tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15023802410228935772012-01-23T14:40:29.809-05:00Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.comBlogger83125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-65882752796668921002012-01-22T01:28:00.000-05:002012-01-22T01:28:09.799-05:002012-01-22T01:28:09.799-05:00You gat me<br /> Shocked and stupid<br /> Dazed and spinning<br /> Still reeling from<br /> What you did<br /> <br /> You got me<br /> I still can't believe it<br /> Though I saw it coming<br /> <br /> Twisted<br /> Fucked and broken<br /> Lost and hurting<br /> Need you bad<br /> <br /> And I still don't know<br /> How you did it<br /> Or even how<br /> I let you in<br /> <br /> You gat me<br /> I dove too deeply<br /> Fallen too hard<br /> Caught up in dreams<br /> Of what might've been<br /> <br /> And God that damn hope<br /> How she doth blow<br /> Stuck on me like<br /> Fly paper<br /> <br /> And I let myself<br /> Fall in love<br /> With you<br /> Gavin<br /> <br /> You <br /> Gat<br /> Me<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2012<br /> January 22<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-6588275279666892100?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gbjrGY9_PkHOuenSNx4M3iLty4Q/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gbjrGY9_PkHOuenSNx4M3iLty4Q/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gbjrGY9_PkHOuenSNx4M3iLty4Q/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gbjrGY9_PkHOuenSNx4M3iLty4Q/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/D-OsA9fopEI" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2012/01/you-gat-me.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-6357234362140387482012-01-13T15:09:00.004-05:002012-01-13T23:55:21.876-05:002012-01-13T23:55:21.876-05:00I dreamed of dancing<br /> Having fun <br /> Rocking out to Rhianna<br /> Or moving slowly to<br /> The melodies of<br /> Samantha James<br /> <br /> For a while<br /> A moment in time<br /> You let me feel<br /> That you were mine<br /> MY Gavin<br /> <br /> How sweet it was<br /> To think of you<br /> Laying next to me<br /> Inside my room<br /> <br /> Or remembering<br /> The time you said<br /> You’d pin me to<br /> The wall<br /> <br /> You were so beautiful<br /> Sexy and tall<br /> <br /> I miss the days<br /> You’d log on and say<br /> My beautiful Nara<br /> How was your day<br /> <br /> And I’d reply<br /> Hey sexy man<br /> I missed you<br /> <br /> And there we were<br /> Strangers online<br /> But I hoped one day<br /> That maybe in time<br /> We’d meet face to face<br /> <br /> And on this hope<br /> I would rest my<br /> Weary head<br /> As it carried me<br /> To sleep inside my bed<br /> Waiting on the day <br /> That I would share<br /> With you <br /> My life<br /> <br /> Sandbox lovers<br /> We would have been<br /> My beautiful Gavin<br /> My forever friend<br /> <br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2012<br /> January 6<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-635723436214038748?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q--Mw57ukijhKRIi3gLZeOf8Wvw/0/da"><img 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profile was fine<br /> Day after day learned more about him<br /> Though prospects of a call from him was pretty slim<br /> <br /> Meeting in person I could just as soon forget<br /> He'd only repeat, I'm not ready yet<br /> After two months, I could feel he was lying<br /> My last convo with him left me crying<br /> <br /> I wanted truth, was he for real?<br /> At some point my friend, with this online deal<br /> You need to meet in person and actually date<br /> So if you're just playing with me, I could use a break<br /> <br /> That pretty boy, would you believe<br /> Deleted his account, catching my heart on his sleeve.<br /> <br /> So here I am again, back online<br /> Hopefully, A little smarter and wiser this time<br /> Searching for the guy whose heart is true<br /> And just maybe my friend, that guy is you<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2012<br /> January 7<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-3834061921774329916?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/elRV9Uq6IUk6ctijMgE28zILEjo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/elRV9Uq6IUk6ctijMgE28zILEjo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/elRV9Uq6IUk6ctijMgE28zILEjo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/elRV9Uq6IUk6ctijMgE28zILEjo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/NKKnAin-j2Q" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2012/01/that-pretty-boy-gavin.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-59507956012027004172012-01-04T02:28:00.004-05:002012-01-13T23:56:09.356-05:002012-01-13T23:56:09.356-05:00Take you<br /> As you are<br /> <br /> Love all <br /> Of you<br /> And still<br /> Want more<br /> <br /> Embrace<br /> Hold you <br /> Near<br /> <br /> Feel you<br /> Skin to skin<br /> Breathe on me<br /> Take you in<br /> <br /> Love me<br /> Fast or Slow<br /> Hold on to me<br /> Don't let go<br /> <br /> Take this chance<br /> Ride with me<br /> On this train<br /> To Romance<br /> <br /> Let me<br /> Love you<br /> <br /> Dedicated to Gavin Williams<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2012<br /> January 1<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-5950795601202700417?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/t2bGYzS3BgfIrDimBYGDuYwjcj0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/t2bGYzS3BgfIrDimBYGDuYwjcj0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/t2bGYzS3BgfIrDimBYGDuYwjcj0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/t2bGYzS3BgfIrDimBYGDuYwjcj0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/QoHYwlFTMqs" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2012/01/chance.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-64933211964048051522011-10-19T00:22:00.001-04:002012-01-13T23:54:18.601-05:002012-01-13T23:54:18.601-05:00Good bye<br /> Out of here<br /> Not yours <br /> Good day<br /> <br /> Cast away <br /> Move on<br /> Don’t call<br /> Don’t smile<br /> Don’t speak<br /> <br /> Leave alone<br /> Let it go<br /> No longer us<br /> Just me<br /> <br /> Its over<br /> Divorced<br /> So long<br /> You now belong<br /> To someone else<br /> <br /> Be happy<br /> live well<br /> God bless<br /> <br /> Farewell<br /> We are forever<br /> Gone<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2011<br /> October 18<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-6493321196404805152?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/rkSo1IrKERnUXSvhKzvZSu9dN-M/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/rkSo1IrKERnUXSvhKzvZSu9dN-M/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/rkSo1IrKERnUXSvhKzvZSu9dN-M/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/rkSo1IrKERnUXSvhKzvZSu9dN-M/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/RjaMdxC8U2o" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2011/10/gone.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-67673793583702003522011-06-24T11:24:00.001-04:002012-01-13T23:54:49.716-05:002012-01-13T23:54:49.716-05:00Grief, that I can only look at you <br /> But can’t touch you<br /> Grief, that I can see you in my dreams <br /> But can’t hold you<br /> <br /> I run from what’s inside myself<br /> I run from what you reflect in me.<br /> I don’t want to see the mirror and see my true self. <br /> Because I feel I don’t know how to fix me and it is fruitless. <br /> <br /> I am a waste, a barren broken wasteland<br /> With no concept of my true and real self<br /> Who am I?<br /> <br /> If I could know or some how<br /> Find the truth of me<br /> <br /> Uncover the hidden<br /> And reveal the broken <br /> And scared little one <br /> Hiding inside<br /> <br /> Who am I? <br /> I don’t even know. <br /> And yet I seek after something, someone<br /> To comfort my broken soul<br /> <br /> Discarded and left on the trash heap by daddy<br /> He threw me away like I was nothing. <br /> And I search for but cannot find solace<br /> <br /> Dear God, help me <br /> To grieve this hurt<br /> <br /> Face it <br /> Experience it <br /> Embrace it <br /> For all that it is <br /> <br /> So that I can feel the truth <br /> And feel your love<br /> <br /> Chasing after love, <br /> Addicted to comfort, <br /> Longing for someone to hold my hand, <br /> Claim me as theirs because my parents never did. <br /> <br /> Who will hold my hand? <br /> Show this little girl that <br /> She belongs with them<br /> That she is safe, <br /> That she is welcomed<br /> That she is loved<br /> Who?<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2011<br /> June 24<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/6693080637/" title="Chailelogo by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7010/6693080637_36eab96c8f_t.jpg" width="100" height="30" alt="Chailelogo"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-6767379358370200352?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FlgyHR0nlF2JHvdfLos1tLZ5e5E/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FlgyHR0nlF2JHvdfLos1tLZ5e5E/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FlgyHR0nlF2JHvdfLos1tLZ5e5E/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FlgyHR0nlF2JHvdfLos1tLZ5e5E/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/Nk8IzeRWnJM" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2011/06/solace.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-61853739846671831272011-06-24T11:01:00.000-04:002011-06-24T11:01:57.679-04:002011-06-24T11:01:57.679-04:00Once again you did I see<br /> I saw you again inside my dreams<br /> <br /> Always in awe of you<br /> My beautiful soul<br /> But this time I was afraid<br /> Well no really ashamed<br /> Of your beautiful body<br /> And lovely frame<br /> <br /> Open and vulnerable<br /> There you lay and in shame<br /> I covered you and looked away<br /> Somewhere inside of my heart<br /> I hid the truth that I don’t <br /> Really want you<br /> Somewhere along the way<br /> I pretended like it was all okay<br /> To enjoy and play and act<br /> Like I wanted to be with you<br /> <br /> But the truth is really<br /> I am afraid of your<br /> Manliness and you<br /> Your body strikes terror<br /> Into my deepest parts<br /> And I want to run so far<br /> Away<br /> <br /> Did you know that everyday<br /> There flows between us, our feelings<br /> And emotions but we are not<br /> Yet aware of this connection<br /> <br /> I want to love you I really do<br /> But first you are a man<br /> And second long ago<br /> It was a man that hurt me<br /> Without care and reason<br /> And I became ashamed of<br /> Myself and within me<br /> Hatred grew for my body<br /> And anger towards the man<br /> And in fear I ran away from all<br /> Including you my beautiful soul<br /> <br /> Now I am alone. And I am in God’s<br /> Tender care Praying for truth and<br /> Courage to face everything that is <br /> Within me, even the fear and the shame<br /> And ultimately the grief that my fear and shame<br /> Has kept us apart for so long<br /> <br /> I pray that I will begin to love myself<br /> Enough to forgive all these hurts and<br /> Let you love me<br /> The end.<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2011<br /> June 24<br /> <br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" height="38" alt="Chaile" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-6185373984667183127?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/IzBCocAGaIHI6Cpa3a147aST7Co/0/da"><img 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<br /> I can never tell <br /> just how you'll be<br /> My mixed up friend<br /> How you behave with me<br /> <br /> I am the same as I've always been<br /> What is it that I have done<br /> That you would choose to<br /> Act this way<br /> <br /> Won't respond, or call<br /> Or say hi at all<br /> What have I done<br /> To deserve this<br /> <br /> No yes or no<br /> No hi or goodbye<br /> I'm shut out again<br /> And left alone to wonder why<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2011<br /> June 13<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" height="38" alt="Chaile" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-519464250383794250?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2DhAwIw4HvKfNSLxLn-bKUcEbps/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2DhAwIw4HvKfNSLxLn-bKUcEbps/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2DhAwIw4HvKfNSLxLn-bKUcEbps/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2DhAwIw4HvKfNSLxLn-bKUcEbps/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/HdRxuFvFFl8" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2011/06/again.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-29973994262545270022011-05-03T11:39:00.000-04:002011-05-03T11:39:33.124-04:002011-05-03T11:39:33.124-04:00AM I allowed to truly feel what I feel<br /> When I feel it<br /> Or must I play the part, put on the face<br /> Act like I’m okay<br /> Be what you want me to be<br /> Which is anything except<br /> The real me<br /> <br /> Can I scream aloud my feelings high<br /> Let my cry echo into the sky<br /> Without fear<br /> Of being seen as weird or crazy<br /> <br /> AM I allowed to express<br /> Let go, release or at best<br /> Just be who I am<br /> In any moment<br /> Without a judge<br /> Of character<br /> Or the pointing of a flaw<br /> <br /> Can I be just right<br /> Though to the world<br /> I’m really wrong<br /> <br /> Well in their eyes<br /> It seems that I<br /> Don’t exist<br /> They can’t explain me<br /> So they just ignore me<br /> Refuse to adore<br /> My true beauty<br /> <br /> They can’t deny<br /> That I am here<br /> So they walk around<br /> Like I’m not there<br /> <br /> Impolite stares<br /> In a crowded room<br /> Worshiping their own<br /> Avoiding the one and only me<br /> Beautiful brown<br /> Honey hued<br /> Skin that they’d just like to <br /> Wish away<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2011<br /> May 3<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" height="38" alt="Chaile" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-2997399426254527002?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/J1OIfbXWDCX1nqYVmjH7SM7Erl0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/J1OIfbXWDCX1nqYVmjH7SM7Erl0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/J1OIfbXWDCX1nqYVmjH7SM7Erl0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/J1OIfbXWDCX1nqYVmjH7SM7Erl0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/YLvlpudlqHo" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2011/05/allowed.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-81866288667856331722010-10-15T13:14:00.004-04:002010-11-09T16:25:08.330-05:002010-11-09T16:25:08.330-05:00You are lovely<br /> As soulful as the sea<br /> Rise above life and<br /> Give yourself to me<br /> <br /> Secret window<br /> Strangely you appear<br /> Sultry candle<br /> Alights the night air<br /> <br /> Maybe when<br /> All is said and done<br /> I’ll discover<br /> I'm not the only one<br /> <br /> Mystery, time<br /> Happenstance<br /> Could destiny<br /> Give my heart<br /> A chance<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2010<br /> October 15<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img alt="Chaile" height="38" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-8186628866785633172?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/mEQJ645Zca9y7xNjqueHWEczEOY/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/mEQJ645Zca9y7xNjqueHWEczEOY/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/mEQJ645Zca9y7xNjqueHWEczEOY/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/mEQJ645Zca9y7xNjqueHWEczEOY/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/NDPohSVIKjY" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/10/mystery-time-happenstance.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-58658554214247742722010-10-06T12:59:00.009-04:002010-12-14T13:43:16.660-05:002010-12-14T13:43:16.660-05:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TKyqbb5UZXI/AAAAAAAAASI/d_0-jLyN0tY/s1600/kiss+gold.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TKyqbb5UZXI/AAAAAAAAASI/d_0-jLyN0tY/s1600/kiss+gold.jpg" /></a></div>Chocolate kisses<br /> What you do to me<br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Sultry memory<br /> <br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Your lips next to mine<br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Seal the hands of time<br /> <br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> I remember you<br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Midnight rendezvous<br /> <br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Lost in Love's embrace<br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Unforgettable your taste<br /> <br /> Heart full of all<br /> The dreams I long to share<br /> Love touched skin<br /> Echoing your absence here<br /> <br /> Transfixed and beguiled<br /> This soul left to wonder<br /> Chocolate kisses<br /> Sweet spell I’m under<br /> <br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2010<br /> October 6<br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><a href="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="Chaile" border="0" height="38" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" /></a><br /> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TQe6oEjaF8I/AAAAAAAAASU/_DCGHXT89GM/s1600/coco+lips.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="113" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TQe6oEjaF8I/AAAAAAAAASU/_DCGHXT89GM/s200/coco+lips.jpg" width="200" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-5865855421424774272?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/sBISDFcHzwRZ77dCrUVgvNaSieo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/sBISDFcHzwRZ77dCrUVgvNaSieo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/sBISDFcHzwRZ77dCrUVgvNaSieo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/sBISDFcHzwRZ77dCrUVgvNaSieo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/yoSgNUzz2HI" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/10/chocolate-kisses.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-57973548699211591642010-08-09T13:25:00.001-04:002010-08-09T14:07:46.671-04:002010-08-09T14:07:46.671-04:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TGA5w6UQE8I/AAAAAAAAAR4/GKY0FJCGCOw/s1600/dark+cor.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/TGA5w6UQE8I/AAAAAAAAAR4/GKY0FJCGCOw/s200/dark+cor.jpg" width="160" /></a></div><br /> Settling in for the night<br /> Bed turned down so I sleep tight<br /> Close my eyes fast asleep<br /> I sink into a slumber deep<br /> Creep to my dream you appear<br /> Secret Passage opens near<br /> Should I explore this route in view<br /> Dark corridors that lead straight to you?<br /> Should I depart my bed so warm<br /> To follow this trail, hearts quiet storm<br /> Cobwebbed flashlight now in hand<br /> I linger in limbo no action plan<br /> New morn dawns as I awake<br /> My hopeful heart, considers, awaits<br /> What vision would call me to you<br /> My dreams connect, continually view<br /> Your soul, spirit, your memory<br /> You are a constant reverie<br /> In my dreams, my room appear<br /> Secret passage out of nowhere<br /> Leading me straight to you<br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br /> © Chaile Divine, 2010<br /> August 9<br /> <br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img alt="Chaile" height="38" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-5797354869921159164?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/a8PyHUTWc2YtfuPVb5Xhs2A1cPM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/a8PyHUTWc2YtfuPVb5Xhs2A1cPM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/a8PyHUTWc2YtfuPVb5Xhs2A1cPM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/a8PyHUTWc2YtfuPVb5Xhs2A1cPM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/Lwvzn4CfXSI" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/08/secret-passage.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-4611302614082964832010-05-19T12:13:00.003-04:002010-05-25T14:07:26.495-04:002010-05-25T14:07:26.495-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S_QNvqkA_wI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/euz_RMJuJCo/s1600/Vixenme.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 236px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S_QNvqkA_wI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/euz_RMJuJCo/s320/Vixenme.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473014559692357378" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I said Goodbye <br />to the Devil<br />Though I was<br />Very shy<br /><br />I turned around <br />and walked away<br />Didn't look him <br />in the eye<br /><br />I'd spent months <br />making my case<br />Playing the cards <br />at hand<br /><br />Proving my loyalty<br />showing my worth<br />In hopes that he'd <br />be my man<br /><br />Took me a while<br />But soon I realized<br />The game but the<br />Joke was on me<br /><br />All of the things<br />I'd wanted from him<br />was simply<br />my own fantasy<br /><br />I said Goodbye<br />to the Devil<br />Gathered my courage<br />And walked away<br /><br />Full of his empty words<br />and treating me mean<br />Sick of his selfish heart<br />His soul unclean<br /><br />Tired of the promises<br />he didn't keep<br />and the places<br />we didn't meet<br /><br />or the hiding behind<br />night sky<br />or how in the<br />daylight<br />he'd turn a<br />blind eye<br /><br />And I like a toy<br />was played and used<br />tossed, forgotten<br />broken and abused<br /><br />Russian roulette<br />lover I'd become<br />Then one day<br />I was finally done<br /><br />Over the waiting<br />And hoping against<br />hope that<br />one day... <br />He'd love me<br /><br />I Said Goodbye<br />to the Devil<br />He Never knew<br />When I was gone<br /><br />Sometimes<br />I see him<br />in my dreams<br />but this time<br />my heart is Done<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2010<br />May 19<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/20288897@N04/4625339354/" title="Chaile by chanxye, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4024/4625339354_498af8eaf9_o.png" width="98" height="38" alt="Chaile" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S_QOK6P1t5I/AAAAAAAAARA/t0zhb_xiSxI/s1600/ByeBaby.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S_QOK6P1t5I/AAAAAAAAARA/t0zhb_xiSxI/s320/ByeBaby.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473015027759167378" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-461130261408296483?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L_D_oDtGTEpKn2hHo1nKKUEtUjo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L_D_oDtGTEpKn2hHo1nKKUEtUjo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L_D_oDtGTEpKn2hHo1nKKUEtUjo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L_D_oDtGTEpKn2hHo1nKKUEtUjo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/iEb8htDWNsM" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/05/i-said-goodbye-to-devil.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-32615405813795794702010-03-29T19:23:00.012-04:002010-04-09T09:48:16.805-04:002010-04-09T09:48:16.805-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S7E9yy-u-9I/AAAAAAAAAP4/AIxk94xoF7Y/s1600/heartspiral.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 199px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S7E9yy-u-9I/AAAAAAAAAP4/AIxk94xoF7Y/s200/heartspiral.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454208566610033618" /></a><br />How beautiful you are<br />So lovely<br />I sit and stare<br />Admire me<br /><br />And wonder of my energy<br />The essence of me<br />how it hovers<br />like wispy steam above hot water<br />then gently floats away<br /><br />silky element of beauty<br />extends from me today<br />I expand ever so lightly<br />inhale exhale each breath<br /><br />my existence is a mystery<br />my life is Love's expression<br />I am who I am<br />Sweet epitome of hope<br />Reflection of renewal<br />Embracer of change<br /><br />And I smile<br />For today I am<br />Strong and wonderful<br />I see a new horizon<br />And welcome the day it brings<br /><br />I am my own creation<br />I've become what I desired<br />The one I longed for is me<br />To have this love is magnificent<br />To enchant oneself so, Divine<br />I love that which I have<br />I have that which I love<br /><br />In becoming at peace with reality<br />And leaving all dreams behind<br />I've entered the true realm of being<br />And have fallen in love with the essence of me<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2010<br />March 29<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-3261540581379579470?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9RvE3jGon0aAK_DnjH1MO2MzBWM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9RvE3jGon0aAK_DnjH1MO2MzBWM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9RvE3jGon0aAK_DnjH1MO2MzBWM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9RvE3jGon0aAK_DnjH1MO2MzBWM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/LkIfvdKJizY" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com1http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/03/ive-fallen-in-love-with-essence-of-me.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-42364316023278880122010-02-16T23:10:00.008-05:002010-04-01T11:24:16.230-04:002010-04-01T11:24:16.230-04:00I know one night<br />Would NEVER be<br />Enough time for me<br />To express my love<br /><br />How could I treat<br />Gourmet like fast food<br />Van Gogh like stencils<br />Chanel like Calgon<br /><br />Everyone asks for just a night<br />But have they no concept of <br />what true love is like?<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S3t3oakYuBI/AAAAAAAAAPY/-7zm9lqnwJQ/s1600-h/love.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 192px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S3t3oakYuBI/AAAAAAAAAPY/-7zm9lqnwJQ/s200/love.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439072511190415378" /></a><br />A bevy of magnificence<br />A cloud of wonder<br />Studded night sky with stars unnumbered<br />Sparkling, lights of tremendous perfection<br />Bursts of electric melodies, too numerous to mention<br />All cascading into a kiss<br /><br />Tumultuous emotion<br />Awakened too soon to a heart<br />Just unready for this<br />Chaotic monsoon,<br />Of passion and restlessness<br />Wistful sighs<br />Maddening heartbeat<br />Piercing eyes<br /><br />I would forever long<br />for your touch my friend<br />For when the night is done<br />I'd want to see you again<br /><br />So my dear<br />I'd always want you<br />T'was love at first sight<br />Just one kiss will never do<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2010<br />February 16<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-4236431602327888012?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/4CJyzXLw2ciSygkMkBC6Z4rV5rM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/4CJyzXLw2ciSygkMkBC6Z4rV5rM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/4CJyzXLw2ciSygkMkBC6Z4rV5rM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/4CJyzXLw2ciSygkMkBC6Z4rV5rM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/iLf1wKGyfKk" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com1http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/02/id-always-want-you.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-30006232605981573332010-02-06T01:21:00.002-05:002010-04-01T11:25:56.030-04:002010-04-01T11:25:56.030-04:00Unsuspecting<br />Its late late<br />There on the tv is<br />larenz tate<br /><br />you're sneaking still<br />into my dreams<br />now I see your resemblance<br />on my screen<br /><br />there's your eyes and nose<br />that I dearly miss<br />and your lovely lips<br />that i used to kiss<br /><br />As I think of you now<br />my tears fall down<br />my longing heart<br />still grieving<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/Sa6IWzT16wI/AAAAAAAAANQ/C_c9im-DtqA/s1600-h/Passion.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 207px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/Sa6IWzT16wI/AAAAAAAAANQ/C_c9im-DtqA/s320/Passion.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309330936028326658" /></a><br />i would that i<br />had your love or death<br />desire haunting me<br />i can't forget<br /><br />for the first time<br />in my eternity<br />love found my heart<br />setting my spirit free<br /><br />and this daily denial<br />is such a chore<br />my simple heart<br />loves you and nothing more<br /><br />But reality returns that <br />You're not here<br />I only wanted<br />to be your dear<br /><br />Love or Death<br />what will be, will be<br />it is, what it is<br />and the truth remains<br />I love you but <br />its not my day to die<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2010<br />January 6<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-3000623260598157333?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/7b8KyeqntLYDPArfBW1EVVLW9kY/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/7b8KyeqntLYDPArfBW1EVVLW9kY/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/7b8KyeqntLYDPArfBW1EVVLW9kY/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/7b8KyeqntLYDPArfBW1EVVLW9kY/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/RsG9anh2kjw" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2010/01/love-or-death.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-39708860514504364722009-11-22T17:59:00.000-05:002010-10-25T09:16:03.767-04:002010-10-25T09:16:03.767-04:00I whisper<br /> I dream<br /> I wake and I wonder<br /> <br /> But all is not<br /> As it seems<br /> <br /> No answer you gave<br /> No reply<br /> My call in vain<br /> My voice<br /> Unheard<br /> <br /> I love you I said<br /> But you weren’t there<br /> I was left with<br /> My heart in my hand<br /> <br /> And I watch as you walk away<br /> Without a care<br /> Just like I am not here<br /> No response no reply<br /> My heart in my hand<br /> <br /> My voice fades away to a prayer<br /> My heart in my hand <br /> Like I am not here<br /> You leave me alone standing<br /> But I loved you<br /> <br /> Reality stronger than fantasy<br /> I too must now walk away<br /> From this dream of a love<br /> Love you and me<br /> And give in to life's better days<br /> Love and be loved<br /> Even if it’s not you<br /> <br /> Once hopeless romantic<br /> Now I awake <br /> And leave all my dreaming behind<br /> Live and love enjoying my world<br /> Even if you are not here with me<br /> <br /> I always imagined <br /> That you would care but you don’t<br /> Don’t care about me at all<br /> The reality of you<br /> More real than any dream <br /> <br /> I put my heart out there<br /> I tried<br /> I tried<br /> <br /> But you never cared<br /> Or felt anything<br /> For me<br /> <br /> These reflections of my heart <br /> Full of love and of truth<br /> Reflections of a heart that feels<br /> <br /> © Chaile Divine, 2009<br /> November 22<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-3970886051450436472?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/hAxoik23QoXcQoiC4YoYmQp0QoM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/hAxoik23QoXcQoiC4YoYmQp0QoM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/hAxoik23QoXcQoiC4YoYmQp0QoM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/hAxoik23QoXcQoiC4YoYmQp0QoM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/cGroAQ9Y2lQ" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com2http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/11/reflections-of-heart-that-feels.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-70200386787350400812009-09-12T09:46:00.006-04:002010-04-01T11:22:14.878-04:002010-04-01T11:22:14.878-04:00The rhythmic pounding<br />Incessant beating<br />Time keeping<br />Sound of<br />My heart<br /><br />Steeped deep in confusion<br />Dark grief muddies <br />The gentle water of hope in my soul<br /><br />Passion strong<br />Intent wistful<br />My soul hopes in vain<br />Searches<br />Longing to find<br />My love<br /><br />Target locked<br />You are the one<br />Fire starter of my being<br />Tempered expectation<br />Fevered crescendo of adoration erupts<br />Engulfing my singular frame<br /><br />Without warning <br />Unprepared I enter<br />This realm of emotion<br />Meant for the heart strong<br />Like a babe <br />I steady myself<br />First steps of passion<br />Embracing unknown terrain<br /><br />Flames inhaling flesh<br />Sweet enticing visions<br />Of togetherness<br /><br />Restrained heat sultry arms<br />Stealing away lovers at night<br />Caution left behind for<br />Forbidden pleasure<br /><br />Passion rejected<br />Lovers scorned<br />Why can’t we<br />Be together?<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />August 15<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-7020038678735040081?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ULYoXicc_PW-JJ8_rR-oGHsulZ4/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ULYoXicc_PW-JJ8_rR-oGHsulZ4/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ULYoXicc_PW-JJ8_rR-oGHsulZ4/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ULYoXicc_PW-JJ8_rR-oGHsulZ4/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/TGQdbzUf2Iw" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/09/passion-rejected-lovers-scorned.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-87233134305351695752009-09-02T09:36:00.011-04:002010-04-01T11:25:16.388-04:002010-04-01T11:25:16.388-04:00I have tried in vain to deny<br />This one simple truth<br />Tried to bury my feelings<br />Push aside, how I feel about you<br /><br />Before I have rhymed of logic<br />How it no longer provides for me<br />A reason, argument or solution<br />For this new insanity<br /><br />When I see you my heart rate soars<br />Yet with each beat stands still<br />My body quakes and trembles<br />No longer responding to my will<br /><br />Soul mate, could it be you?<br />For my heart would give me no peace<br />I have done all I could to do<br />Yet I can find no release<br /><br />And should I run as it were<br />To the four corners of the earth<br />Just to temper this passion inside<br />Deny my very worth<br /><br />If only to find a way<br />My feeling for you so strong<br />To restrain these new emotions<br />Existing within my soul<br /><br />I would sing of magnificent vistas<br />Dream of opulent hues<br />Swirl in the mist of possibilities<br />Of a life I could share with you<br /><br />Why me, why now, why this<br />Why here, why us, why you<br />No answer will suffice<br />Or negate this passion true<br /><br />Good God! I cry in vain<br />I wrench my heart in tears<br />My prayer arise to heaven<br />To my fathers listening ears<br /><br />Yet he sees with in me the cause<br />The reason my love goes away<br />And he tells me I must be healed<br />Before my love with me would stay<br /><br />It is you, it is you, it is you<br />My soul would daily declare<br />My sunshine maker you are<br />My beautiful Delly dear<br />I love<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />Sept 2<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-8723313430535169575?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DLxsOuCswTYRNEG_tjSGUvzCdjc/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DLxsOuCswTYRNEG_tjSGUvzCdjc/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DLxsOuCswTYRNEG_tjSGUvzCdjc/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DLxsOuCswTYRNEG_tjSGUvzCdjc/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/MyIXZJuSY2Q" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com1http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/09/it-is-you-i-love.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-70836298772856962752009-05-28T12:59:00.010-04:002010-04-01T11:23:23.747-04:002010-04-01T11:23:23.747-04:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/Sh7P78It78I/AAAAAAAAAN4/xdnD-4diSqo/s1600-h/berries-chocolate.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 134px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/Sh7P78It78I/AAAAAAAAAN4/xdnD-4diSqo/s200/berries-chocolate.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340934836769910722" /></a><br />Delightfully delicious<br />Sweet to the touch<br />My thoughts of you baby <br />Can be a bit much<br /><br />But when you are, <br />here, inside<br />It doesn't take much for me<br />To swallow my pride<br /><br />And give in to desire<br />Body and soul<br />Give in to your presence<br />Let you take hold<br /><br />Your hand on my bottom<br />Your breath on my neck<br />Arms locked to embrace me<br />No time to reflect<br /><br />Sultry heat from our bodies<br />On a passionate ride<br />Liquid fire unfolds<br />As we flow and we glide<br /><br />Our eyes locked intensely<br />Lips, tongues intertwined<br />The taste of sweet chocolate<br />Good God... blows my mind<br /><br />And when you're not here<br />I sit and reflect<br />Your presence still lingers<br />And I want chocolate<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />May 28<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-7083629877285696275?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/WyYXZF_cKRK463G4UZNssFRl4Jk/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/WyYXZF_cKRK463G4UZNssFRl4Jk/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/WyYXZF_cKRK463G4UZNssFRl4Jk/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/WyYXZF_cKRK463G4UZNssFRl4Jk/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/sJCvLpGRpbw" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/05/i-want-chocolate.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-39843875960149228312009-05-25T18:28:00.008-04:002010-04-01T11:27:20.988-04:002010-04-01T11:27:20.988-04:00I'm longing for something sweet<br />Delicate even, maybe chocolate<br />Succulent to taste<br />Melting on my tongue<br />A delightful treat<br />Worthy of my desire<br /><br />I'm longing for something new<br />A change even to what I've known<br />Experience gained on a new horizon<br />Bold, brilliant colors, warmed<br />By the setting sun<br /><br />I'm aching for a change of heart<br />An unfolding of whats really true<br />New birth of whats stirring deep within<br />A love driven from me to you<br /><br />And yet I yearn for a sweet beginning<br />Enveloped by one who is ready to give<br />Me all that my heart could ever long for<br />All that I could desire<br /><br />Passion tempered with serenity<br />Patience simmered in grace<br />Arms open to enfold my gentle soul<br />A safe place where I may find<br />The sumptuous treat of ever lasting love<br />Golden smooth honey of hope<br />A resting place all my own<br />The gift of soul belonging<br /><br />To feel in truth your burning desire<br />To give your love to me<br />Embers stirred by deep longing<br />Fire blazing within <br />This melting pot of love eternal<br />Something sweet yet forever worthy <br />Divine Love gift<br />To me from you<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />May 25<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-3984387596014922831?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2ZW4g0qKvClku3NTVyxDBCBS5XI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2ZW4g0qKvClku3NTVyxDBCBS5XI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2ZW4g0qKvClku3NTVyxDBCBS5XI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2ZW4g0qKvClku3NTVyxDBCBS5XI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/NSXpFKk37ps" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com1http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/05/something-sweet-dance-of-desire-love.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-64901124550488657872009-05-25T14:26:00.003-04:002010-04-01T11:28:12.772-04:002010-04-01T11:28:12.772-04:00The journey of a life time<br />I have now begun<br />Each moment ever changing<br />who it is that I become<br /><br />Embracing truth <br />Receiving Divine Love<br />From my wonderful<br />soul parent dwelling above<br /><br />God my mother and father too<br />Holding me in gentle bliss<br />No more sadness<br /><br />I am ever more at one<br />my soul<br />my beautiful soul<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />May 25<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-6490112455048865787?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L3topvlexQLTzKiCIwpZ8M1ahRg/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L3topvlexQLTzKiCIwpZ8M1ahRg/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L3topvlexQLTzKiCIwpZ8M1ahRg/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/L3topvlexQLTzKiCIwpZ8M1ahRg/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/gAjlTwVzAVo" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/05/my-beautiful-soul.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-77619451036644241272009-05-12T17:22:00.006-04:002010-04-01T11:29:17.842-04:002010-04-01T11:29:17.842-04:00There it was<br />the fountain<br />bubbling, glistening<br />tinkling, sparkling<br />magical<br /><br />There I stood<br />silently present<br />though not waiting<br />content<br /><br />Up you walked<br />solemnly unexpectedly<br />closing the gap between us<br /><br />The breeze gentle like an airy<br />cocoon dances sweetly <br />around us<br /><br />The air fresh with love<br />exhales its pungent scents of<br />jasmine, ginger, rose <br /><br />Like a gift orchestrated<br />by time<br />it was the day <br />I remembered you are mine<br />and I am yours<br /><br />And yet if I could<br />I would<br />unwish all of this<br />unwish my desire to have a love all my own<br />unwish the need for an everlasting mate<br /><br />Yes I would unwish this<br />Cause when I would look<br />into your eyes<br />there is no place for me<br /><br />The one who came into my dreams<br />doesn't really care<br />Mean and selfish<br />Heartless to a fault<br /><br />I'm drawn into you<br />only to find that you<br />are not ready to be mine<br /><br />Unresponsive, cold and blank<br />No love existing there<br />I would unwish the wanting<br />replace the cobs of ignorance<br />shut the veil of knowledge<br />and forever forget<br />love<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />May 12<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-7761945103664424127?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/m3v-nEgq7g5YMRVnpHLShefrxGo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/m3v-nEgq7g5YMRVnpHLShefrxGo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/m3v-nEgq7g5YMRVnpHLShefrxGo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/m3v-nEgq7g5YMRVnpHLShefrxGo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/vw6pgi4Kszg" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com1http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/05/unwish.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-40484033628656458432009-04-08T19:29:00.000-04:002010-03-29T19:55:57.496-04:002010-03-29T19:55:57.496-04:00I did not desire you before a year ago today (April 8th, 2008)<br />I have admired you and thought you were cute.<br /><br />My desire for you was born in the realm of my dreams, and has not yet left me even now that I'm awake. I have had times that I've cried that it would go away, this longing to be near you.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-StULWw1I/AAAAAAAAAO4/xhhzoXqgLO0/s1600-h/love.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 192px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-StULWw1I/AAAAAAAAAO4/xhhzoXqgLO0/s200/love.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435724582467584850" /></a><br />This magnetic attraction leading me to distraction<br />To paths destined for you<br />Will power alone is not power enough<br />To arrest the erratic beating of my heart in your company<br /><br />In an instant I became a poetess born in the avalanche of emotion that your dream touch ignited. To explain this phenomenon of magnificence no words could suffice.<br />If a life time of explanation was enough then maybe, yet it would not bring justice to the gift of love you awoke in me.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-S6JxIvbI/AAAAAAAAAPA/TxX_PTYci94/s1600-h/heart.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 182px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-S6JxIvbI/AAAAAAAAAPA/TxX_PTYci94/s200/heart.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435724803011558834" /></a><br />I dreamed of you and when our eyes met, you never said a word but your hand reached out and touched mine. You leaned in kissing me on the cheek and in that moment I fell in love for what I now say is the first time in my life because I know now that no emotion of love I have known in the past can compare to this love I feel. For me this is the difference between decision love and falling in love. Now that I'm awake this passion burns within me. This I have never experienced until now. <br /><br />I have prayed that the grace of God would bring peace to my soul and remove that which would cause me to love you so deeply. Because I didn't want to continue to feel this way about you and want you, when you have no desire for me.<br /><br />To honor your free will is what I desire. I don't understand the depth of my love for you and I don’t understand this process of falling in love with you in a dream. <br /><br />We were friends at church but more like acquaintances. <br /><br />I thought recently that it may be a case of delayed reaction. I felt something the first time I saw you but my reaction to it was so swift I didn't pay much attention. But after this dream experience and my feelings for you now. Maybe I encountered what people call love at first sight.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-TLdZ2lSI/AAAAAAAAAPI/NQud1m2rC2Q/s1600-h/kids-kiss.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 140px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-TLdZ2lSI/AAAAAAAAAPI/NQud1m2rC2Q/s200/kids-kiss.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435725100340385058" /></a><br /> As a teenager I was so very shy of boys and I rarely allowed myself to feel anything. I was so extremely logical, that I didn't even subscribe to mood swings typical of teenage girls. My basic reaction to most boys that might find me attractive was... see boy run. Kind of funny now in retrospect but true.<br /><br />At the time I dreamed of you I had prayed/cried out to God for a real lasting loving relationship. A love that would never end and never go away; one that would always belong to me. Then you appeared in my dream, on your birthday of all days and changed my soul forever. <br /><br />I don't know if you are the type of man that even commits and it is preposterous to even voice this whole experience. And I apologize for my actions and reaction to you as I have been so carried away by these emotions that all I ever wanted to do since then was love you and be near you.<br /><br />So maybe it was love at first sight an emotion so strong that it could not be obliterated by my childhood fears. It took my own trust in God and the power of love to undo what I did to reject what I felt the first time I saw you some twenty years ago.<br /><br />And maybe we will never experience me and you together in true love like I did in my dreams. But for now how I feel is that I love you. <br /><br />Time doesn't seem to erase how I feel. Although I thought it would. It just lessens the ache and helps me to accept that I can still love you even if we are apart. <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-Tek_uO7I/AAAAAAAAAPQ/O0Z1lmRT5Dk/s1600-h/love-heart-cloud.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 149px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IW0r3FYcF5g/S2-Tek_uO7I/AAAAAAAAAPQ/O0Z1lmRT5Dk/s200/love-heart-cloud.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435725428795784114" /></a><br />I've got my dreams and the memory of the times we spent together though short and far between. I want to always remember that once upon a time in my dreams there was us and our love lived on for all eternity.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-4048403362865645843?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2SVLKpXD12kRNaWJp70ZOBRoZMk/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2SVLKpXD12kRNaWJp70ZOBRoZMk/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2SVLKpXD12kRNaWJp70ZOBRoZMk/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2SVLKpXD12kRNaWJp70ZOBRoZMk/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/7kTe0aseklo" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/04/once-upon-time-in-my-dreams.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502380241022893577.post-41104119243017909572009-04-07T00:04:00.004-04:002009-04-09T14:11:05.287-04:002009-04-09T14:11:05.287-04:00Once upon a time there was us<br />Then I woke up<br /><br />I walked into a store and there you were<br />I didn't expect it and we met again<br />No words could describe the way I felt<br />And I wanted to speak but was speechless<br /><br />In my memory was this huge feeling of togetherness<br />A love I felt for us<br />And reality could not live up to the dream<br />Then I gave more than I should<br />And I gave up my gifts<br />Though precious to me<br />they meant nothing to you<br /><br />So I am learning and living<br />Forgiving and releasing<br /><br />I remember who I am but everyone must live<br />their own life<br /><br />I love you friend<br />The end<br /><br />© Chaile Divine, 2009<br />April 7<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1502380241022893577-4110411924301790957?l=chaile-divine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Btft-zG0NZvu6W6W4TbbDKMtwKI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Btft-zG0NZvu6W6W4TbbDKMtwKI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Btft-zG0NZvu6W6W4TbbDKMtwKI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Btft-zG0NZvu6W6W4TbbDKMtwKI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/OnceUponATimeInMyDreams/~4/Ro7-0Tf_beQ" height="1" width="1"/>Chailehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03956082339580916280noreply@blogger.com0http://chaile-divine.blogspot.com/2009/04/i-woke-up.html