kan haha

- minat & hobi - outdoor, jalan2, futsal, sukan. Menjahit, membaca.

Calon yg layak memohon:

- a man with his own income. X kisah more or less than me, as long as tak kacau my money. Bukan kedekut, just that i have my own plan for them. Will most likely sign a pre-nup haha

- single (never married or widowed i don't care. Just not married/engaged)

- Islam, straight.

Hah sape kata i tak nak kawin. Meh la

*senyum simpul ibarat angel*

Gehh rumahs

2015-08-24T16:22:00.001+08:00

Signed SPA & loan offer letters for rumah 2 & 3. Dup dap n payah ok utk yg kali ni. Nak nanges rasa. Siap migraine n demam. -_-

Aaaaaaaaaahgshjsjdgsjkalajahkala!!

Of course if i pull this off, hebak nanang *tepuk belakang sendiri* haha

But. But. Gaffagahjahdhajkaieudbqo 0_0

Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusanku di dunia & di akhirat. Ammiin 🙏

Cat house for them

2015-08-12T02:49:00.001+08:00

//update 24/8/15: kembang hilang last week! Ktrg tinggalkan weekend sabtu ahad. Balik ahad ptg tu dia dah hilang. Suspected ade org curi, bukan mati jatuh gaung sebab adik-beradik dia yg lain ok je balik T_T kuangajaqqqqqq mentang-mentang si kembang tu yg paling kembang. Arghh x halalkan curi kucing ktrg!

Brought wawa token n kembang along to the new house. Sepah gila depan rumah. Kotak2 fridge washing mc x buang lg. then malam2 pun sebab litter box and their food is outside, budak2 tu tidur luar. Kesian bila hujan/angin kuat. Sejuk. Rumah ni dah la end lot, bawah bukit ade tasik pulak. Memang sejuk. X perlu aircond haha.

So my solution is a diy cabinet for them:

Boleh la kan buat budak2 ni berteduh/berlindung.

P/s: ikat guna cable tie jerr. Engineer2 sangat

Jahitan Raya

2015-08-04T15:15:00.001+08:00

Tahun ni langsung xde beli/tempah baju raya. Maklumlah bajet habis utk rumah hahahhaha nangis

Raya first - pakai baju pink. Siap pagi raya 5am. Saya namakan #KurungGigih sebab gigih menjahit sampai ke pagi 🙊

Baju ni first time try jahit lace. Gila ambitious. And dah tua ni dah start bernafsu kat lace haha

Future improvement: zip kat belakang baju. Darts kat perut sebab sekarang nampak bonjol2. Parlu pakai lepas kurang lemak lagi haha

Then raya2, open house, wedding bagai pakai blouse with skirt je hoho. Skirt/kain yg dh jahit before ni

P/s: a good bra makes kubis looks awesome! Triumph haha

I laugh at the smallest things in life

2015-07-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

Life is not that hard, but can be complicated and challenging. So take the chance to laugh, even at the smallest things in your life. Be sure to get enough daily dosage of laughter!

So either i'm a balding charismatic smart gal, or a sweet and clever horny gal? 😂 damn you scary tepat!

Lol i guess i'm red and blue all through. Depends on that day la (PMS or not) HAHAHA

Ok last one. Hmm macam x kena. Both also not that tepat. I don't think i'm inspired nor exuberant...

Sonok gak main benda2 gini kat fb 😂

Birthday text

2015-06-20T01:12:00.001+08:00

"Assalamualaikum ..., selamat hari jadi, semoga baki usia diberkati Allah. Minta maaf segala salah silap."

Agak terpana dapat sms ni pagi tadi. 6:40am. Tapi aku baca bila sampai ofis 7:20 huhu 🙊

I deleted his phone number from my phone some time ago, sebab drama tawar hati perempuan puii.

Awak. Dude. Bro.

I was and am trying to move on and be happy without you. It took some time, but i definitely can and will be happy as I am.

Selalu org wish besday ade mintak maaf sekali ke? Whatever lah. Good bye and best wishes. Aku x cukup baik utk kau, and kau x cukup something untuk aku.

Rise and shine (sleepily)

2015-05-07T10:56:00.001+08:00

Think this each time my mind is weirding out.

I can be happy.

I choose to be happy.

I will be happy.

On my own or with people,

I will.

So many things to do. Buy properties. Make clothes. Read books. Prep meals. Work out.

Lifestyle Style

2015-04-29T17:06:00.001+08:00

kenapa x kawin lagi...

1. Rezeki org masing2. Org lg muda dah ade suami/isteri, ade yg dah ade anak, tapi mungkin la rezeki hartanya x sebanyak diri sendiri. Contoh ye. Bukan nak cakap aku kaya -_- contoh semata. Ade tu dah la cantik, pandai, kurus, laki baik n hensem, kaya, bla3, well eff you HAHAHA

2. Drg dh kawin, maybe rezeki masanya dah kurang berbanding org single trang tang tang nih. Malam2 pergi berjimba bersukan, hujung minggu berjalan2 ataupun mencari rumah, mengejar minat sendiri.

3. Happiness is a lifestyle. Lifestyle org tu buat dia happy, x semestinya the exact same one will make you happy, and vice versa. Unless dapat spouse yg 90% similar lifestyle la kan haha

4. I want a husband, but i don't want to be a wife yet.

5. My perspective on marriage. Marriage is useful haha cth for property channelling strategy. Nampak x i love with my brain.

Adele pls buat lagu "someone like me" utk aku cari husband to complement me tapi part yg baik je, part yg degil marah2 tu buang. Kang 2-2 degil, mamposs

Killing you softly. With a spoon.

2015-04-08T19:42:00.001+08:00

I need a gun. And a new man.

Thanks.